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rip mythbusters you would've loved destroying cybertrucks

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society if women were seen as people

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can elon still kill himself even if trump wins it was like the only thing i was looking forward to this month

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while doomerism is great for just feeling like shit for a hot minute the woman working the drive through asked me why i was sad and snuck a cookie into my bag so like the world isnt evil everything will get better and something good will be with you for the next four years

everything cant suck forever all the time something has to give

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legit cant stop crying randomly out od the blue like im not online all the time or mh favorite internet people are drag queens like everything is political and im miserable

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‘twist villain’ is always good of course but i’m such a sucker for ‘twist hero’. specifically as in they write a character to be as suspicious and unnerving as possible without really actually doing anything wrong yet but you just KNOW something is wrong but then surprise. they’re fine actually. all the alleged wrongdoings were either lies harmless or taken out of context. it’s even better if the suspicious aspects of their personality don’t go away after the reveal that they’re a good guy. they just act and look and talk like that for fun. they’re just a little silly

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Most people don’t understand how easy and common it is to develop psychotic symptoms or that everyone literally everyone has the capacity to experience psychosis

In fact if you’ve ever been sleep deprived including being able to sleep in shorter bursts but unable to get several REM cycles or you use substances to cause sedation rather than sleep you’ve likely experienced mild hallucinations already

They’re called disturbances. The things like thinking you heard someone call your name, feeling crawling sensation on your skin briefly, seeing things move in your peripheral but nothings there when you look.

This is (one of the reasons) why I really hate the “I’m [anxious/ADHD/depressed/etc.] not crazy!” The divide you draw between yourself and people with psychosis and psychotic symptoms only serves to harm. Not only those you alienate but also yourself. Because you have no guarantee that you will not join us one day.

We are all several nights of poor or no sleep and several bad things away from psychosis. It serves no one to be ignorant of it.

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i love you visible brushstrokes. i love you glue warped scrapbook pages. i love you awkward poems. i love you junk journal with faded receipts. i love you poorly composed journal layout. I love you unintentionally blurry photographs. i love you asymmetrical beading. i love you curling freeform crochet. i love you fingerprints on pottery. i love you reused materials. i love you improvised instruments. i love you mistakes. i love you bravery to make it anyway. i love you creativity that hasn't been wiped clean of every drop of humanity and sanitized and commodified.

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if it helps anyone theres a dozen or so john waters interviews on youtube and its so relieving to listen to him talk

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okay i know this does not matter but my coworker reccommended vox machina and holy shit its so poorly written just in the first episode this shit sucks

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i bet eating a heart as a vampire is so good ... omg i bet its the greatest texture and you absolutely gobble it down omgggg and you get bonus style points for punching through a ribcage to get it omg

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gen z has to reckon with its radicalization problem. you are not a morally pure and superior generation of youth come to save the world, your men and boys are radicalized at an unprecedented level and you ignore it because it’s too hard to address but you have to. these boys are in your classes, they date your friends, you know them and you cannot continue to pretend this is an “old white guy” problem

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Positive affirmations:

I deserve a halberd

I should be given a halberd

People want me to have a halberd

I can be trusted to own a halberd

I will be given a halberd one day

People will think my halberd is incredibly hot

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chimney swifts are so weirddd theyre like if birds decided to be bats.

thats bats. those are bats. to me