#I know I made sideblogs for my others OCs but I’m gonna post him here to start
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Since she can’t be romanced by a woman, I figured next best thing was to make a handsome, older Lavellan mage OC just for Cass. I am a sucker for an opposites attract trope.
He is a history nerd who just wants to uncover the real truth about everything. And boy is he gonna discover there are at least two sides to every story and it’s all messed up. Luckily for the world, he’s devoted to fixing it.
Anyway, I may be biased, but I think he looks a little bit like someone she’d find on the cover of a romance novel, and I love that for her 😌
Get swooned, Cass!
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#cassandra pentaghast#inquisitor lavellan#cassandra x inquisitor#I name him ghilan’vhenaste and if I did it right his name means guiding our people’s blessings. I thought that sounded nice.#but just Ghil for short#he’s proudly dalish but slowly loses this identity through the course of the game due to *gestures broadly* everything that happens#themes for his run are: Seeking Truth (with the Seeker of Truth hehe) and History Repeats Itself#somebody gets particularly touched when learning the truth about the exalted March against the dales#and don’t get me started on the JoH DLC and what him and Cass learn there 🥺#I know I made sideblogs for my others OCs but I’m gonna post him here to start#OC: Ghil#I’m just proud of him and myself for how handsome I made him!!#Rhae plays da
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love letters from cupid.
dear lovely anons,
i cherish every bit of interaction we have. im extremely grateful to know that there are people out there who read and enjoy my works. hm, hope you know that i care about each of you. honestly sometimes i just wanna make a post dedicated to each of you but idk!! if you’ll see it or not. hopefully this bit is enough to let you know how much i appreciate every single one of you. thank you.
dear readers,
thank you for reading my works. it’s comforting to know that there are people out there who will check out something that i’ve slapped on together with every bit of my effort. to those of you who have consistently supported my works in silence- you know who you are. im just... keeping my distance because ya’ll are really just minding your own business while i get giddy about seeing you pop up in my notifications again. im hoping to get around and send a ty note to as many special readers n special ppl on this blog. but im a little shy, so i hope you’ll give me some time. seeing you in my notifications from time to time makes me happy; sometimes i do wonder if you’re still here and in good health. i hope you all are right now. thank you.
dear dani,
what a wonderful being you are. never regretting the first time i *shyly* asked if there was anyone that wanted to be friends here. i probably already talk about my love for you and vera so much but who’s gonna stop me? you’re such a cool person. i look up to you (literally). i think it’s amazing to get to know a person who has a lot of passion for history like me. but also- screams about 2d men with me. truthfully, this site is much more bearable having you as a moot. i feel very comfortable talking to you, about anything at all. lomve you, you’re the best.
dear mayya,
kindness personified. im sure you’ve made a plethora of people smile with every rb and comment you’ve given; including me. i think it’s very refreshing to see such genuine comments. you radiate this calm aura that im always seeking for. thank you, for providing me (and many other people) with that. a little embarrassing that you see my uhm, messy sideblog, but... it’s comforting i think. to know that someone is listening. i hope that you understand it goes the other way around too— that i’m here for you.
dear hrituja,
my partner of chaos. when did it start? i can’t remember. all i know is that every little thing you send me on instagram really makes my day. i’ll have bad days and all i need to do is look at the silly stuff you sent me and get a laugh out of it. i think it’s cool that we’ve been able to build this space where we can talk about anything (literally), poke fun of each other, and also ourselves. you’re cool. i genuinely like hearing you go off about ace. if i could meet a moot it’d probably be you unless you’re secretly a fraud and you’re actually just a 80 yr old man looking for a sugar babie. in that case im in.
dear oz,
you overly sweet bean. i genuinely watch you in awe from afar, just by how talented and hardworking you are. your art is amazing, and i always look forward to the design you make for your oc’s outfits. thank you for understanding me, and for being patient with me. i care about you a lot, so if there’s ever anything that’s occupying your mind and you need to let them out, i’m here to listen. ps. i really don’t know any other mutual who listens to *that* comfort stuff like i do so im really thankful to have someone to talk about them with. you can always share your interests with me too, especially with your dearest tendou.
dear tate,
im such in awe of you. just the fact that you devote a lot of your time into writing and setting up the theme for your blog astounds me. not to mention, your art skills as well. i am still very much in love with that bokuto piece you made with the hanging leaves. i hope you know that bokuto loves you just as much as you do to him. i know you’re writing up something special atm, so i’m really looking forward to it. thank you for all the time you’ve spared just to send me an ask. it truly does mean a lot to me. it feels like someone is listening, and i’m very appreciative of having you as my dear mutual. please know that i’m here to support you too, with the best of my abilities.
dear winx club,
[ @wissbby @kageruna @pinkbunnyplushie @astrooliver @lovingtobio @kenmaki @lfjr @lcsbianist ]
im such a clutz, but thank you for dealing with me. i was little nervous to start up such a discord server because im bad at staying in one. though, the warm environment that you all provide makes me feel much more at ease. i think it’s funny popping in to the server and seeing a few people spamming the chat with hugs, headpats and kisses. it’s sweet, too. being in a group discord can get overwhelming for some people, so i appreciate you all for having that patience. another thing- thank you for understanding each other’s boundaries. its hard to be aware all the time especially when you’re interacting with people you don’t know to at a very personal level. im glad that you all helped each other make the space comfy. i look forward to more chaotic and genuine talks with all of you in the future. maybe we’ll still be in touch with each other after a long while? who knows. but im going to cherish every single moment i get with you all.
dear @nishinoya-is-baby @keitsukki11 @sullen-angel24 @smolbludandelions @whootwhoot @cheatingthroughthislife @tadashi-simp @oikaw-ugh @lostsealscreams @sleepykarabou @atsunflower @lfjr @globe-fish @bewwybun @tetsoleil @sleepykarabou @justcafewriter @rin-suna @atsumusc0ck @waitforitillwritemywayout @dorkyhaikyu @yemilnisu @sunseteyes @kenmaki @kenanami,
goodness, i would write you all individual messages if time let me. but, i hope this is alright. i just wanted to thank you all for interacting with some dummy like me because that shit takes real patience </3 y’all are some really cool people and im really glad to have you as a moot. im ngl im pretty sure i’ve stopped by all your inboxes just to forget to actually send an ask :’( or maybe im too shy. one or the other. hopefully i can come around to all your ask boxes soon and fill it with my love because it’s what you all deserve. ya’ll are such amazing and talented people. for the love of god- you have all my love and care in the world. i hope that these past few weeks have been gentle with you, but if not, please let yourself rest from whatever it is that may be putting you down. here’s a gentle reminder that im always here to listen, and i wouldn’t judge you for whatever it is it may be. thank you for being so kind to me, and i hope to return that as well. take care.
@insanitywrites @derpeedoo @killuababie @lespaghetti @ordinary-ace
i haven’t told you this until now but, thank you for giving me company and comfort during a time that i was deeply struggling.
ps. if there’s any grammar or spelling mistakes no u did not see that <3
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— PINNED POST.
INTRODUCTIONS.
hi, hello, welcome to my blog. first things first, my name is viking, i’m 26 as of writing this, go by whichever pronouns u wanna use, and this is a SIDEBLOG, meaning that follow-backs will happen from my hub blog @whyus (you don’t have to follow that blog unless you wanna see the occasional ooc updates about which blog(s) i’m currently active on, and posts about when / if i add new muses, stuff like that.) this is an independent rp blog for an original character i’ve made, lucius forrest, who is connected with another oc of mine, íllra (who you can find over at @evilcalled ) and while i don’t expect you to follow both, i do recommend reading both of their bios just to get an idea of how they’re connected.
IMPORTANT.
i’ve written a few muses who struggles with their mental health in the past, so i’m just gonna go ahead and say this now because it has been an issue on other muses of mine before. my muse struggle a lot with his mental health. he is not going to be constantly cheerful and happy and ready to laugh and be positive and a ray of sunshine. if you’re not interested in interacting with a muse who at times might be moody or snap at your muse or be anxious or have panic attacks or anxiety attacks or who might be depressed and have a negative outlook on life or who might even become aggressive and violent, or who might try to distance himself or who might become unresponsive, who needs help and support and patience and understanding (not necessarily from your muse, obviously, i know not all characters are going to be understanding or caring. i’m just asking for you as a mun to acknowledge these things.) if you’re not ready for any and all of the above, this is not the muse for you.
i don’t intend to downplay the trauma lucius has been through, and i don’t intend to downplay the darker / more difficult aspects of trying to recover from trauma. that’s not to say every thread is going to be gloomy and dark and depressing, mind you. he has a lot of positive sides to him too. basically, you won’t get either or here. you will get both, and if it becomes clear to me that you’re only replying to the positive / more lighthearted interactions and keep ignoring anything where lucius is struggling, then i will probably lose interest real quick because that’s basically removing a big important part of who lucius is as a person and where he is right now in his life, and it’s ignoring the fact that he does struggle a lot with his mental health, which to me, as a mentally ill person myself, is something i am not okay with. sorry if that comes off as harsh, but i’m just tired of mental illness being ignored and downplayed tbh.
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20, 30, and 34 for the fic writer ask game!! - pxpeyewynn ❤️ (have to anon bc it’s a sideblog 😔)
aw hello!! and thats totally fine 😊💛 i still ADORE you!! :) thank u sm for asking these, im always super excited!!
20. What’s your favorite part about the fanfiction writing process?
i think i’ve said this before but i really love when your in the thick of it and you get these beautiful bits of description or a character’s interior monologue, i don’t know what it is, but stringing it together so beautifully with words and poetic phrases, i just LOVE that part of writing. and i think that’s why i like writing so much. by just putting words together you can make people feel something, and i think that’s the best part about it all!! :)
30. Post a snippet from your current WIP without context - no more than 300 words.
ok so i had to post a section where there were really no little spoilers or anything so here’s our two favorite medics, those respectful lil beans, in a scene in why we fight!
" You know, Gene," Lizzie said as she put a bobby pin into her braid crown, where she sat criss cross in front of the mirror on the counter, " these are some of the best bobby pins I've ever used." Gene was sitting next to her smoking a cigarette beside her, and swinging his feet off the counter.
" Lucky find." Gene said with a smirk her way as he blew out some smoke. Lizzie leaned back from her masterpiece and adjusted a few pieces of hair from her eyes.
" Still got the magic touch." Lizzie said, proud of herself.
" It looks nice." Gene said as he blew out another trail of smoke.
" My mom always did these for me as a kid. I loved them, thought I was Snow White." Lizzie said. Gene smiled at her. Lizzie glanced at the cigarette in his hand.
" All my time in war and I've never tried one." Lizzie said scrunching up her nose as she stared at the thing in his hand.
" I wouldn't if I were you." Gene said told her. Lizzie raised a brow at him.
" I'm a tough girl." she said, reaching out her hand.
" A tough girl who'll get lung disease if she tries it." Gene said pulling back.
" Then why are you smoking it?" Lizzie asked leaning forward with a smirk.
" It weeds off the stress." Gene told her, pushing it to his mouth again, but Lizzie quickly grabbing it from his hand and placed it on her lip. One puff and she was done, coughing and hacking on the smoke. She hated it.
" Told you. You're too pure for that." Gene told her and Lizzie glared at him.
" Not my issue that I have a trashy immune system." Lizzie said and Gene looked over at her.
" Really?"
" Yep, no wonder that pneumonia last 2 months." Lizzie said, before jumping off the counter and to her feet. Gene sighed, before finishing the smoke.
" You wanna head over to the Current Event lecture?" Lizzie asked him, as Gene moved off the counter. Gene smirked at her.
" Yeah right." Gene told her as he picked up a box of bandages. Lizzie pouted.
" I'm not gonna listen to Nixon drone on, when I can listen to silence instead." Gene told her.
" You make a good point, good sir." Lizzie said, holding out her hand for a shake.
" I'm glad I do, mademoiselle, I always do." Gene said shaking it with a slight smirk.
" Shut up." she muttered, " I'll just bring the news back to you."
" Thanks, I'll pack the rest of this up." Gene told her as she backed up with a mock salute his way, before turning and dashing out. It was her and Gene's thing over the past month, to do weird little thing like they were old Englishmen in London grabbing tea, or they were commanders to each other, giving little salutes every so often. It made them laugh.
34. How much of yourself and your life experiences do you put into your writing? What do you think your readers’ image of you is?
i put a lot of myself into say my main oc, but i really don’t put my life experiences into my stories :) i have a good family, and i am so thankful for my life, so i usually tear away from that sometimes to show that not everyone who is the oc has a perfect family or a good life! for charlotte tarvers my main oc, she is a character who i feel is extremely reflective of myself, just because i put a lot of myself into her. i don’t know how to describe it, but i think writing a character similar to myself made things easier, because i could easily relate and know how she would react, and it was especially helpful when writing my first published fanfic on wattpad so yeah!! :)
i’m not really sure what my readers’ image of me is! people always say i’m super nice and that they notice i take a lot of care in my writing, and to answer back at the comments, even if it’s the tiniest thing. people just say i’m really nice, but to be honest, i haven’t thought much about it, i’ve been busy writing so much LOL but i’m so appreciative to be told that!! <3
thank you so much for your questions!! i had fun answering these!!
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Okay dude i’ll bite, can i know more about your trio wardens au ? Like how did they meet ? Who did they romance ? What happens to them after dao ? In da2 ? Dai ? (Sorry im just a huge fan of ocs and i love the wardens)
Ahhh, first off - thank you for asking! I’m happy to gush about my trio of idiots wardens :D Secondly - don’t apologize for asking! I love talking about my OCs, I’m just bad about keeping up with posting and such lately (but hope to fix that soon, especially if I make this extra sideblog). ANYWHO, gonna jump in and apologize now if this gets long, lol.
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SO I’ll hit romance first since that’s quicker and easier. Rylee and Ise (eventually) become a thing - they’re married by the time DAI rolls around. Typical grumpy asshole falls in love with ray of sunshine and doesn’t want to admit it at first. She tries to play it cool and ends up playing it too cool until she gets some help from the couple companions she befriends (mostly Zev, since Sten doesn’t care that much, but he offers his insight on what qunari do). But they don’t actually, like, really become a romance-y thing until after ghoul!Tamlen shows up and oof that one is painful.
Eleri I… don’t know yet, to be honest. She was a re-imagining of my old Cousland, who romanced Alistair, but with Eleri I’m actually leaning a bit more toward Zevran. But uh, still not sure yet, I’m mad indecisive on this one. tbh even Nate is in the running for her *shrug emoji*
On to the rest!
DA:O
They don’t all join the standard way, I guess, but they do all meet at Ostagar. Ducan officially recruits Rylee and Isethari, Eleri recruits herself, lol.
Rylee is recruited first. Standard Tabris origin there and it’s on the way to Ostagar that they plan to stop and see the Dalish elves and that’s when they find Isethari half-dead in the middle of the woods (it was sheer luck, really). Duncan sends Rylee, carrying the nearly-dead Ise, to the camp and goes to investigate the area. Other than Rylee wandering around the Dalish camp like an awestruck idiot, most of the Mahariel origin is the same. Rylee stays behind in the camp, though, when Ise and co. are sent back to the ruin where they run into Duncan. Once they leave, Rylee earns herself the duty of ensuring that Isethari doesn’t run on their trip to Ostagar, bc let me tell you Ise is not happy about leaving without finding Tamlen.
Now for Eleri, she escapes the castle with only her mabari after her parents sacrifice themselves to buy her time to get out. She manages to make it to the stables for her horse and rides as hard as she can to Ostagar, desperate to find her brother. When she basically gets told that he’s out scouting and she likely won’t see him before the battle, she asks about the wardens and is pointed toward Duncan. At that point, she goes up to him like: “I just slaughtered my way through an army of men trying to assassinate my family. I have nothing left but this dream, please.” He asks clarification, she provides, he eventually agrees and sends her off to gather the other recruits and report back with Alistair. It’s at that point she meets Rylee and Isethari, who are hanging around close together by the quartermaster (after Rylee nearly kills Daveth for hitting on that one woman, you know the one).
From there up until the start of the fight, it progresses as it normally would in canon. They all get their quest, go out into the wilds, etc. etc. And once they survive the Joining, they have a pre-meeting meeting thing. Alistair and Eleri join the meeting as per canon, and Duncan assigns Rylee and Ise to the remaining warden forces. So from there, canon-typical for Eleri. Go to the tower, light the beacon, get almost killed and then saved by Flemeth, etc.
Rylee and Ise, however, have a much more trying experience. Rylee takes a genlock to the face (claws? blade? idk lmao) for Ise to protect her - this being around the time they can see the battle is going south. Duncan’s already been killed at this point and Ise starts to panic (she hates fighting as it is) and manages to half convince, half drag Rylee from the fighting and they flee the battle to the nearest town (naturally, Lothering). They end up meeting up with Eleri and Alistair (and Morrigan) again and explain what happened from their perspective and then work with Eleri and Alistair to come up with a plan of action.
Eleri takes up the role of warden-commander (since Alistair and Ise don’t want to lead and everyone knows Rylee leading is a Very Bad Idea™).
Uhhh, key highlights of what they do I guess would be:
Sided with the Mages
Irving saved, Uldred dead etc etc
Put Bhelen in power
Branka’s killed
sent Dagna off to study ofc
Sided with the Dalish against the werewolves
two elves with one being Dalish and the other violently racist made it a simple choice for Eleri to lessen a headache later (she had way too much else to worry about than argue with them)
Helped Redcliffe and saved Conner
demon killed w/Jowan’s help (he does the ritual and Morrigan is sent in to yeet the demon out)
Isolde’s alive
side note: didn’t poison the Urn
Anora rules w/ Alistair
Loghain alive & recruited as a warden (recruited post-final fight)
Alistair still performs the ritual with Morrigan
Awakening
Not too much of note here. Rylee is the one that finds Nathaniel, though, and it does not go well for him. It’s only Ise that stays Rylee’s hand from killing him. When they bring him to Eleri, she immediately recruits him when she realizes it’s her old friend. He’s still pretty ticked, but softens about the whole thing a bit when he realizes Eleri is around.
With more wardens, they’re able to more easily protect the Keep and Amaranthine. And the Architect does live (much to Rylee’s great annoyance).
DA2 & DAI
Sometime in here is when Rylee and Ise get married. They have two ceremonies - one in the Denerim alienage to honor Rylee’s culture and then again when they find Ise’s clan outside Kirkwall.
Hawke and co. do run into Ise and Rylee in the Deep Roads during the expedition (as they are canon with Ashley Hawke, there’s not a twin to save). BUT the two of them help Ash and crew gtfo and back safely to Kirkwall. Turns out they saw Bodahn on their way into the Deep Roads to investigate and got a tip to keep an eye out for some lost members of the expedition (the whole leaving suddenly without them thing didn’t sit right with him).
Later on, in that mission where you run into Nate? Eleri’s with him, though doesn’t actually advertise herself as the warden-commander while chatting with Ash. Ash isn’t dumb, though, (not always, at least) and gets a feeling Eleri might be kinda more in charge than she was told. So when wardens start disappearing, she takes a chance and makes contact. It ultimately pays off when Eleri sends Rylee and Ise to help the Inquisition.
During the events of Here Lies the Abyss in Inquisition, it’s Rylee that stays behind to buy everyone time to escape. And, much like when Ise was taken from her clan, she has to be dragged out - this time by the Inquisitor herself (Olivia, for the record) - kicking, screaming, and utterly sobbing that they’re leaving her wife behind.
BUT because fuck canon, Rylee survives and kinda wanders around the raw Fade until she finds another open rift. This ends up dumping her into the ass end of Orlais somewhere and it takes her a while to make her way back to Skyhold, but dammit! She and Ise do get a happy ending. It does take a while though, it really does. And for that duration, Ise doesn’t leave Skyhold for anything after they get her back there. Resigned, more than anything, she usually perches on an empty wall away from the hustle and bustle of the main areas near the stables. She also doesn’t eat much, only what small bits that Cole brings her.
As for Eleri, she - along with Nate, Velanna, and Sigrun - are searching for the cure. And I really haven’t thought much beyond that.
MAN this got long, I hope you don’t mind! I had a lot of fun thinking about this and gushing a bit about my girls and what they do :D So thank you, again, for asking! One day, I think I plan to write something detailing their journey from start to finish in DAO and maybe beyond, but it’d probably be a series of drabbles? I struggle with long fics and flowing from one chapter to the next, but maybe.
#lagawara#taie replies#warden trio au#rylee tabris#eleri cousland#isethari mahariel#rylee hc#ise hc#eleri hc
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Actuallyyyyyyy...No, activity on this blog will likely cease until it’s deleted. Seems I just can’t run more than one main blog these days, and honestly...I still don’t feel too confident in my ability to write Henry. I’m not gonna give up though! Just...gonna move him. I have a multimuse sideblog of my other main blog - @ofmanylives - I’m gonna move him to. In fact, I’ll likely do that immediately after I post this, it’s where really all my past canons and OCs are too, so. ;w;
I know multimuses aren’t particularly liked, but if anyone does happen to enjoy my portrayal, going there would likely be your best bet. Still, it was fun while I was here! Hell, this blog was originally made for another muse...until I needed a muse to keep my mind busy during some extremely difficult time. Maybe I’ll come back another day even, when I’m in a better place, but goodbye for now~ ;w;/
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ALRIGHT I DREW THIS PICTURE TO PROVE A POINT AND IT TOOK TEN MINUTES TO GET IT FACING THE RIGHT WAY SO LISTEN THE FUCK UP. This is the first oc I ever really tried on, or at least a rendition of the one outfit of hers I distinctly remember. I remember it so well because when I was deciding what she was gonna wear, I looked down and described what I was wearing. I've since tossed the pants but I still have that shirt. This is my self-insert, did-my-best OC, Sparkle, from a fanfic called Colors. Yes I fucking said Sparkle. It made sense in context. She's a Pokémon oc, and if they can have characters named Leaf and Platinum and fucking X, I can have an oc named Sparkle. I'm not just gonna call her Suzy. I think there already is a character named Suzy. But there definitely wasn't one named Sparkle, which was basically the only requirement for Pokémon character names because holy fuck there are a lot of characters across all three main universes not to mention the side universes! So,long story story this is me but thinner with a cool name. And a few other things. Long story short she was born in the Pokémon world but got kidnapped and taken to ours by the evil people. Still don't know why, I've always been a figure-it-out-as-I-go type. Her father is Cyrus because I like Sinnoh and he doesn't have kids that we know of yet. She has a HUGE crush on N, again self-insert here. Projecting big time. I was so obsessed with N. it was really unhealthy. But that's a post for another time... and another blog. Personal shit that weird people out goes on the sideblog lol. So basically she has several mental breakdowns because she can't figure out whether she wants to follow her lifelong dream of being a coordinator or get a hot hippie to kiss her. Because when I wrote this I thought I was straight and that dating and guys was hella important, more so than a potential career. But tbh it IS N, I'd think twice even now. I mean it's fucking N. who do you think I am?! So she's having Teen Troubles and shit, and her brother- OH I forgot to tell y'all, Paul and Reggie are her older half brothers for No Fucking Reason!!! Ok there was a reason. I wanted Ash and Paul to date and I couldn't think of any other good reason for either of them to be there. Still ship that hella hard, first not straight otp and it has stood the test of time. (S/o to the people who wrote those fics with them over on ffnet, without you I'd probably have never broken away from my parents and their shitty opinions on sexuality.) Plus it was dramatic as hell when Sparkle realized that Mars wasn't her real mom and that her dad cheated on his wife. Not sure where I was going with that. I think I was covering my bases on the fact that he looks nothing like anyone in that family. So then it gets WORSE!!! Some generic evil people start causing chaos and start trying to steal Mew and Mewtwo (again, really irrelevant but they're my faves) so the entire squad hunts them down and somewhere along the way Nay and Harley show up and N squires a shiny Espeon named Nova to match Sparkle's Umbreon Luna. And then there was a train hijacking and Sparkle ended up lost in a forest. And that's as far as I got. Because I got fucking cyber bullied off FFnet for two years. Later figured out it was my "best friend". How she found my account I'll never fucking know. SO, SOB STORY OVER HERES THE ACTUAL POINT OF THE POST ^^^^^^^^^^ ~~ Being terrible to kids over their ocs is really fucking shitty. I did everything my 14 year old self knew how to do to make her realistic. I really wasn't good at writing, but my intended characterization is probably the best I've ever done save for my in-progress novel. She had terrible anxiety that manifested in her crush on N, she felt inadequate and worried about performing well. Her biggest fear was doing things wrong and having him hate her, because she idolized him too much. And she failed often. He did too. They fought and bickered over stupid things and it hurt everyone involved. No one was free from issues. But over the story she was going to learn and change. I only ever got a fourth of the way, if that. I even planned to break it up into a first and second story because it got too long. I was in it for the long haul. Colors was my baby, I gave up all my class time to work on that. I nearly failed my freshman year because I put so much time into it. By the end of it Sparkle was going to grow and learn and change and become stronger, and N was going to do the same. And as incompatible as they seemed at the beginning, they learn from each other and eventually it works. And they got together and it was great. And even though I started rewriting it four years later... I don't think the end of Colors is ever going to see the light of day. Mostly because I'm not sure what it is exactly. But also because I can hardly call her a self insert anymore. I've changed so deeply over these four years, she's no longer anything like I am at all. I can't get in her head and write her anymore the way I used to, even though now I have the means to get across what I wanted to. That girl is dead, she's gone. But she didn't have to go so fucking early. It hurts so much because I love this story and it's so special to me and all I want is to watch it bloom but I just can't finish it. I just can't. The words won't come anymore and it's just dead because some FUCKI G JERK KILLED IT. SHE FUCKIBG KILLED HER. SPARKLE GALACTIA-HARMONIA IS DEAD. I HOPE YOURE FUCKING HAPPY YOU CRINGE CULTURE FUCKS. THERES 15 WORD DOCUMENTS SITTING ON A FLASHDRIVE WRITTEN WITH A LITTLE GIRL'S HOPES DREAMS BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARS AND THEYRE FUCKING DEAD. 15 OUT OF WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN 30. COULD HAVE BEEN 40. COULD HAVE BEEN SO MUCH AND NOW ALL OF ITS GONE. IT WOULDNT HAVE BEEN FUCKING SHAKESPEARE BUT IT EPULD HAVE BEEN DAMN GOOD FOR SONEOBES FIRST FUCKING TRY. I HOPE YOURE HAPPY.
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Tell me about your OCs! I'm really interested!
*deep breath* Okay this is gonna get a bit long. Will put it under a read more because I can get a bit rambly. I’m sorry but I’m like really into OCs like help this is what my sideblog is kinda sorta wish known for so it became a thing
So I have a side blog for OCs based on three games (they’re also standalone OCs as in you don’t need to know the context of the games) so for the short here’s a tag on my other blog for all the stuff I write about them: http://peace-coast-island.tumblr.com/tagged/headcanon-ramble
There’s a ton of OCs (I have no idea how many but a lot and I also tag them by name. There’s also character profiles too which is how I usually start the out. Basically when I started this blog I had this crazy idea to make a backstory/bio and a 5 facts thing for each character, it’s been three years and I’m still doing it so the headcanon ramble tag will be updated sporadically.
Anyway in detail for some of my favorite OCs at the moment
These three characters are part of a story idea/concept called Friends in Time
It’s about 3 time travelers who left home after having a rough year and just living on the island (the name of my blog Peace Coast Island, it’s a frequent setting). After stressful events their powers become unstable so they’re kinda stuck, which maybe isn’t so bad after all.
Sapphire Landry
Quirky, spunky, and a troublemaker. Got her time travel powers by accident in an explosion along with her BFF. After her powers became unstable following an illness that also claimed her BFF she decided to stay in the past, which is our present time because she doesn’t have much to go home to. She’s the only one who acquired her time travel powers through an explosion.
Spencer Sage
That one friend who tries to run away from everything when it all goes wrong. He’s the son of a famous time traveler who then passed away so he was left in the care of his father, who lives in the present time along with Sapphire, who was stranded. He was the one who decided that he and Sapphire run away to the island by going on a bus and see where they go from there. He was born a time traveler but the illness they got made his powers unstable too. Like Sapphire, he doesn’t have much to go home to and even less to lose by running.
Steven Fischer
The only one of the three who isn’t from the future. Based loosely off Steven Universe (a lot of my characters are loosely inspired by others, though most of them eventually branch off and become their own). He was originally a standalone character but then I felt the two needed some sort of balance and since I didn’t have much for him at first, I just added him in. He had a rough year after losing his father as well as nearly the rest of his family and decided to move out on his own for a while. Like Spencer he’s half time traveler half human. he’s also the only one who reconciled with his family and faced his problems. The definition of a cinnamon roll.
Other favorite OCs
Celinda Sharma and Vincent Yang
This duo was inspired by Star Butterfly and Marco Diaz. Don’t have much for them yet other than Celinda’s backstory (Vincent’s backstory and Celinda’s facts are in drafts so they’ll get posted eventually). Basically Celinda’s a fairy alien princess who stays with the Yangs throughout high school. Then after that she goes back to her planet Celestiare to take over the throne. Some years later things happen while Celinda and Vincent live their separate lives until they reunite and Celinda returns to earth where they become roommates. Celinda’s skill is magic while Vincent’s is karate and in their free time they like to travel dimensions and do dangerous stuff. Vincent started out as a really safe person but then Celinda brought out the daredevil in him and at one point he sort of led a double life as a vigilante. Trouble tends to follow them a lot.
Hadley Roshni
Very very loose Phantom influences. She and her family were a lot different than when I first developed them. There’s a lot on her because I used her for some prompt event and her backstory has gone through some edits since I posted it. Singer, ballerina, musician, actress, rock climber, prankster, and a total sweetheart. Originally her family backstory was supposed to be a lot more dramatic but later on I felt like it wasn’t working so I made it a bit lighter and sillier (basically instead of what looked like a rivalry was just a really bad case of reading the situation and miscommunication feat exasperated screaming in the background while Hadley’s mostly clueless about everything). She and her family are heavily involved with Starlight Theater, which is owned by a family friend. Mischief seems to run in her family.
Now that I’m getting into Starlight Theater might as well mention these people:
Celestia Destler
Daughter of Mari, the owner of Starlight Theater. Their family owned it for generations and it’s one of the biggest theaters in the area.
Chris Stantom
Celestia’s cousin, adopted by Mari after his parents died when he was a baby. Known to be extra and overdramatic. There isn’t much on him at the moment.
Marcy Eastwood
The oldest of the Destler kids. Mari is the mother who accidentally becomes a mom to everyone, like her adopted kids, Hadley and her family, and so yeah. Marcy was the daughter of Mari’s old friend, who passed away when Marcy was little.
Owen Rahajaro
Adopted into the family when he was around 14. Backstory saved in drafts so will be posted sometime in the future. He was orphaned at nine and met Mari a few years later when he decided to join choir. Later he was officially adopted after recovering in the hospital from a long illness.
Mabel Yukimura
Joined the family a few years ago, a cancer survivor and orphan with a positive outlook on life and a quirky attitude. Loosely inspired by Mabel Pines. Loves glitter, pranks, dares, singing, tubas, kazoos, and fun.
So yeah I have a loooooot of OCs. I still find it hard to believe that people are interested in my OCs so seeing asks like this makes me really happy :) Feel free to ask more about them or talk about your OCs, I really like hearing about other people’s OCs too!
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