#I miss and mourned all the birthdays and chrismast and celebrations
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#going personal here but I saw my paternal grandfather for the first time on almost three years in a videocall#and god I almost cry yes I knew was going to older I also knew the health issues he been having this past year have taking a toll making him#look even older but still#i hate that I didnโt saw that progressively I hate the way time pass and pass#and how much I miss with my family because we canโt visit#I hate I hate it I hate eve more that is not my fault and not my parents#is the fault of a group of people that gained power and decided to fuck over the country without any single care#destroying and separating families#if I had all the money in the world thereโs just one place I will choose to spent every single vacation and is there with my family#I miss my grandparents my uncles and aunts my cousins I grew close in my childhood#and only a few I remains close now because time and distance#I miss and mourned all the birthdays and chrismast and celebrations#hell I couldnโt even say goodbye to my maternal grandmother I had no funeral no closure#I mourned the close relationship I could have had if the things were different#I donโt regret where I live the life I have but I wish It didnt came with the cost of being away from them#and again is not even my or my parents fault is venezuela was a fucking normal country I would aee them twice or at least once a year#which is not that much but is something#i donโt give a damn about catholic forgiveness I will never never forgive el chavismo and what they did#this is their fault this is the consequences of having people if they can be called that#that only cared about money and power and decide to destroy a country and the people in it to get it#I wish them the worst in this life and the next one#I remain catholic only to believe thereโs a special place in hell for all of them#a place were the one that started that shit is burning currently I just now it#I hope they all suffer because is not fair
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