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mikavlcs · 1 year

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Hi babe! 8k again, love that for us. I'll split this into 2 asks again to make it easier. Let's goooo

Hell yes R belongs with Tara and Sam! That's the best family there is. Lowkey very jealous...

No Tara apologize right now. Having Sam there is wonderful, be nice to your sister please. She's trying her best. In this house we do not support Sam slander.

Ugh, boys 🙄 So annoying. You go Mindy, put them in their place.

Tbh if Tara was my girlfriend I would be addicted to her too.

Lol of course Tara hates doing chores. That grumpy babe only wants to do activities that involve R. Or do R...Very relatable, Miss Tara.

Oh no, a Ghostface call. Oh boy. Whoever it is will get their ass kicked by Tara. Good luck to them.

Got knocked over by cooking, huh? Not any other activities? Sure Tara 😉

Oh yes the hard-core fans. Richie and Amber really went overboard with their love. These geeks 🙄

Someone knows about Tara and probably Rs dad!! Whoever that is better prepare to fight our grumpy and angry Tara.

Lol personal experience. 🤣 Even while being threatened and having her secrets known by someone, Tara is still absolutely savage!

Hmmm. I don't think it's just a fanatic Stab fan. It's got to be something more personal to target Tara and R.

Aww, Tara's urge to protect R trumps her desire to slice and dice someone. That's so sweet of her. We love a protective babe!

I love that R grew so close to Sam and likes her so much that when something is wrong, immediately Sam gets called. R has really found her big sister, her family.

Lol wow. A Ghostface who threatened to gut not only her but R too just appeared and instead of feeling scared or worried, Tara is angry that someone is stealing her show. How iconic is that?? (Also ngl I had to Google "aggrieved". To my defense, I'm German so English isn't my first language. I love that I am learning new, advanced words with you. Thanks for teaching me better English 😁)

Ha, waste of oxygen. I will steal that first future ways to insult people. Thank you!

Hmm. Tara is right. She's way too clever to leave any hints on her being Ghostface. And who would have liked Rs dad so much that they wanna avenge him? No one. That really just leaves Sam. Oh no.

RICHIE THAT DISGUSTING MAN BABY OH HELLLL NO. YOU'RE GONNA GET YOUR ASS KICKED BOY. DONT YOU DARE PUT YOUR NASTY ASS ANYWHERE NEAR TARA, R OR SAM.

hey! i'm gonna do the same thing i did last time (bc i am once again bored lol)

Hell yes R belongs with Tara and Sam! That's the best family there is. Lowkey very jealous...

no same. like that's really the dream 🫠

(and as a sam supremacist, the slander was so painful to write</3)

Someone knows about Tara and probably Rs dad!! Whoever that is better prepare to fight our grumpy and angry Tara.

this would've been soo interesting, but i couldn't think of a way to make it make sense lol...and i didn't have a preestablished character that would have worked with that either (amber might've worked but...well 😭)

Lol personal experience. 🤣 Even while being threatened and having her secrets known by someone, Tara is still absolutely savage!

tara's threat is one of the better lines in that fic SJHFFHS

I love that R grew so close to Sam and likes her so much that when something is wrong, immediately Sam gets called. R has really found her big sister, her family.

had to balance out the slander by projecting my love for sam on reader LMAO.

skfhkdsfjh yes, i wanted to make her overconfidence (or hubris) is a big part of this one. and you're welcome! glad you're making use of the random Big Words i like to use in my fics<3

Hmm. Tara is right. She's way too clever to leave any hints on her being Ghostface. And who would have liked Rs dad so much that they wanna avenge him? No one. That really just leaves Sam. Oh no.

RICHIE THAT DISGUSTING MAN BABY OH HELLLL NO. YOU'RE GONNA GET YOUR ASS KICKED BOY. DONT YOU DARE PUT YOUR NASTY ASS ANYWHERE NEAR TARA, R OR SAM.

this was so funny LMFAOO. the instant hostility when you found out the identity...hilarious. entirely appropriate though! 😁👍

#clexa is forever

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moonlightandmarble · 7 months

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Hi, same anon as before. I think I get where you're coming from.

I guess my only concern is that "theory" might imply that they really do think [X] member has [X] disability/neurodivergency in real life? I'm not sure if that's phrased too well, but still. It just feels like theories tend to be little more grounded in real life rather than fiction, so I think that's what's leaving a bad taste in my mouth. I'm ND and disabled too though so I do get where you're coming from, I can totally see how it could feel weird to call it a headcanon, especially when it's based on stuff like stage behavior. I think both options are imperfect unfortunately, and the line between fiction and reality can get a little blurred when it comes to a band like this so the language used gets a bit complicated I suppose.

Hope this hasn't been too annoying haha, I tend to ramble a bit too much for my own good. It's been interesting seeing another perspective on this though.

Nah I understand where you're coming from. I think the issue is mainly is that we got a seed of lore from Vessel himself and then it's kinda spun out into the lore the fans have created, which is great! But also I think sometimes the fandom leans so hard-core into the idea of there being a strong line between the lore and the band as people that they forget that this isn't a TV show the lads aren't actors and what we are seeing on stage is them in their masks yes but also them as people and the line is very blurred, as you said. And whatever ideas we have are just that. So when I use the term theory it's mainly because I'm coming from the place where "I don't know exactly what is a lore thing and what isn't and I'm assuming we are seeing a blend of reality and ritual on stage so I'm using it in the more mutable way like

"a hypothesis assumed for the sake of argument or investigation

an unproved assumption"

So when I say "I theorize that that some of the lads are neurospicy" to my friend it's not an armchair diagnosis it's just "I recognize some things I'm seeing and vibe with it I have no idea for sure though"

Like as much as there is a desire to not have an unhealthy parasocial relationship (which is a good thing!) I think sometimes people take it so severely in the other direction and try to hard to make a solid line between the mask and the man they don't realize how much of a blur there is.

And no judgement as you can see I do a fair bit of rambling myself

#i also have a headache #So idk if this makes sense #But imma go lay down

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mediaevalmusereads · 1 year

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Mr. Malcolm's List. By Suzanne Allain. Jove, 2009.

Rating: 2.5/5 stars

Genre: historical romance

Series: N/A

Summary: The Honourable Mr. Jeremy Malcolm is searching for a wife, but not just any wife. As the target of matchmaking mothers and desperate debutantes, he's determined to avoid the fortune hunters and find a near-perfect woman, one who will meet the qualifications on his well-crafted list. But after years of searching, he's beginning to despair of ever finding this paragon. Until Selina Dalton arrives in town.

Selina, a vicar's daughter of limited means and a stranger to high society, is thrilled when her friend Julia Thistlewaite invites her to London, until she learns it's all part of a plot to exact revenge on Mr. Malcolm. Selina is reluctant to participate in Julia's scheme, especially after meeting the irresistible Mr. Malcolm, who appears to be very different from the arrogant scoundrel of Julia's description.

But when Mr. Malcolm begins judging Selina against his unattainable standards, Selina decides that she has some qualifications of her own. And if he is to meet them he must reveal the real man behind... Mr. Malcolm's List.

***Full review below ***

Content Warnings: brief Orientalism

Overview: I decided to read this book after watching the film adaptation, which wasn't perfect but charming enough to get me curious. I really enjoyed the premise, and l wanted to see how the plot would play out in novel form. Unfortunately, the book didn't quite meet my expectations, primarily because the writing made it seem like this book was written for a middle grade audience. While the story itself was charming, the simplistic prose, reliance on telling, and fairly flat characters meant that I struggled to connect with anything. So for that reason, this book only gets 2.5 stars from me.

Writing: Upon starting this book, I was immediately struck by the overreliance on telling instead of showing and the amount of filtering that Allain uses to tell the story. Allain would bluntly tell us that characters were annoyed or jealous or upset, all while using phrases such as "she felt" or "she thought" and the like. All this meant that I didn't feel trusted to interpret the story for myself, and the tone overall felt very middle grade (which I know it wasn't intended to be because there were some references to lust).

Plot: The plot of this book follows Selina Dalton, a vicar's daughter who is brought to London to help her friend Julia seek revenge on the most eligible bachelor of the season: Jeremy Malcolm. After Malcolm escorts Julia to the opera and declines to call on her again, Julia is feeling rather hurt - even more so after she learns Malcolm has a list of qualifications for his future wife, and Julia has failed to meet them. Julia enlists Selina to help humiliate him by introducing her as the perfect woman who will ultimately reject him. However, the plan gets complicated when Selina and Malcolm find themselves genuinely falling for one another.

The core of this plot is actually rather fun and feels very in line with other plots in the romance genre. I'm a fan of narratives in which characters have one impression of each other, but over time, they learn to see their partner (or themselves) as they really are and work through their prejudices.

That being said, the writing style made this plot hard to get excited about. Because everything was told to us point blank, there wasn't a feeling of suspense. Scenes moved so fast that there was no time to explore the character's feelings or psyche, and some of them felt rather childish, which enhanced the feeling of this book being middle grade.

Characters: Selina, our heroine, doesn't have much of a personality unless she is contrasted with the other female characters in this book. We're told that Selina is kind, intelligent, witty, and talented, but there wasn't much on the page that made me think of her as exceptional. Selina only appears to be these things because she is surrounded by selfish, shallow characters such as Julia and Gertie, and I wish there had been a little more to make her feel more fully fleshed out.

Malcolm, our hero, is likewise a little flat. He's a bit gruff at times, but that seems to be swept aside rather quickly in favor of him being perfectly pleasant (though kind of dull). I did like, however, that he had to work through his own judgmental attitude, so I do think Allain deserves credit for that. On the whole, though, I don't think he was a very interesting love interest, and he didn't have many qualities that made me understand why Selina liked him.

Julia, Selina's friend, is fairly selfish and shallow, and her attitude came across much differently than in the film. In the film, her selfishness was somewhat endearing because she was both self-centered yet seemed to genuinely care about Selina. In the book, I had to wonder why Selina put up with her at all, especially since she says multiple times how glad she is to get away from her friend.

Henry, Julia's love interest, is fine except for the fact that he falls in love with Julia for no reason. Cassie, Julia's cousin, is fine as the bumbling-man-who-is-dragged-along-for-the-ride, and he has some admirable moments when he stands up to Malcolm, but later in the book, when he tries his hand at plotting on his own, he just comes across as profoundly incompetent. Other characters likewise fulfill their function but have little to offer for plot or character development.

TL;DR: Mr. Malcolm's List has a charming presence but is undercut by the author's writing style. Because Allain relies on telling more than showing while also fumbling the dramatic action and character development, this book felt more aimed at a middle grade audience.

Romance: While the premise of Malcolm and Selina's romance may fit well in the genre, the way it played out was actually rather dull. Aside from their initial interaction, which felt honest and philosophical, there wasn't much there to convince me that Malcolm and Selina were genuinely falling for one another. I guess one could say that Malcolm starts falling for Selina because she meets the requirements on his list, but then falls for her for real when she stands up for herself, but that's giving Allain a little more credit than I think is due. There isn't a whole lot on the page aside from us being told point blank that the two were falling for one another.

I also think a lot of this relationship was deprived of drama because Allain writes her characters as incredibly self-aware and quick to admit fault. There are a few times when Selina or even Malcolm's mother would explain to Malcolm why he seems to have a list or how the list betrays the inner workings of his psyche. Malcolm likewise is quick to ask for forgiveness and doesn't do much work to make me think he legitimately had a change of heart (in romance-speak, there isn't a period of grovelling). It made me feel like all our characters were perfectly fluent in therapy-speech, and while this might make a story "non problematic," it also robbed the romance of dramatic action.

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n0b0dy11 · 3 years

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Dad For Ever~DreamWasTaken

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part one - part two - part three - part four - Part five

【!TW! swearing, making out, hinting to making love, (no smut though)】

Everything went great since then. Clay and Y/n had been in their relationship for two years, Clay now 24, Y/n 23 and Layla 6.

Clay had never been happier, he had the girl of his dreams in bed with him almost every night, he had a sweet little stepdaughter who he didn't imagine to have, but he wouldn't change anything about her. His streaming career was a blast, he always had fun with his friends while earning money for it! Who wouldn't love that.

Of course with times it wasn't always this full of sunshine, but they needed those bad nights to learn more. To be better.

The first fight

"I have to stream today!" Clay shouted.

"Of course," mumbled Y/n back. Of course she was happy for him and his successes, but lately he didn't show that much interest in her anymore. She hadn't talked to him about this of course, it made her feel egoistic and selfish.

When Y/n heard the door close she sighed and turned on the TV, she was sure she would fall asleep on the couch or maybe she would go to Layla's room and lie in her bed. Layla wasn't there, she had a sleepover with a friend of hers and it made her feel even lonelier.

After looking around on the tv-servers she couldn't find anything she liked so she opened Netflix. She began searching for a movie or maybe a new series she could start but ended up watching 《The Amazing Spider-Man》 (you can vision something else if you don't like it but I'm just a hard core Andrew Garfield fan ;-;) Y/n was almost done with the second move when Clay emerged from his room, he looked satisfied with himself, probably had a good video.

She couldn't help herself but scoff at him, he didn't even pay her any mind let alone wander with his eyes to the couch where she sat. No, it was as if she wasn't there, and she was probably being over-dramatic but it had been like this for at least a week and quite frankly was she getting very bored and impatient with him.

"What's wrong?" asked the boy in question when he heard her scoff.

"So you do know I'm here!" she said rather annoyed.

"What?"

"Yeah, 'what?'."

"Are you on your period or something?" he didn't mean to say that, it slipped out. He knew it came over as if he was an asshole, but George had been talking his ears off about clichés one being about women's monthly problem.

"I-i didn't mean that-"

"Sure, of course you didn't. And for your information I am not."

"O-okay, then what's the problem?"

Y/n just rolled her eyes, "I'm going to bed, have fun on your stream."

"Why are you walking away from our room?" he asked once he noticed her walking in the opposite direction.

"Well, you never tell me when your steams are done, and I don't like sleeping on the couch the whole week so I'm sleeping in Layla's room tonight."

"What?"

"I'm sleeping in Layla's room tonight."

"Bu-but the stream is done."

"Okay, good for you."

"Are you mad at me?"

"No, I'm fine."

But he could tell in her eyes she was holding something back, there was something bothering her. "tell me what's wrong, please."

"Nothing is wrong," by now they had reached Layla's room. Y/n went to open the door, but Clay had placed his hand on top of hers that was holding the handle.

"There is something bothering you, tell me what. Please Y/n, you're mad at ma and I don't understand why!" there was a seriousness and slight desperation in his voice.

"Okay, let's start shall we? Do you know the last day we have slept together as in, in the same bed? That was last week. You have been so occupied with your streaming and your youtube-ing, you haven't look at me all week! Even Layla asked when her 'daddy' was coming to pick her up again. I couldn't even tell her, because I hadn't spoken to you all week!

And I understand your job, and that it takes time! But you decided to come in this family, so you need to make time for us too!"

"i thought you knew what you needed to expect with me and my job?"

"I thought I did too, and I also thought you were ready to be with me, and to be a father to Layla, but here we are."

"You don't think I am a good father to Layla?" his voice had lost all its anger he held from his last question, it was filled with hurt, and sadness. How could he not have noticed he was hurting them so bad.

"You were," she said, "In the beginning you were the best, then your job slowly became more and more important to you. I can understand that. I have had my late night's too, and my early morning 'cause of mine, but this last month you haven't eaten breakfast with us, you haven't eaten dinner? You were glued to your screen. I slept on the couch this whole week, because you were streaming and I couldn't walk in, because god forbid they know THE Dream has a girlfriend!"

"You think that's why I didn't want you in the room?"

"What was I supposed to think then?" she asked getting quite annoyed at him again, but also feeling relieved she finally had this weight lifted of her shoulders. "What was I supposed to think when you shut me out of the room because you were streaming, I wouldn't have minded to stay in there and keep quiet."

"I didn't want all this attention on you! I was scared about all the hate people would start posting! I was scared you'd get scared! That you'd get scared and leave me.."

"I am not leaving," she sighed sadly. The hurt in his voice was breaking her. "But cant you find a balance between streaming and family? Or are we not the family you wanted in the end?"

His eyes widened and he pulled her in a bone crushing hug, "Of course you are!" he said while kissing her head, her face, her cheeks, her neck. "I could never wish for anything better."

"then start showing it," she whispered to his lips, "please, we both need the reassurance from time to time."

"I am sorry for noticing sooner," he whispered while crashing their lips together. Just then he remembered how long ago it was indeed, that he had felt her lips to his. It had been so much longer than he knew.

"Let's go to our bedroom, huh?" he smirked.

"yeah, but don't think that'll make all your problems go away! We'll have to talk about this stuff."

"Will do," he smirked kissing her again, before scooping her up in his arms, "but now... I will show just how much I do very surely love you and this little family." He whispered a tad bit seductively. Who was she kidding it was very much seductively.

After that the fights had been way calmer and mostly playful, they did end in the same way most of the time...

Clay still streamed and made videos for YouTube but it was a lot more calm now, he would make time for Y/n and Layla, and he would try and adjust his sleeping arrangements with Y/n's instead of George's.

In the first year they also lived together with Nick, or Sapnap, but at the end of that year he had found himself a girlfriend and moved in with her. So now it was a big house for them three.

Nick still visited often and was still the only one who knew about Y/n and Layla, he would often tease Clay on camera and the others never had any idea what he was talking about.

Y/n understood his reasoning about not telling anyone on his gaming platform, she also didn't press the matter, she was happy how everything was now. The only thing he would really like, was maybe, someday get married. And maybe, someday, a second child, but with a great father.

What she didn't know was that Clay had those plans, he was going to marry this woman and that was end of story. There was no one else for him just, his Y/n.

The proposal

Clay was very nervous. He had everyone involved in the surprise, except Y/n of course.

M/n was on distracting duty, she had taken her daughter out on a little city trip. They went shopping, visited the beach, eaten at her favourite place. When it was over and they were riding home Y/n was confused and scared to find her mother softly crying besides her.

"Mom?" she asked, her eyes going from the road to her mother, "what's wrong?"

"Nothing," sighed M/n, a soft smile adorning her cheeks while she wiped the spilled tears from her cheeks.

"Don't shut me out please," you are literally crying."

"But I am also smiling."

"You are confusing sometimes mom."

"Guess you got it from me then."

Y/n couldn't help but smile softly at that. While the two were joking around in the car Clay was dying from nervousness at home.

He had made a path with rose petals that led to the balcony. He knew it was her favourite part of the house. He would find her leaning on the railing at staring at the sunset or sunrise. He would enjoy watching her watch the sun, she always looked so peaceful and happy. Her face held a bright smile and her brows weren't furrowed, she was calm.

they had talked about getting married and starting a 'new' family together, so he knew she didn't want something grand, she wanted something sensual and thoughtful.

"Calm down son," said the voice from D/n. He had been helping the distressed blonde with making the food and laying out everything perfectly.

"Yeah," sighed the blonde, even though it wasn't a question.

"She'll say yes."

"You think so?"

"I know so. I've never seen her so happy with anyone else. Maybe when she delivered Layla, but not even Jake, when he was tolerable, made her happy."

"Okay," he took in a deep breath, "I can do it."

"Don't chicken out now," Y/n's dad laughed.

"I won't," smiled Clay, "she's the one."

"I sure hope so."

"Yeah."

"I'll leave you to it. You'll do great boy."

When D/n left Clay called his mother and Sisters, one elder and one younger. He needed the advice on his clothing, but as they lived a bit farther and were in there exam's period he didn't ask them to come see him.

"Please don't scare her away," Jenna, his younger sister also known as 'drista', asked.

"What? Why would you think that."

"Cause we actually like her," his elder sister added as if he was dumb, "your other girlfriends were dumbasses and barbies."

"Thanks," Clay said while rolling his eyes.

"they are messing with your head," said his mom, "but please don't make this flop, we really want her a part of the family officially."

"Yeah, other wise I'll ask her," smirked his elder sister again.

"No! you stay away from my soon to be fiancé!"

And so they ended the call laughing and wishing him luck.

"I am home!" he heard her call. But her voice drifted off a little at the end of her sentence. She must've seen the petals.

He felt his heart hammering in his chest. They had been on many romantic dinners before, they had a few very romantic nights, but now he was going to ask her to marry him... that still felt unreal.

"Darling?" she asked softly while opening the bedroom's door.

"Welcome home, I wanted to have a romantic dinner again." He smiled sheepishly, "Layla is at josh's house. he wanted to have a sleepparty for his birthday."

"Thank you," she grinned walking up to him and kissing his lips softly. Clay almost melted at the feeling of her lips, he hummed against her lips while smiling, feeling her do the same.

"I hope you'll enjoy what I made for you."

"I'm sure I will."

They had spent the whole evening laughing and enjoying the other's company. And as much as Clay had been reassuring Y/n that there weren't any special circumstances she could still see the worry and stress swimming in his eyes.

"Love," she spoke softly. "What's the matter? You're stressing about something I can see it in your eyes."

"I'm fine Y/n," he laughed. She knew him too well.

"You're not, but I'll take your word I suppose."

"Thank you," he smiled and planted another kiss on her forehead. They had started loading the dishwasher together and it wasn't helping his nerves one bit.

He even felt more nervous then before.

"Love? There is indeed something on my mind."

"Please share."

"Well, I made a mistake. A big one at that."

"Please, don't tell me. You didn't set up this whole date to break up."

"What?! No! Let me speak, please. I can't handle the stress already. God no! I would never ever."

"Alright," she sighed a bit more relaxed, "go on."

"the mistake i made, was run. When we were in college. I ran away and left you, just 'cause I was a big sissy. I want to make up for that mistake. And I know you don't hold it against me anymore. But I will never forgive myself for that.

But when I saw you again, I thought I had a new shot. A second chance. And I took it. I've never been more proud of myself than at the moment I took you and Layla in.

So, I wanted to say, that I'm thankfull for what you've given me. For what you were willing to wait on. I don't think I would've been this strong as I am now. I would probably have given up on a lot of things. But you are what kept me going.

I won't be able to live without that reassurance. Knowing that someone could take that what is mine away from me.

So, getting to the point I promise.

Y/n Y/l/n," he said getting on his knees while taking the ring box in his shaking hands. "Will you please, pretty please, marry me. Because i ma willing to stay. I Won't Leave, ever again."

"Of course," she had tears running down her cheeks and jumped him, making them tumble down to the ground. "You stupid, daft dimbo!"

They both hadn't been happier then at that moment. Their wedding was just as beautiful as they had imagined it to be. It wasn't with too much people, family and friends. Yn even got George and the others that could to come around at some point.

the fans were thankful for the content they got thanks to her.

Another thing he did! He finally announced he had a girlfriend... well wife.

Layla hadn't stopped with calling Clay her dad. But for his 25th birthday and her 7th, which were close to each others, she got 'adoption' papers. Clay was officially Layla's dad.

Clay also fullfilled his promise to Layla, she had given her a brother.

Baby

Y/n was nervous. She had been feeling sick lately and Cay forced her to go to the doctors. She was pregnant. And she wasn't sure if she was ready, if Clay was ready.

Of course she knew about the constant teasing between Clay and Layla. That he would give her a brother. But she was scared that it was just that, teasing.

She was taking deep breaths, looking at herself in the mirror.

Her head shot up when the door opened and a soft child voice reached her ears. "Mommy! I'm home."

"Hey! You're not the only one!"

"Oh, daddy too."

"Enthusiastic."

She opened the door of their bedroom and smiled at Layla. "I have to speak to daddy, is that okay darling?"

"Of course."

"Go do your homework in the mean time!" Clay called before he was janked inside their bedroom.

"Love everything okay?" the concern in his voice grew more and more when the tear stains on her cheek grew clearer and clearer.

"yes of course."

"Well then what did you want to talk about?"

"I-I..."

"Y/n?"

"I'm pregnant," she whispered, her eyes looking up at his and searching in his green once for his reaction.

At first he stood still. He didn't know what to do. But then he wrapped his arms around the woman he loved and started jumping around. "I'm going to be a father?!"

"yes," she chuckled while her worries faded away.

"I am going to be a father," he whispered to her. His hands rested on her cheeks as he prepped her face with kisses. "Oh bless you!"

"Mommy?! I have a question."

"Come in Layla."

"Okay, so math- Why does dad's head lie on your belly? He looks weird. Did you drink dad?! I thought we said no wine for today?"

"What weird bets did you make?"

"She said I was turning into an alcoholic! So I said that I could do without the wine and beer for a week."

"i said he couldn't it would only take him one day without to brake."

"Sorry love, I have to side with out daughter on this one."

"I don't drink so much!!"

"Back to the real question," Layla said with her eyebrow raised and her arms crossed making her look really sassy, she got that from her mother. "Why is his head on your belly?"

"Cause I have a baby in my belly."

"You ate a baby?!"

"No! I'm pregnant!"

"I'm getting a brother?!"

"or a sister."

"I want a brother though."

"You'll have to understand the chance of getting a sister is there."

"Okay," and before Y/n knew she had both Clay and Layla laying against her not even full, belly and whispering sweet words to them. She was thinking it would a boy too, she would love them either way.

And he was a he, Brandon. the new light in the happy family.

Brandon had his father's freckles green eyes and shaggy hair. Only was it his mother's haircolour.

"I love you."

"I love you more."

"No! You love me more! Mom!"

A/n

That was it. I really enjoyed doing these series I honestly think this are the best I've written.

i hope you guys enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed making it.

i am very sorry for grammar mistakes, english is not my fist language. If you have request questions ask away!! If you just want to talk I'm also open for that.

reminder: @ghostofscarley

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chironshorseass · 2 years

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I am so happy for Leah and I can't in good conscious drag the casting online while people are being violently racist towards her but man this casting.... I'm so tired of the white main character with side characters of color and I saw it coming a mile away with the trio. Percy being a poc would add so much depth to existing parts of his character and would be so much more important not saying that Annabeth isn't also important and this isn't a monumental decision in itself but Percy is Percy he's THE main character the series is named after HIM every spin off etc etc is built off the back of his existence and instead of taking the risk with him they pick the other two it's like saying you can be important but not TOO important idk Black Annabeth always seemed like a trade off for White Percy and I didn't want white Percy so I've been festering in hard-core aversion to Black Annabeth for like a year and now I gotta fight racist anti-black losers and my own annoyance at the casting I've been fighting the second one since Walker announcement though and I know myself so once the shows in front of my face I'm gonna enjoy it instead of focusing on the parts that annoy me.

i do think percy as a poc makes so much more sense and i was dissapointed that the actor is white (tho im also excited for walker; he's gonna make a great percy regardless) BUT i don't see it as a trade-off either. i agree that the protag being white while his other two friends aren't is....well. it's common innit if the cast director is feeling Woke bc ofc the protag has to be white ofc percy has to fit w what riordan had in mind since the beginning ofc it pleases the weird racist fans and ofc he also gets brownie points bc ha!! if we want to be inclusive let's just put two actors of color as the supporting characters while we're at it! yeah this is common and im sure ricky is proud of himself but i also think that casting is complicated and for a tv show that's already so famous they must've looked at hundreds of different profiles as a MINIMUM, 'till they found the perfect one. like yeah percy's the protagonist and haha haha yay so many ppl r clapping themselves on the back for JUST that haha he's white congrats! i agree that that isn't. great. but that doesn't mean annabeth had to be white! or that she had to be a poc! keep in mind that we could've won with ALL of the og trio being represented by black, indigenous, asian, latino actors whatever booo let the theater white girls cry all they want whatever. so it didn't have to be either Black Percy or Black Annabeth and in the end they chose leah as annabeth bc she was the best fit for the role...out of alllll the actresses they looked at.....the majority of which must've been blonde at the very least lol. which is why. i rly...dont see it as a trade-off. yeah. en ee way again im very much happy for leah and i think she's gonna be perfect as annabeth and even tho it's sad that obviously percy wasn't a poc i don't exactly see it as a tradeoff. bc. u know what's done is done! congrats walker and leah and aryan!!

#anon #pjo adaptation

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thevindicativevordan · 2 years

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Guardians of the Galaxy Game Review

Managed to talk about both of my core interests here!

The Guardians of the Galaxy game hitting Game Pass meant I was convinced to give it a try. I'm not really a fan of the comics incarnation of the Guardians, mostly owing to never having read their best stories which is the DnA cosmic epic. While I plan to one day check that out, my knowledge of the Guardians mainly comes from them cameoing in other peoples books after the first movie came out and skyrocked their popularity. I enjoyed the Guardians movies, not as much as others did but still found them solid, but damn did I hate the comics Guardians when they started showing up everywhere after the first movie's success. Annoying quipbots was what they came off as, and it put me off on exploring them outside the movies. Can't beat "free" though, so I gave this game a try and man I actually enjoyed greatly! Felt like a good hybrid between Bioware and Telltale.

Having played so many open world games recently, it was nice to play a linear game again, especially with the wide variety of levels. Characters are the strongest part of the game, the main Guardians cast in particular are all well-written and acted. Game Drax was my favorite supporting cast member despite MCU Drax being one of the most insufferable MCU characters for me. Drax's arc is likely to be the one the player resonates with the strongest, given it's a story about the stoic mass murderer bonding with his fellow Guardians and accepting them as his adopted family to replace the one he lost. Gamora and Groot are pretty much the same as their MCU selves (Groot can talk in the comics I hear? Can we bring that back, I know reddit loves their meme tree, but I found his gimmick wearing thin really fast). Rocket sucks, he's just an obnoxious prick and even his "heart of gold" couldn't completely make up for how he acts during the story, but I did sympathize with his backstory and appreciated the part where he conquered his fear. Star-Lord himself is alright, he's an idiot but a good-hearted one who owns his mistakes -if you choose to - and that helps win you over to his side despite his shenanigans. Or maybe you love his quips in which case you will be very pleased with how he's characterized here! The other supporting characters, including Cosmo, Ko-Rel, Adam Strange, Mantis (her VA was fucking aces), and Nikki were all fantastic as well.

Gameplay is the worst part by far. Star-Lord isn't very fun to play in combat, for all the hype about his magic guns, they're actually pretty weak? Most of the time you're just running around trying to stay alive, chipping away at enemies health until you can use one of your or your companions abilities to do massive damage. Enemies are mostly just boring bullet sponges that pose little challenge, I played the game on hard, and the few times I died were simply because I got too aggressive and didn't watch my health closely enough because I wanted to get through the boring fights and back to the story.

There's one big misstep with the story however: the reveal about Nikki.

Nikki not being Peter's biological child was lame. From the moment they drop that bombshell about her maybeeeee being Star-Lord's kid on you, everyone's initial reaction is going to be "it's a fake out, no fucking way would they actually do it." MCU Star-Lord isn't a dad, and even though I've never read a Guardians comic I know Peter doesn't have a daughter in 616 either, anyone with even the slightest hint of genre savviness can see the reveal coming a mile away. Even the game developers knew they needed to work extra hard to make players think there's even the slightest chance in hell that Nikki could actually be his kid, which is why they made sure to include so many red herrings. First the game tells you that Ko-Rel and Peter were an item, then you meet her kid, then the game lets Peter ask Ko in a roundabout way in her office if Nikki is his kid (which she refuses to answer), then later you get to see Nikki's secret room with her file showing Peter might be her dad (with the "data inconclusive" bit basically telling me where this was going), then you get to see Nikki's Promise where her perfect life has Ko and Peter together as her parents, and countless more conversations across the game deal with Peter's reactions towards the idea of having a daughter. They spend the entire game trying to knock down the walls of cynicism they knew many would have, only to just... fold and admit that no, they didn't have the balls to actually go through with the idea? What a disappointment, especially given Insomniac already pulled the same fake-out with the Black Cat DLC.

You didn't even need the fakeout to justify why Peter would want to save Nikki. We're constantly reminded that despite being a man-child at times, Peter has a strong moral compass and a fondness for children (given he's a child at heart). Once he learns that he's the one who released the entity responsible for enslaving peoples minds, he's going to feel responsible and want to end the threat. Add on that he and Ko were close, and Peter has inadvertently gotten Ko killed, making him responsible for Nikki's possession as well are all reasons enough to justify why Peter would fly around the galaxy to save Nikki.

I know some people will say that Nikki being adopted fits better with themes of the Guardians, and that while Peter may not have been her father, he does become her dad, but it's just a way more interesting and better story in my eyes if Nikki is Peter's biological child. Nikki being his "adopted" daughter (as established in the epilogue) just rehashes the themes we already got with other characters, we already had the Guardians themselves for a story about family being more than bloodlines. Introducing a biological child into Peter's adopted family offers more future storytelling opportunities. How is he going to react to future conflicts between his adopted family and his blood child, especially given his adopted family - including himself - are criminals while Nikki was raised by her supercop mom? Would he favor his biological family over his adopted one? Instead she ends up just another adopted family member, same as all the other Guardians, and missing out on what would be a unique hook for her character and relationship to Peter. Real shame too, there was an opportunity here to take Star-Lord to places he likely won't be able to go in the films or the comics.

Sales for the game at launch didn't meet Square Enix's expectations - real shocker given their expectations are always nuts - so I don't know if we'll ever get a sequel. Game thankfully doesn't end on a tease at least, the main plot wraps up nicely and if this is all we get, it's solid enough. However the sales tail for GOTG was apparently very strong, and I expect more people will check out the game after the upcoming Holiday Special and the final installment in Gunn's GOTG trilogy. I'd be interested in a sequel myself although I would probably just wait for it to come to Game Pass instead of buying it Day 1. Solid as the game was I would need a major upgrade in the quality of combat before I'd be willing to buy Day 1.

#marvel #guardians of the galaxy #marvel's guardians of the galaxy #square enix #gotg game #video games

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cyberfairyblog · 3 years

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Why Jillian Sucks

Hi, welcome to Odyssey Mystery Hour! I'm your host @gritsandbrits and today I'll be talking about a hot topic in the AIO fandom! Wanna know the tea? Keep on reading!

In the weeks I started getting back into the radio series, the newer episodes have started to irk me, mostly because of one of the more annoying additions: Jillian. Marshall. 😬😬😬

Even though I ship Jason with my self insert OC this not going to be about her. There's a lot of reasons why I do NOT like the idea of Jillian x Jason becoming a canon thing on the show. I hope to describe these feelings as best I can.

Who is Jillian you might ask?

Well to put it simply, Jillian is what happens when a Soccer Mom and a TikTok boyfriend mate and spawn an unholy baby and name them Rachel Berry. Out of the aspects of Nu!Odyssey I dislike, Jillian is the one thing I truly despise. Thankfully I've met fans who share the exact sentiment! 😁😒

Double-N Annoying, Double-O Nincompoop

Making her debut in 2018, Jillian is described as lively and upbeat, if a little high strung and immature; the perfect recipe for Kid Appeal! Before she moved to Odyssey she lived in different cities and worked nineteen jobs before becoming roommates with Connie and her sister Jules.

Now this is actually a fairly interesting set up: a new character struggling to find purpose only to discover it in a quaint small town. But as it turns out her going through that many jobs seems to be more than just struggling to find purpose.

When I first saw her design my thought immediately went to the smarmy classmates I went to school with.

We're introduced with this iconic line: "Hi!! I'm Jillian Marshall, double-L Jillian, double-L Marshall! It's so nice to meet you!"

With that one sentence I knew I was about to die.

The following episode has Jillian bumbling through every job interview much to Connie's duress after which she conveniently ending up working at Triple J Antiques...the same place Jason works!

A little backstory on Jason: he is the adult son of John Whittaker, one of the show's main character, and a bit of an Ensemble Darkhorse. He was introduced as a secret agent meant to bring action and intrigue into the show. He was set up as a charismatic and reckless sort of guy clashing with the calmer Jack Allen. After the Green Ring Conspiracy Saga, Jason officially retired from James Bonding and settled down to work at the Allen's antique shop.

Given his immense popularity there's understandable concern for how he is written and who he gets paired up with. So what does that have to do with Jillian.

Well, the idea of Jillian working at the same exact place as Odyssey's resident bachelor and calling him cute raises a few eyebrows.

"B-but Grits all she did was call him cute! You're reaching too far into this!"

Am I? Look I know this wouldn't be much of a big deal too but that is a subtle tactic the writers threw in to get the cogs turning for Jillison. Jason is clearly uninterested and even implied to dislike her. Jillian bemoans this but Connie reassures her that that's not the case. But hey at least she called him cute so OF COURSE she's going to end up being his love interest!

To me removing a character's core trait to justify a romance means you do NOT know how to actually write a compelling romance. It's trite, it's forced and painful to listen to.

It's also obvious she's a replacement for Bernard, given they have similar personalities and her brief stint on TV (which she also failed at lol). But whereas Bernard was actually endearing, Jillian seems more of a cliche womanchild with zero self awareness and tact. No actual depth, just a personality that is incredibly dumbed down and even insulting. Seriously they made her the dumb blond stereotype in an era where we should've moved on from that! 🤦

Did I mention she goes to church?

Yep she's gonna be one of those Christians.

Literally Loveless, Literally!

Oddly enough the narrative frames this as a rivals to lovers thing, where Jason is both the charismatic friendly guy and the super uninterested Straight Man. The constant twisting the turning makes him go OOC. See we know he's fit better as the former because that goes in line with his canon personality. But when they make him the latter he just comes off as unnecessarily mean. This is turns frames Jillian as someone we should pity: "Oh the attractive male doesn't like me because I went into his office without permission!!"

Wouldn't it make more sense for Jillian to be the one uninterested in a romance since her focus in to find a job/better purpose and romance might distract her? That would make a fun subplot...IF SHE WASN'T OBNOXIOUS!

A pattern I noticed and several fans pointed out: Jason's previous love interests were consistent in that they were strong minded women who challenged him in different ways. Their personalities bounced off creating a fun dynamic that was entertaining to see. Even though they didn't end up with him, you can still see and hear and feel their chemistry which is my goal for Jason x OC. Tasha doesn't make Jason OOC & they had a bittersweet arc, so their interactions were organic. Monica only made him OOC because she was a villain actively manipulating him. So again that worked in terms of story and led to Monica's redemption if my memory serves.

However, Jillian's dynamic is not that fun to listen to. You can feel her annoying Jason through the airwaves. She's strong but only in the sense of feeling something hard underneath your back laying on the bed and realizing that's just your earbud. She's vibrant yes but what else? She doesn't have any unique traits to contrast Jason, and any attempt at a contrast would mean making him act out of character. Adding her bumbling clumsiness and annoying voice, Jason would get tired of her very quickly. He's the type to go for people to have intelligent conversations with, not make him lose braincells. She could very well bring out the worse in him, it'll be an unhealthy relationship.

Here's a tidbit worth mentioning: the VA for Jillian actually auditioned with Jason's VA Townsend Coleman. Now that is big ass red flag right there! No hate towards the actress, just throwing that out there. There's also a facebook page dedicated to Jillison. Typical FB stupidity ramped up to eleven, or AIO fans who see something in Jillian; or at least THINk they see something worthwhile in her.

It doesn't help the writers keep insisting that these two go well together. The audience knows they do not work well as a pair but the narrative keeps insisting they are anyways. I recall an episode that had them pretend to be married while undercover and it was bad. Like REALLY humiliating to see Jason put in that position. He also told her to shut up much to my joy because she could NOT stop being irritating for five minutes. Alas the show still tries to justify Jillian being the Perfect Woman for Jason when she's anything but. And not even endearingly imperfect.

Follow Up

These tags I wrote on one of the AIO posts describes how I feel about Villain Marshall and the Jillison coupling as a whole. It just wouldn't work because Jason needs someone that can actually CHALLENGE him, have their own personality that can bounce off his (without being forced), and most importantly DOESN'T AGGRAVATE THE FANDOM!!

I have not met a single person anywhere that say they like Jillian. It's a different story apparently on the Club App - they like her for reasons I'm too cowardly to find out. But no, she sucks as a character. She makes a annoying friend, and is not a good addition to the show, much less a good love interest.

The only good thing she brought us are the nicknames we gave her 😌

That's all for now thank you for tuning into the Odyssey Mystery Hour. Next week I'll be talking a bit more about my OC Vanessa and her role in the world of Odyssey! Goodbye and make sure to lock your doors to prevent Jillian from coming in!!

#adventures in odyssey #jason whittaker #anti jillison #aio #rant #radio drama #adventures in odyssey radio show #jillian marshall #anti jillian marshall

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marchioness-caprina · 4 years

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*:..｡o○Ruishiro Takizaku○o｡..:*

Basic : Ruishiro Takizaku a 18 Year Old Hero Apprentice who Works under the Under Hound Agency. He has a height of 6'2 with a lean and muscular build, He Prefers to Be Called Rui instead of His First Name. His Hero Name is ' Morphicus '

Appearance : He Is a Rather intimidating Young Man; if his Height and Build isn't enough to scare people then The Sharp and seemingly permanent glare he'd usually show would do the trick. He has a pair of Transparent eyes which reflects the Purest Color of an Amethyst, Short Ashy Blue Hair that's usually Styled in a Messy and Lazy Manner. He has Ear Piercings on both ears and his Fingers are filled with stainless steel Rings. His usual attire consist of a Black Button Up shirt, Black Jeans and a High Collared Jacket and finally Heavy Combat Boots. His Expressions are Rather complex but the most prominent Expression he wears is the usual Death Glare that never seems to disappear or the infamous ' Stone cold Bitch Face '

Personality : Though He may Seem Cold and Distant at First especially with his Intimidating Expression; You Better hope it stays That way because he is actually an Asshole at Heart. He's Sarcastic, Brutal and Cruel with his Words and He wouldn't even care what that person's Status is may it be a president, the no. Hero, a Family Member or His Lover, It wouldn't matter. This Trait of His Gets Him into a Lot of Unnatural Trouble since it's his Nature to be argumentative and Hostile and he seems to have a hidden world of Remarks to match his Wits. But during One of the Very Rare moments where his Asshole meter has reduced half way he is actually very Sweet but has an odd way of showing it. He lives for the chase and it's one of it. Generally he is like any human being, Complex. But if the situation calls for it he is polite and respectful to those People he hasn't formed a solid opinion for yet. If you want annoying then go To Rui; He Tests People's wits and Irritates them unconsciously just to see where their True Feelings Lies; He has a big brain so his analytical skills is beyond average, he is observant and knows How to Manipulate a situation that's being laid in front of him. So being an actor, lying and charming his way in is not a big deal.

Quirk : Umbra Morphology; The Ability To Morph into Something Inhumane By the use of Darkness or Any objects that Holds the Color 'Black'. When the Ability is used; Black Sticky Viscous Substance will crawl onto the User's Chosen Body Part for Transformation and slowly Consume that Body Part while Forming the desired form of the User. But the color stays on and unchangeable.

How it was acquired/ Small backstory: in the First Place He was deemed Useless by Society and was lesser than Trash Meaning; He was Quirkless. His Family was surprisingly accepting of his current state but He Himself did not Like how low he had stood with the constant Mockery of those people who had quirks. He wanted to acquire his own Quirk. He wanted to acquire Power for Himself and Show everyone that he was worth something and because of this selfish desire of His He began to search desperately; He searched up the Black web and Looked for any possible ways to acquire power without Having a Quirk. Sure there were sites that offered to use his body as a Lab Rat but that may possibly get him killed. So he kept searching and searching until he stumbled onto a site that offered a Mystery Box. It was Cheap; Too cheap that it was suspicious but he was curious. He wanted to know what was inside, could it be a gadget that could grant him Power? Could it be body parts instead? Whatever it is ; something urged him to buy it. And that's where he slowly began to ruin his own Life.

Fast Forward to a Few Days; The package arrived and to his utter Disappointment it was a price of Paper in a Box. He paid for something like this. A paper.... No a contract, a Black eerie paper that had letters written with white ink. He later decided that the Site he bought it from was a scam because when he searched it up again; There was nothing. He didn't bother reading the paper at all. And one night when he was answering his Assignments, his eyes drifted towards the black paper on his desk and when he took a closer look the words were not in the language that he spoke of. It was an ancient language; that's all he could confirm but judging by the output it really was a contract . So thinking that it would be fun he signed the contract and that's where things began to get scary ( I'll skip the other stuff)

He Later found out that The contract he signed was a Contract to be a Vessel of The Demon Of Darkness Umbrachus, A demon that had forced Rui To Accept it in his Body now his Body isn't his own. Sure Rui was happy to know that he had a 'quirk' now but later when he found out what price he needed to pay was the cause of his mass destruction. He had plunged himself on his own demise. The Demon craved the Flesh of and Blood of Humans and it forced Rui to eat Raw Flesh. Umbrachus was a demon associated with Wrath, Pride and Greed so if any of those emotions are triggered by Rui then there's a high chance of Umbrachus Gaining Control of his body. The Demon was Toying with Rui; Umbrachus Started Manipulating Rui's surroundings and giving him Hallucinations. Rui feard sleeping because Umbrachus could gain Control over his body whole he was passed out. And Finally Rui had enough when Umbrachus had nearly Killed His Younger sister due to Hunger; With the incident taking Place Rui Fled. He Fled and Lived in the streets, He fought the demon with all his might and when he was at his wits that's where Hellhound appeared to his rescue. Hell Hound runs a Hero Agency called Under Hound. And this Agency isn't just associate with heroes. They are also Masters of the Occult so Hell Hound who was in a similar situation as Rui took Pity on the Boy and Took him to His Agency where Rui was Given Proper Training to Control the Demon. And soon Rui was given a chance to become a Hero; not a Hero for the public or media but a Hero of The Night. A Hero Who Kills Villains not arrest them.

Trivia Facts

* He Has a Very Bad Sweet tooth And is a Fan of Spicy Food.

* He Was Given a Choice to change his name but he Kept it That way because he Thinks Being called Rui is Cool

* Has a Soft Spot For Dogs

* After Umbrachus Forcefully shared his Body he lost the ability to use Chopsticks and whenever he tries to use them he gets frustrated since it always slips.

* He may Not Look it But he is actually a Big Fan of Sappy Love stories but after Umbrachus entered his Body he started liking Hard Core Gore.

* He used to be Slender and Lanky but Having a Demon inside him had it's Perks.

* He prefers Convenience Store Food Over 5 star Meals.

* He is Bisexual

* He May Have Sadistic Tendencies . He blames it on Umbrachus but Umbrachus spoke otherwise.

* He's an Asshole But He respects Independent women; He was raised by only his Mother being present so he was Disciplined strictly .

* It is mentioned that he is a Fan of Sappy Love stories so surprisingly he is actually very romantic and loving if he ever finds a Lover.

* He is a Master of Lying but He prefers the Truth over lies since he is used to Saying unfiltered insults Opinions.

* A Seafood addict

* He may or May Not be Into Witchcraft

* Can speak Fluent Bullshit

* He can Form Umbra Claws, or even sink himself into the darkness to come deal his presence so he is mostly sent on stealth missions because of this advantage.

* Babies Creep Him out. Don't Ask. It just Does.

* He can't smile for shit and when he tries it comes out as a mocking smirk or a sadistic grin.

* Has Perfect control. Over his Facial expressions but tends to keep it Monotoned and Bitch-Like.

* An actual Dork and Goes to Animal Cafe

* a Fan of Musicals Especially Phant of the Opera.

* Surprisingly has Good Singing Voice

* If he's not pissing anyone off then he's flirting with someone without noticing it.

* Can Cook a whole feast but eats Cup noodles instead.

* Owns 2 large bookshelves filled with Books he never reads. Or even has the patience to read one.

* Has a Dog Named Cat.

* He claims to be allergic to the cold so his clothes are mostly sweaters, jackets, hoodies, anything thats warm. Even if it's in the middle of the summer with everyone sweating bullets you'll see him walking around casually with heavy clothes on.

* He has a mild Disdain for overconfident brats with flashy Quirks.

* Shameless with his Opinions

* Likes Blueberries

* Fast Food is his Only Food.

Note: I don't Exactly Have a Drawn Picture of Him since I'm still Contemplating a Few Details but I did make a Rough Appearance Idea of Him in Picrew. This Picture is Not Mine To own I'm just showing you guys what he'd Mostly Look Like. The art belongs to a Talented Artists with a Bright Future ahead. If you know them. Then give them my regards and Thanks ^^ . I Repeat This is Just an Example ^^ the Picture is NOT mine.

Extra Note : If You Have a Few Questiona for him then Don't Hesitate to Mention Him in your Ask ^^ . You are Free to Interact with him.

#Rui Answers #Rui #Marchioness's Oc #Persona #Ruishiro Takizaku

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kimtaetae16ii · 5 years

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STORY OF US - DONGHYUCK LEE

Synopsis : in which the elderly knew about your hidden relationship and make you guys broke apart and at the end he came back to fix it all while you were struggling with depression

Warnings : mental illness, mental abuse, violent, light-smut,using curse words alots, easy English grammar XP too cringy, too clingy, might cause frustration

Pairing : Donghyuck x reader (n ur name is Jeannie Pwark)

A/n : this is my first fanfiction of him ever! So yeah those senpai who sees mistakes in my writing do chat me about tht .

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You and Donghyuck had been in relationship for almost 2 years. You were homeschooled back then so did he too. Both of you got same teacher for English subject even for different places. So, to make it easy, the teacher made group chat on WhatsApp so that if anything inconvenient happened she will inform you guys through there. There's many students in there too but Donghyuck attracted your attention. You were the one who started the conversation with him.

He, in the first place actually dislike you for being too friendly with him and others. He used to hate you too. He hate you for nothing. He thought that you were friendly bitch of no where. Also he was being insecure because he afraid you might be a gold digger to dig all of his family's assets all away. But then, you've proven to him that you are an angel with pure heart so you just being kind towards him until he finally fell on you. Your first-sight crush finally fell on you.

You both lived in rich residents as your father is working as successful businessman while your mother is a successful lawyer in the city of Seoul. Then, both of his parents work in their own business that the profit so fucking higher than Trumph.

done throwback session.

[ Saturday, 1:37 a.m.]

You couldn't close your eyes yet as you already drove in long 9 hours sleep in the late evening. Then you woke at 9 p.m. It just after you woke up, you receive 16 missed calls from him andthe spamming chat is uncountable. Then, you guys been in an arguments which caused he was being mad while you were being sulking.

The clock showed it was almost 2 a.m. and you still cannot close your eyes. The feelings are coming. You want him. You want him to sing you to sleep with his angelic voice. You want his warmth body heated your body so you won't get cold while sleeping in air-conditioner.

then, with feeling guilty you tapped on the number on the light screen after that you pressed the phone on your left ear. hoping he would not be mad at your anymore.

after 30 seconds, he finally picked your call.

"what's the matter now. You disturb my sleep"

his words really hurt your feelings like he unwilingly to answer your phone call but he did anyway.

Donghyuck is not a person who sleep early actually. He's been an owl just want to make sure you are the one who get beauty sleep before him.

"I cannot sleep. will you come over? please ~" you begged him because this is the way for both of you to be peace once again. You need him.

you've heard he sighed.

"i've told you for countless time to not sleep in the late evening or else this will happen. Y/n , you really need good health."

that's why i'm asking you to come over so that my depression will be cured.

"okay. i won't disturb. just continue to sleep. sorry." you end the calls made decision to throw the phone away onto the hard floor.

you hate yourself like the way he used to hate you. you knew who you are. you know how annoying you are how much burden you gave to people surround you especially your family. and because of that, you less attention from them. that's why you need haechan. he's right person to be but not right for you.

You curled up while sitting while buried your face in your lap. Tears finally streaming down on your cheeks.

i hate me. i want to die so bad.

you felt sorry for Haechan to waste his time just for you. you give him nothing in return.

you've been crying so bad that make your body shaking while you mumbling all curse words about how bad you want to die.

Suddenly, you felt hands brushed your hairs from back. When you lifted your face, you saw your precious boyfriend right in front of you. your heart ache but in the same it healed when he pulled you into his arms.

"Haechan-ah~" you called him.

"yes, sweetheart" he replied while pat your back softly like you're a new born baby.

"you still mad at me ?" you broke the hug and faced him looked into his shining eyes.

"Sweetheart, we're good now. do not be overthinking , okay. You'll be fine." he pulled you into hug again then he sang you to sleep.

You fell asleep in his neck then, he changed the position. He laid you down carefully place your head on the soft pillow then he laid next to you.

" sleep tight, Lee's "

[Saturday, 6:40 a.m.]

At the time you woke up, you were left with his fresh cologne on your bed sheets. Your morning felt so good.

you pressed the circled button of your iPhone , then you noticed he leaved you mesage in your personal chatroom saying

'sweetheart, i'm going home. Have a great journey to your grandmother house. XOXO '- 5.35 a.m.

You got big smiled there. You changed the position to sit then after few minutes, you went into the bathroom to wash yourself.

Then, after you already settle up yourself, you went the downstairs and enter the kitchen to get breakfast.

then your 7 years old greeted you.

"hey y/n, i saw man walking out from your room when i want to go to toilet this morning."

you hurriedly cover your little sister's mouth before anybody in this house heard her wrods.

"shhh . don't tell mama"

"mama was with me."

loud of laugh then.

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The way to your grandmother's house was very tiring even you were not the one who drive the car but like you've been stopped at rest area so often plus the weather was very hot for you.

Once you arrived at your grandmother's house, you guys were greeted by the the maids. Then they lead you to the living room. There, finally you met your grandma.

"Heeeyyy ,Oh My granddaughters! Miss both of you so bad !"

Grandma opened her arms as she welcomed us to hug her so we running along until we got into her hug. She kissed our top of head also our cheeks.

"How you've been, Nana?" I asked her while sitting next to her on the couch that made by animal's skin.

"I'm great! I just missed you guys so so much!

Kyaa~ Haneul yah! Why don't you often bring them here? You also didn't always visit me. You know I've been so lonely after the death of your father! "

Mama fixed her hairbun prepared herself to answer Nana's question.

"I'm sorry, Ma. I'm just busy with all my clients-"

"Fuck your clients! Your mother is more important!"

"Ma, don't be like that. I promise you to visit you as often as needed after all of the cases settled up at the court."

"I don't care. I made decision."

"What decision, Nana? " I, hugged her right arms, looked into her eyes.

She looked at me for second then she turned to face mama back.

"I want both of my grandchild to stay with me"

My heart dropped down-

but my little sister cheered up as she like to be with nana just because nana fulfill her needs.

"Kyaa~" I pushed little bit her head bit getting scolded by my father.

"Park Jeannie!"

"Ma, but Jeannie would enter her university so soon. Also Jane gonna have her first homeschool session." My father suddenly exist in that situation.

"I insist. She can took over the chocolate company after she get her training months."

I saw fire in Nana's eyes. So did my parents too.

Yeah. Even they don't mind about me a lot but they seems won't lose me. like I stil need home cause it's not faraway from haechan.

"Nana-"

"Okay! Let's have our special meals!" She cut me deliberately.

"Yeaayyy. Nana did you make my favourite Sandwich?"

"Of course, honeybun! Now let's go all of you."

At night.

"Fuck. I hate this." You groaned alone on the bed thinking how you would be without seeing your boyfriend for not a single day also after you moved into your grandmother's house soon.

You looked up at the white flower decorated ceiling and that things still wandered in your mind.

You didn't get any phone call from him yet for today. He has been busy with his schedule of being an idol.

He always available at middle of the night.

You turned on the screen then got into your personal chatroom with him.

Babe, I have something to say. Really important.

Sent, 12:32 a.m.

You only got one tick from him. So you just decided to go to sleep even you didnt use to sleep at early bed.

[1:40 a.m.]

You can felt something was vibrating in your hand as you held your phone while you drove to sleep. That's make you woke up in the middle of the night.

Without seeing whose the caller, you answered just like that.

"Heelo sweetheart. Already asleep."

"I can't sleep unless I heard your voices, you know."

"Awwwwww~ so sweet talker."

"Shut up. How was your day during the show?"

"So tired but not full enjoyed."

The atmosphere suddenly turned into serious.

"Whyy babe, are you sick while performing?" You were afraid as he worked too hard just to present great performance to gis beloved fans.

"No. I'm not sick. I'm fine thank you."

"Then what?"

"I'm not enjoy it much as you're not here watching my performance with the members."

You dumbfounded.

"Are you serious, bang-chan?"

Bang-chan means side dishes in Korean.

"Hahahahahaha" you heard him laughed so loudly. You just brought that up again because you watched one of the vlive that Jeno called him Bang-chan when he introduced himself.

Then, you also laughed but not that as hard-core as him.

"Are you done, baby?" You asked him after you heard silent voices.

"N-no" his giggles still there.

"Hahahh, i want to see you so bad right now. But i cant As the network is not giving cooperation with me. So, yeah~ "

"So, you feel like you want to go home?" He asked.

"Yes of course. Home is everything." You looked out the glass window. Spontaneous thought came in.

"Am I your everything too?" He snapped you out by his question.

It took several seconds to reply that.

"Lee donghyuck, you are my last destiny after the world end its life."

"Wahh~" at the end of his word, his soothing voice made you melt.

"Go to sleep now , babe. You tired i know that."

"Love you 3000" you added.

"Love you for infinity numbers."

And that amde you laughed.

"Bye. Have a nice sleep, haechan."

"Okay ."

You end up the call. After that you directly close your eyes and drove to sleep.

A/n : I can't add some more parts as it hit the max length. Tf. If it hit 10 likes, I'll post more ♡♡♡

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