#I need to grieve
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devastating loss in my friend circle
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//CW: Animal Death
Since Jellie has passed away today, I want to share some pictures of her that I have collected. I know its a very sad day for us in the fandom, but I'd like to share these so we can remember the happy times we had with her.
She's always been my favorite cat to get on Minecraft, even before I discovered Scar and Hermitcraft. Learning she was based on a real cat was amazing. Knowing she lived such a long life with such a wonderful person who inspires me (and so many others) so much is a comfort to me.
My condolences to Scar and his family, and may Jellie rest in peace.
#cw animal death#vixspeaks#goodtimeswithscar#gtws#gtwscar#jellie goodtimes#jellie#I may share some more pictures later#but for now please take these and grieve in any ways you need to
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I made the horrendous mistake of opening my lobby to the public in bg3 and now my wizard is absolutely RUINED because a goddamn cheater decided that they just HAD to level up RIGHT THAT SECOND to get a spell they didn't have available as a lowly lvl 3 (my current lvl on this char). I'm devastated and ready to commit atrocities to sate my seething rage.
NEVER AGAIN! FRIEND'S ONLY FROM NOW ON.
#jay plays games#bg3#im so mad rn#im also in tears#because I have to delete her!!!#I was doing so well dammit!#sure she's an alt but I loved her progression!#I didn't even know it was possible to cheat in this game#IM CRYING OMFG#I'll remake her and try to make the same choices#but a part of me has died#ill go back to my main or start my druid first though#I need to grieve
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still i think the one of the more fun differences drawn between illario and lucanis that was lost would be illario's ability to endear himself to others but serious lack of empathy, vs. lucanis' (self perceived) inability to be charming but how much he cares. it's interesting that the game has gone with the "lucanis' ability vs illario's lack thereof" because i think illario being the dellamorte 'best in show dog' vs. lucanis' attack dog would have made me so unwell.
lucanis is... awkward. he's not unlikable, because he is usually very polite, but he doesn't speak much and only seems to care about the other dellamortes. he once sent viago de riva a knife with no note (who knows what he could have meant by this). he does what caterina asks of him, and by his own admission, cannot say no to her. he is a dramatic and prolific killer, and that makes how untouchable he is even worse.
and the crows like illario, sure, AND he's a good assassin! he's even a good crow! he's so good that he can make lucanis smile, and so he is the charming, sociable one. he's the one that stays in treviso and can be relied upon to care, illario's even the one people prefer over caterina and lucanis!
but illario is decoration. he's the prize poodle, and even if poodles were bred to be working dogs, nobody will ever pick him to protect the house over the german shepherd that regularly mauls intruders. anyways the analogy is getting away from me. the point i'm trying to make is that i want illario to have a different kind of jealousy/hatred that's not just over 'being bad at killing' but also an arrogant loathing for everyone around him that is getting harder to hide, because they've forgotten he can bite and is just itching to rip someone's jugular out. illario is very good at hiding his family resemblance to caterina, while lucanis suffers under his grandmother's, and his own, reputation.
#not helped that these ideas are probably fostered by caterina. she doesnt WANT lucanis to have FRIENDS she wants him to KILL THINGS lol#and her perceiving illario as someone who wants but wont rise against her would have been interesting#so she allows his charm and friendliness etc. because she wants him to ingratiate the house to other houses#she doesnt want him out the picture. she NEEDS him there to make people like lucanis. illario just isnt content with that#i will shut up about this. i promise.#like i wont. but im trying#lucanis dellamorte#illario dellamorte#and also i want illario to have a little more manipulative asshole going on he's not believable enough in game omg#i think the main issue i have is that lucanis should have . maybe. been a bit less agreeable. SORRY#but it would have been fun to see crow-like defensiveness slowly break away to reveal a caring polite and kind man#or at least a slow understanding of lucanis-language. like he said 'i dont care' but he meant 'i dont mind'#raised by a grieving and also repressed old italian woman will do this to you#thoo. i was pleasantly surprised at how sweet he was in the game to start but i think parallel wise this could have been fun is all#veilguard spoilers#dragon age#and also really sorry that this was brought upon by someone calling him a pursedog man in tags#which was very funny for 5 minutes and then i was like actually i can do something with this
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i, too, am defined by absence. i am a child, and anything could be taken from me at any moment.
#heartstopperedit#heartstopper#tao xu#taoelle#elle argent#isaac henderson#charlie spring#mine#quote by Rayne Fisher-Quann#if u hate on tao xu you r wrong#i have such compassion for him. he's trying his best!#he's just. he just pre-emptively grieves the loss of his friends and his girlfriend! and holds on too tightly! bc it's not needed
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For those who doesnt have Twitter, I've recently found these. Please pls plss go check it out 😭
These storyboards has me in shambles
Here's the link to the storyboards
I'd like to give my thanks to Zhi Khang & the other storyboarders for sharing us these 😭✨️
#soups' talk#Dont talk to me (talk to me) I'm grieving rn#oughhh...I've seen this now I'm dragging you all with me to the pits of doomed yaoi#They're literally “In another life I would've loved doing laundry & taxes with you” trope#we won but at what cost?#you guys know what Imma draw next (I'll work on my wips first)#transformers#transformers one#maccadam#orion pax#d 16#elita 1#b 127#optimus prime#megatron#bumblebee#starscream#soundwave#shockwave#sentinel prime#dpax#megop#opmeg#I woke up and got greeted with these#what a way to start the day huh😭#rollercoaster of emotions man#i need to be lobotomized
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IM GONNA THROW UP. CONGRATS STOB NATION…THE STORYBOARDS ARE CANON!!!!
#bonus feature list for the digital/physical release of sonic 3#VFFGH I OPENED TWT AND DISC TO FIND THIS IM SO HAPPY#god the edits…I can’t wait#I’m so happy this is the best gift for us while we’re grieving#more canon stob yes please#I need the scene like yesterday#♥️♥️♥️#stobotnik#agent stone#jimbotnik#agent stone x robotnik#robotnik x stone
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Chapter 0: The End.
First chapter of my Trigun post-canon AU.
CHAPTER 01
It will roughly be 10 chapters and all in manga style :3c It will have a lot of gayearning and feels ywy So prepare, this is gonna be fun.
You can find an HD version of it on my Ko-fi.
From next month, I'll upload the new pages directly on my Ko-fi page, as soon as I finish them. Then, after the chapter is done, I'll post it whole on my social media!
Thank you so much fro reading, lmk what you think!!!
#trigun#trigun maximum#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#milly thompson#this all was born from my need to see vash go apeshit for 5 minutes instead of grieving#and because i want wolfwood smothered with love and care BY EVERYONE#chronart
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sometimes i think about toriel in that first run when flowey finds her in the RUINs, having her dead son return to her for comfort, broken and helpless, and being unable to provide for him in the one impossible way he desperately needed, "fixing him" "making it okay" the way only his mom should've been able to do.
flowey kills himself after she fails. you ever think about that? cause i think about that. you're gonna tell me she didn't notice? that she was cheerfully oblivious as things failed to get better and he grew more desperate and more hurt and more hopeless, as she failed him like she once did and always will fail him? you're gonna tell me that didn't eat her alive? didn't keep her up at night? didn't break her back into all those tiny little shards of herself she'd glued back together and swept under the carpet by sheer force of will?
do you think she gets nightmares about it, still?
#i think she does. i know it does. give her nightmares that is. even across timelines#flowey is tremendously disillusioned about his parents by the time we meet him but he is CRUEL to toriel#he is the dull blade she twists inside herself every day but BOY does he love helping her twist it#it borders on sadistic it. it borders on revenge#they are both so alike and different that her method of grieving is illegible to him.#his mom tried to replace him. and when he came back she couldn't fix him. he needed her to fix him so bad and she failed#it just know it's something he tore into her about after he started killing. with asgore he could play it off as utilitarian.#emotional manipulation to try to force his hand and get to the SOULs#but not with her.#undertale#toriel#flowey
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While you were fighting in the war, I was falling in a pit.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#nie mingjue#jiang cheng#lan wangji#jin guangshan#blood#Not tagging wen xu because I...I don't think he ever comes back in the story after this.#Minorest of characters despite his significance in the wen sect.#You guys ever think about how the three months WWX was missing was probably the closest LWJ and JC ever were?#The missed friendship between them is so deliciously painful! They really do have a lot in common!#Maybe it is because they are similar that they can't make it work past the war.#Maybe it is the similarities that make JC feel even worse about WWX drifting away from him and towards LWJ.#This is all to say I think the dynamic between LJW and JC is very interesting and not something I see talked about.#In the *end* it becomes something along the lines of 'LWJ ignores JC' but god. Missing the same person so painfully.#The grieving takes very different form but they both still grieve the same person - essentially in isolation from everyone else.#Other notes I *need* to add: The end of ep 13 took me out with the falling scream. Why did they do it like that?#Genuinely the funniest thing I have heard.#I like to imagine he fell plinko style. Bumping around on random branches and ghosts for 3 months.
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so the good place is widely lauded on this site for its takes on morality and capitalism, which i totally agree with
but i think it should get more recognition for the line "all humans are aware of death. so we're all a little bit sad all the time. that's just the deal. we don't get offered any better ones. and if you try and ignore your sadness, it just ends up leaking out of you anyway. i've been there, and everybody's been there. so don't fight it. in the words of a very wise bed bath and beyond employee i once knew - go ahead and cry all you want. but you're gonna have to pay for that toilet plunger."
#i dunno i've been thinking about grief lately#and i think the nature of humanity is everyone's grieving something#it might not always be as straightforward as the death of a loved one - sometimes it is#but sometimes you're grieving a life you never got to live#the person you used to be#hell an old toy you just realised you lost years ago and are never going to get back#we're all just a little bit sad all the time#and i think looking at the world like that makes it a lot more friendly place#because everyone is someone who needs a bit of comfort - or just someone to say hey its okay to be sad and angry and confused#and when you're finally ready to let whatever you're grieving go the world will be a happier place#and you'll find a new thing to grieve because there's always something to be a little bit sad about#but the world keeps getting better for every one you get through and every friend who helps you through it#and sometimes you just need to throw a dumb joke in there at the end#that's what it means to be human#the good place#tgp
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finally! an art post! ive been wanting to draw something coloured of damon for ages because hes my silly goofer
i was referencing sera_phiel's art while i drew this so there may be some similarities in style.. i love their art so much guys go follow him
needed some way to tie damon to the other sillies i draw a lot on this blog (ouma and saihara) so i was gonna add kai as kokichi for funsies, but i ran out of time so maybe later this week ill post that too!
#i need to stop yapping on my art posts#my art#damon maitsu#pjeg#p:eg#project: eden's garden#danganronpa#fanganronpa#p:eg art#shuichi saihara#well its his outfit so same thing#i know i keep saying it but art asks are open (PLEASE)#my inbox is emptier than tozu's conscience#dont even talk to me about chapter 1 (/j) im still grieving#i need to do more art studies#so i may use them as excuses to draw p:eg
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Destiel Pride - Day 5; Cursed or not
#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#Destiel pride#Destiel art#destiel fanart#spn fanart#spn art#spnfanart#wiggleart#ETA: i jsut realized it's the 5th of a month and it's pride#i'm so sorry lol#the cursed or not line comes in response to cas saying in 7.23 that he’s not good luck#and following the cursed or not line dean asks if he seems like good luck as well#and that got me to thinking about the curses these boys are constantly under be it overarching ones like ‘deans boyfriends#always die some how’ or more literal ones like spells and possessions and what not#but no matter what they always find their way back to each other like when Dean was grieving so hard in#season 13 that Jack who barely had consciousness that that point managed to break through the empty and wake cas up#so I wanted to draw 1518 which is the last curse that I know will be fixed in the continuation#don’t @ me on that it’s a major plot thread that needs addressing lol#and it can almost seem like love is a curse in this show but they’d rather have that love than not so#…also black goo lol
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FUUUUUUUUUUUCK
DON'T TELL ME EKKO IS GOING TO STOP JINX FROM KILLING HERSELF FOR REAL THIS TIME
#THIS THOUGHT IS BURNING IN MY BRAIN EVER SINCE I SAW THAT DAMN TRAILER FOR ACT 3#Jinx: I lost my child. Now I as a grieving mother will burn everything to the fucking ground and let fire take me with it.#Ekko‚ rewinding time: NO‚ YOU WON'T. We need to talk. WE NEED TO FUCKING TALK.#arcane#timebomb
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until i recently read posts on here about how there is an inherent queerness to the doctor and rose's relationship in how it's unspoken and filled with yearning that i'd never really considered that element, despite knowing for ages that RTD is gay but. man. it's just reframed a lot of the series for me, like the idea that you have this lonely man who's just watched his people die and is self-destructive and misanthropic and traumatised and he can love again and he wants to but it has so many risks.
but especially S3 and how it adds even more weight to the doctor's grieving widower status. how he tells martha that he and rose were together but martha refers to rose as a friend to tallulah; the fact that he can only say they were together once she is gone; how the only other person that both can feel how he feels but also understands the depth of his feelings is jack, a queer man himself. and I've been thinking to myself lately oh, it's ok, the doctor and rose probably accidentally got married on at least one planet or something but also the point is that there was no official title that could convey to people the extent that they meant to each other, that the doctor can really only tell donna that rose was his friend even though it is so wholly inadequate and she comes to see that by the end of the episode (and martha too of course). how people who saw the doctor and rose together assumed they were a couple, like on krop tor, but once there's no more physical evidence of the relationship it becomes more vague (and simultaneously clearer).
anyway something about how christopher eccleston said he based his portrayal of nine on RTD and something about RTD saying that his husband is "in every good man i write now" and how the doctor and ruby seeing each other in the club mimics his first meeting with his husband aka the one moment he would use a time machine to go back to hmmm
#doctor who is fundamentally about grief and then i watch rtd era 1 and it's about grief like :0 oh my godddd#sidenote grieving widower ten needs its own tag on ao3#it's about the grief and the loss and the mourning and the loneliness#also this is not martha slander there are a million reasons to refer to rose as a friend#both real world and canonical and she was never directly told anything#but him not actually telling her what happened to rose and their exact relationship is kinda the point#doctor who#timepetals#meta#also yes rtd's husband was alive when he wrote end of time but. ten seeing rose at his end but their beginning...#yay queer readings of dw nay rtd as a person btw#dw meta
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