#I need a drink and a nap

[crinkly-spinkly]

Hey, are you planning on speaking up about some of these posts I've been hearing about regarding you and some of your peers? It's a lot of really serious accusations and such, even if its getting very little traction seemingly /gen /srs

Listen, those of y'all who have known me in this fandom know that I take my posts seriously, making sure I take the proper precautions to label and censor my adult content appropriately and abide by Tumblr's Guidelines.

I don't know anything about Haru's past other than what he's told me, but I know Nirmal hasn't given anyone a reason why we should believe a word she says. She has been very well known to create multiple accounts and stage conversations in the past to try and make other people look bad on her behalf.

As far as I'm aware, this woman is throwing a toddler tantrum because I told her, speaking as an admin of the model train group community she was in...

(That she later on called a harem because I'm the only afab person in the admin group - taking normal club group photos we've taken at events and saying LOOK SHE'S PROBABLY FUCKING THEM - sexualizing myself and dozens of other people without our consent. Actual fucking sociopath behavior)...

... that she was "discouraged from attending the shows we attend as a group due to her behavior online".

Because you know, she made us all actively uncomfortable!!

This all began with her calling someone she thought was a minor a slur.

And can I go on a brief tangent to mention the belittling of sex workers? - It's not just all about the obvious fake porn bot scams. It's a legitimate profession with heavily administered safety regulations. She would learn this if she took a step back and educated herself for two fucking seconds, but no. Her word is law and we must chastise anyone who exposes a fucking collarbone.

Comparing OF models to murderers is psychotic.

And even moreso is telling all this to someone she thought was A CHILD and then telling them to GET STUFFED.

And THAT all started because she brazenly lumped Palestinians with scammers, got called out for it (initially by a minor in this screenshot) and then proceeded to react with name-calling and aggressive bullying to anyone who disagreed with her views because she is actually incapable of talking to anyone like a normal human being.

Now she's upset by the real life adult consequences of her actions, because she believes she's untouchable for being "born first". She's grasping at every straw she can make up to drag down myself and anyone who interacts with me by:

- making up conspiracies with little "evidence" other than copy/pasting textbook definitions of psychology terms

- smearing 20+ personal pictures of myself (none of which imply any sexual nature), my partner, and dozens of fandom members (including minors) scraped from any social media she can find so she can spout her fucked up sexual hypotheticals

- posting my +18 art publicly and claiming it's pedophilia/a danger to minors because it's themed around TTTE, even though the art is of consenting human adults, posted under an account that states minors are not allowed to interact, and full versions are locked behind a paywall where you need to prove you're +18 to pay for it,

- and making 600 alternate accounts to scream about how a significant chunk of the fandom is "victimizing her" for not being allowed to get her own way.

Meanwhile she's still found talking publicly to minors about how she "hates genitals/young genitals" and going into inappropriately excessive personal details in conversations.

Where is she getting the idea that I'm acting inappropriately with minors when she is literally doing that???

Tell me these aren't the ramblings of a mentally unstable individual.

Mentally sound adults in their 40's don't fucking do this.

This is exactly why we don't want her at events anymore!! Because we don't want to have to do damage control if she can't keep the topic of hating sex out of her mouth in every fucking discussion!!

In regards to my +18 art, my censored preview images are labeled appropriately as mature sexual content, posted under the appropriate tags to avoid being seen in mainstream tags, and I make it known in my bio that minors should not interact with this blog or they will be blocked. And I often encourage anyone to speak up in case anything gets missed or overlooked.

At the end of the day, it's the parents' responsibility to monitor their children's internet access. As the artist, I am only responsible for taking the right avenues to make sure that this type of content is only seen in the appropriate places. Not just to respect minors' safety, but to respect those who do not wish to see such content. It's why I keep that shit under a separate pseudonym.

If you're actively seeking out my adult content, then you've purposely chosen to disregard the warnings and disclaimers. That is YOUR fault.

In public, a responsible artist should keep that content separated from professional settings.

You know, not like this:

Meanwhile she's on multiple social media platforms, blasting explicit material in public mainstream tags so she can show that I'M the "degenerate predator" and should be burned at the stake.

Imagine you're at a convention or public event - and this random crotchety middle aged woman waltzes in with a dress covered in Gordon's face, waving around a big banner of some random person's censored pornography of consenting adults, screaming about how she's disgusted by sex and the fact these images exist.

Notice how the artist isn't waving that shit around?

Yeah, the police would be called in a heartbeat.

And this is all while pretending she's her own fan saying she's "done nothing wrong".

We know it's you, Nirmal. You're not slick, sweetie.

"Disturbingly Sexual Art" and "sexualizing human forms", god forbid an adult is attracted to another adult. Just because nobody finds you attractive, doesn't mean everyone has to bow down to your conservative brainworms.

So to you, the Anon reading this, take all this as you will and make your own judgements as you see fit. All I know is that I'm done catering to the whims of a random batshit lunatic woman on the internet, who names her cat after a character she wants to hypocritically fuck, with nothing better to do in her middle aged lonesome life than pick fights with strangers in the Thomas the Tank Engine fandom, because she wasn't allowed to get away with abusing minors.

In my humble opinion, she better shape the fuck up and take action to better herself... or she can go drag her face across some grass and swallow the dog shit she finds along the way.

Either way, I'm done. I'm tired. I have bigger adult matters to worry about like the three jobs I work, the state of our crumbling nation, neighbors at risk of getting deported, and making sure my family and special needs brother in law still have fucking healthcare.

Not that she would know anything about empathy. She's most likely gonna say I might be fucking them too because I live in her head rent free and she loves nothing more than fantasizing about people in fucked up illegal sexual situations 🫶

I'm not responsible for parenting her adult-child ass and teaching her how to behave like a normal human being. None of us are.

That's on her and her alone.

If someone says I should respect them because they're old enough to be my mother, then they better fucking act like it.

This is the last post I'm making about this.

This weekend's Patreon post will be up on Sunday.

[doodlesdrawingsandtrash]

Drew me some antisad duckies >xp

Hope whoever sees this has a Quakin day, evening, and night!! :V

[midnightfrappe]

He's been kinda sad lately :(((

But don't worry, Moon! I got a surprise for you today :3 ...

[captainderyn]

Did someone say Five brain rot? I said Five brain rot 🖐️

This wonderful rendition of Five is by @sbeep 100/10 recommend snagging a commission slot when they open, because it’s a delight every time

[akkivee]

ALSO??????? WHAT TF DO YOU MEAN THEY UPDATED GENTAROS CATCHPRASE??????

AND THAT THEY CHANGED A LINE IN ARB WHERE HE REFERENCED THAT OLD CATCHPRASE INTO SOMETHING NEW THAT EXPRESSES HIS WILL TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE LIE??????

AND THAT WILL IN OF ITSELF WAS REFERENCED THIS WHOLE TIME IN HIS NEW SOLO WITH HOW THE POEM LITERALLY ENDS WITH HIM SAYING HE WILL CONTINUE TO LIE??????

[trainerethan]

I imagine he doesn't get drunk often, mostly on holidays, but I think green would enjoy sweet wines (kalos influence) and fun cocktails. Red doesn't really drink but if he did he'd also sip on cocktails but quickly becomes tired and wants to sleep. He's very clingy and sleepy when drunk. Green gets very sociable and happy. I won't make him a sad drunk she deserves to have fun. The only problem is she wants to have fun while red wants to take a nap using him as a pillow.

[navybrat817]

I had intentions to do things after errands, lovelies, but I took a nap. 😂

[isdalinarhot]

literally having one of those So Depressed I Haven't Even Thought About Dalinar For More Than Like Three Minutes days. one of those "literally unable to get out of bed (if you don't count getting up like twice for piss breaks)" days. one of those "i can't even relapse about it because thats too many steps" days. id say hatred malice but i have not felt a single emotion all day

[pitconfirm]

if i ever go bankrupt it will be because of fun little drink and overpriced snack

[foreverburningstar]

i fucking deserve a fucking long nap and at least 10 fucking beers. oh my god.

[randomfrigginwords]

I made the grave mistake today of not doing my usual routine of skimming through the tags of my shows before watching them so as to allow my empathetic-anxiety riddle body and brain to "be prepared" for what I was about to watch 🤦‍♀️😐😬 --- I caught up on Petrichor first and had to take a half hour break before starting Perfect 10 Liners, because dayum!....... and have had to take 10 minute breaks between parts1, 2 & 3 of P10L... now I'm sitting here with part 4 up on my screen and I can't bring myself to press play 😩💔 Im gonna need another hour break and a scroll through the tags of Boy Next World, Sangmin Dinneaw & Your Sky before I even think about what one to watch next 😐

[stargarland]

guys i have to super lock in don’t forget me 😔😔😔

[defokelore-13]

gross eye talk

both my eyes are bleeding and it kind of hurts and its been getting worse every day and like??? do i go see a doctor. or. what do i do here

[neverendingparable]

I started sleeping 7+ hours a night instead of six/five hours and crazy how it actually makes you feel less like a zombie during the day. I do still drink coffee and I get sleepy around 10pm now but I actually feel like a human now lol

[ryderdire]

It’s good but it’s missing something

Anyways

It’s mid but if you to wanna make mildly fucked and evil mocktails of caffeine and death bc your collage campus is out of your energy drinks here r some tips

1- one of the bottles should have a bigger lip then the other. makes it easier to pour. it also helps if you have somet bigger and empty to mix them in instead ( i did not)

2 throw away or put up one of the lids if your sleepy you might get your wires crossed and accidentally drop the wrong lid in the wrong bottle.

3. Do this over a sink. i didnt and i suffered.

4. shake.

5. carbonation helps with the flavour idk how it just does.

6. obvi dont shake once the carbonation is in.

7. this cost me 13$ just so u know.

i was late to class for this.

[brian-louis]

someone get the wizard sky a nap and a dozen of those calm emotion cigarettes.