#I like seeing the layers of tissue. the white fatty layer past the red skin and blood layer.
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neverendingford · 11 months ago
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#tag talk#hmmmm my tongue is so cool right now I like it#I like seeing the layers of tissue. the white fatty layer past the red skin and blood layer.#first time I saw that was when I cut the head off a snapping turtle cause my friends caught it but were too squeamish to kill it#(the legal kind to kill. not a protected one). idk if killing an animal is gonna make you think I'm problematic but oh well.#messed up and didn't cut the throat first so blood sprayed fuckin everywhere when I cut the head off.#butchered the body to keep the shell and we saved the meat cause they talked about making turtle soup but idk if they actually did#their six year old daughter was the only one brave enough to hold the heart (it was still spasming like it was beating)#honestly I feel like I get bored at all my jobs but maybe cutting up meat would be something I could do regularly and not get bored#idk. maybe one of these days I'll try and get into it somehow. I've got other things to do first though so I'll keep cashiering#anyway. meat is cool and I like cutting into it and I like forming my body in the way I like#and I really really really want bottom surgery because I want the bits I hate cut off and gone forever#I think nullo would be better than what I've got right now but the absence of dysphoria isn't euphoria#cutting out sadness without replacing it with happiness just creates a void.#and nullo wouldn't be gender affirming at all.#don't get freaked out about my random talking about blood. this is a Hannibal appreciation space#did it delete my tags where I said that I cut my tongue frenulum or was that on another tag talk. idk
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