#I love theatre but you WILL be used as an emotional punching bag for stressed surgeons 😅

[bougiebutchbitch]

So glad I can work again... Spent the day in theatre getting yelled at by surgeons for things that were 100% their fault not mine - fine that's just a regular OR experience

But then did ONE THING WRONG and admitted it to my surgeon immediately because transparency and all that and they were absolutely lovely about it????

It was genuinely a really good day but the mood whiplash had me going 🤔

[suzuki-violin-school]

BNHA characters as things I've said apparently

So I just learned my friend cow writes down the things I say out of context so I asked if I could see her list and oh god (some of them were over text but they still count)

Masterlist

Content: dumbassery, bad words, queer mentions, idiocy

momo: do whatever you want. at the end of the day, i'm still a lesbian

tamajiki: you call it being an attention whore, i call it having intense social anxiety and needing constant validation from everyone or i'll assume i'm worthless and start crying

deku @ todoroki at the sports fest: cauterize me, daddy

kaminari: do dolphins neigh?

bakugo: I GET TO DROWN A GIRL HAHAHAHAHA

toga: everything's more fun when someone dies

tiger: i'm not like other girls. i'm a boy.

mina: just wanna;;,hit a rat on the head with a shoe

jiro: i'd either survive or be the last to die in a horror film because i'm a butch lesbian

kaminari trying to decipher shakespeare: hamlet, omelet, hempet, trumpet, ham,

bakugo: go piss yourself deku: did- did you mess up 'go fuck yourself' and 'pissboy'? bakugo: did i fucking stutter

kaminari: same tho bro bro head-to-toe cheerio

overhaul: what if you had hands

twice: i've confused in you

todoroki, having just woke up: ...shit. i still didn't die in my sleep?

sero: what's up, twink?

mina: "what is the next way to experience theatre?" idk, shoving it up my ass?

deku: hey, how did you break your arm? for research purposes

bakugo: good job, you killed him!

monoma: i kissed him. and then he died, the end.

kaminari: i now pronounce you bimbo and himbo, you may kiss my ass

deku: you can't keep playing me like a goddamn monopoly board!

bakugo: i just came kirishima: bro moment

kaminari: okie dokie artichokie pepsi cokie mopey dopey

toga: oh yeah btw my dream last night was that i had a giant cock

bakugo: i'm gonna pull your teeth out through your ass

mic: i don't know how many cookies it takes to be happy but so far it's not 57 mic: *vomits* mic: starting over, i see

kaminari: *does a very graceful double fouetté and lands it perfectly* kaminari: i am a god and i rule over you all and this god says fuck you

todoroki: oh... i have to interact with my dad this weekend? todoroki: that's disgusting

deku: look what i can do with my kneecap! deku: *wiggles and then dislocates kneecap* deku, softly: fuck

shigaraki: sorry, but i don't trust you with my emotional baggage. it's designer and i know what you did to that gucci bag you used to have

iida during the stain incident: oh lovely, i seem to be paralyzed from the waist down, what a dilemma iida: since i can't do it, could you please punch that bitch

kaminari trying bakugo's cooking for the first time: you're toxic, i'm slippin under, with the taste- kaminari: -of that curry, my mouth's on fire, get me a glass of milk oh my gOD

twice: roses are red, violence is too, i'm really hungry. fuck you

monoma, about bakugo: i'm going to de-bone him and serve him as a jam

tsu: it takes some honey and a kiss to make something sweet uwu

bakugo: you're dying today, dipfuck

kaminari: is my shoe in my sweater? wait- wait i meant to say is my sock in my pocket sero: how the fuck did you mix that up that bad

iida when deku proposes ideas: won't you get like dead or something tho

twice: flippity flappity fuck

mineta: i have a dick and you can't stop me!

shinso: my brain is making sad beep beeps

monoma: i love being right

deku: i could totally drown you in my tears, no problem!

kaminari: i made up an instrument in my dream, it's one of those sticks you get at the dollar tree that goes NYOOO NYAAA when you tip it and one of those stress-balls-on-a-string taped to one end so you can smack it around like FWAP FWAP NYOOO FWAP NYAAA FWAP FWAP FWAP

shigaraki: the time the void of sleep next decides to consume my waking body is entirely up to the gods

bakugo: i'm gonna suck your eyes out with a straw like boba outta milk tea

momo: don't be such a bucket of stones

kaminari, short circuiting: jelly colon and reginald turpin

deku: sadness is all i eat

mineta: i don't deserve to think

bakugo: i don't care if God's a man or a woman, i'm shoving my foot up their ass either way!

mina: 100% organic maneater

kaminari: go suck a dick with your butt

monoma: shut up you dirty microwave

mic: hey ho, daddio

dabi: i can hardly meet my own expectations, what the hell makes you think i can meet yours

bakugo: eat lead!

kaminari short circuiting: pi, oovd vsg tmrsg hr gzsg r pmrsg zmrm gstrn oorgh vpro vn? V H Z V O K K O V S ...t

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[cristallsnoww]

i saw dear evan hansen livee (review)

i meant to post this sooner but school was busy so here i am

this was the national tour in sac

i went w/ my sisters and my friend plus her siblings

i had upper balcony seats, i wish i got to see it closer, but i’m grateful they even came to my city uwu

let’s get to it~

STAGE & INSTRUMENTAL

*the stage was same as the og

* the projection of the social media posts were a good touch for the bg

* the lights were good too, the bg would change color (orange in sincerely me, pink in only us)

* the sound effects sounded real

* the lights were glowing the same as the the beat in good for you

* the way all of them kept walking around looking at “social media posts” on the projection bgs in some songs

* showing evan’s speech on the bg and the videos for the connor project too

* we can see the musicians bc they had a balcony where you can see a few of them

* the sound and instrumental were sounded real (guitar and piano)

* props to the musicians

ACTING:

* sam primack played evan

* he was super good !

* he portrayed evan well, the anxiety and all

* he gave a young fresh vibe of evan

* the panic in his voice, the sobbing and sniffing were so well acted

* evan looking lost in waving through a window

* the “WOOOOOOAAAHHHH” at the end of waving through a window

* them high notes in for forever and words fail tho 👌🏼

* “i’M NOT hYpERVenTILaNG!!” and then “Dear Connor Murphy..”

* when he dropped the note cards in you will be found

* he kept apologizing and picked them up w/ a small voice

* he sat on the ground for a while and starts to have a breakdown

* he tugs his knees and sobs there 😢

* when he walked up and KNEELED DOWN in only us, zoe was sitting on the bed, it was at evan’s verse, he went up to her and kneeled w/ both knees while singing + staring into her eyes singing “so it can be us~ it can be us and oooonly us~ and what came before won’t count anymore or matter we can try that~”

* that was unexpected by me since the only version i saw was the og broadway performance and it didn’t have that which rlly knocked my socks off

* the sloppy kissing tho 😔👌🏼✨

* he’s so LoUD in act 2, like damn he went all out

* his voice was squeaky/cracked from broken sobs at some points

* the way he looked so StResSed & shouting when talking to jared and alana before good for you

* his begging when connor took his letter and when alana posted the “suicide note” so painful but good

* also the way evan always wiped his hands on his pants when zoe would stick her hand out

* how panicky he was when he freaked out that zoe was gonna “break up” w/ him

* their chemistry honestly 😭💙

* he also said a lot “what do you means” throughout the show i noticed

* his lines in good for you w/ heidi, jared, and alana singing in bg were so overwhelming but in a good way

* just an overall fresh, awkward, anxious vibe to him 😔💙

* noah kieserman played connor

* his voice reminded me of the og broadway

* the face connor gave at cynthia when larry and zoe said he was high

* the way he play punches evan in sincerely me

* the choreo in sincerely me is so iconic

* “if i stop smoking POT then everything might be alright”

* he was snapping when he sang that which i thought was new lol

* that dance they did for “our friendship goes beyond..” between connor and evan

* “..your average kind of bond” they had their arms around their shoulders and stared into their eyes before evan said “BUt not Bc we’Re gAY-“

* living for treebros moments y’know

* his high notes in disappear tho

* “when you’re falling in a forest, and there’s nobody around, all you need is for somebody to find you..”

* evan was crouching down and connor crouched next to him when he sang

* “when you’re falling in a forest, aND WhEN YoU hIT THe GrOUNd,,ALL YOU NEED IS FOR SOMEBODY TO FIND YOUUUU~”

* he stands up and reaches his hand before leaving the stage

* one of my fave lines in deh honestly

* “did you fall? or did you let go?” will always hit

* “you can’t even tell yourself the truth” also

* when evan told the truth and the murphys left the living room, they showed connor too and he also left walking away w/ disappointment/pity

* zoe was played by stephanie la rochelle

* she was good and sounded nearly the same as the og broadway/laura

* the way how zoe was nice in the beginning to evan, distant to him at first in her house about connor, then slowly opens up to him and accepts him for who he is is just ���

* in for forever, “there’s nothing that we can’t discuss, like girls we wish would notice us but never do” evan looks at zoe and dramatically clears his throat and continues singing

* in if i could tell her, when evan said “he thought you looked rlly pretty ER-you looked pretty COOL when you had indigo streaks in your hair” she says “he did!” and evan says really fast “he dID AHAHAHAHAH”

* it made the theatre laugh and same

* the intro to only us “i need something for me”

* “i want...you”

* 🤧🤧🤧😭😫💙💙💙

* just;;;;;; i cry

* the way zoe would hold evan’s hands and the way evan would hold zoe’s hands—

* how she and evan would copy each other’s tone of voice

* “ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ” “ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵐᵉⁿᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᶦᵗ”

* “you’re so weeeeeird.” “i knooooww.”

* i love me so bandtrees ok, my crops have been watered and is flourishing

* jared was played by alessandro costantini

* his portrayal was accurate to the og

* “i have skills son”

* his laughs were A++, especially in sincerely me

* his evil maniac laugh in the sincerely me reprise

* he was so smol compared to evan and connor, especially during sincerely me

* vocals were gr8 in sincerely me and you will be found

* the dance w/ connor when he tried to put himself into the story

* he runs so fast to the stage when his parts came, tiny lil quick feet uwu

* he tilts his head a lot when giving evan the ‘duh’ face

* we all live for his sarcasm and jokes

* “do you need a paper bag? you’re having a considerable trouble time breathing—“

* the bitterness/sad look when evan says he doesn’t have any other friends/when zoe comes up and kisses evan

* my kleinsen heart 🤧💔

* alana was played by ciara alyse harris

* she was more lively than the og but sounded exactly similar

* she acted well, her vocals and the way she exaggerated words

* vocals in good for you 👏🏼

* alana singing “on the outside always looking in will i ever be more than i’ve always been cuz i’m tap tap tapping on the glass, i’m waving through a windoww”

* “very close acquaintances”

* all the titles + positions she gives herself in the connor project video

* while evan said he was just co-president

* murphys were played by claire rankin and john menphill

* cynthia had some light raspy voice? it was interesting

* larry sounded the same as the og

* the way they hugged each other so tight in you will be found and the lights were all on them T-T

* high vocals in requiem

* cynthia’s thank yous to evan

* break in a glove had some good vocals too

* when connor’s “suicide note” was posted around and “YOU ARE NOT ALONE” kept singing while the murphys were looking lost and afraid

* opposite to the other soft “you are not alone” while the murphy parent were hugging

* heidi was played by jessica e. sherman

* she was good, close to the og

* her gestures and little dances to evan to cheer him up

* she SNAPPED after going to the murphys house

* “DO YOU KNOW HOW MORTIFYING IT IS TO KNOW THAT YOUR SON WAS SPENDING TIME AT SOMEONE ELSE’s HOUSE AND YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW?”

* her good for you performance was great

* during the bridge, “i’ll shut my mouth and i’ll let you go..”

* she STRUTTED that walk ok ✨ w/ all the lights on her

* so big/small was calming w/ the guitar

* the way they hugged u~u

* “when it all feels so big!” teasing evan saying he’s growing after they hugged

* he laughs 🥺 w/ a cracked voice from crying

* all the family fighting were so real, the shouting, the raising of voices

im so grateful i got to see it, such an emotional ride 😔💙

i hope people who wants to see it gets to see it, you’ll be blessed

or should i say you will be found

[sick-raven]

Flying Off - Jill/Nicholai fanfic

Jill finally has a chance to leave for Europe. However, she meets unexpected person on the plane.

This time it’s not dirty fanfic. Just Jill and Nicholai hate-talking each other.

You can also read on AO3

Flying Off

First months after Raccoon City Jill Valentine went through series of tests, interrogations and long period of sleepless nights. Carlos was good backup during these tiring times, but her plan stayed the same since day one. At the first possible time gather up all the evidence and run to Europe – it’s far enough from Umbrella’s influence and most importantly the place where Chris is already waiting working on taking the corporation down. She knew that together they can put an end to this chaos.

At the moments like this, when her memories jogged back to those late September days, she regretted a lot. Most of the evidence of Umbrella’s research burned together with her apartment. Anything else turned to ashes after the city was wiped out. The one viable source of information she left there to die. All that was left was broken vial from the antivirus she kept secret from the government.

The same vial now hidden as she sat down in the plane finally leaving this continent. Running to Chris. Undercover, with hope that nobody is following her. She didn’t trust anyone back there. Any scientist, lawyer, police officer, general, politician – they all could have been in Umbrella’s pocket. She will pick her own scientist to check if there are any traces of antivirus left. There was already a young rookie scientist on her mind.

The plane took off, once in the air she sighed in relief. The clouds outside seemed so peaceful and watching them just flow in the air was relaxing. It felt as if she left the hell behind and went towards something better now. Others were waiting. As if the all heaviness fell off her shoulders, she closed her eyes and let herself rest.

Heavy body falling next to her shook her awake. She felt a pressure down her ribs that forced her back to her seat. The tip of a knife was touching her side.

“It’s been long time, hasn’t it, Miss Valentine?”

She must have been dreaming. Nicholai was sitting next to her with all knowing smirk on his face. But he died. Raccoon City took him with a blast. She left him there on the airport to eat his sins. Fuck!

“I wouldn’t do that.” The pain in her side stopped her. She was ready to punch his neck. Attack first, ask questions later, but she recalculated. It looked like nobody has noticed this little theatre. Focus, Jill. Nicholai’s hand was hidden under a jacket he threw over it like a blanket. He was here alone; nobody knew about his little endeavour.

Plain clothes, like any other traveller. Just strong arms showing under the t-shirt gave away that he might be a soldier.

“Surprised to see me?” The shit-eating grin showed how much he enjoyed this situation.

“I am used to bastards not dying when you want them to,” she replied coldly. “It’s hard to kill cockroaches.”

Puff of air came of his mouth in short laughter. “Give me the vial, miss Valentine, and I will leave you unharmed.”

“Or what? You will kill me here in front of all those people?” she smirked. “I don’t think so.”

“I’m a patient man. I can sit for hours and wait for the plane to land. Everyone will leave and then in one fast stab you will be no more.” He wasn’t bluffing, he whispered to her with resolution as if taking someone’s life was everyday deal for him. Let’s face it, it probably was. He wasn’t afraid to sacrifice his co-workers for money. His hands were covered in blood. “Or you might think of asking for help, screaming. Do you know how far we are? Not enough, the closest airport is back there in States. In the case of emergency landing, they will have to turn it around and you will be back there, with Umbrella waiting for you.”

Jill tried to stay calm. Calculating this situation wasn’t in her favour. She needed to play it smart. The flight was long.

“Everything in order?”

Jill looked up at the flying attendant smiling at them.

“Yes, thank you,” Nicholai shunned her.

“Actually,” Jill said at the same time and leaned towards the flying attendant. The knife grazed her side. “I would love some coffee.”

“Milk or sugar?”

“Black, please.”

Carefully she took the coffee and brought it just so close in front of Nicholai’s face to her side of the seats. He stopped breathing for a short second and Jill took it as a little victory. Back in Raccoon City she showed him she can be ruthless just like him. The thought of spilling the hot liquid on him crossed her mind but causing fight on the flight wouldn’t be worth it.

However, she wasn’t finished with dismissing Nicholai’s threats.

“Thank you, you are a sweetheart,” she said to the flying attendant and shot her a smile. She smiled back and went to attend others. Jill took a sip of the coffee; hot liquid burned the tip of her tongue.

“I don’t think I caught what you want,” she finally turned her attention back to Nicholai.

“The vial with the antivirus.”

“You mean the antivirus you destroyed?” annoyance entered her voice. She gulped the coffee just to get hold of herself, but that scene kept coming back to her. They could have saved the city, they would have means to fight any other possible outbreak and this son-of-a-bitch took it away from them.

“Umbrella wants all the evidence gone.”

“I don’t have it.”

He smiled again – showing his teeth, looking like a wild animal ready to jump at her neck. Jill tried to find some information about this guy, all she got was hearsay and fantastic stories. And a nickname – Silver wolf. Just like a wolf he could sink his teeth into her flesh. Let him choke.

“Don’t lie to me, miss Valentine.”

“Check for yourself.” She nodded towards the overhead shelf with her bag.

“I already did when you were taking your little nap.”

“Then you know I don’t have it.”

He rested his elbow on the armrest between them and leaned closer. His breath smelled of coffee and mint, very different from back in Raccoon where everything smelled like blood and sweat. She felt it on her skin, she just kept drinking avoiding eye contact.

“You are not stupid; you are bringing it to Europe. You either have it on your person or in the luggage.”

“You are right, I am not stupid. I am not telling you shit. Now, if you’ll excuse me.” In one swift movement – and she deserved slight pinch in her side – she took out a book out of her handbag. Then she threw the bag into Nicholai’s lap. “Suit yourself.”

Nicholai watched her, baring his teeth. She just turned the pages focused on the text. As if he was nothing but a little annoyance. Not a wolf but a fly, buzzing but harming no-one. No threat, no pack.

After short check he threw the handbag under her feet. “Listen-“ he started but raised finger stopped him. Jill finished a paragraph and looked at him over the cover.

“Do you have something important to say?”

“The vial-“

“That conversation is over. Now, I want to finish this book before I am stabbed to death, thank you very much.”

There was a silence for maybe five pages. Tip of the knife scratched her ribs as she was breathing, she tried to not pay attention to it, but felt droplets of blood running on her side.

“I see you like to play games.” His voice sounded so close, she flinched. Nicholai was leaning right to her ear. “Just like you did in that train.”

The train. She almost forgot – it was heat of the moment, way to release stress from the situation they were in. Constantly followed, hurt, all she wanted was to forget for a second about Nemesis looking for her and the giant target on her back. She didn’t trust him then, but it was before he turned out to be greedy bastard.

The sex was good, but nothing to keep in memory.

She turned a page. Nicholai boasted about his patience, but her indifference apparently drove him mad. Maybe he was used to people bargaining or trying to talk their way out of this. Or maybe he was projecting because he sure loved to hear himself talk.

“I wonder why is Umbrella so afraid of you. You weren’t even brave enough to shoot me.”

With a sigh she closed the book. “You are right, I could’ve shot you back in Raccoon City. But seeing you beg for your life was much more entertaining.” She hit the spot. If the hatred had physical manifestation it would be Nicholai right now. Grinning, she continued to poke his nerve. “What a strong ruthless man you are, begging for your life like a baby. I will pay you anything, let me go with you, miss Valentine,” she mocked.

“Don’t play with me.”

“You said it yourself, I love to play games. Let’s play this one. You want the vial? Beg for it.”

Facing each other so close Nicholai became only thing in her field of vision. Jaw clenched in anger, his eyes spiking through her. His Adam’s apple rose as he swallowed.

“You forgot who has the knife,” Nicholai hissed.

“I see.” Back to the book it was. Even without looking at him the mood changed fast. The frustration hanged in the air with familiar smell of sweat, anger and cheap cologne. If felt like blood rushing on her side, ashes in her mouth from the Raccoon City and pain. The knife meant nothing, the memory meant nothing, the anger couldn’t get her to cooperate. She knew that and Nicholai knew that too.

“It seems I underestimated the situation again. You cooperate much better when someone your love is on the line.” Fear joined the emotional party in her, but she shunned it – Nicholai had nothing. He was just trying to get reaction out of her. “I guess I will have to use the old good methods.”

The knife moved. It didn’t cut, just slid on her skin, from her side towards centre of her chest. He rested it there for a while, she felt the blade against her heart. It stung her every time she breathed in. Jill clenched her teeth.

“Still nothing?”

“I still didn’t hear you say please.”

It took second. Nicholai pushed on the knife. Jill grabbed his wristed and yanked the hand away. She felt the blade cutting her slightly. She twisted his wrist, the knife fell on the ground. Nicholai attacked her, his elbow hit her temple. The force sent her to the window, where she hit her head again. Pain spiked through her skull, but it was nothing next to what Nemesis did to her in Raccoon City. She kicked the knife, it slid under next set of seats and disappeared from her sight.

At the same time Nicholai tried to grab for the knife. She caught his arm and forced him back to the seat. He pushed against her but stopped.

“Everything okay?” asked the flight attendant who walked to them.

Jill put on the most charming smile. “Yes, everything is perfect.”

“You have something on your shirt.”

Jill looked down. Where Nicholai cut her, the shirt got stuck to her skin and bloody. She grabbed his jacket and dressed herself to hide the blood. “Hot dog accident at the airport, I am clumsy.”

The flight attendant wasn’t very convinced of their play.

“I am sorry for disturbing the flight. It will never happen again, right, Nicholai?” Jill turned to her foe. He smiled too, more annoyed grimace than anything else.

“Right. Apologies.”

The flight attendant left them alone. Jill watched after her, she saw her talking to others and pointing their way. “If they turn the flight because of you, I will kill you,” she hissed at Nicholai.

“Suits me just fine.”

“So, are they paying you to get the vile or kill me too?”

“No, you are more worth alive. You can bring them to others to get rid of you one by one,” Nicholai answered.

“You’ve been stalking me. That’s how you know about the vile.”

“Of course. You took it out of Raccoon city. Then you never handed it in. I knew you had to have it.”

Jill raised her eyebrows. “You were the only one who knew about it. Nobody else knew anything about me bringing it along. You told Umbrella so they send you after me. You did this on purpose.”

“Every little detail means a lot more dollars.”

“And you got this job by accident,” she said mockingly.

“Oh no, I wanted to see you again.” The tone in what he said it bit morrow in her bones. So cold, but it missed the hatred she’d expect after everything. Nicholai was looking her over, she felt similar feeling she did back in the train. He was good looking, she had to give him that. And his strong arms…

She had to grin at herself for thinking like that. “To get revenge.”

“To get anything. And the vial.”

Jill shook her head. Why was she the type people will stalk? First the monster, now him. In a way, it felt great. When it didn’t steal her sleep, when it didn’t endanger her life, when it didn’t destroy chances of the whole city to live – then it felt great to be wanted. Negatives just outweighed the positives too much. And it made her feel guilty when she caught only positives for a brief moment.

No, she is not doing him any favours. But she still wanted to see him dumbfounded.

“The vial. Is that really only thing you will talk about? Okay, I will tell you where is the vile. My conditions haven’t changed. Say please.”

“You are ridiculous,” he scoffed.

She leaned to him again looking him straight in the eyes. “Maybe. I just really want to see you desperate again. Come on. It’s a lot of money for a simple word.”

Nicholas tilted his head on a side and looked somewhere behind her. He scoffed again, fighting with himself over a stupid word. Jill’s smile grew wider, soon she was grinning, teeth out, his struggle was entertaining to watch.

“Alright,” he finally looked at her. “Please, miss Valentine, will you tell me about the vial.” Poison was dripping from every word. Jill chuckled and leaned right next to his ear, her lips touched his skin for a brief second.

“It’s not here.”

“What?” he hissed.

“You said it yourself, you knew my every step. And I knew Umbrella was following me. I never boarder the plane with the vile.”

Nicholas frowned; Jill kept smiling.

“It’s already in Europe, I send it via post, undercover, long time ago. If Umbrella didn’t catch the package, you will never get your hands on the vial.”

Nicholas sighed and got up. “Then I have no business with you.”

“Oh, not gonna kill me?”

He shrugged. “You lost my knife. The jacket, please.”

Jill already had her book open again. “No, that’s mine now, you ruined my shirt.”

Nicholas shifted his weight. “I will be back for it.”

“I’ll be waiting.”

She watched him over the pages. He left to the front of the plane and she lost him. The smile stayed on her face, this interaction made her unexpectedly cheery. Yeah, hearing Nicholas humiliate himself again was great.

Like a ghost he disappeared. She didn’t see him for the rest of the flight, nor on the airport. Only thing left of him was faint smell of his cologne on the jacket.

[kuromantic]

Hello!! What type of cryers do you think the Karasuno boys are?

Oh boy. I’m all for crying headcanons let me tell you. Buckle yourselves up, this is going to be a long ride.

Hinata ・Hinata doesn’t cry much at emotional movies or shows, but an intense volleyball match on tv can make his lip wobble. ・He usually cries out of frustration when it’s about himself, usually when his abilities fail him or when he can’t achieve what he wants to. ・He’s a quiet crier, and is good at holding in his tears. He lets out really tiny sobs and bites his lip when he starts to cry, because he’s so used to being the happy onii-chan at home. ・Hug him when he’s crying. He finds affection really soothing, and although he usually finds head pats condescending, he likes to lean into the warm touch of a person when he’s upset.

Yamaguchi・Yamaguchi has a low pain tolerance, so if something is really hurting him, he’ll let a few tears fall. He has good endurance though, so it’s not until the pain is really bad that he starts to cry. ・He doesn’t cry as much as he used to when he was being bullied, but if an event digs up those memories, he’ll immediately become teary-eyed and uncomfortable. ・Shudders and gasps a lot when he cries. He can cry while having an anxiety attack, so the two just sort of associate together in his mind and make him feel like garbage. ・He prefers to be left alone when he’s crying, because he knows it’s not a pretty sight. It depends on his mood, but if he really trusts a person, he’ll be okay with them keeping him company.

Kageyama・Kageyama usually cries about volleyball, but he also has quite a big fear of rejection and if he feels that a relationship between him and someone he values is threatened, it can set off the waterworks. ・As he grows older he develops mild anxiety that comes from the fact that he knows people talk about him a lot as a person and as a player, and they don’t always say nice things about him. ・He tries really hard to hide his tears, often going to extreme measures such as dumping water on his face or flat-out lying: “I used too much eyedrops!” ・He’s pretty apprehensive when he’s crying, but if he realises that someone isn’t there to hurt him, bodily contact can comfort him, like holding hands.

Tsukishima ・Tsukishima rarely, if ever, cries. His tear ducts are probably made out of steel. When he does, it’s usually about something really serious, or when he feels hopeless. ・When something horrible happens, it’s unlikely that he cries immediately. It takes him a while to process everything, until everything suddenly clicks and he’s left sobbing. ・He’s a quiet crier. He’ll have to be seen before people realise that he’s crying, for the most part. His breathing gets uneven and shallower, but he never cries out loud. ・He HATE HATE HATES it when people see him crying. He doesn’t like exposing vulnerability, and he’ll push everyone away for a while until he lets someone close to him lend him a shoulder to cry on.

Tanaka ・Tanaka is really emotional sometimes, and often cries what he describes as “Manly Tears”, which is really just what happens when he’s proud of his friends or underclasmen or when something unexpectedly nice happens. ・On the other hand, when something breaks him, he’s just so pitiful to look at. He won’t talk for days, and it’s hard to make him open up. ・He bites his lip when he cries, often to the point where it bleeds. He doesn’t want to seem like an uncool senpai, so he holds in his emotions until he can’t take it anymore. ・He always puts on a smile when his underclassmen see him, but he can’t hide his feelings around the third years. Deep inside he just wants a hug when he’s feeling down.

Nishinoya ・He’s similar to Tanaka in the sense that he often cries because he’s so proud of the first years, but also he’s extremely affected by others if they act like they give up on him. ・Nishinoya doesn’t doubt anyone’s abilities, including himself. He hates negativity and when he sees his friends being too hard on themselves, it really upsets him. ・He sniffs a lot when he cries, and he’s the type that eats after he cries, a lot. A full tub of ice cream would be completely demolished by the time he’s done. ・He’s really clingy when he cries. He’ll smash his face into people’s shoulders, and he definitely isn’t afraid to show his emotions.

Ennoshita ・Ennoshita cries when he’s feeling inadequate. He has a tendency to compare himself to those more skilled than him, and he sometimes just becomes insecure when he thinks about filling Daichi’s shoes. ・He usually holds in his tears when he has shit to do, but once in a while he ends up sobbing into Tanaka’s uniform while he tells him that he’s going to be a bombass captain. ・He often cries after he’s relieved, when he’s in a situation that’s too tense for him to spill any tears. When he was subbed in for Daichi during the Johzenji match, he cried a lot afterwards. ・The second years have an unspoken agreement to never let Ennoshita cry on his own. They’ll always tell him how great he’s going to be, because he’ll always have his shit together in the end.

Narita ・Narita doesn’t cry often at all, and is called the one with the detached tear ducts by the other second years. He only cries after matches, and is usually the one being cried on. ・The one thing that always makes him cry are animal videos. Dogs meeting their owners for the first time in years, animals that were taken to safe homes. It reminds him of his own labrador at home, and he can’t stand thinking about him hurt. ・He hates it when he’s heard crying, only because his voice goes funny and high-pitched and he sounds like a kid. ・A lot of people tend to rub his buzzcut to comfort to him when he cries. He’s gotten used to it, since it’s a sort of trend in the volleyball team now to rub buzzcuts whenever they can.

Kinoshita ・Kinoshita’s nerves can act up often in his daily life, and sometimes the anxiety gets so bad that he ends up crying. Most of the team know this, except some of the first years. ・He hates feeling overly dependent on others, so he tends to shut people out whenever he’s having a bad day. Of course, nobody lets him shoulder anything on his own, so that doesn’t work. ・He chokes on his tears quite a bit when he cries. It’s pretty painful to listen to, especially because he’ll try to shoo off people thinking that he doesn’t deserve to be helped. ・He likes being held by someone, preferably someone larger and taller than he is so that he can fit into their arms perfectly.

Daichi ・Although Daichi isn’t as stoic as everyone thinks he is, he cries less often than most people around his age. He feels like he needs to stay strong as a captain and older sibling (I’m pretty sure official art showed him with younger sibs), so he doesn’t like showing vulnerability. ・Daichi sometimes breaks down when the stress of exams and pressure placed on him as the capatin becomes too much. And being undermined because of being the captain of a fallen powerhouse isn’t easy, either. ・He’s a silent crier, who only trusts Suga and Asahi to handle him in his low moods. He’s usually the one who reassures everyone, so he still feels wrong when he’s in need of help. ・He’ll be mildly annoyed if he gets spotted crying, because he wants to maintain his image. Of course, his underclassmen find out eventually, and they all smother the captain with hugs because everyone needs one sometimes. 

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・Suga is one tough cookie. He usually controls his emotions really well, because he’s used to so many of his friends let their heart rule their head too much. When something upsetting happens, he tends to release stress in an unusual but healthy way, except for when he starts breaking punching bags. 

・He isn’t ashamed of letting out his tears, though. He usually cries when he’s happy, but occasionally after a dispute or fight, he’ll cry in his room or in the shower. He resolves most of his fights peacefully, because he can’t stand leaving problems to die off on their own. 

・He’s not a quiet crier, but he’s good at finding spots that he won’t be bothered when he needs to cry. He lets out small whimpers into his hands, with sharp inhales in between. He’ll often punch a wall in frustration, and then leave before anyone sees the large hole. 

・He’s shorter than most of his teammates, so he’s the perfect height to cry into their chests. It doesn’t matter if he’s taller, because the shorter teammates will just climb on him. 

Asahi 

・Asahi is one big baby when it comes to crying. He’ll cry in movie theatres, reading a sad book, listening to music. He has to be careful to read any sad-looking pieces in his Japanese textbook so that he won’t end up bawling in class. 

・He can’t stand others fighting or giving shit to any of his friends. Although he’ll stand up to them, he’ll most likely cry too because he just hates people hurting each other. He’s too soft for his own good, the poor guy. 

・He has loud sobs, and can’t quiet cry if he tried. It doesn’t usually happen in public, which his why his yakuza rumour hasn’t completely died off yet. He looks scary when he holds in his tears, with the way he bites his lip and all. 

・Although Suga and Daichi can get exasperated by his sensitiveness at times, they know he’s really in touch with his emotions and always give him cuddles when he’s feeling down. Asahi loves friendly touches, so he’ll welcome them. 

Omake

Ukai & Takeda 

・Surprise surprise, Ukai has a sensitive ass, especially when he’s drunk. He’ll start crying over a stray cat that he saw the week before if he starts drinking, and Takeda has to let him rest his head on his knees. 

・Takeda loves his students so much that he’ll cry for them, about them and for them. He’s just such a good proud teacher that wants the best for his students, in class or not. Not just sniffling, full on sobbing while trashing an entire box of tissues.