#I just want to graduateeee

[gvnuzi]

Batuzi no way

I want to do dronetober or anything-tober but like I’m BUSY this October like I basically have an exam almost everyday. Hell I have an exam tmrw and instead I spend 2 hours on this

[catboydan]

when u finish all ur homework then you realize u have even MORE homework and it's even more difficult than ur other homework

[ithadtobethemoon]

hey guys so I'm not sure what to do.. I've been going to school on & off for the past few years but ever since I was diagnosed with my tumor & had surgery I took last semester off. More than anything I want to go back this semester & graduate already! I really want to graduate before I'm 30 & just be financially stable for myself & esp for my medical expenses now.. but I'm still very much in the early stages of getting my health back.

My disease causes a LOT of issues & they all need to be addressed with different doctors & a lot of the times I'm stuck in the middle making sure that these doctors are communicating & between all of that & scheduling appointments & working full time.. it's a lot. My medical journey is stressful on its own as it is. Not to mention all the symptoms & issues I'm currently suffering from bc of my disease (..in the process of trying to get medication). I also really want to start therapy & other personal things related to my mental health, but once I start school I'm scared I won't have time for anything mental health related. Esp for therapy. I'm really not sure how I'm even going to find time to schedule my appointments without cutting into my study time or having to take days off work.

At the end of the day, everything I still have left to do in regards to my health, is enough to scare me into thinking I'm not capable just yet of handling this coming semester of school. My courses require a lot of time from me for studying. & I want to give it my all & I need to pass. But I'm already so stressed now as it is without even adding school to the mix. My disease is still weighing me down emotionally. & I still feel sick all the time from it. Work is stressful. & my personal life is really affecting me mentally (I had a panick attack last week at work) Idk if I should take the semester off again & continue focusing on my health so once I'm better I can be sure I'll be able to give school my all.. or risk going this semester & maybe being able to pass or maybe not & buckling under the pressure & emotional stress. idk man..

[glassbarrelbottoms]

Tag game

Rules: tag 10 people you want to get to know better (I do not know that many ppl soo)

Tagged by @alwaysd2​

Relationship Status: Technically engaged (its a whole story)

Favourite Color: mint, orange, green, purple idek

3 Favourite Foods: eggs, tapsilog, ice cream cake (i love eating, i just wannt try everything delicious)

Song stuck in my head: More Like You by Orla Gartland (my go to song to play on piano and guitar rn)

Last song I listened to: Heaven’s Gate by Fall Out Boy 

Last thing I Googled: “undercut long hair” its that time of year again where i desperately wanna shave my head

Time: 1:11 am (p early tbh)

Dream Trip: It’s not about WHERE its about who I’m with, cause tbh with the right group of ppl a trip to NYC, or like Walmart is the dream. I do wanna chill in Vancouver with my local friend tho

Anything I really want: I want to graduateeee this is taking so longggg

Thanks for the tag alwaysd2!

[pikapikarawr]

qq school

I feel like by the time I get to the end of my homework, I'm just so exhausted. I'm just like "i'm donee with this ><" and I just want to finish, so I just write random stuff. oh my grades this semester.  oh dear. same goal as last semester: don't fail plz