#I just want to rot

[gotikaromantika]

I can’t quit uni this time but oughhh

[its-djotime]

do I want to go out? not at all. am I going to go out? unfortunately.

[punkrock-bottom]

Forgot I agreed to go to a work do and now I have to be in the city in an hour :/

[loverboykirstein]

working a ft job during october is so hard im literally just a girl who wants to read and write wdym i have to do WORK

[ritualslaughter]

CRYYYYYY I DONT WANT TO GO TO THERAPYYYY

[pinkgelpen444]

[insomnerium]

you flirt with me call me cute give me affection act like nothings fucking changed and turn around and tell me you want to give up on us for real and expect me to be normal about it. please stop fucking messing with my head

[nastynas1991]

I havent really spoken to anyone in what feels like months, I feel so depressed all I want to do is be alone and quiet all the time. I dont know how to navigate it anymore, I dont want to answer how I'm doing honestly or with a lie. I just dont want to do anything. I go to work, I come home and sit in the quiet and stare at my phone until I fall asleep. I feel like a ghost and I dont know how to snap out of it

[seikatsu-ga-tsuzuku]

Sister mad at me I may be flaking on NYE plans but I don’t think anybody understands how viscerally I wish to rip my own skin and the fibers of muscle off during this time of year. I am so so deeply suicidal right now I don’t want to leave the house and I probably wouldn’t even be fun to hang out with. Every second of every day I am just thinking about ways to die and when to do it. Not the kind of person you’d want to yuck it up with on a night on the town.

[neveroceanblvd]

he might be the love of my life

[yeyinde]

thinking about Simon who just gets out of prison for murder after he's been locked up since he was 18, and starts working at a slaughterhouse for his parole. a big, scary dog who has bloodstains all over him, permanently crusted in the crease of his nails because he prefers field dressing over dragging the carcass inside the shop. who always smells of iron and sweat, and looms over you like he was trying to keep everyone else from looking at you. possessive, but you only know him from rumours and blog posts. his stare, the intense, hungry way he looks at you always gives you the creeps.

he's bad news. and he tries to woo you by feeding you meat from the animals he butchered (getting angry whenever you buy cuts from someone else), and won't go away even when you tell him to leave you alone. you've heard the rumours. read the news articles. nothing about this man is any good—

but he won't, of course. the thing about prison is that you need to hold onto the things that you have and take the stuff that you don't. a sort of cutthroat survival that has raised him better than his own mother. so, when he finds you (something he doesn't have, but wants), it's just in his nature to take.

[arealtrashact]

'The cage is open. You can walk out anytime you want. Why are you still in there?'

[wasteonly]

Why is it so much energy to actively avoid suicide idealization.

[nymphlikesiren]

y’all i think i like him more than he likes me n now i have to end things.

[faithless-spirits]

I just dont know how to deal with this shit anymore im so tired and money is a constant issue im so fucking tired. I miss people and that hurts and my mom is 3 hours away idk how to feel anymore i feel at the edge

[artsymeeshee]