#I hope you have a really nice day! I appreciate your presence 💙

[faunandfloraas]

For @agendratum Happy Birthday!

[volturiprincess]

Hey,

could you do something like the mate is not interested in any romance things and the Volturi are really romantic with them

Hello dear💙, sorry for the wait. I might of did some small changes but I still stayed on topic. I also did a combination of short one-shots and headcanon's. I was going to add Jane but I was not sure what to do for her. Hope you enjoy🫶🏼.

Mate Who Doesn't Enjoy Romantic Gentures

Warnings: language, mentions of violence (Demetri), I might of put Demetri on the spotlight (not in a good way, again I apologize, love him😅)

Caius:

Hmmm, odd, it's cloudy and perfect for a walk with my mate and yet he is nowhere to be seen. Well I guess I will have a walk on my own. As i'm walking through the long halls, I soon feel a familiar presence on my side 

“You know I don't like it when you do that”

“I know and yet you never get mad”

We walked to the gardens in silence, something about the gardens with this type or weather just makes me feel relaxed. As we arrived I felt the cold breeze of the air weave through me. As if on cue he grabbed my hand and interlocked our hands. I pulled my hand away, not that I don't mind hand holding, but I don't want this to turn romantic.

“Do I disgust you or something?”

Oh no my love, I sided eyed him while he stared at me. 

“No it's not that Cai, it's just I don't want our outing to get–um…”

“Spit it out love, no need to beat around the bush”

“I just don't want this to turn romantic okay”

“Oh? Why?”

“I just want a nice quiet evening with you”

“Mmmm”

I went over to the rose arch that I caught myself spending hours admiring each and every one. I was so focused that I didn't notice the fairy lights and the beautiful sight of my mate holding a rose out to me. I just stared at him with a blank face. What should I do? I already told him countless times that I don't like to be romanticized. But he looks so perfect right now, and the small lights make his eyes sparkle in the softest ways possible. So much for being the ruthless king, he still knows how to make a simple day feel like a chapter out of a fairytale. 

I walked away and went to another section but he grabbed my hand at the last minute.

“Don't you dare walk away”

“Caius let go”

“Not until you tell me what you want me to do”

“What?”

“Your my mate, you know I love you, and i'm trying to be affectionate with you, but you are giving me nothing to work with”

He makes a point, the countless expensive jewelry, the bouquets and the most romantic trips one can only dream about. I always faked a smile when he makes such gestures, not that I don't appreciate his effort but I just don't like to be wooed like that. 

“Caius? You know I love you, right?”

“Well you make it seem I'm underappreciated”

“I'm sorry I have made you feel like that, that has never been my intention, but I have told you before I just don't like romantic gestures like that”

“You have but what I don't understand is what you actually want me to do”

“One of my favorite things about you is when you and I talk about anything, whether it be about history, the arts that lead to debates, I just love talking with you, I guess you can say that’s the most romantic thing you could do for me, talk”

“So let me guess this right, talking is the way to your heart?”

“I guess you can say that, my love language is talking about what others would considered ‘boring’ “ 

“I see, I can do that, I actually enjoy are times of talk”

He gave me a small smile and pulled me into a small hug that I returned.

Felix:

Oh no, another box of roses with chocolates. And is that a note I spot? I read the note first

“My little rose, my little love, you have my heart”

Wow, I'm speechless. He always does this, I mean I appreciate what he does but I don't even know how to take this in. Don't get me wrong, I love how cute he is when he sends me stuff like this but I don't really like gestures like this. Even if I don't like this kind of stuff, I like how when I see him later on in the day he has a cheeky smile and casually asks if anything interesting happened today (as if he doesn't already know). It's his smile that warms my heart. I might not like all his romantic gestures, but his smile is all I need in my life.

Or seeing him workout and or training newborns, there's just something so satisfying yet weirdly angelic in the way he moves. Yes he's a big guy, with muscle that can crush your head instantle, and has the title of ‘the executor’, but he moves with grace in a way. When he's throwing a newborn across the room, he does it accordingly and swiftly, it's not awkward or hesitant. I know he’s been doing this for centuries but at this point it really is  like second nature to him. 

I placed the boxes on our coffee table and lay in bed, waiting for him to return from some meeting the guards had today. Soon enough he arrived with that mentioned cheeky smile and something behind his back. I raise an eyebrow at his mysterious behavior but he just sits on the edge of the bed gazing at me like I'm the only girl in the world. 

“Soooo I see you got the gifts?”

“I did” “You like them?”

Such a darling of a mate and I have to break his unbeaten heart by saying I don't. I honestly don't deserve him. He deserves someone who treats his acts of love with the same type of love, but romantic gestures don't sit straight with me with all honesty.

“I…” I twiddle my fingers in a nervous way “didn’t”

I hesitantly look at him to be faced with a dropped face, his smile gone and his eyebrows furrowed.

“You didn’t? Did I do something wrong? What is it that you don't like, it's the roses right? Gosh I knew you didn't like roses, I told Demetri you didn't but he insisted you did and the chocolates well I know you liked them you enjoy eating them in your time of the month and you eat it on a daily basis so I just thought it would work and well-”

I grabbed his hand to give it a small squeeze and well to stop his cute rambling session that made me feel guilty. He looked at me with soft eyes as I reassured him

“Felix honey, I'm going to have to stop you there, look as cliche as this might sound, its me not you”

“What do you mean by that?”

“Well yes I do love roses, not to receive them actually but I could stare at them for hours to see there spirals and to draw them too, as for the chocolates I love that too, you always know which one’s I like the most but I just don't like romantic gestures”

 “You don't? Well why didn't you tell me, you know I would hate to make you feel obligated to accept my gestures or to make you uncomfortable” I really don't deserve him, he's the sweetest of the sweetest.

“I know I should of said something sooner but the thing I loved to see was your cheeky smile, the way you would smile more on the days you would leave a gift or be romantic would just make my day”

“You like my smile? Well that's something I don't hear everyday”

I felt my heart break slightly at his confession, centuries of not experiencing love and not receiving compliments on something he wears so well. I gave his hand a small kiss that he returned with his said smile.

“I'm sorry I didn't say I don't like romantic gestures, they never sat straight with me and believe me in another lifetime I would loved to be serenaded by your gestures”

“I know little rose, but what would like for me to do for you then or what are you comfortable with”

“Well never stop smiling that's for sure” his smile widen slightly at the mention “But my version of romantic is when you ramble to me about your day, how a certain newborn was a pain in the ass to you or how Demetri somehow managed to lose his footing during combat training, your absolutely a darling of mate when you ramble, one of the hundreds of reasons I love you”

“You never fail to amuse me with your words, my little love, I will take what you said to me and put into action for you, but could I, you know, maybe just give you a single rose then, maybe one that has a lot of interesting spirals?”

“That’s fine by me Fe”

Demetri:

Hello!!! He's a casanova of a Vampire

Nobody just gets that name, he got it for a reason 

When you came into his life, his mission was to show you  love in every way 

Trips to secluded beaches, to the most romantic cities in the world to even trips to the Volturi’s private island 

Those are just trips, the gifts he showered you with would put Eros himself to shame 

Rose petals would be around your guy’s shared chamber, with the most expensive wine he could get his hands on and your favorite chocolates (he would do that once a week at least)

You have told him to tone it down a bit, you even mentioned even some fuzzy socks would be fine by you (according to him “Those are hardly romantic enough amore”)

After months of being romanticized in the most extravagant way by him and not really showing much enthusiasm toward his effort, he became conflicted 

Is it too much? Has he gone overboard? Talk to him already? He’s freaking out? He’s panicking internally too, oh no his walls are closing in, the world is spinning faster, he can somehow hear his unbeaten heart beating fast, all of this is happening to him and yet he shows no emotions

“Demetri? You good?”

“Fuck off Felix” (Ouch that hurt, why must he be rude to my hunk of a vampire, look at Felix’s sweet face, he does not deserve this type of attitude from his best friend)

Demetri stays in a bad mood for a while, but he sneaks in some sweet talk towards you and manages to leave little homemade gifts for you in places he knows you would find it

And yet none of that seems to work to get you to react ‘appropriately” (his thought)

He thinks you just don't want him or love him the way he loves you 

He grows more restful and his hidden sadistic side starts to creep up more often when he's training with Felix

Felix as always worries for a long term best friend, why is he like this? Never in a hundred years have I seen him so hungry to rip a newborn's head? So desperate?

It seems its just got so bad that he finally approached you 

“Is it me? Am I the problem?”

“What do you mean?”

“Well I tried everything I have known about romance and you just brush it off, you don't even genuinely like what I do, you always fake a reaction”

“I guess I was not convincing enough then?”

The way his face feel when you didn't even deny his accusation hurt him more than it needed to be

He was about to make a run for but you grabbed his hand 

“I didn't mean to say it like I don't appreciate what you do for me or if I love you, gosh Demetri I love you more than the ocean needs the moon”

That caught him off guard indeed, you love him that much? So then why have you been so weird with him about his gestures?

“I guess I should come clean, but I haven't really been the type to enjoy romantic gestures,  it doesn't fancy my feathers, I should of told you from the beginning but I just didn't know how”

“I see, so it was never me then, oh cariño you should of told me sooner, I would of loved to have a conversation with you about what you like and don't like, we are mates after all, I want you to talk to me about anything that comes into that pretty head of yours”

You confess you actually did like his little homemade crafts, to his paper butterflies, to his pipe cleaner rose, there was nothing romantic about them but it warmed your heart indeed 

Alec:

Look when you two became mates, it was a bit strange and a little awkward to be honest 

That phase only lasted a week and half because you soon found out he loves to read as much as you 

You bonded over books and that's what made your mate bond grow strong 

You two didn't really do your typical romantic thing, he didn't get you flowers or gifts or sweet talk you, and you loved that about him 

Sure he would casually quote cute lines from your latest read or from your favorite poetry but you were fine by that

Life was fine like that, until Demetri happened (man i'm just picking on him lately, what is my deal with him lately, sorry:)

Demetri has been watching over your guy’s relationship, mostly watches over Alec (Alec remind Demetri of a long forgotten person he knew but he couldnt put his finger on it)

He suggested to Alec to get you flowers, and to recreate some scenes from your books, one them being a little candlelight dinner on a boat with sea themed decor 

Alec at the time thought it was a great idea at first until he saw how you slightly cringed (but hid it right away) at the sight of him by the mentioned dinner

He thought maybe he got something wrong and then he started to feel awkward, he started to feel like a foolish teen all over (that was an era of his human life he wanted to forget)

So with Demetris help he got more ideas of other romantic gestures 

But the more he did more stuff for you, the more you pulled away from him slowly 

You tried to go along with it but you didn't feel comfortable, after each encounter you felt your bond with him shift, there’s awkwardness all over again, as if you were meeting for the first time 

It was like this for who knows how long, with apology gifts (all more romantic than the last one) that unfortunately didn't work  

So he came up with a better idea he went up to you with Lei of Lotus Blossoms and asked for a minute 

“Alec is it what I think it is?”

“Yea just like from the book”

“What are you trying to say”

“Well look you and I are new to this whole bond, we are still figuring things out, but I know one thing for sure is out mate bond was perfect before Demetri meddled in”

“Demetri?”

“He might of given me pointers to woo you”

“I should of known, made sense why you suddenly got all Mr.loverboy”

“Yes well I soon noticed you are not quite fond of that, now are you”

“Your assumption is true”

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

“I was unsure in how to tell you without hurting your feelings”

“Cara, I think I can handle the truth, and if I didnt I could of just used my ability on you” he finished that sentence off his devilish smirk that never fails to make you smile

“Wiped that smirk of Alec, now why the Lei?, gifts in our book always had a reason behind it”

“Well from what i learned from this lotus is mostly to represent rebirth or purity but for me it means I want to rewind our bond back to when we were both happy with each other”

“I would like that”

“Me too”

And from there the mate bond was rewinded and everything just clicked like together like a puzzle

[angeledeggs]

Main 6 + The Courtiers with a MC/Partner that's extremely affectionate

Some head cannons I wrote while chilling :) requests are open, so feel free to make some as long as you follow the rules, I love requests! Hope you enjoy, Xoxo!

Asra💜:

They think it's absolutely adorable, really, that you're so affectionate towards them.

Asra's love language is physical affection, so to have a partner that is also affectionate is like a bonus! But he expressed his love in other ways, too, of course.

Most of the time he doesn't even realize that he's touching you, he just is since he's so used to it by now.

Usually goes for hand holding or hugs from behind, since that's their favorite form of affection.

He still isn't used to his past partners being so affectionate, either, so when you show him any touchy affection he gets a bit blushy and smiles real big before returning the affection enthusiastically.

If you get embarrassed showing physical affection in public, he obviously won't do none of that in public because he respects your boundaries. But if not, he'll usually just hold your hand or give you a few chaste kisses on the cheek every now and then

Muriel💙:

Gets extremely nervous and happy whenever you touch him at all. He'll usually return the affection very briefly and bashfully.

He does really appreciate the affection, since it makes him feel all warm and fuzzy, he just gets nervous and fumbles a bit when you do, since it surprises him each time.

He'll get really red if you kiss him in public (though he won't object at all--) but will always hold your hand since you're always so affectionate.

When he initiates physical affection, he always catches your eye to make sure it's okay with you before he continues. And if not, he'll pull away and probably feel a bit bad and say a quiet apology just to let you know he doesn't want to make you feel uncomfortable.

His favorite form of affection is cuddling, since it feels so close and nice to him. He usually likes to be the big spoon, but will sometimes be the little spoon, too.

Julian🦠:

He absolutely loves it that you're so affectionate!

He probably brags to Portia about it, too, and will rant to her about how much he loves being around you and that you're so affectionate.

If he ever happens to wear his gloves while you want to touch or hold his hands, he'll definitely take them off just to make the contact more nice feeling rather than his latex gloves lol.

He loves it whenever you hug him or even jump on him, and will give you a happy and brief little squeeze around the back to show his appreciation. It's definitely his favorite part of you being so affectionate.

Will make sure to ask you before y'all go into public if it's okay for him to hold your hand or sling an arm around you. He just wants to make sure, after all.

Nadia💎:

Is very touched by how affectionate you are towards her. She finds it extremely romantic that you are.

She'll most likely always be touching you now that she knows how touchy you are, whether it's a hand on your shoulder or holding your own hand throughout her day.

Likes to be more discreet affection wise in public, but will most likely hold your hand or keep a guiding palm on your back.

Rarely gets embarrassed and if she does she can hide it very well. Except for the first time you gave her a big hug. She actually had a blush, but thankfully her dark skin made it barely noticeable. But you noticed the brief stutter she had developed at the hug. If you ever mention it, she'll deny it. But it's hard to really believe her when you notice that she is vigorously fanning her blush.

Loves it when you touch her hair or hands, but her favorite form of affection is probably a head massage because of her headaches. She always finds that if you're around during a headache, it becomes a bit easier just from your presence.

Portia🧡:

Is also very affectionate, and thinks it's awesome that you are too!

She loves to hold your hand, and that's probably her favorite way to show her affection. She always grabs your hand when you two walk together, and always does a quick look over at you to make sure it's okay with you before she squeezes your hand and grins at you.

Excited that you both are affectionate together, and will probably get all happy whenever you initiate physical affection.

Always finds excuses to be affectionate whether it's straightening your jacket (she's done that five times in an hour, once) or 'feeling your temperature' by holding your hand.

She blushes each and every time you're affectionate with each other, and it always makes her lips tilt up when you are.

Loves to cuddle you a lot. Her favorite cuddle position is your head in her lap or on her chest while you two either do your own things or nap together, since it feels so close and cozy to her.

Lucio👑:

Is surprised that you're so touchy. After all, his love language is acts of service, and he never really got affection as a child. Its... strange.

In a good way! Of course in a good way if it's you. He's just not used to it. He'll play it off cool like he always does, but that won't hide his blush at first. Or his smirk when he gets more comfortable.

After awhile of getting used to you being affectionate, he'll start to initiate affection by slinging an arm around your shoulders (as long as it's okay with you, of course).

His favorite form of affection is you playing with his air, since he dosent let anyone besides you touch him, and especially his hair.

Will probably never admit out loud that you being so affectionate makes him really bashful, and will hide his nervousness and giddiness with a soft smirk whenever you're affectionate.

His smirk dosent hide his red blush, though.

Valerius🍷:

Can't make up his mind if he loves it, or hates it. On one hand, it's you, and how can he hate anything you do-- and then on the other hand he finds himself stuttering so hard that he is making a complete fool of himself whenever your hand slips into his.

If you notice and ever attempt to pull away for him to save face, he will immediately take your hand in his own once more and say nothing, simply sip his wine that is nearly as red as his flushed ears.

He'll get quickly used to it, though it still surprises him each time you do it. He prefers for you to initiate the affection, and has to bite back a smile each time you do. He can't quite bite back his red, blushing ears, though.

But after awhile, he'll start to take your hand in the privacy of your own home. Then in the palace, sometimes, when he needs to feel your hand. Then in public. But just so he dosent lose you amongst the crowd. Or at least, that's what he tells himself.

If you ever try to tease him or mention the fact that he likes it when you hug or touch him, he'll make a choking noise that he turns into a loud scoff and will hurriedly find an excuse to get more wine, even though his glass is always full.

Vlastomil🐛:

Finds it so romantic and cute that you're physically affectionate.

Will most definitely brag to the other courtiers that, 'they don't make partners like that anymore' and that you're the cutest partner ever. In fact, his rants about you almost are as much as his worm rants.

Loves to tap his rings against any jewelry you might have on, or against your palms, it's his favorite type of affection to give. He just does, dosent really know why.

He'll also insist to 'guide you' in public by holding your hand or putting his palm against your back. He gets visibly smug when you let him.

Just does a quick glance every time he grabs your hand to make sure it's okay, then gives your hand a kiss just because he can.

Valdemar🧠:

Acts as though it's annoying at first. They'll shake away your touch and scoff. But then they'll beckon you over and have you sit on their lap as they work. If you say anything about it, they'll threaten to make you get up. But you know they won't.

Always wears their gloves unless they are asleep or alone with you, so their fingers are always latex encased when they hold your hand in public. They hold your hand with a thumb pressed against your pulse.

Their favorite form of affection is either to have you in their lap or just generally close to them, or they'll hook an arm around yours in public.

If you happen to tease them about it, they give you a cold look and will pull away until you apologize. But they'd go back to touching you anyway, even if you didn't apologize. Their ego will never let them admit it, though.

Once they've established that you are affectionate, they'll most likely establish affection more often in the form of a 'check up' like feeling your head for a temperature or your pulse.

Volta🍰:

Is so happy that you like hugging her! She likes hugging you, too!

Definitely hugs you every time she sees you, even if you were just one for a few minutes. She likes to do it since she knows how affectionate you are.

In the beginning she'll ask for permission each and every time to touch you, but once she understands how affectionate with you, she'll just look at you and make sure you're okay with it before she hugs you.

Her favorite form of affection is kisses on the cheek, since she thinks it's cute and romantic. Especially when you do it.

Her love language is more so acts of service, but she's definitely affectionate, too, and will hug and kiss you every chance she gets.

Vulgora⚔️:

Gets aggressively happy when you do, and has to remind themselves constantly to not squeeze you too hard. They never do, though.

Will probably spin you around in a hug whenever you two greet each other, just cause they like to.

Will give you high fives and fist bumps, which seems out of character of them. But they love to do it, to, "celebrate imminent victory".

Has the strength two, and most likely will lift you and carry you whenever they feel like it (which is often).

They probably also like to carry you the best, just so that they can show off their strength to you and have you in their arms.

❀

[neewtmas]

24 days of Appreciation

DAY 2

Welcome to the second day of appreciation this month, where we shine a spotlight each day on those we appreciate in this fandom!

If you want to submit someone or something (for more info read here), you can do so here or just message me! If you wanna stay anonymous, either tell me or submit on anon.

Appreciation from me:

Today, I wanna appreciate @waitingforthesunrise, who might just be the absolut sweetest person in this entire fandom (case in point: the ask you sent me asking to submit me🥹). Your positivity is unmatched, and your presence is light and warmth, the sunrise personified basically. You were so very nice to me when I joined this fandom and made me feel welcome even though I really struggle to build friendships, online just as much as irl. I always read your poetry, even though poetry is not really my thing, but I admire you so much for being able to write it so beautifully. The poem you wrote for me some months ago? That still hangs on my picture wall. Also, remember the one time you made fanart for my locklyle fic??? Literal best thing ever. And now I always think of you when I see a pretty sunrise/sunset. ILY🧡🧡

Appreciation from others (submissions):

from @novelizt: Hi, I'm Liz! Since this season is all about sharing, I'd like to share my appreciation for a few people that made this fandom feel like family to me. I'm not really sure if there's a limit to how many people I can mention, but the list is long so I'll stick to my ride or dies First of all, @tangledinlove who made me fall in love with Anthony Lockwood. Your kindness basically cemented my place in this crazy family. You're the loveliest, and I always round back to reading your fics when I need a pick-me-up. Your words are forever tattooed into my brain. On top of that, you are one of my favorite persons I've met on this app, and I hope you know how much I appreciate you. Next, @kiyasoup and @avdioblisss who I basically share braincells with. Any notif from y'all means my day will be good. I don't know what else to say other than I love you and I hope all your dream come true 💙 Also, @mitskiswift99 who always makes me blush and sob and shriek. If I had the power to teleport and hug you, I would! My Swiftie soulmate, I love you dearly 💙 Last, but definitely not least, the feeders of my delusions, @lewkwoodnco @bella-rose29 @ukulelevillainwrites and @atlabeth !! I used to read your fics and think "damn, they're so cool" and now we're moots jsnhs Some days, I still feel like I'm dreaming. Your fics are my fuel for life. Please keep doing what you're doing. 70 years from now, I'll still be reblogging your works 💙 Yeesh, I really don't know how to keep things short. I just have a lot of love for this fandom, and I hope everyone enjoys their holidays. Lots of love <3

Show your appreciation and submit someone or something here :)

[miniaturetalekitten]

Hello! Sorry if I'm interrupting you with something but I really wanted to tell you how much I appreciate you and your creativity! :D

You're one of the more nice and creative people I know! I enjoy being around people like this! I really love your artworks and ideas and I would love it if you posted more often but I'm not going to force you to do anything so go at your own pace :3

I really hope that you're enjoying being here on Tumblr and I hope you'll stay for long <33

*gives you love and affection*

1.) Hello to you too, bunny! I'm glad to meet you every time you show up!

If anything does distract me, it's Tumblr where I constantly feel full of rest and fun, why?

Because I like being here, get even if little inspiration, I do not often have it myself, ( or maybe even often? I do not understand it, I did not want to deceive )

It's certainly not about such a wonderful app, I have no complaint at all, it's just created for everyone who decides not only to know themselves, but also to show the whole world what kind of world we live in! I'm talking about both people's talents and charming pictures all over the web at the same time, it makes me blush, cry with happiness... When I see everyone. When someone is present in such a small, significant place.

Heh, I also really want to quickly see the work of someone, here's an example I go to the blog owner and see, there's nothing new so far and it didn't even get a notification, like butdo I want to be faster than them! XD

It's normal to want someone to post more often, it's nice if someone shows a lot of sympathy for you, whether they're signed or not, it's still nice! Thank you for that! It's the attention that makes you draw more and more, and smiling that's success! My opinion :З

I'm smiling! ^^

I see your interest, what beckons you, any way you are able to bestow your love in one hello!

I never cease to be amazed at how you worry, wonder, do and write such intimate messages, whatever I write and to you, I will be grateful that people like you exist, enjoy a special presence in someone's life! Know this!

Yes, I will stay, I'm not going anywhere from you! At least not yet....

By the way, wow, what a delightful drawing, you put your soul into it as always! I'm proud of you!

Don't you think there's not enough continuation of the drawing? Yes! And this detail... You! You do the most ethereal thing!

You brighten up my day! 👀💙💛

1.) Тебе тоже привет, зайчик! Я рада встречи каждому твоему появлению!

Если что-то да отвлекает меня, то это Тамблер где я постоянно ощущаю полноценный отдых и веселье, почему?

Потому что мне нравится тут быть, получать пусть и мало вдохновений, оно у меня само не часто появляется, ( а может быть и часто? я этого не понимаю, не хотелось обманывать )

Дело конечно не в таком замечательном приложении, у меня нет претензии совсем, оно как раз создано для всех, кто решить не только познать себя, но и показать всему свету, в каком мире мы живём! Я говорю одновременно и о талантах людей, и о очаровательных картинках по всей сети, это заставляет меня краснеть, плакать от счастья...

Когда я вижу всех. Когда кто-то присуствует в маленьком, в таком значительном месте.

Хих, мне тоже сильно хочется побыстрее увидеть творчество кого-то, вот например захожу в блог владельца и вижу, там пока ничего нового нет..

А ещё даже не пришло уведомления, как бутдо я хочу быть быстрее их! XD

Это нормально, хочеть чтоб кто-то публиковал чаще, это очень приятно, если проявляют большую привязанность к человеку, неважно подписаны ли они или нет, это всеравно приятно!

Спасибо за это! Именно внимание заставляет рисовать всё больше и больше, а также улыбатся этому - успех! Моё мнение :З Я улыбаюсь!^^

Я вижу тво�� интерес, к чему тебя манит, любым способом ты способна(ен) одарить своей любовью за один привет!

Не перестаю удивлятся, как ты переживаешь, задаёшься вопросом, делаешь и пишешь такие сокровенные сообщения, чтобы я не писала и тебе, я буду благодарна за то, что такие люди как ты существуют, радуют особенным присуствием в чью-то жизнь! Знай это!

Да, останусь, я никуда не уйду от вас! Покрайне мере, пока....

Кстати, вау, какой восхитительный рисунок, ты как всегда вкладываешь в нём свою душу! Я горжусь тобой!

Вам не кажется, что продолжения рисунка недостаточно? Да! А эта деталь... Ты! Ты делаешь самые неземные вещи!

Вы скрашиваете мой день! ;*

[forcebook]

Got one of those tumblr notifications "laowen just posted, we noticed they're one of your faves" and I was "yea she is". Wanted to use this occasion to tell you how much I appreciate your blog. Like other people in asks already said (but it's not like it shouldn't be repeated) your blog truly is such a nice haven to just look at the best photo edits, interesting theories and overall nice content and forget about stress and such. You're such a welcoming and warm presence that other kind and nice people also gravitate to your blog (hi hello other anons 👋). So in conclusion I just wanted to say thank you for being you and I hope you are having a nice day 💖

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

you’re so so so sweet, please!!!! it’s very easy to forget about the good things when we’re going through bad days and it may not show but i’ve been having some really bad days lately and coming here to my friends is a serious coping mechanism. so every time, and i mean it, every time someone reaches out and reminds me that i am doing something good for them, it gives me strength to keep going.

thank YOU and everyone who shows nothing but pure love to me, to my blog and to the things we like. you’ve all helped me create a good space and i don’t take that for granted!!! will Never take that for granted!!

a million times thank you and i hope you’re having a nice day as well!!! ❤️💙

[bokettochild]

Hi mama lava I just wanted to pop in and say how much I love and appreciate you!!! Your blog has such a calm and comforting presence and even the tumultuous bits you handle so well!! It's really nice to be around you and I hope we can interact more in the future.

Seriously, not just your fics but your presence exude this safe, comfy aura. I'm so glad I get to see this part of you!!!

💚❤💙💜 your lava gremlin Lassie

Oh! Thank you so much, Lassie!

I've been letting this sit in my inbox all day and just looking at it, and it makes me very happy!

I'm very pleased to be a cozy blog and potential safe space, and I'm so glad to have such lovely people as yourself following and interacting with me! The blog wouldn't be what it is without y'all helping it along :)

[ji-lixie]

hey babe just popping in to say ur right seeing chan say that is really concerning not just (especially) for him but for his fans as well. you do not need to diet. You are a beautiful person who deserves to eat. You deserve to eat when youre hungry and when you arent happy with urself and when its a meal time and you deserve a little treat when u feel like it. I love chan but i definitely feel like it can be harmful to talk about dieting in such a way and especially when he has so many people looking to him for inspiration and comfort. I hope hes okay but i also hope you are okay. I know how hard it can be and im so proud of you and i hope you have a nice warm meal that fills you up just right and all you have to think about is the warmth in ur belly and in ur heart. 🥰🥰🥰🤦‍♀️💖❤💜💙

this is really sweet and really means a lot, anon, i hope you know that. it's... very easy for me to get hit with self-loathing about my body, especially when i see other people say those sort of things (as u can tell from this whole thing about chan), or after a doctor's appointment where my health is perfectly fine but seeing certain numbers or words fuck with me despite the fact i'm healthy.

i'm gonna put some more thoughts under a readmore just because i tend to ramble a lot and i don't wanna put a long-ish post on anyone's dash but i have more thoughts here (but if you don't wanna read those, thank you again for your kind words <3 self love is a very long and hard journey and i have in the past and will continue to struggle with in the future. it's just a journey i gotta keep working on, and maybe one day i'll at least be able to appreciate my body for keeping me alive even if i'm not happy with it yet)

[warning for like... talks of potential eating disorders/disordered eating and fatphobia, ig? just tread with caution if any of this bothers u im sorry :( ]

like... i feel like there's always going to be a certain line you have to be careful of when you talk about dieting, btw. i don't think chan meant anything bad by what he said (he's a very genuine person from what i've seen, and there's a reason he has such a comforting presence for a lot of people, me included) and i genuinely hope that he never like... feels bad about that if he ever happens to see how it can impact people? like you said, a lot of people look to him for inspiration and comfort, and i feel safe in saying at least some of those people are going to be people under eighteen. i'm not saying it's impossible to happen to anyone under twenty or even twenty-five, but i think the weird, hard part of being a teenager can make those feelings a lot worse--or even anyone in his audience who has dealt with things like EDs or disordered eating on its own. it can be a very slippery-slope right back into those habits, especially hearing them said by someone you look to for motivation/comfort/etc.

which isn't to say i blame chan at all! from what it sounds like, this is definitely something that was pushed onto him? like, idk, i don't know so this is all speculation, but he did say that both his members (which, btw, not a huge surprise just because of how rampant fatphobia is in this industry: i don't really blame them for having that mindset tbh) and the staff sorta kept pointing out him gaining weight.

which btw... where? chan you gotta show me where baby because i cannot fucking see it at all but that's beside the point. you don't have to visibly have gained weight to feel like you've done it.

i just hate the way he said that he needs to do this 'properly' so much. like this isn't proper. eating a single meal a day and barely anything else isn't proper, and i feel like we can probably guess he'd be working out alongside this alongside the work he's already doing.

idk man i just wanna give him a kiss on the forehead and tell him that it's okay if he wants to lose weight but he should do it for himself and he should do it properly. like i've been there. it sucks. you feel like shit and i can't imagine being busy with everything he's busy with and also not eating enough. like idk im not a bee-tee-ess stan but i've read about the shit that j*min went through considering he passed out during rehearsals from barely eating (and, god, it does make me feel better to see a lot of people citing where he's not doing that anymore: i'm not a stan, but he seems like a sweetheart and i wish the best for him + his group). like, not to focus purely on chan again, but it does make me worry about him more.

how far can it go? how far will it go? i don't want to find out. i just want him and the rest of skz to stay healthy and happy, and something like this is going to stop chan (and felix, from what i've read--he also went on a strict diet at one point...? i'd have to look into it more) from being either.