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I came across this on Twitter (still refuse to call it X) today!
It's a HideKane figure!
#Hideyoshi Nagachika#Ken Kaneki#HideKane#Tokyo Ghoul#hopefully there'll be more pics to see it in different angles#I kind of want to buy it#myndlessthoughts
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they want to talk about mental illness and acceptance and how everyone is a little ocd it's cute and quirky and their "intrusive thoughts" are about cutting their hair off and you say yours are about taking a razorblade to your eye and they say ew can you not and everyone is a little adhd sometimes! except if you're late it's a personality flaw and it's because you are careless and cruel (and someone else with adhd mentions they can be on time, so why can't you?) and it's not an eating disorder if it's girl dinner! it's not mania if it's girl math! what do you mean you blew all of your savings on nonrefundable plane tickets for a plane you didn't even end up taking. what do you mean that you are afraid of eating. get over it. they roll their little lips up into a sneer. can you not, like, trauma dump?
they love it on them they like to wear pieces of your suffering like jewels so that it hangs off their tongue in rapiers. they are allowed to arm-chair diagnose and cherrypick their poisons but you can't ever miss too many showers because that's, like, "fuckken gross?" so anyone mean is a narcissist. so anyone with visual tics is clearly faking it and is so cringe. but they get to scream and hit customer service employees because well, i got overwhelmed.
you keep seeing these posts about how people pleasers are "inherently manipulative" and how it's totally unfair behavior. but you are a people pleaser, you have an ingrained fawn response. in the comments, you have typed and deleted the words just because it is technically true does not make it an empathetic or kind reading of the reaction about one million times. it is technically accurate, after all. you think of catholic guilt, how sometimes you feel bad when doing a good deed because the sense of pride you get from acting kind - that pride is a sin. the word "manipulation" is not without bias or stigma attached to it. many people with the fawn response are direct victims of someone who was malignantly manipulative. calling the victims manipulative too is an unfair and unkind reading of the situation. it would be better and more empathetic to say it is safety-seeking or connection-seeking behavior. yes, it can be toxic. no, in general it is not intended to be toxic. there is no reason to make mentally ill people feel worse for what we undergo.
you type why is everyone so quick to turn on someone showing clear signs of trauma but you already know the fucking answer, so what's the point of bothering. you kind of hate those this is what anxiety looks like! infographics because at this point you're so good at white-knuckling through a severe panic attack that people just think you're stoic. even people who know the situation sometimes comment you just don't seem depressed. and you're not a 9 year old white kid so there's no way you're on the spectrum, you're not obsessed with trains and you were never a good mathematician. okay then.
mental illness is trending. in 2012 tumblr said don't romanticize our symptoms but to be fair tiktok didn't exist yet. there's these series of videos where someone pretends to be "the most boring person on earth" and is just being a normal fucking person, which makes your skin crawl, because that probably means you are boring. your friend reads aloud a profile from tinder - no depressed bitches i fucking hate that mental illness crap. your father says that medication never actually works.
you still haven't told your grandmother that you're in therapy. despite everything (and the fact it's helping): you just don't want her to see you differently.
#writeblr#warm up#to be clear let me state again: i think you should id however you fucking want if it helps you seek peace#but there is a HUGE difference between being like '.... im undiagnosed but i think i might be X'#and a person who is like ''omg my intrusive thoughts made me buy a birkin!!!''#babe mine made me throw up bc they disgusted me so much <3#mine made me hurt myself evenly. even when i wanted to stop. i have had to put my hand on the stove MULTIPLE TIMES#and again i'd rather have 10000 people get help for something they don't need help for#than have 1 kid NOT get help#but there has GOTTTTT to be a middle ground here#bc at this point it isn't ''raising awareness''#it's . fucking misinformation. and ''what this picture says about you!!!!!''#& yes! im mostly talkin about ppl who are actually disgusted and offended by signs of mental illness#but use it to defend THEIR actions#like babe you hate when kids start yelling in the walmart? but you YOuRSELF can yell?#you are depressed so it's fine you were cruel to your spouse?#but if your spouse spends too much time in bed she's a lazy fuck?#your partner needs to do everything for you bc of your history in trauma? but when SHE has needs she's being clingy and gross?#HUGE difference here between whom i think most of my followers are btw. like#all it takes is fucking anyyyy empathy or kindness . like.#anyway it's hard to explain im hoping we all know the person im talking about lol
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The Ghoul: Ain’t ya tired of bein’ nice? Don’t ya wanna go ape shit?
Lucy, going ape shit mind you: No! I’m tired of everyone being so mean all the god dang time!
#like she becomes more aware and wise but she’s still nice and doesn’t want to be cruel#and that is important that Lucy will not be victim to to the cruelty of the waste#kindness is a currency that no one values until someone tries to buy something with it#and i like that the ghoul thinks she’s adapting the way he did for a moment only for her to still do things a nice way#nice for the context of the wasteland atleast#fallout#fallout spoilers#fallout tv show#fallout show#cooper howard#the ghoul fallout#lucy maclean
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just thought of being scumbag patricks pretty little girlfriend and saying you love him mid-stroke and he groans, puts a hand over your mouth because you dont mean that shit - he's gonna pretend he didn't hear it, cause hes bad for you and you falling in love with him would be fucking awful for you both - doesn't stop him from fucking you deeper though, immediately after you say it. like the words have a lasso affect and his hips crash into yours, not parting this time, just grinding his cock inside - way more intimate than he usually allows. biting his palm, wrestling your mouth from under his palm in defiance like the brat you are so you can pant and whine another breathless "i love you - i love -" he fucks you harder until the words fade out into moans. acting like his balls aren't twitching to unload inside you the moment you said those words, like its just to shut you up, the desperate slam of his hips, and not like the confession means anything.
#poppy speaks#patrick wants so desperately to be loved but balks when its given. my beloved.#especially older patrick#like shut up u love this dick thats all i can give you#and not like he doesn't make you laugh like his arms aren't comforting when they're around you#like arguing with him doesn't set your soul on fire like trying to impress him with your tennis playing is all for show#like he doesn't buy you milkshakes and fries even though you have more money than he does bc he likes being the one to pay#like he isn't beautiful and strong and funny and kind when it matters most to those he cares about#hes just a walking dick to you. some old man dick to sort out your daddy issues#it cant mean anything more#patrick zweig smut#this is dolly and patricks dynamic in my mind
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An incredible G3 MLP bubble bath bottle! I saw this on Yahoo Auctions Japan. Was it also sold in the US? Let me know!
#bubble bath#g3#mlp#my little pony#Rainbow Dash#I kind of want it but if it was sold in the US that will probably be cheaper than buying it from Yahoo Japan
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Another bonus to learning a fiber art is being able to speak to others in a Lovecraftian language that nobody else understands...
...and also being able to read things like THIS:
#art#crochet#fiber art#described images#image description in alt#used a crochet pattern for this because it's just INSANE#see i can recognize some of these stitch markings but i haven't done them all yet#i actually kind of prefer the diagram pattern because it actually shows you the shape and the way stitches compliment the piece#with a 'normal' pattern (e.g. 1 dc in fifth ch from hook ch 2 4 dc) i understand it sure but. it isn't the same.#i was reading somebodys recommendations for tapestry yarn and understood all the abbreviations and what they mean#plus i feel like diagrams can be a great way to teach you not only how stitches look but how they contribute to the larger piece#one of my crochet proficiency goals is to be able to look at a piece and know instantly what made it#*cue me at the store analyzing a crochet piece so i can replicate it for 5× the cost*#if you're selling a crocheted piece for like $20 then it's my imperative to replicate it and not buy it 🫡#i think that has the same moral implication as like... 'proplifting'#did crochet as the example because thats what i do as a fiber art. if theres a similar thing for knit/weave/ect then DROP IT BELOW I BEG YO#i want to learn all the lovecraftian languages of the fiber artists <3#i feel like describing the image in exactly what stitch marking indicates what would have been too much so hopefully the explanation as to..#...what the diagram DOES and how it visually indicates a pattern was helpful <3
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old man(dragon) yaoi
#wriolette#my art#genshin impact#no buy why does wrio look lile miyamamo but specifically from his twink dancing tiktoks#i still dont ACTUALLY ship them that much???? i just want good things for neuvi and ive latched onto wrios character like#in a thats my guy. i picked him so you cant pick him kind of way. not exactly kinning but yes
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concept art Cullen is the superior design, you can't convince me otherwise
I love everything about him -- the discoloration on his face, the nose bridge scar, the sunken in cheeks, eyebags for days... and of course the mole...
THIS is my man, I don't care what the game says
#if he doesn't have the overall vibe of a neglected pitbull chained up in someone's backyard I don't want him#why they didn't stick more to this I'll never understand#like he still looks hot as FUCK#in a mature kind of way with a washed up templar twist#do not buy into the basic ass heart-throb commander agenda#it's an orlesian psyop#cullen rutherford
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fake ep idea + doodles
#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is#submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol#basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay#somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em#purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc)#but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis#for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t#be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^”#ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time#as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy#like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!”#and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders#i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to#so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head#if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there#myart#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk red son#lmk mei#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk xiaojiao#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#doodles#lmk tang#lmk pigsy#lmk traffic light trio#yard sale ep
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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I am motivated by one thing and one thing only in video games and that is romance. If I cannot woo the most (in any combination of the following) uptight, mysterious, theatrical, and/or tragic fictional love interest in the game, then what is the point of me playing? If I cannot shower them with affection and love and give them all the soft things they deserve, then what is the point???
#astarion best be on his toes#because I'm comin for him#he was my sole motivation to buy the game#and also it looked fun#but mostly romance#baldurs gate 3#astarion#astarion baldurs gate#also#why I play the following#stardew valley#fire emblem#the arcana#my brother tricked me into playing dark souls 3#because he said you could get married in it#and when I found out what kind of wedding it was I was so sad#but that game is my favorite game of all time so it’s okay#that’s a whole other story#i just want to love and be loved#and be soft with them#and also spoil them and snuggle them and tell them everything is going to be okay#astarion deserves all the love and affection and soft things 💖
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Chappell Roan print available on my inprnt! Link
#this is the test print i bought to check the colors. the other one didnt turn out good and i cant buy another test right now but this one#turned out good so here it is :3 they're also 20% off right now. also the white border is big cause its the 4x5 print.#so this is an actual scan of the print#this is more accurate than the photo thats on the website#this is the 4x5 so its really tiny#art#artwork#print#chappell roan#chappell fanart#roan of arc#drawing#illustration#artists on tumblr#art print#inprint#also kind of want to sell prints through my own website eventually but for now....inprnt will have to do.#but if i do then i'll do it of the other chappell piece and my Elliott piece :3c
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Yes, every FDC podcast pisses me off, but the most recent one might be the most so. Dr. O'Neill essentially recommends against all health testing (or disorder testing a he calls it) unless it's a major issue in the breed based on quality of life and population AND the test showing significant value to change population over time. Basically saying unless over 20% of the breed is affected, don't test for it in favor of genetic diversity. I think this is a clouded take of someone who works with population as a whole, and not breeding dogs. Just about every health concern in border collies, less than 20% of the population is affected. And a big part of that? Genetic testing that prevents two carriers being bred to each other. That doesn't mean that carriers are pulled from the gene pool, they just aren't bred to other carriers. I've seen very, VERY few cases of dogs being pulled from breeding on their genetic testing results alone. But pull the genetic tests, and you have NINE different easily tested for genetic diseases common to the breed that it would be exceedingly easy to breed two carriers to each other when breeding blindly. According to OFA, only about 10% of the breed has failing hips, but what kind of life is in store for a high energy dog who's body can't withstand that lifestyle they need? Only two percent fail elbows, but elbow dysplasia in the breed is more likely to be a career ending diagnosis than hip dysplasia and IMO a much worse QOL prognosis.
Sure you can't guarantee the results of any breeding, but coming from a breed where more dogs are washed from breeding for bad temperament than failing a health test, I'll keep spending money to stack the cards in my favor and will buy from breeders who will do the same.
#bark bark bark#Dr. O'Neill mentions health testing adding to cost of puppies being a concern and I quite frankly don't agree.#There are shelters full of unhealth tested dogs for people who don't want to pay for that kind of benefit#and always some ass hat willing to buy from bybs and puppy mills and it's not MY job to lower my standards#to appease the people who don't appreciate what goes into producing a good dog
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“Did you think that I would have black hair?” dear god I absolutely loved this scene. Jace knowing full well that he’s a bastard and that if any old bastard can claim a dragon, then what does that make him? So so so good.
#also i do appreciate this season’s commitment to showing us that even the “good” targaryens like jace and rhaenyra#are still deeply deeply classist and buy into their own hype#and also as much as i want them to be happy i’ve loved their semi-contentious relationship this season#sometimes it feels like jace is having to be the grown up in a lot of ways#like i loved all the memes about him waiting up for rhaenyra at dragonstone like a disappointed parent but they’re also kind of darkly true#rhaenyra is a good and kind and loving mother but she is also very immature#why probably depends on your interpretation of the show#but anyways seeing those frustrations come to the surface has been great#rhaenyra targaryen#jacaerys velaryon#house of the dragon#house of the dragon season 2#house of the dragon season 2 spoilers#hotd s2 spoilers#gameofthronesdaily
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If your still undecided about what modern au Machete would have as a job, I would like to nominate him as a niche fashion model. Not like a popular celebrity, because he's not conventionally attractive, but he has that aura. He can Walk (in heels!!!)
I want to give him an excuse to wear all different kinds of fancy clothes, basically. He deserves to be dressed to the nines and glare down at an audience from the runway.
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#modern Machete is into fashion without a doubt#enough to dream about being a designer or a model or anyone in those circles#but I'm not sure he'd have the personality for it#I think you need to be at least passably sociable as a model right?#bold enough to put yourself out there but also humble and cooperative so people will want to work with you#and you have to be adaptable and stress-resistant to deal with long shooting days and travel#you gotta let hair stylists and makeup artists touch you and be somewhat ok with dressing and undressing with other people in the room#I tend to think his day job is something kind of boring and not glamorous at all but he's very good at it and it pays well#and he uses some of those paychecks to buy himself nice things to wear#but it was very sweet of you to think he could be a model he would've loved to hear that#answered#anonymous
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would you be willing to make something like spades pirate au merch ? i think spadesbros stickers or charms would be really cute !!
of course!!!!
#im always kind of excessively nervous about the idea of selling things because I dont know what people would want to buy#but I’m really glad to know that spadesbros is something people enjoy enough to get stickers of#ill work on some merch for it!!!! lemme know if there are any specific panels or moments you want to see hehehe
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