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some angst idk y’all i like crying

“  i don’t want you here.  just go.  ” 

“  you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’  yeah you did.  like it or not,  i know exactly who you are.  ” 

“  why won’t you even look at me?  ”

“  i’m not angry at you.  i’m angry with myself for trusting you.  ”

“  i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy.  ”

“  i know it’s not fair to say this,  but i don’t have anything without you.  if i don’t have you i have nothing.  ”

“  you can’t love me.  not the way i need to be loved.  ”

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ” 

“  sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before.  it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new.  ”

“  okay,  so you’re a monster.  so am i.  lets be monsters together.  ” 

“  because of what they/you did i’m damaged.  ”  

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with me?  ”

“  i can’t fix you.  you can’t expect me to know how to fix you.  ” 

“  yeah,  i’ll be here.  i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running.  ”

“  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ”  

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

“  i don’t know how to talk about shit okay?  it’s too hard.  but i do care.  i need you to trust me that i care.  ”

 “  stop punishing yourself.  you wanna make up for what you’ve done?  get off your ass and do something about it.  ”

“  whatever it is you think was going on between us,  you’re wrong.  ”

“  it didn’t mean anything to me.  ” 

“  you should move on.  i did.  ”  

“  i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against.  ” 

“  stop pushing me away.  i’m not going anywhere,  asshole.  and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours,  the better.  ”  

“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

“  i can’t trust myself.  if i let myself get comfortable enough,  when i try to be happy,  people get hurt.  ”  

“  people like me don’t get to have peace.  ”  

“  i’m not the person you want.  i know you think i am.  but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake.  ”  

“  you want the truth?  the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison.  it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up.  and it’ll destroy us both.  ”  

“  i’ll always choose you.  that’s the worst part of it all.  i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same.  ”  

“  you never had to be perfect.  you just had to stay.  ”

“  will you please just stay for once.  just.  don’t walk away.  ” 

“  if i loved you less,  i might be able to talk about it more.  ”   

“  just tell me something real.  tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us.  ”

“  when you look at me,  i feel seen.  i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart.  no one has ever looked that deeply at me.  ”  

“  how can you uncover so much about someone,  make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you.  and then just throw it all away?  ”

“  if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back.  ”

“  why are you so afraid of trusting this—  trusting us.  what’s making you hold back?  ”

“  will you still be here?  will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart.  ”  

“  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ” 

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. 

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset. 

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort. 

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling. 

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them. 

[ CARRY ]  for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep. 

[ STRUGGLE ]  for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other. 

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears. 

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up. 

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry. 

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries. 

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close. 

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close. 

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst. 

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present  (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)

[ PREVENT ] for one muse to stop the other from going too far during a fight. 

[lettherebemonsters]

" Careful, you're starting to sound like me."

❝ Would I rather be feared or loved? Easy. Both. I want people to be afraid of how much they love me ❞

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Gotta bring out my favorite Ross meme. Them grandpa eyes don't lie.

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Sera made it a personal rule never to step foot in Hell. That's why she had Adam be her voice....or did. Without Adam, Heaven was working quickly to erase the First Man.

It was better that Heaven left the dead behind and focused on the future. And Sera wanted to tell Lillith face to face what was happening.

" Many things. And I'm certain you witnessed the upheaval. "

Sera's words were calm, collected. Emotionless and even.

" Your daughter somehow....managed to succeed where your husband failed. A sinner was redeemed. "

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"Sera," Lilith acknowledges blankly, though a curious eyebrow rose. It is rare that Sera would leave the confines of her office, and less so, to visit the Queen of Hell. "What brings you here?"

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An object has been left: A teddy bear with a fanged smile, wearing a replica of Adam's clothes and bearing a set of wings - @flameandindifference, for Adam

" FUCK YEAH! SUCK IT BITCHES! I'VE GOT THE BEST FUCKING NEPHEW EVER WOOOO!"

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"you can't always rely on memory to keep things like that." (Charlie)

" I know, I know.....but even with everything....sometimes it's all I've got. Like all the times you, me and mom went to LuLu World. All the cool stuff we did.....all the stuff you guys taught me.

If I didn't have those.......I wouldn't be...me..."

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The sounds of the violin were somber and sweet, but in the distance, nobody could hear it. On the other side of the massive Pentagram city, what had used to be the abandoned Doomsday District was now a new territory. And in that territory was the distinctive thump of music.

Very....VERY....loud music.

Heavy metal chords, hard rock, Hellborn screaming as advertisements to Mammon's offbrand stuff circulated everywhere.

While the rest of Pride was a disgusting wasteland of rot thanks to human sinners unwilling to do anything else but murder and steal....the Doomsday District was a small beacon of safety for the Hellborn.

And right now...the screams of demons gathered to watch a rock concert were loud enough to be heard even from Lucifer's balcony.

A deep sigh escaped him as he stood out on his balcony, first overlooking all of Pentagram City. Once proud of the realm he built, now left an empty feeling.

Lucifer lifted his hands, golden magic threading together to create a violin. Placing it on his shoulder, he took the bow in the opposing hand before beginning a quiet somber melody. His eyes fluttered shut while he concentrated on the flow of the music. Its sweet sound soothing, despite its saddened tones. Vastly different than when he used this instrument instead as a fiddle.

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"Why were you covered in blood?" (rosiesemporium)

" One of the kids took a bite out of my arm after I told them to stop hassling my girls.

I know you love your cannibals and all but I ain't letting my girls get eaten again."

@rosiesemporium

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Ross had been locked up here, but he didn't know for how long. Time was deceptive in the Raft; the lack of any access to the outside world made everything still and stagnant.

He used to be scary, powerful....but the man locked up behind the strongest cage in the Raft wasn't the man that had haunted Bruce Banner years ago.

He had grown pale from being under permanent isolation. He was skinnier too from just not being hungry.

He looked....weak.

"....Go ahead and laugh at me. I know you want you."

Ross' voice was too quiet. The old general just looked....broken.

".....You win. I ain't leavin' this place.....so you don't have to worry about evil Ross anymore."

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" Well.. this is awkard' he admitted. For once in his life he was standing on the other side. "I never saw this coming.. ' he admitted.

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Adam had expected something like this was going to happen. Funny how the first interaction with Heaven since he woke up down here was to be blamed for everything.....again.

" Sera okayed everything and she told me to shut up about it. If you're so offended by me killing some worthless fucks down here, then go talk to my EX manager about it."

Adam's face was pale...the circles under his eyes absolutely ghastly. He was also too thin...his massive girth in Heaven eaten away by Hell to leave behind visible bones across part of his skin.

He didn't look good at all.

Adam's demon eyes were icy as he looked at Azrael.

" First time someone from back home comes by to visit me and it's a lecture. Why aren't you this offended by Hell trapping me down here in the first place?"

His gaze grew harder.

"......Unless you're glad I'm gone."

A teenaged death archangel was certainly a sight to see. Azrael had taken the liberty to simply walk inside without knocking. After all, why would they need to alert anyone of their presence? A mess of nearly platinum blond hair fell in front of its face as it closed the door behind them and looked around.

Hell was Hell....a foreboding place where nothing was happy and suffering was normal. The souls that had spit in the eyes of salvation now muttering about how they deserved that of what they never earned.

This area used to be the Heavenly Embassy. The rare beacon of peace in a land that embraced pure evil. But the goodness had been corrupted. The bright colors stained and ghastly.

It was like a metaphor for humanity....something good that had been destroyed.

This was where the First Man now lived. Once Heaven's champion....but now...he ruled this part of Hell.

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Night folks!

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◎ do you hate yourself ? for Red Hulk

"....I hate what I did. I hate what I let myself turn into. But I'll do it again because I was the only one who.....who was willing to do anything....

Even....even sell my soul and body....to bring my daughter back.

Ya want me to say I regret shit? Fine......I regret everything. But I don't regret turnin' into this thing. Because at least I know that...Betty's alive. And she can be happy..."

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If you receive this, you make somebody happy! Go on anon and send this to ten of your followers who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up. If you get one back, even better! 💜🌟

What did I say? WHAT DID I SAY? XD Another 10 awesome peep mentions coming right up!

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🌺 send this to ten muns you think are wonderful 🌺

(*girly hulk screaming*)

Thank you random grey blobbo thingy!

Okay because I'm a lazy fuck I'm gonna just mention 10 awesome peeps here. XD

@talessculpted

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There are A LOT of other guys that deserve an honorable mention but I have a few other of these kids of memes in my inbox so you'll definitely get a mention. >:3

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NGL Thundra reminds me of when Talia Al-Ghul manipulated Mr. Freeze with the promise if companionship in exchange for him healing her dad.

Very different situation since Red went to Thundra first but they genuinely built a relationship. However, Thundra is so focused on her mission to have Hulk's baby that not even Red helping her is enough for her. She just kisses him and leaves and if she ever returned, she certainly never went to look for Red Hulk.

Red Hulk probably at first saw it as a favor thing but he cared enough to let himself get chewed up by vampires to help her. Yet another person who walked out of his life and never once looked back.

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I love how even in his 80s, Ross is still a chick magnet. There goes Annie undressing him with her eyes.

Love that we have canon evidence of Thaddeus Ross being a bottom. XD

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WIP - Lots of Dadam and Abel Sketches