#I learned about the concept of first gen guilt two weeks ago and it hits so hard | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

phoneheadedtrans · 3 months ago

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You say the hill's too steep too climb, climbing. You say you'd to see me try, chidding. You pick the place and I'll choose the time, and I'll climb the hill in my own way. Just wait awhile for the right day. And as I rise above the tree line and the clouds you look in the sounds and the faces of the crowd.

#I want to go home so badly but I'm here #It's my last night at home before going to school and I been bawling my eyes out with my mawmaw and it just hurts so much #I just love everybody so much and I want to go home #I know I'm going to have to pack up and leave tomorrow and I'm fucking crushed #who would have thought that trying to ignore the days and diving into nostalgia wouldn't have eased the hurt #I learned about the concept of first gen guilt two weeks ago and it hits so hard #But no one and nothing prepares you for being the first person in your family behind #I know most people don't see or dislike or live across the country from their relatives but I just don't see how (barring abuse or somethin #vent #my post

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