#I hope I'm not being disrespectful
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Okay genuine question
Am I delusional if I KNOW that I'm not and that what I experience is real, but I am also aware that people around me don't believe me/believe that I'm delusional?
Like. Everyone thinks I'm fucking cracked or something but I know that I'm not. I know that I appear to be delusional to OTHERS, but I'm definitely not? /genq
#What do I tag this as?#I hope I'm not being disrespectful#schizophrenia#delusional#psychosis#mental health#mental illness#I hope this is okay?#/ic#Gotta use that tag for my tagging system basically#For those who are seeing this post due to the tags#No I am not seeing this as a joke6#I am not role-playing#For those who are seeing this because they follow me#This is tagged as /ic because both individuals are asking the question#Thank you
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hii, its 💌 anon coming reallll late but happy anniversary :)) i was gone for so long bc i had school and so much other things but i am back‼️ with pantalone thoughts….and dottore thoughts ofc teehee.
akademiya zandik writing reader letters but then he was like “okay no, im not that whipped (he is) i’m gonna toss it somewhere else” but he ends up keeping it in a box. fragile reader on the other hand used to always write him letters :(( and ofcourse he kept them all. they were always well decorated and had the most beautiful wiring but after reader got sick, he didnt get them anymore. the younger clones would probably make little get well soon cards while the older ones write letters and all :(. (also fits reader literally writing him a letter in the case,, yk,, they die)
meanwhile, in pantaloneland, reader and him watched barbie together!!! he wore pink and the entire shebang, probably even rented��.bought an entire theater for the private viewing for the both of you. (its actually js a theater version of the barbie movie. no movies back then so…play! arlie would love it too). BUT!! he js hates ken in the middle of it. “i would never ever get rid of your barbie dream house, darling :(“ because honestly? it makes him sad. how can someone just strip things that their lover likes away just to be better? it reminded him a bit of his own bitter childhood, and because of that, he buys you even more things after <3
“pantalone, i dont need that many outfits-“
“just indulge me darling :) you’ve been with me since i was young, its only fair i return the favor”
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HI 💌 ANON! Welcome back ❤️ I hope you've been doing good and taking care of yourself!! AND AGHHH THANKS FOR YOU FOR THOUGHTS 😭🤲
ZANDIK WRITING LETTERS 😔💖 He thinks that instead of verbalizing his feelings, he can water them down and make them all professional like he does in his notes/research reports... WRONG. Within the first sentence, he looks at it and stops because wtf there's no way he's gonna continue writing this sappy shit (it wasn't even sappy he was showing that he cared about you a bit more than the average person) But you on the other hand? You don't care if you sound too emotional or sappy or in love or not. You just write what you wanna write. Zandik will scoff and make fun of you but you know he keeps all of them. Where? You don't know, but you just know.
But it's only after it's too late that he realizes how much he likes the little letters he used to receive from you. (UR EVIL FOR THAT LAST PART.) Stop now I'm thinking about bb Zandy giving you a card... he drew you two with crayons 💖
NOT PANTALONE AND YOU WATCHING BARBIE... I haven't seen it yet but I'm beyond excited to go and watch it whenever I'm able to!! Psh, he doesn't even need to buy a theater because you know he been had one for years!! But OUCH not the angst at the end ;( Ugh he literally loves and respects you so much, he can't fathom the thought of ever hurting you on purpose.
In your closet, there are two types of outfits. The ones you wear regularly, and the ones you wore only once because Pantalone makes you try on everything he buys you. Oftentimes you have to enlist your husband for help choosing outfits and accessories because you probably get overwhelmed by your closet being the size of a big bedroom 😭
#smooches talks#💌 anon#fragile reader <3#i rlly need to write a fic with fragile reader being healed#pantaloneland <3#ive been wanting to watch barbie all summer 😭 i hope i can go see it soon#everytime i see pantalone spoil his partner it makes me an unhealthy amount of happy#like sir u should not spend that much on me but I'm flattered at the same time#man if someone ever disrespected u#pantalone would be more pissed thAN YOU#need me a man like that fr
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this might be strange to say but… as a fat dr fan, i REALLY love the way you draw imposter… they just look. really nice. soft and kind without their fatness being exaggerated or shied away from. their proportions are just right and they’re still portrayed as capable and lovable and attractive and aaauuuggghh. i’ve seen way too many dr artists draw them in ways that make me feel weird but your imposter is really really good. they’re like a friend to me. anyways, i hope you’re having a good day. 🖤
I'm very glad you like it & yeah they're very friend! So first of all thank you ♡
You're not the first person to say sth along those lines but idk I dont think I deserve that much praise for like just kinda drawing them. In my style? I swear I'm super not trying to be rude but it's just The Character in roughly the same proportion as they're shown with, in my style. Im not like doing anything special for them in my mind (except giving them my Mother's Beloved treatment as I do most of the characters i like lmao)
#Ofc I'm new here so I guess there's been some history with people being disrespectful... which sucks :/#I hope you're having a good day too! I also hope this wasnt a rude reply#Talky talky Tuesday#I think I tend to wear rose coloured glasses so I'm like 'what do you MEAN people dont think Imp is cool and classy and smart and-'#Not an art#I guess what I'm trying to say is drawing a fat character fat without exaggeration or minimizing is like the minimum ig?
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idk about you but i saw some tiny influx of ppl say "oh it should be x who's (the wife/bottom/pregnant/etc...) not y " in some ship work around and i wanna say... don't. do this... even if you know OP likes that interchangably, i find it still really rude. when op makes transformative work, there's usually a reason why they made it that way not the other. Just appreciate the creation they've given you, as it stands. In my opinion saying that "oh but x should be bottom" is like saying "oh but i don't like how red this artwork is, can it be blue instead?"I get we each have preferences, but let's be respectful to eachother....
#Also: I think discussing headcanons is fine even if they conflict completely#i know some ppl have gotten very upset about that in the past#and left and started hating without saying a word to the “offender”#over 1 simple thing#i do think you should say something when you feel disrespected instead of just hoping the other person figures it out#but that being said#if anyone ever feels that way about me i apologize#i too have preferences but i'm no psychic and i don't want to live my life always thinking i wronged someone#always checking if i haven't been removed and blocked#too many ppl do that silently these days#makes me wanna keep quiet and burrow#never say my opinion#anyway#that's my ted talk#moving on
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transfem furries hornyposting online about the relatively niche/"out there" things they're into have inadvertently helped me accept myself more than the body positivity movement of the 2010s ever did
#this will not be rebloggable because i don't want people to get transmisogynistic in the notes#it's just something i've been thinking about lately#i hope i'm not like out of line for saying this please let me know if i say anything disrespectful#i just have a lot of love in my heart for transfems; especially those who log on to this website to be gay on my dash and do their thing#trans wlw being proud of their identities helped me come to terms with my own in a way. idk how to properly explain it but#idk. our experiences are very different - you have to fight to be seen as a woman and i have to fight not to#(though that is part of my identity in most cases people would use it to negate the rest)#(and of course none of us should Have to fight that but. i hope it's clear what i mean lol)#and idk like. womanhood is not achieved painlessly for you and yet so many of you embrace it so beautifully and in so many ways#it makes me want to accept that part of myself i thought i had to kill for so long#i am not entirely a woman but i love being a woman and loving other women-#platonically romantically sexually it doesn't matter#i'm so grateful i get to share a community with you all and read/hear/watch your thoughts and experiences and such#which goes beyond sex stuff but sex stuff is a particular personal struggle of mine and it's something i've been trying to cultivate a more#healthy relationship to lately. and i also know that unfortunately transfems get treated even worse than everyone else when it comes to#kinks or whatever. i don't mean to imply that everyone has to be open about that stuff. i just mean that i'm grateful for those who bravely#and proudly are. anyway i'm losing my train of thought bc i'm packing for a trip and i'm a little scattered atm but the point is#transfem wlw i love you dearly thank you for existing#[oh also this post isn't meant to bash body positivity stuff and i know it's not all the same. it just often felt too sanitized and forced#for me to relate to. ok bye]#finielspeaks
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So my ex is apparently out in the wild telling people that i'm a shitty person because i bought her gifts and i "didn't respect her identity", and that on top of that i also didn't really enjoy having sex with her because i "refused" to do certain things to her.
#i “refused” to do those things because she told me she didn't like them#i never tried to insist but it's not that i refused#at this point i don't even know#theres literally no point in telling these things in environments where people know me#why the fuck would you do that#like i'm sorry if you lied about your boundaries because you didn't want me specifically to touch you in certain ways or do some things#i couldn't know#same thing about the gifts she looked genuinely happy to receive them how could have i known i was being disrespectful?#if that's even true and its not just another random lie#also the people who come to the same gym as us should know i'm gay at this point but i'm not offically out to them#hope no one will get upset about it#i'm thinking about quitting martial arts so it probably won't matter anyway#sorry about the vent i do realize you don't give a fuck
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Every time I have to sit down and write I curse myself for choosing this profession, and every time I've successfully written something I pat myself on the back and am so glad I chose this profession.
#hate writing#love having written#actually that's not true I'm being silly#there are some things i love writing so so much#like MAKE ME A MONSTER which I hope will be out in the world one day#but then other things - especially things that have a lot riding on them - make me break out in hives#not literally#no disrespect to actual hives sufferers#honestly it's almost 2am and i'm waffling
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Also just wanted to say I am not comfortable sharing Zooble. Also GOD LOOK AT MY POSTS THAT PAST COUPLE OF DAYS WHAT THR HELL
#this funny triangle has taken over my brain#but yeah hope it's okay that I'm not comfortable sharing them!! no disrespect to other zooble self shippers of course :]#okay back to being mentally sick in the head yay :D#I physically cannot make myself shut up about them I' not sorry at all I can do whatever I want forever <3
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I looked up the cast of the new Percy Jackson show. I only recognise three names: Megan Mullally, Lance Reddick and Lin Manuel Miranda. Of those three, the only one I know I like is Megan Mullally. She's great in Bob's Burgers. Lance Reddick I don't know enough to care about, and Lin Manuel Miranda is just someone whose works really divide me. I liked Moana, but I hate Hamilton. And I never saw Encanto. As for the other actors: I know none of them by name. So the cast list doesn't do too much for me.
#percy jackson#rick riordan#pjo#Well I'm being my usual pessimistic self#i hope people enjoy it#but i'm probably not watching it#pjo hoo toa#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson and the olympians#percy jackson series#again I don't mean any disrespect to people who're excited#i'm just an incredibly pessimistic person
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I really love the world and the people here but oh my fucking God I hate it here so much can everyone just stop
#thinking about ai and modern art and is it art discourse and elitism and pretension and the complete disrespect the world has for creatives#also the lack of quality and prices and anti intellectualism and lack of hope/reassurance that being here is worth something and that the#future will even happen#it's Dec 30 and I've just started feeling the cold and my favorite thing in the world 'art+ analysis' are for sad dummies#i want to delete my phone but i love my phone(writing software and mutuals)#waahhg I'm so fucking sick of it#vent
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What's the difference between aspec perioriented and unit aspec?
( Disclaimer that I am not the coiner of the "Unit" identity, I'm just going off of what ey have said / eir discussions on eir blog )
Perioriented = Your attraction types align with each other, but you do have more than one attraction type. You can assume a Perioriented Bisexual to also be Biromantic, Biplatonic, and so on.
Unit = You measure your attraction by one single "Unit"; "Unit" as representing something whole and unsplittable (whether by choice or because attractions are genuinely blurred together or felt as one). This is a direct definition from the coiner. A Unit Aro is Aromantic without assumption or further disclosure expected.
So an example of a Perioriented Ace would be "I'm Demisexual, Demiromantic, Demiplatonic, Demialterous, etc."
vs. a Unit Ace which would be something like :
"I'm a Unit Demiace. I prioritize my Demisexuality over any Non-Ace attractions I may feel. Don't assume anything else about me, Demisexual is the only relevant unit."
So to say that Unit Demiace is Perioriented is to assume their identity beyond their one relevant Unit, which would honestly be pretty disrespectful ( and also nonsensical. Like saying you know identical triplets but in actuality you know one person and you're just assuming they have two identical siblings, or any siblings at all. )
Unit Aspec is more related to Non-SAM Aspec than it is to anything else. Though with Unit, there is no assumed connection nor disconnection with the SAM. They definitely have some overlap but they aren't interchangeable ( "Unit" was coined because of discussions surrounding "Non-SAM" ).
I would recommend reading the coining / discussion thread here for more context and for some more explanations if you'd like them.
#iso.bug#I hope this makes sense. I'm really tired right now honestly#in the first link 'Unit Aspec' as it's own term is also discussed so I would recommend reading that as well as the last link#( also not saying you're being disrespectful. that example is just to fully elaborate on the differences and drive the point home )
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since you can’t have nice things, i’m now hiding all my works on ao3 til this craze of feeding people’s fics into AI generators like ChatGPT dies
i don’t want my writing -- pieces that i’ve spent hundreds of hours of my life working on -- going to feed some fucking AI so piece of shit rich fucks can use ChatGPT to generate stories and scripts instead of paying writers a fair fucking wage
get your heads outta your collective asses
#plus it is just disrespectful#i'm happy to talk to people abt my writing#but u need to accept that sometimes things just don't go your fucking way#people leave fandoms & lose interest in projects#we're hobbyists not paid writers#i don't HAVE to force myself to finish things i'm no longer interested in#and you should RESPECT THAT & respect the work i put into those things#instead of having some program plagiarize my work#i wasn't put on this earth just to generate 'content' for your entitled ass#i mean u wouldn't feed a neil gaiman novel to chatgpt would u?#i hope not & i hope it's bc u respect him & his work#so why would u do it to fic writers?#is it bc we don't have the resources to sue u to oblivion?#i take plagiarism VERY seriously as i've had original pieces plagiarized#i am not fucking amused#and i'm not fucking around w this shit#i can wait a decade if that's what it takes for u to stop being dicks#i'm a fandom old - i survived anne rice & i'll survive this bullshit too
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The day I stans (Americans 99% of times) will STOP applying their culture and mentality to Asian cultures will be too late
#u always preach about cultural appropriation and racism and i see so many people jumping to conclusion being hella xenophobic and#disrespectful and when asian people from asia(including mostly china Thailand japan and korea) explain nicely nope u misunderstood it's xyx#people are like yeah idc bc in america it's bad and u gotta be educated by us and find things yucky bc I say so#get a fucking grip gringos you ain't better than anyone w ur imperialism and close mind and sense of superiority#and I'm not talking about shit such as colorism or idk assaults I'm talking about strictly cultural stuff u DON'T KNOW#stans are the reason I hope kpop crushes and burns or goes back to be cringy nerdy weirdo music in the west#cause half of kpoppies would've bullied kpop fans in the 2000s they don't now bc somehow they made it cool#seriously can't stand people who don't listen to a certain group and act like white saviours being ignorant af
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Hi, So since you're a writer, how do you feel about the whole Jenna Ortega situation? I've seen a lot of writers taking a dig at and I don't necessarily agree especially in such important moment like now , but Idk, thought?
She deserves every bit of it. You'd be hard pressed to find a writer who isn't rightfully fucking pissed at her horrible attitude and straight up disrespectful comments so unless she's planning on writing every script for the rest of her career I can guarantee you she's going to have a tough time, at least behind the scenes. And I know her stans love to say "Oh but the showrunners haven't said anything bad about her!" Yeah, because unlike her they're professionals 🤷🏽♀️
#truly no writer is having it and I'm so happy they're putting her on blast#she evidently has no respect for us or the work we do so why shouldn't we be allowed to make a few jokes???#if she doesn't like them then she can rewrite them 😊 she wrote the entire show anyway basically#at least according to her lol#you have NO idea the amount of extra work she made for the already underpaid overwork and abused writers in that room by refusing to do job#you guys think scripts are pulled out of thin air#TV is a medium that takes MONTHS#every script takes MONTHS and dozens of layers of approval form different people#from the showrunner to studio execs to the network to legal to...everything#sometimes one line of dialogue may seem insignificant but it is the thing that later triggers an entire storyline.#and we spend months crafting that in rooms#painstakingly going through rounds of notes from every department and level until you FINALLYYYY get a script approved#after 5 or 50 drafts.#and after all that work from literally dozens upon dozens of people for the actor to not only blatantly refuse to read what was written#but turn flippantly change it and BRAG ABOUT IT IN THE MOST DISRESPECTFUL WAY?!#it's immaturity and entitlement at its finest#the idea that the people who spent years and hours on end developing this show knew less about the character than her is...PHEWWWW#anyway...I hope we see MORE signs#if I wasn't immunocompromised and could safely be at the picket lines one of my signs would probably be a joke about her now lol#at least a dozen people have already tested covid positive so I can't go until people start wearing masks and being safe#but I'm sure she's been talked about plenty at one point or another at every line that there's a sign about this#the idea that we should brush off this level of disrespect or consider it unimportant when we're in this position#exactly because so many people seem to think what we do is unimportant and either AI or actors who 'know better' could replace us#or do a better job is...something#anyway...your faves are nothing with writers#give us the credit we deserve#jortega#anonymous#answers#rants
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i really think i may have to start going to therapy again
#it's only week two and this semester really does feel like so much™ idk if i can get through it without going to therapy#today i spent my last class not paying any attention at all but trying so hard to concentrate on my breathing to not start crying there#i could have left but i always get so nervous about leaving in the middle and being disrespectful even though profs don't care aaa#at least i'm going home tomorrow so i hope that makes me feel a bit better and i'll have to talk to my mom about it and go from there
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So apparently I have to go half way across the city to find Matzo meal because all the local places around do not even recognize that it exist... But then again I'm surrounded by markets that all have Spanish names (when I first read the ingredient name I originally thought it was Masa 😅... But no it is not)
Alternatively, it's kinda odd that the stores don't have it because the Jewish and Hispanic community in my city are actually linked rather closely together... All minorities actually, this city is literally just like, "Are you part of a minority? Then come here!!!" Which I love, you get exposed to so many different cultures, customs, ethnicities, and religions.
#virus rambling#about a month ago i had been researching judaism and the jewish culture just because all that stuff interests me#and i had an idea that when Hanukah starts i would make a traditional food each day#and my quest started with latkas and i could not find the matzo meal to make it anywhere#and then life happened the hospital blah blah blah and then a couple days ago i was writing something that involved a jewish character#and that kinda threw me back into my research and was like a reminder of what i want to do#and that began my intense search of finding Matzo meal again... which i have not been able to find until today#two days before the first day of Hanukkah starts#and i still dont have it#so i have changed my plans and have decieded to do challah bread the first day as i have the stuff and i'm comfortable in my bread making#if—no WHEN i get the matzo meal i will make the latkas and the matzo ball soup#also i had a brief melt down of 'oh no i hope i'm not being disrespectful!?? but what if i am!!?'#and then (after a lot of google and youtube and watching things from jewish individuals) i have come to the consensus that i am not#which is good (mostly for my anxiety 😅)#but i am excited and i hope my baking and cooking abilities will be able to pull me through the 8 days 😁#as i have never made any of these things or have tried them so i don't know how they are supposed to taste#wish me luck 👍#text post
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