#I know in the past some of our fictives have been harassed and verbally abused and had people try to use their sources to trigger them | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

thethingything · 2 years

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anyway sorry about all the system posts in quick succession, I'm just having a weird time because our brain's fixated on wanting to talk about source stuff again but that's still way too anxiety inducing and idk why it's doing this but I guess it's just a thing it does every so often

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #our brain just occasionally goes ''it wouldn't be that bad and you wouldn't have to be paranoid about people figuring it out anymore''#and then I remember that I've been having panic attacks every couple of days and probably shouldn't add to our anxiety #in reality mayhaps it really wouldn't be that bad and I've just gotten myself worked up about it but idk #I know in the past some of our fictives have been harassed and verbally abused and had people try to use their sources to trigger them #we've had stuff where people clearly viewed us as a form of entertainment and not actual people #and they did stuff like shipping us with each other and using triggering source stuff to try and get us to do dangerous stuff #because they found that entertaining and thought that alters avoiding their sources' unhealthy behaviours was no fun #okay actually after saying that I remember why this is an anxiety inducing thing #this stuff seems to be a common experience for a lot of introjects though #some singlets are genuinely great about this stuff and I feel like our mutuals would probably be okay about it #but even still #idk where I'm going with this but yeah here are some thoughts I guess

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