#I hope you’re doing okay anonie ily

[ropebuny]

hm i felt like i found my people on here but then i start questioning and overthinking it bc i feel like they don't consider me the way i do for them. idk !!!! it's the small things i started noticing and it pissed me off. them never asking how i'm doing, disappearing on me for weeks/months and expecting me to always be available to them. it's not ok for me to get emotional and vent, but want me to listen to them. but when i stopped responding and ignoring all of them, i get asked why i didn't respond or they'll spam my blog. like i get we all have lives and things going on but people of tumblr dot com have normalized this behavior

oh I definitely completely understand how you’re feeling. I can’t even count the amount of people that I met on here and thought they genuinely cared for me, when they didn’t see me as anything other than an intriguing sex object. I wasn’t likable or attractive whenever I wasn’t talking sexually, when I was venting, when I was busy, when my mental and chronic illnesses were doing their thing and I couldn’t be horny with them 24/7. they also never understood that I want to be sexual with someone who I can completely trust. I don’t want to just be sexual with anyone and whoever. but getting to know someone entails opening up and being honest and truthful and talking about non-horny topics like what I value in a relationship or person in general, talking about my feelings and problems and not in the way where they can just jerk off to my trauma. they all want mentally ill girls with daddy issues, but are exhausted by the smallest show of emotions 🤣 god forbid that their dreamy mentally ill girl shows symptoms of having mental illness !!!!! “what do you mean daddy issue’s don’t just mean you having a kink for calling me daddy when we fuck ??? what do you mean you genuinely want a father figure in your life ????? that’s way too much work, I can’t do all that” ohhh ok

if I had a coin for every time an older dom asked me to show them my self harm scars when I told them that I relapsed, I’d have 2 coins. which isn’t a lot but weird and sad that it has happened at all, much less on two separate occasions and by two different people.

like some people can be sexual and get in intimate relationships or engage in conversations dealing with hard kinks / trauma kinks with complete strangers and be completely fine doing so. with me, I just can’t. I need to know the person, I need to trust them, I need to feel wanted and loved and cared for. not just desired on a sexual level. like these doms never knew ANYTHING about me and never cared to find out. didn’t know the basics of what makes me me, nothing at all !!!! apart from my kinks.

and the fact that none of these tumblr doms want anything exclusive or ‘serious’ (as if engaging in hard kink and bdsm is just whatever 😰). they just want fuck buddies (not even buddies tbh ??? cause they don’t care to check up on you or say hey or talk about anything other than sex), they don’t want to be tied down by a partner and emotions and everything that a relationship needs, like maturity and honesty. the fact that every dom I’ve ever been with ended up leaving me for a younger girl LOL is crazyyyy. I remember when I had a suspicion that one specific older guy I was talking to, was talking to a different sub on here. cause she was liking everything of his. so I reached out to her and asked what her relationship with him is, and obviously he was domming her too and she was completely unaware of me as I was of her. the best part was confronting him about him and him straight up lying to me and denying it. idk what you’re talking about I’d never !! then I showed him the conversation between me and the other girl and then finally did he start to confess. like whatever this to them is so whatever ????? like it takes so much for me to be able to trust someone with my trauma and have them roleplay to be my abuser and assaulter, and to them this is a regular sunday afternoon. it’s so exhausting, genuinely

oh my god and then the worst thing is when they constantly do things that they are aware that you hate / upset you, cause you keep telling them, and they just keep doing them !!!!! and then they’re dumbfounded as to why you’re upset and emotional. and why you aren’t talking to them as much. I literally got left on seen on soo many occasions whenever I expressed my feelings, cause they never care !!!!!! or I would literally be like ‘hey I do NOT like this, I am not comfortable with this / I am not in the mood for this right now’ during sexting, and they’d either a) leave me on seen and come back when they got horny again, or b) kept pressuring me into it, saying corny dom shit like ‘idc about your pleasure, it’s all about mine, all that matters is my pleasure, you exist to serve me’ blahblah blahhhhhh. but they’re so sensitive themselves LOL so quick to get all pissy and offended and so quick to block you whenever something upsets them. but we’re called crybabies and overreactive and immature. I’ve met soooo many immature doms, it’s insane how common it really is !!!! they really have huge inflated egos and as soon as you hurt their ego a little bit, you’re immediately the bad guy. it’s soo exhausting. I often felt like I was parenting my previous doms, instead of them looking after me and them being the mature ones that I could look up to.

like this horrible behavior is for SURE normalised on here and it’s so depressing. I hate it sooo much and it makes me feel so incredibly hopeless of ever being in a fulfilling and healthy and caring and loving relationship that’s also gross with us experimenting with hard kinks. like whenever I just get one of these, either just a caring relationship without any kinks or just a kinky relationship without any care, it feels so incomplete ??? :( I wish I could be satisfied with just being in a caring vanilla relationship but I always found myself wanting more, desiring hard kinks. but it feels like being in a kinky relationship that’s simultaneously also loving and caring and healthy……. is super super rare to find, unfortunately.

I hope you find someone normal who actually cares for you and doesn’t just see you as some sex object, like many doms on here tend to. you deserve soo much better and pls never underestimate yourself or undermine your worth <3

[onlyswan]

hi art! if it's okay I want to ask you something, because this year, I've been meeting friends that are also ending abruptly and not in good terms. I've lost many friendships before (the two are caused by their relationship problems that I just didn't want to support) when I was in senior high, I am in this friend trio where in one of us left and made another friend group while my other friend has her own friend group too and I felt so out of place bc I don't have that, and now another friend of mine at the moment has been ignoring me bc of unknown reasons, it feels like I'm the only one reaching out for her. I'm the kind of person that is friends with everybody, one might say. now it makes me think that maybe there is something with me or how I treat people bc what do u mean I've lost 4 friendships in a span of a year :(((. i mean, i understand that some friendships are just fleeting feelings and it comes and go but why do mine ends abruptly and sometimes it seems like they just changed? I've been mourning for months bc of my childhood friend cutting me off from all of their social media without me knowing what did I do wrong and now someone's doing it to me again and it hurts so much. I just keep being left behind and I wanna be a better person and a better friend so I wouldn't be abandoned anymore. Have you felt like this? If so, how do you handle friendship breakups and the haunting feeling of isolation or being left behind? and I wanna know what do u think makes a good friend?

I'm sorry for putting all of these here. I just really really want to know your opinions on these and maybe share my situation if ever someone have also experienced this. And your blog is a safe space of mine!!!! Thank you, Art!!!!!!!

hi anonie :( i’m sending you an endless supply of warm hugs 🫂🫂🫂

of course i’ve lost some friends myself, mostly because we just naturally fell out of touch or we have changed, and those changes weakened the special connection we had. and that’s okay. i’ve learned to accept that. when you also perceive the changes in yourself throughout the time that’s passed you’ll realize that you actually need to be around different people when you’re in a different place in your life, sometimes that could mean cutting someone off. personally, it’s been painful having experienced both sides of it. but i have two best friends i’ve known for 13 years, and a very dear one for 6. i find consolation in knowing that i will always have them even if i lose a hundred other friends. sometimes i get scared that i’ll lose them too.

and i’ve realized over time that what makes our friendship strong is that we know each other so well. and because of that, we are kind, loving, and compassionate with each other. i think vulnerability isn’t necessarily sharing your whole life story, it’s just being transparent with how you feel <3 don’t be afraid of telling them how much you cherish them (after you have a great day of hanging out say thank you, i love you, let’s do this again, let’s do this other thing again next / reach out to them, say what happened, do you want to talk about it, what can i do to help, i’m sorry, i miss you, how are you, or share a story or a memory). don’t be afraid to tell them when they hurt your feelings too !! and how they can treat you more gently bcs if they care, they will learn. and if you care, you will give them the chance to do so. and vice versa !! that is how you grow together and know each other better 🩵 in friendships, i think that’s where effort really goes in.

heh i don’t know if i was much help 🥺 but the fact that you want to be a better person and a better friend is already a start and a big step!! however i hope you remember to value yourself and your energy too, and that you can always make new friends!! ily 🫂🩵

[eeunoia]

hiiii i hope youre doing well :(( i miss u ate ang tagal mo nang wala nag post dito sa platform pero no worries walang rush!! hopefully okay ka lang <33 sending loves and lucks

ur dear filipino anonie

hi love, sorry. my laptop broke and i decided to upload my works using my phone. i think the format changed osbdkskdld btw i hope you’re doing well too! ily 🥰

[chil2de]

hey shawtybae, i hope you’re doing well!! noticed your took a lil mini hiatus and yeah i hope everything’s okay :). please take your time and make sure not to rush yourself with your pieces also making sure to take care of yourself. thanks for providing all this content for us, fr you’re one of the best writers i’ve come across on this app<3

hi anonie! that concoction of a pet name seriously made me cackle you are a genius

i had a cold over my easter break and i spent two weeks in suffering filled with sniffling but i feel a lot better now so don’t worry about it <3

please you guys are the sweetest and most supporting people i’ve ever met you’re giving me too much credit, i wouldn’t be here w/ out you so thank you and ily! i’m glad you like my work!

although an apology is most likely inappropriate, i’d still like to apologise for not posting nearly as much as i used to; though in all fairness i started tumblr in the midst of lockdown when i had no real responsibilities but by all means that doesn’t mean i’ll quit writing anytime soon

so to compensate i just wanna put a few of the ongoing series i’ve been working on in the background on hold and focus on, i guess an act of compensation? i think that if i take a while uploading then i wanna take my time making my pieces much more longer and higher quality (maybe about 7k words? that used to be my average for nsfw ginhiji works)

i’ve got a lot of aces up my sleeve in regards to prompts that i’ve been saving for the right opportunity, so i just wanted to ask you guys which characters you’d like to see me write more. you can vote on the poll below and i promise it only takes a couple of seconds! completely anon with no signup required, i can’t see ip addresses and no name is required so your privacy is respected <3

https://strawpoll.com/zy6erk4s1

thank you! voting lets me know which character is the most popular and lets me focus on specific works for said character. also, lesser known characters will definitely not be overlooked

[borathae]

Hello! I saw that you’re accepting drabble requests right now, so if it’s okay. Could I please request a fluffy single dad Namjoon drabble where he forgets to pick up his son/daughter and YN is the teacher. Feel free to change or add anything! Thank you :) Also I love all of your works, you are seriously amazing!

Pairing: Namjoon x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Single Dad!Namjoon, Elementary School Teacher!Reader

Wordcount: 1.7k

a/n: Writing this warmed my heart! Gosh single dad Namjoon is the cutest 🥺 thank you for sending this in, my dear anonie and I hope you enjoy it hehe ily 💜

You have just finished cleaning up your classroom. The books are neatly sorted back into the bookshelf next to the chalkboard, the colourful drink cups of the children are stored away in their supposed place and the little chairs are shoved neatly under the small tables. You even fixed the cute decorations, your pupils had carefully crafted by hand, on the windows.

You take one final look around the colourful classroom, nodding your head, pleased by the view.

The weekend can finally come. A movie and a glass of red wine, your mother had given you for your birthday, are waiting for you at home.

You lock the door after having turned off the lights and strut down the empty hallways of the school. It was a small school with not more than four classrooms and a gym the classes had to share. The building was old, there were already two leaking holes in the ceiling right above the teacher’s toilets because of a typhoon last summer. Despite all these flaws however, you would never dare to complain about this school. The hallways and rooms were filled with beautiful decorations the children had made, the walls were painted in soft colours and the windows gave view of the surprisingly big garden in the backyard. It was small but homely. The pay wasn’t that great either, just enough to afford rent and treat yourself to some delicious food, but you would never dare to complain. Spending time with the children, teaching them the important things of life and seeing them grow up, was reward enough for you.

You lock the front doors of the school, knowing fully-well that you were the only one left in the building, and make your way down the three steps to the parking lot. A small sob to your right however stops you. You turn on your heels, alarmed and ready to comfort whoever was crying so heartbreakingly on the bench next to you.

A little girl was sitting there, her purple school bag next to her and a small stuffed animal in her tiny hands. She was crying, sniffling with snot already running out of her nose and her eyes puffy.

You instantly recognize her. She is one of your students, a quiet and shy little girl with a big heart and a bright and vivid imagination. She isn’t supposed to be here anymore, the school ended an hour ago.

“Jinae what are you still doing here angel?” you ask, sitting down next to her and putting a gentle hand on her shaking shoulder.

She sniffles, raising her head to look at you with big, sad eyes.

“I’m supposed to wait for my daddy here, but he, he didn’t come”, she hiccups with quivering lips.

“Was he supposed to pick you up from school?”

She nods, starting to cry again. The little stuffed animal already lays forgotten on the ground.

“What if he left for the cloud kingdom just like mommy did?” she wails.

A tinge of sadness rushes through you upon hearing her words. You can still remember when she had missed two weeks of school just last winter. At first you had thought her sick until her grandmother had called, bearing the bad news. Jinae’s mother died after having battled a long illness. Poor girl.

“I don’t think he did. He is probably just a little busy and forgot”, you reassure her, drying her wet cheeks with gentle thumbs.

She stops sobbing, clearly comforted by your words. Hope sparkles in her eyes when she looks at you.

“Shall we walk home together and check if he is okay?” you suggest.

She nods enthusiastically, jumping off the bench and grabbing her school bag.

“Yes Miss ___ let’s walk home together”, she squeals.

She basically runs off without waiting for you, disappearing from your view when she turns the corner.

“Jinae wait for me!” you call after her, picking up her stuffed animal before rushing after her.

Thankfully she waits for you just around the corner. A flower had caught her attention, she is watching it with curious eyes.

“There you are, I thought you ran off already.”

She looks up at you, shaking her head.

“No, daddy says I shouldn’t go home alone, because it’s dangerous.”

She takes your hand, skipping beside you as you walk down the streets.

“Your daddy is right, there are a lot of bad people out there.”

Jinae nods, humming.

“Daddy says so too, but I trust you Miss ___”, she smiles up at you, showing off her missing front teeth.

She looks adorable with her two braids and big dimples on each of her chubby cheeks. Her father has the same dimples as far as you can remember. Her father, Kim Namjoon, is a well-liked and respected man in the village. He was tall, always had a friendly smile on his face and cared deeply for everyone he met. And as the only psychologist in an eighty miles radius he was well-frequented too. You haven’t really talked to him that much, safe for that one teacher-parents conference last month when he stumbled into your classroom terribly late and with his glasses sitting on top of his head.

“I am sorry for my tardiness. I misplaced my glasses and had to walk instead of taking the bike”, he had mumbled with blushing cheeks.

It had made you laugh, earning a confused look from him.

“Mister Kim. Your glasses are right on top of your head”, you had said, which made him blush just all the more.

He mumbled an embarrassed “thank you” and plopped down on the chair in front of you, now with his glasses perched on the tip of his button nose.

Ever since that day, the dark-haired man has earned a soft spot in your heart.

“Look Miss you were right”, Jinae gasps excitedly, pulling at your hand to walk faster.

Even from far away you can already see her father. He is currently kneeling in the vegetable beds, picking at weeds. So he did forget to pick up his daughter.

“Daddy! Daddy!” Jinae screams happily, letting go of your hand to run to her father.

He looks up, clearly confused when hearing his daughter’s tiny voice. For a moment happiness washes over his face but then realisation hits him. His eyes grow big, he throws his dirty hands over his mouth, gasping loudly.

“Jinae, my princess, I totally forgot to pick you up today”, he calls out, scurrying to his feet to meet her midway.

She practically jumps into his arms, giggling happily when he spins around with her in his arms.

“I’m so sorry little one. You weren’t scared, were you?” he asks worriedly, looking at her with sorry eyes.

“At first I was, because I thought you visited mommy in the cloud kingdom without me”, she tells him with enthusiasm.

She doesn’t even notice the sadness washing over Namjoon’s face for just a moment.

“But then Miss ___ told me that you probably forgot and then she walked home with me”, Jinae continues, pointing her little finger at you.

“Oh, I haven’t even noticed that she is here”, he murmurs, looking at you with already blushing cheeks.

He puts Jinae down gently. A second later she storms off to play in the garden. He extends his arm your way.

“Thank you for being a better parent than I am and walking my daughter home”, he says, clearly embarrassed.

You accept his hand to shake it despite the dirt on his fingers, sending him a reassuring smile.

“It’s okay Mister Kim, it was no bother bringing Jinae home.  She is a lovely little girl and so clever too”, you tell him, pulling your hand back and secretly wiping the dirt off of it.

Namjoon still notices however, lowering his eyes and blushing vividly.

“I am sorry Miss, I totally forgot that my hands are dirty. Here, take my handkerchief”, he mumbles, pulling out a clean piece of cotton from his shirt pocket and handing it to you.

It feels soft in your hands, like it had been washed just recently.

“Don’t worry about it”, you tell him, still smiling.  

You aren’t even sure anymore if you were being friendly or are just straight up crushing on that cute and clumsy man at this point. Probably the latter, judging by your racing heart and tingly stomach. You hand him back the now dirty handkerchief, tingling when his fingers brush yours.

“The weeds are growing fast this spring wouldn’t you say so Mister Kim?” you nod into the direction of his vegetable patch.

“Yes, yes they really do. Just yesterday I picked them, but when I checked this morning, new weeds had already grown over night”, he says almost pouting.

Cute, you think to yourself. He looks totally endearing right now, with his slanted glasses and the dirt on his cheek.

Suddenly Jinae appears next to him, holding onto his arm and looking up at him with pleading eyes.

“Can Miss ___ stay for dinner daddy?” she asks.

“Ah, I don’t know angel”, Namjoon tells his daughter all whilst looking at you. Hopefulness sparkles in his eyes as he almost silently begs you to say yes.

“Please daddy. The food you make always tastes bad, maybe Miss ___ can help you tonight.”

Namjoon’s cheeks become a crimson red, he visibly grows smaller from embarrassment.

“Jinae don’t say things like that”, he scolds with a hushed voice.

You giggle, finding the whole situation adorable.

“I don’t have anything to do this evening, so I would love to help with the cooking.”

Jinae screams up in joy, jumping around you and Namjoon. The latter is practically gazing at you like you were his savior, not even hiding his smile anymore.

“Thank you Miss ___ you are saving me and Jinae from a terrible meal.”

“Please call me ___”, you tell him, grinning.

Namjoon lowers his eyes for just a moment, before he looks up at you, smiling.

“Namjoon”, he says softly, extending his hand for a second handshake and regretting it the instance he sees how dirty his’ still was.

[bloomingnono]

babe!!! it's meee

how are u!!! i missed you and i hoped youre doing fine :<

i finished exam but loads of school works were waiting for me so i gave them my full attention�� I MISSED LIFE LMAO

i just saw meant it pt 2 but i havent read it OMG OMG I CANT WAIT TO READ IT!

ily :((( im now back to my normal routine and im back as ur regular anon!! i hope you are doing great, it's been a while since your last post!! ily & i miss you !! OK NOW IM GOING TO READ IT - 🍿

AHHHHHHH BABIE I MISSED YOU SO MUCH,,,

I ALREADY KNOW YOU DID WELL ON YOUR EXAMS BABS I DONT EVEN HAVE TO ASK—

and ahskjdkd it’s okay im in the same situation😔🤚 school’s really kicking my ass and for wHAT,,,

im so freaking happy that you enjoyed it,,, you are so special to me and im so lucky to have an anonie like you,,, you’re an actual angel and i don’t deserve you. i hope you’re eating well, resting plenty, and remembering that i would outright d*e for you babes🥺 visit me often, okay? i adore talking to you:( i love you so much muah muah

[kingdomheartsmarts]

Please bless me with some more soft HCs.. How does Dilan handle his s/o when they have a panic attack? I'm... having a hard time.. -🥀

i understand rosie anonie, my messages are always open if you need to talk to anyone. i hope your situation gets better :) ily 🥺💕❤

Dilan Helping his S/O Through a Panic Attack

After everything that happened within the organization, Dilan knows how to help someone through a panic attack- Even and Ienzo frequent them

So when you had one, he moved to make you stop doing anything you were doing and to just focus on him, testing to see if he could hold you

“Darling, can you look at me? Look at me for me,” 

When he was able to hold you, he pulled you against him, his arms holding you securely against his chest, before softly guiding your breathing, counting for you to help your breathing even out.

Dilan stays relatively quiet, only speaking to help encourage you through it, softly rubbing your back, moving your hair out of your face.

“It’s alright, I’m right here, it’s alright,” 

When you’ve become relatively stable, he picks you up, wiping your face from your tears, cupping your face before peppering your face in kisses, causing you to softly giggle 

Dilan softly talks through if anything triggered the attack, helping you with your anxieties before picking you up and carrying you to your bed, holding you against him while he checks if you want any water or small snacks, rubbing your arms or back. 

“Everything is going to be okay” 

Dilan watches you make sure that you’re not getting overwhelmed or that you’re not around anything that would trigger a panic attack

“I love you, my darling, it’s alright,”

[inktae]

oh my god, there’s so much i’ve missed out and want to say to you. my exams (not final though, just counts for like a portion of 10% of my final grade;;) got finally over but there’s one more week of school until summer ;-; I heard that you too have a lot of stuff do as well like finals, and your paid internship (congrats~) all the best for finals (i.e. if it hasn’t happened yet or you’re in the midst of it) or I hope you did well if your finals are over. - (1/?)

it’s good that you’re taking a writing hiatus. You need rest (even though the hiatus is for your said finals and work) first of all, congratulations! FOR HITTING THAT 6,000 FOLLOWERS MARK!!!!!! Oh MY GOSH, the day you posted your first ever follow forever, was the day I was curious about how many followers you have considering the huge response your blog is getting

swear I got a bit teary eyed when I was reading it :’). I STARTED SCREAMING SILENTLY WHEN I SAW YOU MENTIONED ME omg i felt so honored that my little anonie messages made you happy. - (3/?)

Ahem ahem, how DARE YOU OFFEND ME WITH ASTRONOMER TAE;; astronomy is my passion and taehyung my love, JUST THE IDEA OF IT OFFENDS ME;; okay, first of all let me give you a standing ovation *claps cLAps* for writing such a well thought and balanced fic. Like I can’t imagine the amount of thought and time you put into creating such a great fic. That’s one of the reasons why you’re my favorite ff author of all time, like you put so much effort into making sure that the facts are right - (4/?)

and stuff I can’t really put into words but very much can appreciate (like ily in short, okay?) I loved jimin’s character in this I just don’t know why, like he had this really calming presence in this story and ahh~ squish squish everywhere. jin, oh my gosh, jin the amount of pain he had to go through from being rejected by his soulmate to having to run away from his family ;-; im not even going to talk about madscientisttae like im just ded y’all. - (5/?)

and omg now we dream apart was truly unique and wonderful. Honestly soul mate au’s are so versatile and im so in awe that you come up with a new idea turning your usual fic into something beautiful! “it is not your other half, but rather someone who reminds you that you are already whole” :’) wow that was so beautiful, like in most fics (not that im bashing them or anything) would say that your soulmate is your other half but someone who reminds that you’re already whole, idk but - (6/?)

I was so satisfied like that’s what a soulmate should be (in my pov).Im in the midst of reading below thunder shows and im loving every second of it. Sorry it got too long, the message that is. Im so so very excited for your upcoming projects like ot7; requiem of time when there;s so much potential for angst like sign me up! And OH MY LORD, KOE NO KATTACHI AU (+ fantasy aU) WITH JIMIN?! Im reading that manga and I swear its one of the most beautiful mangas - (7/?)

I have ever read in my entire life, like im in chapter 14 and I’ve cried like 4 times already ;-; im planning to watch the movie after I finish (or should I watch it then read the manga?) then, omg the sequel for blue notebooks!! summer just got bearable. Also also (sorry) don’t let the hate get to you. you don’t deserve this at all and I WILL PERSONALLY COME FROM DUBAI TO THOSE PEOPLE WHO DID such mean things and give them a wack in the head because they need it. Just forget about (8/?)

about them and focus on the positive things and the people who loves you (like me for instance xD) btw, tumblr made me wait for an hour before I could send any more messages - (8/8) n.

DUDE I SMILED SO MUCH READING THIS thank you for the asks and for taking the time to send me such a lovely, caring message ❤❤ I am still in the middle of exams and will be studying for a few more weeks still. but I made a studying schedule I’m finally comfortable with, so it’s all good! (I mean.. I am still the grumpiest I have ever been. you don’t want to see how much of an ogre I am during exams season lol). anyway, congrats on finishing your exams, even if they are only a 10%! that’s already a great accomplishment.

and thank you so much, I’m still thrilled that so many people support my works. pjiminnie was.. considerably bigger, but it took me this long to see that that doesn’t matter, as long as I’m happy with what I’m posting :)) and YES I had to mention you!! you are at the top of my mind when it comes to the most supportive followers I have ever had, so believe me when I say I’m genuinely grateful for you and your messages. 

and omg you actually read away from the sun and now we dream apart!! thank you!! can you tell I’m very, very trash for soulmate aus LOL and it’s really fun to try and come up with something new every time. it’s like a little challenge. :) 

I was going to keep the koe no katachi au strictly as a slice of life (zero magical elements) buuuut I came up with this really cool fantasy idea for it and goddamn it, I know it might sound weird to mix those two aus but I can only hope it turns out alright!! I never read the manga, I just stumbled upon the movie a while ago after seeing some gifs, and I only found out there was a manga after watching it. then again, I checked out the manga’s art afterwards and I can say that the animators did a great job with it, it looks so similar ^^

thank you for your support, I really hope you're okay and that you get to spend a great, relaxing summer! ahhh I seriously smiled so much with your messages so thank you for that hehe ❤

[bloomingnono]

how are you :((( IM SORRY for not sending u messages these past few days !! ive been studying for my exam AAH it's a surprise im still alive xhejxheh pls wish me luck:(((((

HOW HAVE U BEEN!!! i keep thinking of u and hoping u r doing great, i hope u did !! :)

my favorite subject is history~ idk but even if theres so much memorizing to do i find it really intresting and fun!! i feel sooo alive when im studying history. language arts suits you!! maybe that's the reason why you're so good in writing~

oh YES IM A SIMP FOR JENO:( i also think i officially have romantic feelings for him LMAO. i also love jaemin a lot UGh ++++ WINWIN how about u!! do u have other bias? do you also stan other groups? 🤩

don't feel pressured in posting fics regularly!! just go with your own flow. don't force yourself and just enjoy ~ thank u for sharing ur talent with us!!! ILYSM

im going to delete the app again for now 😭 my exam is starting tomorrow!! i'll be back full time after that shit. THANK U THANK U AND ILY ALWAYS TAKE CARE ! XOXO - 🍿

ahhhh i missed you anonie🥺 and i know you’ll ace those exams, i don’t have a single doubt into my body!! you’ll do great babes<3

and im doing okay! just a lot of assignments/assessments, but im hanging in there;)

ahskjdkdn omg history,,, i feel like i’ve always had a terrible experience with history, since i’ve only ever gotten teachers that i didn’t match very well with,,, but hopefully ill get to indulge in the joys of history one day👀 and i— you’re too sweet, don’t do this to me:(((

omg yES YOUR TASTE— we stan a fellow jeno simp😌🤚 and let me tell you,,, i swear jeno and jaemin are like a package deal,,, jaemin (along with haechan + mark) make me question my bias list on a daily basis👁👄👁 and i stan quite a few other groups! some of them being mcnd, stray kids, day6, and blackpink! what about you bub? do you stan any other groups?

AHAHSHDJ MY HEART COMBUSTS FOR YOU 🍿 ANONIE,,, and i definitely will🥺 but when you come back, part 2 of “meant it” will be waiting just for you<3

OKAY OKAY— GO SHOW THAT EXAM WHO’S BOSS AND COME BACK HERE SO I CAN SHOWER YOU WITH MY LOVE!! you got this, love! im so proud of you!! i love you so much mUAH💓💓