#I really tried my brain started melted I’m sorry 😭

[bitchlessdino]

It's award season (unconfirmed)! Give some of your mutuals silly little awards.

I’m sorry for missing anyone. I had trouble being creative as is and I think I’ve been tagging the same ppl so often I feel annoying 😭

Awarding @onlyseokmins life ruiner and panty ruiner BECAUSE WHAT THE FUCK WAS YOUR BIRTHDAY GIFT. Quoting your reader YOURE FUCKED IN THE HEAD YOURE SICK (affectionately) ILL CRY EVERY NIGHT BECAUSE OF THAT FIC YOU FALLEN ANGEL DEMON

Awarding @userwoosan for LONGEST BESTIE AND SOULMATE I wouldn’t even have interacted w others here wo you. You bring out another side to me that I’m eternally grateful for bc I wouldn’t have understood my potential otherwise. You were my first moot that pushed me as a writer and become the creative I am today I love you sm

Awarding @aceofvernons coolest ‘just guy’ obsessed with another ‘just guy’. You are one of the vibiest people I know and Vernon is brought into convo, the glass table is shattered bc you’re chewing on its glass

Awarding @seokgyuu for being THE BIGGEST TEASE (ily) literally reading the series you have now has always had me creeping over your shoulder to figure out what’s happening next bc as always IM DYING TO KNOW

Awarding @honeykyeom for twin flame because how are we so alike IT WORRIES ME someway somehow, besides being chronically online or at home, there’s so much we experienced on are own that compliment each other?? If that makes sense. Wild to have met you ily

Awarding @hwanghyunjinenthusiast THE BEST REACTOR IN ALL OF CARATBLR whenever I see your reaction to me or anyone else I crazy the fuck up, please never change. I think on behalf of so many writers here, we love you.

Awarding @lovelyhan Repeat Rebound’s most loyal fan along with so much of my other work. I appreciate seeing you actively remembering details of things I’ve written that I even forget. I hope I get to continue entertaining you 💕

[saenora]

Imagine meeting your neighbor Yuuta in the apartment next yours. You were coming back home from another shitty date night. Cursing about how the guy just wanted to fuck you and didn’t even pay for the food. You were tired and tipsy and mostly angry, as your keys seem to be working against you, you tried twisting and turning the key multiple times in the keyhole to get inside your apartment. But it just wasn’t working, you let out a scream and bang your head against the door. Tears pricking at your eyes as you choked out sobs. You then hear the door turning and around the corner peeked a timid looking young man? Teen? He looked old enough not to be called a kid but his babyface made him seem really young. You blink at him thru unshed tears and jumped away from the door. “O-oh shit! This was your apartment! I am so fucking sorry, I thought this was my apartment, you see I’m not a crazy person, I swear! I just-I-fuck-I” You start babbling about your terrible date night to your confused and possibly scared neighbor you just met.

You couldn’t stop yourself though, like the tears, your words just kept on spilling out. Until your were a crying mess, your neighbor didn’t end up calling the cops on you though, he held you in his arms and soothes your cries until you were just whimpering. He listen to your words and said sweets words to you that made your heart melt and heat pool in your core. He invited you inside his apartment after you calmed down, saying “I hate to leave a pretty girl like you stained with tears all alone tonight…” He was so sweet and nice, and alluring.. your mind was a daze as you knew you shouldn’t trust a stranger but the way he held your hand and wiped away your tears… You joined him inside.

“Ah-Ah-mmm-hahh!” Now here you were, legs locked into a mating press by the boy that was just sweet talking you earlier. You were crying once again, but not from sadness this time, you were crying from the overstimulation, Yuuta was giving you on your spent pussy. “Yuuta! Yuu-ahhh, Yuuta, Yuuta!” You chanted his name like it was the only thing you knew how to say even though you barely learned it tonight. His hips slammed in yours with such force that the bed shake beneath you everytime, his thumb was rubbing circles on your puffy clit, the cum and juices leftover from the orgasms before made it quite easy for him to rub at you. “It’s your fault, you know.. hahh.. fuck.. banging on my door like that.. wearing this slutty dress..mmf.. like you were begging me to just fuck you then and there..”

You whined as you start to feel another orgasm building, however this time, Yuuta pulled out his thick cock and slapped it against your twitching clit. His arms still pressing your legs against your chest. "You want to come again...?"

"Hmm... tell me that won't go see those other men anymore and that this pussy.." He slaps his wrist this time against your pussy, causing you to try to buck your hips up, to no avail. "Belongs to me and only me... and then I'll give you what you been begging for.."

RAHHH YUUTA IM TIRED STOP INVADING MY BRAIN PLS

SOFTIEEEE I AHVE BEEN REREADING THIS OVWR AND OVER AGAINSHE TRYING TO FIND TEH RITE WORDS TO TYPE IN THE RESPONSE 😭😭😭 BUT I CANTSHDDJ FRFRFRFR… THIS YUUTA ISSS SUCHA. DREAM… NEED HIM TO RUTT AGAINST ME 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 HE IS SUCHA. NEEED AND I CAN BE SO NEEDY FOR H— BYE

#: @mrskenmakozume @kenruu @daikiiss

[regretisstoredintheme]

Feelin like shit today so I wrote a little comfort fic with Leo and I have decided to share it. -Sortzi 💙💜

(Sorry if it’s written weirdly, I don’t write often)

Sobs were echoing from your room. You don’t know why you’re crying, or over reacting really.

A few minutes ago your brother had just walked and started taking off all your posters. You tried to stop him but he’s definitely much stronger than you (there’s more to the story, but I’ll keep it vague). You tried to push him out of the room and your frustration took a hold of you, throwing a tantrum and, in the process, making a hole through your wall. You were definitely going to get lectured later by your parents.

That leads it to now, your room is a mess from that and you lay on your bed, unsure why you were crying. Overreacting? Maybe. You feel so childish for feeling this way, over something so stupid. You can’t help it though. A million thoughts are running through your head, it took you a moment to register the knocking on your window.

You knew who it was. The Blue turtle always visited on his patrols, making sure you were okay.

You don’t feel like getting up. You don’t feel like interacting with anyone. You want your bed to swallow you whole so you could just mute out the world—*Knock knock*.

…

You got up from your comfortable spot on your bed to unlock the window for Leo. Only to immediately go back into the spot.

Leo notices your mood, and your room. “Oh damn what happened here?? Did a tornado come by for a visit?” He chuckles and looks at you.

Even without context, he knew you didn’t want to joke right now. You’re facing away from him but he notices your messy hair and your shoulders shaking.

He slowly walked and sat beside you on the bed. You unconsciously made space for him, your brain can’t seem to register what your body is doing.

Leo then took his hand and places it on your cheek. He rubs your frustrated tears away with his thumbs.

His touch was soothing, calming your shaking shoulders. You lean to his touch, turning towards him in the process. “There’s my little rain cloud.” He whispers softly. You knew your throat was hella dry, you kept your mouth shut but you held his hand that was holding your face with yours. You felt a little embarrassed as he looked at you, it felt so silly. “Do you want to talk about it?” He smiles.

You shake your head no. Your throat was dry, despite that, you tried to squeak a word out, “s-..st-ay.” You cringed are your dry throat. Leo got the message and pulled himself to bed with you. Making sure you got the comfort that you needed with a simple hug.

A rush of relief washed through your body, your tears calmed and your arms wrapped around his neck to pull him closer. His smile grew wider on his face, “my little rain cloud can’t get enough of me~” he found a great moment to joke again. You pinch the side of his neck, “oKaY OKAY, not a great time for teasing, got it!”

You smirk in victory, knowing in the back of your mind that you’ll have to fix that hole in your wall somehow. That didn’t matter, what mattered was that Leo is here right now, and you where really glad that he was.

(Again sorry if it’s bad, I just needed to write this shdbdicbdjcn)

ZIZI I LOVED THIS SO MUCHHHHH I’M SO SORRY I DIDN’T GET TO IT SOONER OMFGGGG

I LOVE HIM😭😭😭 “my little rain cloud..” STOP

the way I used to be like “bro I fuckin hate pet names” now I’ll hear things like that in fics and I fUCKIN MELT!!!

this felt a little self-indulgent though zizi, are you okay? :( ♡♡♡ don’t get me wrong I loved it, adored it, it just felt really specific, you okay?

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ARI MLL IM SO SORRY THAT THIS IS SENT OUT SO LATE HSJSJS. I FEEL SO BAD FOR NOT REPLYING EARLIER 😭 it was assessment week and istg everyday was just filled with assignments/exams/pracs etc. i just wanna go back to high school already!! i’m not mentally prepared for this ☹️☹️

UR SO REAL ABT THE JJK DILFS THO. like they’ve raised my standards up for men so high haksjsj. i so badly want, no, NEED a college bf! geto in my life to make my very own uni life a lil more bearable. HES SO BF CODED OMG 😻 okok but hear me out. geto playing guitar?? i repeat. GETO PLAYING GUITAR??? more specifically ELECTRIC GUITAR PHEWWW. i’m sorry it’s been plaguing my mind for the past few days but i so believe that geto can play guitar w ease. hsjsjsj guitarist! geto has me melting icl 😭✋ with his piercings nd tattoos nd the reading glasses he wears at home hshshshs. its not a want, it’s a need 😔

AHHH UR SO RIGHT ABT STEM GIRLIES AND LIBERAL ARTS GIRLIES HOLDING HANDS HSJJSJ. us stem girlies have sm respect for you guys 🙇‍♀️ from what i’ve heard, lit is a pretty tough major (i took lit as an atar subject back in hs and i FAILED LMAOO). plus lit girlies are so knowledgeable it js blows my mind away. like give me ur brain please 🙏

i’ve tried getting out of my reading slump (WE’RE GETTING THERE WOOHOO!!) like i’ve recently started little woman by louis may alcott (a classic ik idk why i’m even referencing it shshs) and so far it’s pretty good! sometimes the dialogue throws me off a little since it was written so long ago and my mind just goes blank as soon as i read anything that’s not modern day english (i’m talking anything published before the 2000s 😭). i watched the movie a while ago so i’m kinda excited to see if there’s any major differences between the books and the movies. apparently there are a few but i didnt listen in further bc i didn’t wanna spoil myself hahah. welp ig i’ll k when i commit to actually finishing the book.

i haven’t heard abt the travelling cat chronicles yet but i’ll sure be adding it to my tbr 🫡 I LOVE LOVE LOVE CATS SMMM!! ive always just preferred cats more than dogs idkk. speaking abt cats, i have two ragdoll cats hsjsjs. funnily enough, someone pointed out that they somewhat remind them of gojo 😹😹 whelp i fear that i might as well grow up to be an old cat lady hsjsj. not that i’m complaining tho 🤭 really out of the blue question but dy have any pets? 👀 i’m just curious hahah.

also thank u so so so much for the advice ari! i’ll definitely be checking out the summaries + quotes for any future books i wanna read. and nooo ur not incompetent at all, don’t worry!! and thank u sm for being so supportive bby i have sm love for you 💗 AND YEAH I AGREE, READING IS SM FUN WHEN YOU’RE NOT BEING FORCED INTO IT.

and aww the tags were absolutely no problem at all! ur geto drabble was written SO WELL. like ari bby you are so talented and i cannot emphasise that enough. you have a way with words and it’s so admirable!! ++ you nailed geto’s characterisation so well, i was genuinely in awe while reading it. ahhh i still think abt it even to this day!! cult leader geto plagues my mind once a week istg. SAME W HIM AND HIS DYNAMIC W SATORU. like hello?? every time i hear abt satosugu i wanna BAWL MY EYES OUT. they’re soulmates (both platonically and somewhat romantically?? idk if you can have both hahah). but omigosh they’re so tragic shskajsjs. brb i’m not crying, i’m chopping up onions!! !! !! 😃

OMG THAT RESEMBLANCE BETWEEN GOJO AND RHE KITTY CAT OMFDDHDH. someone tell me they’re twins and i’ll believe every. single. word. thank u sm for the treat ari, i hope ur day/night is going well!! i’m so sorry that this is long overdue but i genuinely LOVE talking to you bby <333 remember to take care of urself too! ilysm 💞🥹

p.s hes so fine i swearrrr 😍 i saw this on twitter and it’s been my roman empire ever since

UKIIIII MY BELOVED PLS FORGIVE ME FOR THE WAIT 😔😔😔 i’m finally here !!!!!!

first of alllll i hope your studies n work have gone well!!!!!! 🥺🥺 you know i’m always cheering you on hehe. i just have a month left n then i’m free but i’m not sure how it is for you :’3 i hope you’ll get to rest properly soon!!!!

ANDDDDDDDD GUITARIST!SUGU. GOOD GOD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 your hcs of him made me LOSE it i hope you know that…… he’s literally so bf…… PLSSS PIERCINGS AND TATTOOS AND READING GLASSES ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 OUGHHH UKI I NEED HIM SO BAD….. he would strum his pretty guitar for you on nights you couldn’t sleep 🥺🥺 i just know he would!!!!! he’s such a loverboy…..

LIBERAL ARTS GIRLIES 🤝 STEM GIRLIES FR….. from my perspective stem subjects are a LOT more difficult i rlly can’t overstate how impressed i am by how much you guys study …… 😭😭 i’ve heard . horror stories abt it LMAO…..

AND THE BOOKSSSSS i’m so proud of you for trying to get out of your reading slump uki!!!!!! i actually haven’t read little women yet hehe, pls tell me if it ends up being good!!!!! i’ve heard great things abt it….. AND AND ANDDD i get you!!!! i think it’s important to pick books that are written in ways that you like!!! it’s easy to think that older books are like . harder to read and relate to but that’s usually more bc of the author than the time period!!! i prefer mine to be from around the 1800s-1900s and they aren’t difficult to understand at all!! some classics are super hard to get into bc of how just. Heavy they are writing wise (side eyeing shakespeare n dostoevsky rn) but others aren’t!!! one classic i absolutely adore is the stranger by albert camus, idk if you’re interested in existentialism but!!! the writing is very pretty :3

anyway anyway…. FELLOW CAT PERSONNNN i knew i could trust you!!!! and you have ragdolls!!! 🥺🥺 my current housemate has four of them LMAO and they all look like gojo ngl …. act like him too……. this little guy just follows me around n sleeps in my lap and yaps <33333

BUT YES i think you’d really love the travelling cat chronicles!!!! i read it so quickly bc it’s just. so lovely!!!! and pretty!!!!! and cute n sweet :(((( i love it lots!!!!! but it made me sob so much… so pls make sure you have tissues close by if you read it……

ANDDDD again 🥺🥺🥺 thank you sooooo much for being so sweet …. you rlly are too kind!!!!! i’m so happy you like my geto, i loveloveloveee yours too <33333 AND . YES. i cry over stsg all the time too…. sniffle……. they’re soulmates both platonically and romantically imo :’3 they just . belong together no matter what!!!!!! wish they weren’t so doomed by the narrative tho…..

THANK YOU SO MUCHHH FOR CHATTING W ME SWEETIE <33333 i hope you’re doing soso well!!!!! and i rlly am sorry abt how long you’ve had to wait for this response 😭😭 my brain has Not been braining correctly recently. but i adore you sb 🥺