#I know what you will all say. 5'8 might be short to many. not to me

[slavicafire]

that must be a lie. he is not that tall in my mind.

[girlfromthecrypt]

i really love that your characters aren't like perfect and conventionally attractive if that makes sense? like basil having top surgery scars and just BEING trans and still being someone who's implied to be attractive, or small stuff like flo not being super toned idk it just makes me feel really happy that for once it's an IF whos potential romantic interests aren't "bland actual fucking supermodel", "bland actual fucking supermodel but with red hair" and "bland actual supermodel but 5'10"

sorry for rambling it's just like a game where I feel comfortable, that like in universe I wouldn't be given shit about what I look like y'know

also I liked Basil's joke about the MC (I assume this is only when picking the short option) being the same size as some of the kids. it made it feel like friendly and real

THANK YOU I'm serious this particular thing means so much to me.

I very much intend for my characters to be attractive, but each in their own way, not like the "bland supermodels" you described. Bc that's so real. In most romance fiction (not just IFs), I find that sooo many characters are just boringly beautiful. I have a hard time falling in love with the characters bc of that.

Also, I want each of my ROs to look according to what they do. Their appearance should suit their personalities and needs. Besides, "flaws" totally add to a character's charm imo.

-RO ramble incoming!-

To me at least, the SHC ROs are very attractive, but like in a normal, approachable way. I put a lot of thought into their specific kinds of attractiveness.

Basil is very attractive!! In a fox-like, impish kind of way, with his fairycore vibes and whatnot. I also love that you said "supermodel but 5'10" like 5'10 is short or sth lol. But I see what you mean! Basil, of course, is like 5'8 but I like to think anyone who meets Basil would be too distracted by the entire rest of him to even consider height. Besides, to me (I be gremlin) that's still kinda tall.

I figure being trans doesn't really factor into his attractiveness at all. From your ask, it sounds like trans people get described as ugly in a lot of fiction?? I wouldn't know, but if that's what you were saying, then that's a sorry state of affairs.

Flo is also attractive, in more of a "conventional masculinity"-type of way. But he's not well-dressed because he hates the feel of most fabrics, so he's only ever in his sweater. And of course he's not super defined! He has NO interest in being super handsome (aside from keeping his hair and beard shiny). He wants to be a tank. And he is a tank.

And if you consider how much food he consumes in the fairground-sequence alone (cheesecake, around five deep fried candy bars).... Yeah he loves to eat. Hence, he's got a bit of padding lol. There's no technical reason for the large nose ofc, I just thought that was cute.

Reem is the most "supermodel"-esque out of the ROs, I think. Although that's subjective. She's actually toned, but like... also very noticeably muscular. In that defined kinda way I might have intentionally avoided with Flo! But like, it makes sense that Reem would build abs and stuff for herself. She values her stage presence. She does want her performances and looks and outfits to be memorable, and HERSELF to be memorable. She's just raw, brutal magnetism. (Also I might have gotten inspired by BG3 Karlach when I first came up with Reem.)

Anita is pretty, too, but in like... a "cute" way. A Velma kind of way. With her, like, really thick glasses. Anita's appealing in a wispy, ethereal kind of sense. Or perhaps even slightly girl-next-door-ish, with an added academia vibe. Also, she's slim, not model-slim but "I forgot to eat/I'm stressed and have no appetite"-slim. This is really important to me. Will come up in the story, too. With that also comes her bad posture. She slouches a lot.

So yeah the ROs' attractiveness is rly something I put thought into, and I'm super happy you noticed. Makes my entire day whenever I get an ask like that. Thank you!

Also yeah hehe I was proud of that joke

[stillamassivedeal]

“spoiler alert: heaven is a really nice hotel in miami”

oh, my god, why am i on tumblr?

ooc/headcanons under the cut !!

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about her/headcanons ♡

her full name is regina olivia george

she's 17, her birthday is january 20

she/her

lesbian, but refuses to admit it, thinks something is wrong with liking girls. a few times, she's gotten so worked up about it that she's thrown up

she's definitely neurodivergent in some way, but she gets scared whenever she thinks about that/genuinely just doesn't acknowledge it. if anyone even brings up anything to do with that, from any aspect, she gets really defensive or ignores it

she suffers from chronic pain after the bus accident, and some days it's hard for her to even get out of bed. she frequently misses school because of this, and struggles with her classes (some of that might be to do with the last point though) also she struggles to go out on her own, she's scared of stuff that should be easy, like crossing the street, but usually she'll try and cover it up, but it just gets her in a flap and AAHHH so !! either she'll try and push through, get her friends to come over to hers or get her friends or someone to walk with her. also doesn't drive on her own, and always needs to have someone with her. on super bad days, she'll get someone to drive her and she'll sit in the backseat shaking out of pure fear

her parents are divorced, she lives with her mom and sister, kylie, and never sees her dad. she has a rocky relationship with her mom and gets on so well with her sister. she doesn't remember much about her dad

she still acts like she's so tough, but she's actually a massive softie. everything you say will be taken to heart and she will cry about it

she's learning to be a better person. she's scared of being vulnerable and opening up

she's a mega germaphobe (im projecting i fear)

she acts like she enjoys parties, but really she gets overly anxious about them, so she makes sure she gets super drunk to eliminate the feeling

she loves her friends. she really does. cherishes them so much, they stuck with her through everything !!!!

she's actually a huge theater kid, but has practically eliminated that from her personality, because whoever heard of a popular girl who likes theater? she used to want to be on broadway when she was younger, but her dad told her it was stupid so she dropped the idea

she has absolutely no idea how to regulate her feelings at all, that might be obvious tbh

she just doesn't really know how to treat people, she just says and does exactly what comes to mind without thought. it feels like she has no control, which scares her

she's 5'8, she will use her height to her advantage and bully you about how short you are ♡

she loves movies ?? idk she seems like a movie lover, she has letterboxd and it's filled with old romance movies and horror films (conflicting personalities :3)

she often craves physical touch, she just wants someone to love her for her

she wishes she had a dog !! but her mom doesn't like pets. she used to beg her parents for one when she was younger, but they always said no :((

JEALOUS JEALOUS GIRL !!!!! will see one of her friends with someone else and actually feel horrific about it

driest ass texter ever. gretchen and cady are constantly like “are you mad at me :((” and she's just like “no.”

USES . AT THE END OF EVERYTHING

⚠️tw ed mention⚠️ she really struggles with food and body image, especially after the kälteen bar incident. how she views herself has always been prominent in her mind since she was a kid, but it's slightly more noticeable now. she's never told her friends, but they clearly know, and they help her, whether that's eating with her or distracting her or whatever ♡

more will be added as we go !!

[akronus-writes]

Walking on a path of shattered glass chapter 2. the fallen

I sat at my desk, the only light in my office being the iridescent purple glow of my blade as I read through the journal, waiting for something new to write itself on the paper. My brother, the eldritch rat lord, was already long asleep. At this point I must have been reading through this thing for hours, trying to find out why it knows things we don't. But as always, I can't find anything. Finally closing the journal, I pushed it to the side of my cluttered desk, and reached for one of the few things I had on the desk that wasn't covered by paperwork, notes, and eldritch tomes, a framed photograph. Picking it up I pulled it close to my face, and examined it for the what must of been the millionth time.

It was of three people, all of Asian descent and clearly non-human, only one of whom I recognized even slightly. On the left was a man, about 5'6-5'8 with short black hair and cat ears, with two piercing red eyes and a devilish smile, he wore an ashy black shirt with brownish-black pants. One of his arms was wrapped around the girl in the middle, and the outer one held a charred crowbar.

In the middle was a young woman, about 5'5, she held herself up by hooking her arms around the shoulders of the other two. She had snow-white hair and cat ears, with amber eyes and a cheeky, cat like smile, wearing a practically new white shirt and brown jeans, with a crimson red jacket hanging off of her back like a cape, holding two black pistols in each hand with golden clocks etched into them.

And on the right, was a figure with an uncanny resemblance to me, with the same long black hair, red stripe near their red eyes, and black cat ears. But their mask was pulled slightly off of their face to reveal a wide grin, and they wore a sleeveless black shirt and long, black pants with a leather choker held together by a metal ring adorning their neck. A much less modest appearance compared to my black leather trench coat, white shirt, and black pants. And most dammingly, they where holding god-binder in their other hand.

The thing is, that has to be me, there's no way someone else has my exact same hairstyle and artefact blade, not to mention the cat ears. But I don't ever remember wearing, or owning those clothes. And I don't remember who either of the other two in the photo are, or getting this picture taken.

I'd say that I used a spell to find out, but nothing I tried worked. Every single eldritch tome I had either didn't have a spell that would work, or a spell that could create this.

I thought it was a ploy by an eldritch entity, but even with what I've learnt about the "eldritch abominations" like the Rat lord, it didn't sound likely.

I even tried to find where the picture was taken, but it didn't work, the architecture in the background was nothing like any buildings in the modern world.

And so, I look to the box of files I have messily buried under an open tome of eldritch knowledge, and reports on a serial killer I had captured.

You see, I don't really know who I am. I just happened to wake up one day, and could do magic and summon god binder to me. I became a private detective in an almost cartoonish string of coincidences.

But I knew I had to have parents, and if I had those, I might know who those other two in the photo are. So I got a copy of the birth records for anyone who slightly resembled me.

But I haven't opened it yet, I just keep saying I'll do it later. But I think I know the real reason why, I'm scared. Scared that none of them would look like me, or that the box would be empty.

And so I opened it, looking into a box full of yellow files with last names plastered across so many different files, surely one of them was me?

And so I picked out the first file, nope. then the second, then the third. Until eventually I got to the end of the files. None of them looked like me, not even slightly. I've already had people use things to remove illusions from my body, so that means I cant be under an illusion spell on my own face.

But why? why don't I exist in this record? I've lived in Australia my entire life, so how do I seem to just, not exist? I need a break, maybe a drink, something to calm myself down.

And so I throw the box onto the wooden ground, spilling the files onto the floor as I stumble into the bathroom part of my pocket dimension.

Turning on the tap and splashing water on my face, I sigh as I reach for the towel. I pull the towel over my face and rub it up and down as I think, speaking aloud in my frustration.

"it doesn't make sense, I can't just not exist. maybe I'm from another country?"

"yeah, that's it, I just need to check in with some other places!" I exclaim, throwing the towel back onto the rack as I chuckle about the leaps in logic I had made.

Looking up at the mirror to grin at my reflection, I found my smile quickly fall, the reflection wasn't right. my eyes were wrong, I had six, serpent like eyes dotting my face and glowing a faint purple. Sprouting from my back where two pairs of wings, one stony and like a gargoyles, and the other one feathery and bright like an angels.

I stumbled back, screams catching in my throat as I fell into the door, trying to scream out at the corrupted reflection, summon my blade, shoot a blast, anything. But instead, I found my body locking up. My body refused to move, to utter a spell, or even scream out in either rage, or terror.

The world almost slowed down in the ensuing seconds. The creature in the mirror stood there as I fell down, wind rushing past my body as I made contact with the porcelain tiles. Or as the creature crawled its way out of the mirror. Inhuman eyes focusing on me as it fell to the floor, and began to crawl up my paralyzed body.

I couldn't describe the other corruptions that made up its humanoid body, or the feeling of pure, helpless terror, as I tried to even make a finger twitch. I couldn't part my lips, I couldn't force air into or out of my lungs, and I couldn't even move my gaze as it crawled up to my face, and wrapped its hands around my neck.

It looked into my eyes for the entire agonizing time, it felt as if it wanted to tell me something. I could see its black facemask move as if it was speaking, but I heard nothing, not even the sound of air leaving the monsters lungs.

And suddenly I awoke, sitting in my chair with the last birth certificate in the box in my hands. It was just another nightmare.

I slowly pulled myself up, clearing the messy books and files from my desk as I grabbed the journal from atop a pile of case files, and flipped to the pages after the rat lord to see if something had finally changed.

And sure enough, a lot had changed. Almost every single page had either empty places for more illustrations, or a country, town, or city. But at the same time, I noticed I felt empty, like I had lost something.

And so I slowly picked up god binder, prepared to test my theory as I slowly cut a line across my palm. And sure enough, it didn't instantly heal.

"and if that doesn't work, then this shouldn't either," I whispered to myself, as I attempted to teleport to the other side of my office.

But instead I stayed still, having failed to teleport, something had cut me off from some of my magic. flipping back to the eldritch rat lords page, I shared a knowing look with it.

"seems like we'll be walking to the rest," I joked.

"indeed," it responded with that familiar multi-layered voice.

story 1 story 3

@f4y3w00d5 @the-thing-of-worms @lilac-phantom @monsterfucker-research-wizard @gobodegoblin @mango-lord-of-poision @be-gentle-with-littluns-2

[tavina-writes]

Character asks- NHS - 7, 9 or 4 or both, 20, 29 and 30 🪭🪦🖌️

Oh boy! So many things to talk about for my beloved blorboest. :DDD 7. Age/height/weight headcanon

So, I don't actually think that NHS is actually all that undersized for his age. He's, canonically, I think? 5'7 or 5'8? Which is not actually all that short for a guy of East Asian Descent and probably makes you a GIANT if you happen to be a woman of East Asian Descent. I do headcanon him as having lost weight post the Da-ge death debacle though. "NHS physically SHRINKING AND OR SINKING INTO HIMSELF!!!" <- my unhinged brain shrieks this at me all the time. Physical manifestations of inner troubles, my beloved. 9. Scene that first made me love (or hate) the character

I have loved him ever since that first moment when he shows WWX the bird in his sleeve in CQL. What a beloved little guy. I adopted him right then and there. 4. Favorite line

Probably his last line in the show! "The things that are for me to do I won't shirk." ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT ONE NHS. Also just, those are the eyes of a dead inside man. What haven't you shirked, my pal. What do you consider your responsibilities. Please tell me, da-ge's calling from the grave to ask when you've ever been responsible. 20. Scars

besides all the mental ones from his fucked up life??

I like to think that NHS has a number of little scars on his hands bc have you ever met a parrot. Those children BITE. It's like owning cats, every cat owner I know has some inadvertent scars from where their beloved children bit/clawed/lightly maimed them. (I had one on my right forearm for FOREVER before it faded.)

Also because I like assigning mundane hurts to characters, I think his right knee is probably also scarred from that time he fell off the ledge into a ravine while on a bird capturing mission. Might have lingering issues with this old injury! I incorporate this into my philosophies.

29. Eating habits

Somehow, NHS does not strike me as someone who is horribly attached to food, so I'd say he probably forgets to eat more often than is strictly healthy. 30. Sleeping habits

I answered this one originally here, but here is the answer duplicated:

For me, NHS is a starfish blanket hog. Just like how he's a pillow princess in any reality when it comes to sexy times, he also steals all the blankets and squashes you out of the bed and or kicks you in his sleep after he's done. I just think this fits his character.

:DDD thanks Gremlin!

[the-official-account]

Episode 18 liveblog YIPEE!

Fewer opening notes on this one. I'm gonna attempt liveblogging AND drawing at the same time, let's see how that goes. I'm currently feeling very smug with my advertisement efforts and while I hope to get to spar and vellum today I realized I made Anya kinda thin and that feels...not right for her vibes. So I'm doing Anya again...that's my excuse JGLDKDHDIS she's so...she's like a purse sized friend

Anyways, beginning of this i was not in front of my art tablet so:

"we come as a pair" haha. Cute.

Cloven heart said OUR little brother figure [bugs bunny com meme]

Scientist with a radio tower.....max.....hm. interestinger an interestinger

Yeah josepha you might be the only person in town who wants cloven heart to be the "center" of anything. Why not sindershore? She already works....idk, there? Or in v.n

Vellum just pulls out the papers lmao. Like why not!

Max came up with the schematics... Did max disappear? Yeah. Hm. HM!

Josepha used to be a woodworker? Was I remembering that right or did my brain just make this up.

"We would talk to Thorne" 😬

MAX WHAT

THEIR NAME WAS MAX WHAT?

Did grey have like....a really shitty alias? How old was max??? Fifteen days ago.... Hmmm.

Vellum would know if his uncle was out of town for like 2 and a half months if there was overlap and it took like a day or half a day of a train ride to get back and forth. It's unlikely vellum wouldn't connect those dots

"I was on drugs when I named it I will be honest".josepha is SO good. She's lovely. She's so funny. Oh my god.

"This may not be to your taste of perhaps it is I do not know how you party vellum" NFOSBDKSHDO

"THINK I COULD ROCK THOSE"

"I ALSO DONT KNOW HOW YOU PARTY AGENT VELLUM"

Trying not to burst out laughing in public this is a struggggllleeee

"The belt has 3 slots for arcane cores" I would rather we not go looking for bombs.... But yk. Queer people have plenty of odd hobbies who am I to judge

Okay but like short distance teleportation for someone with a bad leg is a pretty banger deal

"Sometimes you wake up one day and you're retired" In THIS economy?

Also I'm mentioning this out of order bc this episode is being funny faster than I can type, but (I say this with all of the respect) was vellums "I'm sure I'll find other use for you" sultry or was that just Ila's voice? HFOSHSKSBSOS

Spar sounds so depressed. Give this sheep dog some enrichment!

Vellum being like 'Hey you're good we still need to find some more bombs!' he is in fact giving spar some enrichment

"Waiting for this boat and seemingly intent on returninf to clovenheart"

I just squinted with SO much suspicion that that would be diamond

"Is Brunhilde!!!" Dksgsud ok

"Do you say hi to your mom as you're pretending to arrest the chick you dated who you invited into her home on grounds of a repeat assault?" My god

Spar is ~5'8 tati is 5'3 very good to know

~ many hours later, now doing art stuff~

Vellum could fall on this face and STILL look cool

Anya spar and vellum having a snack has gotta go on my to-draw list (my mind is so fast and my hands are so not fast! Ahh!)

OH NEW MIDTRO isk if this was here last episode. OH SHITFUN FACTS? i love blorbo facts

he has written a SYMPHONY? The essentricism is genetic i think.... a smphony baout YEARNING FOR BELONGING? you are handing me a fic idea. NOTE: symphony driven by loss and isolation over being trans, having lost his parents, wanting to find a place where he's accepted

Smooth velvet is his stripper name this episode is just raining fic ideas, huh? (i am joking but also I am not joking. BUt im joking but im not joking....I am deciding if im joking)

DONT BE MEAN TO ISHBALA (spell chat tdb) SPAR!!!!!!

DONT BE MEAN TO GREGGINS EITHER!!! LJKSAFHGLKAHFGLAKSG

greggins binder generator.

[not episode related but im battling between having sincere thoughts about Anya's fashion sense and going "ooooh belly"]

I FEEL LIKE THIS IS PROBLEMATIC AND YOU'RE GONNA GET CANCELLED AND HERE'S WHY

ALSDHGLKASDHGASKGFASGD MY SWORDS A GHOST NOW OHHHH MY GOD I LOVE THEM

SEKITAN WAS A VICTIM....WOAH.......WOOOOAH.

ALTERATION RESISTANT BLOOD? HOOOOLY SHIT. WOAH. WOAH. WAOH MAN. WOW. FUUUUCK. i dont evne......

anya said hey your uhhhh. Your uhh special friend is little stressed. go makeout of whatever. THEY'RE WALKING ARM IN ARM LMAOOOO

ishbala just chose violence SO unprompted

[anya is drawn now for spar and vellum iterations i am...........Well to be fair i am Never very confident going in and it walways turns out okay!!!]

"*he puts a gun in vellums hands* its goot to know you're with someone who can protect you." s;aldfalsfdjaw awhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! SPAR DOESN'T GET PROTECTED SPAR IS ALWAYS THE ONE JUMPING IN FRONT OF THE BULLET DO YOU KJNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEEEEEEEANS TO ME?????

"when you got a good one you keep em" thats it thats spar

spar is correcting vellums stance and vellum must be SCREAMING inside lmao. Vellum focuses SO HARD on everything BUT spar directly behind him and accidentally becomes an expert

ARE THEY ALSO IMPRESSED BY THE SEXUAL TENSION

vellum, full on titanicking it with spar is trying VERY hard to respect boundaries and that is my FAVORITE kind of tension. "I am not making moves because i respect you as a person" is never not entertaining

STOP JUMPSCARING ME WITH THIS FUCKING KISSES I GASPED TOO HARD AND CHOKED ON MY SPIT HOLY FUCK. HOOOLY FUCK.

ughhhhh drawing kisses is such a pain but FUCK do i wanna.

oooh this new outro is so fancy!!!! i love the format changes that are happening here!

im torn between doing another episode tonight and saving it for tomorrow so I can focus fully on drawing.......ill feel out the vibes after i get spar's jaw right. LOVELY episode. spar is making moooooooves!!!!

@threeheartscast i almost forgot!

[xoteajays]

That's how I am. I usually only have one true main character, but I will have other original characters like secondary main characters if that's making any sense. But it's at least a minimum of two characters. And, for me, since there are so many stories for fandoms that I would want to write for.. I try to write at least one story per fandom if I can. But I have been way out of practice with writing though so who know what will happen with any stories, if I can actually write these stories.

It's funny. Because the actor isn't that short, he is 5'8. I mean.. Below average for a guy but not really all that short. Cobra's the shortest. Oh! Wait.. Apparently Cobra and Hyuga are about the same height, based the heights of the actual celebrities. So they're both short.

That's what I wanted to ask you. In your opinion, what type of women do you think the High&Low men would like. Starting with the SWORD leaders.. Because I'm having a slight problems trying to figure out the type of women they would be attracted to, physically and personality.

Rocky's an easy one. I see him being attracted to any woman, not in a sleazy way. But because of his appreciation towards women in his life now.. Regardless of looks or personality, he could end up with anyone he wants. But in a way, I could also see him being attracted to women who are shy only because I think that he would really think it is cute if she's a blushing flustered mess any time he compliments her. Or.. I'm not sure. Rocky would be open minded to any woman romantically in my opinion. But that's just my opinion though.

Not sure about Cobra. But, because of Cobra being introverted, I can imagine him being with a woman who's quieter? But he's also used to his louder friends too. So I'm not completely sure about his woman. Possibly a fighter or at least can defend herself, but he may not care if she can fight or not (in the physical sense). But still not sure yet.

I imagine Murayama being the type of guy who could be romantically with a woman who's like his best friend. Someone who is so youthful, someone childish. Possibly a fighter, or at least can defend herself.

Smokey would love a woman who's like family, just like everyone else in Nameless City. Which isn't really much to go with. But still.

Hyuga is another difficult one to figure out. Part of me can imagine him being attracted to women with this modelesque appearance only because of the appearances of the women in the gambling buildings - they seem to have a look about them. Possibly a woman who would be able to fight, or at least defend herself. But not sure about what he could be attracted to besides that. So I'm completely stuck on him.

We could also mention other male characters too. But let's just start with them at the moment.

I know, I know... Writing a story involving original characters, you can write the characters and ships any way you want. I know that. But I'm also curious on what type of women they might romantically prefer.

No comment. I don't know anything about Bubble or Midnight, so I'm not able to say much about that. And I may have disabled characters. Maybe not for High&Low. None of my physically disabled characters would be a part of High&Low, maybe for other fandoms though.

i would definitely say that my murayama oc is my main oc for h&l. if i make any others they’d probably be shorter side-stories or background characters. that’s usually how it turns out for me making multiple ocs. like my draken oc is my main tokrev oc, and the kazutora and mitsuya ocs are side-ocs.

i know he’s not necessarily ‘short’ - hell, jesse and takeshi are both shorter at like 5’6 - but i am also 5’7/5’8 and hyuga is the shortest s.w.o.r.d. i think cobra is slightly slightly taller, which i think is so funny. headcanon that hyuga wears geta not only for the aesthetic but so he can be taller than cobra ahdjdlfl

i agree with you on rocky. i don’t think he’s particularly choosy. i can imagine him with a softer woman, like a little more on the soft-spoken side. i do think he likes to be a protector-type partner. probably likes to spoil his girl a lot. i can’t imagine him showing like a lot of pda, but probably like, hand/arm holding, a little kiss, his arm around her waist to keep her close to his side. i don’t think looks really matter to him, i think it’s more about having a connection with him.

cobra, despite being such a main character, is so hard to pin down, romance-wise. i think she’d have to be a blunt person because i don’t think cobra’s going to pick up on subtleties. she’d have to be clear, confess to him and stand her ground against his ‘i can’t let people around me get hurt because of me’ attitude. i imagine him with someone confident but not in the cocky way, more in the ‘knows their worth and won’t be put down’ way. i think she’d definitely have to get along with his friends or it wouldn’t work out between them. definitely the type of girl who can throw a punch and won’t stand aside if she sees someone who needs help (even if cobra worries about her getting hurt).

with murayama … i’m biased bc of my own oc. i can see him with an energy-matching gf, pumped up and boisterous and just as excitable as him; but i also like the duality of him having a calmer, caring gf. just delinquent boy x calm girl aesthetic. i can see bruised-up post-fight murayama napping in his girl’s lap while she reads and pats his head. actually i think my oc is a mix of both of these ack. murayama needs a girl that supports his antics; someone who doesn’t reply to his ‘let’s f*ckin go!’ energy with a ‘don’t do that!!!’ but with a ‘please just be careful!!’. and is there to help clean him up when he’s done. a ‘was the fight fun? did u win?’ type girl.

i can just imagine smokey with a similar vibe girl. quiet, calm. they’re like the hot couple in the corner, not interacting with anyone else and just chilling together. definitely a nameless city girl who would understand him, and everything he’s been through and cares about. probably a big sister type, caring and supportive who looks after everyone in nameless city like he does - but in a ‘patches people up, looks after them when they’re sick, reads to the lil kids’ way and not a ‘fighting’ way.

hyuga definitely likes a badass type girl. someone who can’t be pushed around, someone confident, someone who can match him in attitude. i do think abrasive guy x shy girl is cute, but i love abrasive guy x abrasive girl vibes for hyuga. him playfully teasing his girl and her biting back just the same and then they kiss. definitely the type to be all over his girl and not give a f*ck what people think.

ocs are for fun, so i really enjoy seeing what people do and how they interpret what certain canon characters would like. play with them characters like dolls! this is just the vibes i’m personally getting.

bubble is an animated movie and midnight is a korean horror movie (with my boy wi ha joon!). bubble just has a lot of parkour vibes, and midnight has a deaf main character who’s really awesome. if i do use yuri tsunematsu, i could use her amputation from aib for my oc, but idk. still plotting! i might name her hinami tho, meaning ‘flying waves’. i think it fits for a parkour girl.

[the-firebird69]

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[spacedustmantis]

ty for the tag luna <3

1. Were you named after anyone?

No, but my given name coincidently was also the name of a porn star, which made for a very confusing few weeks in elementary school. One of the first names i considered when i figured out i wasn't cis was salem, after the salem witch trials (bc i liked to think i was edgy), but that didn't stick. then i named myself after a guy from 'a beginners guide'

2. When was the last time you cried?

idk. can't remember, but that doesn't mean anything. for all i know it could've been yesterday and i just forgot.

3. Do you use sarcasm?

i have never once in my life used sarcasm (yes)

4. What's the first thing you notice about people?

usually the first thing i consciously take note of is if they're visibly queer. dyed hair, piercings, masc people with makeup, fem people without makeup, if they have certain pins or patches etc. i think it's more of a kinship thing than a safety thing

5. What's your eye color?

blue, but i've been told for a while now that over time apparently they got more and more green? i have yet to actually see that tho

6. Scary movie or happy ending?

honestly, since i'm such a sucker for a good narrative, i do not care as long as it's a satisfying ending (or not satisfying depending on the intended effect) and it fits with the themes and shit

7. Any special talents?

singing. i took cumulatively 6 or so years of vocal training and i think by now i'm pretty good (i'd fucking hope so). also i wanna say i'm a pretty good actor (not like hollywood or broadway level, but still decent)

8. Any pets?

my baby! we have a family dog that now i've moved out i don't see that often anymore. i love her tho. she's the cutest little crusty white dog i've ever known. i don't have many pictures of her since my phone camera is fucked up, but i have some

this was her when we got her in november of 2021:

and this is her now, around christmas:

also bc i think she looks so fucking stupid with short hair, this is her fresh from the dog barber:

9. What sports do you play/ have played?

my parents made me try out so many different things, jesus christ! most of them i did against my will, but the list is something like: handball (like football/soccer but you throw the ball instead), basketball, tennis, golf, dancing both hiphop and ballroom (the latter i did actually really enjoy, and i ended up doing that for four years before covid hit and i had to stop. i miss it), ballet, gymnastics, something called rhönrad (look it up it's so fucking sick), archery (for a very teeny tiny little bit, when i was in the psychiatric clinic), horseback riding, and also equestrian vaulting (had to look up what the fuck it was called in english)

i think that's it, but i might very well be missing something.

10. How tall are you?

172 cm (that's 5'8" i think)

11. What was your favorite subject in school?

early on i loved math, but then the teachers went bad and they taught too slow for me to stay entertained so it turned pretty boring. then german, bc i got to write stories, then later english (bc i was chronically online and therefore fluent at fucking 13), ethics, literature and theatre (yes we had a class about theatre), and astronomy

12. Dream job?

as a child i wanted to be an actor (and tbh if it were to happen i'd still be so fucking pumped), but now i wanna be either a script author or director. i just think sitting in the creative seat would be more fulfilling to me.

Tagging:

@lovejayferin @burning-sol + plus anyone who wants to join, yadda yadda, you know the drill

Thanks for the tag @theydoctor <3 :D

1. Were you named after anyone?

I named myself after Theodore Laurence from Little Women (a very trans book, go listen to the Jo's Boys podcast)

2. When was the last time you cried?

Recently. Like Friday maybe

3. Do you use sarcasm?

Yes :P though it is mostly in reaction to other people's sarcasm

4. What's the first thing you notice about people?

I think their vibe? like maybe their sense of style

5. What's your eye color?

Brown :)

6. Scary movie or happy ending?

false dichotomy but happy endings mainly

7. Any special talents?

I can solve a rubik's cube (it's a good fiddle)

8. Any pets?

My bby boys! We have two corgi/chihuahua puppies. they're 6 months old and I love them.

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The first image is a brown and white corgi/chihuahua mix puppy standing outside with snow on his nose. Both his ears are standing up.

The second image is a brown corgi/chihuahua mix puppy standing outside with snow on his nose. His left ear is standing up while his right one flops downward.

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9. What sports do you play/ have played?

I played volleyball and basketball as a youngun

10. How tall are you?

5'6

11. What was your favorite subject in school?

Probably lab days in Chemistry :D titration my beloved

12. Dream job?

Public librarian or archivist. In community with others, in some way for sure.

Tagging: @prismartist, @sherlock-is-ace, and @join-me-in-the-bog. No pressure tho!

[cowboyjen68]

Hello, can I ask you for some advice on how to stop disliking your height? I'm pretty much the same height as you, so about 5'3 or 5'4, which is about average for women in my country. When it comes to other unchangeable things like body hair and facial features and even personality I don't really care what others think, but with height specifically I always get a little upset whenever I see memes online making fun of shorter people, esp women, or when some people on here (sometimes so-called feminists) imply shorter women are ALWAYS weak physically and inferior in every way or are childlike. I don't even struggle with anything in particular, but these kinda things do get to me sometimes.

I am 5'3 and have been this height since 10th grade. I thought of myself as "average" even when I played volleyball because I just happen to play on the shortes team in our league. 5'1 the shortest and 5'8 being the tallest.

Then sometimes people will meet me, and it happens all the time, they will say 'WOW I thought you were tall!" In my head I started thinking.. maybe I am short? I guess I didn't put too much stock into it because I just didn't think about myself in comparson to others until others pointed it out.

Short women like me need to learn somethings. LIKE leverage is our friend. What we lack in height we make up for ingenuity. I can lift a hay bale but I have to use my knee, other bales, some creative movement. We learn that we can't reach things but we don't hit our head as much. When we fall we are closer to the ground.

Tall people deal with stupid questions. "how's the weather?" "OMG HOW tall ARE you?" Tall women get called intimidating or manly even if they are quite feminine.

No woman escaped the scrutiny of society. It seems to always find something to point out as Non conforming.

The most powerful butch I know is my best friend Jen. She has climbed all seven summits in the world (8 actually), over came an injured knee to climb a peak in Antartica, and can cut/stack wood or pile hay bales all day with me and she is my height. 5'3.

BUT one does not have to be physcially strong to be perfect fine. Not everyone, not every butch even, has physical health or strength. Our worth is not based on physical power, although some might have it and love that trait about themselves, not everyone does.

Outside bullshittery is rampant in our world, expecially since the internet came along and many people seem to think it is the place to come on and criticise and demean anyone they want, often for zero reasons other than just to be a Keyboard Jackass.

I guarantee people, friends who care about you love you the way you are and your height plays no part in that. If you have a girlfriend chances are your lack of tallness is very much apart of why she is attracted to you.

I have been lovingly called a Pocket Sized Butch. Yeah... I lll take that. It fits me. My last girlfriend is 5'9 and she thought (and told me so) she loved it when I stood on my tipee toes to get a kiss.

Pay no heed to those who have criticism of anything you can't change, hell, even stuff you can change. Be you.

[certaingoateeavenue]

GENERAL HEADCANONS

•Mary is a Catholic bi girl

•Edward is gay and didn't realize until Liz just straight up told them.

•Edward goes by He/Them pronouns

•Henry goes by either Hal,Fitz or Roy

•DO NOT call him Henry.

•Also gay but knew and accepted himself the easiest with that.

•Mary Queen of Scots goes by the names of Scots,Stuart,Maria & Ree.

•Her son James gets reincarted when she's 25.

•Eventhough this time around she doesn't have to she still declares Elizabeth as his godmother something, Bess pretended not to cry at.

•Jane Grey goes by Janie or Grey (really only Elizabeth calls her Grey as a joke tho).

•Janie is pansexual and uses she/they pronouns.

•To Mary's dismay, Elizabeth is more chaotic than Anne if that is even possible.

•Elizabeth has many nicknames consistin of ,Eliza, Liza, Liz, Lizzie, Beth, Bess, Bessie, Eli, Betsey, Betty, Lisbeth or Lisbet (only by Anne for that that one) or all of them if your Edward trying to get her attention.

•Elizabeth is now known as the biggest flirt (when she not committed to Robert Dudley of course) because she veiws it as a little F U to her father that killed her mother on behalf of those reasons.

•This time it's much to Fitz and Ed's dismay.

•Elizabeth always forces Edward to letting her his nails and make-up (they secretly enjoy & Bess knows that he does). Sometimes she does Hal's nails too

•Mary become the least proctective of Liz purely because she realised how much worse it was for her now that Anne & Hal & Edward & Scots & even sometimes Jane Seymour or Anna Von Kleves are with coddling or protecting her.

•Mary Seymour only goes by Mae it's such a big thing Cathy is just considering changing her name to that legally.

•Mae is the youngest in the queen's(+ a king) household.

•To everyone surprise Mary is actually better at babysitting her than Elizabeth while Edward is just being her supportive cousin on the side.

•Their heights go Hal:5'10 Mary:5'8 Maria:5'8 Edward:5'6 1/2 Elizabeth 5'4 Janie:4'10 (small bean).

•Their ages go Mary:21 Hal:21 Elizabeth:15 Edward:15 Maria:15 Janie:14

SOON/AFTER REINCARNATION

•Fitzroy was reincarnated about 5 years before the rest of the Tudor siblings were because his mum works with the reincarnation company.

•Anna was the one to open the door when Mary, Elizabeth, Edward & Mae woke up outside the house and the first thing she did was yell back to the queen's sitting anxiously inside the living room "I have one hell of surprise for you guys!".

•After a short-lived staring contest between Anna & Mary, the kids (well only one toddler really and two teengers + a 20 year old) were escorted to shocked faces sat on a sofa.

•Edward & Mary did not instantly go to mothers but instead opt to death stare Cathy until Liz slapped them round the back of their heads as a way to say stop.

•After Anne embracing her and sobbing for ten minutes, Bess simply got bored step back from her, look down at her hands and go "Holy Shit, I'm young!!!" and proceed to run around like a headless chicken continually shouting at the top of her lungs " I'M NOT SIXTY" " Mary,MARY,LOOK!!"

•It took a couple of weeks with a lot of convincing of Bess to stop Edward from wanting to murder Cathy every time he saw her.

•Edward might be the youngest but don't get wrong Elizabeth is the baby of the family.

•When Mary came out as bi to her Catalina, Elizabeth & Anna went all protective mode in that conversation

•This later became the reason why Mary didnt go out of her way threaten Robert whe he started dating Bess, as a little but meaningful thank you to her for her support.

TUDOR FAMILY

•At some point in the future Scots' son (James) is reincarnated.

•Elizabeth is once again his godmother but this time it's not a bribe.

•Because Bess babysat James so much Mary asked why,, as she usually wasn't to keen on baby no matter what relation, she answered to it with a calm response of "James is my GODSON, I am his GODMOTHER, this child makes a God by name, of course I will protect him with my life"

•They both hate to admit but our both (especially scots) protective of eachother, with Bess denying something that's true and Mary just using an excuse like "If someone is going to cause Elizabeth bodily harm it's going to be me".

BESS AND THE DUDLEY'S

•When the Dudley's get reincarnated (John now as a better person) she (and Janie) are accepted as part of the family, with Bess being Mary (Mars) Dudley's best friend, Roberts kinda girlfriend depending ont the day(wife in everyway apart from legally), Guildford's chaotic partner-in- crime and John's golden child (even if it's not legal)

•Liz & Mars' friendship is basically them bitching about people they don't like and/or disgust them, daring eachother to do dumb shit and Mary pretending Elizabeth isn't making out with her brother in their school corridors.

•Elizabeth & Guildford Dudley go further than the rest of Bess's siblings and cousins in calling him there cousin-in-law by calling eachother 'My practically brother/sister in law' to the point everyone refers to the two them like that.

•One day Robert goes up to Liz and asks if she considers them 'practically married',she of course denied it (once again tho it was true) but they both ( and everyone else for that matter) know it's the reason behind her & Guildford's nicknames.

•To any encanto and spop fans Robert Dudley & Elizabeth is literally just Pepa & Felix + Mermista & Seahawk rolled into one.

•The queen's + kid's household now just expect to see Ed rolling after school looking exhausted and judgemental at the fact right behind him Elizabeth is storming inside with an apologetic Robert behind her. Sometimes Mars is there too taking pictures of her distressed brother.

•During the many off stages of their on & off relationship Robert has acquired many things thrown at him while they've been breaking up. Consisting of an egg Elizabeth for some reason had in her bedroom, hairdryer, hair straightener etc.,etc.,many,many shoes + hats, the two miny pride flags she has in honour of Edward & Mary ( gay for Ed, bi for Mary), a lot of makeup bags, a few pillows, and a couple of hairbrushes, + more ( at separate dates to be clear, this wasn't all at one of their break ups).

•The Duldeys mainly call Elizabeth Eliza out of habit because in their past life they remembered how she cringed when saying her full name because it was a reminder that as the king's daughter she could never relax in a place that wasn't her household.

•John Dudley considers Elizabeth his daughter and has at many points in time invited her out to a coffee shop even when her and Robert weren't in their realtionship.

•Lizzie has always considered John a father figure.

FAMILY DYNAMICS

•To start it of we have Bess & Eddie who have the closest bond within the siblings due to there now only being a 33 day age difference between them. Plus their both in most of eachothers classes in school.

•Then we have Mary and Hal their relationship is complicated, always has been, always will, but they do occasionally bond on being the oldest of the reincarnated Tudors and obviously their bat-shit crazy siblings.

•Mary & Bess are probably the pair that are the second closest to eachother. It's more of advice giving bond they have, mainly because Mary's still trying to make up for the past and Elizabeth doesn't trust her mum to not go mental with some of the stuff she needs help with.

•With Mary and Edward it's quite awkward with how they nether saw eye to eye in the past. But Mary will still do anything for them because of gravely she missed them when he died.

•Edward and Hal really only occasionally roll their eyes to eachother whe their sisters are being dramatic (acting like their not).

•Roy still has a hard getting over the fact the Bess is a teenager and not the 3 year old girl who could barely reach his knee, but height dilemmas aside, their quite close and always tease eachother. Roy always beats everyone else in being Elizabeths biggest supporter

• Mary nor Hal are particularly closes to their cousins and usually stick together when the have their family reunions.

•They both might die keeping it a secret, but with as much agression they display towards one another Ree & Lizzie have one of the most heart warming friendship you will ever see.

• Janie and Eddie are eachothers best friends and are referred to as the little sunshine's of the family.

And no I don't take criticism

[excalisbury]

17 Questions

Was tagged by: @banjjakbanjjak​ aaaand @amywaterwings (ty friends <3)

Nickname: Abby is a nickname! Sometimes people shorten it even more to just Abs, too.

Zodiac: Taurus

Height: 5'8"

Countries I’ve been to: Mexico, Canada, Sweden, Malaysia, Phillipines, India, Denmark, Germany, Austria, Italy, France, Spain, aaand Iceland. (In chronological order, I think!)

Last thing I googled: oh gosh I have so many tabs up right now I'm not sure I'll be able to find that.......... oh wait. It's just boring. I googled emojipedia to add an emoji from desktop 😅 (look there's another one!)

Song stuck in my head: I don't? have one right now? Mysterious.

Wearing: Nothing but blankets. I am in bed and it is a mostly open secret that I love sleeping in ma birthday suit. (I had a brief thought that I should answer this some other time. But I really have already mentioned a few times on here that I sleep naked ��\_(ツ)_/¯)

Favourite author: I have to pick??? ugh. There are too many good stories and genres out there to pick. For short stories, my favorites are probs Kurt Vonnegut and Octavia Butler. Um if we're going books I feel like I am way less likely to choose by author so idk what to say.

Favourite instrument: Fiddle. Which is different than a violin. (kinda)

Aesthetic: All the colors and none of them match. All the patterns and all of them clash. Quilts and patchwork and extra fringe. One thing is shiny and another is fuzzy. You'd think you'd have eye strain, but really you're just warm.

Home aesthetic: how dare you ask me, a designer and (future) architect, a question such as this. I'm going to go with some of my wild dreamhouse design thoughts.... grass and wildflowers and vines guide you to a door that you didn't think could lead to anything but a mad botanist's half-underground laboratory. Inside airy and sunlit, filtered like the forest floor. Comfortable, colorful, simple-to-live-in with the occasional sprinkle of ridiculous and alien ideas of what a home is supposed to be. The stairs are spiral, there might be a slide somewhere. What is a hallway? Are there any? You walk into any room and instinctively know that a dog lives here, too. Is this a bedroom or is the whole floor a mattress and there's just pillows everywhere. This room is just entirely full of drawers on every wall. No one but the occupant(s) know where the keys are kept.

Favourite song: this is gonna be another where I'm like 😡 about having to pick. Hmm. Dust in the Wind by Kansas has been a longtime fave. Maybe? Or Cassiopeia by Sara Bareilles. I was big into To Find You from Sing Street. Silver Springs by Fleetwood Mac? Perhaps Hymn to Her by Pretenders? The entire Splendor & Misery album from clipping.? idk I can't choose and you can't make me

Favourite animal sounds: Pugsley does a little boof when he is Alert to a Threat but using his Inside Voice.

What’s one thing you’ll admit to tumblr and not in real life?: A few people who I know in real life follow me on tumblr and I do talk about certain things more on tumblr, I don't think there's much that I leave only on tumblr and not in some part of my real life.

I would love to see more people do this thingy! If I don't tag you, I did, but it was just invisible. I offer my eyeballs and a tumblr like to anyone who wants to tag me and send some cool lil facts! Also tho, I'll tag: @foolofabookwyrm, @bazzybelle, @waywardfangirl, @simonsnowsfreckles, @truck-fcked-soul @palimpsessed , @caitybuglove23 , @super-duper-twelve, @amphipodgirl , @aristocratic-otter @nightimedreamersworld @theflyingpeach @motherscarf @otherworldsivelivedin

[necropsittacus]

tag game tagged by: @circus-to-air-missile name: ren. nickname: nope, unless occasionally being called "scientist" counts (which i am very fond of tbh). that said certain people might be permitted or even outright encouraged to come up with one for me (though i obv have veto power on anything i am called). i do quite like the concept, just like..."ren" doesn't really lend itself to nicknames, esp ones i wouldn't find vaguely undignified. (also yes ren is my real human first name not an internet pseudonym) zodiac: as far as i'm concerned i'm a scorpio. height: 5'7"-5'8" ish. measurements have varied. nationality: american languages: english is the only one i'm really fluent in; two years of college russian, conversational but not fluent. did japanese long enough that i can still understand some and i really want to start learning it seriously again, but i'm out of practice, barely literate (fuck if i remember most of the few kanji i knew to start with), and have limited vocabulary. similar situation for spanish. i've done other things (finnish, french, latin, a little bit of danish back in the day...) but either didn't get nearly as far to start with or have forgotten almost everything. favourite season: fall and winter favourite flower: idk i like roses i guess? honestly a lot of things though, i'm bad at favorites but Flowers Good favourite scent: fuck if i know tbh i barely smell things nail polish remover smells nice in a toxic chemicals kind of way? or cinnamon i love cinnamon favourite fictional character: far too many; most of my si's for a while have been media so this is uhh a Long List. examples include but are not limited to starscream obv (really most of decepticon high command; i am a lovey-dovey little bastard to most people's slight consternation), turin turambar, anakin skywalker, ??most of the skeksis??, king ghidorah, sansa stark, probably still vriska on some level... coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: tea. hot chocolate good though if i'm willing to play the "will this specific chocolate item at this specific time make me vaguely ill" roulette. can't have coffee. dogs or cats: birds and reptiles lmao; fuck this dichotomy. but cats because i'm a bit scared of dogs. tbh i'm a bit scared of cats too but it's more "ah fuck i will Break This Animal and also it could hurt me i'd better be careful and give it space," where with dogs...it's more Immediate Concern About Oh God Look At Those Teeth. i don't hate them and they can be cute but i would prefer them to be a safe distance away from me. number of blankets: one at a time unless it's very cold. i have four blankets in my room but they all have slightly different homes and functions. dream trip: antarctic pelagic birding tbh; there's a lot of places i'd like to go but that's one that i think about relatively often blog established: this one probably uhh sometime around early 2015? sometime while i was in high school idk. but i remade; i've been on this hellsite since like 2013 Maybe? random fact: uhh idk is this meant to be a Fact About Me or just like a fact in general? Fact In General: penguins are (or were last i checked) thought to be more closely related to petrels and albatrosses than any other living group, which is wild because they went apeshit in like almost exactly opposite directions re the whole "flying" thing. fun fact about Me: i've fallen asleep in the vatican multiple times gender: The Void; horrible gaping wound in reality; boy but a little to the left; seeker. i tend to find Standard Gender Words that other people use to feel somewhat reductive; traditionally masculine terminology is acceptable. current time: 7:18 pm favourite musical artists: once again being able to pick favorites is not stored in the ren but i'm still on my months-long puscifer kick? uhh i think i'm legally required to say marina and the diamonds every time i get this question bc she was such a formative influence, what i've heard by garbage i've liked, i like starset. that really isn't a representative sample of anything though song stuck in my head: keep myself alive - get scared last movie i saw: the color out of space last thing i googled: thomas aquinas other blogs: edgy aesthetic sideblog i hardly ever remember exists anymore @theophagies. i've got a nsfw sideblog for a safe place to overshare about my thought processes and latest fixations around such things as needed, but i'm not giving the url to that out publicly. also i keep meaning to make a proper kin blog bc i don't really want to talk about that a ton on main. besides that, a few like vent or character-specific aesthetic sideblogs i haven't touched in years. lucky number: don't think i have one? if i have to pick a number at random for like. idk theater seats or whatnot. i tend to go for 8s or 13s, the former for embarrassing reasons, though. currently wearing: star wars t-shirt, black jeans, and octopus hat. dream job: some sort of bio thing i think? failing dark god-emperor of the world of course. maybe marine bio or genetics; i'm not sure favourite foods: general tso's tofu, cake, coffee creamer, this one place down the street's vegetarian lak sa which i had all of once but it impressed itself on my memory. in general, fried/crunchy things good, and Cake Texture good. i'm probably forgetting things tbh instruments: no. i did violin in elementary school and that's the main one i still have any sense of fondness for (obligatory piano and recorder lessons as a kid but didn't care) but would have no idea what to do with one now. also did vocal ensemble in high school; i DO miss that. favourite song: can't pick favorites. brain currently stuck on passive - a perfect circle. tag: uh. @red--thedragon @autisticsansa @outlier-roddy idk if yall have done this already but if desired. ALSO anyone else who wants to please say i tagged you!! my brain’s kind of shorting out but i love hearing things about people

[killuzumakii]

A/N- Lizzo will be my face claim for Ce'Aria. You should also listen to Good For You by Lizzo also. And I really hope you all enjoy it. Thank you for reading it!!

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         "I waited and waited and waited for you. I waited 353 days, that's almost a full year. While you was happy and moving on, I was miserable. You should have told me you were leaving. I could have moved on too. But no, you're that selfish. You had to have me for yourself even though I didn't have you for myself. I don't really know what I thought would happen. Everyone warned me to stay away from you. Hell your own friends did. Of course like the idiot I am, I didn't listen to any of them. I stood up for you, I argued with everyone over you. I honestly don't even know why I came but yet here I am." She said stirring her coffee while glaring at him.

     "Listen, I'm sorry. You're right, I should have told you or at least broke up with you. It wasn't fair to make you stay faithful while I was being unfaithful." He said looking everywhere but at her.

   "You're sorry? You're fucking sorry? Did you really think that it would be that easy? Not only did you leave without a word. You cheated on me. Then you lied about it and got mad at me. Do you remember what you said to me?" She asked looking out the window.

      "No, but whatever it was. I didn't mean it. Ce'Aria baby, I love you, you know that. And cheating on you was a mistake. She meant noting to me." He said trying to grab her hand.

     "Do not touch me." She said snatching her hand back. "You don't have the right asshole. And how can you say you don't remember it but also say that you didn't mean them? Don't give me that bullshit AJ. But just to humor you, I'll tell you. You told me after you finally admitted to being a cheating asshole. That I am nothing but a fat bitch that is lucky to be with you. That I'll never find anyone else to love me besides you. That she is better than me in every sense. You said you didn't l-love me." She said with a shaky voice and tears welling up in her eyes.

   

       "I tried to convince myself that none of it was true. But you didn't give me any reason not to believe it. But I'm glad I came. Now I can tell you have I feel. I'm glad you cheated on me. Now I won't waste anymore time on you. Now I can hang out with my friends without you stopping me. I can move on with my life and be happy. So thank you so much for this. And I hope you fall in love with someone and they hurt you like you hurt me. Then you will understand the pain you put me through. Have a great life AJ." She said picking up her bag and leaving. She never looked back, she felt she might break if she did. But god was there a weight lifted of her shoulders.

       "Ugh I can't believe him. The nerve of that man. I was nothing but good to him, and he sleeps with someone else. I can't believe I wasted that much time on him." She said to herself as she walked to her car. She got in and shut the door. She wanted to cry but she's cried all she can. She still remembers her friends face once she told her. It was a face of "I told you so but I won't rub it in." She cried on her friends couch for days, thankfully her friend was there for her.

    "Lemme get back to my dorm." She said starting her car and driving away.

     

       She got back to her dorm and seen a moving truck. She wondered if she would have a new roommate or if someone was leaving. She did hear about that white girl that was caught stealing other peoples work. So if we go by legal things she should get kicked out but she's white so she probably got away with it. She probably just got a slap on the wrist and told to "never do it again." She seen her friend by the front office.

   "Madison!!!" She yelled and waved at her.

  "Bitch, I've missed you. How did meeting with AJ go?" Madison said hugging her.

  "I've missed you too. But girl the bullshit this man said. He gon tell me he's "sorry" and that cheating on me was a mistake." She said rolling her eyes.

   "Girl that nigga get on my god damn nerves. Lyin ass, cheatin ass, bitch ass, hoe ass, stank ass, short ass bitch. How you gon be 5'8 and a liar?" Madison said shaking her head.

   "Girl your boyfriends 5'8." Ce'Aria said

   "He might be 5'8 but he ain't no liar. He picked a struggle." Madison said rolling her eyes.

   "Anyways I seen a movin truck when I pulled in. Do you know who it is?" Ce'Aria said as they started to walk towards Ce'Arias dorm.

   "No, but I do know that girl that was caught lyin about that art piece. She stole sure as hell ain't gone." Madison said shaking her hand

   "Man I knew that would happen. Let that had been a person of color they woulda been out this bitch as soon as they found out." Ce'Aria said

   "How your major gonna be art and you can't even make original pieces. Referencing something is cool especially with credit but when you steal it and claim it as your own is bullshit and not fair to the original artist. She coulda chose any major, lyin ass." Madison said

    "Girl I'm so damn tired of white people. They steal everything and get away with it. We gotta work triple times harder than them and we can't get mad about anything to be as successful as them when all they gotta do is have a rich parent and have everything handed to them." Ce'Aria said as they reached her door.

    "Aye Ce'Aria!" She heard someone yell. She knew that voice and she can't stand this man.

    "Ugh what this nigga want now." Madison said turning around.

   "Girl ion know but I wish he would leave me the hell alone. You think he'd take a hint that I don't fuckin like him." Ce'Aria said also turning around

  "Hey Ce'Aria. Madison." He said looking Madison up and down with a face of disgust.

   "What do you want Jason? And don't look at her like that." Ce'Aria said giving him the stank face.

   "Well I was wondering if you wanted to come over to my dorm later on and we can smoke and maybe do a little something else." He said getting a little to close to her for comfort.

    "Um no I don't know, how many times I gotta tell you no. Maybe I'd say yes to you if you weren't so weird about it. Don't think I forget what happened last year. You're a creep and should be in jail for stalking. Anyways I have better things to do then explain to you as to why I will never date you. If you use your brain you'll understand." Ce'Aria said turning around and opening her door, pulling Madison with her before she could say anything.

    "God I hate him so much. He's so fuckin-" Ce'Aria was saying before she turned around and seen a tall, dark, and fine ass man.

    "Whew chile, he's fine." Madison whispered to Ce'Aria.

@destinio1

[chaotic-neutral-logic-sass]

?? I'm crazy??

So I've been playing around with a old writing and thought 'why not post it' and I might try to continue writing if I get a good response? Opinions are very welcome, so is criticism. (There are a ton of references in this)

"ARE YOU INSANE" He shouted over the comlink to which his accomplice responded "My codename is not Death Wish for nothing". Upon hearing that he pinched the bridge of his nose closing his eyes to recompose himself. He then muttered into the comlink "I swear to God Payton if you get caught, with your butt in the vents of the enemy headquarters, That you're suppose to be analyzing from AFAR.-" she cut him off with "You will need a Xanax and then resume assisting me. Am I not far from the truth?" He responded with "I can feel you roll your eyes from here, and maybe if you do it hard enough you'll find a brain back there" Payton huffed and said "out of the two of us. Which one of us can take a gun apart and reassemble it with their eyes closed, hmm?" Too which Roman said quite pleased with himself "can you hack into the Pentagon?" She facepalmed.

He laughed that she didn't have a come back at last, although it didn't last long cause her face lit up even though he couldn't see and she said "can you bleed for 7 days and not die?" He huffed and said "How about we get back to the task at hand?" "Touche" as she crawled threw the vents she saw an exit to the main room of the Warehouse. She put a finger to her comlink and asked Roman "are there any heat signatures in the room below me?" Right after he heard her he hurriedly put away his Pringles and took a big gulp of his black coffee before typing away at his screen to answer her question. Wile she waited she chewed on her lip in anticipation. It had been nasty habit of hers since she was a kid. "Yep" at that she skillfully and silently jumped through the vent landing in a crouch.

Then scanning the room before she came to the realization that she had screwed up. when she made eye contact with a security camera her hand immediately shot up to her earpiece. As she started running for the exit she spoke into her comlink. Realizing he was right "Ummmmm.... You may or may not need that Xanax I was talking about. Can you send me the best route out of here?" afterwards he instantly shot out of his seat leaning over his desk staring at his screen. With a slightly annoyed voice he asked as he pulled up the blueprints for the building she was running through. "what did you do now?!" "I made eye contact with a security camera" she huffed out as she ran."ok, I sent you the way out" she smirked, "thanks" at that he leaned back in his chair and let out a sarcastic, self pitying laugh. With that he said "after this job can I get my sanity back?" As she exited the building jogging to her Harley Davidson she cherished, she asked "is that a rhetorical question or.......?" She let her sentence trall off.

He ran a hand through his dark curly hair, as a small smile rested on his face he responded "rhetorical, I highly doubt boss man will give it back." She smirked and inquired "what? Isnt this fun?" He shook his head and quickly replied with "Nah, I'm just getting bored of watching you get thrown off buildings" she scoffed. "I take personal offense too that comment, I only fall off a building when i need too". He rolled his grey eyes for what felt to be the hundredth time. He replied, "How about we skip too the part where you save the day and I get too; Oh, I don't know swoon?" He smirked. She rolled her green eyes, and with a shake of her head she said "thought we already did that, and it's team work". He wore a shocked expression. Then he smiled and said "Thanks. Meet you at headquarters, Daredevil out."

She smiled then shook her head, and started heading that direction. Now there boss happened to be her little brother, although not so little being 6'3, but he earned his place in the hierarchy he was the second most skilled agent in the force, first being Payton. His code name was Demon, but in the public he by Damian Batson.

As Payton pulled up in the parking garage and saw a familiar neon orange Jeep with Roman leaning against the tailgate on his phone. He looked fairly casual in Black jeans and a red t-shirt compared to her skin tight catsuit she only wore for missions and with a utility belt and a leather jacket. The moment he looked up his eyes widened significantly, it was quite a comical sight.

After she parked next to his neon ride she turned around to be met with him standing there gawking at her. His mouth was wide open. She commented "Are you just going to stand there and gawk?" He replied with a simple "Yes" she said "Well stop it, you look stupid" and with that the short brunette started walking towards the elevator. He Quickly caught up considering he towed over her with his 6'2 compared too her 5'4.

The elevator ride was quite till she piped up with some interesting news "I heard that little bro hasn't slept since they brought the kid home" after a moment of silence they both burst out laughing. The reason for this is because their boss was NOT a people person, infact when people learned he had a wifey they were astonished.

After Roman remembered how to breathe he chuckled out "I was dreading this staff meeting, now I'm actually looking forward to this. It's going to be so amusing" they both shared a mischievous grin as the elevator door opened. "DAREDEVIL!" Upon hearing his codename Roman called out a uncertain "Yes?" And turned around followed by Payton to see a agent who's codename happen to be Sherlock A.k.a. Tim Redder a blue eyed ravenette that stood at 5'6,behind them only to see him trip and all of his papers too go airborn.

Tim just looked at the ceiling with a defeated look and closed his sleep deprived eyes that had dark circles under them for a second. While he was doing that Payton grabbed all his papers, when he opened his eyes they instantly widened. Nobody help him or gave him credit. Heck he was one of the most underappreciated agents, so to say that he was surprised was a under statement. As Roman opened his mouth to ask the poor guy if he's ok, Tim cut him off with "I'm so,so very much sorry. I was going to-" this time Payton cut him off while handing him his papers "- it's fine, we don't mind. What got you in such a hurry?" Tim looked at them like they were on the brink of insanity and said "The staff meeting -" he checked his watch "- started five minutes ago" as he checked the time so did they, Payton quirked a perfectly plucked eyebrow. Roman held up a finger signaling them to wait a minute and checked his phone, a half second later he turned his phone toward Tim and as his eyes glanced at the screen his expression slowly morphed into one of embarrassment. With his cherry dusted cheeks he let out a nervous laugh and scratched the back of his head looking at the floor. At this Payton and Roman shared a look, hesitantly he asked the embarrassed man "Do you know what day it is?" See Timmy man had a history of not sleeping, and too add on top he's 90% caffeine. Back to the point, Tim thought for a second and unsurely replied back with "Friday?" at this they shared another glance as Payton barked out a laugh. While Roman tried to hold some giggles back. Tim's confusion was very visible, he scrunched up his eyebrows and tilted his head where he looked like on of those adorable confused puppies. Payton sputtered out "it's Tuesday" at this her partner finally bust out laughing. Tim let out a very long drawn out "CCCCCCRRRRRRAAAAAAPPPPP" as Payton finished chuckling she said "you're fine, in fact we should get going to the meeting if we want to be early" as they walked Roman opened his mouth only to be cut off by one voice"AYE BATSON!!!-" well two voices "-THINK FAST!!" At this Payton whipped around to catch a katana mid air and see three of her best friends; Clint Hawk, Roy Arrow and Jason Hoods. They where the most knowledgeable Weapons experts in the Shadows. Clint was about 5'8 and had brown eyes and brown hair, his codename was Falcon. Roy had fire truck red hair, light blue eyes and was about 6'1 his codename was Arsenal. Jason was about 6'3 with black hair that had a white highlight and teal eyes. With a nose that had been broken so many times it was crooked, his codename was Arkham Knight. As she caught the katana, Tim let out a squeaking noise and jumped.

While Roman just turned around and sighed. After knowing them for about four years he was used to this kind of shit. As she marveled at the katana, she was in awe of its earie elegance. It was roughly 3 feet long and solid black, the handle was wrapped in blood red satin ribbon with a small scythe charm on the end. She then flipped the sword in the air catching it by the handle. By this time Tim had went ahead to the meeting, Roman was still standing there at her side watching her. Roy was holding the sword seath. Clint had went ahead with Tim. Jason crossed his arms and smirked, surprisingly not hot in his neon red hoodie. When Payton looked up at them and grinned evily, Roman smirked knowing her, while Jason gained a confused expression and Roy turned to the color of a sheet looking completely horrified.

She lowly said "So boys, love the katana" then Burst out laughing with Roman at their expressions, and grabbed the cover and adding it to her belt putting the Katana in its sheath. Her comrade laughed out "What? Ya scared?" At this point Roy was glaring at them, while Hoods just rolled his eyes and said "No, we had this horrified expression on our faces for fun?!" The glaring red head just huffed and said "let's go ahead and get too this meeting" as they entered the board room they were met with a funny sight of their boss. He was sitting at the head of the table with his arms folded under his head snoring loudly. All you could see of his head was his signature black messy hair. While Tim was going through his papers and Clint was playing on his phone like that was a normal every day thing. Roy and Jason shared a shrug and took their seats, meanwhile Roman and Payton nodded too each other and also took their seats. Payton's chair was to the left of her sibling's, and Roman's was to the right. While she YouTubed her master plan, Roman got his phone in video mode to record this. As she found the right video before she hit play she made sure the volume was max and right next to Damian's ear. With that she hit play on the audio recording of one of the most annoying sounds know to man: a babies screaming.

At this his Bright Green eyes shot open, he jumped out of his chair landing on the floor not so gracefully. Groggily looking for the thing making the scouce of announce and Awakening. As Damian saw his surroundings he instantly scowled and debated on revenge options. But decided against it, she turned off the sound and smiled innocently while saying " Morn'in lil bro, enjoy your nap?-"putting her phone in her pocket and turning to Roman she continued "- thanks for the assistance" Roman also grinned and replied "no probs, I'll send it to you" turning too the groggy man glaring at Payton and nodding "sup". She turned back to her sibling and ask "Why ya glaring Dami?" The grumpy man replied with "hoping for spontaneous combustion" she now held a very fake hurt expression with a hand on her heart, over dramatically sticking out her bottom lip and asked with a horrible British accent "honestly dear brother you wound me" said sibling responded with "I hate you" "why darling? I'm lovely" Tim rolled his eyes and piped up "alright, alright let's start with the meeting. You too can finish your glaring contest later"

}~(SpongeBob voice) 3 hours later~{

Now it was just Roman, Payton and Damian in the board room. Payton felt the need to enlarge the meaning BORED. Maybe adding a smidge of annoyance, Roman was drumming his fingers on the table and Damian was grinding his teeth. She had her boots up on the table and her arms crossed. While her incompliance had his head propped up on his hand on the desk also bored out of his mind.

After going through the last of the files Tim gave him. Damian let out a sigh and said "I've got another mission for you, the packet is at your apartment. Report back tomorrow". With that he was gone. As they walked to the elevator and waited Payton said " Ya'know what Vader's wife's name is?-" while pointing to the elevator "- ELLA-VADER" smirking at his face, she turned too the said object waiting for their trun. He shook his head, his face held a lazy smile. "so what do ya think of the sword?" He inquired "It's perfect. I mean the handle is so soft, and it's so so pretty. Plu-" She went on, only to be cut off "Can you please not talk about a sword like most females talk about dresses?" To that she crossed she arms angrily and scoffed " first of all, since when do I talk about dresses like that, and it is a katana." By now they were in the elevator heading back to the parking garage and he simply shrugged and nonchalantly asked "What's the difference?" At this her hazel eyes widened significantly and stared at him in shock then said "how about I put this in simpleton terms, you know how you call vehicles automobiles and there are different types like trucks, cars and SUVs same with swords" she explained with a good bit of hand gestures and flailing of the arms. As the elevator door opened they exited both heading towards their vehicles she added on "and since I came here on my bike you're going to have to let it ride with you" and with that she was gone.

×|}~ At a random Cafe somewhere~{|×

As her deep beautiful blue orbs concentrated on the daily paper, she blinked. Reconcentrating back on the previous words before the spot was lost.

Her companion let out a loud overdramatic groan while rubing the back of his neck. At this she set her paper down and leaned forward putting her chin on her palm, resting her elbow on the table top. A amused eye brow raised, she inquired her British accent being quiet thick "Darling Peter, what's got your nickers in a twist little brother?" his response was too lay his head on the table then he said with an equally thick accent "I'M BORED, you've been nose deep in that bloody paper for an hour" at this exclaimed with a very fake gasp while giggling and hitting his arm in a playful manner. "Peter Francis Grace watch your language" all he did in response was lift his head and roll his eyes at his elder sibling.

}~• A few blocks away from Payton's apartment •~{

As she sped through the streets nearing her desired location, home.

The black Tahoe in the lane to her right suddenly swerved into her throwing her to the left.

[hayden--collins-blog]

Hayden Collins

Name: Hayden Collins

Nickname: Hay

Species: Human

Gender: Female

Age: 17

Sexuality: She gay as Fûck bOi (don't worry, she's actually Bisexual)

Personality: Hayden is a nice person without being overly sugar-sweet, you know what I mean? She likes to help people out, but she isn't exactly always the nicest. She can say some pretty mean things sometimes, but it isn't often that she truly means it. She mainly is just mean to her friends and has a tendency to apologize a lot. You can tell when she gets annoyed, since it is rather easy for her to get annoyed. She's also flustered/embarrassed rather easily. She is pretty self confident and isn't afraid to say it out loud...on the outside. On the inside she second guesses herself often. She feels as if she is selfish, though she never outwardly says it. She's rather...emotional, actually. She has a hard time motivating herself at times, but she pushes it off as laziness. Don't mess with her.

Looks: Her hair is very short on the left side, a pixie cut that would probably make her look like a boy. The right side of her hair is longer, though, reaching to about halfway down her face. She's also dyed her hair purple, but it's faded and now looks somewhat red. She has dark brown eyes that match her natural shade of hair. She's currently 5'8, which isn't too tall but isn't by any means short. She has dark circles under her eyes most of the time because she rarely gets enough sleep. She pretty much has resting bîtch face, since when she's not expressing herself she looks pretty emotionless. Her eyes are dull, but when she's happy it's noticeably different. She wouldn't consider herself tan, but she's definitely not pale either. She's in that middle ground, probably what you would see if you colored with a normal peach colored crayons from a Crayola box. Her hair is pretty straight, but it does curl inward at the end. When her hair catches the sunlight, it seems to have a coppery shine among the brown. If you look closely at her, her head seems to be the slightest bit tilted, even when she's looking straight ahead. She does have a bit of acne as well, though she does tend to try and hide it. She has small callouses on the fingertips of her left hand from playing Viola.

Likes: Gaming and YouTube are a big one of her likes, since they really go hand in hand. Games are fun, and she always likes to see how people react to her reactions to games in the comments. She's also fond of scary or horror related things, as she really loves the adrenaline. Memes and vines are another one of her favorites, since she loves that they make her laugh. She secretly loves reading and writing too, and also has a Wattpad account. Whenever she's not on her computer or phone, she always has her face in a book - or, another alternative, playing her viola. She likes that too. One of the things that people don't know about her is that she really loves to dress up every once in a while. Especially in dresses that she can twirl around in, and heels that click when she walks. (P.S. if you get her a Salted Caramel mocha frappachino from Starbucks, she'll be your BFF). She really doesn't get to say how much she loves to read and write. She has so many ideas, and she loves to put them down. She enjoys fancy language and impressing people by her writing. She also loves a touch of the dramatic, as well as music and well-made films.

Dislikes: There are quite a few things that she strongly dislikes. Take slow internet or lag, for example. Since video games are one of the big things she does to pass her time, and she has low patience, lag or slow internet makes her short tempered. She might even yell at her computer when it happens. Another one of her big dislikes would be bullies and haters. She already has trouble with motivation, and they don't help. She strongly dislikes them, as their hurtful words make it even harder for her to motivate herself. She also hates jazz, as her orchestra in middle school had a jazz club. She doesn't have a reason - she just can't stand it. She can't stand reading things with bad grammar or misspelled words. She hates it when people don't leave her alone even after she's asked many times.

Job: She doesn't have one right now other than YouTube. She's decided she wants to go to college and become an English teacher, as well as create her own books.

Family: Her parents and two brothers are alive but she's not very close to them

Backstory: There's not much to it, really. She's always liked watching YouTube and playing games. She started making videos when she was 13. That was also around the time when her grades started dropping from A's to B's and C's. Not because she wasn't smart enough - but because she started not caring. If she had something 'better' to do, she'd do it instead of Schoolwork. This annoyed her parents severely. When she was 16, she got more and more annoyed with them until she saved up enough money and left home. Part of the reason for this was that she was tired of her parent's constant arguing with each other - not to mention their financial problems. She lives in her own apartment now, paying for it with income from YouTube and from other small jobs that she hops back and forth from. She pretty much. . .hates life, for the most part. She hates being expected to do things and thinking about the long future that she has to go through. School is stressful, what with all the work she has to do as a highschooler - not to mention the bullies. Some days she dreads going to school, just because she doesn't want to have to deal with it. She's not suicidal, but sometimes she wishes she could just disappear or that she had never existed in the first place. She has two cats, one a tabby cat named Charlie and one a black cat named Gavin. She also has a big Rotweiller doggo that she named Smore.

Why does she love gaming?: Gaming is really the only thing that seems fun to her. She lacks the motivation to do a lot of things. She just can't really help it. The only thing she's ever really motivated to do is play video games. Reason being? It's fun to her. School work and a lot of other things require a lot of focus and effort, and she simply lacks the motivation or patience to do that. Gaming is much easier to her, because it requires much less effort. Not only that, schoolwork is always being criticized and graded. Who's going to criticize her gaming skills and put a grade on what she loves based on how good or bad she does?

Other: She swears like a sailor, and procrastinates pretty much everything (including sleeping). Her friends tell her she needs to smile more.

Hayden is so used to not being overly happy or people not caring. When she gets overly happy about something, she will definitely get emotional. When she reads good things about herself or hears stuff that makes her happy, she'll start to cry. This includes reading good comments on her videos.