#I love his goodness his bleeding heart his language his thoughts his curly brown hair his blue eyes his guitar

[howarddevotoeater]

Do you guys remember when I meditated and on another plane of existence spoke to my true love and I was obsessed with finding him and dissociated for 3 months then I found this guy and knew it was him and was posting about how insane I am? Well guess what he is my bf he has been for a year and a half. WHOS INSANE NOW

[vemuabhi]

Hiii Vemuabhi chwaan, may i request for a hurt/comfort headcanon for the Monster Trio + Law where they are wandering around the new island with their fem. S/O when they come across a celestial dragon, and then their s/o starts to get a panic attack, like she can't breathe nor move and tears keeps streaming on their cheels due to their tragic past as a slave? IK its a weird request

credits to the owners of the pictures.

oh no! its not weird at all Yui chwan. its emotional. I tried to make it hc’s but it turned to be mini scenarios. i hope you like them. I just Love the picture above!

sorry for any mistakes. English is not my first language.

Warnings : angst, Mention of trauma, abuse, hurt then comfort.

MONKEY D LUFFY

You both were making jokes and laughing while you were looking around the Island for the last time before you all hit the waves.

Luffy stopped at every single food shop and took food from there, while you paid for the food he got. Well you weren’t complaining. You loved to take care of him because he was your lovely innocent captain and also your lover.

Suddenly everyone stopped whatever they were doing because of a loud Gunshot. Luffy and you looked in the direction of the gunshot. It seemed that a celestial dragon came to this place. There was a big person who was walking on all fours and had huge chains around his neck and hands. He was… a slave. Like once you were.

Seeing this you started sweating and your heart beat increased. You knew how terrible that situation is. You slowly looked up and saw a man with snot nose and black curly hair.

Your eyes widened in surprise as you saw the celestial dragon. He… he was the one who made you tremble with fear. He was the one who made you think Death would’ve been peaceful than to live under his foot.

You remembered how he had kicked you repeatedly and how he had thrown his hot coffee on your bare skin just because he wanted to know how hot the coffee was.

Your eyes started to water and you hid behind Luffy, clutching the back of his shirt. He hugged you back with one of his hand but didn’t look at you.

He noticed how you shivered with fear. He heard you sob but didn’t ask what had happened. He knew about how you were once a slave. Only he knew.

Meanwhile the rest of the straw hats came to the place from where ever they were because they heard the gun shot and were worried if something had happened to you two.

Nami and Chopper asked why you were crying. Then the celestial dragon started to slowly move in the direction of where you all were still on top of his slave. He was not yet close to where you were at but the sole presence of that jerk was enough to break your emotions.

Luffy soothingly rubbed on your back and now turned to face you. You looked at him with tears in your eyes and whispered, “That’s him”, so softly only for your boyfriend to hear. He gently wiped your tears and placed his straw hat on your head. You then saw how Luffy walked ahead with Sanji and Zoro behind him. You stopped crying as you looked at your captain with hope in your eyes.

He went to the Celestial Dragon and beat marines surrounding the celestial dragon and punched the Celestial Dragon’s face and made that jerk to taste the dirt. You are sure he broke his ribs. You stopped trembling and smiled as Luffy turned around and gave you his classic smile. Luffy doesn’t fail to make you smile.

Luffy stretched his arms and flew towards you with Zoro and Sanji dangling in his other hand. You knew what was happening and you jumped as you wrapped your arms around his neck. You held him tight as he proceeded to fly towards Sunny with the rest of the crew still dangling on his arms.

He was already your prince but now he was your whole world, your reason to smile, your Pirate King and… your One Piece.

RORONOA ZORO

Zoro got lost in the middle of your date and you were trying to find him. You suggested to go on a date on the last day and he got lost.

You were still looking for him as you heard an announcement. Your ears perked up as you started to listen to it.

The island announced that a celestial Dragon was going to reach the island soon. Everyone was warned to be on good behaviour and not come in the way of Celestial Dragon in order not to die.

You were shaking like a leaf. Your breathing became faster along with your heart rate. You were sweating. You tried to breathe as air wouldn’t enter your lungs.

You didn’t want to look weak so you hid how you were once a slave but escaped with some others one day on an island. You hugged yourself and tried to breathe. You knew your past was always haunting you. You knew Zoro was waiting for you to tell him but chose not to.

Then you saw from a distance, a big ship had stopped on the port. You weren’t very close to them but could see them.

You slowly looked up. You saw the man with grey hair and big beard, sitting on top of a slave. You saw how the slave crawled down the ship with that jerk on top of his back.

That man… he tortured you. He lit his cigar and with it, he burnt the skin on your shoulder just to make you scream in pain. Once you screamed he’d use that reason to beat you up and not give you food for days. Oh how he smiled when you cried with pain. He enjoyed to make you suffer as you were his new slave. You remember how Zoro frowned after seeing your scars every time he looked at them. Chopper cried when he treated them, but you just lied whenever they asked about your scars. Of course Zoro didn’t believe them because he knew you weren’t ready to tell him. So he chose to wait.

You froze in place. In your head you screamed. You knew you should run away. But you couldn’t. Tears wouldn’t stop flowing from your eyes.

“Zo..ro”, was the only word you managed to say as you shivered. Suddenly you felt two strong arms pull you back to a hard chest. As soon as he hugged you, your knees became weak as you trembled. He caught you and wiped your tears soothingly. He asked you what had happened but you couldn’t speak. Instead you pointed towards the Celestial dragon.

After hearing the announcement, Zoro actually had a plan of getting you then running to ship with everyone and getting away. But after seeing you in such a state, his mind changed. He exactly knew what to do. Meanwhile you see Robin chan and chopper running towards you two in order to leave the island quickly. Their hearts broke as they saw you weeping as you held Zoro tightly.

Robin chan hugged you as Zoro placed his hand on his swords and ran towards the Celestial dragon. He beat all the marines around and charged front. Then you saw Luffy attacking with Sanji by his side. Zoro sliced off the clothes of the celestial dragon and scarred his torso.

“You can’t get away after hurting my lover”, he glared at the celestial dragon. Then the monster trio ran towards our direction.

“LET’S SAIL QUICKLY”, Luffy shouted. Zoro came running towards you and picked you up with ease as he ran towards Sunny. You threw your arms around his neck and you wrapped your legs around his waist.

You hugged Zoro and inhaled his scent. He smelled like wood and leaves. That must be because of him getting lost in the woods. Well you knew you had to thank your crew for doing this for you. For now you just closed your eyes and held onto your boyfriend tightly. He was your love, your man, your marimo and the one person you'd love to call... your precious prince.

BLACK LEG SANJI

You and Sanji walked around the small island before you again continued your journey. You both heard a loud noise which sounded like a horn. You looked at the place from where the sound was coming and saw that it was a ship of Celestial Dragon.

The celestial dragon had brown hair and had a small beard. His snot was visible to everyone. He was sitting on a person who was bleeding from his head. He wasn’t even treated. He looked very injured.

You could recognise that celestial dragon. He was the one who tortured you by beating you with rods to make you scream in pain. He made you to work all day long without mercy. He made you to scream and then hit you for screaming.

Without mercy he sat on top of you while you carried him, then kicked you in the stomach because you fell to ground as you couldn’t carry him.

He loved to harass you and all the other slaves. His evil grin spread wide whenever you collapsed to the floor because you couldn’t even stand anymore. Now he had another reason to beat you up. Once you knocked out while you carried him. He kicked you but you didn’t respond. So he thought you were dead and made his men to throw you in the boat of dead bodies of slaves. But you were still alive. When you woke up you immediately threw up into the ocean. The bodies of the slaves were horrible because of their condition and how beaten up they were.

You cried for them and also… you also cried with happiness that you weren’t with him anymore. You felt sorry for the bodies of slaves. But the feeling of dead bodies round you didn’t disgust you because the celestial dragons were the most disgusting of all. You were happy to even be alive and escape that hell.

You hid behind Sanji as you gasped for air. You were having trouble breathing. Your surroundings became very uncomfortable. Your heartbeat was raising quickly as you looked at the celestial dragon. You were getting a panic attack. He hugged you as you held onto him tightly.

Sanji didn’t ask you anything. He didn’t knew you past nor did he want to pressure you. He respects if a person choses to not talk about their past. He never saw you so scared. He soothingly rubbed your back. Sanji was your home and straw hats were your nakama. You slowly admitted that you were his slave and he tortured and harassed you, so you were scared of him.

He wiped your tears as he told you to just stay back and watch as he lit his cigarette and went towards that jerk who made you cry. He kicked everyone with ease and wiped out everyone. Then came Luffy and Zoro as they joined the fight. Chopper and Nami hugged you as you returned their embrace. Sanji kicked the Celestial dragon in face and broke his neck.

Everyone started to run towards Sunny and with one swift motion Sanji jumped in front of you and picked you up like a princess. Then he did his Sky walk while he still held you in his arms. You always go crazy whenever he does that. To light up your mood he always picks you up like you don’t weigh anything and sky walk on top of that whenever you feel sad.

This time… it was different…. You fell in love again. Tears streamed down your cheek as you hugged him tightly with your head in the crook of his neck. He smelled like shampoo, perfume, spices and nicotine. He was your prince, your dream, your knight and your All Blue.

TRAFALGAR D WATER LAW

Just like usual, before leaving the island, you and your captain were stocking up on medicines and medicinal books. It was like shopping date. You never get bored with this because it’s your special moment together.

You both go and pay for it and exit the shop. Penguin came to you and took your bags as he went to the submarine. That was so sweet.

You and Law both slowly walked towards the port hand in hand as you talked. Law rarely shows PDA and this was one of the days he at least holds your hand in public. Suddenly there was a loud scream and you two ran towards it. There you saw a celestial dragon was beating up her slave.

Law looked at you and saw you were completely pale. Your eyes were wide open. Your limbs trembled and you went behind law and stayed there. You gripped his shirt tightly and covered your mouth with your other hand. You were crying but didn’t want to make any sound but still Law could hear your sobs and his heart dropped.

Law didn’t knew why you were crying. But being the clever man he was understood that you were getting scared because of the… celestial Dragon. Then it came to him. The scars on your back and legs. He always knew they weren’t from a battle like you always said.

Now that he knew... oh boy he was furious. Bepo soon came towards you two. Law made sure you were with Bepo and he slowly went towards the celestial dragon. Not even a second later he freed the slaves in a swift motion and made them to teleport. The chains exploded and created a smoke screen. Then he wiped out all the soldiers and guards in the way and in one instant he got a heart in his hands. Due to the heavy smoke no one could even see where he was and who he was.

With the heart Law ran towards you. He gave you the heart as he picked you up and ran with Bepo on his side towards the submarine. You had that awful woman’s heart with you now. In your hands.

That horrible woman pulled your hair harshly and used to beat you. You were her new toy, which meant you were the new person who they enjoyed to break. As you could scream and cry for help she watched with happiness in her eyes as she burned the skin on your legs and back. Without mercy she used to burn the same the same place even when it wasn’t healed completely.

You had another slave friend with whom you escaped but… in the end, that celestial dragon, shot your friend. As you both escaped. You ran… you ran with tears in your eyes as your friend screamed for freedom. You knew that meant for your freedom especially. You still had horrible nightmares because of the trauma. You still could clearly hear the screams of the slaves who begged for their lives but got killed in a terrible way in her hands. You still have the heart in your hand… you could choose…. Life or death for that horrible person.

You look at law and smiled with happiness as you let your tears fall. You were so happy to be a member of the heart pirates. And mostly… a person beloved to Law. You were lucky to have Law as your captain, your saviour, your boyfriend and your Pirate King.

THE END

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i hope you liked them. I made the celestial dragon a female in Law’s scenario because there are female celestial dragons who are also the same the men. i just wanted to do something different for his scenario. 

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[beanfic]

Summertime Sadness - Ch. 12

Word count: 2461

Warnings: Language, fluff, needles & blood, a little angst, a brief mention of sexual activities

Author’s note: As I was editing this chapter I couldn’t stop smiling the entire time? I really hope you enjoy this chapter :)

Song suggestions: Stay Young, Go Dancing & Home is a Fire by Death Cab for Cutie

One thing you had learned this summer is that you forgive way too easily, and even though it might be one of your flaws, you are still putting your happiness first. This is all new to you, and without any guidance on how to correctly grow up, you are just trying to do the best you can.

You don’t care that Johnny has been on your butt the past three weeks after he learned that you and Josh have gotten back together. He doesn’t understand how you could forgive him and let him off so easily, and to be honest, you couldn’t really explain why either. It just felt the right thing to do.

It has been almost a month since the part, since the kiss, since you had forgiven him. A month full of secret dates with Josh and going to his rehearsals with Tyler. Your parents still do not know about you two, but that wasn’t at the top of your list to do this summer. In order to make sure your parents didn’t get too suspicious you would put extra effort into the home chores, and you had started to pick up more shifts at work.

Any free time you had gone to Josh. You didn’t complain. You had countless ice cream dates, as well as lake swimming dates and car ride dates, and your favorite, Mount Jeez picnic dates. He made you feel safe and special and cared for. Every kiss, every hug, every touch made you want to spend the rest of your life with him.

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“What should we do today?” you asked Josh who was busy making strawberry lemonade in his apartment kitchen. You were staring at his tattooed arm as it stirred the pink liquid.

“I really want to get my nose pierced, do you want to come along?”

“A nose piercing? Like a hoop or a stud?”

“A hoop!” he smiled.

You tried to picture Josh with a hoop in his nose, and you decided that he probably would look really cute with it. It would match his tattoos, and his gauges, and his curly brown hair.

“I’m so down! Should I get my nose pierced too?” you raised your eyebrow challenging Josh.

“Hell yeah, Y/L/N!” He poured both of you a glass of the strawberry lemonade he just made. You took a sip and almost spat it back out.

“Jesus Josh, how much sugar did you put in this?”

Josh shrugged, “I wanted it to be sweet, like you.”

You rolled his eyes, “You got to be the cheesiest man in the world, you know that Dun?”

“What can I say?” he laughed. “Hey Y/N, have you talked to Mariah lately?”

You bit your lip, “No, I haven’t”

“Are you going to?”

“I don’t know if I want to be her friend anymore.” Josh must have sensed the shift in the tone of your voice because he wrapped his arms around your body and pulled you in close. You could hear Josh’s heartbeat as your ear rested against his t-shirt.

“It’ll be okay,” he whispered, planting a kiss on the top of your head. He always knew how to make you feel better.

“Thanks, Dun.”

“Onwards to the Jeep!” Josh raised his hand holding his keys and his glass of lemonade, and you followed behind him giggling the entire way still taking small sips of the sugary liquid.

“Your hair is long,” you said as you hopped into the passenger seat. Josh ruffled the top of his head with his hand, leaving a fluffy mess.

“I guess it is, yeah” he laughed. “I should dye it.”

“Dye it? Like what type of color?”

He shrugged, “I’ve always wanted to do an abnormal color like blue or pink!”

“Oh wow, you would look so good with blue hair,” you grinned while you pictured him with a cotton candy colored floof.

“Maybe I’ll do it one day.”

“One day,” you repeated as you grabbed Josh’s hand, intertwining your fingers. He rubbed the back of your hand with his calloused fingers, making you feel comforted.

“What do you feel like listening to? It’s about a 45-minute drive to the piercing parlor!”

“How about death cab for cutie?”

“You know me too well,” Josh squeezed your hand, peeking over at you. You grabbed the CD from the glovebox and played their newest album, Codes and Keys.

Josh immediately started to drum on the steering wheel while you belted out the lyrics, having your own little concert in the car. It was probably deafening, but at that moment you couldn’t have cared less.

“God you are so beautiful,” Josh yelled above the music, making you smile like an idiot.

“And you are so handsome,” you leaned over and planted a kiss on his cheek, being careful not to distract him too much from the driving.

“Are you falling in love with me yet?” he asked. You sucked in your cheeks as you thought about it.

“I might be falling a little, but patience, Dun! The best comes to those who wait,” you said sitting back in your chair and kicking your legs up onto the dash.

“You are the most stubborn girl I have ever met.”

“And that’s why you fell in love with me, right?”

“Yes, Y/L/N, that’s exactly why,” he smiled, making his eyes crease up in the corners. Your heart melted a little.

The rest of the car ride was spent talking about how nervous you were for the nose piercing, and how excited Josh was for himself and you. He pulled into the parking lot and grabbed both of your hands.

“You ready?”

“As ready as I’ll ever be,” you shrugged. You let go of his hands and hopped out of the car and headed into the parlor.

You introduced yourself to the piercer as he started to get Josh prepped. You sat on this couch while he laid on his back on this table that looked like the thing you sit in at a doctor’s visit.

“Will it hurt?” Josh asked.

“I won’t lie, it hurts, but not as bad as you are probably expecting,” the piercer explained. You bit your lip from nerves and fumbled with your hands. You watched Josh’s nose get cleaned with iodine.

“Hold my hand, Y/L/N,” he stretched his arm out so that his hand was in reach of yours. You grabbed it, and you could tell Josh’s hands were sweaty. He was nervous.

“You got this, Dun,” you narrowed your eyes to give him that challenging look, something you always did before he was about to do something he was nervous to do.

“Okay, on three I want you to breathe in and out heavily,” the piercer explained. “One...two...three!” You cringed as you watched the needle go straight through Josh’s nose cartilage.

“Agh,” Josh mumbled under his breath as he clenched his fists and squeezed his eyes shut. He opened them right away after the needle was sticking through while the piercer went to get the jewelry.

“How was that?” you giggled. He looked funny with a needle stuck halfway in his nose.

“Not as bad as I was expecting!” he smiled. You smiled back, even though your stomach was being eaten up with nerves. What will your parents say?

You watched Josh get a small silver hoop put in his nose, and get all washed up. He stood up and headed over to the mirror, and you watched his face light up.

“This is sick!” he points to his nose, looking at you with his mouth wide open in a smile.

“You look hot,” you joked back. Now it was your turn.

You switched spots with Josh, so you were the one laying down and Josh was the one sitting. You stuck out your hand and Josh slapped his palm into yours.

“You got this,” he shook your hand a little before the piercer started to clean your nose. The smell of iodine burned your nose and made you want to sneeze but you kept it in.

“Okay, just like for Josh, breath in and out deeply on three!” The piercer explained, grabbing your nose. You could see the long, gray, needle out of your peripheral vision, and started to hyperventilate. You squeezed Josh’s hand.

“You got this!!” His voice was distant.

“One...two...three!” The needle was stuck through your nose and this sharp pain came but soon died into this burning soreness. You looked down and saw the needle sticking out of your nose.

“Holy shit,” you said groggily as the room started to spin. You laid your head back down and closed your eyes. It burned when the piercer put in the hoop, and it made your eyes water.

“Are you crying? Josh asked, trying to suppress a chuckle.

“No, I can’t control that my eyes water!” you defended yourself, even though nothing is wrong with crying while getting pierced.

“You’re all done!” the piercer exclaimed. You looked over at Josh who’s eyes lit up, and his mouth turned up into a smile.

“You are so beautiful,” he whispered. You stood up and headed over to the mirror to get a better look at your new face jewelry. You really liked it, and it made you look older and edgier.

“I love it!” you chirped, walking back over to Josh and giving him a peck on the cheek.

“You made my hand bleed,” Josh showed you the top of his palm. There were little red marks, four of them.

“Are those from my nails?” you asked, shocked at how hard you must have been holding his hand.

“Yeah, but it’s nothing I can’t handle,” he winked, causing you to shove him.

You both headed back to your car, both with brand new matching nose piercings. You couldn’t stop smiling, mostly because it hurt too much to move your face so it was easier to keep it in just one spot.

“You want to go get milkshakes?” Josh suggested.

“Is that even a question? Drive, Dun!” you ordered him, giggling the entire time.

“Okay, okay, Jesus, Y/L/N!” He stepped on the gas, and you both were on the way to the ice cream shop you work at. You sang more Death Cab for Cutie while he drummed. You started to notice that Josh was also singing along.

“Joshua Dun!?” you screamed. “You’re singing?”

Josh looked over at you, smiling but still singing the song, not missing a lyric.

“I thought you don’t sing?” you asked him.

“I feel comfortable enough around you to sing,” he blushed.

“But you’re really good! Sing more, please,” you batted your eyelashes at him.

“Only if I’m in the mood, okay?”

“Yes, sir!” you clapped your hands as you played the next song and started to harmonize with Josh.

“What flavor shake are you going to get?” you asked Josh, while he parked his car.

“I’m thinking mint chocolate, how about you?” He walked over to your door and opened it up, grabbing your hand and helping you down. “Here you go, m’lady.”

“Why thank you, sir,” you gave a little curtsey as Josh shut the door behind you. “I think I’m going to get a strawberry milkshake,” you skipped over to the door, holding it open for Josh.

“Y/N!” Ethan, your coworker, announced.

“I didn’t know you were working today!”

“Yep, what do you two want?”

“I’ll have a strawberry shake, and he’ll get a mint chocolate chip shake!” You smiled at Ethan, watching him scoop the balls of ice cream into the blender.

“Ugh, you guys are so cute!” Ethan explained, resting his chin in his hands looking at you and Josh.

“Thank’s E, how’s dating been?”

“Same old, same old. The gays around here are just terrible in bed!” He screamed over the loud blender.

“Alrighty then,” you chuckled. Ethan handed you and Josh your guys milkshakes. It was in one of those metal tins and had whip cream, sprinkles, and a cherry on both.

You and Josh headed out to the tables that were in front of the shop. You took a sip of your shake and audibly moaned from how good the shake was.

“I hope one day I can make you moan like that,” Josh whispered. “Ow!”

You kicked him in the shin underneath the table. “I swear to god, Dun, if you don’t stop the sexual innuendos I’m going to never have sex with you!” you pointed your finger at him.

“I’m sorry!” Josh raised his hands up in defense. “You are so beautiful when you get angry!”

“Josh! You’ve called me beautiful like twenty times today.”

“Is that a bad thing? I’m just reminding you of the truth.”

“You are such a romantic,” you rolled your eyes.

“Sorry,” he chuckled, sipping more of his shake. You both spent the next hour talking about what you two could do during the fall and winter. You both loved Halloween so you wanted to do a couples costume.

“I’m kind of nervous for college, even if it is a community college, but at least you’ll be here!”

Josh laughed nervously, “Yeah!”.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing, why?”

“It just seems like every time I bring up college you start to act weird.”

Josh started to rub his tattooed arm, “I’m just nervous for you too!”

“I’ll be okay!” you reassured him. “It’s getting late, do you think we could head home now?”

“Yeah, let’s go,” Josh said in a different tone than usual, you knew that something was wrong, but he was not going to tell you. The car ride was quieter than usual. You didn’t sing along, and Josh didn’t drum, so just the music was being blared through the speakers.

Once you got back to his apartment you said your goodbyes and drove back home. You wondered how your family was going to react to your new piercing. You parked your car and headed into the house and your dad was the first person you saw.

“What in the name of God is that on your face!?” He yelled, throwing his newspaper down.

This was not going well.

“It’s just a nose piercing!”

“Take it out. Now!” your father demanded, his loud voice scaring you. You had never seen him this angry before. Your mom came running into the room.

“Y/N! Why?” she clapped her hand over her mouth.

“I’m 18, I get to decide what piercings I want no matter if you approve or not,” you headed upstairs leaving your parents downstairs. Once you got into the safe space of your bedroom you opened up your poetry and started to write a poem about the day you had today.

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[smoolcat]

(1/3)hi!! could I please get a matchup? I'm a 5"6.5 ENFP biracial girl with super curly brown hair n bangs. I also have tan skin, brown eyes, and black glasses. Literally all my friends describe me as a puppy bc my mind is usually is all over the place, I can talk for hours, and I love attention and affection. I'm pretty excitable and nice, but I don't take shit from anyone and I'm fiercely independent. I love being around my friends, but I hate social functions with lots of strangers (I avoid

(2/3) parties and dances. I prefer sleeping, playing video games, or writing.) I am social but I need my alone time. I’m pretty funny. I’m always cracking dumb jokes. And I like to tease/make fun of my friends a lot, but I don’t go too far. And memes are my life. I am a mom friend!! And I seem like I don’t care about school but irl i try very hard. I love rap music! And I’m kinda loud ^^“. I stand out but people seem to like me. I don’t like overly emotional people or non affectionate people.

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(3/3) IM SORRY I RLLY DIDNT MEAN FOR THIS TO GET TO THREE PARTS PLS FORGIVE ME!! But also i dye my hair pretty often (I’m a fan of cool unnatural colors) and I’m very laid back. Things don’t get to me easily, but I’m not afraid to speak my mind if they do. And I have no filter?? I say what comes to mind almost immediately and I have to catch myself sometimes. THANKS! ❤️❤️❤️ Good luck w ur blog!

I ship you with Ryūnosuke Tanaka!♡

Ryūnosuke Tanaka matchup!

   •   You’d catch this boy eyes atfirst glance. All it took for you was to walk past this boy and he’d alreadywant to propose to you, right there, right now. Someone as exotic as you waspretty rare around their parts, especially a rare beauty like you. Tan skin,hazel colored hair, beige eyes and a pair of black glasses to give off a vibeof cuteness.

•   Before daring to approach you,he peep-talked himself for a whole week, day and night, looking at himself inthe mirror as he’d practice his suave moves which would sweep you off yourfeet; or so he thought at least.Finally the day came, you were being the same adorable girl you were the firsttime he saw you, cracking jokes with your friends and chatting. Up until thisvery handsome fella rudely interrupted, cockily smiling, saying “Hey there cutie. I couldn’t help myselfbut notice how beautiful you are. I know you might be intimated by my awfullygood looking appearance but today is your lucky day, I feel like giving you achance.” finishing off in a cool pose. You laughed, and so did your friends– and his heart broke. But, surprisingly, you agreed! Something about this boyintrigued you, and no, it wasn’t his horrible pick-up lines, but maybe, hiscourage and humor.

•   Tanaka would love yourpersonality to bits. You were such a puppy around him, demanding attentionevery single second, and he never wanted something else in his life more thanthis. You two would never shut up, like ever! Even your friends would startfeeling jealous of how amazing your boyfriend treated you. He always listened,he constantly got involved in your conversations, he didn’t hesitate to reactto your demanding’s of attention – rubbing your head or even give you quickkisses now and then – and most importantly, your excitement matched perfectly. If one of you would get excited, theother one would get even more fired up, which only resulted in an endless loopof endless energy; he loved that the most about you. You never skipped avolleyball practice of his, and the moment he did something cool, you made surehe’d known by shouting in joy – which only lead up to him removing his shirtand spinning it madly. He did it even more than before and God help his teambecause seeing you have a small bleed every time he did that, he never wantedto put his shirt back on; not like youwanted either.

•   Not only that he’d be overprotective with you, if someone dared to comment or even remotely pick on you –that person would better prepare for Tanaka’s grim aura, followed by seriousthreats. What could be better than a loyal, protective boyfriend? An independent,fierce girlfriend. That poor bastard would probably end up in hospital withseveral bones broke because of you two; butit was God damn worth it.

•   You two would constantly shoutat each other to check your phones because one of you sent a shitty meme, andyou wouldn’t even care if you were obnoxiously loud all the time. If someonewould say anything, both of you would make sure to shut that person up; forever. To think you were loud, thatmost likely changed the moment you met Tanaka, he was by far louder than you’veever been – but that was because you allowed him to, and he never felt happierknowing he could be himself near you. You noticed how chill your guy waswhenever you’d swear or just speak whatever was on your mind without thinkingtwice about it. You’ve never felt so relieved in your life to be able to shout,curse and just say whatever you want before. Sometimes you’d be warned you’vewent too far, or that your language doesn’t suit a lady – but with him? Never,he fucking loved your rude attitude and the fact you weren’t scared to show itmade you even sexier in his eyes. He loved a woman with no filter.

•   Whenever you’d be invited to aparty or social event, mostly because you two seemed to be the life of suchthings, surprisingly to everyone, you’d both decline. Sitting at home in pajamas,ordering pizza and having gaming nights was the perfect date for you two. Oreven taking 8 hours naps, nothing could compare to this feeling in the entireworld. This boy was down for whatever you were, no questions asked.

•   Overall, you and RyūnosukeTanaka would be exactly what the other is looking for in another. Not only thatyour excitement, loudness and fiery personalities would collide like a typhoonin a storm, your relationship would be everything, everyone wants. A guy toprotect and listen to his girl like Tanaka does with you, someone who wouldwillingly chose to sit at home and play games than go party, and mostimportantly, someone who could understand you and offer you as much attentionas you could possibly asked for.

Bonus!: Ohboy, you and Tanaka would have arguments in bed more often than outside of it.You’d always fight who will top who tonight, and you’d win most of the timesbecause he just couldn’t get over how appealing you looked in his eyes; thisboy was addicted to you.

AHHH don’t worry about it babe! The more the info, the more the details ;))) I hope you like it because I had so much fun imagining the two of you together, like it was so fucking cute ♡♡♡ AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! I will try my best, enjoy!♡

x.Smoolcat♡

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Summertime Sadness - Ch.6

TaPairing: Josh x reader

Word count: 1994

Warnings: Language, talk of sex, underage drinking and partying

Author’s note: Woo! Chapter 6!! I hope you enjoy this chapter, it’s starting to spice up :) (next week is HOT)

Song suggestions: Dopamine by BORNS (pre-party) and Party Rock Anthem by LFMFAO (party)

Right at three, you arrived at Mariah’s house to get ready. You had a bag with you that was your “sleepover bag” you used to distract your parents from what you were really doing.

“What are you wearing tonight?” you asked Mariah once you got in her room.

“I need tits out tonight so i’m thinking of this v neck blouse I have with jean shorts and heels!”

“That will be pretty! I just brought a black tank top and skinny jeans and heels.” You wanted to be comfortable, plus the black tank top was flowy, and made your boobs look really good.

“I love that tank top though! I bet josh will like it too,” she made a face at you when she added that last part. You threw the pillow that was sitting on her bed at her.

“Mariah! We haven’t even kissed again!”

“Tonight’s the night, baby girl!” she gave a little spin with her arms up and she ended it with giving you a hip bump.

“Josh said that he is going to take a cab there because he wants to drink,” you started to say.

“Oh before I forget!” Mariah interrupted, “Tyler will be there tonight and I really want to get back together so I might need your help at some point.”

“Sure, I can try!” you shrugged. You wanted Mariah and Tyler to get back together but you really didn’t want to be distracted from Josh.

“Hey Y/N, can I talk to you about something?” Mariah got serious, which made you start to stress.

“Yeah?”

“Are you afraid to lose your virginity?” She stared at you in the eyes, and even though you were never the one to talk about this stuff, you felt safe around Mariah. She had been your best friend for the past six years.

“Honestly yeah, I’m worried i’m going to bleed.”

“Me too, and what if I’m not good at it,” Mariah layed down on her bed, staring up at the ceiling,

“I’m not sure if a person can be bad at it, it’s just people’s preference.”

“True.”

“How much have you and Tyler done?” you asked. You heard her take a deep breath and slowly let it out.

“I mean we do oral, and stuff,” she mumbled. “But anytime I try to actually stick it in me-”

“Ew,” you interrupted.

“He says no!”

“Well at least you are being respectful and consensual.”

“But what if the reason he doesn’t want to have sex with me is because I’m not good enough or something.”

“Mariah, you’re overthinking it. You don’t need to rush into things anyways. Just talk to him tonight!” you reassured her. She finally calmed down.

Hours passed without you two knowing, and before you knew it, it was time to go to the party. You messed with your tank top, making sure your cleavage wasn’t too much, and was finishing strapping on your heels.

The heels weren’t too tall, but it accentuated your legs and made you feel taller in general. Mariah looked gorgeous like always, you were jealous of her tan skin and her curly brown hair.

“We look hot,” she chuckled, looking at both of you in the mirror.

“Hell yeah we do!” You gave her a high five.

“Ready to head out? Tyler said he would pick us up in like five minutes.”

“Ready as I’ll ever be!” You were excited for the night, and the thought of how you were lying to your parents made you even more giddy about the whole deal.

Once Tyler got to Mariah’s house, you could tell that they were going to get back together. You watched Tyler’s eyes light up and his lips curl up into a smile when he first got a good look at Mariah.

“You girls ready?” Tyler asked and both of you nodded. You sat in the back while Mariah took shotgun, and you could tell that she wanted to hold his hand by the way she kept on accidentally brushing it.

“Have you heard from Josh at all?” Mariah asked Tyler, smirking back at you.

“About what exactly?”

“About Y/N!”

“Oh, I mean he has mentioned her a little bit,” you could see Tyler’s eyes look at you through his rear view mirror.

“What did he say?” you asked.

“Oh, not much.”

You decided to not push Tyler, and that you were better off not knowing. It’s not like you and Josh were dating, it’s just that you two had feelings for eachother. But how strong were his feelings? Because your feelings were really fucking strong.

You arrived at the party, and followed Mariah and Tyler in. There were lots of people there that you recognized from the grade above you, and you weren’t really sure if you would enjoy yourself.

“Y/L/N!”

You turned around to find Josh headed towards you, with a beer already in his hand. He was wearing a white tank with black jeans. You never realized how muscular his shoulders were until tonight.

“Hey Dun! Fancy seeing you here,” you joked as he pulled you in for a hug. The feeling of his arm around your waist made your stomach start to flutter.

“You want a drink?” he asks, pointing his beer bottle to you and you nod. Josh grabbed your hand and made you follow him. His hand was warm and you could feel his calloused fingers scrape against yours.

“Thank you!” you say as Josh handed you a red solo cup. You stared at the purple liquid sloshing around. “What’s in it?”

“I believe grape juice and vanilla smirnoff.”

You took a sip and immediately start to cough, “Wow that’s strong.” You could feel your eyes watering.

“You’re crying!” Josh announced as he placed his hand on your cheek and wiped away your tear with his thumb. Your heart was racing, and you wanted to kiss him right then and there.

“Hey lovebirds,” Mariah entered the kitchen already holding a beer, “You want to go against Tyler and I in a game of beer pong.”

“I’ve never played,” you admitted shyly.

“Don’t worry, I’m a natural!” Josh clapped his hands together and chugged the rest of his beer.

“Oh it’s on like donkey kong,” Tyler ran to the table lined up with two triangles of red solo cups that were each filled with beer.

You hated the flavor of beer, and this whole scenario made you nervous. Mariah went first, she threw the small, white ping pong ball and it bounced off a cup and onto the floor.

“You were close!” you exclaimed, smiling that you didn’t have to drink. Tyler threw next, the ball landing perfectly in the front cup.

“I’ll drink this one!” Josh grabbed the cup and chugged it down in one gulp. He placed the cup to the side, and handed you the ping pong ball. You dipped it in the water to rinse it off and threw it. It bounced off the top cup and landed in the one behind it.

“Yes!” you jumped up and down while Josh held both is hands up for a double high five. Josh threw his ball, landing in the one right next to yours. You both watched Mariah and Tyler drink their two cups.

“Mariah needs to drink the rest, I have to drive us home later!” Tyler said, putting the now empty cup to the side.

The game went by pretty fast, and involved you drinking almost all the beer because Josh didn’t feel like it. In the end, you and Josh ended up winning and Mariah was even more drunk than you were.

“Holy shit you won,” she slurred, stumbling over to you and wrapping her around your shoulder.

You giggled, “I only won because of Josh!” You gave him a little wink, making him smirk.

“Tyler follow me,” Mariah grabbed his hand and pulled him to the other side of the room. You turned back to Josh, not knowing what to do now.

“Want to do dance?” He asked.

Usually you would have said no but the alcohol in your system was saying yes. You nodded and held Josh’s hand and followed him to the living room. There was rainbow lights dancing everywhere, making it even harder to see through your blurry vision.

Music played, but that bad music that was on the radio like LMFAO and Cobra Starship. You watched Josh start to move his body to the music, making you giggle and seeing this funny side of him.

You followed his moves, making sure to not trip over your own feet. You ended up failing, and you went flying first into Josh’s body. He caught you, and both of you were laughing,

“Here, hold on to me,” he whispered as he started to sway your body side to side. You smiled up at him shyly, as you could feel his hand move down to your lower back.

“Am I blushing?” you asked, noticing the familiar feeling of hotness in your cheeks.

“I wouldn’t be able to tell because of how drunk you are anyways, Y/L/N.”

“I’m not that drunk,” you tried to argue.

“Okay sure.”

“Hey Josh! We’re doing stick and pokes, do you or your little friend there want to do one?” this older girl said.\, you believed her name was Hayley. Josh looked down at you with a raised eyebrow.

“Let’s do it!” you giggled. You went into this bedroom to find a small circle of people sitting on a bed.

“Do you want a stick and poke?” this girl with short red hair asked you, and you nodded.

“Y/N, you’re really drunk, are you sure?” Josh asked you, and you nodded one more time.

“Okay what would you like?” the girl asked. You thought about it for a second before deciding on a simple heart on your left wrist. You told her, and she started to give you one.

This was the moment when the alcohol hit you the hardest, causing you to blackout. You didn’t feel any of the pain, and once the tattoo was finished you couldn’t stop showing Josh the tattoo.

“Dun, I have a tattoo!” you shoved your wrist in his face.

“You’ve showed me about five times now,” he chuckled.

“You’re so handsome,” you giggled tracing your finger around Josh’s bare shoulder. “Don’t tell Josh though!”

“Do you know where Mariah and Tyler are? I think it’s time you head home!” he whispered into your ear. You looked at him confusingly, realizing you haven’t seen Mariah in a couple hours.

“Call Tyler,” you slurred. You watched Josh whip his phone out and dial Tyler’s number. He put it on speaker so you could hear too.

“What do you want Josh? I’m kind of busy right now,” Tyler answered.

“Where are you, man?”

“I’m at my apartment with Mariah, and we’re kind of busy.”

“What do you mean? You were supposed to take Y/N back to Mariah’s”

“Well, uh, Mariah is staying at my place tonight do I don’t really know what to tell you. Sorry man. I got to go though.” Tyler hung up the phone fast, and Josh just stared at you. You could feel tears forming in your eyes.

“Mariah left?” you mumbled.

“Hey, it’s okay!” Josh whispered. He noticed how tired you both were so he decided to just take you back to his apartment. The alcohol had worn off on him, and he carried you to his jeep and drove back to his apartment.

You were passed out by the time you guys arrived, and he carried you all the way to his room. It was only on the first floor which was a good thing. He placed you in his bed, and wrapped a blanket around you.

“Goodnight, Y/L/N,” he whispered. He turned off the light and headed to go sleep on the couch in his living room.

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