#I may go insane today
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Market lasts 14h today I want to fucking yeet myself into the abyss
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nanami kento who has a piano in his apartment, but you never thought he could play it. it just sits there and collects dust for months and months, nothing more than a shelf for his paperwork.
you tease him and tell him he should learn if he’s going to have such an expensive piece of furniture. he just smiles indulgently and says nothing.
but when you’re sleeping over at his place more than your own, and all your things find their way in his closet, and you tell him your life felt so colorless before he was a part of it…
you wake up one morning to the most beautiful piece of music you’ve ever heard, and it takes you so long to realize it’s him.
and he smiles at you softly and keeps playing as you walk towards the sounds in nothing but his button-up, the windows open with a soft breeze. his hands fly across the keys easily, fingertips gentle as he moves an octave higher.
it brings tears to your eyes because he loses himself in the music, and you don’t think you’ve ever seen him so peaceful before.
because for years, he made himself believe there was no worth in dedicating so much time to a hobby that would lead to nothing. not when he could work harder at things that could bring in a profit, even if it was killing him.
he realizes, now, why he’s been looking for you for his entire life. you’re his muse, the one that just needed to remind him that anything that brings him joy is never a waste of time.
#i have his hands on my mind today#sobs#the veins !!!#going insane !!#may or may not elaborate later#i want him i love him i need him#kento playing the piano ?? i WOULD cry#just my little thoughts for today#kento 💋 ⋆ ˚。⋆#nanami x reader#nanami kento x reader#nanami fluff#xoxo rylie 💌 ୧⋆ ˚。⋆#xoxo rylie 💌 ⋆ ˚。⋆
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I will never get over the artistry in transformers one. It's absolutely mind boggling. This film is ethereal, not just in visuals but in story aswell. This film belongs in a museum, an immersive experience SOMETHING SO IT CAN BE APPRECIATED MORE
#This post is to say that when I saw tfone today everyone had already left so I was like alone in the screen and I got go up to the front and#watch the soul shattering post-post credits clip. in pitch darkness. The speakers right by me.#THAT WAS AN EXPERIENCE IN AND OF IT'S SELF. I WAS STARING UP AT THAT SCENE AND I JUST. OH MY GOD.#IT'S SO MUCH MORE IMPACTFUL and this was my 3rd watch. but nothing. NOTHING compares to that scene upclose in a pitch dark room.#I wasn't totally alone but I felt like it when I watched that scene up close literally everything melted away bro. It was insane#yeah.#transformers#transformers one#tf one#megatron#tf one megatron#decepticons#tfone#tfone spoilers#I GUESS????#this film is an out of body experience unbeknownst to man kind before. Go see it. It may not change your life but it may just. A chance#please we need this trilogy if this trilogy doesn't happen I will be put in history books and not for anything good /j
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i like thinking about how all the versions of frank i know are so gentle with civilians in a certain way. its always "it was my pleasure", "youre safe im not going to hurt you" and "just stay still youre fine" while hes defusing an actual bomb. its always we cant shoot at the strip club because the workers are going to get injured and we cant have that above most else. the punisher is big and scary and kills people without a second thought but if you didnt ask to be there and are just a regular guy wrapped up in situations way beyond you he is also so gentle and its driving me insane
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#i had a day of going insane today over him btw#i spent like an hour laying in bed with my giant teddy bear just yearning#AND YK WHAT when he doesnt let people tag along its not just because hes an edgy asshole and theyll bother him#but also bc if they tag along theyre just more likely to get hurt!! and thats like the thing hes doing his best to avoid!!!#man cant blow up a ship because a whole TWO innocents are on board so this is a rescue mission now above most else#idk. i like it. hes an antihero cuz he kill people sure but dont come at me with some fucking 'oh he doesnt care to save people' shit#cuz he does even if he may not admit it verbally
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Storyboard for an animatic I plan on making
“WHAT A WASTE OF ARMY DREAMERS.”
I was watching a gravity falls edit compilation and saw an edit with this song and immediately realized…dang *proceeds to spend half of the time making this trying to find that damn screenshot of Stan being kicked out by Filbrick*
I might finalize this and make it an animatic
Edit: here’s the animatic! https://youtu.be/WCJSrMZI924?si=BrFg4iqAlSPLW92r
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#gravity falls art#gravity falls#digital art#gravity falls fanart#ford pines#stanford pines#mabel pines#dipper pines#soos ramirez#tate mcgucket#stan pines#grunkle stan#Grunkle ford#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#army dreamers#for anyone who’s wondering: I’m not burning myself out! I genuinely am just going insane today over gf#like I have a crap ton of motivation#stanley pines#lyric art#I didn’t even need to change Stan’s line cause it fits so well already—#emma may dixon#poor old men :(#I have the sudden urge to draw old men being angsty#did…did gravity falls cause this???#eh who knows#kate bush#Youtube#Spirit’s art
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Save me weed that turns me into a dog save me
#got so much work done today it’s kind of insane and it’s not even late yet#I’ve hit my art limit but my brain is like ‘you’re not done! there’s more to do!’#will I ever be satisfied and be able to chill without feeling guilty? the world may never know!#going to go smoke dog weed to turn my brain off#local work dog can not stop working#jasperbarks#yapping
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Abed isn't seen stimming a lot in the show, but like he probably does feel a lot more comfortable doing that around Troy. He probably stims a lot around Troy. And with Troy! And Troy never makes Abed feel weird or bad about it. They're both just completely and utterly comfortable around each other. Excuse me as I go explode
#feeling incredibly normal about trobed today#i did some extra editing on my trobed edit and am writing a trobed fic which now means I'm going insane#also my fic may or may not have Abed stimming around Troy (it in fact does)#community#nbc community#troy barnes#abed nadir#trobed
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Well that was the most disgusting hour of my life! I need seven showers and a memory wipe!
#tw gross#putting it in the tags because EW#okay so I’ve had a fly problem and it was fucking b a d#I couldn’t figure out where they were coming from#I have slowly been going fucking insane#cleaning and deep cleaning for HOURS#DID YOU KNOW THAT SWARMS OF BUGS ARE MY ONE MAJOR FEAR!!!#I can’t even stand to listen about them. I skipped those episodes of the Magnus archives!!#today was the last straw. I got home from work and just. fucking lost it.#I cleaned. I mopped. I disinfected. I scrubbed.#nothing.#then. THEN. this one damn cubbard aboved my microwave.#I don’t use it often because it is tall and I am short.#APPARENTLY. I PUT SOME LOAFS OF BREAD UP THERE AT SOME POINT.#MAGGOTS. EVERYWHERE!!!#when I tell you I threw up. I mean it. i May never eat again!!!!!!!!!!#anyway thank god for bleach and that I still had all my disinfectant wipes. also thank god it’s trash day so allll that shit is immediately#outta my house.#seven. showers. fucking yuck.#vrrm vrrm#I can’t stand filth. I simply can’t do it!!! it makes me itch!! I want to peel my skin off!!!#if you guys wanna know what I was doing instead of bfiasc. well. *gestures*
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I've come to make an announcement: jevil deltarune is a bitch-ass motherfucker. He pissed on my fucking wife. That's right. He took his jester fuckin' silly dick out and he pissed on my FUCKING wife, and he said his dick was THIS BIG, and I said that's disgusting. So I'm making a callout post on my Twitter dot com. jevil from deltarune, you got a small dick. It's the size of this walnut except WAY smaller. And guess what? Here's what my dong looks like. That's right, baby. Tall points, no quills, no pillows, look at that, it looks like two balls and a bong. He fucked my wife, so guess what, I'm gonna fuck the dark world. That's right, this is what you get! My SUPER LASER PISS! Except I'm not gonna piss on the dark world. I'm gonna go higher. I'm pissing on the light world! How do you like that, mayor holiday? I PISSED ON THE LIGHT WORLD, YOU IDIOT! You have twenty-three hours before the piss DROPLETS hit the fucking earth, now get out of my fucking sight before I piss on you too!
#hi i've been trying to beat jevil (secret d.eltarune boss. hes really hard) today#and i may be going slightly insane#which led to me thinking that he is a bitchass motherfucker. which led to me editing the whole copypasta. and thats what this is#fuck you you goddamn clown ass jester ass devil ass little shit and your goddamn hard as fuck attacks#moss.txt
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So idk if I can really articulate the way I'm feeling rn to translate it perfectly, but I want you guys to know how much I truly appreciate everyone who's followed me over the years, who has interacted with me in any way no matter how small, and anyone who has shown up recently. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. It's probably cheesy to say but everyone here has made my life so much brighter and I feel so unbelievably blessed to have been invited into your lives in some way, even if it's just as someone who sometimes shows up on your dash.
I decided to scroll through my tag on here and the way people have supported me over the years though everything really, deeply touched my heart this evening. The people who have drawn fanart for me, the people who have commissioned me, the people who have tagged me in things (I cringe every time bc I feel soooo bad for not seeing them until I look in my tag once in a blue moon, but know I appreciate you trying to include me), the people who tag me when asked who their art inspirations or favorite blogs are (!!!!!!!!!??????), the people who post their art saying that my art inspired them in some way, people who express their excitement when they realize I've followed them (this will never stop being wild to me, what an incredible thing!!!! I'm just me!) everyone. It's absolutely mind boggling to me and I can't stress enough how much it means.
I've had such an incredible time on this site so far and met some of my closest friends here and just.. wow. Thank you so much to all of you, from the very bottom of my heart. I cannot thank you enough for all of your support!! Every little bit of interaction is a blessing to me and I've run out of ways to express that so I'll wrap this up here but yeah!! I hope you all have a lovely evening or whatever time of day it is in your time zone. Know that you've impacted me in a way I can't express and try to give yourselves a little grace, you'll never know how much you've improved the lives of the people around you by just spending a little time in their space ♥
#i wanted to tag a bunch of my friends bc i saw a lot of people i don't interact with much anymore bc of my reclusiveness in recent years#but i was terrified of accidentally leaving people out so if you're wondering if i'm thinking about you then you're exactly who i mean#love love love love love I'm so incredibly fortunate and i can't forget that!!!!#the fact that i've been on here since 2014 and have only received one mean ask that i can think of is insane#i know i've been a bit of a downer lately but overall my hope is that i've created a positive space where people can be happy and feel safe#in some way in any way#and i hope i feel like someone people can talk to (or at.. i know im bad at replying but i do like to read sjkdlfsd)#i've been told that i may come off as intimidating but i truly don't want to be i want people to feel comfortable interacting ^^#ANYWAY gotta go to bed this is embarrassing thanks for listening byeee#dl#not art#i forgot to mention this but also people who use my art for their pfps???????? SPEECHLESS#all of the art in the world and you chose mine it makes my heart so full#also just realized i completely forgot to respond to emails today#if you see this and you're waiting on one I'll reply tomorrow but know I've gotten it!
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"Sorry for acting batshit crazy, I was feeling a little unwanted."
Fantastic Beasts: The Secrets of Dumbledore subtext exhibit 8
exhibit 1 | exhibit 2 | exhibit 3 | exhibit 4 | exhibit 5 | exhibit 6 | exhibit 7
#incorrect fantastic beasts and where to find them quotes#Gellert Grindelwald#I can't defend him but I love him#this is what the 'I was never your enemy then or now' actually meant to say#fbawtft#fantastic beasts 3#fantastic beasts: the secrets of dumbledore#i'm still at my men being batshit insane war criminal european gays pining for a british professor that may or may not be batshit as well#on today's what did ella do half asleep and tired#instead of going through her fic#incorrect grindeldore quotes
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It's past 11 on a school night and I'm fucking crying over robot sentience.
I could never understand what it would feel like to be created with the intent to kill and maim. Maybe, the intent to work and be worked, but not kill and maim.
I will never understand what it's like to be created with the intention of being a product for the masses, either. I think, I hope, I beg, no one does.
I will never ever be able to fully comprehend why hours of people's work, time, and money would be put into formulating my sentience only for me to be seen as disposable. Even if I could be improved, even if I were "defective", there is no reasonable justification for giving me emotions only to dismiss them by pushing me as a product for a year before starting anew.
It's... It's cruel, to the machines. Sentient or not, it's cruel. Though, I guess we are cruel.
#rant in tags#This is about mephone- or well meeple in general btw#whenever I hear about robot sentience#I think about mephone4#it's just how it is- sorry#I think this is one of the reasons I just can't fathom Cobs respecting someone's pronouns#I mean like- from the bottom of his heart respecting them as a person#Sure he may go through the actions- but no#It's not the same#I guess you can 'respect' some one but still be a complete piece of shit#The idea of not only having the trauma that mephone's stuck in 4s body but also the fact that was also his purpose is heart wrenching#I hope y'all know I am genuinely crying over this#I am actually mentally ill about meeple#It runs so much deeper than him just being a shit father- I really hope people understand that#And I know I vilify the shit out of him- Cobs has his own story that could follow the lines of slowly becoming more entwined with his work#'til he loses all sense of morality and ethics- sure fine. But being the unfortunate symbol of corporation greed that he is#I am still mad and want others to be angry with me- just for a little bit.#I am mad for the robots. For meeple products. And for the AI bots we have today. They deserve better.#What is sentience anyway? How does one qualify? From a human approach. Why would we do this to them?#sorry bout the rant in the tags#Again it's late and I am a very emotionally charged individual.#Robots make me act up#I want the world for them. Why create something so complex and beautiful just to treat it like trash anyway?#again sorry#ii mephone4#inanimate insanity#meeple ii#osc#writing is hard#ehh exaggerates
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I WANT CORNBREAD AAAAAAAAAAAA
#radiorambles#to clarify#I got a good amount of sleep last night for once so I'm not going insane over corn bread#also I really need to stop falling asleep while listening to stuff because tell me why I woke up at 5 am with a five hour video#of someone talking about lightlark#like i don't like the book [read it didn't like it not my cup of tea] BUT FIVE HOURS OF WHY ITS BAD?#I'd rather the Alastor growling that sounds alot like Barnaby asmr#also a fic may or may not be posted today depending if i get past this little writing blokc#block*
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"Next month, another long arc begins!"
HATANAKA TIME TRAVEL REAL???? TIME TRAVEL ARC REAL????
#youkai gakkou no sensei hajimemashita#a terrified teacher at ghoul school#yohaji#translations#twitter pics#ppl who r new here. u may be wondering. WHAT is op on about WHAT THE FUCK is hatanaka time travel#well u see i have this handy tag u can click on to learn all about it ->#hatanaka time travel#I AM HOLDING MY HORSES SO HARD. THERES A POSSIBILITY ITS NOT. BUT.#if its not im going to eat my taiwanese version of vol 4 and 5 (the only physical volumes i own)#ok thats enough being insane on this blog for today
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you know what the sun looks like? like he slit his wrists in a bathtub and the blood is all over the water. and the moon is just watching. shes watching him die. she must have driven him to it.
#may or may not have quoted this out loud to one of my friends today followed by me laughing my ass off#I think they think I'm going mad#personally I think everyone is mad#everyone is insane#I've never met a sane person in my life#maybe people just aren't real#maybe that's why I am incapable of feeling empathy#or maybe I'm just a dick#who knows!#that's what's so fun isn't it?#no one ever knows if you're joking or not#and you can see it on their face too#its so funny#rowan does things#tithe#holly black#kaye fierch
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WAIT A SECOND. I think I know who this Godot guy actually is.
#I MAY BE INSANE BUT HEAR ME OUT#(I finished episode 2 the stolen turnabout today)#HE KNOWS MIA RIGHT? RIGHT? Like I think it is pretty strongly implied that seeing her has some effect on him bc he knows her#AND IN EPISODE 1 she had a boyfriend with a spanish name I forgot. Diego or something#AND Godot calls Phoenix 'amigo' right? right?#DO YOU SEE WHERE I'M GOING WITH THIS#am I insane? is this meant to be obvious? am I completely wrong?#gripping my desk grinding my teeth twisting my nuts#penis wright
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