#I hope everyone’s partners treat them the way mine treats me😭

[poopwons]

Remembering that one time I wrote myself a reminder that said “call during the week idiot” and my boyfriend saw it and crossed out idiot and put “beautiful<3” in its place.

AND IF THAT’S NOT SOMETHING JEAN KIRSTEIN WOULD DO IDK WHAT IS

[kairiscorner]

So I don’t know how to do requests😭

But I want to request some Oikawa or sugawara angst, like really angsty, school au! Where the reader and Oikawa or suga are is her best friend, but she also has another girl best friend, who knows that reader has feelings for them but stills goes and confesses to him even though she doesn’t like him just because she was jealous or something and like I don’t want a happy ending low-key hehehehe

I’m sorry I don’t know how to explain it honestly🥹

HELLO, ok so i hope i understood your req correctly, because MMMMMMM i also want this to hurt ... I HOPE YOU LIKE IT, AND IMMA MAKE AN OIKAWA VER JS BC 💓💓💓

“i love you... but you're not mine.”

🌼 (sugawara koushi ver.)

you used to love how he smiled, it was like every room he entered would light up and get a little warmer, a little more comfortable; like everything felt okay now that he was here, now that he was smiling and telling everyone that what they're doing is enough. it was hard for you to feel enough on some days, it was even harder for you to cope with the fact that you saw some undesirable traits about you–and yet, sugawara never let you go one day without feeling like you're the prettiest person in the world–and to him, you really were.

"come on now..." he'd whisper to you in a soft, loving tone and extend his hands out to you–his calloused hands that always stung after a practice match, those tirelessly doting hands that never stopped to reach out to you and offer to help you, to comfort you, to be there in any time of your need. he'd crouch down to your level and look at you with the sweetest eyes you've ever seen; he takes your hands in his so gently, and he holds you.

his touch is light, though you can feel him squeezing you every now and then. the best feeling sugawara has ever experienced is that cathartic wave washing away some of the sadness, self-deprecation, loneliness, and other negative feelings or fears you've got plaguing you at the moment. "...you're perfect just the way you are." he muttered as he ran the pads of his fingers across the back of your hands. "i know it's hard, but... i'll help you learn to love yourself; i already know you're really lovable to me, to the rest of the team, once you realize how amazing you are on your own... i hope you'll never wish you were anyone else anymore, because you're already amazing as yourself." he gushed with a comforting voice.

well, that was the most sugarcoated lie you've ever been told.

how could you not wish to be anyone else... if your bestfriend beat you to confessing to him? beat you to being his partner...?

how could you not wish to be anyone else but his?

you wished this was a sick joke, that your close friend–whom you always confided in that you liked sugawara, that you enjoyed being with him, that you felt happiest with him–that you... loved sugawara–had confessed to him out of the blue, on the very day you were going to confess to him.

it seems that they beat you to it, and the worst part is...

sugawara loved them back.

you stood there by the doors of the gym, your hands empty after you unknowingly dropped the treats you made for him and the letter you wrote that had all your love for him written out in words you could never have pictured yourself writing down to anyone before–

–all to have your bestfriend steal him away from you.

when he cried tears of joy that the object of his affections reciprocated his love... you cried tears of melancholy at the boy you loved most being taken away from you right before your very eyes.

"hey... remember, you don't have to be someone else to be loved–i love you for who you are, inside and out." he reminded you with a wide, happy grin as he held your hands in his–his right wrist donning the bracelet your bestfriend–his partner–made for the two of them; they matched... and it hurt badly to think about how cute and happy he seemed with them.

sure, he loved you, you could tell that much...

...but only as a friend.

[domjaehyun]

"everything happens for a reason"

that hit me harrrdddd. i just hope everyone heals overtime and i hope they can like throw each other an olive branch like i think its fair and rightful for winter not to be back at the friendgroup but just you know clear the air and i hope jeno can hang out with them again completely healed. AND MOST OF ALL i hope haechan and mc will continue to love each other endlessly ohhh the kiss the ending kiss was everythinggg and more i love it so much

AND NOW THE RANKING (if you remembered me from the previous ask but it's okay if you dont)

i feel like the ranks are still the same

1. pussy fiend (this is sooo self explanatory i dont even know what to say i believe you will be able to out do yourself with this one in the future but notttt at the moment and taking into account personal preferences this is the best thing you've ever written)

2. tangerine love (ive mentioned this was somewhat comforting to me and your explanation made it make so much sense bc haechan knew from the get go as you said and the way he treated mc from the start is just sooooo ykwim? i think that's why this fic is a bit mellow to me because maybe that's how i wish to be treated by my crush deep down or maybe it's just haechan but wtv i love tangerine love either way)

3. the boy is mine (i love the ending i love how you portray every character like the series of events made so much sense and it's not all over the place and it felt so fucking real that i thought about my irl friends and their partners and i started crying (even more) and yeah its lovely. i didn't mention this in the previous ask but before tbim ily(id) was 3rd place. and the way i felt bad for a mere fic like it has feelings because it got dethroned likeee im so attached to all your writings do you know im insane?)

last but not least i just want to thank you like trulyyy deeplyyy thank you for the hard work and all the brains and thoughts and feelings you put into making this fic come alive. i will continue to support you morally from behind the screens. ill be here as long as you want to continue writing. so lets keep the good work!!!

I HOPE SO TOO i mean i do think jeno would return to the friend group after some time !!!! THEY WILL KEEP LOVING ON EACH OTHER :3

omg pussy fiend still reigning supreme we love to see it :3 and TANGERINE LOVE MY BABY :')))))))))) YEAH I LIKE WHEN THEY'RE JUST OPENLY INTERESTED IN EACH OTHER IT'S CUTE TO ME :')

and omg not u crying,,,,,, im so sorry 😭 THANK YOU POOKIE ILY <33333333333 if youre insane what does that make me..................... *fear*

and you are SOOOOOOOOO welcome i adore messages like this it reminds me why i love posting my writing fr :') WE WILL KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK IMMA GO WRITE RN I JUST FINISHED MY SCHEDULE FOR THE DAY :3 (well until midnight but then i make another schedule depending on what i got done today)

[stars-tonight]

hello ! id like to kindly request a long romantic matchup as 😽 anon if thats available !!

i use any pronouns but for writings sake they/them would do js fine !

im alright with any gender altho i do find myself having a preference for men,,, ANW all i want from my partner is that

1) i can have a friendship type relationship w them wherein theres banter n overly goofy inside jokes

2) theyre pretty touchy n emotionally expressive bc my love languages r physical touch, gift giving, n words of affirmation so itd b nice if they could handle that n reciprocate hehe

3) i rly rly rly need them to b emotionally available so that they could give me the space for rants bc im the type to complain n then act on my problems after 😅

some other details abt me r that im big on crafts n baking ! i love crocheting or baking someone smth n then packaging them up later bc i get to make stuff, give gifts AND cut n tape stuff up !!???

i also rly like music n have a fairly wide(?) taste like nu metal, alt rnb, pop, hiphop, n rock 🫶

i also enjoy walking around anywhere so maybe someone equally chatty (considering theyre athletes i think they can handle long walks😭) is also a good pair for me so we can js go sightseeing n yap away lololololol

that is all thank you !!!!

js wanted to tell u in advance that i appreciate you taking the time to write stuff up abt my (n others) lil fantasies ! im sure it puts a smile on everyones faces !! if not then u sure will put one on mine🥹

have a great day sweets !

headcanons

🥛 hinata either intentionally or unintentionally banters with so many people

🥛 he'd have no problem having inside jokes with you as well

🥛 but i think he'd have a hard time being mean

🥛 if you're taller than him he'll surprise you by randomly jumping onto your bag for a piggyback ride

🥛 if you're shorter than him he'll think you're so cute and regularly give you head pats

🥛 he'd just be so glad there's another person shorter than him

🥛he's probably had some experiences with cats through kenma so he'll support your love of them

🥛 hinata definitely praises you 24/7

🥛 he's super expressive and wears his heart on his sleeve

🥛 will not hesitate to compliment you

🥛 he's normally pretty energetic but if something really bothers you he'd stop and listen sympathetically

🥛 maybe will unintentionally say something really inspiring

🥛 like his speech to yachi

🥛 hinata is like the chattiest person ever so he'd definitely match your energy

🥛 if you go sightseeing or hiking, he's bounding across all the rocks and trails and leaving you behind in the dust

🥛 asks you to make him a playlist of your favorite music and listens to it on the way to practice every day

🥛 you'd definitely have a secret couples handshake

🥛 it's super long and complicated

🥛 no one can ever replicate it because no one can ever see exactly what happens

🥛 he'd love it if you baked anything for him

🥛 will bring your treats and other gifts to practice to brag to his teammates

🥛 post-timeskip, will send pictures of everything he receives to kageyama to laugh at the fact that kageyama is lonely while he has you

🥛 wants to help you with baking or crocheting but unfortunately fails miserably

🥛 i imagine the flour explodes and slowly falls on his face to highlight his inaptitude at baking

🥛 and if he tries to crochet something he'll be pretty confident about it

🥛 holds it up proudly once he's finished

🥛 only to be absolutely shocked when it's full of holes and just looks miserable

runner up for you was miya atsumu!

A/N: there you go 😽anon! i hope you liked it :) hinata's such a ray of sunshine

[softpine]

it’s a safe bet! :’)

aww no, aileen doesn’t have enough consciousness to communicate that to jada, but if she did, she would word it more like “my home is here with my family and i don’t want to leave.” rather than “i have no home and i can’t leave.” it’s just that jada’s perception is tainted by grief and guilt :(

AHHH thank you so much!! i’m so bad at picking up easter eggs / foreshadowing / etc. in any type of media that’s not my own, so i feel you fjksjd and i do have their future partners picked out (and everyone who comes and leaves along the way hehe)! i’m afraid i’ll spoil too much if i’m any more specific than that 😭 but i hope you like what everyone has in store!! thank you so much for reading 🥺💖💖

reading chronologically by character tags??? that made my brain hurt fjksjd i definitely write my story in a linear, purposeful way, so i can’t imagine that would translate well lmaoo but i’m glad it sparked an interest and you liked it enough to read from the beginning!! i know that’s a big undertaking so it means a lot :’) thank you so much omg i’m no genius, just a dumbass with too much free time 😭 (but ilysm 💖💖💖)

tbh i don’t feel that strongly about it? maybe because i’ve been here so long and we have this conversation ALLLLLL the time, plus i’ve just gotten used to the fact that no one reblogs content on simblr. i actually did a whole deep dive about how simblr treats stories vs. edits/renders, but other than that... hm. i don’t know! i do agree that ofc reblogging things gives people exposure and creates a positive impact on the community. but i also have to admit that if i see a blog filled with nothing but reblogs, i assume that they don’t post their own content and i usually don’t follow them (because most times, i already follow the people who posted the original content, and i don’t need to see it again and again on my dash). sometimes it seems like people only reblog from their friends or they reblog from people who don’t... necessarily... need the exposure... you know what i mean? i feel bad saying that jfkjsd but like i can admit to myself that i don’t need the exposure, i’m happy with the audience i have. i would rather see smaller creators get the exposure rather than me or someone else with a decent number of viewers already. but at the end of the day, interaction means SO SO SO much more to me than likes. when a post of mine gets a larger number of likes, i assume that it’s because people liked it and scrolled past without reading it, because my story isn’t the type of thing you can jump into at random, thus, it’s unlikely that 50 new people started reading my story in one day. so those notes mean almost nothing to me.. but the one or few anons i get, asking me to expand on something or pointing out a little element of the scene, are sooooooo valuable to me. THAT is what makes me want to keep coming back here every day. THAT gives me inspiration when i feel down. THAT is what tells me that someone actually cared about the things i spend hours and hours writing ;-; SO YEAH omg i talk too much!! way too much!!! but those are my thoughts sjdksj also since it’s on-topic, i have a sideblog where i reblog posts that i especially love, all day long, without worrying about cluttering my own blog. it’s @softpine-faves​ 💖