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thank you || jjk
‷ summary: your appreciation for the man you married
ⶠpairing: jungkook x reader
ⶠword count: 1.4k
ⶠgenre: fluff, married couple au, established relationship au
ⶠcontent: husband!jk, fratboy!jk briefly mentioned, sweetheart kook that could cause cavities
ⶠwarnings: none just pure fluff
a/n: so this is inspired by you may want to marry my husband. hope you enjoy! :) as always hope you enjoy & let me know what you think!
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I have been married to the most extraordinary man for four years. I am planning on many more (a plan that has been in effect since our first date seven years ago and will continue to be). And for that, I feel I should express my gratitude.
Thank you.Â
Honestly, I do not know what I am thankful for, for everything, I guess? For him always being there, for him staying by my side. For loving and treating me exactly how I have always wanted a man to.Â
Now, you may wonder who this gentleman is, and I am so happy to tell you, Jeon Jungkook.
He was an easy man to fall in love with. I did it in one day.
Let us take a trip down memory lane, shall we? Seven years ago, a young lady struggling with dealing with college and her part-time job gets dragged out by her best friend (I guess I should be thanking her too) attends a year-end party at a frat house one late evening. About an hour later, she bumps into a boy who spills his drink on himself, though all he can do is say to her with the brightest smile: You okay there, Clumsy?
And when she looks up at his face, she realizes that this is no douche frat boy with beer on his shirt, but an unbelievably attractive high-spirited young man. She shyly replies: Yeah, I'm okay. That is when what was supposed to be quick party banter with a stranger turned into a night of great conversation and a polite walk home. That then turned into sweet exchanges of subtle flirtatious texts and small phone calls that had this young lady thinking: Uh-oh, there is something loveable about this person.
As the couple enjoyed many hangouts during the beginning of summer (by the end of the summer, I knew I wanted to marry him) amidst the ever-growing flirting, they finally acknowledged their immense attraction. Then the hangouts turn into dates when that lovely young man finally asks her out. That is when they would have officially kicked off their step from subtle flirting to very blatant obvious flirtingâthe beginning of a couple that would only continue their journey together.
So that was the start of us.
I am a bit biased, but I will create a list based on my experience of coexisting with him for about 2,556 days on the reasons I am thankful for him and thus love him. The following list of attributes is in no particular order because everything about him is so important to me.
Starting with the basics: His blindingly contagious smile, his gorgeous body filled with pure joy and positivity (and muscle), his adorable fluffy hair that falls over his forehead to match his striking brown eyes, and his effortlessly breathtaking passionate singing, of course.
He always knows how I am feeling and how to match his mood to whatever one I am in. He can read my face with just a simple glance. I have always appreciated how he adjusts his mood to fit my own. If I am in the dumps and his spirits are up, he brings them down to comfort me; even if he is down in the dumps, he lifts his spirits to keep a smile on my face. And for that:
Thank you.
If I could list just one of the things that made me fall in love with him from day one and still makes my heart flutter to this day, it would be his little acts that are natural for him, which shows how much of a gentleman he is. From always opening doors for me, making sure I walk on the inner side of the sidewalk, giving me his jacket to wear, or carrying me into the bed when I fall asleep on the couch. He may not know how much I appreciate the little things, but those little things always remind me I sincerely have the best man out there.Â
Silently suffering with the things I put him through that he may not want to do. Sitting through the cliché chick flicks, trailing behind me in the store as I look at three different tops that he says all look great on me but always end up picking the one he can tell I want more, or even giving up his personal space and all feeling in his right arm because he knows I sleep much better entangled with him.
That brings me to something he may not know that I know about him. He holds in a lot more than he leads on. The song he tells me he is struggling to perfect but tells me it is only a little bit of writer's block. Yet I can see in his eyes that it stresses him much more than he says. Yet he is always quick to change topics with a:
How could you have gotten prettier while I was gone?
Or
So tell me about your day. Did anything interesting happen today?
If I did not know him so well, I could have easily missed these things, but I have come to learn about the kind of person he is. He is the type of person who always puts others before himself. He leads himself to take on the role of making sure others around him are okay. He already knows he does not have to hide his worries from me, but Jungkook still always tries to keep the minor worries to himself because he believes they are things I will excessively stress over on his behalf. (and he is right, I would, what can I say I love the guy)
We have come to know each other so well over the years, huh?
When looking for a dreamy, last-minute adventure, he is my man. He always comes with me on random just-cause trips, be it a road trip to the countryside for a break from the city or a train ride to the sea to walk by the shore.
Thank you.
If it is still unclear, here is the kind of man Jeon Jungkook is: He surprised me on my first day at my new job with flowers because he knew how nervous I was. He is a man who is always up early and goes out to surprise me every Sunday morning by putting a different kind of flower on my nightstand with a love note. A man that comes out from the minimart or gas station and says: Hold out your hand. And, voilĂ , a plastic ring he got from a gumball machine (had that been his proposal, my answer would have been yes).
I am sure you understand what I am trying to say by now, and he already knows how crazy I am about him. Wait! Did I mention that he is incredibly handsome? I will never get tired of looking at his handsome face.
If I am making him sound like a prince and our relationship sounds like a fairy tale, that is not too far off. I consider his proposal one for the books: Ever since you stumbled into my life, quite literally. I have never been able to picture being without you. Will you marry me, Clumsy?
Jungkook, I was serious about what I told you in our vows:
I always want more time with you, Jungkook. I want more time with the guy who takes me to get ice cream in the winter. I want more time sipping beer in bed with my drinking buddy. Although I desire our time together to be endless, we cannot live forever. But as long as I am alive, as long as I am a person on this planet, I will continue to follow you wherever the road takes us. So let us walk it together, alright?
Your dependability and loyalty are the qualities that show you are the most extraordinary husband, the most extraordinary man, and will be the most remarkable father one day. I know you will lead our future family into a lifetime of happiness because that is where you have been leading mine for seven years. I know you will continue to do so.
I will wrap this up because I can go on and on about how you are the most genuine, non-self-oriented gift I could have received. So, thank you for being you. I hope for the day that I get to tell our children about the kind of man their father is, the man Jeon Jungkook is, and about the love story I am honoured to be a part of.
(P.S. That day I mentioned will be coming in approximately nine months!)
With all my love, Clumsy xo
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all talk | p.js
there has always been a simmering tension between you and jay ever since you joined their friend group, hidden beneath playful banter and teasing remarks. but things changed when what started as a carefree night out with your seven friends quickly spiraled into something far more unexpected. between the music, the drinks, and the charged glances, the playful teasing shifts into something much more intense.
ă parkÂĄjongseong x femaleÂĄreader
ă content - smut, a little fluff, teasing, protected sex, praise kink, drunk sex, jealously, oral, self-pleasure(jay), the reader isn't submissive and she's low-key a freak. probably missed a lot but it's my first time guys i'm so sorry!
if you're into a quick smut story this probably isn't for you. got carried away and it ended up being way longer than expected (i just like to yap a lot sry again babes)
ă wc - 9k
heesung and jake play a big role in this lol. jungwon's mentioned too just at the very end.
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you and jay⊠that was always a topic of confusionâfor others, and sometimes even for yourselves.
this entire, incredibly eventful chapter of your life began when you met enhypen during one of your calvin klein photoshoots. it was a collaboration you hadnât expected, and yet everything about it felt oddly seamless.
from the moment you met the group of boys, it felt as though youâd known them forever. they were warm, funny, and easy to talk toâqualities that made them stand out, especially since most of your friendships had been with girls.
what really caught you off guard was how quickly you became a part of their circle. suddenly, you were being invited to hangouts every other week when your schedules allowed, and you didnât mind one bit.
all seven of them welcomed you with open arms, making you feel at ease in a way that was new and unexpected. it was strange to think about because kindness should be the standard, but your past experiences with men had left you guarded. this shift in dynamic, though refreshing, often felt too good to be true.
your relationship with each one of them was unique in its own way, but you seemed to connect best with one in particularâ park jongseong.
your bond with jay was unlike anything you shared with the rest. from your very first exchange, there was an easy flirtation between the two of you that only grew stronger over time. the others teased you both relentlessly, saying how perfect you were for each other and insisting you should stop pretending and just make it official.
you and jay, however, would always dismiss their comments, laughing it off and insisting that you were just joking around. of course, the others never believed you, carrying on with their relentless teasing.
still, it never fazed you or jay. maybe it was because, deep down, the idea didnât seem all that bad? you never stopped to analyze it, though. the truth was, you never had a âwhat are we?â conversation, and you werenât exactly in a rush to have one either. you werenât actively looking for love, and having a flirtatious dynamic with a man sculpted like a greek god certainly added some much-needed excitement to your life. who could complain? it was just innocent funâyou never crossed any boundaries or did anything beyond playful banter.
little did you know, though, that someday words would turn into actions.
the night everything changed began with a casual invitation. the guys were in new york city for a concert and decided to go clubbing in their free time. they wanted you to join.
the place they chose was nothing short of extravagantâa blend of a nightclub and bar, with a formal dress code and an exclusive guest list. it was an entirely new experience, especially since most of your outings with them were more casual: dinners, movie nights, or just hanging out at someoneâs place.
the chance to dress up, drink, and let loose was too tempting to pass up. without a second thought, you said yes, not knowing that this night would mark a turning point in your relationship with jay.
after stepping into the upscale club, the eight of you naturally dispersed. some rushed off to the bar, others disappeared into the pulsing crowd, lost in the music and lights. a few mingled effortlessly with strangers, their laughter blending into the vibrant hum of the room.
you stayed back with jay, jake, and heesung, settling into a plush, semi-private corner on an l-shaped couch. the spot felt perfectâclose enough to feel the energy of the club but far enough to offer a sense of privacy. from where you sat, you could watch the sea of bodies moving under the strobe lights, yet here, the music was muffled just enough to allow for easy conversation.
a sleek glass table in front of you was already cluttered with expensive liquor bottles, mixers, and half-finished drinks. you sat in the middle, jay on your left, so close that his knee brushed yours every time he adjusted his position. heesung occupied the far side, and jake sprawled casually on your right, his arm draped over the backrest.
the conversation was lively, flowing effortlessly from deep, reflective topics to ridiculous, out-of-pocket jokes that had all of you clutching your sides with laughter. the alcohol helped, loosening your words and deepening your bond as time slipped away.
it didnât take long for you to feel the telltale signs of drunkenness. your cheeks felt warm, the edges of the room seemed softer, and your words occasionally slurred together. the guys werenât far behind, their flushed faces and increasingly playful banter a clear indication of how much theyâd had to drink.
but through the haze, you couldnât help but notice jay. heâd always been charming and tactile, but tonight, something about him felt differentâintensely focused. every so often, his hand would graze your bare leg, the touch fleeting but electric. occasionally, heâd reach out to brush a stray strand of hair from your face, his fingers lingering near your cheek in a way that made your breath hitch.
and then there were his handsâalways finding ways to touch yours. jay had a habit of playing with your fingers, something youâd grown used to, but tonight, it felt more deliberate. his thumb traced slow, lazy circles on your skin, his touch so gentle it sent shivers up your spine.
his gaze, though, was what undid you. whenever his dark eyes locked with yours, it felt like the rest of the world faded away. there was an intensity to the way he looked at you tonight, as if he was trying to tell you something without saying a word. it made your heart race in a way you couldnât quite control, and the alcohol only amplified your awareness of him.
jake and heesung werenât blind to what was happening. every time jayâs hand lingered a little too long or his gaze softened when he looked at you, the two of them would exchange amused glances. jake smirked openly, while heesung occasionally raised an eyebrow, the corners of his lips twitching as if he was holding back laughter.
you noticed their silent teasing, of course, but jay seemed entirely unfazed. his focus stayed on you, as if the rest of the room didnât exist.
as much as you tried to brush it off, blaming your racing thoughts on the alcohol, you couldnât ignore the effect he was having on you. jay looked absolutely stunning tonight. his dark hair framed his face perfectly, soft strands falling effortlessly across his forehead. his black sweater clung to him just right, dipping low enough to reveal the sharp lines of his collarbones, while his tailored dress pants fit him like a dream. every detail about him seemed designed to make you lose your composure.
the night continued like this, the four of you huddled together while the others flitted in and out. occasionally, one of the members would stop by to join in on the conversation, only to dash off when a song they couldnât resist came on. the corner youâd claimed felt like its own little world, insulated from the chaos of the club.
at one point, jay excused himself to the bathroom. you watched him go, your gaze lingering longer than you intended. the absence of his presence was immediate, like a sudden chill. the warmth of his touch, the weight of his attention, the way his voice softened when he spoke to youâit all left you reeling.
jake chuckled beside you, breaking your train of thought. âyou good?â he teased, raising his glass in a toast. heesung just smirked knowingly, leaning back into the couch. to which you nonchalantly stated you're okay.
you shook your head, brushing off the slight unease from jay leaving. you leaned back into the cushions, letting the warm buzz of alcohol dull your thoughts. it wasnât a big deal, you told yourselfâhe probably just needed a moment. the energy of the club, the thrum of the music, and the laughter from jake and heesung were enough to distract you. for now, the thought of jay and his lingering touches faded into the background.
but as the conversation flowed, jake leaned closer, his smirk catching your attention. âso,â he began, dragging the word out in a way that immediately put you on edge, âyou know jay likes you, right?â
heesung, lounging comfortably, nodded with a sly grin. âoh, for sure. itâs not even subtle at this point. the guy canât keep his hands off you.â
you froze for a second before letting out a laugh, shaking your head as you waved them off. âoh, come on. jayâs always like thatâheâs just naturally touchy. itâs not out of the ordinary.â
jake raised an eyebrow, his smirk widening. âsure, but he doesnât act like that with anyone else. have you seen him with us? the guy barely even gives us a pat on the back, let alone all theâŠâ he mimicked brushing imaginary hair behind his ear, earning a snicker from heesung.
âexactly,â heesung added, crossing his arms. âjayâs different with you. itâs written all over his face. youâre the only one he looks at like that.â
rolling your eyes, you chuckled, trying to ignore the way their words made your heart skip. âyouâre both drunk. he's flirty all the timeâitâs just jay being jay.â you shrugged, feigning nonchalance. âhe probably doesnât even realize heâs doing it.â
the two exchanged another look, one of those silent conversations that only close friends could have. âokay,â jake said, dragging the word out again as if to humor you. âwhatever you say.â
heesung smirked, leaning back into the couch. âdenial is a river in egypt,â he muttered, earning a laugh from jake.
âand you two are delusional,â you shot back playfully, though the warmth creeping up your neck betrayed your confidence. you quickly changed the topic, refusing to let their words linger, but deep down, you couldnât help but wonder if they might be right.
heesung, however, wasnât done. he leaned in dramatically, his voice lowering as if he was revealing some deep, dark secret. âyou know, i donât know why youâre pretending to be all innocent here.â he shot you a mischievous grin. âyouâre just as flirty as jayâif not worse.â
before you could protest, he straightened up, then leaned forward again, dramatically acting out what he claimed was your behavior. âoh my god, jay,â he said in a mocking voice, fluttering his eyelashes. âyou look so good tonight. i canât stop looking at you.â he threw in a hair flip for good measure, causing you to laugh despite him making fun of you.
you gaped at him. âi do not do that!â
he grinned wider, clearly enjoying the playful torment. âsure you donât,â he teased, pretending to sip from an invisible drink. âand then you throw in some accidental touches here and there, just like jay. like thisâ he reached over and lightly brushed your arm, his touch exaggerated and playful.
âstop!â you laughed, swatting his hand away. âyouâre ridiculous, heesung!â
jake chuckled beside you, clearly enjoying the teasing. âyou canât deny it. youâre just as bad, if not more obvious, than jay.â
you crossed your arms and tried to hold your ground, but the heat in your face betrayed you. âwhatever, you two are crazy.â you leaned back, trying to mask your flustered state, but deep down, a part of you knew they were right.
silence filled the air when you thought...wait... letâs make this fun. you leaned in closer, deciding it was your turn to stir things up.
âso, whoâs the better flirt?â you asked, your voice dripping with playful confidence as you shot them a daring smirk.
heesung didnât miss a beat. âyou, obviously,â he replied with a matching grin, his quick answer making you sit a little taller.
you were about to feign modesty when jake jumped in, completely unfiltered. âoh, thatâs not even a debate. youâre smooth, like dangerously smooth. itâs effortlessâsensual, even. jay, though? he looks like a mix of a horny teenager and some creepy old dude whoâs trying way too hard.â
you couldnât stop the laugh that escaped, your stomach aching as heesung nodded in agreement, both boys delighting in tearing down jayâs flirting game.
âso, youâd fall for it?â you pressed, leaning into the teasing, letting your voice drop just enough to make them squirm.
their reaction was immediateâeyes wide, sharing a glance, before jake cleared his throat awkwardly. âi mean⊠yeah. probably any guy would⊠shit even girls,â he admitted, his voice quieter now.
you turned to heesung, raising an eyebrow as if to ask, well? he scratched the back of his neck, looking at everything but you. âyeah, same,â he mumbled. then, with a nervous chuckle, he added, âbut donât let jay hear that. heâd kill us, and honestly? iâd rather not go out like that.â
you giggled at their flustered answers, but you werenât done just yet. a wicked thought crossed your mind. you leaned back against the couch, sighing dramatically, letting your body arch slightly, chest subtly pushing forward.
oh, so now they go quiet, huh? you thought to yourself, biting back a smirk.
you shifted back into your normal position, glancing at the two of them. for the first time tonight, they werenât shooting off quick remarks or teasing you back. instead, they were trying way too hard to act like they were fascinated by the crowd around them, clearly avoiding letting their eyes wander to how your dress hugged your figure just right.
âyou guys are so boring,â you teased, breaking the silence with a pout. âmaybe i should test my charm with you two to see if it really works,â you added, voice low and dripping with suggestion.
the way they stiffened was almost comical. they exchanged panicked glances, their nervous laughter giving them away immediately. jake cleared his throat, trying to steady his voice. ânope, nope, nope. youâre jayâs future wife. we canât be a part of this madness,â he said, holding his hands up in surrender.
you huffed dramatically, pretending to give in. âfine, i guess youâre right.â a pause hung in the air before you slyly added, âbesides, i donât think you could keep up with me anyway.â
jakeâs jaw dropped, his expression a mix of offense and disbelief. âokay, now that was just uncalled for,â he protested, pointing a finger at you like he was scolding you.
you leaned in closer, locking eyes with him, your voice soft yet teasing. âyou sure about that?â
âas if jay can,â he scoffed, laughing at his own joke. âbut yeah, iâm sure. besides, like i said, youâre practically the future mother of his kids, andââ
âokay, thatâs enough,â you cut him off quickly, unable to handle the forwardness of his words. âcan we please stop talking about jay for one secââ
heesung interrupted, grinning like heâd just uncovered some big secret. âguys, i think jayâs busy with his other future wife.â
you and jake froze, immediately following heesungâs gaze. sure enough, jay was leaning casually against a wall, unfazed as a girl who was far too enthusiastic leaned in closer, laughing and touching his arm a little too much for your liking.
ânah,â jake laughed, breaking the tension, âhe looks mad uncomfortable"
âdamn though, how does he get all the girls while i stay bitchless?â heesung muttered, still focused on jay and the overly eager girl practically draping herself over him.
jake chuckled, but you couldnât resist poking at heesung. âi just gave you the opportunity of a lifetime, hee,â you teased, referring to your earlier playful flirting, as heesung remained captivated by the unfolding scene of jay and the mystery girl.
he finally tore his gaze away, smirking mischievously. âif jay gave me the green light, i wouldnât even hesitate, gorgeous,â he shot back smoothly, his words bold and his tone dripping with confidence. he added a wink for good measure, which only made you laugh.
âheesung!â you exclaimed, your voice half-scolding, half-amused.
jake groaned, shaking his head as if he couldnât believe what heâd just heard. âseriously, man? and no, jay would never allow it. neither would i.â
âa guy can dream, canât he?â heesung shrugged nonchalantly, but the hint of a smirk tugging at his lips made it clear he wasnât entirely serious. when he noticed the way you and jake were looking at him, though, he quickly backtracked. âwhat? come on, guys, iâm joking!â
your gaze shifted back to jay, who was still caught in the same uncomfortable interaction. the girl was leaning far too close, her giggles annoyingly loud, and you couldnât help but feel a flicker of jealousy in your chest. not that youâd ever admit it to them. instead, you waved it off casually.
âwell, hope he has fun with her,â you said breezily, already trying to steer the conversation elsewhere. you werenât about to let them notice the little twinge of irritation creeping in. besides, comparing his body language with you and her, jay truly was different with you. his smiles, his touches, his attentionâit all felt more genuine when it was directed your way. that alone was enough to ease your nerves.
âare you crazy? go save your man!â jake urged, his voice insistent.
âheâll be fine,â you replied, brushing it off with a casual shrug, though the sight of the girl inching closer made your stomach twist just a bit more.
a pause hung between you before heesung spoke up, his voice lowering conspiratorially. âyou know... i heard from a very reliable source that jay likes it when a girl gets jealous...â
you raised an eyebrow, the skepticism clear on your face. âoh, does he now?â. it sounded out of character for jay. he was mature and grounded, the type of guy who would probably find possessiveness off-putting, or so you thought.
âseriously,â jake chimed in, nodding earnestly. âhe thinks itâs hot when a girl gets territorial over him. like, itâs his thing or something.â
you hummed thoughtfully, swirling your drink. their sudden insistence felt suspicious, but you couldnât deny the idea intrigued you.
âgo,â heesung urged, motioning for you to stand up. his expression was equally playful and determined.
you sighed dramatically, leaning back against the couch as though the mere suggestion exhausted you. âwhat if i scare my number one hoe away?â you joked, your voice laced with sarcasm.
the boys burst into laughter but quickly recovered, their expressions shifting to something more earnest. jake shook his head. ânah, youâre good. heâs your hoe, and he knows it.â
their encouragement made you hesitate. part of you wanted to stand your ground, but the other part of youâthe side that had been waiting for some kind of signal from jayâfelt the push. maybe they were right. maybe this was the moment.
heesung, ever the instigator, leaned closer, his smirk teasing. âwhat, are you scared now? all that confidence earlier, and now you're pussying out?â
his words struck a nerve. without another thought, you grabbed your drink in one hand and reached for jayâs drink with the other, standing up with newfound purpose.
before heading off, you turned to them, narrowing your eyes in warning. âif this messes things up with jay because of your little scheme, weâre gonna have a serious problem.â
jake and heesung exchanged triumphant glances, their grins growing wide. âawh, so you do care about him,â jake teased softly, his voice dripping with adoration.
you rolled your eyes but couldnât hide the small smile tugging at your lips as you turned and made your way toward jay. behind you, the boys exchanged triumphant looks, dapping each other up and eagerly shifting in their seats to get the best view of the chaos theyâd just unleashed.
if you were sober right now, this wouldâve been much harder. but walking through this high-end club with liquid courage warming your veins made it feel almost too easy. heads turned as you passed, lingering stares trailing over your figure. the way people looked at youâlike you were the only person in the roomâonly fueled your confidence. but your eyes were locked on one person: jay.
every step you took toward him felt like a small victory, closing the distance between you two. your heart pounded in anticipation, but you pushed the feeling aside, focusing on your goal. the world around you blurred, the dim lights, music, and whispers fading into the background.
jay noticed you before you reached him. his expression shifted from mild confusion to relief, and finally, a soft, welcoming smile. he seemed caught off guard by your determined stride, as if trying to piece together why you were heading straight for him.
when you stopped in front of him, his gaze locked onto yours, his dark eyes searching your face. without missing a beat, you offered him a warm smile and extended his drinkâthe one youâd deliberately taken earlier to sell the illusion. âbabe, what took you so long?â you teased, your tone light but purposeful, laced with playful mischief.
jay blinked, taking the drink from you, his brows furrowing slightly. before he could question you, you slid your arm around his back, your fingers brushing the fabric of his shirt as you pulled yourself closer. leaning in, your lips pressed a soft kiss to his cheek. the simple act was sweet, innocent even, but the way your lips lingered for just a second longer than necessary made it impossible for him to dismiss.
he. was. stunned.
his body stiffened slightly under your touch, and as you leaned back, you caught the way his jaw subtly tensed, his lips parted in shock. the confident exterior jay always carried faltered, and the rare sight of him flustered filled you with a quiet satisfaction.
you turned your attention to the girl standing beside him, who had gone completely silent. she stared at you, her expression uncertain, her confidence visibly shaken. you extended your hand toward her, your movements poised and deliberate. âhi, iâm y/n,â you said smoothly, your tone polite but firm, like you were both introducing yourself and reminding her of your place beside jay.
the girl hesitated, glancing between you and jay before awkwardly shaking your hand. she mumbled her name in response, her voice lacking the boldness sheâd shown just moments earlier.
you took a slow sip of your drink, studying her with a small smile. âoh, was i interrupting something?â you asked, tilting your head slightly, your tone feigning innocence but carrying an undercurrent of teasing.
before she could answer, jayâs voice cut in. âno, of course not,â he said firmly, his gaze flicking to you, his tone making it clear that your presence wasnât unwelcome.
the girl, however, looked like she wanted to argue, her lips parting before snapping shut again. she fidgeted awkwardly before finally speaking. âoh, um, i guess iâll see you around, jay,â she said, her tone quieter now, unsure.
you watched her turn to leave, noting the stiffness in her stride as she hurried back to her friends, who immediately erupted into cheers and claps. the scene was almost laughable, but your attention was drawn back to jay, who had relaxed against the wall. his signature smirk slowly returned, his eyes fixed on you with an intensity that sent a shiver down your spine.
âwhyâd you do all that?â he asked, his voice low and teasing, yet there was a hint of something deeperâcuriosity, maybe even hope.
âwhat?â you replied, your voice casual as you leaned against the wall beside him. âyou looked uncomfortable.â
jay chuckled softly, shaking his head. âbullshit,â he said, his smirk widening.
âoh, so you werenât?â you shot back, your eyebrow raising in challenge.
his silence spoke volumes. his eyes, dark and focused, roamed your face, lingering on your lips before meeting your gaze again.
âwere you jealous?â he asked finally, his voice dipping lower, the smirk never leaving his face.
your heart skipped a beat, but you refused to let him see how easily he got under your skin. instead, you rolled your eyes, a smirk of your own forming. âdid you want her all over you like that?â
jayâs expression shifted slightly, the teasing glint in his eyes sharpening into something more serious, more deliberate. without warning, he pushed himself off the wall, closing the distance between you in a single step.
his free hand found your waist, the warmth of his palm searing through the thin fabric of your dress. âsoâŠâ he murmured, his voice a mix of challenge and seduction. his fingers brushed against the curve of your hip, slow and deliberate. âyou wouldnât be jealous if i was this close to her?â
his lips hovered near your ear, his breath warm against your skin. âif i touched her like this?â he continued, his hand sliding lower, his fingertips grazing the small of your back.
âif i kissed her?â his voice dropped further, his lips brushing your neck, the faintest, softest touch that sent a wave of heat flooding through you.
your breath hitched, your body betraying you as a sharp jolt of desire coiled low in your stomach. his scent surrounded youâwoodsy, rich, and utterly intoxicating. your knees felt weak, and you gripped your drink tighter, the only thing keeping you steady.
jay pulled back slightly, his eyes scanning your face, waiting for your response. âhm?â he prompted, his tone daring, his smirk back in full force.
you swallowed hard, struggling to regain control. his presence was overwhelming, every inch of him drawing you closer, making it impossible to think straight. but you werenât going to let him win so easily.
locking eyes with him, you returned his daring stare. âwe both know who youâre taking home tonight,â you said, your voice low, steady, and full of confidence.
his eyebrow quirked, intrigued by your defiance. âthat doesnât answer my question, baby,â he murmured, the pet name rolling off his tongue with a smoothness that sent a fresh wave of heat coursing through you.
you inhaled deeply, trying to steady your breathing. âi think you already know the answer,â you whispered.
âi want to hear you say it,â he demanded softly, his voice laced with authority.
you let out a shaky breath, your walls finally crumbling. âyou make me crazy,â you admitted, the words barely audible.
his hand slid lower, his fingers teasing the curve of your ass as he leaned in closer. âis that so?â he whispered, his tone dripping with satisfaction.
but you werenât done. your hand lifted, fingers trailing along his neck, down his chest, and lower, stopping just above his belt. gripping the leather lightly, you tugged him closer, your lips brushing his ear. âtake me home and find out,â you murmured, your voice sultry and filled with promise.
jayâs eyes darkened, his jaw clenching slightly as his gaze dropped to your lips. for a moment, it felt like the world stopped, the tension between you crackling like electricity.
without another word, he pulled back, his phone already in his hand. âbet,â he said simply, his voice steady but his eyes still burning as he stepped around the corner to order a cab.
you leaned back against the wall, your heart racing, your skin still tingling from his touch. this was newâthis was something neither of you could ignore. and as the anticipation bubbled in your chest, you couldnât help but smile, knowing the night was far from over.
as jay disappeared around the corner to order the cab, you leaned back against the wall, attempting to steady your racing heart. his touch lingered like a trail of fire on your skin, and you couldnât shake the way his voiceâlow, teasing, and possessiveâhad made you feel utterly weak. you took another sip of your drink, the coolness doing little to extinguish the heat that had spread through your body.
your gaze wandered, and it didnât take long to find jake and heesung. they were still on the couch where youâd left them, and the moment your eyes met theirs, you regretted looking their way.
they were putting on a full-blown performance, clearly reenacting what little theyâd witnessed of your interaction with jay.
jake had an arm slung dramatically around heesungâs shoulders, doing his best impression of your earlier actions. heesung batted his eyelashes, clutching an imaginary drink as he leaned into jake.
âoh, stop, iâm blushing!â heesung teased, pretending to giggle as he tilted his head like he was expecting a kiss on the cheek. jake leaned in with exaggerated slowness, and the two burst into laughter before they could even finish the mock kiss.
it didnât end there. heesung suddenly straightened up, pulling an invisible belt like heâd seen you do with jay, his action dripping with playful exaggeration. jake let out a cackle, wheezing, barely able to contain himself.
their antics caught the attention of a few people around them, who were now glancing over and chuckling at their over-the-top performance.
you groaned inwardly, rolling your eyes. of course theyâd turn what little they saw into something absurd. but as ridiculous as they were, you couldnât help the small smile creeping onto your face.
jake was the first to notice you watching. his grin widened, and he immediately elbowed heesung, nodding in your direction. they both froze, their expressions turning comically innocent like they hadnât just been clowning you moments earlier.
it didnât last long. heesung gave you an exaggerated thumbs-up, his grin shameless.
âyouâre welcome!â he yelled across the room, loud enough for you to hear clearly over the music.
you sighed, lifting your hand to flip them off with a slow, deliberate motion.
jake clutched his chest in offense, gasping dramatically, throwing himself against heesung like heâd been struck. heesung shook his head, laughing, clearly enjoying the moment far too much.
you rolled your eyes, unable to hold back the grin that tugged at your lips. no matter how much they teased, you knew theyâd be cheering you on the whole way through. with one last amused glance at their ridiculous display, you turned your focus back to the moment ahead.
because as much as they enjoyed their antics, they didnât know what had just transpired between you and jay. and judging by the fire still burning in your chest, you werenât ready to share it with anyone just yet.
jay came back shortly after, his presence as confident as ever. âyou ready?â he asked with a teasing smirk, his hand slipping effortlessly into yours. the simple gesture made your stomach flutter, but you masked it with a coy smile, letting him lead you back toward the couch.
as you approached, it was painfully obvious jake and heesung had been up to no good. they sat there pretending to have the worldâs driest conversation about the âarchitectural integrityâ of the clubâs interior. their poorly hidden giggles betrayed them, and you could practically see the mischief radiating off them.
the moment their eyes landed on your intertwined hands, their mouths stretched into matching, shit-eating grins. they exchanged a quick look, clearly bursting with pride at their matchmaking success.
âweâre leaving,â jay announced nonchalantly, his tone cool and indifferent. âheading to y/nâs place.â
their grins widened, barely able to contain themselves.
âguysss,â jake whined dramatically, leaning forward with his chin in his hands. âdonât you wanna hang out with us a little longer? itâs been such a fun night.â
jay didnât even blink. âdonât ask dumb questions,â he said flatly, leaving jake mock-offended as he clutched his chest and let out an exaggerated gasp.
âwow, okay, guess weâre just chopped liver now,â heesung chimed in, shaking his head as if deeply betrayed.
you giggled, amused at their dramatics, as you walked around the table to grab your purse. but before you could escape, the boys were on their feet, ready to send you off with one last round of chaos.
heesung clapped jay on the back and said goodbye with a knowing smirk, but it was jake who went in for the kill.
as you bent down to pick up your bag, jake leaned in close, his voice low and teasing. âbe a good girl, yeah?â
you froze for half a second before whipping your head around to give him a sharp look. âjake,â you warned, your tone laced with disbelief.
he laughed, brushing it off like he hadnât just said something that would replay in your mind for the rest of the night. before you could respond, he pulled you into a suffocating hug, swaying you side to side like an overly affectionate big brother.
âjake,â you groaned, your voice strained. âif you donât let me go, iâm gonna throw up all over your ridiculously overpriced suit.â
he released you immediately, holding his hands up in mock surrender. âfine, fine,â he said with a grin. âbut you owe me for being such a great friend.â
jay shook his head, amused, as he stepped forward to dap up jake. meanwhile, you turned to heesung, who was already smirking as he pulled you into a hug.
âdo everything iâd do,â he muttered into your ear, his tone dripping with mischief.
you leaned back, raising an eyebrow. âhee, i think youâve got that saying wrong.â
he shrugged, his grin widening. ânah, you heard me.â
you rolled your eyes but couldnât help laughing. their antics were relentless.
as you turned to leave, heesung suddenly called out, âwait, jayâone more thing!â
jay sighed, already looking annoyed, but walked back over to him anyway.
heesung waved him closer, gesturing like he had some urgent, life-changing information to share. jay leaned down, and in one swift motion, heesung slipped something into his hand.
jay straightened up and opened his palm to reveal an xxl condom. your jaw dropped, and you clapped a hand over your mouth to stifle your laughter.
jay stared at the condom, then up at heesung, who was already grinning like a fool. jake was no better, nearly doubled over in silent laughter.
after a beat of silence, jay let out the most sarcastic laugh youâd ever heard, his expression deadpan as he raised his hand to dap up heesung.
heesung, thinking heâd succeeded in his prank, lifted his hand eagerlyâonly for jay to drop his own and toss the condom back at him with a straight face.
âyouâre actually insane,â jay said, shaking his head in disbelief as he turned to grab your hand.
you couldnât hold it in anymore, bursting into laughter as jay tried to pull you toward the exit.
âwhat, dude? we just donât wanna be uncles yet!â jake called after you, his voice full of fake concern.
without missing a beat, you turned your head back to them and shouted, âdonât worry. i have my own!â
their laughter exploded as jay finally led you away, his own chuckle slipping out as he shook his head. your friends were a pain, but you couldnât deny theyâd played a part in making the night unforgettable.
stepping outside into the crisp night air, the chill brushed against your skin, but it wasnât the cold that sent shivers down your spine. it was the situation. your mind, slightly hazy from the alcohol, began to clear as reality hit. this wasnât just another playful night with jay. there was something electric about this momentâsomething that made your nerves buzz and your heart race. despite the countless teasing and bold words exchanged between you two, the idea of acting on them felt entirely new, thrilling, and terrifying.
jay noticed the goosebumps on your arms almost immediately. without hesitation, he slipped off his jacket, draping it over your shoulders. the weight of it, the lingering scent of his cologne, enveloped you, and your pulse quickened. it was a simple gesture, but the effect it had on you was anything but. little did he know the goosebumps werenât from the coldâif anything, the alcohol had kept you warmâbut from the thought of him, his touch, his presence.
âthe cabâs going to be here in a couple of minutes,â he said softly, his voice cutting through the stillness of the night.
you nodded, leaning your back against the wrought iron fence in the dimly lit parking lot, your eyes trailing over him. jay looked impossibly handsome under the soft glow of the streetlights, his dark hair slightly tousled, his features sharp yet softened by the gentle lighting. you couldnât help the smile tugging at your lips as you admired him openly.
âwhat?â he asked, his usual confident tone faltering slightly as your gaze lingered.
ânothing,â you replied with a grin, your voice light and teasing. âyouâre just really handsome.â
he rolled his eyes, a soft laugh escaping him, but the faint blush dusting his cheeks didnât go unnoticed. âyouâre impossible,â he murmured, though the smile tugging at the corners of his mouth betrayed him.
he stepped closer, leaning his shoulder against the fence beside you. the proximity made your heart race, and when his eyes met yours again, the world seemed to slow down.
you shifted, turning your body fully to face him, the playful air between you giving way to something more vulnerable. âso,â you began, your voice softer now, âwho was that girl really?â
jay raised an eyebrow, his smile growing wider. âso you were jealous.â
you quickly shook your head, though you couldnât stop the small laugh that escaped. âi wasnât jealous. just curious,â you countered, though even you werenât convinced by your own words.
he chuckled, his laugh warm and low, sending a shiver down your spine. âshe was no one. honestly, she stopped me outside the bathroom and just started talking. i think her friends dared her or somethingâshe kept glancing back at this group of girls, and they were all staring and giggling like maniacs.â he shook his head, laughing at the absurdity of it.
you snorted, the ridiculousness of the situation breaking through your earlier tension. âsounds like quite the encounter.â
his gaze shifted then, darkening slightly as his teasing tone faded. âbut what about you?â he asked, his voice dropping. âwhy were jake and heesung being so flirty with you?â
you smirked, leaning in slightly. ânow look whoâs jealous.â
he scoffed, his hand brushing against yours as he closed the small gap between you. âof course iâm jealous. how could i not be?â his voice was lower now, his words deliberate and dripping with sincerity. âjust look at you.â
you tilted your head, a teasing smile playing on your lips. âwhat can i say, jongseong? youâre one lucky man.â
his expression softened, his eyes scanning your face like he was memorizing every detail. âi am,â he admitted quietly. âyouâre⊠unreal. like some angel who just fell out of the sky. i know it sounds cheesy, but⊠iâve never felt like this before. not about anyone.â
his words hung in the air, their weight settling over you and making your chest tighten. youâd always known jay was smooth with words, but the raw honesty in his voice now was enough to leave you speechless.
âshit,â he muttered, his eyes dropping to your lips. he trailed off, but the way his body leaned into yours told you everything he didnât say.
and then his lips were on yours, hot and insistent. the kiss was everything youâd imagined and more, his mouth moving against yours with a hunger that made your knees weak. you responded immediately, your hands tangling in his hair as you pulled him closer, deepening the kiss.
his hand found your waist, gripping it firmly as his other braced against the fence behind you. the feel of his body pressed against yours, the heat radiating off him, was intoxicating. every nerve in your body seemed to light up under his touch, and when his teeth grazed your lower lip, a quiet moan slipped from you.
the sound seemed to embolden him, but before either of you could take it further, a car honked nearby, pulling you both out of the moment. you turned to see a sleek black car pulling up to the curb, the driver glancing your way with an unreadable expression.
jay let out a soft laugh, his forehead resting against yours for a brief moment before he pulled back slightly. âcabâs here,â he said, his voice still husky.
he took your hand, guiding you toward the car and opening the door for you. you slid in, rolling your eyes playfully at his gentlemanly ways but secretly loving every second of it. he climbed in after you, settling beside you and reaching over to buckle your seatbelt before you could. the small, intimate gesture made your heart flutter, and you leaned back into the seat, trying to compose yourself.
as the car pulled away, the tension between you two was palpable. the driverâs presence kept things quiet, but you could feel jayâs thigh pressing against yours, his hand resting dangerously close to your own.
âuh,â he began, clearing his throat awkwardly. âsorry if i was too forward back there. iââ
you cut him off with a quiet âshut up,â turning to him and pressing your lips to his once more.
jay stiffened briefly before relaxing, his hand finding its way to your thigh as you twisted to face him. the kiss deepened, your hands wandering over his chest, tracing the lines of his body. his fingers gripped your leg, sliding slightly upward, and your breath hitched at the contact.
you knew this was reckless, making out in the backseat of a cab with a stranger just feet away, but you couldnât bring yourself to care. all the tension that had built between you two over the past months was finally spilling over, and you werenât about to stop.
jay groaned softly when your teeth grazed his lower lip, and the sound sent another wave of heat through you. your lips left his, trailing kisses along his jaw and down his neck, and he leaned back slightly, giving you better access. you were just about to leave a mark when the car came to a sudden stop.
the abrupt halt had you both groaning in frustration, and jay pulled out his wallet, handing the driver a wad of cashâfar more than necessary. probably his way of apologizing for the awkward atmosphere you two had just created.
the driver nodded, clearly unimpressed but grateful for the generous tip. you climbed out of the car, jayâs hand finding yours again as he led you toward the entrance of your apartment complex. neither of you spoke, the tension still crackling between you, and you knew the night was far from over.
you rushed into the building, gripping jayâs hand tightly, your heels echoing against the floor as you practically dragged him toward the elevator. his fingers intertwined with yours, his palm warm and firm, grounding you even as anticipation buzzed through your veins. the cool air from outside had barely faded from your skin, but the heat between you two was already rekindling, more intense with every step. jay trailed close behind, his free hand brushing lightly against the small of your back, the touch sending sparks up your spine.
as soon as the elevator doors slid open, you stepped inside, your focus solely on the buttons as you pressed the one for your floor. jay, however, was far more interested in you than the machinery. the moment the doors closed, he moved behind you, his hands slipping around your waist to pull you against him. the action was gentle yet possessive, his lips already brushing the side of your neck.
âcouldnât wait until we got upstairs?â you teased breathlessly, tilting your head slightly to give him better access.
jay chuckled lowly, his voice a soft growl in your ear. ânot when you look like this.â his lips pressed against the sensitive skin of your neck, trailing wet, open-mouthed kisses from your jawline down to your shoulder. the heat of his breath and the softness of his lips left you shivering, though it had nothing to do with the air conditioning in the lift.
you let out a soft sigh, leaning your head back against his shoulder, your body molding itself against his. the faint scent of his cologne mingled with the lingering alcohol on his breath, a heady combination that made your thoughts blur. his hands began to roam, one slipping to rest on your hip while the other grazed the curve of your waist. each touch was slow and deliberate, as if he were trying to memorize every inch of you.
your breathing hitched when you felt his arousal pressing against your lower back. jayâs movements grew bolder, his lips finding a particularly sensitive spot on your neck that made you bite your lip to stifle a moan.
you spun around to face him, breaking his trail of kisses. the look in his eyesâdark and filled with needâmade your stomach twist in the best way. before he could say anything else, you grabbed his collar, pulling him down for a kiss. it was immediate and desperate, your mouths moving together as though you were starved for each other. your fingers threaded through his hair, tugging gently, and the low groan he let out only fueled the fire building inside you.
just as his hands slid lower, grazing the curve of your ass, the elevator dinged, the doors sliding open to reveal your floor. reluctantly, you pulled back, your lips swollen and your breathing heavy. jay didnât let go of you, though, his hand finding yours again as he guided you out of the elevator.
his steps faltered slightly as he looked down the wrong hallway. âthis way, right?â he asked, glancing at you with an innocent smile.
you rolled your eyes, tugging him gently in the opposite direction. âwrong way, loverboy,â you teased, your voice light despite the tension simmering between you.
he chuckled softly, following your lead, though he couldnât resist letting his gaze wander. walking behind you, his eyes drifted to the sway of your hips, and before he could stop himself, his hand reached out to deliver a light slap to your ass. you turned your head to glare at him, though the amused smile tugging at your lips gave you away..
as you approached your apartment door, you let go of jayâs hand, fishing through your purse for your keys. your fingers fumbled slightly, whether from the alcohol, the adrenaline, or jayâs wandering hands, which had returned to your waist, sliding over your curves with deliberate slowness. his lips brushed against the shell of your ear, and you could feel his smile against your skin.
âbe patient,â you teased, glancing over your shoulder to meet his heated gaze. âiâm not going anywhere.â
jay let out a low chuckle, but his hands betrayed his growing impatience, gripping your hips tighter. finally, you managed to retrieve the keys, unlocking the door with a satisfying click. before you could step inside, jay pushed the door open, his movements swift as he guided you in and closed it behind you. the door locked with a decisive snap, and just like that, the tension between you reignited.
his lips were on yours in an instant, the kiss messy and frantic. your fingers tangled in his hair, tugging just hard enough to draw a low growl from him, while his hands roamed freely, exploring every inch of you he could reach. you were drowning in him, lost in the heat of his touch and the intoxicating pull of his lips.
but just as your fingers found the buckle of his belt, jay abruptly pulled back, his hands falling to his sides as he stepped back slightly. the look on his face was one of hesitation, his brows furrowed as though he was wrestling with himself.
âare you okay?â you asked softly, your chest still heaving as you tried to catch your breath.
jay ran a hand through his hair, avoiding your gaze for a moment. âi just⊠are you sure you want to do this?â he asked, his voice quieter now. âweâre drunk⊠i just⊠i want our first time to be special.â his words were hesitant, uncharacteristically shy for someone usually so confident.
you blinked at him, his concerns sinking in. part of you wanted to laugh at the absurdity of itâafter all, you knew exactly what you wanted, and it was him. but the sincerity in his eyes stopped you. he wasnât just stalling for the sake of it; he truly cared.
he hesitated again, looking away as if he were afraid of your reaction. âi just donât want this to mess things up between us. i donât want you to regret it in the morning.â
you sighed, slipping off his jacket and hanging it neatly on a hook before toeing off your heels. âif you think thatâs best, then we donât have to do anything,â you said, stepping closer and cupping his face in your hands. âi trust you, jay.â
but despite your calm words, frustration simmered beneath the surface. he had left you on the edge, your body practically vibrating with need, and now he wanted to stop? you couldnât decide whether to laugh or cry at how ridiculous the situation was. still, you respected him too much to push.
jay bit his lip, his expression torn. âitâs not that i donât want to,â he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper. âtrust me, iâve never wanted anything more. butâŠâ he trailed off, his eyes darting to the floor before meeting yours again. his teasing smirk returned, though it didnât quite reach his eyes. âhow about we pick this up tomorrow? first thing in the morning?â
you raised an eyebrow at him, unimpressed but choosing not to argue. instead, you leaned in, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. âsure,â you murmured, though your tone betrayed your irritation.
you walked to the kitchen to grab a glass of water, trying to cool off in more ways than one. jay followed, leaning against the counter in silence. his jaw was tense, his eyes focused on some distant point as though deep in thought. it was clear he was second-guessing his decision, his discomfort only heightened by the obvious strain in his pants.
you smirked, an idea forming in your mind. setting your glass down, you leaned over the kitchen island, deliberately arching your back to give him a perfect view of your ass. the action snapped him out of his thoughts, his eyes darkening as they locked onto you.
âiâm going to take a shower,â you said casually, flipping your hair over your shoulder to expose your neckâthe same neck he had been so eager to mark earlier.
jayâs lips parted as if to say something, but he remained silent, his gaze fixed on you.
you started to walk away, throwing one last smirk over your shoulder. âgoodnight, loverboy,â you teased.
âwait,â he called out, his voice strained.
you turned, feigning innocence. âyes?â
he hesitated, his fists clenching at his sides. âare you sure⊠weâre on the same page?â
you bit back a laugh, recognizing his internal struggle for what it was. stepping closer, you looked up at him, your lips curving into a sly smile. âsure,â you said, your tone dripping with sarcasm. âbut honestly? i think youâre all talk.â
the words hit their mark, his jaw tightening as his ego flared. âfuck you,â he hissed, before pulling you against him, his lips crashing down on yours once more. his hand found your jaw, tilting your head to the side as he resumed his assault on your neck, this time with more intensity.
you grinned in success. finally, nothing was standing in your way.
he captured your lips again, his hands firm yet gentle as he guided you backward until the couch pressed against the back of your knees. without breaking the kiss, jayâs fingers skillfully found the zipper of your dress, pulling it down in one smooth motion. the fabric fell from your shoulders, pooling at your feet to reveal the black lace lingerie youâd chosen earlier that night. he pulled away momentarily, his gaze sweeping over your figure with a mix of admiration and desire.
as he began trailing kisses back toward your lips, his mouth left a burning path along your skinâstarting at your thighs, teasingly brushing against your clothed heat, moving to your stomach, breasts, collarbones, and finally back to your neck. each kiss was slow and deliberate, as though he wanted to savor every inch of you. he unclasped your bra, sliding it off and tossing it carelessly to the floor before his eyes returned to your bare chest.
jayâs lips parted slightly, and for a moment, he just stared, taking in the sight of you completely exposed before him. a smirk tugged at the corners of his mouth. âyouâre just too perfect, arenât you?â he murmured, his hands cupping your breasts, his thumbs brushing lightly over your sensitive peaks. âseriously, how the fuck did i get this lucky?â
his lips found your skin again, marking you as though he were leaving a map of his journey across your body. you rolled your eyes at his teasing, though a smirk of your own played on your lips.
âmaybe iâm the lucky one,â you shot back, sliding your hands beneath his sweater and tugging it over his head, revealing his toned chest. the sight of his defined muscles had your pulse racing, but you didnât let it distract you. with newfound determination, you moved to unbuckle his belt, picking up where youâd left off in the heat of the moment earlier. in one swift motion, you pulled his pants and boxers down together, his erection springing free.
the size of him caught you off guard, your eyes widening slightly as you connected the dots about the xxl condom heeseung had teased him about. jay noticed your reaction and let out a low chuckle, his confidence only growing. âlooks like i wasnât the only one talking a big game,â he teased, his smirk widening.
your gaze snapped back to his, a spark of determination flaring in your chest. you were going to prove him wrong. you sank to your knees in front of him, your fingers brushing against his thighs as you prepared to take him in your mouth, but before you could, he grabbed your waist, lifting you effortlessly and laying you back onto the couch.
âyou first, princess,â he said, the nickname sending a shiver through you. he grinned at the way your body seemed to melt beneath his touch, leaning down to kiss your lips one more time before shifting lower.
his hands found the sides of your hips, hooking his fingers into the waistband of your panties and sliding them down your legs. the cool air against your bare skin only heightened your anticipation as he tossed the fabric aside. his gaze lingered on your glistening core, and he let out a low groan.
âfuck, youâre flawless,â he murmured, his voice thick with desire. âand so fucking wet.â
âjust for you, seongie,â you teased, the nickname making his head tilt slightly as he bit his lip. the effect it had on him was clear, and you took advantage of it, tangling your fingers in his hair and pulling him closer. âdonât make me wait,â you whispered impatiently.
jayâs tongue traced a slow, deliberate line along your slit, and the sensation had your body trembling almost instantly. he smiled against you, the vibration of his amusement only adding to the intensity. his lips wrapped around your most sensitive spot, sucking gently before his tongue began working in circles. your back arched involuntarily, a string of soft moans spilling from your lips.
âjay,â you managed to mumble, though your voice was barely audible over the sound of your own heartbeat. hearing his name roll off your tongue so sweetly made him hum in response, the added stimulation pushing you closer to the edge.
the knot in your stomach tightened, your body reacting to every flick and stroke of his tongue. an idea sparked in your mind, and with a shaky breath, you tugged lightly at his hair, pulling him back just enough to speak. his face was glistening with your slick, his lips swollen and his pupils blown wide. he looked utterly wreckedâand you hadnât even touched him yet.
âtouch yourself,â you said breathlessly, your voice laced with both a command and a plea.
his lips curled into a smirk, but he didnât hesitate. one hand disappeared between his legs as he dove back in, his tongue working you over with renewed vigor. the combination of his moans and yours filled the room, each sound pushing you both closer to your breaking points. your hips bucked against his face, seeking more, and he didnât hold back, gripping your thighs to keep you steady as he devoured you.
the tension in your core finally snapped, and your release crashed over you in waves, your body trembling as you cried out his name. jay groaned against you, his movements slowing as he licked you clean, savoring every drop of your climax. his own hand stilled, though it was clear he was still achingly hard.
when he pulled back, his face was flushed, his lips parted as he caught his breath. his gaze locked onto yours, his eyes dark with unspoken need.
you reached out, brushing your fingers against his jaw. âmy turn,â you murmured, a mischievous glint in your eye.
jay leaned back against the couch, his chest rising and falling as he tried to catch his breath. a satisfied smirk played on his lips, a mixture of pride and disbelief settling in as he replayed the last few minutes in his mind. he couldnât help but feel impressed with himself for holding it together as long as he hadâespecially considering how hard it was not to lose control the moment you kissed him in the cab. inwardly, he gave himself a silent pat on the back.
you, however, werenât finished. sitting up on shaky legs, you closed the gap between you, capturing his lips in a heated kiss. it was messy and unrestrained, your tongue brushing against his as you tasted yourself on his lips. the act alone sent another wave of arousal through your body, and jay groaned into the kiss, his fingers grazing your jaw to pull you closer.
breaking the kiss, you slid down onto your knees in front of him. jayâs dark eyes followed you, his body tense with anticipation as his chest heaved. his gaze was heavy, and you could see the thin layer of sweat glistening on his skin. he leaned back into the couch, spreading his legs slightly to give you better access. the weight of his arousal was evident, his cock flushed and rigid, standing tall between his thighs.
you started slow, trailing light kisses along the inside of his thighs. his muscles twitched under your touch, and a low groan escaped his lips. your fingers wrapped around his length, stroking him gently as you worked your way closer. jay tilted his head back, his eyes fluttering shut as he let the sensation wash over him. but that wasnât what you wanted. you wanted his attentionâall of it.
you paused abruptly, releasing him from your grasp. his eyes snapped open, the confusion and slight panic evident as he looked down at you. âwhatâs wrong?â he asked, his voice husky and laced with concern.
you tilted your head, your tone firm but teasing as you commanded, âlook at me.â
jayâs brows furrowed, and a soft, involuntary moan slipped from his lips. there was something about the dominance in your voice, the way you took control, that drove him wild. âyes, maâam,â he muttered, his voice barely above a whisper, his eyes locking with yours.
satisfied with his obedience, you resumed your teasing, your tongue flicking out to lick a slow line from the base of his shaft to the tip. your movements were deliberate, your eyes never leaving his as you circled the sensitive head with your tongue, tasting the salty bead of precum that had already formed. his breath hitched, and his hands clenched at his sides as he fought to keep himself grounded.
when you finally took him into your mouth, jayâs hand instinctively found its way to your hair. he gathered it into a ponytail, his grip firm yet careful, as though he were afraid of hurting you. you started slow, taking as much of him as you could manage, though his size made it a challenge. your cheeks hollowed as you sucked, and jay let out a deep groan, his hips shifting slightly.
âfuck,â he muttered, his voice strained as he tried to keep himself in check. but the sight of you on your knees, your lips wrapped around him, was too much. his resolve was crumbling, and he knew it.
each time you slid him deeper into your mouth, the tip of his cock brushed against the back of your throat, making you gag softly. jay noticed your struggle and let out a low chuckle, his voice tinged with both amusement and lust. âyouâre doing so good, baby,â he praised, his hand gently guiding your movements as he pushed and pulled on your hair.
you used one hand to stroke the length you couldnât take, your movements synchronized with the bobbing of your head. occasionally, you pulled back to catch your breath, your hand continuing to work him as you pressed kisses and sucked lightly along his length, teasing him further. jay was a mess, his lips parted as he panted, his head falling back against the couch. his other hand gripped the cushion tightly as he tried to keep himself together.
âlet me hear you, jay,â you murmured, your voice soft but commanding. âdonât hold it back.â
his head snapped back up at your words, his dark eyes meeting yours as he finally let go. a string of deep, guttural moans poured from his lips, each one making your core tighten with need. the sounds of his pleasure were addictive, spurring you on as you sucked harder, your cheeks hollowing to intensify the sensation.
you quickened your pace, your hand and mouth working together seamlessly. jayâs grip on your hair tightened slightly, his hips bucking up involuntarily as he lost himself in the pleasure. âfuck, baby, iâm close,â he warned, his voice shaky and breathless.
with one final swirl of your tongue around his tip and a firm stroke of your hand, jayâs body tensed. his release came in hot, thick spurts down your throat, and you swallowed every drop without hesitation. his moans echoed through the room, raw and unrestrained, as his body shuddered from the intensity of his climax.
you pulled back slowly, licking your lips and catching any stray drops that had escaped. jay looked completely wrecked, his chest heaving as he tried to regain his composure. his head lolled back against the couch, and his eyes fluttered shut as a satisfied groan escaped his lips.
but you werenât done. the ache between your legs was unbearable, and the sight of jay so undone only made it worse. your thighs pressed together instinctively, trying to find some relief, but it wasnât enough.
jay opened his eyes, his gaze heavy with exhaustion but still laced with hunger. he noticed the way you were squirming, your need evident in the way you looked at him. a lazy smirk spread across his face. âlooks like someone needs a little more attention,â he teased, his voice low and teasing. you bit your lip, your cheeks flushing slightly as you nodded.
jay reached out, his fingers brushing against your cheek before trailing down your body. âthen let me take care of you,â he murmured, his smirk shifting into a soft, genuine smile.
jay smirked at the match of energy you gave him, his hands resting on your hips as you slowly adjusted yourself in his lap to straddle him. your eyes locked, the unspoken tension in the air making your breaths heavier before you leaned in, capturing his lips in a kiss that was far more heated than the ones before. it was raw, passionate, and both of you couldnât help the soft moans that escaped into each other's mouths as you tasted the combined remnants of yourselves on each otherâs tongues.
his hands traveled down your body, settling on your ass and squeezing firmly. the action made you gasp against his lips, and he took the opportunity to deepen the kiss further. when he broke away, he trailed his lips back down to your chest, focusing his attention on your breasts once more, kissing, sucking, and lightly biting the sensitive flesh. sweet hums slipped from your lips as your fingers tangled in his hair, keeping him exactly where you wanted him.
you started grinding against him slowly, your arousal evident as you rubbed yourself along his length, desperate for more. jay groaned into your skin, his hands moving to hold your hips firmly in place. one of his hands slid down between your thighs, his fingers finding your clit and circling it softly, the touch sending jolts of electricity through your body.
you pulled his lips back to yours for another deep, messy kiss, the moan in your throat muffled as you whispered, âplease, jay.â
he froze for a moment, your plea echoing in his mind. he didnât even need you to beg, but hearing those words fall from your lips so willingly ignited something deep inside him. "fuck, princess," he murmured against your lips before leaning forward to reach for his pants, holding you steady with one hand so you wouldnât fall back.
jay pulled out a condom from his pocket, his lips quirking into a grin. you laughed softly, tilting your head back. âhow ironic,â you teased. âi was wondering why you didnât take the ones from hee earlier. now i guess i know why.â
he laughed against your shoulder, his breath warm on your skin. âyouâre making me look crazy, like i planned this whole thing from the start.â
you bit your lip, trying to keep a straight face but failing miserably. âyou didnât?â you asked, feigning offense.
âit spawned in my pocket, okay? end of topic,â he quipped, his grin wide. ânow kiss me and forget we even had this conversation.â
you shook your head, laughing, but complied, leaning in to kiss him deeply as he fumbled to open the condom behind your back. once it was ready, he leaned back slightly, rolling it on before meeting your gaze.
placing your hands on his shoulders, you slowly lifted yourself, adjusting to align yourself with him. the anticipation built as you began to lower yourself, his tip stretching you inch by inch. you both groaned at the overwhelming sensation, your tightness making it difficult to take him in completely.
jayâs hand came up to stroke your head gently, his thumb brushing soothingly along your temple. âslow down, princess,â he murmured, his tone soft and reassuring. âiâm not going anywhere.â
his words sent a wave of calm through you, allowing you to relax and adjust. a small giggle escaped your lips, and jay smirked at the sound, pleased to see you loosening up. with a deep breath, you lowered yourself fully, gasping as he filled you completely. his hands settled back on your hips, his eyes scanning your face for any sign of discomfort.
âyouâre doing so good, baby,â he praised, his voice filled with genuine admiration. the way he said it, so sweet and sincere, made you lean forward and kiss him again, your lips pressing against his in a needy, desperate way. slowly, you began to move, grinding yourself up and down his length.
the initial sting of pain dissolved into pure pleasure as you found your rhythm, your hips rolling fluidly against him. jay met your movements halfway, his own hips snapping up to match your pace. his grip on your waist tightened as his other hand trailed up to cup your breast, his thumb brushing over your sensitive nipple.
the sounds in the room were sinfulâbreathless moans, gasps, and the slick sound of your bodies meeting in perfect harmony. your brows furrowed, your lips parting as waves of pleasure rippled through you. jay cursed under his breath at the sight of you, his own restraint faltering as he felt his release creeping closer.
âfuck, youâre perfect,â he groaned, leaning forward to capture your lips once again. his lips trailed down your jawline to your neck, where he nipped and kissed, leaving faint marks behind. the added sensation made you tremble, and your movements quickened, your thighs burning as you chased your high.
jayâs fingers found your clit again, rubbing circles against it in time with your thrusts. the overwhelming pleasure sent you over the edge, a loud, broken moan escaping your lips as you came undone. jay wasnât far behind, his grip on your hips tightening as he buried himself deep inside you, releasing with a guttural groan.
you collapsed against his chest, both of you struggling to catch your breath as you came down from the high. your foreheads rested together, your sweaty skin sticking slightly as you shared soft, lazy kisses. the silence that followed was peaceful, filled with nothing but the sound of your heavy breathing.
jay broke the quiet first, his voice soft and unsure. âbe my girlfriend?â
you laughed lightly, lifting your head to look at him. âyou shouldâve asked that before we had sex,â you teased, your tone playful.
jayâs face lit up with laughter, his deep chuckles shaking both of your bodies. âokay, fair,â he admitted, nodding. âmay i be your boyfriend, then?â he asked again, this time with a slight pout that made your heart flutter.
you smirked, pretending to think it over. âyouâre getting closerâŠâ
he tilted his head, pretending to be deep in thought before blurting out, âbe my wife.â
you laughed, poking his chest. âthatâs a little forward, donât you think?â you teased. then, softening, you added, âbut⊠yes.â
jayâs eyes lit up, and he pulled you into a deep, passionate kiss, his hands cradling your face as he grinned against your lips. the moment was interrupted by the sharp sound of a phone ringing. jay groaned in frustration, leaning back to grab his phone from where it had fallen in his pants.
when he checked the screen, both of your eyes locked on the caller ID. âcupids' worst minion?â you giggled, amused at the nickname.
jay sighed. âjake,â he muttered, earning a laugh from you. âheâs the worst at giving advice... but i guess it worked out. might have to rethink that nickname later.â
he answered the call, putting it on speaker. âoh, god, jay, you picked up?â jakeâs voice came through, laced with panic. âi donât know if thatâs a good sign.â
you giggled as jay rolled his eyes. in the background, you could hear faint laughter and the unmistakable voices of the rest of the group. âayo, you busy right now?â jungwonâs voice cut through, and you both exchanged amused looks.
âkinda, yeah,â jay replied, smirking at you.
âokay, iâll be quick,â jungwon said hurriedly. âhowâs it going with your future wife? hee and jake told us everythingâdetails and allâand iâm losing it. give us an update!â
both you and jay burst into laughter, the sound making the other line fall silent. jay smirked at the phone. âyeah, weâre locked in,â he said confidently.
silence followed for a beat before the loudest cheering erupted from the other end. you and jay laughed along with them, the sound of your shared joy filling the room.
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SOMETHING BOUTâ US
Summary: "I want you more than anything in my life." After being in a difficult relationship with Carmelo Yasmine decided to move on from him and become the next big thing while getting drafted on the smackdown roster she always thought she would never find love again due to her commitment issues until she met him.
This fanfic is 18+! NO MINORS ALLOWED
word count: 3590
smut warning; itâll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it Iâm not really good at writing âđœ smuts but Iâm improving at the moment.
Jey Uso x Yasmine
AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.
comments, likes, repost are appreciated I would love the constructive feedback in what area I need to approve in. đ€
ALSO! I donât not want nobody stealing my fanfics or take it as theirs that will be an issue fasho so keep it cute respectfully.
I only own my OC along with the make up scenarios
But Iâll be writing along the way since this story is in my drafts on Wattpad right now so yuh. đđœââïž
7.
YASMINE It was Crown Jewel day, and I was nervous to say the least about tonight's main event, which involved me going against Liv Morgan for her title. I couldn't believe that I'd be having my first PPV tonight; thinking about it gave me butterflies in my stomach.
I was in my hotel room watching TV while eating some food that I had ordered from the menu that they had in the room. I haven't heard from Jey since we last saw each other, and I started to miss him because he normally doesn't go days without texting or calling me.
That's when I felt my phone buzzing as I grabbed it from the dresser, seeing that Trinity had texted me.
Trinđ€đ«¶đœÂ sent a message.
IMESSAGE đŹ Trinđ€đ«¶đœ: Hey, girly I was checking up on you to see how you were doing? Minnieđ§: I'm doing fine just nervous about today Trinđ€đ«¶đœ: girl, you're going to be fine just bring that title home for us Minnieđ§: Trin, you know I got'chu if you want a title shot Trinđ€đ«¶đœ: fasho girl I know Minnieđ§: also have you heard from Jey? Trinđ€đ«¶đœ: last time I check him and Jon were heading to the gym together then hangout with some friends before the show Minnieđ§: oh okay Trinđ€đ«¶đœ: did something happen? Minnieđ§: nah I just wanted to see if you have heard from him since he hasn't text me or called me at least Trinđ€đ«¶đœ: hm, that's not like him I'll see what's going on but I'll see you later girl byeee love you Minnieđ§: love you too
After texting Trinity, I decided to munch on my food while continuing to watch my show on Netflix. Jey and I have been doing this friends-with-benefits thing ever since we met.
I knew he was my person, my peacemaker, especially whenever I'm feeling down or about to panic. He's always right there to fix it, no matter what, but for some odd reason, I started to feel more for him than I should.
Maybe it was the dick that was making me feel this way about him, not knowing how he felt entirely, but it was odd not hearing from him all day today.
I'll probably see him at work or something, then we could talk about it, hopefully.
â§Ë° I finally made it to work, seeing everyone that I was cool with backstage. Meanwhile, I was looking for Jey, hoping that I'd see him and greet him with hugs and kisses like I normally do.
As I was walking down toward Montez's locker room, I caught something. It was Jey speaking to Liv, for whatever reason, so I went behind the corner and watched them.
His energy seemed a bit flirty, and the way he felt up on her like he did with me almost shattered me. I sighed deeply, getting out of the corner and continuing to walk towards my brother's locker room.
Walking past them as Jey made eye contact with me before I rolled my eyes at him going towards Montez's locker room. Maybe he didn't feel the same way like I did.
As I walked in my brother's locker room I saw Bianca sitting on the couch gazing up at me with a smile as I did the same to her.
I sat down on the couch, looking up at the screen and seeing the commutators speaking about the matches for tonight. Bianca could sense my energy seemed a bit off as she nudged my shoulder.
"You okay Minks?" Bianca asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine just nervous about my match for the main event," I said while having flashbacks of seeing Jey with Liv being all up on her.
"Are you sure? You seemed pretty uncomfortable about something," I said, shaking my head and telling her that I was fine and just needed a moment by myself.
That's when I felt my phone vibrating, seeing a text from an unknown number that seemed like they had sent me a picture.
When I opened the message, it felt like my whole world had stopped spinning. It was a picture of Jey and Liv, with him having her in a back-shot position and the message saying, 'Hey, girl.' I didn't want to express those feelings toward Bianca, so I went out to the locker room for a moment, trying to calm myself down before I had a mental breakdown.
How could he? Why would he do this? I went inside the bathroom, went inside the stall, and began bawling my eyes out in silence so that nobody would hear me.
I put my trust into a nigga that would just do me dirty now everyone is going to be looking at me all weirdly.
After I was bawling my eyes out, I opened the stall and looked inside the mirror, touching up my makeup, praying that I wouldn't see him again or anymore. Ion even wanna tell Montez about it. Hell, he probably knows.
I walked out of the bathroom and toward Ms. Kim to check on my gear and make sure everything was okay. When I went that way, I saw Carmelo talking to somebody, but I didn't pay attention to him.
He saw me walking past him and tried to grab my arm, but I quickly snatched it away.
"Are you good, Yasmine? " he asked. I just rolled my eyes at him, wondering why he cared if I was okay.
I just nodded my head and walked away because I didn't want to engage in the conversation anymore. I honestly didn't want to talk to anybody.
Ms. Kim saw me walking toward her, and she smiled at me.
"Hey, Yasmine, I see that you're here for your attire?" She said.
"Yeah, I just wanted to come pick it up so that I could have it before my match," I said as she nodded her head and gave me my attire.
My eyes sparkled with excitement. I love the detail of the gear; it just suited me so well. I thanked Ms. Kim before heading back toward Montez's locker room.
â§Ë° I sat in my brother's locker room, lost in thought about what I'd seen while watching the matches on his TV.
I'm still puzzled. What did I do wrong? Did he not see me as good enough? I guess it shouldn't bother me since we're friends with benefits, right?
As I watched TV, a knock on the door signaled someone to come in, but I didn't look at them until they were right in front of me.
When I looked up, I saw that it was himâthe person I didn't even want to see at the moment.
My eyebrows furrowed a bit, and I sighed deeply. " What? Why are you in my face for?" I remarked, giving him an attitude.
"Let me explain, Minks," Jey begged as I rolled my eyes at him.
"There's nothing for you to explain, Josh. I thought I could trust you, and I gave my BODY to you. Is this what you do? I understand that we are friends with benefits but damn," I wanted to lash out on him so bad but it just wasn't in me I didn't need this when I have a match coming up.
I got up from the couch, not wanting to speak to him anymore when he grabbed me by the waist and looked deeply into my brown eyes.
Those same eyes that captured me hypnotized me.
"C'mon, don't do this. She doesn't mean anything to me, mama." I wanted to give in so badly, but he didn't deserve it. He can be with her instead of me.
"Let me go, Ion' have time for this. We are only friends with benefits, right? It shouldn't matter anyway; I have a match to go to." I pulled away from his grasp before going towards the gorilla, trying to pump myself up until I saw her walking past me with a smirk.
She was mouthing, "he's mine now," I wanted to knock the brains outta her so bad but I kept it professional smiling at her as her music began playing.
I had to keep my emotions together putting them to the side for right now not wanting to mess up my opportunity to take away that damn belt from her.
My music began to play as the cameraman was next me while I mouthed, "it's show time yall," while walking out the gorilla hearing the people cheering for me.
Just reminded me when I was in NXT going against Roxanne for her title, I blew kisses to everyone while skipping towards the ring.
"And her opponent from Brooklyn, New York weighing in at 148 pounds YASMINE!!!!"
I smiled at waved at everyone giving them a high five before flipping my hair in the process I know that this was getting underneath her skin.
I got on top of the ropes sitting on them while I flipped over them landing a spilt on the ground before getting back up.
"Yasmine is honestly a very talented athlete Cole,"
"I agree with you hundred percent Graves she's going to be the next face of the company,"
I took off my jacket and cap throwing it outside of the ring. I hyped myself as the referee held up the title before ringing the bell.
"1!" "2!" "3!"
"Oh my god! She did it! Yasmine is your new women's world champion!"
"She honestly deserves it,"
I was absolutely stunned when I defeated Liv Morgan. Although Dom and Jey provided some interference, I still managed to emerge victorious in a fair manner. The look of despair in Liv's eyes was evident. Perhaps this was Karma's way of teaching her a lesson, but let's not dwell on that. The referee presented me with the title, and as I held my hand, I couldn't help but feel a pang of pain in my stomach.
Hearing the crowd screaming that I deserved it made my heart warm. I blew them kisses before rolling out of the room and heading towards the gorilla.
I saw Bianca, Trinity, Montez and Jon standing there waiting on me as I walked inside they all came up to me hugging me tightly.
I cried happy tears while embracing them together; I looked up for a second, seeing Jey standing there with his arms crossed around his chest.
He seemed proud of me for what I had accomplished.
"We are honestly so proud of you, baby girl!" Trinity said.
"Girl, ion' know you be doing them moves when you're so little bro," I shrugged my shoulders at her telling her that it's just a skill and learning mechanism for me.
After they congratulated me, I saw Jey walking up towards me, and I rolled my eyes at him. "Can we talk alone?" I sighed softly, nodding my head as I followed him toward his and Jonathan's locker room, which they shared together.
We both made it to their locker room as he opened the door for me to come in first before him while shutting the door behind him. I sat down on the couch, placing my championship next to me.
It was nothing but silence. I don't think I have the energy to deal with this, especially after tonight's match.
"You wanted to talk so speak up," I retorted while folding my arms.
I knew that he liked my sassy attitude, but I was honestly dead-ass serious about this one, hearing a light, dark chuckle escape his lips.
"You wanna fix that tone of yours, little mama?" He questioned me.
"No, I will not fix my fucking tone nigga. I have every right to have this funky ass attitude with yo' ass playing in my fucking face," I was lashing out at him badly, knowing that what he did really did shatter me and now made me more closed off.
"Like, why me? What did I do so wrong to deserve that? When I saw you as my peacemaker, someone I could go to without feeling guilty..." Jey listened attentively, hearing me lash out at him.
"It was a mistake, Minks. I swear it wasn't supposed to go that far." I shook my head, knowing that he was lying just to get out of it.
"It was a fucking choice not a damn mistake, you know my fucking brother trusted you? And now you have broken that trust for some whore," I vented while wiping the tears away from my cheeks.
I got up from the couch, holding my championship on my shoulder and staring down at him deeply, "Maybe I was a fool to fall in love with you, maybe it was dick that was making me feel this way or something, but I hope you and her both have a wonderful life together I'm gone Josh," before I could head out the door I felt him scooping me up by the thighs causing me to yelp as he took us over to his couch keeping me place on his lap.
His arms snaked around my waist, and I placed my championship next to him, wrapping my arms around his neck for support.
"Don't go please minks, You know I love you," Jey said placing soft kisses on my neck.
"If you loved me, you wouldn't be with Liv Morgan now, would ya?" I tried to resist his wet kisses trailing down my neck because I didn't want to give in; that's how it'll make me look dumb.
"She doesn't mean anything to me like you do," I said, turning away from him, not wanting to listen to anything else he had to say.
He continued to give me wet soft kisses on my neck while placing his hands on my ass cheeks squeezing them both.
I didn't know if this was his way of saying sorry it's definitely working because I am starting to give in to this man as my anger started to go away.
My body didn't operate properly whenever he touched me, Jey gazed up at me seeing me trembling under his touch.
"C'mon you know you love this shit," this was manipulation at this point but he wasn't wrong about that. I managed to push him away while getting up from his lap grabbing my title in the process.
"T-this doesn't feel right at all Josh, after you fucked her now you wanna get into my panties? Nah I'm not doing this with you anymore I'm out," I said as I left his locker room leaving him dumbfounded.
â§Ë° OMNISCIENT Yasmine been getting a bunch of miss calls from Jey ever since she left the arena, she was in her hotel room with the blankets over her body watching a movie that's when she heard her door knocking.
She groaned deeply feeling annoyed as she got up from the bed while going towards the door looking through the peephole to see who it was.
It was Trinity standing there along with Bianca she opened the door seeing them look at her. She let them in as she went towards her bed sitting on it.
"Girl, what's is going on with you and Jey?" Trinity questioned her.
'What the fuck did he tell them?'
'Ion' even wanna bring his ass up after what he did,'
"I'm not speaking to him anymore after what he did," She said folding her arms in the process.
They both looked at each other then back at her with a confused expression on their faces. "What do you mean?"
That's when she explained to them that Jey had been fucking around with Liv while showing them the picture that she had gotten from Liv's phone number.
They were shocked to say the least even Trinity knowing that Jey was a loyal man but this was something surprising to her.
"Did you at least hear him out?" Yasmine shook her head.
"No, I refused to listen to him whatsoever because he didn't seem trustful," Yasmine replied as she heard the girls sigh.
Yasmine eyebrows furrowed slightly as she looked at them with a perplexed expression before saying something. "What y'all?"
They both looked at each other and then back at Yasmine.
"We feel like y'all should talk things outâ" That's when she lost it.
"IM SORRY? I AM NOT GOING OUT MY WAY JUST FOR HIM TO FUCK ME AND THEN BE WITH THAT WHORE LIV. TALK THINGS OUT TUH." She lashed out at them, running her fingers through her hair, feeling frustrated.
"We understand that, but at least hear him out. Minks for us, please," Bianca begged, seeing Yasmine in disbelief.
She couldn't believe what she was hearing right now, her best friends telling her to listen to a man who fucked another girl and played in her face.
The only way she could listen to what he had to say was if he was going through something or feeling bad about it.
"No, no, I'm not going to do that respectfully. I love you guys, but if you're going to take his side, then all can leave." With that, Yasmine got up from her bed and went towards the bathroom, shutting the door behind her as she slid down on it.
Covering herself in between her legs along with muffled cries and tears coming down her cheeks, she didn't want to speak to him.
She didn't want to deal with him any further, but her heart said something different. She knew that he meant well and didn't want it to happen, but it did.
Yasmine knew that she loved him, that he was her peacemaker, especially when dealing with complicated things like this.
She sat there for a while in the bathroom before hopping in the shower, trying to clear her thoughts.
After taking a shower, she put on some comfy clothes while picking up her phone, debating whether to text him or go see him in his hotel room.
Biting her fingernails she looked at the time, all she could think 'damn he's probably sleep right now,' But she decided to say fuck it and go see him to hear what he has to say.
She put on her slippers and Hoodie while going towards the elevator since his room was on the second floor. Yasmine waited patiently for the elevator to go up to the second floor remembering his room number.
The elevator doors opened as she walked out, heading towards his hotel room. When she approached his room, she knocked on the door, waiting for him to come open it.
Yasmine had her arms folded around her chest as she heard footsteps from behind the door. When the door swung open, he was standing there towering over her 5'2 "figure.
He was shirtless, with his Cuban gold chain around his neck. He was also wearing some sweats and his slides.
"What'chu doing here this late, little mama?" He asked, looking around the hallway.
"I came to see you...I wanna hear what you have to say Josh..." Yasmine said gazing up at the fine Samoan specimen.
He nodded his head while stepping aside for her to come into his room as he shut the door behind them. She sat down on his bed, which smelt like him. His scent put her in a trance.
"You want something to drink, little lady?" She nodded her head as he gave her a cold water bottle.
Once he was settled in, he sat down next to her, admiring her features while he placed his hands on her thigh, rubbing it and letting out a sigh. "Look, what I did was wrong, and I didn't mean for it to happen but she kept pushing me and pushing me until I couldn't anymore without even thinking that it would hurt you minks,"
Yasmine was listening to him attentively, gazing into his brown, pretty eyes.
"I was planning on coming to see you, too, but she came in the way, and I didn't know about the picture she took either. Like I said before, you mean way more to me than her," Jey said, intertwining his hands with her small ones.
"I'm sorry, mama, like for real." She looked into his eyes to see if there was any sincerity behind his words, and there was.
She turned around to face him while sighing deeply, "You know how much that hurt me, Josh? Seeing you in that position with her? It felt like a bullet shot me dead in the heart after seeing that," Yasmine heard her voice crack a little bit.
"You're my peacemaker, and I felt like I lost my person," his eyebrows began to furrow a bit when she said that.
"What do you mean?" He asked.
Yasmine was very hesitant to express her feelings to him because she wasn't sure if he felt the same way as she did, so she just left it alone. She opened her mouth, beginning to say something, but nothing came out, so she closed it while avoiding eye contact with him.
That's when he grabbed her by the chin, placing his soft lips onto hers. This caught her off guard, but she managed to catch on as their lips moved in sync.
Wrapping her arms around his neck as he placed her onto his lap, causing her to grind on him while he gave her ass a smack.
"Fuck, I love you so much, Minks, you don't even know," He confessed as her facial expressions became perplexed.
"Y-you what?" She questioned him.
"You heard me, little girl. I said I love you like you're in love with me, right?" His statement shocked her.
Was this true? That he actually loves her?
"You playing right?" Jey shook his head, gazing up at her.
"No, I'm not. I'm serious, mamas; I'm serious about us," that made her heart flutter as she smiled at him, knowing how he loved it whenever she smiled.
For the rest of the night, they made love, embracing each other's scent.
SOMETHING BOUT' US
A/n: sorrrry for the late update I've been busy at work this past week but I'll be updating again but I hope what Jey is saying is true because ion like it when Yasmine is getting played especially after dealing with Mello ass.
But I hope yall enjoy this chapter lmk in the comments below.
STAY UCEY.
#jey uso#black writers#black fanfic writer#black oc#jey x oc black#wwelove#black reader#jey uso fanfiction#wwe fanfiction#jey uso smut
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Dante and Zane Roâmeave should date (or at least be best friends)
(Here is my argument ig lol) ( you donât like/are not interested than please just move along)
I just picture them baking Weird shit together and playing video games together, they totally have sleepovers tho you would never catch Zane calling them that, plus Dante totally flirts even more than normal (if Zane says itâs ok) when Gene is at home, and in front of the person that Dante knows has a crush on Zane, it would be funny if Gene had a crush on Zane, you just know Dante would flirt with Zane to make Gene mad. even better if Dante had a crush on Zane and He flirted back I feel like Dante would literally have a heart attack.
I feel like, Dante would flirt but if Zane was ever truly uncomfortable he would Immediately stop and feel bad !!! you know that man would give Zane so many sweets as an apology, but.. what if after Zane got used to the flirting and he would start lightly flirting back, if they dated Danteâs flirting would go up ten foldâŠidk man I just want them to be friends. Zane needs more friends. Annnnd more boyfriends.
Did I write to much lol.. I just like it. (I think the reason I like it so much is because it reminds me of Travis x Zane but Dante has blue hair so itâs a new ship lol)
The whole reason I wrote this was because I feel like they would have a youtube channel together mostly about cooking/baking weird shit like; orange juice pasta, and mountain due grill cheeses, but they would do other stuff like video games and stuff like that.
(If you want an example of what type of cooking I think they do you can look up âTyler Williamsâ on yt thatâs kinda what Iâm picturing)(Dante as Tyler and Zane kinda as safiya ig)
#zane ro'meave#dante aphmau#aphmau#I just think they should hangout and be friends#Gene would hate it so itâs awesome lol.#I want it to happen!!!!!!!#Gene x Zane#Dante x Zane#Dante x Zane Roâmeave
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I was gonna wait and post these till I had more doodles but Iâll just post them now itâs fine. Iâll just explain stuff in the tags as per usual
Some Raz poses and some Dion and Adam stuff
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(Please do not use or repost my works anywhere without explicit permission from me thank you)
#deersart#my art#psychonauts#psychonauts 2#razputin aquato#psychonauts razputin#psychonauts raz#dion aquato#Psychonauts dion#adam joseph gette#Psychonauts Adam#this isnât intended to be ship art of Dion and Adam#not in this instance#i just love Adam basically being Razâs third brother figure#Lizzie and Gisu are there in a tiny tiny doodle so I wonât tag them but theyâre there#i continue to draw Raz in a bunch of little outfits#if heâs not careful heâs gonna get a heatstroke wearing all that thick clothing and doing a bunch of physical activity#i wouldnât say Adam and Dion would hate eachother. neutral on both ends I think#but since they both know Raz and Gisu I can imagine theyâd be in the same circle and hangout everyonce in while#even if itâs not together#although maybe theyâd be really chill friends#idk#itâs fun to think about#adams my favorite intern#let me know if you think thereâs something else I should tag#Iâd have more doodles but I got sucked into a game
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jaykyle au where they're theatre kids in the same school but they're not the actors jason's the scriptwriter/director and kyle is the prop manager (i don't know the official terms sorry) and they'd probably do an amazing job on the backstage setting if they could stop arguing for 5 whole seconds about their artistic visions and ideas and how "this would obviously work better this way"
#jason todd#kyle rayner#jaykyle#mypost#dc thoughts#vp of the club: maybe we should find some other people to do the job if they can't get along?#pres of the club: no they're both talented af and i want this to be raving success just knock their heads tgt and tell them to play nice or#i'll make them wear the get along shirt again#WAIT ONE SEC DONNA'S THE PRES and overseer she's pissed bcos kyle played the same role last year and he was chill then#wally's vp no 1 and backstage manager and he's thinking of kicking kyle out#dick's vp no 2 and main lead and he's thinking of kicking jason out bcos it's embarrassing and annoying to work with your younger siblings#kon helps kyle with props and bart is one of the actors and kon is jealous af about it he grumbles a little#roy is the fight scene choreographer#i'm trying to think of something for garth but the only thing that comes to mind i'm not sure are fitting enough#actor manager? weapon manager? oooh maybe pet manager if they have animals... human and pet manager???? hr department but including animals#ooooh maybe pet manager if they have animals#raven can play bart's love interest (in play) maybe (wally doesn't like it and neither does gar for very different reasons)#eddie deals with the contraptions they build for this bubble machines smoke machines lowering and raising anything mechanical#rose and cass helps with the weapons stuff they keep fighting too and roy is TIRED#connor plays the villain he didn't mean to or want to but he got dragged into it and he's really hot and gunned in for next years main lead#he doesnt want this#steph and mia are hair makeup costume department but bart and kon love to hangout and help too#jennie-lynn and bart are in-charge of socials#tim pops up a lot because so many of his friends (and brothers) are here and when he does he helps steph and mia#damian too pops up to help with pet management and sometimes prop art#this is much to dicks annoyance jason is already here can his little brothers LEAVE HIM ALONE SOMETIMES UGH#damian (taking cues from talia and bruce loverenemies dynamic and wanting an artist in-law): we should set jason and kyle up#dick: no / tim: hmm / dick: NO#i want to add the yj girls (cassie cissie greta anita) but i know too little about them right now but imagine they're there and the roles#are to be determined
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let me help
prompt: asking for help
whumpee: illya kuryakin
fandom: the man from uncle
hi happy halloween and welcome to my last fic of the month!! it's pre-ship and that's all there is to it. (title from the city on the edge of forever which is a star trek tos episode that i've been obsessed with for years. yeah.)
âCan you help me?â
Napoleon stops dead in his tracks. He can count onâŠwell, no hands the amount of times heâs ever heard such a request from his partner. Admittedly theyâve only been working together a couple months, but still. Gabyâs asked. Napoleon himself has asked.Â
Illya, though? Never.Â
âWhat with?â Napoleon asks, all casual. He doesnât want Illya to back off, to rescind his trust.Â
âI cannotâthis report. I do not understand what I am supposed to write.â
Napoleon moves over beside Illya and looks down at the paper atop his desk. Itâs a standard mission report, and Illya has filled out the basics, but a lot of it is just blank space.Â
Napoleon gets itâthere are a lot of technical words involved in the report, and even he as a native speaker of English sometimes struggles to parse his experiences into the kind of terms the bureaucracy is looking for.Â
âYeah, so in this part,â Napoleon starts, gesturing to a box, âyou need to write down the equipment you used.â
âOnly me?â
âYes. Gaby and Iâve filled out the same form, so they know what weâve used collectively. This is individual data.â
âOkay,â Illya says, and Napoleon watches him very slowly write down the name of his gun, his knife, the personal radio.Â
This feels weird. Not because of the task itself, which is actually quite nice, getting to explain things he understands and help his partner, but because Illyaâs already filled out three mission reports before this. Why hadnât he asked before?
Illya sniffs, huffs out a breath, and says, âI donât want to write this.â
âI know the feeling, but we have to.â
Another sniff and another sigh. âTomorrow I will do it.â
This is really weird. Illya is never one to put off work for tomorrow which could be done today. Itâs just not how he is.Â
âAre you sure? I can help you some more.â
Illya shakes his head. Napoleon feels still more strongly that something isnât quite right.Â
âAre you feeling okay?â
Illya looks at him very intently, and very deliberately says, âI am fine.â
Something in his expression emboldens Napoleon, tells him heâs right. And so he pushes. âNo, youâre not. Somethingâs the matter, and you might as well tell me.â
Illya scowls. âYou donât know this.â
âYou asked me for help with a mission report, and I know youâve done these before without any help. So somethingâs up.â
âItâs nothing.â
âTry again.â
âItâs stupid.â
âBetter.â
Illya looks at his desk for a very long time. His ears have turned pink. When he looks up at Napoleon, his cheeks are pink as well, and thereâs a sort of shame and dismay in his eyes that Napoleon has never seen before.Â
âI didnât ask. Before, when I was writing these reports. I thoughtâŠI was worried that you will think Iâm stupid. Because I donât know these technical words.â
âIâd never think you were stupid. Not for something like that. Maybe for your propensity to put yourself into extreme danger, but never for this. Even I struggle with what these mission reports want from me, and Iâm writing them in my first language.â
Illya nods very slightly. He still looks faintly miserable, and Napoleon is determined to get to the bottom of everything and fix it.Â
âYou can always come to me for help with these reports. Or anything else, actually. If I can help you with anything, ever, justâŠjust let me know.â This is perhaps a bit more than heâd intended to say, a bit too revealing when, all things considered, they havenât known each other for that long, but itâs true, and he means it.Â
Only now it seems like heâs done something wrong, because Illyaâs eyes have gotten all glassy and he really hadnât meant to make things worse but of course he somehow has.Â
âSorry. If that wasâŠtoo much. I did mean it, though.â
Illya looks rather surprised by this apology. âWhy are you sorry? Itâs very kind.â
âI just thoughtâŠwell, you looked upset. You still do, actually. I was worried Iâd said something wrong.â
Illyaâs cheeks turn pinker, and he looks away. âItâs nothing.â
âYou have to quit saying that.â
âReally, though. It is fine.â
Napoleon crosses his arms and waits.Â
âMaybe I am sick.â Illya says this very quietly and hesitantly, like heâs not sure of it.Â
The entire thing suddenly makes sense. The asking for help, the general look of suffering, the lowered emotional barriers. He feels like a fool for not having put the pieces together sooner.Â
Hindsight is 20/20, he reflects, reaching out a hand and laying it against Illyaâs forehead. His partner doesnât so much as flinch. Â
The skin beneath his hand is warm to the touch, though not to a dangerous degree. He doesnât miss the way Illya leans into his palm, just a bit, the way he sinks back into himself when Napoleon pulls his hand away.Â
Napoleon wants to prolong this contact that Illya seems to be drawn towards. He wants to sit beside him and wrap an arm around him, let Illyaâs forehead come to rest against his shoulder, a little too warm, wants so badly to be that little bit of help, of comfort, that makes the illness more bearable.Â
He checks his watch. âOnly an hour left of the day. Letâs get out of here. Iâll drive you home.â
He hasnât been to Illyaâs apartment yet. Doesnât know if heâs allowed. But he wants to help and is willing to fight for it.Â
Not that thereâs any need. Illya, rather surprisingly, just nods. âOkay.â
Napoleon extends a hand, and it feels like a little victory when his partner takes it and allows himself to be helped to his feet.Â
Once standing, he sways for a second, braces a hand against the desk, then inhales deeply.Â
âAlright?â
A small nod.Â
âLetâs go, then.â
They traipse out of the building without running into anyone else. Thereâs a nonzero chance Waverly will be mildly peeved tomorrow, but Napoleon will take the fall gladly.Â
Just before they reach Napoleonâs car, Illya stops. For a second Napoleon thinks, this is it, heâs going to refuse, but then Illya simply says, âthank you.â
He sounds so sincere that it makes Napoleonâs chest ache, just a little. He wonders when was the last time that Illya was driven home by someone. When he was last really cared for when unwell, and not brushed aside or treated brusquely.Â
âOf course,â Napoleon replies. Itâs all he can think to say.Â
They climb into the car, and Napoleon drives them to Illyaâs apartmentâhe knows where it is, although heâs never been there. What kind of spy would he be, otherwise?
When they get there, heâs again afraid that this is the moment where Illya will have had enough. Where the training and culture of the KGB is going to kick in, and Illya is going to kick him out.Â
It never happens. Illya does not say a word when Napoleon comes up with him, when he bustles around the kitchen looking for ingredients for soup, when he brings Illya water and medicine and blankets.Â
In fact, the only thing he really says, when Napoleon is standing by the stove and contemplating what the hell kind of soup he can make with the sad array of ingredients heâs found in the cabinets, is exactly the opposite of Napoleonâs worries.Â
âStay?â
âIâm not going anywhere,â he promises, and he thinks that he wants this to mean forever.
thanks for reading! with this i am now a whumptober completionist for six years running isn't that insane?? i am so happy i managed to do all this while doing all my other shit too!!!! i had such a good time writing this month and i hope you enjoyed reading, whether you've read all my fics or just this one. i love you guys!!!!
#whumptober2024#no.31#asking for help#fic#the man from uncle#illya kuryakin#sick#emotional whump#cared for#comfort#my writing#i say things#i am so into this like. emotional vulnerability from a place of illness. i love it. i hope it worked alright!#also i turn 22 tomorrow which i think should be illegal#when the hell did i get so old#also just thinking like damn. i started this at 16 and now i'm here. the Change bro.#yeabh. don't mind me gettin emo about it lmao#anyways i am off to do a chill hangout w my friends i love halloween sm!!! wine and candy and movie here i come <3
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was (am?) in a (mentally) bad place for a few days and i tried a lot of ways to feel better but just couldn'tâ then i played genshin, got in my teapot, and got nahida to friendship level 4 and đ„čđ„čđ„č //lowkey sagau
#hira rant#was so close to crying#i think im just#really sad? that im flying back to college#living on my own again#while all my friends are still here#they even have hangouts planned#beach trips and sleepovers#i also have cousins from abroad over#but im the one leaving earliest#while everyone is still here#it's back to lonely rooms and self cooking and sitting in cafes for hours#i dont have the guts to explore on my own either#i should try but it's still a little scary#when the language and environment is unfamiliar#but it's one of the best schools for my course#so ill bite my teeth and bare it#nahida
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bpd stop being evil evil evil evil evil send post
#and imposter syndrome both are highly evil#oughhhhh i feel like that sad ant.#canât be productive bc of this evilness in my head#asked friend to hangout bc i canât be productive but i think heâs busy#i probably should just try to rest anyways#at least i have lemon bars to enjoy later <3
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fear and love lethal combo. literally crying and throwing up. like sitting in the bathroom shaking terrified etc etc erc
#love because i asked my boyfriend if he would be able to watch my brother and his friends while i was at work bc my brother is a little#douche and is lying to everybody and everything regarding his stupid hangout and i have to cover his ass#but my boyfriend is so so sweet and is helping#but also completely and utterly terrified because what if he actually secretly hates it and now me and heâs super pissed and everything#collapses and crumbles and them my mom finds out and everythtong explodes and dies#should i just kill myself. possibly. but i shant in case itâs fine#paralyzing fear of pissing him off even though he has literally never yelled or been angry ever. Ever .#literally the perfect man. and yet#maybe the ptsd is still in there a little bc if i did this with my dad i think i would have been beaten and kicked out#dear diary
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#need to live in a sitcom apartment complex where all my friends are down the hall and we can just hangout whenever#I genuinely think this prolonged lack of âface timeâ/conversation is shaving years off my life lmao#I should be sleeping but man. idk. itâs hard.#and I feel like being out in classes for a handful of hours every week makes it more pronounced. I get embarrassingly excited and it shows#like I can feel myself freaking people out in real time lmfao no one is that excited about small talk.#& I always feel selfish maybe?? or something idk itâs almost a panicky feeling when the conversation dies#please no come back lol I can fill the air more I promise#but I think that makes me exhausting to be around since no one else seems to be in a similar boat#I get it even if it makes me sad + another reason having a lot of people around would solve it yk#like I can just rotate around so I can meet my needs without bothering people#fever dream ofc that will never happen for many reasons but still. idk.#sighs. anyways. sleep maybe now idk.
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i think i am lonely. i really am lonely. a lonely loser. a really fucking lonely loser. i feel so isolated.
#alone in a house#my mothers at work and so is my stepdad#well. he just got home..#either way.#alone in a house all day#thats mostly what happens#i get home from school. im alone until dark.#it should be different here#but i barely have friends here#ones who.. want me to hangout with them..#they dont like me i dont think.#Axel i feel wants nothing to do with me#Finn and I only talk over text#Summer.. doesn't talk to me. We used to be best friends..#They were my only friends#Without everyone else to talk to all day#im really fucking lonely#im crying#i really am crying#over this huh..#useless. you truly are useless. pathetic. and lonely.#i have hobbies. i draw. i read. i can sing. i can sleep and dream.#i can do alot of things#but when i try to do those things#i dont.. know anymore.#i truly am nothing without this damn thing. arent i?#that makes me so.. pathetic.#a pathetic loser. who only spends time on his phone. like a loser. cause its the only thing i can even fucking rely on huh?#thats what everyone fucking tells me. i know. I KNOW. im tired of hearing it. im *trying* to get better. but nobody seems to believe me.#12/28
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this is my Ricoh TF-500, aka "shitty lil baby"/"80s brick"/etc đđđ and the first selfie I took w it in the uni bathroom
#ricoh#ricoh tf 500#ricoh tf-500#film camera#i fuckin. LOVE FILM#took a class in high school and have kept on shooting rolls here n there ever since#i thrifted this guy in Oct 2019 (junior year of uni i believe) and it cost less than half of the price of its battery#yeah i bought a camera before knowing whether or not it even worked. went to goodwill on a whim and decided i wanted to find a film cam#and then i did. and then i put a fresh $14 battery in it and it MADE SOUNDS#the first time i loaded film (did it in the bathroom w the lights off bc we love getting extra exposures) it took me like. 5 tries.#which is real embarrassing bc i had the instructions. this is an automatic camera it advances the film for you. baby stuff#(shoutout to Michael Butkis for obsessively scanning old film cam manuals and uploading them on the web for free. you're a cool dude.#)#film photography#snowswords#i recommend this cam btw. the viewfinder's photo borders aren't accurate at all but that's my only complaint#and that's a forgivable crime. just stand a lil further back then you think you should#I've taken this cam around uni and my hometown and the pkng lot at work and tomorrow I'm bringing it on a hike w friends#who have their own film cams their relatives were keeping around!! both of em are skeptical about film but they'll see#or they won't. either way it'll be a fun hangout#and the day after I'm gonna see#horsesrcool22#and her horse!!!! I'll bring the Ricoh for that too!!#oh yes and the Ricoh joined H and me on a trip to H's fave used bookstore a couple months ago#i love this lil guy. it's from the late 80s and it's still kickin. how cool is that#film is so pricy tho (the rolls themselves and the cost of developing the negatives). a reason to vie for raises i guess#image id in alt text
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jealousy is such an ugly emotion but oh my god am i filled with it
#should never open insta always stupid people saying stupid things#there was this girl in a reel she was like are you really bestfriends if you don't get jealous when they hangout with someone else#ans outside you're wishing them ooh have fun and inside you're like woah traitor how dare you hangout with anyone other than me#and i was like. wait. that's crazy. i don't feel that with my bestie. BUT I DO#recently she blew me off like thrice to hang out with her cousin because they started bonding new new and now ive been avoiding her...#i shouldn't it is wrong but when she asked to hang i wanted to say mujhse kyu puch rahi hai ja na uske saath karle hang#like helloooo she used to say im her favorite her number 1 friend and now what im supposed to share that title?? no fucking way#but you see the thing is she broke up with her now ex few months ago because he was clingy and crazy jealous#soooo i don't want to be like that too so im just avoiding her. which is. actually kinda stupid because she might think i don't care about#her and leave anywayđđ#why am i such a jealous person??? insecurity?? i was thinking if im jealous in all relationships and i was like oh fuck#i get internally sooo mad at my sister when she picks mom over međ#like even now she sent me text asking what i want for rakhi and here i was being upset that she didn't tell me first about moving abroad#help i feel so guilty but i can't stop this feeling đ§god knows ive tried đ#i think. i just want. just like one person who puts me first you know just one person who wants to tell me something first#mann my parents have given me a real fucking variety of issues to work with haven't they đ€đ#FUCK BEING THE MIDDLE CHILD
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-->With the naked times over, the group got back to actually enjoying their time at the bar. Smiler plopped themselves down to socialize some more and sloooowly finish their Plasma Jane, while Victor grabbed himself another Wrench and Alice washed down her steak with the specter sip in her inventory (given her whole thing right now is improving her skills, I'll take the free points this stuff gives!). Alice then did a little sniffing and scavenging while Victor went to chill in the side room with the jukebox â this didn't turn up anything of consequence, though, so Alice joined Victor for some dancing time instead (though I had to change the music once I realized Alice hated the original âBackyardâ station I had picked â sorry Alice!) After that, Alice then got sent outside to scavenge some more (to the disgust of Camille â hey, YOU have no moral high ground here, memory-erasing alien) and mark her territory â
-->And then I was like âI came here to do more werewolf stuff â is Rory around?â She was indeed, happily, hanging out by the bonfire near the Wildfangsâ pack hangout, so I had Alice tunnel over there, say hi, and challenge her to a tug-of-war. Rory easily won, so I decided to have Alice try a spar next â but either Rory wasnât interested or Alice was too tired, because the next time I looked over, Alice was curling up on the ground for a nap and Rory was wandering off. *shakehead* Werewolves sometimes. . .
-->Back at the bar, Victor and Smiler continued the dance party for a bit, with Smiler letting off a happy bomb with their âInfluence Emotionâ powers at the end in an attempt to cheer up the cranky memory-erasing alien nearby. (I do not think it worked.) They then flew off to Greg's house to look for frogs in the old water pump nearby. They successfully grabbed a spotted heart frog, and were successfully not grabbed by Greg! Victor, meanwhile, got one last Wrench at the bar (if that wasn't his favorite drink before, it sure is now), hanging out just long enough to see some familiar faces show up -- namely, Bob Pancakes and (pre-family-refresh) Bella Goth! The latter in a truly ridiculous outfit â I THINK she was dressed up as a space ranger with a fedora. Like, wow. The townie fashion is at new levels of weird now. XD
#sims 4#the lazy save#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler always#I suppose what I should do is have Alice at least become a friend of the Wildfangs#I don't see her as really wanting to fully join up with the pack#but maybe at least having it as a hangout would inspire me to do more with her werewolf stuff#at least she'd have more people to tug of war with :p#and come on she's really good friends with Rory by this point#only feels natural for her to be named a friend of the pack#must make a note to have that happen at some point#and yes the townie fashion was very on point today XD#seriously Bella THAT is what you decided to wear for drinks at the werewolf bar?? XD#I mean it's delightful but still#(oh and I think I just realized#a Wrench is the Sim version of a Screwdriver drink isn't it?#well that took forever#I don't drink!)#queued
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(Boy)Friend Material | Part II | csc x f!reader
Part I
Seungcheol really thought that, having met you on a dating app, you'd be more into, well, dating him. He supposes he should have made sure you knew that's what he thought you were doing.
Rating: M (18+) | WC: ~9.2k | Pairing: csc x f!reader | Genre: romance, smut
Warnings: elevator makeouts, minor safe sex discussion, lil tiny mention of birth control making reader depressed, restraining, oral f. rec., vaginal fingering, squirting, sex with a condom, crying during sex
Reader Notes: referred to with she/her pronouns, has two cats, has breasts and a vagina, gets carried by cheol, wap
Seungcheol is still fucking floored that heâs been dating you without your knowledge for four months.Â
All this time, heâs feared that you werenât as into him as he was into you. What else was he supposed to think when he was constantly the one reaching out? He was the one making the dates, and inviting you to hangouts with his friends, and asking if he could come over and spend time with you.Â
He tried not to mind that it was always him hugging you, him wanting to hold your hand, him touching you in all the little ways people in relationships do. He told himself that he just hadnât discovered your love language yet, and that once he did, things would change.Â
Honestly, if you were anyone else, he probably wouldnât have stuck it out so long. He was willing and able to because youâre you, and he likes you so damn much.Â
You got his attention effortlessly with your opener, and the way you committed to the bit instead of backing down or changing the subject kept him interested. Then when he met you, you were somehow even funnier and prettier in person, and he was fucking enchanted. As soon as you parted ways, he was trying to figure out how he could see you again, dreaming up different scenarios and cycling through ideas until finally, he just asked. You said yes, so he kept asking.Â
And now here he sits on your couch (where he can be found most Sundays), playing with your cats and listening to your musings as you pack your weekend bag. He doubts you think he can hear you or you probably wouldnât be asking yourself, âComfy or sexy?â out loud. Heâs not sure which you pick but heâs kind of hoping for comfy because thatâs always been sexy to him, the surety that youâre comfortable around him and cozy as can be.Â
Itâs been a while since his last relationship and heâs not a serial dater like some of his friends, so he was a bit out of practice when he met you. Still, he counted himself lucky that you grew to be so comfortable around him after only a few weeks, though now he knows itâs because you thought he was just your friend.Â
He regrets that it took him thinking you wanted to break up to finally be honest about feeling like the relationship was one sided, because everything could have been resolved so long ago.Â
All the times heâs thought about kissing you, he could have. Every morning that heâs surprised you with your favorite iced latte, every flower garden that heâs ever brought you to, every movie night that heâs looked over at you and watched the colors dance across your face in the darkness. He could have been kissing you for months, and you could have been kissing him back.Â
He mourns the lost time, but part of him canât be upset this miscommunication happened because itâs made him move with purpose. Heâs constantly thinking of you, always trying to be what you need, and he honestly isnât sure he would know you this well if he didnât feel like he had to prove himself worthy.Â
Itâs not like heâs going to stop trying to prove himself now, but it helps to be reassured that your withholding nature wasnât because he likes you more than you like him, it was because you didnât know he likes you at all.Â
He feels so juvenile talking in terms of like, but heâs a little scared to introduce love to the equation. He could so easily define his feelings for you in that way, but itâs been four months of dating you without you dating him back, and heâs reluctant to take that leap without being sure youâll take it with him.Â
After he bore his soul to you, though, you said all of those things, told him that you donât ever want to let him go, which sounds a whole lot like a love confession just minus the actual wordâŠ
Bluebell paws at his hand, asking for attention, and he grants it, trying to shake off worries that donât hold weight anymore. Poppy sprawls against his thigh, purring so loud he can feel the vibrations.
This has been enough, he tells himself. Count yourself lucky that itâll get even better now that she can knowingly participate in the relationship.Â
âReady,â you say in a sing-song voice as you struggle through the door to your bedroom, your shoulder laden down with a duffle and your hand holding your giant water bottleâŠcupâŠthing. Youâre wearing your favorite lounge set, one heâs seen countless times, but the way the soft fabric clings to the curves of your body still makes his heart pound.Â
He rises quickly to greet you, sending Poppy skittering off the couch. She darts over to you, yowling as if he committed a mortal sin, and you pout indulgently at her, asking, âDid the big man scare you? Poor baby.â
He doesnât mind the teasing, especially when you call him big in the process.Â
Before he gets too wrapped up in staring at you, he strides over, carefully taking hold of the strap on your shoulder and lifting until you slide your arm through so he can shoulder the duffle instead.Â
âWanna get a refill before we go? I know you like your water more than mine,â he offers, continuing to say (because youâre so fucking cute when youâre adamant about something), âEven though it tastes the same.â
âIt does not taste the same! My water is better and more refreshing!â You claim instantly, walking across the living room to your kitchenette.
âMaybe thatâs because Iâve changed your water filter twice since I met you even though it only needs to be changed twice a year.â
âMaybe so, but youâll change it a third time for our six month anniversary and youâll do it with a smile on your face,â you playfully command him as you fill your monstrous water container.Â
Six month anniversary. So you really do want to keep him around.
âYeah, baby, I will,â he sighs, hoping you canât tell that your little light-hearted threat has him feeling like he could drown, heâs so awash in adoration for you.Â
âYouâve never called me baby before,â you gasp gleefully, spinning to face him with bright eyes and a wide smile.Â
âI didnât know if youâd like it,â he shrugs, a bit sheepish that itâs taken him this long to test it out.Â
âI love it, baby is my name now,â you tell him, screwing the top back onto your water and sounding so serious, itâs almost comical.
You grasp your cup, holding your free hand out to him for what might be the first time. His heart skips a beat as he takes it, intertwining his fingers with yours and following you to your door.Â
âBye Bell, bye Poppy, I love you,â you call out, looking over your shoulder to find your cats already asleep in their favorite spots on your mushroom and flower cat tree. He whispers his own goodbye and closes the door gently, pressing the button and turning the lock until it clicks.Â
Immediately, youâre tugging him down the hall and towards the elevator, a chuckle escaping him at the sound of your bubbly laughter and quick footsteps.Â
âLetâs go, letâs go, letâs go,â you press the button and chant at the machine, bouncing in place beside him.Â
âExcited?â He teases, amused by your lack of patience.Â
Your head turns at the speed of light as you look at him with wide eyes and ask, âArenât you?âÂ
He would be sarcastic but it sounds like your heart is primed to break, and he canât risk hurting you just for a joke.Â
âMore than I can say,â he answers honestly, expecting your smile but not the way you hustle him into the elevator and back him up against the wall, wrapping your arm around his neck and looking away only to press the ground floor button.Â
âYou gonna kiss me or not?â He murmurs, his eyes already on your lips as you get close enough for him to feel your chest against his.Â
You answer without words, your perfect lips soft and unyielding, his hand dropping to your hip to tug you into his body as your fingernails scratch at the short hair on the nape of his neck. The feeling sends a shiver down his spine and drags a sigh out of his mouth, one that you swallow with a needy gasp.Â
He lowers your duffle to the floor, stepping forward until heâs got you against the wall and sliding his thigh between your legs to see what other sounds he can summon from you as his passion starts to overflow. His lips move against yours insistently, a fire lighting up in his veins when you wilt into him and let him take control, the transfer of power mouthwateringly sweet.Â
And then you pull away. You pull away and he tries to chase you but you stop him with a hand on his chest, and he wonât push you, he would never push you.Â
âEverything okay?â He pants, trying to clear his mind of the thoughts and images of you that fill it.Â
âYeah, itâs just- weâre here,â you whisper, blinking at him and glancing over at the elevator doors.Â
The open elevator doors.Â
The lobby is empty, but if Seungcheol is being truthful, he thinks he wouldnât really care if people did see.Â
Youâre his girlfriend, and heâs your boyfriend. Whatâs so wrong with it?
Then again, part of him does want to keep you all to himself, kissing in elevators included. Which is why heâs quick to step away from you and take your hand again, grabbing the duffle before pulling you through the lobby and to his car.Â
Heâs not in such a rush that he wonât still open your door for you, waiting as you get in and gently shutting the door before tucking your bag in the backseat and jogging around to the driverâs side. He closes his door quietly even in his haste, not wanting to startle you or make you think heâs upset in any way.
His hand finds your thigh again after starting the car up and getting on the road, the silence that fills the space anticipatory instead of stifling like it was just an hour ago. He finds himself clenching his jaw and bouncing his left knee, counting down the traffic lights that sit between your place and his until finally, thereâs only one left.Â
Itâs red when he rolls to a stop, and his heart is thumping so hard in his chest that he swears if he looked down, heâd be able to see it beating. He glances over at you and finds you already staring at him, which has happened more than a few times in the months that heâs known you. This time is different, though, because you donât pretend you werenât looking, or start rambling nervously, or even look away.Â
You just meet his gaze and let him see everything. Your nerves, your desire, your impatience, he sees it all, and feels it all himself. For perhaps the first time since he met you, he knows for certain that you and him are on the exact same wavelength.Â
Heâs so entranced that he doesnât notice the light turn green until the car behind him honks, and that disturbance is still barely enough to make him tear his gaze from yours. His eyes reluctantly return to the road as he gives your thigh a gentle squeeze and presses the gas pedal, closing the distance between the light and his parking garage as quickly as the speed limit allows.Â
A long minute passes and heâs pulling into his designated parking spot, his seatbelt unbuckled and his door open before the car is even off. Sometimes, youâre distracted and he gets to open your door for you, but this isnât one of those times. Youâre out just as fast as him, meeting him at the trunk and taking his hand.Â
Together, you speed walk to the door that opens into his hallway. You pass through first and then he does, your pace getting faster the closer you get to his place until finally, finally, heâs unlocking the door and beckoning you inside. He pauses to slip his sneakers off at the rack and you follow suit, the sight of your shoes next to his lighting up the part of his brain that craves domesticity with you.Â
You donât come over as often as he goes to your place so when you slow, he takes the lead, his hand still holding yours tightly and his heart still racing.Â
He doesnât quite mean to press you up against the wall but he takes a step forward as you take a step back and then itâs just too easy to lean in and taste you again, your lips supple and your sigh sweet.Â
The kiss starts off slow, tame, but itâs not long before heâs inching closer and sucking at your bottom lip, his tongue gliding along yours when you open your mouth and let him in. Youâre so warm and soft against him, your breasts flush with his chest and his dick starting to throb against your stomach, the combination of sensations making his head spin.Â
It seems he canât get enough of you now after what feels like millions of missed opportunities, millions of times heâs wanted his lips on yours and his hands on your body. Heâs lost in you before he knows it, near mindless with desperation and devotion, his hunger for you so overwhelming that he fears no amount of you will ever be enough.Â
Itâs never been like this before, nobody else has ever made him feel as if he would suffocate without their air or perish without their touch, but here he is, kissing you like youâre breathing pure oxygen and gripping your hips like heâll fade into nothingness if he lets go.Â
He knew you were special to him but he didnât know he would need you like this, and the realization is enough to make him pull back, saying through sharp breaths, âMaybe we should slow down, I donât want you to feel like we have to rush.â
You gaze at him, almost through him, and say, with great care, âSeungcheol, Iâve wanted your dick inside me since we met. If you want to slow down, we can, but if I had it my way, weâd be moving even faster.â
And fuck if that isnât enough to spur him into action, to make his cock twitch in his jeans and his hands fly to your waist, a rough, âJump,â escaping his swollen lips.Â
You gasp but wrap your legs around him when he starts to lift you, his grip shifting to your thighs as you vine your arms around his neck, seemingly holding on for dear life. Heâd die before dropping you so you have nothing to worry about, but heâs too focused on getting you to his bed to inform you of that fact. He also maybe likes feeling you cling to him like this too much to give you any reason to stop.Â
âWe need a condom, right?â He checks as he walks, fairly certain the answer will be yes.Â
Jeonghan bought him a box when he first started seeing you, the exact size he needs and brand he likes, and handed them over with a wink and a wiggle of his eyebrows. Seungcheol rolled his eyes at the time, but heâs thankful for him now because he never would have bought them himself, too fearful of jinxing the situation.Â
âYeah, I stopped my birth control, it was making me hella depressed. Is that- I mean, are you okay with using one?â You ask, though you absolutely donât need to.Â
âBaby, all I care about is making you feel safe. Iâll wear a condom, Iâll pull out, Iâll do whatever you want.â
âYouâre the best boyfriend,â you sigh, hugging him tightly and pressing a kiss to his cheek as he crosses through the doorway to his bedroom.
He left it relatively clean, thankfully, and thereâs nothing embarrassing out, unless he counts the picture of him and you that he got framed last month to keep on his nightstand. You see it when he carefully deposits you onto your back on the mattress, your face twisting up like you might cry.Â
Heâs alarmed until you say, âI have that photo framed on my nightstand.â
The fact that you have one is enough to make him smile but the fact that you picked the same picture is enough to make him fucking beam, his lips stretched too wide to kiss you even though he really wants to.Â
He tries anyway, his smile fading as he braces a hand next to your head and presses his mouth to yours, climbing up on the bed when you grip his shirt and start to pull him. Heâs imagined this so many times, pictured you under him and on top of him and in front of him (face down, ass up as he slides inside of you).Â
Heâs made himself cum to the thought of you in this bed, and now that he has you here, he almost doesnât know where to start. You seem to have your own ideas and desires though, and heâd give anything to find out what they are.Â
So, like Seungcheol always has, he just asks.Â
âYou said youâve wanted me since we met⊠What have you thought about?â His voice is ragged when he speaks, deep, but he thinks you like it, your teeth sinking into your bottom lip before your breath leaves you in a sigh.Â
âLots of things,â you whisper, your hands skimming down his chest until they find the hem of his shirt and start to push it up. He sits back on his knees between your legs and hauls it off, fighting a smirk at the way your eyes grow hazy.
You hesitate to put your hands on him, so he takes one of them in his own and presses your palm to his stomach, his muscles jumping at your warm, gentle touch.Â
âLike what?âÂ
âLike⊠how big you probably are. If youâd be soft and sweet or if youâd be a little rough, a little mean.âÂ
Following your words, he drags your hand down and lets you feel him, his dick hard and pressing into the zipper of his jeans. You canât cover all of it, but you close your fingers around the shaft as best you can and rub firmly, one, two, three times.Â
âFuck,â he sighs as you squeeze, the pressure making his eyelids flutter as pleasure sparks within him. âWhich do you want more? Soft and sweet or rough and mean? I can be whatever you want.â
âYouâre already all I want you to be, Cheol, so just be you.â
God, youâre going to be the end of him. Death by swollen heart.
âA bit of both it is then,â he murmurs as he leans down to kiss you, shifting his grip to your wrist before pushing your hand up to rest beside your head. He does the same with your other hand, leaving you unable to move your upper body.Â
Heâs about to break away to check in, but you melt into the bed and wrap your legs around his waist, tugging his hips into yours with a soft moan.Â
The sound sends a lick of heat down his spine, his dick pulsing in time with his heart and so hard, it almost hurts. He breathes a shuddering sigh into your mouth and grinds into you, wishing his jeans could magically disappear so he wouldnât have to stop kissing you to take them off.Â
The denim is getting to be too restrictive though, especially when heâs dying to feel you with no barriers at all. So he tries to pull back, but you whimper into his mouth and hug him closer with your legs, and the only way he can respond to that is by kissing you harder and letting his body press into yours.Â
Heâs gone for you for a few more minutes, his jeans all but forgotten as you roll your hips against his and sink your teeth into his bottom lip. The slight sting makes him gasp and dig his cock into you in retaliation, his hands tightening around your wrists when you just push back and bite his lip again.Â
It feels almost impossible to pull away from you now but he canât take it anymore, the clothes need to come off, yours in particular. Heâs imagined this too often and wanted you for too long to make this a quick, messy, fully-clothed fuck. You deserve better, you deserve everything, and heâs going to do his absolute best to give it to you.Â
So he breaks the connection, ignoring the whine that escapes you to pant out, âIâll kiss you again when weâre naked, promise.â
âYes, oh my god, take your pants off,â you reply in a rush, your eyes lighting up as you attempt to free your wrists from his hold. He releases you immediately, but he climbs off the bed before you can wrestle his jeans down, his hands finding yours and pulling until you stand with him. With a laugh, he says, âI said âwhen weâre naked,â baby. That means you, too.â
âStrip me then,â you raise your arms, a challenge in your gaze, and he can do nothing but accept it, tugging your shirt up and off and freezing in place when he sees what you have on under it.Â
âFuck me,â he murmurs, staring at the cherry red lace that encases your breasts. There are delicate little bows on the straps and the lace is so fine that he can see right through it, could probably rip it without even trying.Â
âDid you wear this for me?â He asks absentmindedly, his eyes caught on your tits as they rise and fall with your breathing.Â
âYeah, I bought it when we started talking. I thought youâd like it,â you answer softly, tucking your thumbs into the waistband of your lounge pants and pushing them down just enough for him to get a peek of the very same red. âItâs a matching set.â
His knees weak at the thought, he sits heavily on the mattress, setting his hands on your hips and guiding you to stand between his legs.Â
âCan I see?âÂ
âThatâs kind of the point,â you whisper like itâs a secret, steadying yourself with your hands on his shoulders as he starts to pull your pants down. They slip off easily and pool on the floor, leaving you nearly bare before him and more bewitching than he could have ever imagined.Â
âGod, youâre so fuckinâ beautiful,â he sighs out, feeling almost dazed as he takes the sight of you in, his thumbs tracing over the bows that sit on the front of your hips. He sinks his fingertips into you, squeezing to feel the give of your flesh and using all of his willpower to stop himself from tearing the lacy panties right off.Â
He could (and would) buy you a new set, but you bought this with him in mind, and had to wait so long to wear it for him. Itâs too special for him to damage it just because heâs desperate to see you bare.Â
You must be able to read his mind, taking your hands off his shoulders to reach behind your back and undo the clasps, the bra loosening on your body before you shrug it down your arms and toss it on the bed.Â
Seungcheol finds himself spellbound once again, captivated by all the skin before him, the way your nipples pebble under his gaze making his breath catch in his chest. âCan I touch you?âÂ
âI feel like Iâll die if you donât,â you answer immediately, gasping in relief when he smooths his hands up to cover your breasts. He cups them, testing the weight, and squeezes gently, already obsessed with the feeling of your soft, supple skin under his palms. His thumbs drag over your nipples, circling them until you let out a quiet little whimper, one that he would give his life to hear again.Â
âLay down for me, baby,â He requests, needing you spread out before him so he can fully drink you in.Â
Forgetting a change in position means he has to stop touching you, he pouts when you step out of his reach, though heâs distracted almost instantly by the cheeky cut of your panties.Â
He stands on knees that are still slightly weak, getting out of your way and watching as you climb up on the bed. He tries not to ogle you but your ass looks so fucking biteable from here, and he canât even let himself focus on the space between your legs because he just might combust if he gets a good look.
You settle on your back in the center of the mattress and he feels his heart squeeze at the sight of you in his bed. Heâs wanted you in it for months, and not just for sex, but for cuddling and reading together and falling asleep in each otherâs arms, too. So much time has been wasted, but he wonât let it bother him, not when this literally feels like a dream come true.Â
He starts moving toward you, trying to formulate a game plan for how he can kiss your stomach and suck one of your nipples at the same time, but you hold a hand out and say, âStop.â
Every muscle in his body locks up, his heart pounding in anxiety that heâs done something wrong, that youâve changed your mind about him, that you-Â
âDonât look so worried, Cheollie, I just want you to take your jeans off,â you soothe, making him sigh out his stress and squeeze his eyes shut.Â
âListen to me, Seungcheol. I like you so much that it scares me sometimes. I like you in a way that is concerning to my friends. I like you more than I have ever liked anyone else. My crush on you is deeper than the Mariana Trench,â you say emphatically. âI will tell you this until you believe it.â
Fuck, he feels like he might cry.Â
Hearing these words from you is affirming beyond belief, soothing to his very soul, and the steadiness and truth in your voice as you said them is what gives him the courage to admit it.Â
âI think Iâm in love with you,â he whispers quietly, his eyes still closed. He hears rustling, envisions you making your way to the edge of the bed, and heâs not surprised when he feels your hands take his.Â
âI know Iâm in love with you,â you whisper back, your fingers intertwined with his and your voice just as sure as before.Â
He blinks his eyes open, finds you staring up at him with a teary, affection-soaked gaze, and canât stop himself from leaning in and pressing his lips to yours. The kiss stays chaste and soft even though your tits are out and heâs harder than heâs ever been in his life, this moment so precious to him, his desire takes the back burner.Â
Until you pull back and tell him, âNow take your pants off, please. Iâm so fucking wet for you.â
Fuck the back burner, you just lit the stove on fire. He unbuttons his jeans, the fly barely halfway down before heâs shoving them off and stepping out of them, kicking them away like their presence offends him. You didnât ask him to, but he sheds his boxer briefs as well, feeling his cock pop up and hit his stomach before it hangs heavily between his legs.Â
Your eyes grow wide and you open your mouth to say something, but he canât stop hearing, âIâm so fucking wet for you,â the words seared into his brain forevermore.Â
âLet me eat you out?â He practically begs, willing to ask again on his knees if you want him to.Â
âI love that you ask, but you donât need to anymore. Just do what feels right and Iâll stop you if I donât like it,â you promise, laying back and lifting your ass for him as he slips his fingers into the waistband of your panties and starts to tug them down.Â
And shit, theyâre soaked, fucking sodden with your arousal, the lace sticking to your pussy as he peels them away. He can feel his mouth water when the scent of you fills his nose, leaving him breathless and near brainless with need for you.
Sinking to his knees, he gently pushes your thighs apart to reveal the prettiest fucking pussy heâs ever seen. Maybe he just thinks that because itâs yours, but that doesnât really matter when youâre glistening and open and all for him.Â
Heâs always imagined himself having some amount of finesse when he finally got his tongue between your legs, always pictured going slow and taking you apart piece by piece, or at least pacing himself even a little bit. Now that heâs here, with his hands on your thighs and his face just inches from you, he knows that wonât be the case at all.Â
You smell too fucking good for him to hesitate any longer, his tongue darting out and dragging from your opening to your clit. He canât hold in the groan that leaves him at the first taste of you, his cock twitching as your arousal coats his taste buds, heady and rich and perfect. His eyes flutter closed and he buries his face in your cunt, pushing your thighs up to your stomach so he has more room to work.Â
He feels your hands against his, feels them hooking beneath your knees to hold your thighs up for him, and he moans gratefully in response, setting his thumbs on either side of your pussy and pulling your lips apart so he can taste you more directly.Â
He dips his tongue into your entrance and you clench around it, the sensation making him whimper into your pussy and delve even deeper inside. Just this might not be enough to get you there but you taste fucking heavenly and feel even better, and heâs wanted his mouth on you like this for months.Â
So he allows himself to be selfish for a few minutes, fucking you with his tongue just to feel the way you quiver and squeeze around the muscle. Your arousal starts to leak down his chin and he almost regrets the waste of it, pulling his tongue from your pussy to latch his lips to your opening and suck.Â
âSeungcheol, please, I need-,â you implore him, your words halting when he fills you with two of his fingers, the digits sinking inside with a squelch. You whine above him and his gaze travels up your body to find your back arched and your kiss-swollen lips parted, every sound that escapes them like music to his ears.Â
Fuck, youâre a goddamn wet dream.
His fingers curl inside of you, exploring until he finds that patch of nerves along your front wall. As soon as he grazes it, you gasp brokenly and buck into his touch, making him bite his lip and return his eyes to your pussy and the way it swallows his fingers. His mouth finds your clit and suctions around it, the little bud firm under his tongue as he flicks it back and forth, following your sounds to find what you like best.Â
âCheol, I-Iâm getting close,â you moan out in a warning tone, but it only makes him more determined, his fingertips grinding into you and his lips puckering around your clit. You seem to love it when he sucks in pulses and crooks his fingers into your sweet spot at the same time so he sets a quick tempo, hoping to help you find the edge and then tip you over it.Â
It happens sooner than he expects, the molten velvet of your cunt tightening around his fingers rhythmically as your cries reach a fever pitch. He doesnât stop, wonders if he even could when youâre making the noises you are and begging him, âPlease, Cheollie, please.â
He would soothe you but his mouth is still hard at work on your clit, his tongue rolling over the bud again and again as his fingers prod that spot inside of you. Soon enough, you canât speak, just sobbing and sinking a hand into his hair to hold him in place, your thigh falling to rest on his shoulder.Â
He doesnât mind the weight, loves your soft skin against his ear and the feeling of you pressing his face into your pussy, as if heâd even consider pulling away now. You want to cum again, he can tell, and heâs not going to stop until you do.Â
He fucks his fingers in and out of you faster, pursing his lips around your clit and sucking deeply, grumbling and groaning into you in encouragement, his brows furrowed and his vision hazy.Â
Your cunt spasms around his fingers, growing impossibly wetter and locking down like a vise until all he can do is curl his fingertips into your sweet spot and dig his tongue into your clit. A sharp whine pierces the air and your thigh trembles on his shoulder as you break, arousal gushing out of you in spurts to coat his neck and drip down over his collarbones.Â
Itâs the only flood heâs ever been thankful for, and before youâve even started to recover, heâs already voicing his gratitude.
âFucking beautiful, baby. That was the hottest thing thatâs ever happened to me, oh my god,â he mumbles, pressing kisses along the thigh that rests on his shoulder, withdrawing his fingers to clean them off with his mouth.Â
âI didnât know I could do that,â you whisper dreamily, struggling to lift your head.Â
He lowers your thigh and rises to his feet, shaking out his stiff legs before leaning down over you and letting you taste yourself on his lips. The kiss grows deep in an instant, his tongue sliding into your mouth as you wrap your legs around him and pull his body into yours. His aching dick gets trapped in between until you reach down and take hold of it, guiding it to rest against your hot, wet cunt.Â
That first bit of contact is enough to pull a low groan from him, the slippery heat of your pussy on the top side of his cock making him throb and leak against you. Heâs so fucking desperate for you but thereâs only one thing that he wants more than to sink inside of you bare right now, and thatâs to respect your wishes (and not get you pregnant⊠for the next year or two, at least).Â
Maybe someday he can fuck you without a condom but that day wonât be today, so with great difficulty, he drags his lips away from yours and reaches an arm out to pull open his bedside drawer. He feels around for a second, exclaiming victoriously when his fingers catch on the box before he takes hold of it and sets it on the bed.Â
Looking back at you for approval, he finds you beaming up at him like he hung the stars in the sky just so you could bask in their light, and fuck, he swears heâd rearrange them all in the shape of you, given the chance.Â
He fumbles one-handed with the box for a minute, his other hand braced next to your head to keep himself from crushing you, before you take over and tear it open, ripping a packet off the strip and tossing the rest onto his nightstand.Â
âWeâll need those for later,â you inform him matter-of-factly as you unwrap the condom and reach down to wrap your fingers around his dick. Heâs been leaking enough precum that your hand glides when you pump it up and down, and it takes an astounding amount of self control not to fuck into your grasp as if heâs never been touched before.Â
You place the condom at his tip and start to roll it on and even that is heavenly, your touch electric and your eyes bright like the summer sun when your gaze meets his. He feels you line him up, his cock jumping at just the thought of being inside your perfect cunt, barrier or no barrier. Your legs tighten around his waist, pulling his hips into yours, and he takes that for the hint it is.Â
Sucking in a deep breath, he starts to sink into you, the head of his cock pushing through the tightness of your entrance to disappear inside of you inch by inch. He goes slowly, both to give you time to adjust and to give himself the opportunity to get it together, the blazing heat and intoxicating grip of your pussy wiping out every coherent thought in his brain. Thereâs a stretch but itâs eased by your arousal, and the way he can feel you relaxing and opening up to accept him is nothing short of exquisite.Â
âHow does it feel?â He gasps out raggedly, watching your face as he finally bottoms out. Your eyebrows are scrunched up and your pretty lips are parted, soft breaths escaping as you hitch your thighs up higher on his waist and let your eyes blink open.Â
Theyâre full of tears, making him blanch and immediately start to pull his hips back, sure that heâs hurting you and youâve been unable to even speak through the pain to tell him.Â
âNo, stay! Stay, Cheollie, itâs fucking perfect,â you plead in a broken voice, hugging him closer with your legs and wrapping your arms around his neck.Â
âThen why are you crying?â He asks, confused and still slightly worried though the fluttering of your walls around him is enough to make him want to cry too.Â
âIâve just wanted you for so long, and you make me feel even better than I ever dreamed you would,â you tell him through a wobbly smile. âI think youâre my missing piece.âÂ
âBaby,â he sighs lovingly as he melts against you and drops down to his elbows to press his lips to yours, the movement burying him just a bit deeper inside and making both you and him moan in pleasure.Â
He doesnât think he even knows words that could explain how flawless, how right you feel around him, but he can at least try, for you.Â
âBeing inside of you is like⊠coming home. Like Iâve been wandering in the cold my whole life and I finally found somewhere soft and warm and safe to rest. I kind of want to never leave,â he murmurs, resting his forehead against yours and gazing into your eyes as he speaks.Â
âYou may not be able to stay forever but Iâll always want you to come home again,â you promise him gently. âYou will leave enough to move, though, right? Because-â
Laughing, he squeezes his eyes shut and steels himself before pulling his hips back a few inches, the drag of your clenching walls on his cock enough to steal his breath even with the latex in between. He tries to go slowly as he presses back into you, but the igneous embrace of your cunt draws him in with one effortless, gliding thrust.Â
Somehow, burying himself inside of you the second time feels even better than the first, and itâs easier to withdraw from your warmth again when he realizes that the pleasure will only compound as he moves more and more.Â
Fighting to keep his eyes open and on your face while he establishes a rhythm, he builds speed until the catch in your breath and the fluttering of your eyelashes tells him heâs found the best pace for you. He canât make it out more than a couple inches before your legs around his waist stop him, but he loves that you want him inside as much as he wants to be inside, so he just puts more power behind his hips as he slides back in to make sure you feel it.Â
Time starts to pass and he falls into something like a trance, the feeling of your pussy clinging to him as he leaves and cradling him as he returns hypnotic. Itâs almost as if heâs lost the ability for complex thought and replaced it with pure sensation, just acting on instinct now that his brain has been rendered useless.Â
It doesnât help that your gaze is deep, mesmerizing, fucking magnetic. He canât look away, feels like he canât even blink as he fucks into you, his face close enough to yours that heâs breathing your air. Still, he wants to be even closer, wants to burrow inside of you, climb into your ribcage, and make a home right next to your heart.Â
The desire is so intense, itâs nearly frightening, but nothing could scare Seungcheol away from you now. Heâs yours, mind, body, and soul, belonging to you in a way heâs never allowed himself to belong to anyone else before.Â
He hates to admit it, but heâs already starting to get close. Lasting has never been an issue for him, even in the past few months when all he could think about was you, but thinking about you and being inside of you are two very different things. Your pussy is goddamn magical, everything about fucking you is goddamn magical, and he fears his only hope is in changing positions.Â
âBaby, can I- shit, can I fuck you from behind?â He stalls his movements long enough to ask, dreading the moment heâll have to pull out completely so you can turn over.Â
âUm, yes butâŠI honestly donât know if I can hold myself up,â you reluctantly admit, like you think itâs something to be embarrassed about.Â
âThatâs what pillows and my hands are for,â he assures you, smiling at the way you relax and unwrap your legs from his waist, allowing him to begin the process of extricating himself from you.Â
Slowly, he begins to draw his hips back, ignoring the alarm bells that ring in his head as he feels his cock leave your heat inch by inch. Itâs only for a minute or two, he tells himself, pushing off of you and sitting up so you can get onto your stomach.Â
He watches your body move as you roll over, his eyes stuck on the curve of your plush ass before you get your knees under you and they shift to the gleam of your wet, fucked open cunt. Keeping his gaze on you, he reaches to the head of the bed and grabs the two pillows that rest there, sliding them under your hips one after another. You sink into position, your back arched and your cheek pressed against his sheet, completely relaxed even with your body on full display for him.Â
The groan escapes without his permission, the memory of your taste on his tongue making his mouth water. Before he knows it, heâs on his stomach too and burying his face in your pussy, reaching up to press down on the small of your back so you arch even deeper into him.Â
âCheol!â You gasp, pushing back onto his tongue when he shoves it inside of you, making him whimper into your cunt as he devours you.Â
âNever gonna get enough of this pussy, fuck,â he mutters as he shifts his focus to your clit, wrapping his lips around the bud and sucking in pulses. He doesnât know how long he eats you out, just that he goes until youâre dripping down his face again and squirming against him, desperate to cum.Â
âSeungcheol, please, I ne-need your cock, need you to fill me up,â you cry out, reaching back and gripping one of his hands where it holds you down.Â
His dick jumps and leaks into the condom at your words, the plea in your voice sparking a shiver he feels all the way from his scalp to his toes. Pulling his tongue from you, he rises back up on his knees and shuffles forward, taking hold of his cock and gliding it up and down the seam of you, nudging at your clit.Â
âCheol,â you begin, likely about to threaten him. He would love to hear it but your entrance catches on the head of his dick and he canât resist the alluring, feverish depths of your cunt, sliding inside in one long, ruthless thrust.Â
You keen when he reaches the end of you but you also tilt your hips to accept the last inch, the snug clutch of your pussy near mythical in the bliss it brings him. With one hand gripping your hip to hold you up and the other firm on the small of your back to keep you in place, he starts thrusting in and out of you.Â
The tempo he takes is brutal, fierce, the force of his hips impacting your ass making it ripple and bounce as he fucks into you. His hearing is fuzzy with how fucking good it feels but he can still make out the smack of his skin against yours and the slick sound of his cock gliding through your wetness. Thereâs a squelch every time he bottoms out, and accompanied by your whines and whimpers, all of the noises combine to create a masterpiece of a melody.Â
Seungcheol truly thought the pause would help but heâs right back where he started, throbbing and leaking for you and so fucking close to the edge, heâs concerned heâll make it there before you do. Sure, you already came twice, but you deserve a third, a fourth if he can hold himself back long enough - one orgasm for every month he spent not making you cum.Â
The hand on your back slips around under your hips, working itself down between your legs to find your clit. Itâs swollen beneath his fingers, slippery from the arousal his dick keeps pushing out, which only makes it easier to swirl circles into the bud, the way your pussy instantly clenches around him making him moan roughly.Â
The added resistance just enhances each stroke, your walls trying to suck his cock back in when he pulls out and hugging him tighter and tighter every time he pushes inside again. He fears he wonât be able to make you cum without it making him cum too, but thereâs something so poetic about finding that euphoria together that he canât be bothered about breaking this soon.Â
âGetting close, baby?â He asks, fairly sure what your answer will be.Â
âYeah, Cheollie, wan-wanna cum with you inside me so bad,â you gasp, craning your neck to look back at him. âThought about it every time I-âÂ
You canât finish your sentence when his fingers start to move faster, but he thinks he knows where you were going with it.Â
âEvery time you fucked yourself, you wished it was me instead, huh?â He teases a little meanly, knowing he has no room to talk.
Your face crumples as you nod, tears filling your eyes, and he leans down over you, his hand leaving your hip to brace himself so he doesnât suffocate you. He presses his lips to your cheek, your jaw, your neck, murmuring, âI did the same fucking thing, baby, and I always wanted it to be you.â
âPromise?â You whisper, a vulnerable tinge to your voice. Heâs reminded that, until tonight, you had no idea how he felt about you. This is all still new, and he needs to be kind, delicate, reassuring as you acclimate to the reality of him being in love with you.Â
Stopping all movement so you can fully focus on his words, he whispers back, âCross my heart and hope to die. Ever since we met, Iâve thought about you, wanted you, dreamed about you. I fell for you. Youâre it for me.âÂ
âYou're it for me too, Seungcheol,â you tell him gently, before asking, âCan I turn back over? I want you to hold me.â
He answers by smacking one last kiss to your cheek and climbing off of you, helping to roll you onto your back and pulling one of the pillows out from under your hips, leaving you slightly elevated but not so much that itâs uncomfortable. Sighing contentedly as he stretches himself out along your body, he slides his forearm under your shoulders to pull you into his chest and holds himself up with that elbow, slipping the other hand between your bodies to guide his dick inside of you.Â
âBetter?â He confirms, grinning when you nod shyly and wrap your arms around his neck, your legs rising to encircle his waist as he sinks back into you. He hopes you feel as held by him as he feels by you, the sheer comfort and safety of your body enough to make his eyes water this time.Â
He moves slowly, carefully, rocking in and out of you at a steady pace, never leaving you more than halfway before burying himself inside again. The brief pause did wonders for his self control, his release feeling far enough away that he thinks he really might be able to get you there once before he lets you pull him over the edge too.Â
Until you start kissing him, that is.Â
Once your lips meet his and your tongue slips into his mouth, every part of him is wrapped up in loving you. Thereâs not a single thing on his mind except for you, every thought dedicated to kissing you, fucking you, pleasing you, and it feels so goddamn right. Like this is what he was made for.Â
And fuck if that doesnât have him closer than ever before, his cock pulsing and leaking into the condom, the latex probably the only thing keeping him from cumming right now. If he could feel you bare, it would be over for him, and as much as he wants to experience you without the barrier, heâs thankful for it.Â
His fingers settle back onto your clit and start to rub circles around it, his mouth catching the gasp you let out when his hips scoop on the next thrust in and drag the head of his cock against your g-spot.Â
He canât hit it with every stroke, not when he wants to get as deep as possible, but combined with the work of his fingers, he can feel you getting closer each and every time he does graze the erogenous patch.Â
You stop kissing him to tilt your head back and let out a long, high-pitched whine, and he knows itâs almost time. He doesnât change a thing, not when your nails dig into his shoulders, not when your hips buck into his, not even when your pussy starts to swallow around his cock. He just keeps his steady pace, continues to roll your clit beneath his fingers, and hopes, prays, wishes that pleasure will find you before it washes over him.Â
âPlease, please, please baby, please fucking cum for me,â he begs, every muscle in his body tensing as he fights to hold off his own orgasm. Itâs not in vain, thank fucking goodness, because you whimper brokenly as your pussy starts to undulate around him, growing tighter and tighter until he canât move, can barely even breathe.Â
Youâre cumming, fuck, youâre cumming, and so is he, the pulsating of your walls around him making him surge deep inside and stay there as he fills the condom with his cum, his cock jerking and jumping within you. Itâs better than it ever has been, every thought in his head wiped out by pure fucking ecstasy and every muscle in his body tensing then relaxing as he succumbs to the urge to just melt into you and let two become one.Â
Minutes, or maybe hours, pass before he can pull himself away from you, but eventually you release your hold on him, your arms falling to rest beside your head and your legs gingerly returning to the mattress. He doesnât know if heâs ready to not be inside of you, but the condom is starting to feel uncomfortable now that heâs softening, especially as full of cum as it is, so he holds the base of it as he withdraws himself from you.Â
You pout the whole time and he does too, but you say nothing as he gets off the bed to slip the condom off, tying the end in a knot before dropping it in the bin next to his desk.Â
Seungcheol doesnât know why but heâs nervous to turn back around, to face you again. When he does, though, you just smile up at him sleepily and open your arms, waiting for him to find his place.Â
He grins softly and slides back into bed, laying on his back and gathering you up against his chest, humming contentedly when you snuggle into him, your leg tossed over his thigh and your arm wrapped around his waist.Â
âWe should wash up, but I donât want to moveâŠâ he murmurs, lifting his head just enough to press a kiss to your crown before letting it drop back down, his eyes fluttering closed.Â
âI have bad news,â you say quietly. His heart starts to race and his eyes fly open, his arms tightening around you like thatâll protect him from what youâre about to say.Â
âWhat is it?â He asks, hesitation clear in his voice.Â
âWe forgot my stuff in your car,â you whisper nervously, as if thatâs something he would actually get upset with you over.Â
He canât stop the laugh that bubbles out of him, tinged in both love and relief, though he does muffle it in your hair.Â
âThatâs not so bad, baby. Iâll go get your water and bag, and you start the shower, okay?â he proposes, already planning to jog so he can make it back in time to rinse off with you.Â
âOkay,â you sigh happily, sitting up and rolling out of bed before prancing over to the ensuite, fully fucking naked.Â
Yeah, no way in hell is he staying on that goddamn couch tonight.Â
AN: what a fucking journey this was!! Iâm so happy i kept yall updated through it because it was so nice to have you cheering me on and to know you were excited for it to come out đ„ș did i expect it to be three times as long as part one? no! are their feelings a bit dramatic? yes! is this fanfiction? yes, so i can make it as dramatic as i want! people get married after one month, theyâre allowed to be in love after four! ps you donât know how hard it was to keep more breeding kink from slipping into this like itâs borderline impossible for me to write seungcheol without breeding kink but i did my best and i did it for you
all i have left to say is this: you deserve someone who will love you like seungcheol loves reader! you deserve someone who will listen to you and respect you and do everything in their power to make you feel good! thatâs what i, user sluttywoozi, wants for you! remember that the next time you think about settling for less than what you deserve!
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