#I love my nt (sometimes 😂)

[canirove]

[leonsliga]

The USMNT: Behind the Crest

[longeyelashedtragedy]

For the send a character ask: Granit Xhaka XD

@perfectpiety here you go!!!

favorite thing about them: HOW to even answer this??? i think granit might be as close to "perfect" as a human can get. first of all let's get out of the way how stupid gorgeous he is and has been for basically his entire adult life--my personal favorite granit aesthetic era is his early bratty twink time at arsenal (if he's wearing 29, you know he's extra fine) but he's stunning in any era. his cheekbones should probably be arrested. the side dish to this is how fucking awful he looks in his selfies 😂 he's way too young to take such bad photos of himself. there's some legend that quilters would purposely make a mistake in their quilt to show humility--that only god can be perfect--while i don't know if this is a true story, maybe granit's selfies are the contemporary version of this 😂

as for the REST of it...

who the fuck is this man? he's so strong and solid while not being an asshole, toxic man with no emotions. he operates on a value system that feels almost archaic sometimes, but in a good way, like he'd probably lie his nice coat over a puddle for mikel to step on in the rain. he truly seems to have the most golden heart. But he has a heart of molten gold—more lethal than the hard form.  More alive.  Overtaking everything it touches. His natural leadership and charisma are truly insane. My sister is a little like him in this way, and it's always truly fascinating to watch--someone who just naturally commands the attention, leads a conversation, even the most experienced and hardened team captain seems to defer to granit for the team talks. while "taking over everything and commanding the attention" is often a really annoying and unlikeable quality, for people for whom it comes that naturally you can't even hate them for it because they're not trying to be pushy or an asshole. they're just a born leader.

i also used to think he was kind of a himbo, but i feel like i owe him an apology because he actually seems quite intelligent and serious. he's one of those footballers who can give an actual academic subject answer for "what was your favorite subject in school" (math lol)

least favorite thing about them: that he DOESN'T PLAY FOR ARSENAL ANYMORE

favorite line: anytime he calls mikel a "freak, in a positive way"? in his open mic video during covid season, where someone scores and he goes "FUCK ME! THAT'S FOOTBALL GUYS!" uhhh...his entire "if you don't have the balls to play, stay home" speech in 2022? when he told alex iwobi "i only listen albanian music" in his #29 days cause that was such a lie lmao. in terms of international duty: when he was hyping up the team before the penalties vs france in euro 2020 and yelled "WE ARE CLEARLY THE BETTER TEAM HERE". or...most iconically...looking at the serbian bench and mouthing "Ta qifsha nonen ne pidh"...thanks to my scholarly pursuits of albanian i did not need a translator for that ;). or wait...in colney carpool...whatever the fuck that weird thing he said about giraffes was 😂

brotp: well...granit and his actual brother taulant? hahaha. i love him with anyone he was friends with at arsenal (gabby j modelling his clothing line, anyone?) with carlos cuesta, with ricci rodriguez, xherdan shaqiri, and breel embolo (always ready to throw down with vs the serbian nt). his history with yann sommer...i love granit's Friendships

notp: ok...please don't hate me. i don't mean "notp" as in like, eww, i hate this, i'd never read about it, i'd block the tags, etc. i just don't personally ship granit and martin. i think they were a great influence on each other as like...captain and vice-captain, and i loved seeing their interactions there. i just didn't really see sexual chemistry between them, if that makes sense. i certainly have read some granit and martin fics and enjoyed them! i just don't ship it really.

otp: i mean...

X H A K A R T E T A

do i need to stay more? two hearts that beat as one. one's heart is the other's home. mikel saving granit, shaping and transforming him, understanding him...sometimes it makes me think of the story in plato's symposium (don't worry everyone--i got a C+ in classical philosophy this is the only thing i remember or understood) from aristophanes where he talks about how zeus cut ppl in two and they have to roam around looking to find their "other half" so they could be complete...Xhakarteta be like that.

and also. how they both own each other, dominate each other, submit to the other. granit in charge in bed yet all in service of mikel. granit's utter, wide-eyed devotion to mikel in interviews. the way mikel saw the beast and the angel within, and loved the beast and showed the world the angel. UGHGHGGHGGHGGHG

random headcanon: i don't think granit would like, label his sexuality as anything? i think he just does what feels right.

unpopular opinion: i've definitely expressed this before but i do not--sincerely do not--agree with the popular view that granit would "lose control" when he got physical. for example (sorry veronika hahaha) when he chokes ashley westwood. if you look at his body language there--or even in like november 2022 vs chelsea where he kind of flung chalobah around--it's honestly a body that is very IN control of itself. he just came at these games from a very different mindset. he's naturally aggressive, goal-oriented, here to both win but also defend the honor of both himself and the team, so-- confident in his value system, he didn't care what he had to do to make it happen.

i've genuinely never seen granit appear "out of control," and i've watched a lot of aggressive granit compilations hahaha. i think mikel did help him find maturity about this, and i think putting him in a less defensive role really helped. granit defending = license to Murder

(frivolous bonus: i think he looked hot with the bleached hair! like he looked kind of deranged and so it grew on me...it definitely doesn't suit him hahaha)

song i associate with them: i don't really have one...maybe kangë e shahirav by mc kresha/lyrical son, and/or future lovers by madonna, but only bc i've listened to these songs a lot when writing fics about him lol

favorite picture of them: hOW do u expect me to do the impossible!!!!! how about these 2, the first with granit in my two favorite colors of course (and i love the 2nd one because he looks like he just woke up lol)

[destinyc1020]

I feel like he contradicts himself sometimes, but maybe I'm not quite understanding him 🤔

Naw i think yr right lol JE comes across hypocrital and wishy-washy a lot. Talks about if u want a Elvis impreasion go to Vegas while complimenting Austin in another interview, talking about TKB being an "escape" while loving TMNT (lmao), wanting to b such a private person bt dating a whole influencer n dissing TKB one day while saying yr grateful for it another...

he may b book smart bt he just dsnt seem.. the brightest to put it bluntly 🥴 lik hes just nt consistent with what he says

Lol rofl 🤣 😂

No, my favorite was when he dissed superhero films, but LOVED TMNT and watched it repeatedly lol 😆

Or, when he called Superman "way too dark", so that's why he didn't want to do the role, but yet, he plays Nate Jacobs in Euphoria.... 🥴👀

I thought Superman was like the boy scout of superheros honestly rofl 🤣 But hey, maybe this new film's script is crazy dark rofl 🤣

[wowstrawberrycow]

tagged by @elvenhymntoelbereth

Last song: Dream a Little Dream cover by Pink Martini. Original song is by Doris Day. I love Pink Martini and Doris Day 💗💖

Favorite color: it's a tie between rainbows, glitter, and pink. I'm a barbie. What do you expect me to say🤣

Last book: I'm rereading Lotr The Two Towers for a drabble request! I take my requests very seriously💝 Mainly the chapter regarding the battle of helm's deep. That's my request.

Last movie: I would say Barbie in the nutcracker, that i watched with @elvenhymntoelbereth . Buttt, that's not true. Because, I watched Labyrinth yesterday. Gods fuckin bless you David Bowie😍

Last TV show: I'd say The Ring's of Power. I did finish that recently. 😂😂😂 But, I watched an episode of Sofia the First sometime after that! 🤣🤣🤣 Don't judge me. I'm a very complicated individual and my media taste is whiplash. Sue me!

Sweet/savory/spicy: SWEET!!! but also savory. I often like mixing savory and sweet flavors together. My tummy does reject sugar overload though. So I'm not that bad about sugar.

Relationship: I am in a relationship with my partner @cerberussys. We are both poly sooo. I'm over here like um...Ummm... Y'all wanna talk to me?? I'm a Lesbian 😉

Last thing I googled: Dear gods don't judge me 😬 I'm writing a drabble for a request by @valar-did-me-wrong and @gauntletgirlie. It's a hurt/comfort drabble involving Adar X Gil-galad. I'm shooting for one where Adar faces racism. Buttt, in order to do that I have to research violent racist crimes. It's for quality content purposes I swear!!!

Current obsession: Gay Middle Earth ships. Elrond X Thranduil, Elrond X Adar, Adar X Celebrimbor (they are subby/subby), Legolas X Gimli. Please send help. Actually, feed the fire. Hit me up if you wanna RP.

Looking forward to: I'm honestly not sure??? Maybe starting work again? I'm really tired of being broke all the time.

Wanna play???? @gauntletgirlie , @bugstuff4ever, @gentlefauna , @silvereyesofelivostis , @valar-did-me-wrong , @nt-yrs , @firelightinferno , @greenleaf4stuff , @scholarlyhobbit

tagged by @dicetardly

Last song: Säga mig by Linnea Henriksson because @woodlandrealm made me listen to it and now it's living in my head rent free

Favorite color: id say purple atm, but i don't have only one favorite

Last book: The thirst by Jo Nesbø (im not entirely done reading it yet tho)

Last movie: Barbie in the nutcracker, that i watched with @wowstrawberrycow because this is what adults do

Last TV show: ive been rewatching Castlevania lately

Sweet/savory/spicy: savory or spicy are my favorite things

Relationship: i have the most wonderful boyfriend ever and im the happiest<3

Last thing I googled: "how to write smut" don't judge me im tRYING lmao

Current obsession: gale dekarios, he makes me feral and i want to bark fkljkjrez

Looking forward to: a good night of sleep, im begging at this point

I tag @tisseflamme (just to be annoying), @woodlandrealm (also just to be annoying but ill understand if you don't want to do it because you hate me and all, it's ok i guess :( ), @windforkthewriter and @wowstrawberrycow (my barbie friend)

no pressure of course, love yall<3

[dorian-they-ao3]

[chaostrick]

I fell in love with football watching Robben and RvP and Sneijder take on teams that were supposed to kill them off in 2014!! I love Robben. That penalty he drew against Mexico? Iconic.

Dutch players turning ppl into football fans since forever ❤ I was really rooting for them, still sad they didn’t reach the final. Robben was simply the best in 2014!! Iconic indeed #erapenal

[spoon-writes]

Hi spoonwrites!

I never really ask anything or request anything from anyone but WOW. I love ends of the earth and its slow burn narrative based story. I know from archivesofourown that there is eventual smut and I gotta admit I’m REALLY curious because I originally thought that was off the table for you but I’m so so glad it isn’t.

I love when smut has a meaningful romantic arc behind it, it just makes everything more gratifying, and your story is fantastic already without it. I guess what I’m asking is…can you update it please 😅 You don’t have to rush smut or anything but I want confirmation from the ✨author themself ✨that it’s coming. I think I’ve read shelter a million times cuz that’s the most sexual tension we’ve gotten so far lol.

I think a lot of Mando smut is great but can sometimes be too much? Idk like I don’t mind a bit of dominance and roughness AT ALL but your version of mando seems like the most show accurate one so far and I would love to see how he devils tango if ya know what I mean. He seems like he could get down and dirty while still not becoming the typical dom character that’s like “you pretty little c*nt loves to be f*cked by my…..” ya know😂. I’m not like a prude (censoring myself didn’t help my case lol) but I don’t think that’s realistic for mando, I think he is a guy that can f*ck and be rough and a little kinky while not going overboard and still keeping his honorable character intact even in smut mode.

Anyways hope this wasn’t too long but I just wanted to say I LOVE your writing I think you have a special talent that cannot be taught and gotta say, urs is probably the best mando fic yet. I really hope your ok and still want to come back to continue posting! Just know that your work is always supported <3

Thank you SO much holy shit this is literally one of the nicest messages I’ve ever gotten 😭 You’re so sweet omg <3 Sorry it took so long to reply but I honestly needed some time to calm down lol So I am definitely gonna update Ends again! I actually got the next arc written it just needs some editing and then it’s good to go. I’m not totally sure when, but it is coming! These last months I’ve been at a low ebb motivation wise, so thank you for giving me a kick in the pants lol it feels so good writing again Also I can give you a definitive confirmation that there will indeed be smut. I’ve always preferred smut scenes that straddle (oi oi) mature and explicit so that’ll be what I’ll be aiming for. I’m not really a fan of typical dom character Mando either 😂but I can tell you that this won’t really be a thing for quite a while unfortunately. But if you like sexual tension on the other hand 😉 stay tuned Mando can be a tricky character to nail down, so I’m glad to hear that you think I write him well! It’s funny because I just read the very first notes I made and he’s a VERY different character than he ended up being. I started writing Ends between episode 3 and 4, so before he was on Sorgan and we got more of a glimpse into him as a character. Very first draft it was actually him who caught Sinead on Toola, but I realized that it wouldn’t work because no matter how much character development I put them both through, Sinead would never trust Mando. So nameless Trandoshan it is! Thank you again this is such a lovely message! I promise the next update won’t be a million years away <3

[pickled-flowers]

I love your blog so much sometimes I think it must be a fig mer-nt of my imagination

MDNSKJDKSBDKSJD ANON YOUR MIND 😂😂😂😂

[avenirdelight]

Don’t listen to that last anon. As someone who was also not born and raised a spurs fan but rather became one by choice (crazy as it may sound lol), sometimes I feel myself having a bit of imposter syndrome and questioning why this team makes me feel the way it does and, while I understand my relationship to the team is different than those who have been spurs fans since birth, I still don’t think anyone has the right to gatekeep how spurs make you feel because why would any of us put ourselves through the mortifying ordeal of being a spurs fan if not for the way they make us feel? Whether spurs are playing well or badly, I think we can all agree, supporting spurs makes us all feel like a part of something bigger than ourselves, part of a community, and isn’t that worth celebrating? And tbh, if you started supporting spurs during the 2020-21 season and still intend on supporting them, you deserve a medal and a parade and that’s that on that…anyway coys! 🤍

thank you so much for sharing your story, i really really appreciate it🤍

it’s okay, it’s not the first time i was told not to act like a “massive fan” of spurs and england nt. i spent some time to think about it, and talked with some of my mutuals, to make sure that what i do here doesn’t disrespect anyone because that’s the last thing i want to do.

i had never been interested in football before. and until this day i still wonder, out of all the teams in the world, why did i find and choose spurs (that somehow brought me to england nt)? i’m a believer of everything happens for a reason. and i’m experiencing the first of everything and making new memories, i just want to enjoy and cherish them, all the exciting things and all the heartbreaks☺️ (wish i could’ve been here way sooner, you know😂)

sometimes, being a non-english person makes me feel like i’m an outsider, but then i see so many spurs fans from my country and think, oh maybe i do belong here. and well, i let myself feel everything i feel. i want to support them all i can, in my own ways, even though it’s not much😊

thank you so much dear anon, made me happy waking up to this😆 have a lovely day, stay safe and healthy! sending my love💓 coys coys coys coys coys🤍

[sapphosvioletts]

Awww, you and your friend sound like you really get along that’s so sweet!!

And OMG yes, having irl friends can just be so exhausting sometimes - like the more you have, the harder it can get to stay social and provide all that support that comes along with friendship and you can get so burnt out sometimes

But I think my favourite line from the episode was Mobius saying “He could be lying, the long con, of course that just makes him more likely to be a Loki”

I just lost it after that because he’s right!! Cause if he’s been lying that whole time about being a Loki, that just raises the chances of him actually being a Loki cause who else would lie about something like that 😂

And of course I remembered!! I was really interested in hearing about it so I wasn’t going to forget!! Now if we were talking about remembering something I don’t find interesting or don’t like, then chances are I would’ve forgotten as my memory is crap sometimes 😅

But I’m glad to hear that everything went well!! Well, everything aside from you falling on your ass - that sounds like it can hurt with those kinda floors

And thank you!! It’s nice to hear that!! I do find it hard to do stuff sometimes and I’m not sure why - like I can have excess energy and easily be able to do something, yet when it actually comes to do it it seems so hard to be able to like, get together the will to start. Cause once I’ve started it’s always easy and flies by, just starting itself though Is always hard and I’m not sure why. I always just tell people it’s me being lazy, but it’s not usually the case - I just don’t know how to explain it to them without them think I’m coming up with excuses

Idk, either way though thank you for the kind words - it means a lot!!

- 🦋

yeah i love her! and yesss like with my friends, even though i love hanging out with them it gets me so burnt out!!!

and oh my god yes!! because it's it's just an endless loop when you keep thinking about it lmaooo

awhhh shsjsksk you're so sweet 🥺 and yeah sometimes but i've fallen so many times it's not too bad lmao

and it could be because if executive dysfunction!! it's basically a difference in cognitive, emotional, and behavioral difficulties in the brain that a lot of ND people have. getting started on tasks is part of it, it can be really difficult, even simple tasks. because for neurotypicals some tasks just come so easily to them, but with executive dysfunction it is a lot more difficult. like every night my executive dysfunction really shows when i need to get in the shower, even though i love showers. but there's so many steps that NTs don't even have to think about, but to us is exhausting because there are just so many tiny steps to doing something so simple. like you have to get up, grab a towel, my phone (for music lmao), then go to the bathroom, turn on the shower, put the towel up, and so on and so on and to NTs that's so simple, but for us those tiny steps are much more noticeable

i hope that made any sense lol but just know you aren't lazy, it could just be executive dysfunction!

[tomdutch]

I’m so happy I’ve got you feeling excited, like we are a WEEK away?! HOW HAS THE TIME GONE SO SLOW BUT SO FAST?!

Oh trust, I won’t be spoiling it for ANYONE! I’ve made deals with a couple people who want me to spoil it but I won’t be putting that on public forums for everyone to see, I’m a c*nt sometimes but I’m not a dick 💀 hahaha

Omg your last final?! GOOD LUCK!! I’m sure you don’t need it bc you’re gonna smash it but yessss once you’re done you can just say fuck it and do what you want and I love that for you ♥️

My week has been alright apart from an emergency d*ntist appointment which I hate but the week is nearly over so fuck it 😂

Also, I’m gonna take a minute to appreciate the wonderful hot ones video today….okay minute over, but holy shit I’ve missed Tom being out and about and in videos this funny, I need more Tomtent like this 😭

this is a couple days late, i’m sorry, it has not been a fun time to live in my head recently 😭 but yeah i’m becoming a lil more excited for nwh!! the hot ones interview and hearing tom talk abt his experience with alfred molina and how much this film means to him got me in my bag i’m not gonna lie 😔

omg unpopular opinion but i love going to the dentist…. idk what it is, i just excel at it. perhaps it’s an oral fixation thing 🧍🏽‍♀️ god anyway let’s not unpack this i hope your emergency wasn’t too painful and that you can rest :(

and yeah fuck i miss him so much 🥺 that interview felt like a breath of fresh air and i can’t stop rewatching it :’) really hope gets more intimate-yet-not-intrusive solo interviews for this press tour, it was so wonderful to hear him talk abt films and himself and cuss and be goofy for a half hour. could wash it for weeks

[steponmepinkjun]

THATS WHAT IVE BEEN WONDERING! maybe its cause i dont look a day over 13 and im 5'2. idk. i think everyone stopped being scared of me when i stopped clawing bitches in hs. maybe i should grow out my nails again... LMFAO i was feral fr. nah but when ppl tell me i talk to much i get more upset and less angry and wanting to ruin their life bc my track record w keeping friends is so bad my brain has convinced me it's a me problem and something i genuinely need to work on so i shouldnt hold it against them. it keeps me from sending them 6ft under but i still do hold it against them. like yes jade i remember every single little off comment u made to me in 8th grade. tbh looking back on it it's probably because i still wanted to be friends w them that i held back. the bitches who Really crossed me and i lashed out at, never recovered. i was deadass aboutta jump a bitch on the way home from work the other day for smth he did three years ago. guess i really am a scorpio LMAOOOO too bad im leaving the country i wouldve loved to knock his lights out -felix bi anon

My philosophy on yall shorties has always been this: the shorter they are, the closer to hell. Do NOT fuck w a shortie they will slice your achilles tendon and then go back to their iced coffee like it twerent no thang. Mess w someone under 5'5", they will burn your house down right after they ask for your help reaching the snacks on the top shelf 😂 IT IS NOT A GAAAAAME HOMIE 🤣🤣 anyone who thinks that shorties can't fight has never gotten an uppercut to the jaw from someone who looks like they should be on the schoolbus but harbors the fires of hell inside them at all times. Not a joke, just a fact. I promise you though it's absolutely not a you problem, I know it's so hard to overcome that mindset because we're constantly confronted w the fact that we live in a world that is not designed for us to thrive in, but it's not a you problem, some people just fucking suck. If I had a boring ass NT brain I'd probably be mad as hell that someone had so many cool things to talk about too, when all I had was a regurgitation of whatever mainstream news was out lately 🙄 If I wasn't easily able to juggle six topics and storylines at once during any conversation I'd be mad too 🙄 If I was the human brain equivalent of flat soda I'd be mad too 🙄 Scorpios do be ruuuuuthlessssss tho, straight out the jungle type ruthless 😂 that's what I love about yall. Yall don't miss, yall don't even play. Your shooters a scorp, they stay hot 😂 But I also really love the fact that Scorpios are so feisty and petty because they are deadass the most loyal fuckin people you've ever met, they've always been through shit and have been hurt and their heart is locked away behind all the walls all their past betrayals built. But if you stick around, put in some elbow grease, show you're a real one? Get past those walls? Actually get to touch that heart that theyve kept so soft and so tender, away from all that damage? They'll never leave you, never ever, theyll never dream of going against you or betraying your trust. They'll ride out for life. You gotta work for em, but they're worth it. And if you finally earn that trust, and then betray it? You go back on a scorp once they've allowed you into the triple-decker high-end-security vault that is their heart? They NEVER forget. They might forgive you, sometime 80 years from now, at your own funeral (which they showed up to looking hotter and more successful and more unbothered than anyone else), but they will never forget. Scorps are soft and extremely sensitive under that exoskeleton. Under it all, they're as soft as a scoop of strawberry ice cream melting in the summer sun. Softiest, sweethearts, good, loyal friends, protective as fuck, scary on the outside but only bevause they have reason to be. Every person I've ever fallen in love with has been a Scorpio for that reason, they fuckin get it. I ain't never had my ass checked quicker or more thoroughly than by a Capricorn, and I ain't never been whipped into shape faster than by an Aries lmfao you're swimmin in it, you're golden, boo. MY ass however hoooo lawd jeebus, I got the taurus moon (sounds of projectile vomiting) which is why these boys easily control my emotions from their fuckin dorm that don't even got a proper curtain rod 😂

[destinyc1020]

By the way Hollywood is i would just b content with Kaia being in her late 20s n Austin in his late 30s bt 20 (wen they met) is just so.. young. I actually enjoy Kaias book club n she said in the last one that was told a lot that she was very "mature" n a "old soul" when she was young n i definetly get that vibe from her, i feel like she thinks shes more mature bt by her interviews she sounds like her age to me tbh (nt a bad thing though shes still seems more stable than a lot of other nepo baby models).

I did think her n JE were going to last longer, they give off the same kinda vibe imo. In his print interviews he seems pretentious/wanting to emulate old hollywood stars or Health Ledger n Kaia mentioned smthin about how an artist isnt going to sacrifice their movie for someones kid (wrong lol) cuz thats not how art is made n she wants to "make art". Just by those comments i got why they were a couple ☠️ both of them can just sound very eye rolling to put it plainly lol kaia seems a lil more geniune wen shes nt ignorant about nepotism tho lol

Im srry bt the "rent a model gf" gave me a lil chuckle lmao it def helps wen her last n current bf have been actors n she wants to b an actress now. Anytime someone mentions her its either cuz her mom or shes "_'s gf". I think shes prob going to continue to have a deal with the paps until or if her acting career takes off cuz they give her visibility in hollywood

Late 20s would be fine....shoot... even 25 would be better and just fine imo lol 😆

I've always liked the fact that Kaia had her book club, and it's smthg she's done for years. She's a VERY avid reader, so I'm not even surprised that Austin was attracted to her, coz he loves to read also! 😊 Like, I can totally understand why they clicked, cuz they actually have quite a bit in common.

While I do think that Kaia has been forced to grow up VERY quickly in the modeling world, and probably isn't a "regular person's" 21 year old, she's STILL very young (imo), and pretty naïve and out of touch.... You can tell by her interviews. The funny thing is, she doesn't even realize it yet, which is why it's so ironic.

I'm not sure of the context of what she meant by "making art", so I won't comment on that, but part of me almost feels like she's just repeating buzz words lol. At least with JE, I feel like that's who he truly is, and what he truly wants. Although they sometimes looked miserable together lol, I actually think they were better matched? They were closer in age, and seemed to have similar backgrounds.

ALL of us were more naïve at that age though, so it's not a slight towards her, it's just a reminder that she doesn't have much life experience yet. 🤷🏾‍♀️ According to Psychologists, your brain isn't even FULLY developed until your mid-late 20s!

JE grew up pretty privileged, and so did Kaia. When you've been raised around wealth your entire life like Kaia has, it's hard to know how to relate to "common folk".

Re: JE.....

I'm not even surprised he's with Olivia Jade rn lol. 😅 They've actually lasted waaaay longer than I expected, so I guess he stopped cheating on his gfs lol. 🤭

Re: Rent-a-Model-Girlfriend...

Lol I'm sorry rofl 🤣 But after dating Pete Davidson, Jacob Elordi, and now Austin Butler lol, it just seems like I'm noticing a pattern here rofl 🤣 (Hot, up-and-coming actors who are going places lol)

As far as Austin is concerned.....

I'm probably gonna ruffle some Kaustin/Kaia feathers by saying this lol, but I'll say it anyway since I'm ALWAYS 💯% honest here on my blog....

First off, I'll just say, I think Austin is actually a very nice guy, and definitely seems way more humble and in touch with reality due to his background.

But boy does he have a bad woman picker lol 😂 Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying the women he's been with have been "bad women" at all (I actually didn't mind Vanessa back when they were dating pre-covid 🥴), I just think that his personality doesn't always align with who he's dating. So his choices are sometimes like, "seriously?" to me lol. Almost like, he doesn't realize that he could do better. 👀

Tbh, I've often wondered if maybe he got with Kaia because after the lengthy Vanessa rlshp and breakup, maybe he just wanted smthg more low-key, easy maintenance, a pretty girl on your arm for movie premieres and press tours so you're not asked about your ex all the time 🙄, and just someone who can be private, and not rustle feathers too much, or be overly obnoxious on social media. 👀

I could be dead wrong, but I kinda get the impression that he's more so focused on his career right now. Yes, he's been in the business for almost 20 years, but he's JUST now getting his big break, so he's a bit behind than some others who got their big breaks in their early 20s or younger. He could def date an older woman again in the future, but I don't think at this moment in his life that he's really looking for an older woman who might be wanting or pressuring marriage right now.... hence, KAIA. 👀 🤷🏾‍♀️

I actually wouldn't mind Kaia too much if she were at least 25 and came from a regular background like himself. She's private, she doesn't say anything about the rlshp, and many famous ppl need you to be that way when you're dating such a high-profile man. Maybe she took notes from Zendaya lol 🤭

Anyway, I think his focus at the moment is his career. You saw how QUICKLY those engagement rumors got squashed right lol? Rofl 🤣 😂 I'd be a little surprised if he gets engaged to Kaia anytime soon. (I could be totally wrong though)

But he is def a guy who seems to prefer stable, long-term rlshps though, so they will probably last quite a while! They might even surprise everyone and get engaged one day, but I don't see it happening tomorrow, in other words. 🤷🏾‍♀️

Honestly?? I actually think Austin would do well to just be SINGLE for 6 months lol. I know that's a TALL order for a handsome, nice guy in the industry lol, but imo I think it would do him well. He's been through a LOT. Not just his mom's death, but other things in his life as well.

Relationship-wise, he went from an 8-yr rlshp with Vanessa, to then a massive breakup, to then a rebound "situationship" with his Elvis costar Olivia, to then another rebound fling with Lily Depp lol.... like laawwwd dude rofl 🤣 😂 Can't you just be single lol? 🤣

I'll give him a slight pass though, cuz 8 years is a very long time to be with someone, and then NOT have anybody.... I always say that the longer your relationship was, the longer you rebound also. I don't even think they broke up in person face-to-face. 👀

Anyway, IF he and Kaia do breakup one day, I'll be looking to see who he gets with next, cuz if it's some young 21 year old again I'm gonna be giving him the MASSIVE side-eye.

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Anyway, those are my thoughts/opinions.... you don't have to agree. 🤷🏾‍♀️

[holdmyhopeinyourhands]

Every hero has their origin story. How did you come to like psg and roma?

Lmao that's one way to put it. Roma has and will always be my first team, and i fell in love with that club when i watched italy nt growing up. I always say i loved totti before i loved football and it's still the truth. I didn't fully get the sport when i was younger but totti was amazing to watch so that's how i grew to love the club too. For psg. It was more recent. I became interested in the club when they got thiago silva. I just loved how graceful and intelligant he made defensive work look. To this day he remains one of my all time favorite players. Just from the sheer fact that he made me appreciate defending so much. So yeah. Not an amazing story, but there you have it anon😅 seriously though, thanks for asking. It's good to remember why i love football sometimes and why i haven't jumped this wreck of a ship long time ago😂

[maybeiamok]

First of all, THANK YOU FOR THE INSIGHT🌝💃

Now that is my tropical chart, my sidereal chart is more dangerous 😂 i dont have any sort of exaltation or ruler in its own sign thing💀 and it kinda scares me

Aquarius Sun: i love that its at 0°..authentic one hehe..people think of me as an awkward, WEIRD, and detached person for sure! Tho i have sun in 7H and im an extrovert i feel the constant need to hide ,as in sit in my room and dont go out for days after a one day of socializing 👽..yes i love how unique my thots r lawl not bragging bt kinda bragging..p.s. ive got manyyy leo friends.. due to sun being in 7H ig..i really feel to go out and socialize..bt most of my socializing is online one being an aqua sun..nd its really easy for me to make friends and its so true tht people look up to me... I feel useful hehe

Capricorn moon: yes i think toooo much🥲..my mum is emotionally detached..bt i love her the mosttttttt..i am socially awkward..bt it really depends on my mood..yesssss im so moody. and i do seek validation..i hate it bt i still do it..its hard being a cap moon..bt i love this placement...i love my cap placements 🥺💜

Capricorn Mercury: feels classy🥲..i dunno y im so damn into cap and scorpio placements🫂..dude most of the times people think of me as an pessimistic person..like all i do is speak truth..im nt serious at all..im playful all of the times(sidereal sagg mercury)..bt people perceive me as an serious person😶🥲..evn if im joking they will take me seriously🙂..yes i definitely like to gather information before i speak..thts wht i do everytime. Weighing pros and cons is on spot⚡..except whn im angry..i do anything

Aries Mars: I LOVE MARSSSSSS!!!...mars conjucts my mc nd i love it ..im reckless and impulsive bt only whn im angry..othr times in on cap mercury mode🫂👽..i do get angry easily its so true nd my anger vanishes 1 sec after ive created some mess😳😚..really independence is one of the most imp things to me..lawl my friends evn my fam says im difficult to argue wid hehe..im supr competitive...i do find competition in anything lawl..bt at the same time YES. IM AN SOUR LOSER🥲🥺

Now mars in 9H: mars influences me the most..despite of having mercury in 6H..i hate routines..i do love to make timetables tho..bt end up failing to follow em..im not disciplined..im organised! Yes..im late anywhere and everywhere..sagg influence?..i do like idea of being dominated bt thn whn someone dominates me i hate it🙂..i seek PURE FREEDOM.. foreign people, foreign languages fascinates me..nd i wanna move lawl this so true abt this placement of mine

Venus in 8H: my most favourite placement is venus in 8H..im emotional ..bt i rather hide it from people🥲..ive had many fake friends in past..so nw i depend on my vibe check to let people in..yes im caring and sensitive🥲..best thing is tht..people trust me so much wid them..and share very literal thing about them..bt sometimes it drains me as evn..people whom i barely knw..start sharing their problems and stuff and then it affects my energy and no matter how happy i am at that moment i do become irritative and sad..yes i seek for deep connections..evn in friendships..i seek fr deep conversations..tho none of my frnds converse on deep level..it feels as if everything around me is superficial

About Jupiter: i dont like my jupiter in virgo at all🥲..i rather love jup in leo(sidereal)..good thing that it falls in 2nd house atleast..i like to gift sooo muchhh..like everywhere i go..if im buying something fr me ..ill buy one fr my bestie as well..givin small surprises is fun..yeah i do love helping people a lot

Saturn: i do have love and hate relationship wid saturn🥲..sometimes i loveee it more than anything and other times i whine about it the most..saturn in 12H is hard constant nightmares,insomnia, restlessness..yes im prone to oversharing most of the times..my father prolly hates me lawl..idk y🌝..strong fear of abandonment dude yeah..i do doubt myself most of the times

P.s. Certain times i feel as if im opposing myself..today im this..tommo im that..i question my choices most of the time💀

Once again thank you for enlightening me💜

Have a good day🤍🤍

Nd also ignore my typos😶🥲 or grammatical mistakes

Heyyy!

Here fr d game!

Umm im guessing ur an pisces mercury*hehe jst types wht comes to mind at 1st

Also i wont mind if u post it publicly or send me privately

Here is my birthchart(tropical)

Lawl SUSPENSE..Hehe

Anw Have a great day/night ahead🤍🥂

Guessing was fun tho..evn if i guessed wrng one💀🤣

Hey!! You did guess wrong, sorry about that xd but it's oki, don't worry about it! Have a good day too ^^

Welcome to your reading. Please remember to send feedback.

First impressions when looking at your chart: you don't have a lot of aspects, but a lot of them are exact: that wedge patter between Saturn, Venus and Mercury is very exact; you have an even distribution of planets among the signs and the houses; also, the angles (except IC) all conjunct planets or points

SUN IN AQUARIUS

As an Aquarius, you are quirky, aloof, dreamy and humanist. People may think you're awkward and detached, which is probably true for you since your Sun is at 0º of Aquarius. Your originality and uniqueness are probably the things you love about yourself the most. Your mind is also quite agile, which allows you to fulfil your dreams. Nevertheless, we cannot ignore the fact that the Sun is in Detriment in the sign of Aquarius. This means that the Sun can struggle here, making you feel confused as to who you are and how you can express yourself. You very much value your independence and your rebelliousness. However, you can be stubborn to a fault when it comes to your thoughts and opinions.

SUN IN THE 7TH HOUSE

The Sun in the house of Libra shows that you really enjoy socializing and that's also where you shine the most brightly. The Venusian influence gives you charm and elegance, which cause people to flock to you. Also, you may show your true colours in relationships, particularly romantic ones. Having someone close to you will allow you to achieve a better understanding of yourself. You do well when it comes to working with others; this placement helps the detached, independent Aquarius Sun to be more sociable and better appreciate others. Also, the Venus influence can make people look up to you and see themselves in you, something that doesn't really happen with Aquarius Suns in generally. You may do well in associations or organizations because you have a need to be in society.

MOON IN CAPRICORN

Once again, you have a planet in Detriment. Capricorn, the sign of Saturn, struggles to feel and voice the emotions they experience. Therefore, it is natural that the Moon finds this sign difficult. You think too much. Perhaps you had a complicated relationship with your mother, which may have caused you to repress your emotions. Capricorn placements, in general, tend to grow up and mature quite early, which leads to unhealthy coping mechanisms; you had to raise your walls up high, so you struggle to let anyone in. You may also be socially awkward. At the same time, you may seek validation from society, which is one of the things that may give you that emotional security that you deeply seek. You should work on letting your guard down; emotions are not the enemy, it's okay to feel what you feel. Let out your inner child once in a while.

MOON IN THE 6TH HOUSE

Here, the Moon is in the house of Virgo (but lying almost on top of the Descendant). There is a strong connection between body and mind. You seek emotional safety through your work and other acts of service; you want to be useful to people and to spend your time wisely. You may be a workaholic. Your routines are very important to you; you can get distraught if someone messes with your daily habits. Your health may be a concern to you, but since your Moon is harmoniously aspected, I'd say you're generally healthy. Nevertheless, watch for any hereditary diseases or problems with food or alcohol. The square with Mars suggests to me that you can quickly let out your anxieties. You like discipline, organization and cleanness; you are determined in the pursuit of your goals. You may have a vocation to work directly with people. Your moods may change quickly.

MERCURY IN CAPRICORN

With Mercury in Capricorn, you speak in a very structured, pondered way. You are very analytical and it shows in the way you communicate. You're a realist, but people may think you're more pessimistic. You definitely tend to be pessimistic at times, as well as distrustful and sceptical. You like to research, to gather information before speaking. You're concrete in your thinking, logical and organized. You take your time to make decisions; you weigh all the pros and cons carefully. Probably not the one to daydream or have many fantasies; you prefer the realistic and achievable. Although you're mostly serious, you can be playful sometimes.

MERCURY IN THE 6TH HOUSE

Capricorn Mercury is similar to Mercury in the house of Virgo. You are probably a perfectionist person, determined and organized. You analyse everything, yourself and your emotions included. You're very critical, especially of yourself. You hold everyone to high standards; once again, yourself the most. Like Capricorn Mercury, you can have pessimistic tendencies. You probably repress your feelings and rationalize them instead. Additionally, your knowledge can progress through daily life experiences and through your body. You should practice meditation and mindfulness because your anxiety and stress may have a direct effect on your bodily health.

VENUS IN PISCES

Venus is exalted in Pisces. This sign is intuitive, empathetic and emotional, which are traits that Venus likes. You feel everything and negative energies really get to you, so it's important that you find a partner that gives you emotional stability. You make a good lover, for you are caring and sensitive to people's needs, especially your partner's. Venus here gives you ethereal, alluring vibes. You can seem almost magical to people. You can be very protective of those you love, selfless; you can even sacrifice yourself for them. You're a daydreamer, you live in your own fantasy world. You have great aesthetic taste and you're quite romantic. However, be careful not to be taken advantage of; your too-good nature can land you someone whose intentions are far from the best.

VENUS IN THE 8TH HOUSE

Venus here acquires some Scorpio traits, namely the need to get a deep connection with someone. You are a person of extremes, not of middle-terms. In this sense, you can get effortlessly get people to open up to you, to tell you their deepest, darkest secrets. Since the (H also rules other people's money, you may get rich through an inheritance or a good marriage. Also, people may trust you with their money. In love, too, they aspire to learn everything about their partner. You seek transformative relationships, ones that will allow you to experience a different range of emotions, another dimension, even. Casual relationships are probably not your thing. You can get too controlling and dominating, so beware of that. Also, financial security is important to you; you may even have a job that has directly to do with money.

ARIES MARS

Here, Mars is in its rulership. You are quite reckless and impulsive in your actions. You like to be the first, to be the pioneer (much like Aries is the first sign of the Zodiac). You have a knack for leadership and people tend to be happy to follow your lead. You are quite competitive in just about everything; you can have a sour loser. You are quick to get mad, but after you explode, your anger will be gone in an instant. You are great at achieving goals because Mars helps you to stay motivated and determined; you are quite persistent and usually get what you want. You can also work well under pressure. Laziness is not in your blood. Your independence is quite important to you, as are your opinions. You can be quite stubborn and difficult to argue with, simply due to your relentlessness.

MARS IN THE 9TH HOUSE

Your Mars is in the house of Sagittarius. This placement allows you to acquire the necessary willpower for the journey to the expansion of knowledge and discovery. Your actions should help you with the acquisition of further knowledge, as well as ideas and strengthening your freedom. This placement goes against the need of routine imposed by your 6th house placements; Mars here wants you to get out there, be free, have fun, think about life, yourself and the universe. You have strong morals and philosophical ways. This placement may make you strongly seek, hunt, even, the truth of the fundamental questions. On another note, you can develop an attraction to foreign people and may wish to move away from home swiftly and without hesitation. This can be abroad too.

JUPITER IN VIRGO

Jupiter is in Detriment in Virgo. Whilst Jupiter is all about philosophy, the higher mysteries and expansion, Virgo seeks for the concrete, for what it knows, for the logical and rational. Therefore, this placement requires work. You are sceptical, you need to think and analyse everything before you come to a conclusion. Growth is achieved through responsibilities and being useful to others. A bit of idealism would be good, Jupiter struggles in Earth signs. You may think that you know more than you actually do, that you see the bigger picture when that is not true. Be careful not to grow an ego. Your beliefs will be challenged in this lifetime. You have a desire to help people, and in relationships too you want to do everything in your power to aid your partner.

JUPITER IN THE 2ND HOUSE

This placement generally brings good luck when it comes to money and other worldly possessions. You may also like to spend money, more on your loved ones than on yourself. You may be big into giving gifts. In order to reach that emotional security, you may wish to surround yourself with material items that, to you, hold great value and importance. Once you understand how better to acquire that stability, you may become rather generous with your money. You want a comfortable lifestyle. Like Venus in the 8th house, you may be good at managing your possessions, thus causing others to go to you for financial advice. You may not show it, but you have strong philosophical convictions, which may prove to be impossible to change.

SATURN IN CANCER

Saturn is in Detriment here, which makes it four planets in Detriment in your chart. You may feel a strong need for emotional safety, which could manifest as a fear of abandonment. There may also be some emotional blockages present that you struggle to overcome. Saturn retrograde, being the planet of Karma, may difficult your mission in life. You could be stuck on an unresolved trauma from a past life. This may be represented by a figure of authority in this life, perhaps your father. Instead of attempting to reconcile your past, try to accept the world changing around you. You may be too afraid to venture into the world and to open your heart; accept that it is part of life. Find people that give you that security, but don’t pour out your entire soul to them; find a balance. Not everything can be kept in our hearts, but not everything should be shared, either.

SATURN IN THE 12TH HOUSE

This is quite a strong and powerful placement: you have the planet of karma in the most karmic house. Also, according to Hellenistic Astrology, Saturn has its joy in the 12th house. You may be afraid to mess with the subconscious because your emotions may overtake you. Saturn is related to blockages and yours may be due to paranoia, which is characteristic of Neptune and Pisces. You may repress parts of yourself that you are not happy about, which makes you feel better, but, at the same time, paranoia can set in and make you wonder if that is the right thing to do. That aside, you may also struggle with poor self-esteem and doubts about yourself and life. There can be problems of guilt of some sort, perhaps even related to your life itself. It is very vague, but my thoughts about this placement are, in short, that, from birth, there have been deep traumas within you that have blocked your inner peace. What does are, I do not know. ⬛️