#I just have the bandwidth for it rn ig

[sleeperagentclone]

Am I completely like disconnected from D20 right now? Yes.

Am I still falling asleep to my fucking pitch perfect Figayda playlist tonight? Abso-fucking-lutely.

[sinkingwmyships]

too many things i want to write…

dan heng w adhd experiencing disabling hyperfixation w data bank stuff… march & tb helping him w self-care (eating, taking a shower, stretch or get some fresh air…)

aventurine relapsing into depression; topaz & ratio coming over to give him a hand when everything seems too daunting (get him into the shower, wash his hair, cook/meal prep, do his laundry, reply to work emails & msgs…)

stellaron hunter!sunday receiving a letter from robin

a bunch of emotional regulation AU stuff… aven needing a “drinking partner”… sunday molting… segs, as they do… maybe pastry shop date… maybe going to robin’s concert…

more sunven segs inspired by charli xcx & billie eilish’s “guess”

yaoqing trio; moze trauma/ptsd - sb attempts to assassinate feixiao & poisons her food, fortunately he finds out (unfortunately by eating it), and- yeah

SUNVEN VAMPIRE-ANGEL AU I NEED TO FINISH

and other stuff that’s gnawing at my brain less:

can’t forget abt sunven fight club AU…

a series of SHs bonding/found family… mainly them taking care of each other when things go south (they’re not a very stable bunch now are they)

luorencha slight AU where, tbh, most things are the same, except they act deranged to each other & are always at each other’s throats 💞 luocha is an abundance emanator (but aeons are more like… gods in this universe - tho ig the difference there is just the term/label), and blade is still destruction but he’s also from xianzhou and thus serves the hunt, and he’s kind of, both tasked & punished to find out how to cure his immortality

luorencha but luocha is the one suffering w his mental health this time… he’s struggling to cope w the trauma/ptsd of being a military healer

(❗️cw implied suicide) luorencha florist AU where blade can finally die and schedules a date for his death… but he feels it necessary to arrange himself a funeral… and funerals require flowers… yk the rest

(❗️cw suicide attempt) jingyuan attempts… yeah… and fuxuan finds him… they talk abt it (and she talks him out of it, a bit)

i should post some stuff as threadfics or sth… 😭 i love to write but this is way too much and i don’t have the bandwidth rn

feel free to talk to me abt any of them that are of interest tbh… i’m not opposed to elaborating or sharing wips (if i have anything written alr)

[yaz-the-spaz]

Hello Yaz, you should really check @celebrity_reality__ instagram, they have a whole vision of the Z*gi baby if you're lazy about making a follow request I can send you screeshots

yeah i think i’ll just take the screenshots for $400 alex lol, sorry but i do not have the emotional bandwidth rn to be investigating/looking into any new accounts and their theories. i’m gonna be totally honest with you nonnie, i literally have barely even gone off my own blog page over these last couple weeks to even see what my mutuals have been posting ON HERE, much less looking up other accounts on ig or twitter lol. most of the few things you’ve seen me reblogging from others recently are literally only because someone specifically sent them to me and was like look at this!! and then i did and reblogged it lol (that or it was something funny that was unrelated to this whole mess but still managed to make me laugh so i reblogged), but i am gonna be completely honest with you in that if you leave it up to me and my own devices i am probably not gonna go searching them out on my own so if you want to me see it you’re probably better off just sending me screenshots directly lol