#I hope I can climb out if this bc the amount of DW stuff I wanna draw is off the charts I just can’t get it started!!;;

[yaminerua]

I miss selling at those smaller local cons I used to go to as well. I always hoped I’d gather the courage to sell at a bigger one some day but then the pandemic hit and then my laptop died and I couldn’t get any art drawn until literally this year when I was given an iPad bc I still haven’t managed to sort out a replacement laptop lmao but even then I haven’t done much since the initial burst when I first got given it ;;;

I wanted to make loads of charms and other things back when I sold at cons but I couldn’t afford them and just did badges and stickers and prints and now all my old stuff is years old and I never added new stuff to it rip

And I can’t seem to get back into the productivity flow I used to have and I wish I could. So much has fallen off between then and now and I’m still trying to crawl back to getting even little doodles done again;; I really miss when I was always able to draw whenever I sat down to

now I mostly sit thinking about drawing or writing and when I try to actually do it my brain shuts down