#I love this song so much ily Camellia

[zichiwatchesyou]

Damn

[kitkatpancakestack]

Orchid, abelia, camellia 🧡

Ren<333

Orchid what's a song you consider to be perfect?

Knockin' on Heaven's Door

Abelia do you have a particular piece of jewelry you wear or can't part with?

I have four rings I always wear (well not so much recently bc surgery lmfao) but two of them used to belong to my grandmother from the 50s, one of them is my birth stone my mom gave me for my 21st bday, and the last of them is a band with musical notation from my brother. I'm a ring girlie.

Camellia what were you like when you were younger? Do you think you've changed a lot?

Hoo boy. Man. I think I was just an unhappy kid. The family trauma and the adhd and clinical depression etc etc. I used to get in fights A LOT at school. I was frequently sent to the principal's office or the guidance counselor. I'm still a hothead w anger issues but I've learned to quiet it down. I kept to myself otherwise, reading, and I started writing when I was like five which honestly saved my life.

Lol I didn't mean for this to get so heavy, but I've been coming to terms with my childhood a lot these last couple years. I think I've changed a lot. I feel a lot more comfortable in my body, and confident in myself. I think about all the ppl growing up who said I'd never make it and I wish I could shove their faces in the fact that I'm in med school now, and I did it all by myself, blood sweat and tears. I'm proud of myself! And I love myself! I never thoughts those things about myself before a couple years ago.

YEESH sorry to pour that out. Ily, thanks for the ask babe <3

[sunshinetoshi]

Which flower/plant do you associate your moots with?

okay this idea is so cute omg ty. honestly i don’t know much about flowers/plants besides saying ‘pretty!!’ every time i see one HAHA so i had to look up a bunch so now i’m very soft. ANOTHER WAY OF SAYING THESE MIGHT BE RANDOM BUT I STILL PUT THOUGHT INTO THEM AND IT MADE ME SOFT. i tried to include as many moots as possible (but there are still moots i missed bc i’m shy and we don’t interact as much or i feel like a bother asdajkf sorry lovelies ahh). 

this is me dropping the prettiest bouquets to you all each with a lil kith heheh. ily all 💐💐😙😙

@daichis-kitty - sunflowers (you’re my sunshine bubba heheh plus i know you love ‘em so automatic association). these make me so happy just like you dooooo. personally sunflowers are just so iconic and so are youuu

@tetsunormous - string-of-pearls. okay i LOVE these sm they might be my fave succulent. they make me giggle bc they look like green peas BAHAHA but i also think they’re soo pretty and they make me so happy. that giddiness i feel for them is similar to how i feel for you bestie oooo. okay but also lavender bc purple hearts for you forever

@luvbub - dandelions but before they’re fuzz-on-a-sticks (yellow fits the happy you make me plus the crafty flower crowns and you’re crafty aksdjfh). but even when they're fuzz you make me laugh and smile just like the fuzzies lol

@daichidaichidaichi - black velvet petunia. babe if you haven’t seen these look them up i am in love. petunias themselves and even the name are cute like you but the black captures your theme and i am obsessed.

@gg9183 - willow tree. very romantic vibes which i’ve always gotten from you bb. like imagine a date on a little lake in a row boat. ugh my heart. yeah those are the vibes. these are just so so pretty to me idk. for me your personality embodies an unmatched aesthetic. that doesnt even make sense but i hope it does pLS

@love-oikawa - feather grass but when lavenders grow between them?? very specific HAHA but i looove the look it makes me want to run through a meadow where your fingertips are brushing them and your giggling. idk something very cinematic and then add your s/o. yup. those are my hannah vibes.

@osamus-wife - pothos plant. okay these are the ones i see on ig/pinterest and they’re so aesthetic and i associate them with a person who has their stuff together (is a hard worker) and a person who has style and taste (like your taste in rb’s asdjf immaculate) and i see these things with youuu <33

@sunalma - wisteria. in the lakes by taylor swift there’s a line with wisterias and that whole song is the aura i get when i read your work. like the words just blow me away and i feel so lifted when i read it?? just beautiful bb. and your soul is beautiful too!! also purple for your theme heheh. also pretty flowers for pretty you angel

@xomiya - yerba mate bc i drink guayaki yerba mate when i need to stay up and given your body clock -> yerba mate <33 HAHA but you’re also so florally in my heart and head so also sweet peas my sweet pea soul sis

@catwithangerissues - bonsai tree. i know it’s random but i think it fits pLS. okay one reason is bc i think you’re fun (and slightly chaotic and i love it) and that’s the joy i get when i see those fisherman figurines in a bonsai tree planter thing (is this just me?? ahh) i also think you’re really cool and to me bonsais are so cool. like in general but also how old they can get it’s so cool what!! also your theme is green so my mind went green

@targaryens-blog - bat flower. these are strong and pretty looking flowers that i admire and those are things i think about you and your blog bb. the vibes of these are just amazing woahh. but your sweetness also gives me daisy vibes bc daisies make me so warm and happy so you get two flowers aksdjf

@cubbluv - spruce tree. are these christmas trees?? yes. but the warm fuzzy happy of christmas is like the feeling i have with you. and i will always associate green with you from your theme when we first became moots heheh. also?? i can’t remember but didn’t you saw you liked to pick up pine cones?? if not picking pine cones is cute so i still think it fits aksjdf ily melody heheh

@amjustagirl - southern magnolia tree. i’ve seen one of these trees a while back and they are just so memorable. they just have a unique feeling where you want to sit under the shade of them forever and take in the breeze. and that’s how i feel with your work <33

@kodzkn - marigolds. the slightly orange-y ones. they remind me of your theme and pfp heheh. also whenever i see these irl i go “marigolds!!” which is the energy i have when i see your user on my dash or notifs aksjdf

@notcurrentlyactive - chamomile. okay this one i can't explain but i love how cute the flowers are and i love the tea and you are just so kind and warm they radiate the same energy?? heheh <33

@iwaizumini - ranunculus/buttercup flowers. they’re just so bright and come in so many colors and are pretty just like you!! i love these sm and they make me so happy when i see them so i think they’re a great fit for you. heheh love you bb <33

@shoyotime - wishbone flower. bestie i’ll be honest. i looked up ‘clown flower’ out of curiosity AND THESE POPPED UP. but they’re so cute like you and the purple matches your theme so it actually works out BAHAHA. no but fr you make me so so happy and ilysm so also hydrangeas bc i think these are unmatched pretty flowers. there’s just something about them.

@tsukkisfatsimp - jade plant. okay hear me out bb. this explanation has ~layers~ okay first i love succulents and i love you. simple but effective (especially when i mean it with my whole chest). second the reddish tint on the ends reminds me of your red tsukki theme from back then. and third these grow HECKA fast just like you are on here and it makes me so happy and proud bb heheh

@hvnlydmn - calla lillies. okay i cant pick between the white ones or the black ones but for me they exude hot girl energy bb. either these are red roses. same reason HAHA

@u-make-my-heart-tsumtsum - camellias. pretty and pink and now match your theme heheh. BUT if i’m being honest it’s bc they appear in naruto a lot and when we became moots was when you first deep dived into naruto so that association will probs stay bb akjsdf

@floralkawa - baby’s breath. i think these are my favorite flowers. but just like you they give off the sweetest and softest vibes and they make me smile whenever i see them <33

@lovelytarou - canterbury bells. the blue-ish ones remind me of your theme HAHA. i’ve already told you how much i love your blog but you are also so sweet and funny (pls your tags give me life) and these flowers amuse me and make me smile bc they’re bell-shaped so i’m matching them to you. askdjf okay slightly a reach but bb look how pretty they are!!

@izhyperfixates - hollyhocks. they are just so soft and bright and lovely like you and your blog!! and i can totally see you and kita growing them in the garden you two have oooo

@marshieee - delphiniums. the blue of your theme is just so iconic i love it sm. also these are just so pretty!!

@pixelwisp - forget-me-nots. i know your theme is no longer blue but i still think of blue when i see you on the dash asjdf. also these have the cutest name and i think your user is so cute heheh

[rucow]

（It's my turn nowψ(｀∇´)ψ） Anemone；Aster；Baneberries；Bergenia；Black-eyed-Susan；Bloodroots；Buttercup；Camellia；Candytufts；California Poppy； Catnip；Freesia；Glory-of-the-snow；Hoary Stock；Hyacinth；Lantanas；Lavender；Lilac；Marigold；Rosemallows；Snadragon；Tulip；Zinnia.

Anemone: Favorite flower? I know they don’t exist in nature, but I really love blue roses!

Aster: What’s one of your favorite quotes? “Moo” ~ Rukoor… every single thing you say.

Baneberries: Favorite song? Gosh I have SO many… right now it’s this! I love how calm it sounds, blessed. And the transition between voicebanks is so flawless mmmmmm

Bergenia: Are you a morning or night person? I’m not a person at allI think I’m a morning person, that’s the only time I have a little bit of energy to do things. After that I become dead asleep ):

Black-Eyed Susan: If you could be any animal for a day, what would it be? A blue whale… I want to be Big and float aimlessly in the ocean, without being bothered by anyone.

Bloodroots: When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?I didn’t think I’d live long enough to become an adult, so I never had a dream job or any life goals. I still don’t have any, but if I could make money by drawing… that would be perfect.

Buttercup: Relationship Status? Single :3

Camelia: If you could visit anywhere, where would you want to go? Any forest, or anywhere away from people. I’ve lived in a city my whole life and I really wish I could visit nature sometime.

Candytufts: When do you feel most loved? Honestly… when people show love to Ruko, it’s the same thing as if they were showing it to me. Last month when it was Ruko’s anniversary, I felt So much love from people, it was amazing… Also, Kitty once licked my forehead and it made me feel so loved and accepted that I cried. irl love really hurts for me.

California Poppy: Height?   3 meters (I wish)I’m 1.67m RIP

Catnip: Have you ever slept with a nightlight? For YEARS. I used to have a huge fear of the dark (I still kinda do) because I experience spooky hallucinations, and other nasty things at nighttime. I have really bad nightmares every night, but I’m used to it and now I can sleep in the dark :’)

Freesia: What are three good things that have happened in the past month? I met you!!! at least… I think that happened in the past month? I have no understanding of the passing of time.I can’t think of anything else… :”) my life isn’t very eventful

Glory-of-the-Snow: What are ten things that make you happy/you’re grateful to have in your life?

(in no particular order)1. My cats.2. My coffee grinder, I got it as a gift and it’ll always be special to me3. My laptop… without it, I wouldn’t be able to make art or use UTAU. I’d be really miserable.4. You. >:)5. My friend @sun-shimmer​ (the bestest friend I’ve ever had tbh, ily you farm addict)6. My apartment… I can’t think of anything else

Hoary Stock: What are you proudest of? I think… the fact that people enjoy my art and utau covers , that always makes me feel a little proud of myself

Hyacinth: What do you like to do in your free time?  Make coffee, sleep, draw, tune utau, spend time with my cats, work out, and play video games (only a little)

Lantanas: What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received? Every time someone tells me I look/act like Ruko

Lavender: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?Oh this is hard… maybe the fact that I understand others really well.

Lilac: What’s something you liked to do as a child? Pick flowers after school, and bring them home as a little bouquet… I don’t think anyone appreciated it though

Marigold: Where did you grow up? Tell us about it. :^( there’s nothing good to say about that place

Rosemallows: What’s your favorite memory? Napping in the sunlight when I was little, with wild flowers in my hand… it’s all so distant now.

Snapdragon: At this moment, what do you want? To not cry :’ )

Tulip: What would be the best present to get you? A hug from a girl. Or a coffee grinder. Or… high quality coffee beans… mmm… 

Zinnia: Give a random fact about yourself.I’m always a little bit asleep, and it’s really obvious when I’m in public. If possible, I will lie down and rest in any place.