#I let my little sibling pick the characters bc it's their birthday month

[unusualsims]

Is he... y'know... *Jojo poses*

Cosplay Max for this month's dogcrew cas challenge!! <3 @gunthermunch

[nectaric]

GET  TO  KNOW  THE  MUN.

what made you pick up the muse you have? i'll pick a few: zeus was because i was obsessed with greek mythology thanks to percy jackson and other books i had read, but specifically with hades. when i stumbled across a group rp waaay back in the day that seemed cool, i wanted to join but hades wasn't available so i went "i guess i'll give zeus a shot" and the rest was history. i added athena bc i watched age of ultron for the first time, saw lizzie olsen and went "THAT'S ATHENA!!" i added demeter bc there were no active dem's at the time and i missed her :(

is there anything you don't like to write? there is very little i won't write, i think, under the right circumstances. i find super mundane stuff boring after a little while, but that doesn't mean i don't like it period. i guess i don't like writing things where my muses feel like punching bags *coughszeuscoughs* but i mean otherwise, i'm game for most things!

is there anything you really enjoy writing? FAMILY DYNAMICS are like. my number one. i love dads getting to bond with their kids. i love sibling shenanigans. i love family taking care of each other, i love family arguing, i love family opening up about their pasts and painful experiences. i. love. family dynamics so much, FOUND or otherwise! i'm also a fan of intense angst situations, too.

how do you come up with your headcanons? pure vibes, man. once i really get a feel for a character as i write them, the headcanons kinda just write themselves. some of my more in depth ones come from a lot of thought and speculation, usually done by talking to myself in my room lol, but i really just... imagine them up. sometimes it comes from talking with others, but that's slightly rarer.

do you write in silence or listen to music? usually without music, unless i actually have a space to myself and can throw on some instrumental stuff. but yeah, its usually just with the ambient sounds and chatter of my house.

do you plan your replies or wing them? sometimes i plan them when i first read them because i have a good idea, but for the most part, i wing it when i get to them.

do you enjoy shipping? for the most part, yeah. i can sometimes find shipping a little... repetitive. so i really do need a strong connection between muses and some exciting stuff to throw in to keep it interesting. i much prefer platonic / familial ships, but i do love a good romantic one, too!

what's your alias / name? renee! which is just my middle name but its a vibe, i like it better than my real name.

zodiac sign? aquarius babyyyyy!

birthday? it was back in feb

favorite color? i am such a sucker for green rn, in all shades, but i also really like baby blue n yellow.

favorite song? i think rn its superstar by lilyisthatyou

last movie you watched? MOVIE? i think it was barbie actually

last show you watched? sword art online kdjfhnd

last song you listened to? life itself by glass animals

favorite food? oh my GODDDDD okay listen up. my favourite food ever is a very specific taco from a tiny hole in the wall shop in san jose iturbide, mexico. its a chorizo taco con cebollas and some salsa verde and i DREAM OF THOSE TACOS. i ate those like four times a week for four months. they're incredible.

favorite season? i'm an autumn girlie at my heart, but canada rarely lets me have a NICE autumn :((

do you have a tumblr best friend? @aetheryic is my literal bestie of like 11 years or something and was the one who ran the group rp where i discovered my love of zeus so :///

tagging: all of you!

[bl00dgutsgl0ry]

ahh i’ve read all ur childe fics and they are absolutely amazing 🥺 i also live for angst and the way you portray ur characters emotions is emasculate *chefs kiss* is it possible if i may request an angsty childe fic where his s/o feels betrayed after finding out hes only been with her as part of the fatui’s plans but throughout the process childe actually falls in love and never meant to hurt them? and pls a fluffy ending bc my heart can’t take angst 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

Pairing - Childe/Tartaglia/Ajax x Reader

Warnings - Spoilers for Childe’s background.

Other Comments - Hello!! I am so glad that you are enjoying my stuff! I never would have imagined that I would receive so much positive feedback as I just started doing this but everyone has welcomed me with open arms hehe!!  (//▽//) Anyway you are in luck because I absolutely love writing angst so lets go! Also these are heavily inspired by the songs Decode and All I Wanted by Paramore so I kinda recommend listening to them while you read. (๑˘︶˘๑)

      Everyone you have encountered along your journey have been so friendly; all of them going out of their way to assist you. You have gained many friends along your way which have caused you to become quite a trusting person, to a fault at this point. Every person you have met with try their best to help you with your journey and leave a lingering friendship which you are incredibly grateful for. When you first decided you wanted to become an adventurer, your parents were extremely apprehensive, not trusting the world around you. You were determined to prove them wrong, and so far you have. 

      You had decided you wanted to settle down in Liyue for a while, exhausted from the constant traveling. This way you were always able to stay close around the Adventurers Guild. Along your journey of living in Liyue you had continued to meet many lovely and helpful people; one being a tall copper headed man. 

      During your travel and adventuring you had started to become a fairly big name, as you were incredibly skilled and managed to help save Mondstadt on a variety of occasions; even getting to know the grand master of the Knights of Favonius. So when a tall young man approached you, already knowing your name you weren’t all too surprised. You had already settled down into your small cozy apartment when he had come up to you.

      “Excuse me, you don’t happen to be (y/n) do you?” You looked up, your eyes meeting bright blue ones as you found the owner of the soothing voice.

      “Oh uh, yes that’s me. Is there something I can help you with?” A pleasant smile graced your face as the tall man gave a polite smile back before continuing. 

      “I was wondering if you could assist me with a domain, I seem to be having a bit more trouble with it than I had expected. I’ve heard you’re one of the best out there right now.” Your face flushed, something about this man was so endearing, and helping him out couldn’t be too hard, you had been able to defeat most of the domains in the area anyway so why not?

      “Sure, I’d be more than happy to help you out! Are you an adventurer like I am?” You heard Childe let out a low chuckle.

      “Oh no I am a Fatui Harbinger.” Wait- did he just say he was a Harbinger? You didn’t know much about the Fatui, but what you did know and have heard from other people was that the Fatui were always bad news. He didn’t seem like what everyone was saying though.

      “Well then, when would you like to go?”

      That was the beginning of your relationship with the Harbinger. After that you two both seemed to get along surprisingly well, and you found yourself struggling to stop seeing him. He was always on your mind, and with him almost always being around you that wasn’t helping either.

      “So, where shall we go today darling?” Childe had decided to take up space in your already cramped apartment, not that you were complaining. It had been about six months since you had settled down in Liyue and you decided it was finally time to start traveling again. You had formed a really close connection with Childe, he always seemed to be your savior in situations that you needed it. You hoped that Childe would come along with you, but part of you had a feeling that he had to stay here for some reason.

      “Well I was thinking I would go back to traveling again, I have stayed for about half a year so I think it’s time.” The smile that always seemed to find its place on Childe face quickly dropped, and you saw something change for a split second before returning back to normal.

      “Oh well if that’s what you want then I am not going to stop you, but I can no longer accompany you, you better leave as soon as possible though.” Now what could he have said that for. 

      “So you can cover as much ground of course!” Childe must’ve picked up on your questioning gaze when he said that, as a reassuring smile found its way back to his face.

      “I suppose you’re right, I need to say goodbye to the friends that I’ve made here though. Could you help me pack my things while I go do that?” A strong nod came from Childe before you granted yourself permission to leave.

      It took you longer than you had anticipated to track down and say goodbye to all of the friends you had made here and Liyue, which you could blame Xiangling for as she made sure to make plenty of your favourite dishes for your trip.

      As you approached your building you saw the back of the boy you knew so well, duck into a dark alley. Something could’ve been wrong, so to make sure he was okay you quietly followed a little ways behind. 

      “Are you deaf or just stupid? Your job was to get close to the dumb bitch and then bring them in. What is taking so long are you kidding?” A shorter man with a large hat was currently talking to Childe, surely they couldn’t be talking about you.

      “Listen I know what my orders were, I was just waiting for a good time.” Childe’s voice was quite and his eyes were focused on the ground.

      “If they’re leaving today, you better hope that they are still in Liyue for your own well being.” With that the shorter man quickly turned away and stormed off. So it was all a setup. Everything they did and talked about... All the things he told you... You as you were backing away in disbelief your shoe scuffed against the ground, causing Childe to whip around, those once familiar blue eyes meeting yours blowing out wide.

      “(Y/n) wait-” You didn’t let him finish before you took off sprinting up to your apartment, hoping to get up there and lock yourself in. Was he going to kill you for over hearing?

      You tripped a couple times going up the stairs hoping to the gods that you would still have enough time to shut and lock your door, all the while Childe was behind you begging for you to stop, for you to come back. Relief washed over you as your eyes found your door, adrenaline still pumping wildly through you. 

      “Please please please gods let me in!” You franticly attempted to unlock your door, the adrenaline making you shaky causing you to miss the keyhole. Your feverish prayers were answered when you flung the front door open, Childe’s loud footsteps pounding against the floor behind you. Right as you were slamming the door closed Childe’s body flew against the door, causing it to swing back open, hitting you in the process and tossing you to the ground; knocking the wind out of you.

      Childe stood over you, panting as he tried to catch his breath. Was this the end? Were you going to die? Your wild eyes found his, the fear in them causing him to falter. He never wanted to see fear in your eyes, especially not because of him. The darkness of the night made it hard to see, the only light spilling in from the hallway through your open front door, spotlighting your face and the tears you had falling down your cheeks. You don’t remember when you started crying but it was obvious now. Neither of you spoke for a while, not knowing what to say. It was clear that Childe wasn’t going to kill you, but that still left a plethora of issues.

      “You...” You began to speak, your voice shaky and uncertain. Childe’s eyes silently begged for you to stop.

      “You took advantage of me. Everything was a lie. Was anything that came out of your mouth true?!” Sadness and anger flushed your face and you slowly rose to your feet.

      “(Y/n) please... I never meant for it to go on this long.” That didn’t help his situation, that sentence having the same effect of putting water on an oil fire. Anger bloomed from your chest, almost making it hard to breathe.

      “I trusted you! I guess this is all my fault for putting my trust into a Fatui Harbinger! Childe’s not even your real name! I know NOTHING about you!! And... and I let you stay with me! Keep me company! I let you put your filthy hands on me! You kissed me!!” Tears began to spill faster, but not just from you this time.

      “(Y/n) please my feelings and actions towards you were no lies!! I admit this was all set up, but then I began to truly fall in love with you!! You have to believe me!” A loud broken laugh escaped your lips, almost like a bark.

      “Believe you?! Again I don’t even know your real name-”

      “Tartaglia.” This stopped you in your tracks, you couldn’t quite make sense of what he said.

      “What?” Your words were barely above a whisper.

      “My name. It’s Tartaglia. My family calls me Ajax. I am the 11th Harbinger of the Fatui. I moved to Liyue as a debt collector. I don’t want to be in the Fatui, not ever since I met you. You knew who the Fatui were and still chose to trust me. No one except my family has ever looked at me the way you do. I am from Snezhnaya. My birthday is July 20th. I enjoy ice fishing and combat. I have many siblings, a couple younger brothers named Teucer and Anthony and I have a sister named Tonia. See? You know so much more now!” You couldn’t bring yourself to say anything, you just stared at him. Childe or Tartaglia rather, was clearly getting anxious at your silence, as he shifted around more or fiddled with his gloves. He was normally so confident, so seeing him like this was shocking.

      “(Y/n) please, say something; anything.” The desperation in his voice made your chest tighten. What could you say? On one hand you wanted to just forgive him and fall into his arms, on the other hand he had completely destroyed your trust; were you really willing on forgiving him that easily?

      “Childe... I...” You could see Tartaglia flinch, not used to the tone of his code name on you tongue. He wanted so desperately for you to just say his real name. He wanted to embrace you, for you to forgive him. He would find a way out of this for the both of you. 

      “(Y/n) I will help you. I fell in love with you. I knew the second I set my eyes on you that I say going to fall for you. I will get you out of this situation, I have to. I know it’s stupid to say this now, but you have to trust me on this. After I get you out of here is when you can hit me scream at me and tell me never to see you again. I just need to make sure you’re safe.” You couldn’t hold yourself back anymore as you began to cry again. Tartaglia stepped close to you, slowly to make sure that you had a way to back up if you didn’t want him to get closer. When you didn’t move he took that as an ‘okay’ to get close, and that’s what he did.

      Slowly the distance between the two of you closed as Tartaglia sunk to his knees and clung to you. His hold on you was iron tight, as he waited and hoped for you to return the hold; which much to his surprise you did. You clung to him and cried. 

      “I will make you trust me again (y/n). I will make you trust me and I will keep you safe. You have my word. I love you.”

[shredmytapestry]

about – finnick gustafson

[ FINNICK LUND ] has arrived in Ardere! Under the bonfire light, this [ TWENTY-EIGHT ] year old [ CISMALE ] is sometimes mistaken for [ RICHARD MADDEN ]. Since graduating from [ HOGWARTS ], they have been working as a [ FLYING PROFESSOR ]. The battle is brewing and they must pick sides but who will they choose? In the upcoming election, they will be voting for [ NEUTRAL ]. 

THIS IS SO LONG IM SO SORRY

basic information.

FULL NAME: finnick gustafson NICKNAME(S) OR ALIAS: finnick, finn GENDER: male SPECIES: pureblood wizard AGE: 28 BIRTHDAY: october 23rd ZODIAC SIGN: scorpio HOUSE: gryffindor PATRONUS: non corporeal ARMY AFFILIATION: neutral SEXUALITY: bisexual NATIONALITY: swedish CITY OR TOWN OF BIRTH: lund, sweden CURRENTLY LIVES: lund, sweden (when not at hogwarts) LANGUAGES SPOKEN: swedish & english NATIVE LANGUAGE: swedish RELATIONSHIP STATUS: single and complicated

health.

SMOKER?: sometimes DRINKER?: yes RECREATIONAL DRUG USER? WHICH?: no SOCIABILITY: introvert

house & home.

DESCRIBE THE CHARACTER’S HOUSE/HOME

after hogwarts he never bought a place as he started with the nordic national quidditch team and just lived here and there. at age 23 he moved to london temporarily and started dating maggie weasley, couple months later they continued to date and moved in together. at age 27, they broke and london no longer felt like home. his mother had since passed, but he moved back to lund and only stayed a few months before selling it and coming to work at hogwarts. so currently he’s homeless again.

family, friends, & foes.

PARENTS NAMES: lorre gustafson got pregnant at an untimely time, which shortened her quidditch career. her baby daddy also left because he was a horrid person, so she raised finnick on her own. once finnick was born, he became her love and quidditch didn’t hold a flame. they were really close, finnick never once sought to look for his dad. SIBLINGS? RELATIONSHIP WITH SIBLINGS?: n/a OTHER IMPORTANT RELATIVES: lorre (mother) was a quidditch champion, idk where else to put it deal with it PARTNER/SPOUSE: n/a EXES: magdalena weasley – partner of 5 years, dated for 3 years and engaged for 2. more on this later. CHILDREN: no :/ BEST FRIEND: it was maggie tbh now it’s no one OTHER IMPORTANT FRIENDS: tba. open connection PETS: shared custody of max the ax thrower, but like he’s mostly maggie’s.

ABOUT FINNICK

finnick gustafson was born to a single mother and ex quidditch player. lorre was kind and loving towards finnick, never leaving him wanting for anything. it wasn’t until finn was older than he realised just how much his mother had sacrificed for him. she was only 26, had a wonderful career and could’ve been the best player in the country. she could’ve given him away for adoption or sent him in a day care, but she gave everything up to give finnick a better life. he cried the day he left for hogwarts, but she was so immensely proud of him. unfortunately for finnick, lorre had been hiding her disease from him for a very long time. by the time he reached his fifth year, the effects had taken their toll and he was taking care of her more than she was of him. he was glad to take care of her. she passed away half way through his seventh year and he got through the rest of year with the support of good friends and supportive teachers.

after hogwarts finnick had to become his own person and for the first time in his life, he had nowhere to turn to. he was good at quidditch at hogwarts so he tried out for his mother’s old team. the first year he was on the reserve team and slowly he made his way to the top, becoming a chaser like his mother and team captain eventually. being on the team meant his crazy routines kept him busy and didn’t give him enough time to properly mourn being alone. he didn’t have a real place to call home and that was just time.

then at 22, he met the love of his life and he didn’t even realise for a very long time. finnick and maggie met at a quidditch after party where they hit it off and decided to stay in contact. their first date didn’t happen for another year by which point they were both staying in london. with maggie finnick had finally found love again. he had someone to look after and someone to come home to, for the first time since the passing of his mother. they were happy, they were so unbelievably happy and nothing could get in their way. his career was thriving, he’d proposed to maggie and her little family was his own too.

then the unthinkable happened, once while performing the bjorn blizzard, their team’s special move which was perfected by his mother, he slid off his broom and tumbled down. the healers said his right leg would never be the same again. they weren’t able to find out what caused the fall, whether it was simply finnick accidentally letting go or a deeper cause. the diagnosis didn’t matter to finnick, what mattered were the painstaking four months spent in therapy afterwards only to find out he’d never walk straight. his pain was chronic and without a cure, he needed the aid of a cane and… he wasn’t able to fly like he once was. flying was still easier than walking but he would never fly quite as swift, definitely not enough to make the team again. his career was over, and next was his perfectly happy life.

the change was incredibly tough on him. he hated not being able to give maggie the life he wanted for them, in these dire times, he couldn’t even find happiness in her. depression crept in and it lingered. it destroyed their perfect lives, finnick had begun to hate himself. in their last few months together, they fought a lot.. things became brutal and finnick couldn’t hang on any longer. he wouldn’t stay with her because he needed help. he loved her dearly, but she deserved a better life… so he left.

he moved back to lund and he tried to live a new life. he needed to find a job where he could share his quidditch and flying knowledge, where he wouldn’t have to stand or sit too long… thankfully there was an opening to teach at hogwarts, and though he knew maggie had been working there for a year prior, he took it. it was his home once, and he needed it right now. even if it would hurt maggie, he just needed to be near her, and hogwarts. little does he know, she doesn’t even work at hogwarts anymore. 

so this point in the roleplay, he hasn’t started working at hogwarts and should be widely known as he was a damn good player who suffered a severe accident. honestly he’s just chilling before the festival begins. 

BLURBS

haha oh boy i wrote a lot so sorry but finnick hit me like a train and i just had to get my thoughts out

tldr; disabled boy who destroyed everything is now is an angsty flying teacher

he is neutral to the cause but honestly,,,,, he could be swayed either way. hmu idk

my favourite hc is he hates having a cane,,, so he made it into a fucking staff. LIKE a gandalf style staff that is big and thick and yeah he walks with that and wears big robes, what a gandalf wannabe

literally such a fast flier just not good enough to be pro y’know

is sooosoosososos helpful :( will always lend his ear to talk and will help any one. also hmu this is a fun plot

i mean ideally i’d like him to be a lil slutty but like we’ll see idk HMU IF U WANT THIS PLOT

literally fam whatever u want plz just love me love him

weasleys  ALSO hmu bc he hurt a fellow weasley y’know

[yjsangjun-blog]

                       𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖉𝖚𝖈𝖎𝖓𝖌 — 𝖇𝖆𝖊𝖐 ‘𝖘𝖆𝖒’ 𝖘𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖏𝖚𝖓.

hi hello. i’m cait, i’m 25, i go by she/her pronouns and i live in cst! i am a hot mess who loves causing her characters pain & angst…. i also love ruining their lives on a daily basis.

this is my babe sangjun who’s a lil bit messy ( much like most of my characters ) and you can find basic stats / bullet point bio / basic personality info / basic plot ideas & stuff like that for him under the cut! if you want more in depth info message me bc honestly this intro post is … oof !!! it’s also kinda long so lemme apologize for that as well !!!

but i am super excited to be here and i can’t wait to plot with ya’ll & love your babies !!!! if you’d like to plot, please feel free to IM me on here, ask for my discord or like this post & i’ll come to you !!!

tw: mentions of alcohol / alcoholism, drugs / drug abuse, bullying & violence.

                                         BASIC INFO ( PT 1. )

FACECLAIM: min yoongi + suga + rapper. CHARACTER NAME: baek 'sam' sangjun. PRONOUNS: he/him. GENDER: cismale. AGE/BIRTHDAY: twenty-six. + june eleventh. ZODIAC SIGN: gemini. ROOM: haean + 2e.

                                           OTHER INFO

POSITIVE TRAITS: determined, hard-working, charismatic & adventurous. NEGATIVE TRAITS: hedonistic, short-tempered, impulsive & blunt. OCCUPATION: bouncer at club arena / underground fighter. ( future ceo ) SONG THAT DESCRIBES THEM: i'm not sorry - dean. HOW LONG HAVE THEY LIVED AT THE YUJAEN?: six years. FOUR MUSE AESTHETICS: leather jackets, bruised knuckles, blurry evenings, late night snack runs.

                                      BASIC INFO ( PT 2. )

full name: baek sangjun. nickname(s): sam, san, jun. hometown: seoul, south korea current location: yongsa, south korea. ethnicity: korean. nationality: korean. gender: cismale. pronouns: he/him/his. orientation: pansexual. occupation: bouncer / underground fighter. language(s) spoken: korean, english, japanese, spanish, french, chinese.

                                PHYSICAL APPEARANCE.

face claim: min yoongi. ( suga ) of bts. hair color: frequently changes, currently platinum blonde. eye color: brown with a small hazel ring. height: 5'10". weight: 169. build: athletic. tattoos: he’s got a few stick-n-poke tattoos scattered across his body, though most aren’t visible when he’s wearing clothing. piercings: these, double helix in left ear & tongue.

                                             HEALTH.

physical ailments: alcoholism, allergies, drug abuse, lactose intolerance. neurological conditions: back pain / muscle spasms, carpal tunnel. allergies: shellfish, pollen, mold. sleeping habits: all over the place, usually tosses & turns for a while before falling asleep. rarely gets more than 4-5 hours of sleep a night. eating habits: horrible, relies on fast-food & take-out most of the time. loves 'comfort foods’. exercise habits: goes to the gym at least three times a week, less if he’s been in back-to-back fights. body temperature: hotnatured. addictions: alcohol, tobacco, cannabis, gambling, sex. drug use: frequent. alcohol use: frequent.

                                       PERSONALITY. ( PT 1. )

label: the cataclysmic. positive traits: determined, hard-working, charismatic & adventurous. negative traits: hedonistic, short-tempered, impulsive & blunt. fears: heights, flying, confined spaces, drowning, commitment. hobbies: arcade games, astronomy, billiards, board games, boxing, card games, comic books, cooking, motorcycles, poker, reading, video games, weight training, yoga. habits / quirks: believes in demonic possession, believes in ghosts & spirits, believes in karma, carries a 'lucky’ item with him everywhere, fights for animal rights, fights for gender equality, fights for human rights, fights for the legalization of cannabis, fights for marriage equality, meditates, always has change in his pockets, owns an outrageous amount of shoes, counts stairs, experiences episodes of depression, boxes, collects packs of playing cards, doodles on everything, gardens, loves board games, paints, plays with fire, plays poker, plays video games, randomly wanders around when bored, sings well.

                                               FAVORITES.

season: fall. color(s): army green, black, red, gray. music: all genres, doesn’t care for country. movies: action, comedy, horror, suspense. sport(s): hockey, basketball, baseball. beverage(s): whiskey, soda. food: comfort foods. animal: dogs.

                                                    FAMILY.

father: baek jaejin, sixty, ceo. mother: baek chansook, fifty-four, ceo. sibling(s): younger sibling, nineteen. children: n/a. pet(s): a siamese cat named ramen ( back at home with his parents ), a bengal cat named shiva ( back at home with his parents ) & a seven month old austrailan sheppard puppy named indy ( lives with his sibling. ) family’s financial status: upper class.

                                                   EXTRAS.

mbti: entp-a. ( the debater ) enneagram: type 8. ( the challenger ) temperament: choleric. hogwarts house: slytherin. moral alignment: chaotic neutral. primary vice: wrath. primary virtue: diligence. element: fire.

                                                BIOGRAPHY.

born in seoul, south korea.

parents were very well known ceos, both running very successful corporations.

and of course, they wanted sangjun to follow in their footsteps.

parents were pretty strict and didn’t really allow him to do well.. anything.

however, they did buy him whatever he wanted and spoiled him in that way.

and due to both of those things combined, he started to rebel at a really young age. ( i’m talking like 10 )

so he’d sneak out, graffiti people’s houses and break things and the likes.

never got caught for it, though, knowing that if he did his parents would have kicked him out and probably disowned him for his behavior.

but one of the reasons he never got caught being a rebel was the fact he was bringing straight a’s in school, was always the very top of his class and from his parent’s perspective? he was a model child.

however, he hated that, hated having to live under his parent’s shadows and be this cookie-cutter version of himself they wanted him so desperately to be.

but he played it off, juggling the 'angel’ side of him with the rebellious tendencies that continued to grow worse and worse with each passing year.

god, high school was so different, though. he’d rebel more and more every single day, pushing the limits of getting caught.

however, word got out pretty quickly about just how wealthy his family was and kids started to bully sangjun for it, causing his anger to get the better of him until he lashed out so bad it landed one of those bullies in the hospital for copious amounts of injuries.

of course, his parents were pissed. grounded him for a solid month and in that time, he learned each and every way he could sneak out of his house at night, wandering the streets of seoul at all hours.

one of those nights he happened to run into a group of people who also went to his school, but instead of them bullying him for whatever reason, they commended him on standing up for himself like he had & told him there was a way to let out the pent up aggression that ended up sending a kid to the hospital.

his curiosity was lit up that night, eager to figure out what the hell they were talking about and a few days later, he was introduced to a scene that’d become far more intoxicating that anything he’d ever experienced before.

underground fighting. no rules, no shadows he had to live under, tons of money for each win under his belt? it was the life he never knew he wanted, but the second he got a taste of it, he wanted more.

so those late night strolls turned into him sneaking out of the house only to meet up with his new group of friends, all of which were clad in full black outfits .. traveling to some random person’s basement ( or abandoned buildings of numerous kinds ) only for sangjun to be able to release every single bit of pent up aggression he carried out on some stranger who’d never remember his name.

his parents? they were just as clueless as before, though, sam continuing to excel in school as well as his fights so much so that he found the perfect balance.. learned how to hide the scrapes and bruises from his mother & father all while continuing to be the top of his class.

not to mention he was juggling all of that and his acting career all at once, trying to hide certain things from his parents and the rest of the world because he knew it’d ruin his reputation.

however, due to the amount of stress that sat upon sam’s shoulders on a daily basis, he let himself slip up on his 21st birthday, parents stumbling into his apartment only to catch him drunk & high with a bunch of strangers surrounding him.

it was a moment he’d been scared of his whole life, worried his parents would just disown him right then and there...

but in all honesty? it was the most freeing night of sam’s life.

he didn’t have to pretend to be someone he wasn’t anymore, didn’t have to pretend to be a pure and innocent little thing who never did anything wrong. didn’t have to live up to the high expectations he’d set for himself so many years ago and god, he was hooked.

his parents not disowning him and continuing to pay for everything he wanted only fueling him to continue the downward spiral, living his life to the fullest, doing whatever the hell he wanted to... whenever the hell he wanted to.

                                      PERSONALITY. ( PT 2. )

hides behind a wall of sarcasm, cockiness, anger and lust.

doesn’t really care to get to know people and had a tendency to push people away before they get too close to him. ( though it’s all a ruse. )

wears glasses to read and mess w computers, but hates them a lot and probably won’t wear them if people are around.

has two different wardrobes, one for when he’s around his parents. that consists of suits & dressy attire. and then one for when he isn’t that consists of ripped jeans, t-shirts, sweats & everything in between.

is …. stubborn as hell and refuses to ask for help with anything.

his motorcycle is literally his baby ??? like he ?? has a problem ??

fluent in a lot of languages, picked them up so that he didn’t need translators at his parents meetings and the likes.

lowkey worried that people will figure out that he’s actually v scared & stressed on the inside because that’ll cause him to start having to deal with his feelings, and he doesn’t wanna do that.

is the biggest flirt you will ever meet?? like if he’s speaking to you… its usually flirty as hell unless it has to do w business ( both his parents & his fights ) or he’s just known you for centuries ?

will try to get everyone to go to bars n parties with him because that’s his life in a nutshell ??

drinks..heavily..  like every night?? it’s a problem tbh.

nerd on the inside though like owns so many comic books, loves to play video games, read books, plays piano.. loves to sketch, paint & the likes.

he cares… god he cares so much about people and the world but he pretends to hate everything because it’s easier than letting people in.

full of horrible and cheesy pick up lines and jokes and frequently texts people said pick up lines and jokes.

owns a book that is full of nothing but blank pages and keeps it on his coffee table because he ‘relates’ to it.

is a highkey hoe but he tries to keep it on the dl ( he fails… miserably. )

super into fitness as it’s a way to keep him away from drinking every evening. ( that doesn’t work for him tho, oof.. )

also has bruised knuckles 24/7 & some other injuries he gets from his fights, plays it off like he’s just clumsy.

anger issues af. needs to get them in check.

actually super kind and caring once you’re able to see get past his wall?? which is really hard tbh but if you’re able to? he’s so loyal and caring it’s unreal.

has a bad habit of smoking whenever he’s stressed out, which is usually all of the time so he smokes…. more than he should ( though he won’t admit to being stressed out,,,,, ever in his life. )

highkey into cuddling and all the cute shit like that but would literally never tell a soul because then they’d see that he isn’t the ‘hardass’ he pretends to be on a daily basis.

is a burnt cupcake who has 'decent’ intentions but has extremely horrible execution skills.

                                                 PLOT IDEAS.

bad influence. ( on your muse. )

best friends.

childhood friend.

competition.

confidant.

cousin.

current hook up(s).

drinking buddies.

drunken hook up.

enemies that used to be friends.

enemies.

exes who ended on bad terms.

flirtationship.

frenemies.

friendly competition.

friends that used to be enemies.

friends with benefits.

good influence. ( on sangjun. )

hate sex.

one night stand(s). ( past & present. )

partner in crime.

party buddies.

past hook up(s).

ride or die.

social media friends.

trouble makers.

unlikely friends.

[wanna-17]

sisterzoned ft. kang daniel (pt. 2/end)

summary: you’re sisterzoned by your crush the moment you two meet, will you ever have a chance?

length: 2.3k

a/n: PART 2 IS HERE IM SO OVERWHELMED BC PART 1 GOT MORE THAN 100 NOTES THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!! this is a lil long and i’m honestly unsure how you guys will find this :// so please please send me asks to let me know what you think or just talk to me in general heheh i really hope you guys like this!!!

please read part 1 here if you haven’t already! i also suggest reading both parts to get you in the mood!! 

so continuing on it’s been 5 years and you thought you were over your camp crush on daniel 

however this completely proved to be wrong when you came across a picture of daniel kissing this girl’s cheek 

and your heart felt messed up 

so you decided to REALLY actually move on 

so you started doing a whole bunch of things to distract yourself 

you started to take the initiative in hanging out one on one with friends to catch up 

you watched a lot of kdramas and shows

you helped your parents at home a lot with stuff 

you took your younger siblings on drives and tutored them 

you even managed to go out for a run a couple of times a week 

you were feeling so much better

more happy more refreshed and you were doing things for yourself too

occasionally treating yourself and also trying new things like planting and arranging flowers which you never ever thought you’d enjoy 

you had a party coming up and at first you were hesitant to go 

bc you weren’t close to the girl hosting the party as she was only someone you met through group work 

and secondly it was pretty fancy as it was gonna be like on a cruise and you had to dress up and you were really lazy with that stuff

but you decided hey why not go as there wasn’t much to lose

all you had to do was force yourself to wear a dress and chip in $10 for the birthday gift and you got to be on a cruise, have unlimited food and maybe even make some new friends 

so here you were at this party on a cruise in your dress from a couple years of back that you wore for graduation without any make up on and a purse which had your thongs that could save your feet for the night 

you had small conversations with many people and everyone was generally nice 

people offered you alcohol but you declined as you had to drive home and you also secretly hated alcohol 

so now anyways onto the important stuff

FOOD who doesn’t like free food at parties omg

the food was a buffet style so it was always available and you could get as much as you wanted anytime 

as you were reaching for the salmon i love salmon a girl also reached for the tongs thing to pick up the salmon at the same time as you

“omg i’m so sorry! here you can go first!” said the girl apologetically as she offered the tongs to you 

“ah thanks!” you replied as you took them from her and took some salmon 

you offered to put some on her plate and she was grateful 

then it got awkward as you didn’t have in mind where to go after getting your food and it seemed the same to the girl 

so you decided to strike up a conversation with her bc why not she seemed really friendly 

“hey so what’s your name?” you asked 

“oh my name is yoojung! what about you?” 

“i’m y/n! nice to meet you!”

“nice to meet you too! i’m so glad that you talked to me as i haven’t really met anyone new here” said yoojung 

“oh are you only close with chungha?” lets say its chunghas birthday party on a cruise lol

“no i actually don’t know her...my boyfriend bought me here as a plus one so i thought why not as i love food on cruises” explained yoojung “ahhh this is kinda embarrassing” lets all guess who yoojung’s boyfriend is lmao

you laughed

“you’re so cute and its not embarrassing i would do the same as you if i had a boyfriend that took me to parties for the food” you replied assuring her

you and yoojung bonded instantly due to both your love for food and you really enjoyed talking to her bc she was so sweet and genuine and cute and you guys found out you were the same age too and even swapped contact details 

however for some odd reason yoojung looked a teeny bit familiar but you couldn’t pinpoint from where or what 

you asked her and after comparing primary schools high schools tutoring places and everything there was nothing common but whatever 

you guys continued to chat about other things 

after like half an hour of just chatting suddenly a guy came and snaked his arm around yoojung’s waist and gave her a kiss on the forehead as he said “little kid where have you been?” 

you couldn’t see the guy’s front but his backview somewhat seemed familiar and so did his voice 

but it couldn’t be who you thought it was right?

“stop calling me that omg” said yoojung as she shoved him playfully 

the guy finally turned around and his eyes widened and so did yours

yes it was daniel 

who you’d tried so so damn hard for the past two months or more like 5 years to get over 

and here he was standing in front of you with another girl who was cute and sweet 

yoojung hadn’t yet caught on that you two probably knew each other as he introduced you two “hey daniel, that’s my new friend y/n and y/n that’s my boyfriend that bought me here, daniel” 

daniel suddenly smiled showing his bunny smile that you had not seen in five years and it was still the same

you realised he’d lost some weight, grew taller and had dyed his hair light brown 

“yoojung that’s my younger sister that i mentioned to you before” exclaimed daniel “SIS I MISSED YOU” 

daniel suddenly engulfed you in a hug and you awkwardly stood their frozen hoping that he did not hear your heart burst 

yoojung laughed “omg what a coincidence! that’s so sweet how you guys reunited thanks to me” she clapped her hands happily 

daniel finally let go of you 

“awww y/n its been ages i’m so happy to see you” said daniel 

“yeah me too” you replied awkwardly as you tried to avoid eye contact and keep calm

it was crazy you’d been going out of your comfort zone for the past two months to get over daniel because he got a girlfriend but all that effort had been wasted as daniel and his girlfriend were standing in front of you right now

you were on a freaking cruise so you couldn’t even escape 

“well i need to go to the restroom why don’t you guys catch up?” said yoojung 

daniel gave her another kiss on the forehead and yoojung left smiling at you two 

yoojung was a literal angel you couldn’t even hate daniel’s girlfriend because she was so nice and cute and you guys even swapped contact details 

no wonder she looked familiar as you’d seen the photo on facebook....

and now it was just you and daniel and he had that bright smile on his face 

“y/n let’s go outside to the cruise balcony its so pretty out there!” exclaimed daniel 

you nodded in response unsure what to say 

suddenly daniel placed his hands on your shoulders and started to steer you in the direction of the cruise  balcony 

as his hands made contact with your shoulders you literally felt electricity run up your entire body 

even though the straps on your dress were really thick you still felt your skin crawl up due to the contact 

when you guys reached the cruise balcony he let go of your shoulders and leaned against the railing looking at the ocean and the night sky above

you stood next to him keeping a rather large distance between the two of you 

you looked towards him and couldn’t help but admire his sideview and the way he shone under the moonlight 

but you couldn’t fall for him, you couldn’t be distracted by his actions towards you and the smiles

he had a girlfriend for goodness sake 

you wanted to escape so bad but you also couldn’t help want to spend more time with him like this

the wind was pretty strong and you unconsciously folded your arms in an attempt to keep yourself warm 

daniel glanced over at you as he asked “dont you have a cardigan or something?” 

you shook your head 

please don’t do something that will make me all fuzzy please don’t please don’t you chanted in your head 

too late daniel had already taken off his jacket and he wrapped it around your shoulders 

you felt your cheeks burn up and luckily you guys were outside so he couldn’t see 

“you need to look after yourself” said daniel as you ruffled your hair

you were suddenly getting annoyed

this guy had a girlfriend and he kept doing sweet things to you that made your heart go crazy 

all of a sudden an unfamiliar amount of courage took over you as you shook off the jacket around your shoulders and looked at daniel right in the eye 

“why are you doing this to me?” you asked bluntly

you were so out of character as you were usually the type of person to follow others and endure rather than be straightforward and bring up uncomfortable topics like this

“huh what do you mean?” replied daniel confused as he still had his bunny smile on 

you shoved the jacket in his arms as he looked at you in surprise 

“this, everything that you do to me and say to me. aren’t you dating yoojung?” 

“yeah i am but how’s that related to my actions towards you?” asked daniel still confused 

“have you ever considered how yoojung might feel knowing how you treat me?” 

“she’s fine with it because she knows that you’re my sister -” 

“i’m not your sister and maybe have you thought about how i feel?” 

“wait what...” said daniel as he tried to figure out what you meant “no way...it can’t be what i’m thinking right?” 

“well yes it is” you replied

and then you realised you had basically confessed and never in your imagination would you have expected yourself to confess to someone 

especially in a ridiculous situation like this where daniel already had a girlfriend 

daniel looked at you wide eyed as he was lost for words 

silence filled the atmosphere between you two and you really wanted to run away 

but since you had already embarrassed yourself you thought you might as well make your feelings clear

“look daniel i actually liked you since that camp we met on ages ago and i’ve been trying to get over you ever since i found out you had a girlfriend. i was pretty much over you but it didn’t help that you appeared in front of me like this being all sweet and nice” you let out basically in one breath 

he looked at you in shock “you liked me on the camp?!” 

you bowed your head down in embarrassment regretting everything you had blurted out 

“you know what just pretend i didn’t say anything bye” you said quickly about to leave

“no no wait y/n” said daniel “it’s just that...why do we have such bad timing?” 

your eyes widened at what daniel said resorting in you staying to finish hearing what he wanted to say 

daniel rubbed the back of his neck furiously 

“seriously this is so messed up...” said daniel rubbing the back of his neck “to be honest i liked you at the camp back then too...”

“WHAT” now it was your turn to exclaim and be shocked

“then why did you call me your sister and all that?” you asked

“well at first i noticed you and had the feeling of wanting to protect you since you were like a little kid so i made up the excuse of us having the same last names so i could get to know you better. but i didn’t think i would end up liking you and i thought there was no way that you would like me back...” 

you couldn’t believe it because daniel had liked you back then too...

“and well back then i probably could have told you that i liked you but we were so young back then i was afraid of messing up and also since you were transferring schools it wouldn’t work out anyways so i just kept it to myself and enjoyed my time with you” 

you were speechless you didn’t know how to respond and to take in this new information

you could feel your knees go weak and tears forming in your eyes 

“but well as you know i have a girlfriend right now and i really love yoojung a lot...i’m so sorry y/n...i’m so sorry that it turned out like this and that i misled you i should have been more careful i’m so sorry” said daniel 

daniel felt so terrible 

“no it’s okay it’s not your fault...i overthink and overanalyse everything...” you replied 

“no y/n it’s my fault...but i hope that you can get over me and i’m sure there is someone out there who will love you way more than how much i loved you back then and treat you with sincerity and understand you better” said daniel 

you felt a stab in your heart as tears started to really fall 

daniel took out a pack of pocket tissues from his pocket uh duh 

and instead of wiping your tears which would be his normal behaviour towards you he handed them to you instead

“y/n i know this is selfish of me but it would be nice if you could still be my sister...maybe when you get over me and find a great guy you are always welcome to come and be my sister but it’s entirely up to you” 

you nodded as the tissues soaked up your tears

daniel gently ruffled your hair one last time before walking away 

you watched his back view getting further and further away and he finally disappeared back inside 

fate was so cruel to you 

omg the ending the ending this was my first attempt at angst so i really don’t know ??? but i love daniel sm!! well this is the end of sisterzoned. i think the moral of this story is that timing is pretty important bc here if y/n didn’t have to move schools she probably got to get to know daniel better and that by the end they would be together. feelings can come and go especially when we are young so it’s important to cherish every moment! OH AND PLS LET ME KNOW WHETHER U LIKE THIS WRITING STYLE OR NOT so i know if i should keep doing scenarios in the future i love you all 

ALSO MTLS ARE OPEN SO PLS REQUEST :)

masterlist is here

[chickenstuffedwithmozzarella]

Yaaay!! Thank you Soraya's inbox, sorry i blamed you on eating the last ask😂😘. You did great. Nono, he wasnt a torero, he looked like a prince. (Which is not better bcs i dont like any of those  figures but... whatever). Ooh, talking about suits, did you see the ranking hsfashionarchive did of the suits he wore this tour? Bcn was winning, pink suit was second and Mdd was third!! (1)

[I hope this works 😜🙏🏻, bc this was TOO long, jajajaa.]

Ohhh. Your mom is the best. So supportive! Petition to give her that award. She is clearly the winner. (1D clinex? capitalism in its pure state 😂. Did they really made those? Glad i didnt find it on time bcs i would have definitely brought them as a joke to my sister or something). You are already playing Niall’s songs to her? Did she like them? Does she have anything similar to “pikachu get away” she had for SOTT?. (2)

JAJAJAJJA. Netflix always does that to me too. Dont know why. I started watching Black mirror backwards bcs of that. Did you understand anything of chapter 7 os ST? (Did you finish the show??). Yep. The 8th season is the last one, and i dont know hoe to feel about it. Dissapointed by the shows? As in with the ending?? Or how? (3)

You sound like a devoted cat lady, yes. Ooow, i have little cousins too, though they are reaching the age of “too cool to be seen with you, old girl” Of course they make me laugh. Honey is a menace and i appreciate it. JAJAJAJAJAJAJA. He ate the chorizo?? Honeeey!! 😂😂😂 that made me laugh at loud int the train and now my neighbour is looking at me weirdly. I see, you’ll never get bored with him. (4)

When i was younger and + close minded, i didnt like tattos. Considere also that the ones I had saw in real life were the tribal ones, so there’s tgat. But then i grew up and started liking them (you can partially blame larry for that). Nobody in my family (cousins and so) has one, and thats kind of a encouragement, I’d love to piss them, but my dad has threaten me to disinherit me (we dont heven have that, lol) and i dont have any tatto on mind, so i wont do it… maybe in the future, yes. (5)

I MISS LOUIS TOO! I hope he is fine. Resting and so. Im sure that creating the album that will destroy us all takes a lot of effort. (Seriously, where is heeeee?). Heeey!! I wont get bored. Or mad! I have such a great time talking to you. If i dont talk more its bcs of the character limit and bcs im always worried about pressuring or imposing. Dont be dumb. If i dont answer its bcs im busy with finals and so. Nothing more. Promise. (6)

THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING. i know i know. It makes sense and its a smart move, but… i cant stand raeggeton/latino, its not for me. Sad. I havent lost hope though. Maybe ill change my mind later Yeah, i have the same problem with my friends, they only listen to trap and raeggeton and i die everytime. We mostly agree to put something neutral like pop or the radio. (Disney songs never get old😂). (7)

Ay. I just saw that i wrote “heven” instead of “even” and now i want to delete myself. I was walking while writing the asks and i didnt proofread it. I feel so dumb. Anyway, sorry for sending so many asks (today i made a record xd) and, as always, good night!!————————————————————————-Hi!!!! Yes! I saw the ranking. But it isn’t exactly a ranking. It’s more to like chose wants your favorite suit. I did it and guess what? My first choice in the Madrid one, jajajaa. Second the kilt. And third the jumpsuit. Very accurate.

Oh, you’re telling me! My family bought me a bunch of 1D merch (unofficial all): the clinex, a hair brush, a bracelet, 2 books!, one perfume (this I love it, it smells so good), a make up box… I can’t even remember everything. Ah! A birthday card too!! Where they talk when you open it. I always use to wish happy birthday to people (the audio) 🤣🤣🤣🤣. I had to tell them to please stop wasting money on those things. I don’t even know where I have it. And if a can ask, I’d rather they give me the money so I can go to their concerts,jajajaja.EDIT: I can’t believe I forgot the poster!! I have it beside my head right now,jajaja, and I only realized it was there when I looked at the boys to ask for inspiration,😅😅)

Oh, my mom loves Niall’s album too. But I don’t think she “knows” any of the lyrics,jajaja. Though, she knows the hmmmm in This Town. But that’s all. She and my sister, both separately were like: “oh! who’s him??” When they heard Fire Away. And I was like: “ehhhhh, it’s Niall’s album, so guess who’s it?? What, you like it? See, Harry’s not the only one who can sing…” jajajajja. It’s because of comments like this, that they think I don’t like Harry. And I get so offended when they hint at it! Like, of course I like Harry. But I like all of them too!! God!! I love Niall’s album so much (I’m hearing it right now, bc I couldn’t remember what song was the one they liked it so much, and now I can’t stop 😅). Harry’s and Niall’s albums have been lining in my car since they were released. I had Harry’s playing in a loop till I got Niall’s one and I interchanged them. Then Harry’s came back a month or so before his concert. And now it’s time for Niall’s again. (You can’t imagine how hard it’s being writing this with honey laying on my arm!! Jajaja, I can’t barely move my fingers😅).

AND WHAT DID YOU DO WHEN YOU REALIZED YOU WERE WATCHING BLACK MIRROS BACKWARDS??? I’ve watched canter 1 and 2 of ST afterwards, but I hadn’t gotten to watch the whole thing yet. I can’t stand to be looking at a screen for 50minutes without doing anything. And don’t get me wrong, lol, I can be on tumblr for hours, jajaja, but a have to move my hand, and I can go from a blog to another… y'know, jajajajaja. And when I watched chapter 7 of ST i was like, okay… now they have to investigate what happened… or a guessed they would be doing flashbacks… jajajajajaja. Then I realized my mistake and thought I was stupid, 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣“I see you from a different point of view🎶🎶” ( sorry, that’s me singing,jajajaja, Seeing Blind. I LOVE that song)And shows have disappointed me in the sense that they turn out to have an awful ending (seriously, I know you do it for the audience, but end a show how it deserves it, don’t turn it into shit just for a handful of money); or bc they just end it bc they don’t have enough audience. It’s always a matter of audience,jajaja.if they have a lot, they want to explode it. And if they don’t have enough they finish it ASAP. 😒

Honey is a menace, yeh, I couldn’t love him more,jajajaja. He can’t see me petting Liam, he gets jealous and comes to me and headbutt my hand so I pet him too. And Liam is so patient with him. They’re totally like liam and Louis, jajja. Hey! did I tell you the story about when I got Liam? no!! Well, someone gave my dad 4 kitties (they were sooooo small). So, guess their names (it was post March 25, 2015…) yes!! They were named (by me) Louis, Niall, Harry and Liam, jajajajajja. But Harry died a couple of days later, because he was really really young. He couldn’t survive without his mom ☹️. And the other three, my dad took them to a place we have were he has a little garden (?) with vegetables and chickens and proper farm-y, jejeje. I wasn’t too (any) into cats back then, so… Then he brought home one of them, to have our home free of mice. AND IT WAS LIAM!! And I adopted him. I took care of him. We started loving each other. And he became useless with mice, jajaja. He’s totally domesticated now 😝. And that’s his story. The rest? Louis became a big alpha male at their new home. But s car ran him over last summer, and he died 😔. And Niall is a female, jajajajaa. And I hate her. Because she hasn’t been able to keep her kitties alive once!! (She’s pregame again, and we’re praying this time she knows who to be a mom🙏🏻) Ah!! And Honey had siblings the other day!! The guy who gave it to my dad is my brother’s friend and he show him a pic. There are two white cats!! I WANT THEM!!! But they don’t let me have anymore cats! Jajajajaja.

Hey, we might have in common the reason why we started liking tats, jajajjajaa. And, well, to piss off the family is as good a reason as any other,jajajaja. And why are dads like that?? When my sister and I got our lips pierced he went to pick up at the train station and as soon as he saw us he turned around and walked to the car without saying a word,jajajajja. I HAD TOLMY PARENTS WE WOULD BE DOING IT!! I asked my mom:hey mom, if a get a 10 in maths, can I get a piercing?? And she say okay. So I got a 10 (I might cheated or not on this, bc I already knew I had a 10, but wel…), and I got a piercing.my sister only got it, bc I was 16, she had to go with me as an adult, and giving she was already there, she got one too,jajajaja. (My granny almost kill us 😅)

Oh, louis has a BIG responsibility on his hands. He will be killing a lot of people when he puts out his album. He has to chose the proper songs to do it. It will be considered a massive destruction weapon, so he better be careful. But god, for real, when will Louis and Liam release their albums. At this pace, Harry and Niall will be releasing their second one before LiLo has finished their respective tours. And when they finish, Narry will have release their second one, and will be promoting them. So Lilo will start working in their seconds one. And… and… AND ONE DIRECTION WON’T COME BACK EVER BECAUSE THEY CAN FIX A DATE WHERE ALL OF THE BOYS HAVE NOTHING TO DO, AND WHAT WILL I DO??? 😭😭😭😭😭 (sorry, I panicked a bit there,oops).

Uggggg, I can’t stand raeggeton either. I can’t stand the music, argggg. Or the culture of it (the how it treats women, and glorifies sex). I can’t I can’t.and you can’t go out without hearing it. My friends and I went on road trip once. And it was my friend’s car. And she only listens to raeggeton. And after 10, 15, 40? minutes I had to ask her “will this song ever end???” And she told me it was already a different one. And I swear I almost jump out of the car,jajajajaja. We were crossing a bridge, and I wanted to jump out of the car!!!!! I couldn’t listen to that any more!!!!!  Ejkbvwirbfeuirnfrvoieefvnv The she caved and we switched to movie’s soundtracks,jajajaja.

Ha! Don’t worry about sending a lot of ask, I learn something, you’ll see,jajajajaa.Also, I forgot to ask early. Is your sister a 1d fan too, then? She goes to concerts and knows the song… how lucky! you have someone to talk about all the gossip!! (And they know what you’re talking about…) or is she a “casual” fan, and doesn’t get into fandom drama? She just likes the music and doesn’t care about their lives?are you both into drama?? God, I don’t discuss drama very much online, but if had someone face to face to talk about it… I would be the happiest person in the world,jajajajaa (what an exaggeration 🙊).

I think this is all. I LOVE ORPUR CONVERSATIONS!! Jajajaja( I hope I did it correctly and all this is under read more, jajaja)Byeeeeee!!!! 😚😚😚😚

[strawberrygiorno]

Get to know me meme!

tagged by @uglyelleth

1. What is your full name? Alex

2. What is your nickname? i don’t really have one

3. What is your zodiac sign? capricorn/aquarius

4. What is your favorite book series? probably harry potter lmao 

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? it’s pretty likely that earth isn’t the only planet with life on it

6. Who is your favorite author? i’m not really sure lmao i’m bad at favorites

7. What is your favorite radio station? uhhh i usually end up liking the oldies stations whoops

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? i really like vanilla

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? wonderful, awesome, cool

10. What is your current favorite song? aw man i don’t even know i’m so bad at favorites aaa i’ve been really into lonesome dreams by lord huron lately but not in a favorite way more in an i could listen to this for hours and it calms me way if that makes sense

11. What is your favorite word? defenestration

12. What was the last song you listened to? secrets by onerepublic

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? man idk i’m insecure about my tastes in things everything i watch is bad lmao. maybe atla 

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? i marathon mob psycho 100 sometimes when i feel bad lmao

15. Do you play video games? not really but it’s mostly because i don’t have systems/my brothers hog the ones we have

16. What is your biggest fear? uhhh the future in general

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? i’m compassionate

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? i’m too withdrawn

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? they’re both good but i do. really love cats

20. What is your favorite season? fall is nice

21. Are you in a relationship? nope

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? my mental stability lol?? no but my mom used to work at a summer camp and i really miss going there every day in the summer

23. Who is your best friend? i don’t want to pick favorites so u get no answer

24. What is your eye color? brown

25. What is your hair color? brown

26. Who is someone you love? my family and my friends 

27. Who is someone you trust? i generally trust my friends

28. Who is someone you think about often? my friends usually and my brothers and my cats

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? going home lol

30. What is your biggest obsession? take a look at my blog and tell me i think it’s pretty obvious

31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? i really really loved dora the explorer as a little little kid lmao

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? hey uh what’s the opposite of nonbinary

33. Are you superstitious? nah

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? riding bikes ;;;

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? behind

36. What is your favorite hobby? does thinking about fictional characters count uh drawing i guess

37. What was the last book you read? i’m in the middle of reading the knife of never letting go by patrick ness

38. What was the last movie you watched? rogue one lmao

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? clarinet and a little bit of piano

40. What is your favorite animal? maybe cats idk

41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow? aa man idk i follow a lot of really great people i can’t pick favorites  ;v;

42. What superpower do you wish you had? telekinesis

43. When and where do you feel most at peace? on a lakeshore on a still summer evening

44. What makes you smile? when ppl enjoy the things i create

45. What sports do you play, if any? i don’t play any haaaa

46. What is your favorite drink? root beer or cream soda tbh

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody? probably ?? for a friend’s birthday a few months ago

48. Are you afraid of heights? yeah

49. What is your biggest pet peeve? idek man

50. Have you ever been to a concert? like school band concert? yes

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian? no

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up? i wanted to be a vet or a paleontologist 

53. What fictional world would you like to live in? hhh idk there are so many cool ones but they all have their drawbacks too 

54. What is something you worry about? what don’t i worry about i probably worry most about making a fool of myself and being alone for the rest of my life

55. Are you scared of the dark? a little

56. Do you like to sing? yeah but only when i’m alone bc i’m not good at it lol

57. Have you ever skipped school? never really on purpose

58. What is your favorite place on the planet? tbh like... u know the summer camp i mentioned? on the dock there

59. Where would you like to live? i like it a lot in minnesota and i can’t imagine myself leaving. i would like to live on a lakefront someday.

60. Do you have any pets? i have two cats!!

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? night owl

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? sunsets are the only ones i’m ever really awake for

63. Do you know how to drive? yeah

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? headphones

65. Have you ever had braces? yep

66. What is your favorite genre of music? my music taste is pretty diverse i think so i don’t really know?

67. Who is your hero? shrugs

68. Do you read comic books? not really no

69. What makes you the most angry? when people are mean to others for no good reason

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? real books

71. What is your favorite subject in school? i like psychology and history

72. Do you have any siblings? two younger brothers

73. What was the last thing you bought? floss and a bottle of pop

74. How tall are you? 5′3”

75. Can you cook? sorta?

76. What are three things that you love? animals, nature, fleecy pajamas lol

77. What are three things that you hate? people who are mean, unnecessary drama, high school

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends? looks at my like three friends uhhh

79. What is your sexual orientation? aroace

80. Where do you currently live? minnesota

81. Who was the last person you texted? a friend

82. When was the last time you cried? uhhhh a few weeks ago

83. Who is your favorite YouTuber? shrug emoji

84. Do you like to take selfies? sometimes but not often

85. What is your favorite app? i dunno man

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? i like to think it’s good!!

87. What is your favorite foreign accent? i don’t really know aaa

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? japan

89. What is your favorite number? 42

90. Can you juggle? no

91. Are you religious? not particularly

92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting? they’re both really interesting and terrifying

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? no lmao i’m a coward

94. Are you allergic to anything? nope

95. Can you curl your tongue? yep

96. Can you wiggle your ears? no

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? idk whenever i’m wrong i hope

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach? forest

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you? i uhhh don’t know 

100. Are you a good liar? i think so

101. What is your Hogwarts House? hufflepuff

102. Do you talk to yourself? always

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? no

105. Do you believe in second chances? yeah

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? try to figure out who it belongs to and do what i can to make sure it gets to them

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? yes

108. Are you ticklish? not really

109. Have you ever been on a plane? yeah

110. Do you have any piercings? no

111. What fictional character do you wish was real? i don’t even know there are a lot lmao

112. Do you have any tattoos? no

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far? cutting off a toxic friend during high school

114. Do you believe in karma? shrugs not really

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? nope

116. Do you want children? not really. i might adopt if i get to a point where i feel that i’m stable enough and i can handle it but as of right now. no.

117. Who is the smartest person you know? idk maybe my dad?

118. What is your most embarrassing memory? i decline to answer this

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter? yeah

120. What color are most of you clothes? mostly dark colors. a lot of blues.

121. Do you like adventures? hell yeah

122. Have you ever been on TV? no

123. How old are you? 19

124. What is your favorite quote? i don’t kno w

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? depends on my mood

i’m not taggin anybody u can take it and say i tagged u

[divinebred-blog]

really  LONG  CHARACTER  SURVEY. RULES.  repost ,   don’t  reblog  !    tag  ! good  luck  ! TAGGED. @sakanxde​ ( i just realized i never did this for shinji so thank u !! ) TAGGING. idek who i’ve already tagged, so whoever wants to.

BASICS.

FULL  NAME :  hirako shinji. NICKNAME :   hirako-taicho, stinkin’ baldy ( by hiyori ). AGE :  about 400 y/o. BIRTHDAY :  may 10th. ETHNIC  GROUP : asian ( probably with an european mix ). NATIONALITY :   japanese. LANGUAGE / S :   japanese, english, latin. SEXUAL  ORIENTATION :   grey-asexual. ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION :   demiromantic. RELATIONSHIP  STATUS :   single. verse dependent. CLASS :   upper. HOME  TOWN / AREA :    rukongai. CURRENT  HOME :   fifth division barracks, seireitei. PROFESSION :   shinigami.

PHYSICAL.

HAIR : blonde with straight bangs, reaches his lower back. EYES :  brown NOSE :  thin, straigh, a little long. FACE :  slim, with a sharp jaw. LIPS :  thin. COMPLEXION :  Ffair BLEMISHES :  n/a. SCARS :   a few here & there, but nothing overly prominent.  TATTOOS :  n/a. HEIGHT :   5′9" / 175cm. WEIGHT :   132 lbs. / 60kg. BUILD :   tall, slender, with little to no muscle. FEATURES :  his usual expression consist of an endless indignation. many of his facial expressions reveal his upper teeth. ALLERGIES :  n/a. USUAL  HAIR  STYLE :   long, straight. sometimes in a high ponytail. USUAL  FACE  LOOK :   a mix of boredom & sarcasm. USUAL  CLOTHING :   standard shinigami uniform & long-sleeved captain’s haori.

PSYCHOLOGY.

FEAR / S :   not knowing. ASPIRATION / S :   n/a. POSITIVE  TRAITS :   intelligent, charismatic, protective. NEGATIVE  TRAITS :  sarcastic, obnoxious, lazy, provocative, selfish. ZODIAC :   taurus TEMPERAMENT :    phlegmatic. SOUL  TYPE / S :   thinker / leader. ANIMALS :   sea lion. VICE  HABIT / S :   that would probably his behavious, as he rarely acts like a captain. FAITH :   agnostic GHOSTS ? :   yes AFTERLIFE ? :  yes REINCARNATION ? :  yes ALIENS ? :   no POLITICAL  ALIGNMENT :  gotei 13. ECONOMIC  PREFERENCE :  above average.  SOCIOPOLITICAL  POSITION : captain of the 5th division. EDUCATION  LEVEL :   shin’o academy.

FAMILY.

FATHER :   deceased. MOTHER :  deceased. SIBLINGS :  None EXTENDED  FAMILY :   unknown. NAME  MEANING / S :  " true ruler ” HISTORICAL  CONNECTION ? :  n/a.

FAVORITES.

BOOK :   fantasy books from the human world, like the lord of the rings. MOVIE :   n/a. SONG :   jazz. DEITY :   n/a. HOLIDAY :   n/a. MONTH :  may. SEASON :  spring. PLACE :   his chambers. WEATHER :   sunny but not overly warm. SOUND :  silence, birds chirping, saxophone, piano. SCENT / S :    cologne, hair gel. TASTE / S :    coffee. FEEL / S :   silk. ANIMAL / S : cats. NUMBER :  0 COLORS :   shades of yellow.

EXTRA.

TALENTS :   perception, he can play the piano. BAD  AT :   any kind of paperwork, or responsibilities in general. TURN  ONS :  passionate encounters, caressing, soft biting. TURN  OFFS :   hair pulling, pda. HOBBIES :  reading, listening to music, napping. TROPES :   idek. AESTHETIC  TAGS : asian, japan, feudal japan, edo era, rock garden, haori, robes, sandals, blonde, long hair, long nails, coffee, jazz, books, piano. GPOY  QUOTES :   ‘ leadership is not a title; it’s a behaviour. live it --- ’  robin sharma.

MUN QUESTIONS.

Q1 :   if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?   A1 : probably a story, starting off with his childhood, up to the day he got hollowified.

Q2 :   what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?           A2 :   lmao jazz.

Q3 :   why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?       A3 :   i still have no fucking idea how i ended up with shinji, of all characters i could have picked out. while i did like him, since the beginning, i didn’t have a particula interest until later on. after reading the turn back the pendulum arc, my muse just SPARKED so i went with it. & i don’t regret it. 

Q4 :   what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?       A4 :   that hair tbh. majestic ass hair.

Q5 :   describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse. A5 :    he didn’t kick aizen’s ass when he was too young to fight back ....

Q6 :   what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?       A6 :   we’re blonde, lazy mofos.

Q7 :   how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ? A7 :   i let him boss around aizen, so he’s pleased. he’s also giving oogly eyes to my coffee, but i aint sharing. no, shinji. get your own.

Q8 :   what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?       A8 :  definitely @sakanxde tbh, bc this twin trope is a ++. @deviliciious we haven’t interacted a lot, but their interactions crack me up every time. @tcdosou. jenny’s oc hangs out with my trash son tbh.

Q9 :   what  gives  you  inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?       A9 :   listening to melanie martinez, or re-reading the tbtp arc.

Q10 :   how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?       A10 :   dunno, an hr maybe.

[animusviincit]

REALLY  LONG CHARACTER SURVEY. RULES. repost, don’t reblog ! tag 10 ! good  luck ! TAGGED. @regiaservitia (thankss!!) TAGGING. whoever wants to?? i am lazy rn xD

BASICS. FULL  NAME : lucrezia borgia d’este (sforza d’aragona) NICKNAME : n/a AGE : 20 BIRTHDAY : april 18 ETHNIC  GROUP : italian/spanish NATIONALITY :  italian LANGUAGE / S : italian, spanish, latin, french, english SEXUAL  ORIENTATION: bisexual                 ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION : more heteroromantic RELATIONSHIP  STATUS : sadly married most of the time CLASS : wealthy HOME  TOWN / AREA : rome, italy CURRENT  HOME : depends, rome or ferrara PROFESSION : daughter of the pope, governour, regent, papal chancellor, duchess

PHYSICAL. HAIR : dark blonde, long and wavy EYES : a lighter brown, also described as “of no special colour” NOSE : a perfect little nose uwu FACE : oval, very symmetrical LIPS : reddish COMPLEXION : going towards an olive teint BLEMISHES : a mole on her neck SCARS : none TATTOOS : none HEIGHT : 5′4″ WEIGHT : 131 lbs BUILD : delicately, but with some small curves FEATURES : see above ALLERGIES : none USUAL  HAIR  STYLE : usually pinned-up or with a veil USUAL  FACE  LOOK : joyful, interested, concentrated USUAL  CLOTHING : take a look here !

PSYCHOLOGY. FEAR / S : loss, abandonment, downfall ASPIRATION / S : to build a life of her own, freedom, happiness and love, do some good in the world, be remembered for her own achievements POSITIVE  TRAITS : intelligent, compassionate, caring, determinded NEGATIVE  TRAITS : ambitious, stubborn, proud MBTI : enjf-t (the protagonist) ZODIAC : aries TEMPERAMENT : sanguine SOUL  TYPE / S : thinker, performer, hunter, creator, leader, spiritualist, helper, caregiver, educator ANIMALS : wildcat VICE  HABIT / S : alcohol, sex?? FAITH : roman catholic GHOSTS ? : open to the possibity AFTERLIFE ? : yes, she believes in this REINCARNATION ? : see above ALIENS ? : naaaa POLITICAL  ALIGNMENT : liberal, supports her family ECONOMIC  PREFERENCE : money is always good?? SOCIOPOLITICAL  POSITION : definitely at the top EDUCATION  LEVEL :  highly educated in languages, literature and politics

FAMILY. FATHER : rodrigo borgia / pope alexander vi. MOTHER : vanozza de’ cattanei SIBLINGS : 3 brothers, cesare, juan, goffredo EXTENDED  FAMILY : a lot of cousins, as well as half-siblings NAME  MEANING / S : profit, wealth HISTORICAL  CONNECTION ? : she is a historical person??

FAVOURITES. BOOK : dante’s “la divina commedia” MOVIE : pride and prejudice perhaps xD 5  SONGS : DEITY : god HOLIDAY : christmas MONTH : june SEASON : summer PLACE : the lateran palace, by the lake/sea WEATHER : sun SOUND : the lute and the harp SCENT / S : roses usually TASTE / S : blueberries, oranges FEEL / S : sitting on a throne, soft silk on her skin ANIMAL / S : horses NUMBER : 4 COLOUR : mulberry/lilac

EXTRA. TALENTS : speaks 5 different languages, horse riding, playing the flute & the harp, writing poetry, ruling (the consistery, a town, a duchy) BAD  AT : being alone, dealing with failure, TURN  ONS : kindness, confidence, $$$$$$, intelligence TURN  OFFS : dishonesty, cockiness, ego, self-depreciation HOBBIES : going to the opera, bouzouki, dancing, singing // swimming, reading & writing poetry, traveling internationally TROPES : costume porn, daddy’s girl, may-december romance, happiness in slavery, morality pet, proper lady, you killed my father, chekhov’s gunman, dragon ascendant, earn your happy ending, “the reason you suck” speech, spanner in the works, tragic keepsake AESTHETIC  TAGS : everything is rose, rose // worthy daughter of epirus // and she, who was a good and modest girl // picked roses and flowers each dawn GPOY  QUOTES : ❛ to all who walk the dark path, and to those who walk in the sunshine but hold out a hand in the darkness to travel beside us ❜

FC INFO. MAIN  FC / S : isolda dychauk ALT  FC / S : blanca suarez, melanie laurent, hannah new ... OLDER  FC / S : blanca suarez YOUNGER  FC / S : jenessa grant in some verses VOICE  CLAIM / S : isolda tbh ^^ GENDERBENT  FC / S : n/a

MUN QUESTIONS. Q1 : if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?           A1 : OHHH bc i am boring af it would be something like ‘the princess of the vatican’ or ‘blood and beauty’ and a lot of beautiful sceneries and no in/cest and THE WHOLE LIFE of lu including her last marriage and the time after cesares death. Q2 : what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?           A2 : renaissance music of italy and spain, a lot of harp. Q3 : why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?           A3 : i watched borgia and loved her and and a few years later I had read some more novels about the borgias and I was bored in holidays so ... :))))) Q4 : what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?           A4 : i think how delicate she was in the world she lived in, that she was such good soul and in many ways always carried that with her Q5 : describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse.           A5 : that she doesn’t let anybody really love her. she blames herself for shit she had no influence on and that made her believe she doesn’t deserve love and she is deadly for people close to her. Q6 : what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?           A6 : there are some things. like we both love reading (and are classic hoes tbh) and I can also pick up new languages quite good (not as good as lucrezia though). Q7 : how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ?           A7 : depends. it’s a constant battle between hate and love lmao Q8 : what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?         A8 : her family historically I think, and actually every interation here I can’t even choose. Q9 : what  gives  you  inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?         A9 : watching borgia & renaissance music and lana del rey music Q10 : how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?         A10 : i am never complete???