#I need my meds babe hahah

[angelnumber27]

Hi baby angels 😇 it’s about to be that time where I need help with getting a couple of my medications soon! It’s within a few days that I will be running out and I didn’t want to wait until the very last day/moment to try to scramble for a way to pay for them.

My cshapp is $juliagw :)

I have Venmo as well as PayPal, please DM me if you want my usernames to either of those and are interested in helping me 🙂

I am also selling content right now because I need my medications and I am hot. DM me if interested. You can see what I look like here

I need $80 total for the medications I need please help if you can.

I can make art for you if you want please just lmk what y’all are interested in <3

Thank you everyone so so so much 🖤 I’m so lucky and grateful to have and be surrounded by such a wonderful community on here.

[celestie0]

Dropping this here because this is exactly how I feel about kickoff and ihm. Like yeah, sex is cool and whatnot, but the emotional content? The way the characters feel so real??? UGH 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Anyways :3 I haven’t dropped an ask in so long !!! Ö I hope you’re having a good time and good luck with med school (i think i remember you said you were applying???) I’m halfway done with my summer class and I’m actually learning a lot ??? I genuinely like my professor and I’m understanding physics :3

But don’t be fooled!!! The entire time I’m thinking about kickoff Choso 🙏🏽 my sweet man would NOT understand what I’m going through

the "anyone can write porn" triggered me bc i feel like i am better at the characterization stuff than ever writing smut xd oh but i feeeeel this. i hardly read just pure smut haha i need some substance around it, and i think that's why i mainly write series too. that's why i'm SO glad to hear that you feel that way ab ihm n kickoff :'') thanks sm bb

thanks darling!! and nooo i am actually starting med school soon! application was last year (so glad that fuckin train wreck is over) omg i'm so glad you're enjoying your class!! it's the best feeling ever when you actually like your professor and feel like you're learning something

HAHAH i'm cryinggg kickoff choso barely had a few cameos babe xd actually YKNOW WHAT just for you berry i'll make it canon that kickoff gojo is an environmental science major :)) you guys can have a meet cute in one of your classes <3

[gallavich-headcanon]

"I actually don't remember that commercial, babe, but remember when..." -> Holy hell! I didn't even think about the possibility of all the embarrassing cute pet names! I feel like Mickey would stick to canon nicknames, unless he is being annoying on purpose or trying to get Ian's attentions, calling him pumpkin or something. But IAN, Ian doesn't know Mickey so he will start with all the Baby / babe / honey / sweetheart and it would get Mickeey to blush and whisper -shout "Don't call me that!", while everyone thinks he doesn't like it when Ian says it in public, people tell him "oh don't worry my husbands calls me sweety pie all the time, no need to be embarrassed." And Mickey discovers his new love for pet name (coming from Ian's mouth only) because he never let any of his exes do that. (~que internalized homophobia~) but now that he has no choice... it has grown on him. when the pretending stops and Ian stops with the names and sticks to Mickey or Mick... Mickey hates it. He wants to be honey again.

Oh I didn't even think about Ian's bipolar in this AU! yes what if it's one of the first things Ian tells him? so he's not surprised by the meds? and Mickey makes it a goal of his to help keep track of Ian's meds, because this house drives everyone crazy, with and without mental illness, and time feels fake. So Mickey makes sure to read all the side effects on the bottle and asks Ian stuff about it at night. At first it's the excuse of not looking like a shitty boyfriend but quickly Mickey just cares, you know?

Hahah Mickey having to listen to horrible sex stories! They probably tell him "Isn't it so hard to be with your boyfriend, sleep in the same bed and not have sex?" they blame it on the cameras. But it's easy because sleeping next to insanely hot person and not have sex with him, makes both of them horny and the sexual tension is there, so it helps sell their fake relationship. What if the girls are trying to ask him about their sex life? Can you imagine the conversation later that night whispering like "Yeah, so... I told Maria that you're a gold star top. So everyone asks, I've never fucked you. oh shit, I also kinda told them you have a monster cock. Technically both of those things aren't a lie."

Yes they would be the funniest hosts! Ian would try to take it kinda seriously and of course wouldn't miss the opportunity to tell one of his goofy jokes (the guest womb joke is still hunting me to this day) and Mickey would love making fun of the house tenants and their drama. Ian would try to stay neutral but Mickey would play favorites and make sure everyone knows who he wants to win.

"you just don't wanna lose your fucktoy," and someone is almost throwing hands about it. -> I will throw hands right now! No one talks about Ian's man like that. The fuck. I hope they get eliminated that night.

mickey decides to wear one of Ian's hoodies for comfort? -> I need to lay down. What if Ian keeps telling him stuff like "Don't forget you can't punch anything... or anyone... if I'm gone tonight." and Mickey is all panicky like "You are not fucking leaving me here, Red. No fucking way. We're going to do your stupid little monolog about why you have to stay. Let's go to the big brother room, I'm not doing it in front of those bitches, like you." Mickey is trying to keep it cool but he's being extra touchy and like, you said, stealing Ian's hoodies for comfort. Ian hides on of his shirts in Mickey's pillow, just in case he does have to leave that night. oh and he leaves his cologne next to Mickey's. If he has to leave, he will buy a new one outside. Maybe he stole of of Mickey's shirts, no one has to know, because he got saved that night and put everything back in place.

What if their double bed was like the cloud bed? so of course the stayed in it during the show but the kept begging to take it home by the time the show was over? Like a souvenir? Hahah because of course they are going to move in together after 3 and a half months in this house!

wait are you imagining this as a fall/winter season with hot tub in the garden or a spring/summer season with a pool in the garden?

i promise i'll answer to everything else asap, but-

-> Nosho don't get me started with a Big Brother reality show type of AU.

you can't just drop this and not expect me to ask you to elaborate!

HAHAHAHAHA nosho I am sitting alone laughing like a maniac

I told you not to indulge me on this one! I still have reblogs to reply to and now I'm gonna have to add another one to our ever growing list of AUs. This is one is on you, my friend. When we, inevitably, lose our minds, I want you to go back to this moment.

Okay, so my knowledge about Big Brother is very limited because I've only watched one season like 8 years ago (don't judge me, I was after surgery and couldn't walk for a while. It's insanely addictive though, with the whole 24/7 live stream)

But in the season I watched they had 2 random tenants (the first two that entered the house) pretend they are exes. Like the secret mission was to successfully make the other 20 people believe they are exes even though they've never met. They had 10 minutes, until the next person joins them, to come up with a story. In this they only had to keep it up for 2 days but-

In my AU - Ian and Mickey have to pretend to be together. They enter the house last, together. They get 10 minutes to come up with a convincing back story. They are told they have to keep everyone convinced for a week. Even if one person goes to the big brother and tells them that they think I&M are lying about it, they whole house loses. (the whole house participates in an activity that they believe to be the real weekly mission).

So when they both realize they are from the south side of Chicago, and are gay, they know they can pull it off. They keep the rest as close to reality as possible- Ian (25) is an EMT, Mickey (27) is a tattoo artist.

In the house they are the only ones to get a double bed and obviously they are expected to sleep together.

Will they convince everyone? will they fail the secret mission? Will they actually fall in love?

[dreamynightmare11]

Me this evening. You know what, guys? It’s fine to cry. It’s also fine to laugh for no reason. It’s fine to cry because you have self-esteem issues. But don’t tell hateful words to yourself or keep on lamenting it. First of all, learn to love yourself. After doing that, think about how you NOW feel about your body. Are you still not okay with your oversized thighs, rven though u believe you love your body? Are you still not fine with your muscle-less thin arms, even though you believe you love yourself? Is your brittle lifeless hair making u feel uncomfortable? After getting the emotional block solved (loving yourself for everything you are), think about the physical blocks that caused your emotional block in the first place. Do they still matter to you? Do you still feel not okay with them? Is it affecting your health and is it true that you’re better off with it? CAN you change it? If you can change it, and if it’s needed or if YOU WANT to, then just do it. BUT while doing it, don’t think you’re changing from ‘ugly’ to 'smoking hot’. Think of it like developing a better version of your body, one that is stronger, one that could more easily survive a zombie apocalypse. Do whatever makes you feel like a queen or king, honey. At the end of the day, you gotta impress YOURSELF. And it starts with loving yourself and building yourself with confidence. ~Alisha motivating herself because she just cried and it’s fine to cry lol. I love writing these things. I feel like someday someone will read them and relate to it and I might just make their life slightly better.

Also, a casual side note, I love uuuu my bestie Alexis, you’re beautiful and kind and amazing. I miss you Tyler; I’m fine with no longer talking to you but honestly I just wish you don’t do anything drastic like using an available opportunity to kill yourself. Please don’t give up, Ty. Dylan, bro YOU’RE AMAZING. I wish you eat pizza today because you love pizza. I wish your work is less tiring and you get longer and more relaxing breaks. I wish that you find your beautiful love-of-your-life soon and you feel at home with her. Francesca, I haven’t messaged you back since March. I apologise, I kinda lost touch with many people. I hope you’re happy, darling. You have an amazing colourful universe in your mind, Francesca, and I hope you never forget that. I hope you travel more, and happily. Europe is an amazing place. Jamie, sweetheart, please don’t look down upon yourself. You’re too beautiful to verbally and emotionally abuse yourself. You’re sensitive, sweet, understanding and caring. I wish you love and happiness. Brian, you deactivated your account and I don’t know why. I hope you’re in good health and happy in life. Dan, lol I never replied you back, and yes I was into sexting at that time when I used to have friendly conversations with u, maybe still am, I’m not sure. You won’t even read this Dan so never mind, heheh. I hope you’re hustling hard and being happy and content with life. Gabriel, you don’t follow me, I think, so well you too won’t see this. I hope your meds serve you well. I hope your depression doesn’t make you hate yourself to the point where it’s chronic. I also wish you smoke less weed but since you said you’re fine, I don’t know what to do about it. I wish you smile more; I wish you’re more open with yourself and with your loved ones. Dear William who doesn’t even use Tumblr, you’re fucking amazing babe but hahah I couldn’t handle sending so many nudes to you. Hope you’re enjoying life, my 'ex-babe’ lol. Me and my secrets ahaha. I hope my cousin forgives me for hurting her. I had to risk our friendship to save her life.

Uhh, what else? Right. I was crying when I first started writing this but now I’m fine. I didn’t even study A BIT for my exam tomorrow. Friday, I’ll go home to my real country for a while, just for a few weeks. I’ll be smarter. I’ll be wiser. I will meditate and might try doing stretches, or yoga. I’ll hustle hard. I’ll be a winner. I AM a winner already because nobody else the mind I have. And the mind is a really powerful thing. Chainsmokers, you guys have amazing music. Um okay, it’s like I’m searching for an excuse to keep writing and writing.

Dear family, I LOVE YOU. Though after two years, I believe I’ll be living alone in a boarding university. Thanks Life for teaching me the lessons we need to learn. For making me an UNDERSTANDING (kinda) person.

Alisha, 23:18 CAT on June 28, 2K17. Goodnight guys. Sleep well. Sleep content. Sleep warm. I love you. I LOVE ALL YOU (puglets).