#I love pictures of me when I was younger
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
one of my longest standing fanfiction dreams is to write a dimension travel fic. i am so, so obsessed with the trope and i just need. a battle hardened harry being dropped into another universe where his parents and godfather are alive, and he’s stumbling around trying to manage his trauma and keep them at arms length but none of them will let him because it doesn’t matter if he’s from another world, he’s still their baby, they can feel him in their magic and they’ll be damned if they let him feel unloved in any capacity.
i just need. james and lily potter healing harry, gently, carefully, unconditionally. sirius black holding him together as he falls apart in a way he’s never been allowed to before.
#lily evans#harry potter#james potter#sirius black#dimension travel#as it stands#i don’t think i can do it justice right now#i cannot visualise the fic at all#and the pieces thwt are in my head don’t fit#bc i want the vibes of a younger harry who’d be more open to being parented and more desperate to see his parents#but i love older harry in dimension travel bc of how competent he is#and younger teens are also just. annoying#so i’m confused about the timeline for one#and then. how do u make all of them come together?#i cannot picture a single scene to jump off of#which is crucial for me to write any fic#but as soon as it comes to me. when this becomes more fleshed out. bet ur ass i’m gonna write it#i need The dimension travel fic in my life#all the ones i’ve read so far are amazing#but i just need one that’s catered specifically to my tastes with the highest degree of self indulgence woven in#every single one of my potter headcanons thrown in#just. so many things#it’s overwhelming just thinking about it lol#pen’s notes
30 notes
·
View notes
Text
the summer before Hogwarts🫶
I wanted to put them together bc I’m sad they’re apart in my other posts 🥹😇
(originals: Sebastian, Anne)
#in my brain they are kind of like trading cards & I drew these to go together so here they are😇🥹💓#I love these two and I totally project my own childhood with my younger sibling on them😭🫶#baby Sebastian🥹 baby Anne🥹#I have more pictures of their summers planned out#Hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#Sebastian sallow#Anne sallow#I also want to do more with Ominis before Anne was cursed bc I just love friendships#and maybe some when Anne was cursed but it will Definitely make me sad
77 notes
·
View notes
Text
foils sam and dean are everything to me.
sam is demon imagery and like. the evil one so to speak. imagery wise. but then they put him in a white suit when he’s lucifer, and lucifer talks about wanting to preserve the earth and god’s creation.
dean is angelic imagery (so to speak) and the Good One™️. the chosen one to be michael’s vessel. but. he’s wrath and vengeance and violence and lust. and all the things that are really more sinful (i.e seven deadly sins and stuff).
they both symbolise the two sides of the war (i.e the angels and the demons) but then. both sides want the same thing. demons (or, well, lucifer) want the world to be free of humans and be just its pure self, aka paradise. the angels want to just be done with all the war and reach paradise.
in a similar way, sam and dean constantly have the same intention, whether it be killing yellow eyes, killing lilith, killing lucifer. whatever. ultimately they always have the same goals but sam is always portrayed taking the “evil” route and dean always takes the “righteous” route.
ALSO. it’s really just parallel after parallel honestly. sam will be focused on the “evil” route thinking that it’s the right way but at the same time he has moral doubts between. like lucifer intending to destroy humanity but then some demons rebel and keep them alive (technically ruby? but not really).
dean will be focused on the “righteous” route, obviously thinking it’s the right way and shunning sam’s route because it’s “evil”, but he is the violent one and the ruthless one. like the angels smiting and killing those who are “evil” without remorse.
really at this point it feels like all we’ve got going is that the universe keeps pitting these two against each other and somehow they keep ending up together regardless.
spn is really just a show about how good and evil aren’t really good and evil, and they have to exist together for the world to function
edit: CRAZY. GABRIEL VALIDATED MY ANALYSIS. good times
#FOILS#when i say foils picture me as james wilson md just. going insane about something house did. the hands thing he does. me#sam and dean you are my favouritest foils ever#i love presenting literature analysis like regular conversation.#oh yeah dude have you ever considered the parallels of dean and the angels and sam and the demons#dean is older and the angels were created first#sam is younger and the demons came after the angels#eric kripke was like. okay but what if we presented good and evil in a traumatised older and younger brother duo. and we fucking ate that u#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#dean and sam#good and evil#spn text post#sam yaps about spn
33 notes
·
View notes
Note
do u think either charles or erik had trouble coming to terms with their love for one another?? like religious guilt, internalized homophobia, etc.
Many such cases really … not hard to imagine them dealin with that …
#snap chats#erik might depend tho. depends on when he realizes hes in love with charles#before going Full Magneto i can imagine SOME internalized guilt but post prob not#under the whole ‘why be ashamed of what i am in ANY regard’ and all that#charles def probably has a worse time dealing with feelings of guilt#tho thats just charles in general being in love with someone i fear fjOWDJAKS#i cant imagine gender has anything to do with it tho. just charles Being Charles#hang on im sitting here thinking about it now#i think charles and erik wouldnt DOUBT the love they have for each other just- again depending on what era of erik this is- may be hesitant#magneto erik reads more as Bitterly in love with charles do you know what i mean#like ‘i love you and its painful i love you because of how incompatible we are now’ type shit#charles got that tired divorced-but-still-in-love dad energy about him towards magneto#fuck i was supposed to talk about their First Feelings Of Love im so off topic djOAZJSJ#my brain refuses to think of them younger than their thirties im so sorry let me try again#yeah no i could see them both accept the fact they have feelinfs about each other but for one reason or another not act on it#esp if they were with gab at the time. Oops. its kinda awkward now#in THAT RESPECT THEN i can see charles feeling conflicted and a little guilty#ditto on eriks part if he acknowledges charles’ feelings for gab#but without gab in the picture? i could see charles making a move and not being so ashamed of himself#maybe. after some time together i do see charles making the first move#would erik reciprocate and admit his feelings in that moment ? maybe not. give him like. a day or two tho diOEDJSJ#i typed all that bullshit for nothing sorry i put the answer at rhe very bottom we know how i am at this point#see now i just imagine charles talking to erik about accepting his queerness and erik getting snooty#like No Erik Im Not Saying This So You’ll Date Me I’m Saying This So You Love Yourself or something to that tune#and charles is truthful in that hes all about helping others accept themselves. and thats exactly why erik falls harder in love with him 😔#and then they make out sloppy style the end
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
i talk about movies rogue likes, but she really didn't get to actually see anything until after she met with the x-men. there was no television in the hippie commune, and when rogue moved in with carrie all she had was a radio. with mystique and destiny there was also no need for a tv in the house as they were often on missions anyways, and rogue was already used to spending time outside when she wanted to have any sort of fun.
#she knew what a tv was because cody and kids in the neighborhood / around her#but she never actually had one when she was younger#this is canon to me sorry i just can't picture carrie having a tv lmfao#also mystique and destiny ..... why would they need one#even if mystique did have one she usually had rogue training anyways#rogue grew up outside!#she loves playing in the forest / in streams / in mud#she made her own fun#but she does fucking love rambo sorry not sorry
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
I could cry
#was sooo cloudy here#but my girlfriends mom sent me legitimately 14 pictures in a row of her view#she knows I love them and it was really fucking cute#so went to find them#wasn’t as bright as they appear but I was so happy#my dad and I have talked about going to Iceland to see them he loves them too#if it was brighter I would’ve woken him up last night but where I live you couldn’t see em#found this spot and there was a girl by herself watching on a rock with a blanket and her camera#we left when she did no girl left behind#especially not in a pitch black parking lot at 1:30am#some peoples views were nuts! her moms windows were glowing pink I would’ve been actually crying#also always feels good to be thought about and reminded that you are#I’ll see it again someday I wanna see it with my dad#he’s seen it up in the allagash in maine when he was younger#and the full moon up there is insane too he’s talked about it#he has the best stories#anyways I'm so happy so many people got to see it#and I hope if you missed it you get to see it in the future#so special 🖤🖤#northern lights#aurora borealis#mine
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
just started thinking about bradley as a teenager struggling with his emotions both pre and post his mother’s death/fall out with maverick but not wanting to reach out for help because a history of mental health problems can get you disqualified from enlisting in the service. happy saturday guys.
#that boy should have been in therapy from ages 2 on up like.#i def hc that carole took him to someone when he was younger but bradley probably stopped going once he was older and was given the choice#but like. idk. picturing carole trying to bring up him going back after she gets sick because she KNOWS he needs to talk to someone#and maverick cant be there all the time. but bradley says no because hes a teenager and hes started thinking about how to make himself +#appealing to the navy and that opens a whole other can of worms where carole sees that but doesnt want to deny him#because she can see hes already having a hard time with things as they are.#mav trying to convince him to go and bradley pointing out it’s hypocritical because maverick doesnt like talking about his feelings either#i just think people ignore his trauma So Much. they only pay attention to the maverick and goose bits#but they fail to consider how even before the maverick stuff happened bradley had a lot to deal with from a very young age#he spent most of his life on his own! he lost the people he loved most OVER and OVER…#the amount of trauma that must have come flooding back when phoenix (&bob but phoenix is clearly bradleys closest friend) had to eject#i think thats why people painting him as angry & agressive because of the scene where he yells at mav never sits right w me#that moment is so incredibly raw for both of them. bradley lashing out when hes just been triggered is not that surprising????#anyways.#carolcore#bradley rooster bradshaw
37 notes
·
View notes
Text
GUYS IM HONESTLYGONMA EXPLODE I CANT
i haven’t watched his videos in a while but saw something yesterday about this last vid and watched it just when it started and was okay at first BUT THEN THE ENDING MADE ME START SOBBING I MISS HIM SOMUCH ILOVEE HIM AND HIS VIDEOS
I ADORED HIM WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND WATCHED HIS VIDEOS A BUNCH i gotta start watching them again from the beginning
and i was literally like “no WAY” when i saw this get recommended right after watching
hguhhhgdhfg never recovering from this
THANK YOU STAMPY FOR YOURRR AMAZING SERIESS!!!!<33333 KFBDK
#stampylonghead#stampy's lovely world#stampy cat#these pictures are so me rn#eating a chocolate muffin to make me feel better#sillie ramblings#so 50/50 that i will either continue as i am or start drawing an overload of fanart for him#i always wanted to be in his love garden but never got to send him fanart when i was younger#even tho no more love garden id still love to give him some fanart#stampy mcyt
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
im so glad i didn't die at 20 bc i never would have made it to my mid 20s and learned that I'm smoking hot and only getting better with age
#personal#this is silly but serious#i sewed a button on a pair of pants i thrifted a while ago and did it at a spot that forces the pants to only be low waistfor me#and like i never would have even considered low waist pants when i was younger#but then I took a pic and i was staring at it and realized how much i love myself now#and how happy i am that im alive to have taken that picture#and felt that overwhelming love.... for myself yknow?#like wow..... im alive.... this is real..... im so happy im still here
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sasuke is Out! Sasuke is Doing things! What will Sasuke do?! I have no idea!!! I've never gotten this far in the story before, so I have no idea how things are going from here!!!! But Sasuke is Loose!!!!!!
Quoting this post to myself as I see Sasuke walking around and doing things. I haven't seen this guy do anything in like a hundred episodes. It's so exciting
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#it's so sweet seeing Suigetsu and Jugo trying to find Sasuke again#meanwhile Karin is under lock and key. yet shes playing with their expectations to her advantage#her pretending to be just the stupid sasuke obsessed girl to make them not pay attention to her#to let her keep the picture that actually contains some fucking lockpicks. crafty af#and her GLASSES??? the arm of her glasses is hiding a little secret knife?!?!! thats so cool karin wtf#i love when shes shown to be capable like this. like her sasuke fangirling was real. before.#but idk about now after he tried to kill her. he does Not deserve to keep her affections after that for Sure.#but shes still using the act. making people underestimate her. so crafty. like fuck yeah you go you funky little outlaw#i do love that shes genuinely a bitch. i hated her when i was younger bc i hated sasuke#and the fangirling still does annoy me. but shes also more than the fangirling.#shes so COOL when shes not obsessing over sasuke. i wanna see more of her!!!!!#unfortunately now i have to go back to this shit ass kage fight. really boring to me. now that sasuke's out i dont caaaaaare#it's just a bunch of OP ninja throwing rocks and shit at each other. madara literally dropped Two giant fucking meteors on the battlefield#like it was just one and it was a huge deal but tsuchikage and gaara stopped it. yay!!#but then it was such a Gradeschooler One Upping You moment where madara was like. Heh. well actually. theres Two.#and the 2nd one falls on the first and kills a bunch of people etc etc like come onnnn this isnt even fun anymore#we're just committing massive ecological damage all around#also killer bee literally PURPOSEFULLY clearing a massive section of forest for the sake of visibility#NONE of these ninja care about the environment!!!!! those poor trees and creatures!!!!!!#anytime theres some kind of poison something and they show it off by having birds or whatever die like#STOP!!!! youre killing the environment!!!!! stop it!!!!!!!!!#anyways what a show. the more ridiculously massive the fight gets the less fun it is to watch.#why should i care about guys throwing boulders at each other. Boringggg show me some people punching the shit outta each other.#THE TAIJUTSU!!!! WHERES THE TAIJUTSU!!!!! STOP WITH UR OP NINJA MAGIC SHOW ME TAIJUTSU!!!!!!!!#i also really want to see itachi. where is he. sasuke's loose now i know he teams up with itachi Where Is He....#LETS GET SOME UCHIHA UP IN THIS BITCH!!!! madara get ur pasty ass out of here and tobi stick your head in a toilet#only the uchiha BROTHERS here get those old guys OUTTA HEREEEEEEE#anywyas i actually folded some laundry while watching. wild. having fun rn
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
love being at the climbing gym like yeah im not that flexible and then constantly doing moves matching my hands n feet on the same holds even when completely unnecessary
#half the pictures ppl take of me i have one leg straight and the other at my shoulder height. okay yeah#just looking thru ones ppl have taken recently of me again.. we love being vain n self obsessed#cant wait to get back there on monday i have so many projects rotating in my mind. im always thinking abt them while im at work#.diaries#i flashed a v4 yesterday that was a kind of manoeuvring all your hands and feet onto the same hold and standing type deal#and it felt rly natural to me n then no one else could do it n i felt bad for calling it easy for a v4 i just forgot i can Bend 💀#its mainly only bc im a little younger than some other ppl. and a bit lighter too... and doing years of resistance training has given me#more range of motion than ppl who have histories of different exercise styles/sports#there are ppl who are way more flexible than me ofc but some of them in the group dont have as much core or power.. different stats innit#i figured out a start to another v4 that i was rly proud of too.. just need to get the rest of it next week#but again no one else could even start it my way which was frustrating bc my fave thing is getting to share smth i figured out w someone#so we can joint problem solve the whole thing n both send it... anyway i think its still useful but theyd have to start on the other side#and go up a little in order to come down into the position i had. since its a weird one to get into from the ground bc ur legs are folded#mmmmm....#im so tired i meant to do so much when i got home from work but zzzzzzz#oh welllllll.. itll be a fun weekend hehe going to visit a friend for a few days <3
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Also I never knew that there was even a single color photograph of my grandparents' wedding in 1952. I've only ever seen the ones in black and white. Don't they look beautiful? Didn't I just come from the most gorgeous people?
#i love how you can actually see my grandfather's red hair#as a redhead i know the injustice that black and white does to us... alas!#my charcoal self-portraits always look unlike myself to me because im like i have red hair. this doesnt look like a redhead#this isnt me#also even though it's a white dress. grammy's dress looks so much more beautiful surrounded by color#wow#tales from diana#did you know i never knew my grandmother was a local beauty queen when she was younger until after she died?#when her dementia got to the stage where she needed a live-in nurse to help her all the time#at one point my aunt rediscovered a picture from when she was about. 17. i posted it years ago#she scanned it and had it cropped and framed and left it in the front of the living room#the first time the nurse saw that photo (i was there) she said 'DAAAAMN MOM IS THAT YOU?'#and grammy was like 'oh :) yes thats me'#like it was nothing and then later on the nurse said 'i know you already said it but damn i just cant stop looking at you!'#that nurse was really nice. really really nice.#the priest at the wake when saying a prayer for the family before everyone else started ushering in#mentioned what a beauty my grandmother was and what a lovely couple the two of them were.#they went to that local church for about 60 years so he mustve known them for decades. it was a nice touch.
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
jonathan sims head archivist of the magnus institute london
#IM JUST POSTING HIM RANDOMLY BECAUSE I CANNOOOOOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME DRAW ANYONE ELSE. I HAVE APHANTASIA MAN IT'S HARD OUT HERE#i just started season 3 and heard him mention the graying hair i was like hm.. what if i tried drawring some characters.#i'm actually super happy with how he looks... i had some prior inspiration bc i followed one artist who's posted fanart b4--#(which is how i first heard of the series) and so i already kinda had a picture of him in my head bc of that (i love their art sdfghgfdjh)#so i was jus sketchin and i was like.... yeah this looks ok. i wanted his hair to be kinda just pokin up every which way in front--#--because i imagine him constantly running a hand through it. otherwise it'd look nice n tidy. i just sketched til it looked good enough#the eyes were easy because i wanted sharp and tired. the color was just me testin shit out and being like oooo that looks pretty#the outfit..... i just googled some like business casual stuff LOL. i thought it looked nice#bag and flashlight because he's dungeon crawling#he's also filipino for no reason other than i said so#OHHH YEAH freckles. freckles are cute. also worm scars.#i gotta say i didn't wanna put glasses on him but i thought he looked nakey without em.. but also it might be bc i was strugglin w lineart#the glasses make him look younger i think. which is bad!! he needs to look at least 35!!!#i dunno if i have it in me to draw the others;;;;;;;;;; martin i can't figure out a color scheme for-- and tim & sasha.... waauugghhh....#it's hhhhaaardd because when i'm like reading anything i cannot *picture* characters.... i just get like..... a feeling yknow.....#again i already had some vague images for jon (and martin) bc i saw fanart before lol so that's what showed up in my head#i have a good *feeling* of what sasha should look like but i cannot for the life of me draw it....#i keep sketching and going “noo this doesn't look like her” <- i DON'T know what she looks like#i've somehow instead ended up with a sketch that really feels like melanie tho lmao#if you're somehow at the bottom of this long ramble i will send you $500.#the void given form
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
I feel like at least several times a month, I have a random insane revitalization of my love for The Smiths. Not that I ever stop loving them, but I'll listen to some song and then suddenly fall into this pit of just deep, intense love for their music again where I can't stop listening to their music on repeat and watching live performances and looking at pics like AAAAAHHHHHH WHY IS THEIR MUSIC SO GOOOD?????? WHY IS IT PERFECT?????? WHY WERE THEY SO GENDER???????
(songs I am feeling intense brainrot over rn in case you're curious: "I Want The One I Can't Have(live)", "Stretch Out and Wait(live)", "You Just Haven't Earned It Yet Baby", "Some Girls Are Bigger Than Others(demo)", "What She Said", "The Boy With The Thorn in His Side(live)"(p.s. I Want The One I Can't Have is Martian-coded to me, pls listen)(also it reminds me of that movie I watched yesterday)
#i want the one i cant have is playing on repeat in my brain rn and i watched a live performance and i was tearing up. why am i like this#the live versions of their songs are just incredibly good like at an insane level to me#i know the guitar is very complicated bcs my brother is equally obsessed w the smiths and rants to me abt how hard their music is to play#so the fact that their live performances are equal if not better than their studio versions is crazy#and i love the way he sings in live versions AAAAHHHH like just so over the top and dramatic#i absolutely love singing along to music and their songs are perfect bcs i can be as dramatic and loud as i want#and that hes singing perfectly and dramatizing it so much also while dancing along to it on stage??????#their music has an energy to it in every single aspect that no other band will ever be able to reach for me#i spent so much of today just dancing along to their music and singing over the top. i just felt so joyful 🥹🥹🥹🥹#GAAAHHHH sorry i just am really in it rn hahaha#its just crazy to me ig that ive listened to these songs so many times and they still fill me with such emotion#my mom sings and dance along w me tho shes like 'wow youre so energetic today did you hit your head or smth' 😭😭😭#also was losing my mind looking at their pictures today and gahhhhhhhhb such gender envy their gender is unmatched to me#but its so funny every time i get gender envy over smiths era morrissey +#because theres some pics of my dad from that same period of time when he was younger where he literally looks exactly like morrissey#SIR WHY DID I NOT INHERIT YOUR LEVEL OF GENDER???????(my dad was a icon sjdkkd we look alike tbh)#anyways: i feel very joyful and energetic about their music. they just make me so happy and i want to dance around again 🥹#i think this recent lapse into the pit was bcs i listened to the demos/live versions on The Queen is Dead deluxe edition#and im like ....how the fuck are they this fucking good??????#hehehe tho my passion has affected others 🤭#my brother is learning some songs on guitar atm and waxes poetic abt their instrumentals#my dad always listens to their entire discography when he needs background music. and my mom sings and dances w me#sorry this is unhinged i just feel a lot of serotonin bcs their music and i need to infect other people LMAO#maybe i need to make another web weave#catie.rambling.txt
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
He's an absolute mad lad and I love that.
#this is probably my favorite younger picture of him#just because its so dorky#and he looks kinda done#like mood honestly#i laughed when i first saw this picture#one of my lovely mutuals showed it to me#he's cute though#real cute#my blue eyed short king#willem dafoe
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
tears of the kingdom.
❛ at my age ... well, very little surprises me. ❜ @sentinaels & morgan.
❛ your age ? ❜ an eyebrow arched high on her face as the girl looked around, posture relaxing in the wake of her interrupted prayer. it was a sentiment she had heard a thousand times, from her mother, her aunts, the elders of the gerudo, & it usually acted as a warning, a sign that a lesson was imminent, & that one should flee while they still had the chance. the urge to run, however lay dormant, her curiosity wakening instead as she peered through the shadows of the temple, drinking in the newcomer’s appearance. her age, she said, as if she had been there at the beginning of the world, but if pressed, nabooru would guess she had seen twenty – some years beneath the sun, thirty at a push.
❛ well, that might be true for you, but you got the drop on me for sure. i didn’t even hear you come in, ❜ a great feat of stealth indeed ; though carpets had been laid down to muffle the sound of people moving throughout the temple, footsteps still echoed endlessly, & though she had intended to lose herself entirely in prayer, beseeching the goddess of the sand as she never had before to grant her an answer, one ear had been cocked, as always, listening for any who might arrive, & interrupt her. perhaps her ears were not as sharp as she believed ; perhaps the other’s footsteps had been drowned out by the incessant melody which echoed through her mind, ever present, yet unable to be sung aloud.
❛ didn’t expect anyone else here so early, huh ? ❜ she hadn’t either, & she felt the faintest prick of irritation at the other’s presence. she had slept in the temple overnight in order to secure the peace & quiet of the early morning, had lit the surrounding candles to grant her light until the rising of the sun, had laid before the statue of the goddess all she would need in the act of her devotion, & had hardly closed her eyes before being interrupted. she wouldn’t cause an argument, not here, but the smile she gave the newcomer was not quite as genuine as she wished it to be, at a tightness at the corners of her mouth giving her away.
❛ neither did i. it’s exactly why i came. are you here to pray too ? ❜ she asked, as courteously as she could, all the while hoping the answer would be no.
#sentinaels#◆ ― answered. ic.#ambiguous time period for this one but i was picturing morgan & a younger nabs tbh like late - teens / early twenties#rlly was just letting the vibes take me when writing this one tho so if you'd prefer something different lovely let me know !!
3 notes
·
View notes