#I know at least one thing rhat happens because I cannot help but tumblr and thus spoil things for myself

[feelingtheaster99]

No yeah Brennan turning around to retrieve Kristen’s room after Riz rolled an THIRTY ONE investigation did made it seem like he was gonna pretend to leave for a second 🤣

[jomiconsparackosholi]

Thoughts on the Squad...

So it's close to midnight where I am and I am just really in a mood to talk (well write on tumblr, cause I can't actually talk to you all but you get the idea). I also figure that what better way to get to know me a little bit better than to hear my opinions (just opinions pls don't kill me) on the boys. I was the first blog on tumblr dedicated to the buttercreams. I remember not even knowing about their self titled group name of the buttercreams and having to come up with my own ship name of sorts. It was so hard trying to squish seven names together but that's how JOMICONSPARACKOSHOLI came about. (Everyone asks me about the name so here you are). I remember how hard it used to be to say that and remember the name. It's funny how easily I say/type jomiconsparackosholi now. It's crazy how big this fandom has gotten; don't you all think? I love how it's brought together so many people - that's my favourite thing about fandoms. Okay so anyway let's cut to the chase in what will be a very rambly and unedited post (in order of who I watched first): JOE Joseph Graham Sugg was the first of the gang that I started watching. I probably started watching him three years ago (occasionally before rhat), when he was still living at his dad's house. And I won't lie, I used to have the biggest celebrity crush on Joe. I used to watch his videos again and again to cheer me up. Though I wouldn't really call it a 'celebrity' crush - what I loved most about youtubers, and Joe especially, at that time was how relatable and close to me they were. It's not like with Ryan Gosling where the chances of me ever meeting him are close to 0; it felt like I had some chance of meeting Joe. That's why my crush on Joe lasted fairly long, but I did soon come to the realisation that it was never going to work; the chances of meeting him, let alone becoming friends, when I lived in the opposite hemisphere was actually quite slim. Ah well, right? Anyway, Joe will always have a special place in my heart haha and be one of my favourites of the squad. CASPAR Caspar Lee, I started to properly watch weekly when he moved in with Joe. Like Joe, his videos always could make me smile, though his humour is a bit off for me. I don't know if that makes sense but it still makes me laugh, just that sometimes, I can see that he's just being a stupid idiot (though that probably goes for all of the boys to some extent). But yeah I liked Caspars videos more then, when he was more free and didn't seem to care so much. Still, he can always make me smile and cheer me up so. Caspar reminds me of sunshine, does he to anyone else? He just seems to be always so happy and excited; that's probably what I like about him the most. And of course, jaspar videos were my fav haha Joe and Caspar just work so well together, I love it. CONOR Now I didn't find out about Conor through youtube. I found him when his song Can't Say No became popular a couple of years ago now (that makes me feel quite old ahha). Anyways, I loved that song at the time. It was (still is) such a banger. From this, I fell upon his YouTube channel and when he began to upload covers I was hooked. Conor is really talented, I was unsure at first because of his what seemed heavy use of auto tune, but he is. He writes and puts together so many songs (my brain is starting to fail me, I can't think of the right word). His covers have to be some of my favourite versions of some songs and so when he released the album last year (it's 2017, can we believe it??) I was so unbelievably proud. Cause I had seen him grow with his music, I just couldn't help but be so happy for him. JOSH You all probably know that my favourite of the squad is Josh and Joe. And if you don't, then maybe I did a good job of hiding it (I want my blog to be about all the boys). It might surprise you to know that when I started watching josh from his first video, I didn't like him at all. I just thought he was trying to get into YouTube to be like his friends, Caspar and Joe and not for any real reason. However, I persisted, thinking that I had to give him a chance, I couldn't judge him by just a few videos. And thank the heavens I did, because now I have a cute, friendly, caring and thoughtful beanpole to watch weekly. I love Josh because of how down to earth he seems and how friendly and caring (same words as before, I know, I apologise for my brain) he is. Like how he takes care of all the guys and loves his mum and dad and everything. I did have a small crush on Josh for a while but with the same realisation as with Joe, it very quickly fell apart. Also I feel like Josh wouldn't be attracted to me like he is the super skinny pretty white girls in his recent hot tub video so lol. OLI Oli should probably be before Josh because I did watch his videos for a while before Josh made his channel, guess I was too keen for the beanpole sorry. Oli's videos never were ones that I watched weekly, I am subscribed but I only really watch the ones that seem to interest me (which does end up being most of them don't worry). What I love about oli is also how caring and thoughtful he is. One of my favourite videos of all time is his Christmas gift giving one, from maybe 2015. All the presents in it were so well thought out and kind, it just represents what kind of person Oli is. I also love how much Oli loves what he is doing with his life, it's great how much he loves youtube and his family and his life in general. JACK When Jack launched his channel, I liked him right away. He was just very charming and funny from the get go (though his humour is again quite different to mine, but not as different as Conor's is). My first memory of jack was how attractive he was lol (all the guys are attractive though, we cannot deny). Lookmy brain is really starting to struggle especially because of how his channel is fairly new. Ooh okay I've got something, I love how determined Jack is to move up in life. Like look at how far he's come since starting (or should I say restarting) youtube. He's cohosting radio shows, he's making music, he's doing everything he's wanted to ever do and it's inspiring. MIKEY I'm not going to lie, Mikey is probably my least favourite of the group. When it comes to my imagines, it's really hard to write about Mikey because I just don't really have a connection with him like I do the others. Look before you all hate on me (which you hopefully won't because you're all stars), it would be almost unnatural to like all of the guys 100%. You don't like every fruit in the world and I don't like every buttercream guy to the max. I have nothing against Mikey, like I said before, I can't judge someone just by what they choose to show me. Our humours and personalities just don't really click is all. It kinda really only started when he began his channel, I just felt as though he was only really making videos because he saw how successful his friends were. I thought he would grow on me like Josh did but it hasn't really happened so. Even though I have my favourites and my least favourites, I love the buttercream squad because of their relationship with each other. I love how much they all love each other and how they hang out heaps. Remember the summer barbecue they had at Jack/Conor/Josh's flat? I love how they all support each other with all of their goals and dreams. Just look at how they all tweet the others' books and merchandise and songs and new channels and movies. It's the cutest thing. That's why roughly a year ago (? Maybe? Not sure) I felt the need to see pictures and read ff about the seven boys. That's why I made up the longest ship name ever (#jomiconsparackosholi). They're all just so funny and good looking and cheerful and relatable and... just my favourite squad ever. Okay that's it, good night friends xx send me your thoughts, I'd like to hear them. But for now, I'm all talked out. --- #jomiconsparackosholi