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slim pickins! (part 2)
max verstappen x popstar!reader -> social media au



max has been a silent fan of popstar!reader for years, it's a running joke in the fandom at this point. a chance meeting changes everything and he doesn't intended to let her down like past guys have... it's time for y/n to come to a race. (part one)
-> fc: sabrina carpenter (other pinterest finds when necessary)
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Tom Holland. Neymar Jr. A last-minute chart-topping surprise. The only thing more packed than the grandstands is the garage guest list đđ„ #RedBullGarageThings #SilverstoneGP
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user7 Y/N IN MAX'S MERCH? OH WE'VE WON.
speedandceleb the VIP list was longer than the straight at Baku đ©
champagneandchoruses sheâs writing âpole positionâ as we speak
âȘÂ taylorinturn1 when he wins the race and she drops a love song next week? poetic cinema.
toomanyplaylists TRYING TO STAY CALM AND FAILING
âȘ betterbest they really thought they could casually post y/n as if we haven't spent the past week freaking out over her and max
y/nuseryeah soft launch? hard laugh? IDK BUT IM AM LAUNCHING MYSELF INTO THE SUN IF WE DON'T GET A PHOTO OF THEM TOGETHER TODAY. 4K QUALITY. IN EACH OTHERS ARMS
âȘ betterbest hey redbullracing admin this is our hour of need. you know what must be done.
newuser donât play with me⊠is that Y/N?! AT SILVERSTONE?? speediest hard launch ever???
y/n.chronicles caught in 4K huh
âȘ redbullracing our candid queen
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âȘ y/nfanatic OMG MAX LIKED
âȘ deluluera SIR get off instagram and get into YOUR CAR.
âȘ lunalove he's got his priorities straight. his girl > his car
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user5 the way the comments only care about y/n being there đâïž
charles.leclerc y/n.chronicles come visit ferrari next!
âȘ max.verstappen she's fine here, thanks.
âȘ y/nfanatic he really said "noâ€ïž" đ
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Simply lovely đ Great to get some points for the team and had some extra motivation this week to end up on top.
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user1 "extra motivation" man is whipped.
y/n.chronicles i was cheering the loudest. probably.
âȘ max.verstappen confirmed. heard you over the engine. â€ïž
âȘ f1teaqueen oh weâre LOUD-launching now huh
âȘ readingwriting yeah ok max you win. you always win but like YOU WIN
pensburner THE KISS.
âȘ readingwriting wait WHAT KISS.
âȘ pensburner he got out of the car and ran straight to her! jumped the fucking barricade and lifted her up! and KISSED. its all over tiktok rn
âȘ pensburner completely ignored his team but i don't think they cared because they were the ones cheering and clapping the hardest at the kiss... like i think they've heard max talk about y/n for a while...
âȘ redbullracing we have.
âȘ readingwriting GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET FR OMG. I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL.
âȘ y/n.chronicles yeah honestly neither girl
âȘ readingwriting đž Y/N. đž
hotgirlupdates saw a tweet of someone who bumped into y/n in the paddock and got a photo, apparently she was wearing one of the max merch hats and laughed about max giving it to her so he's with her throughout the whole race GOD I'VE SEEN WHAT YOU'VE DONE FOR OTHERS.
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max.verstappen yours â€ïž
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congrats to y/n's boyfriend (?) for driving fast! yay! (sorry guys I don't know anything about f1 I'm just trying to be supportive but Iâm so lost!)
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y/nfansunite i just spat out my tea reading this đ the fucking photo choices đđđ not a single photo from the win
user31 so glad we are all collectively going insane this weekend cause that is the only explaination for this post
max.verstappen thanks
âȘ y/n.news UM YOURE WELCOME???
user1 didn't realise liking someones music would lead me to having to learn how a car sport works. but here we are.
y/nstan two weeks ago we were clowning max for liking y/n's posts and never saying anything. now he's going home with her and commenting on her fan account posts. lets this be a lesson to never give up on your dreams ig
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london you have my heart đ thanks for all the shared tears and all the love you gave me. sad to leave but excited for what's to come đ
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lunalove GUYS THE PIANO. Y/N ONLY EVER POSTS WITH THE PIANO BEFORE NEW MUSIC COMES OUT. "excited for what's to come đ" MAX ALBUM INCOMING!
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(ps. the story photo max posted is one y/n sent him pre show⊠itâs his lockscreen now)
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the zipper
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summary: when you ask Bucky to help with your dress while you two at the gala, it doesn't go the way you planned
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warnings: semi-public sex, fingering, unprotected sex, dirty talk, mild dominance, light overstimulation,
a/n: I guess there are already tons of fics with congressman Bucky at the Gala (even though I still haven't read any of them), but this has been on my mind for a few days, so I have to give it to y'all.
also, do any of you want to be on my tag list? I thought about it randomly because many writers do it and I have so many followers... so if you would like to be tagged on my bucky fics, you can leave a comment or send me a message in my inboxđȘŒ

The gala was in full swing, with way too many important people wandering around, talking, and pretending that they like each other. Bucky didnât like it. He didnât like the crowdedness, the tight and fancy suit, and the fact that he still couldnât fully figure out what Valentina was doing irritated him even more.Â
At least he had you by his side, and most of the time you were on his arm, soothingly rubbing his back or placing a kiss on his cheek when you noticed him getting overwhelmed. You were a good distractionâhis favorite and only one.Â
Though while he was talking to Congressman Gary, Bucky couldnât stop thinking about the fact that you went to the bathroom about fifteen minutes ago and still didnât come back. His mind started wandering off, barely listening to the man in front of him, even if it was extremely important. He just couldnât focus when he didnât know where you were and what was happening.Â
In that exact same moment, his phone rang with a notification from you.Â
Buck, I have a problem with a zipper. Could you come and help me, please?
He physically felt himself relaxing, knowing that you were just struggling with your dress, and he excused himself from the conversation as he went down the fancy hall. Bucky knocked a few times at the door until your head poked out of it with a shy smile, and you gestured to him to walk in. He locked the door before fully taking you in when you stepped further into the room.Â
Hair pinned up, with a lip gloss in your hand, you applied it standing in front of the mirror. Buckyâs breath hitched when his eyes fell lower, at your chest, to be exact. Probably that was the reason you called him, because the zipper on your back was only halfway done, making the front part of your dress hang dangerously loose. The fabric barely covered your boobs, as it slid so low that Bucky could see that there was no bra underneath.Â
You stood there unbothered, looking at yourself in a mirror, and completely unaware that within a second you caused him to have a hard-on.Â
â...and I took it off to remove the label from the inside, but I canât zip it back.â His ears caught only the last part of your sentence, while you were still innocently focused on your reflection. âIâve tried so hard to reach it, but Iâm afraid that I might break my nail⊠Buck, you okay?â Your soft voice snapped him out of his thoughts, and he stepped behind you, metal hand on your waist.Â
âYeah, just fine, doll.â He mumbled in a gruff voice. Bucky was higher than you, so standing behind your back, he could perfectly see that your loosely hanging dress left basically nothing for the imagination. He looked down at the smooth skin of your back, framed by the soft color of the silk fabric, letting out a deep sigh as his other hand hesitated in the air.Â
His cock was pulsating in his suit pants, desperately craving your attention, the feeling of you. So before he could think of anything better, his hand tugged the zipper down to your ass, and he groaned, looking back in the mirror to see the full front part of your dress falling down and bunching at your hips.Â
âBucky!â You gasped at the feeling of cold air against your bare skin. Your hands instantly shot up to cover yourself, your lip gloss fell on the floor and was probably ruined, but Bucky moved quicker, wrapping one hand around your body. âWeâre⊠at the galaâŠâÂ
âLike I care, baby. You donât know what youâre doing to me.â His head fell forward into your neck, stubble scratching your delicate skin, lips ghosting just enough to send shivers down your spine. He pushed his hips forward, grinding his bulge against your ass and groaning at the feeling. You gasped again, instinctively melting in his arms, when his metal thumb brushed around your nipple. âNo fucking bra, God damn, do you want to kill me here?â
âYou donât wear a bra in such dresses.â You mumbled weakly, throwing your head backwards and barely able to hold back your moans when Bucky teased each of your breasts.Â
âMhm, you should wear them more often then.âÂ
His other hand trailed down your stomach, using a high slit on your dress to sneak in between your thighs and press his palm against your core. He palmed you shamelessly, feeling the warmth of your pussy through the lacy material, which already started to get soaked. Bicky knew your body better than he knew himself, so the subtle movements like the tilt of your head to the side, parted lips, and barely noticeable rocking of your hips gave him everything he needed to take you right in this bathroom.Â
You knew that you shouldnât do anything in the middle of the gala, when you still had to go to the main room afterwards and face people, pretending that nothing had happened. But it was Bucky, the one who could make you feel lightheaded with only one touch, who always found an excuse to fuck you anywhere and everywhere, who was currently intoxicating you with his cologne and fingers that he already pushed inside of you.
âOh, pleaseââ You whimpered as he pumped his fingers into your dripping hole, pressing a thumb against your puffy clit. His other hand was still busy with your boobs, twisting and pinching your nipples, almost sending you to tears.Â
ââM gonna fuck you, baby. Fuck, youâre so hot like this.â He groaned against your ear, withdrawing his fingers with a loud, wet sound and immediately reaching for his pants. You felt him fidgeting with the buckle, then pushing your dress up for easy access. His hand softly pushed in between your shoulder blades until you bent over with your hands on the sink and your ass on display for him.Â
Buckyâs metal hand pushed your legs further from each other, then slid your panties down until they were bunched around your ankles. At that point you wanted to cry from desperation, looking at him through the mirror and basically dripping from how horny you were. But then you felt the blunt tip of his cock sliding through your puffy folds, teasingly nudging your clit, as Bucky let out a loud moan. âJust soaking my cock, doll. You need it bad, huh?â He teased, slapping your ass once, just nudging your entrance but not pushing inside. âWe got five minutes before someone notices. Think you can be quiet for me?â
âYes. James, just pleaseâŠâ Your eyes rolled back the moment he slammed into you in one smooth motion, stretching you wide around him just the way you both liked, not even giving you time to think when he started slamming into you with full force. Buckyâs eyes stayed locked on the mirror, obsessed, addicted. Your reflection was pure sinâmouth parted, brows knitted in pleasure, tits bouncing with every savage snap of his hips. You tried to muffle your sounds, biting your lip until it hurt, but your breath kept catching on broken little gasps that made Bucky thrust even harder.
He groaned behind you, gripping the flesh of your ass, probably leaving marks on the skin, and keeping you still so he could use you the way he wanted. The wet sounds of your bodies slapping together filled the room, mixing with the faint music echoing from the gala.Â
âFuck, you feel so good.â He rasped, voice rough like gravel, forehead slick with sweat as he leaned over you. âYou were made for me, doll. Fuckinâ made for me.â Your walls fluttered around his cock, making him twitch deep inside you, and Bucky let out another guttural groan.Â
His relentless assault on your G-spot easily pushed you closer to the edge, making you gasp for air in poor attempts to not moan out loud. When an orgasm washed over you, Bucky didnât stop or follow you the way you expected him to. Oh no, after mumbling a bunch of curses mixed with praise, the palm of his hand pressed on your lower stomach, and his fingers reached your clit, moving in circles.Â
âGonna cum again, doll? Soak my cock, huh?â He growled, breath hot against the shell of your ear, his fingers working your clit with maddening precision while his cock kept pushing into your sopping cunt.
Your answer was a strangled moan, your body trembling as overstimulation surged through you like fire. The first orgasm hadnât even faded, and he was already pushing you into another, forcing your body to submit, to unravel under his touch again and again.
âJesus, Buckyââ You whispered, your voice wrecked, tears prickling at the corners of your eyes as your thighs started to shake. âToo much, Iââ He hushed you softly, his metal arm wrapping around your waist to keep you steady as he pounded into you mercilessly, lips brushing your ear.
âYou can take it. You will take it. Give me another one, sweetheart. Be my good girl.â
That tipped you over the edge. Again.
Your mouth fell open in a silent scream, your nails scraping at the counter as another orgasm ripped through you, harsher this time, your vision nearly whiting out from how intense it was. Your whole body went limp, but Bucky held you upright, grunting as your walls clamped down on him like a vise.
âFuck, babyâfuck.â He hissed, his thrusts losing rhythm as you dragged him over the edge with you. One final snap of his hips and he buried himself to the hilt, spilling into you with a moan and then pushing his cum into you like he didnât want to waste a single drop.Â
âYouâre insaneâŠâ You managed to mumble, barely able to straighten up. Bucky shifted behind you, slowly pulling out with a groan and tucking himself back in his pants. He bent down to help you pull your panties back in place, and then, as if nothing had happened, he fixed the back of your dress, lifted up the front, and this time properly zipped it.Â
âThatâs your fault.â Bucky shrugged casually, giving you a shit-eating grin after spinning you to face him. You slightly wobbled in your heels, and you gripped his shoulders for some stability. He placed his hands on your waist, leaning in for a slow and soft kiss. Being a gentleman, as if he hadnât just railed against the sink like there was no tomorrow. âStill shaky?â He whispered against your lips, the hint of a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
You gave him a playful glare, but it was half-lidded and dazed. âGee, I wonder why.â You took one look in the mirrorâyour hair still mostly intact, makeup a little disheveled but passable, and your eyes? Yeah, they were screaming just fucked, and you wondered how many people could pick up on that instantly. âI guess we have to go back now. Even though I look totally fucked. Both literary and figuratively.âÂ
âYou look perfect, I promise.â Bucky chuckled lowly, his hand slipping into yours as he led you toward the door, his fingers lingering just a second longer than necessary. âIâm more interested in seeing how youâre gonna keep that poker face of yours. Youâre gonna have to hold it together, doll. Until we get back home.â
You shot him a sidelong glance, fighting the flush that threatened to creep up your neck, knowing exactly what he meant. âOh, I can do poker faces.â
âMm-hmm.â He didnât sound convinced, but the playful gleam in his eyes told you he was looking forward to watching you try.
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âperv next door! âą J. Yunho



đŸpairing; âperv!neighbour!Yunho x fem!readerâ đŸsummary; âhow is the sweet girl supposed to know that the cute boy next door is secretly a pervertá°.áâ đŸwarnings; âperveted actions, panty stealing, sniffingâ
perv!Yunho who is your next-door neighbor!
He's so sweet. When you had first moved in, he had helped the movers carry up the boxes even before he had known your name.
After everything was moved in your unit, you had given him a candy that you randomly found in your bag.
"I know this isn't enough, but please keep this," You had smiled apologetically. "I will cook you a proper meal once i settle in."
perv!Yunho who had shaken his head as he took the candy from your hands, his fingers lingering a bit longer than appropriate but the smile on his face and his big, puppy eyes had cleared any traces of doubts in your mind.
"Thanks," He smirked. "Its Yunho by the way."
"Yunho." You had said trying how his name felt on your tongue. "Nice to meet you, Yunho."
Perv! Yunho began to press his ear against the wall he shared with you. The paper-thin wall does not do much for sound insulation.
Well, good for him.
Now he can listen to each and every noise you make.
Is it you moving the furniture? Yunho is guessing which one it is. Or is it you cursing each time your toe struck on a corner. Honestly, you looked so saintly sweet, and innocent. Hearing you curse has blood pumping to his dick.
perv!Yunho who wants to play with fire.
Each time he hears you taking your laundry, he's running out with his. He will meet you at the elevator, smiling. "Laundry too?" You'd ask with a sweet smile.
"Great minds think alike." As if he wasn't just rushing to put whatever clothes he could find into the bag.
He'd chat with you while you put your batch in, insisting he'll do his a bit later. "I have to run to the shop, you carry on."
And he'd leave, waiting just outside watching your every move. When you're done, he'll rush in to stop the machine, scouring through your dirty laundry till he finds the one he's looking for; your pink ribbon panties he caught a glimpse of yesterday while you were stretching.
perv!Yunho who sniffs the garment as if it's coke. Checking both sides for any passerby and swiftly pockets the pink cloth. Its his now.
perv!Yunho who watches quietly watches you workout on your balcony from his. The way your body bends, sweat sticking to your soft skin, glistening in the morning rays.
It is morning, but he can't keep the thoughts of bending you over and taking you right there against the railing right then. And when he notices your earbud drop, he'll quickly pick up his empty coffee cup to at least show that he was having his morning coffee when your eyes locked with his.
"Morning, yuyu." Running into Yunho several times a day was something meant you were bound to grow closer. And this nickname sounded cute, too.
Yunho licked his lips, smirking as he waved. "Good morning, Y/n."
perv!Yunho who is pushing his limits when he steals your panties almost daily now.
He'll take a new one, and throw back in the one he picked earlier, all sticky with his load. He quietly hopes the machine will stop midway and you'd have to wear the panty with his load. Maybe, he'll sire your virgin children too.
When you finally knock on his door with a tray full of freshly baked brownies to keep your almost forgotten promise, Yunho is running around his apartment like a headless chicken to hide all your panties from sight.
When he finally opens the door, he's a little breathless but hugs you nonetheless. "Haven't seen you in a while, Y/n," He'd make up excuses to hug you, his hands running down your back, hands sliding down your sides almost possessively.
After he had his fill of ''greeting'' you, he'll let you in with a big smile.
"Made you this," You'd offer him the tray. "Hope I'm not late?"
Yunho would smile, showing you to the couch. "Of course not. Here, wait. Let's eat them together."
When he leaves the room, your phone slips out your pocket ending up under his couch. Bending low to pick it up, your eye catches a certain something.
Before Yunho could speak when he returns, you start.
"You're the panty thief, aren't you?"
Yunho is stood frozen in place. He's caught. What now? Will you slap him? Call the cops? Report him to the landlord?
But to his surprise, he feels a pair of lips pressing against his, your hands holding his face.
"Gotta love a deranged pervert."
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CONTENT WARNING: Nothing crazy. Pussy eating, some pet-names (i.e bunny, my light), and Xavier being a bratty dom. Go ham, folks.
SYNOPSIS: Xavier had an urge to be between your legs while you're trying to get some work done.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, yeah, this is very self indulgent. Sue me. Once again, though, I'm sorry for any OOC-ness. I love writing (this one also just tore it's way out of my hands), but I haven't written for the lads until now. I think Caleb came out pretty good, so let's hope I did Xavier justice, too.
How are you supposed to think like this?
The laptop screen strains your eyes, propped up on your thighs as you lounge back in your shared bed. Any studying, writing or project youâd been trying to get done is nothing but a mindless blur. Your mind is wandering, unable to grasp and stick to any specific word or image reflecting back into your cloudy gaze.
All because youâd given into to those pretty, pleading blue eyes.
- â -
âXavier, I donât knowâŠâ The words had felt twisted on your tongue, thighs unconsciously pressing together where you sit. His request has the heat flooding to your cheeks, but you really do have things you need to get done. And with what heâs suggestingâŠ
âMm⊠Itâs alright if you donât want to, bunny,â he nearly coos (and it makes your heart melt) as he rests his head in his hand, elbow bent and propped upon his pillow. For a moment, his gaze drifts away from your face and down to the plush rabbit sitting between you both. His free hand idly fiddles with the felt of itâs ear, âI donât wanna make you uncomfortableâŠâ
And itâs the way he returns his sights to your own that is your undoing, stars shimmering in his gaze and pupils blown into large, desiring pools.
âI just wanna taste you.â
- â -
And thus, here you are.
Heâs taking his time between your legs, head underneath the shadow of your laptop and hands lightly gripping, caressing the back of your thighs. As there always is when heâs even being gentle with you, thereâs a subtle possessiveness in his touch. His tongue draws lazy circles around your entrance, gathering the escaping slick there and then agonizingly dragging it up to draw stars on your clit.
You havenât gotten any work done. Or, if you did manage to in your haze, it must not be very coherent. You canât hear your thoughts over the sound of his lapping and slurping.
Every twitch of your thighs trying to close is awarded with a tightening of his fingers, a gentle nip to your pussy lips and, if done too many times in a row, a low, displeasured growl. Whimpers have slipped past your own tongue far too many times to count at this point. The worst part is the lack of goal. True to his word, heâs just tasting you. Slow, leisurely and, dare he say, sleepily drunk on the flavor.
Itâs driving you insane.
Youâre brought out of your thoughts as he taps your thigh, mumbling something inaudible against your sopping cunt. You hadnât even realized how your had had fallen back against the wall behind you, your laptop slanted without you holding it in place.
âMy lightâŠâ He hums, and you can hear the infuriatingly teasing smile on his lips. Imagining it covered in your slick and his saliva has another spark of arousal swimming down your spine, âYou havenât been typing for a while⊠Do you want me to stop?â
âNo,â you breathe out too quickly, hair standing on the back of your neck at the sound of his amused, close-lipped chuckle. Heâs already layering another lick over your slit, âN-no, I just⊠I just needed a break.â
You can do this. ⊠You think.
Refocusing your gaze on your computer screen proves to be even more difficult than youâd anticipated, but damn him if he thinks youâre giving up now. Your fingers begin moving on the keyboard again, slow and hesitant. His hair tickles your inner thighs as the words form on the page, your finger swiping across the mousepad to make a correction and-
Another slow swipe across your clit makes your thighs clench. He nudges them back open.
Taking a deep breath, you continue. Click, tap, tap - Your fingers are shaking as they graze the key-caps. Moving two fingers to the mouse-pad again, you scroll up what youâve written to see how far youâve gotten-
His fingertips graze your pussy lips and it has your breath hitching, a jolt of surprise attacking your spine.
âXav, you said-,â Your worries are shushed, his lips kissing your mound as he softly pets your slit with two of his fingers.
âJusâ relax, bunnyâŠâ He breathes, teasing your entrance by circling around it and playing with the wetness thatâs accumulated there, âMâ not gonna put them in⊠not yet.â
A confusing mix of relief and need follows after. Still, you huff and carry on. Knowing him, heâs trying to distract you on purpose. But he does as he said, only petting your cunt with the lightest touch while his tongue and lips do most of the work. Suckling and licking at your clit while his finger scoop your growing slick into his mouth.
To your credit, you do manage to get some work done. Not nearly as much as you need to, the page still painfully empty, but itâs not nothing. And you were going steady until you noticed him following a certain pattern.
Click, tap - A diagonal line, down to the right.
Tap, tap tip - Another, down to the left.
And as youâre trying to type, your fingers slow down.
Another diagonal line, this time up and to the right. Immediately followed by a connected line going down and to the right. A quick line swept across.
By the time he reaches V, you realize heâs (staking his claim) spelling his name over your swollen nub. It has your thighs shaking and, with the way his hand tightens around the flesh of your thigh, he knows youâve noticed. Knows by the way your fingers have stopped moving and your breath picks up.
The smile you feel against your cunt is devious.
Youâre not going to be able to think like this.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Once again, I hope I've done him justice. This quite literally came to thought as I was lounging back in this same position. Also; let me know if anyone's interested in a continuation or anything.
CREDITS: The dividers are from thecutestgrotto. Eye banner is from the Harper's Bazaar x LADS Collab. All writing is done by me, w1ld-k4t.
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â„ïž Character; Rafayel Game; Love and deepspace
â„ïž Genre; fluff !! || established relationship || 2nd pov
â„ïž Warnings; rafayel may be ooc here I'm honestly too tired to tell lmao
â„ïž Notes; this has been in my drafts for god knows how long, and of course I had the great idea to polish this up right when I have an exam I haven't studied for in a couple hours (watch me regret this later). Also is it clear that I did not know how to end this đ§ââïž



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You were currently at Rafayel's house, chilling down on the sofa in his living room while scrolling through your phone. As for him, he sat down cross-legged in front of his canvas, trying to find inspiration for his next art piece. A number of painting tools and colours were scattered around on the carpet floor in a messily order. He had been staring at the plain drawing board for a solid ten minutes now, one of his hands placed on his chin in deep thought.
With nothing interesting happening on your phone, you decided to set the device down to admire the focused look on your lover's face. His cheeks slightly puffed out, and his eyebrows furrowed as he struggled to find an answer to whatever artistic dilemma he was facing.
Honestly, he appeared so cute with that expression that you just felt the sudden urge to wrap your arms around him and give his cheeks a good pinch between your fingers. He somehow had this great ability to awaken some kind of cuteness aggression in you thay you couldn't subdue, and right now unfortunately for him, you were already in the process of finding out how to act on these intrusive thoughts that were circling around in your head.
It's not like you had anything stopping you. In fact, you were pretty sure he was so deep in thought right now that he probably wouldn't even notice you creeping up on him all of a sudden. Especially since he didn't even comment on you just blatantly staring at him for the past couple minutes. You were one hundred percent certain he would've done so if he had noticed, probably teasing you about how oh so good looking he is that you can't even avert your eyes away from his face in his presence, or something along those lines.
And so with that, your new thought out plan was now in action. Placing your hands flat against the sofa's handlss on your side, you lowered down your feet to the fluffy carpet, standing up and making sure you had nothing on you that would make any noise while you walked towards him.
Step by step, you made your way to where the lemurian man was sitting. He wasn't that far away from you to begin with so it wasn't long before you were looming right above his figure. Right before he could notice the sudden shadow that had fell upon him, you swiftly maneuvered your way to quickly plop down onto his lap, your hands shooting up to grab a good hold of his cheeks, pinching the soft skin between your fingers.
There was a brief moment of silence between you two as the Rafayel's brain tried to comprehend what had just happened over the past few seconds. His eyebrows were slightly lifted in surprise, and pride filled your chest, knowing you had successfully caught him off guard. Your eyes were locked with his, and you could see a soft hue of pink dusting the apples of his cheeks. It made his expression somehow even cuter than before, if that was even possible.
No need for him to know that though, his ego is already too big as it is.
Bringing your attention back to the situation at hand, a grin spread across your face as you gave his cheeks that you still held hostage between your fingers, a light pinch. That seemed to do the trick to snap him out of his trance, the light blush on his face slowly fading away as he reached up and, to your surprise, did not pull your hands away from his face, but instead counter-attack by grabbing hold of your cheeks instead.
"Hey!" You narrowed your eyes pointedly at him. This was not how this was supposed to go.
"What?" His eyebrow raised up in a questioning manner. "It's okay if you come and attack my harmless self for no reason but I can't even defend myself by attacking back?"
A light chuckle escaped your lips following his words, which were obviously not serious in the slightest, but your chuckle made his pout deepen even more. "Okay, okay, you drama queen. Also, this isn't me attacking you, this is just a new way of showing my love."
"Is it now?" He shot a questioning look at you, not quite believing your words. Which, you're not gonna lie, he has every right to after the bunch of small harmless pranks you pulled on him the past couple weeks. But hey, he kept teasing you back as well so it's not like he's completely innocent.
"Of course. See," You released your hold on his cheeks flattening your hand to gently cup his face instead. Leaning forward, you gave a quick kiss to his right cheek before turning the other way and doing the same action to his left. Lastly, you placed your third kiss right on the tip of his nose to seal the deal. "you're getting free kisses out of this."
He huffed back as a reply, but you could clearly see his cheeks taking colour in that reddish tint again at your actions. "How cruel of you taking advantage of me like that. I guess I have no choice but to accept it if this is the only way I'm gonna get affection from you."
"Oh, stop it." A giggle left your mouth as you gave a light tap to his nose. "You act like you don't snuggle up to me to sleep every single night."
His blush darkened even more at your words, although you could see in his expression his attempts to try and fight it back down. "You're the one who said you wanted to hold me!" He huffed.
"Yes, because you looked like you wanted to be held."
"Nonsense." Was his response, but you knew he'd still be cuddling up to you as usual once night falls. Not like you minded at all. You were both well aware that those moments of silently holding each other underneath the sheets was your favourite part of your daily routine, and you honestly wouldn't have it any other way.

Hetty
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#love and deep space#love and deep space x reader#lnds#lads#l&ds#lnds x reader#lads x reader#l&ds x reader#rafayel x reader#love and deepspace rafayel
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Someone just made a good point in a fic I'm about to read and I wonder has it been discussed...
Louis was just part of a trial that he thought the real "love of his life" willingly participated in that killed his daughter and fledgling and locked him in a tomb for months..gets his revenge on the coven..leaves Lestat for good and he is all like " Yea Armand. Let's travel the world together?" He had to be so f'ed in the head.
Like I wonder is that also altered in some way..like we all think the tower scene is.
Thoughts?
Many :)
Yes, Louis was still fucked in the head, as you put it. Definitely. He still IS, later, in San Francisco.
Louis was mad after he was freed - the revenge on the coven is a fever dream, and I would bet anything that, while maybe satisfactory while he was at it, that it fell short in the long run. Just as whatever happened in the tower did, ultimately.
Jacob spilled in one of the BTS interviews (iirc) that Louis would go off and roam alone after Paris... they were not "together" to travel the world all the time, Armand also alludes to that in 2x05 when he complains about Louis always "fucking off tri-annually".
Louis was broken after Paris. He was suffering. The Louis in the book travels with Armand, yes, but he is numb, and he does not care when Armand finally leaves him, could not care less for the company. Show Louis is not as numb, but that does not mean he does not hurt the same, on the contrary, his pattern of behavior is a certain "running away instinct", though I don't want this to be taken too negatively here, I touched on that in my fic also - he removes himself when it gets too much.
He... leaves.
I don't think Louis asked Armand to "travel the world together" in the show either. He just... left, because he could not stay anymore, and Armand went with him.
As per the altering:
I do believe that most of the really extreme memories were likely tampered with, in order to (try to) alleviate some of Louis' pain, and ultimately Armand's guilt - that is definitely one of them. This tinkering did not help, of course, but it was something that could be done.
We know Armand implanted whole memories, changed key scenes.
I said it in an ask a while ago, but ... we haven't really seen LOUIS either, because of course the altering of memories would alter the tale for us in those key scenes, too. Would ultimately alter Louis in them.
We have only seen some of him, and it will be hugely interesting to see Louis "in reality" and outside the tale.
#lordfarquadsexwife#ask nalyra#amc iwtv#iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#iwtv louis#louis de pointe du lac#beautiful one
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I haven't seen a whole lot of these kinda storys so here it goes
Yandere Mr. Ring a Ding / Lux imperator x Cleaner Reader pt. 1
You were waking up gor another shift of endless cleaning at a crappy cinema. For a crappy amount of money to put up with crappy people. At least Mr. Pye's pretty cool... when it's the end of the day he let's you watch movies while you clean, but only if you close up for the night too, so... it's a win win situation you guess. Usually you'd watch movies like horror, or a comedy, but... one stuck out in particular... 'Mr. Ring a Ding goes to town'. You kinda fell in love with the style and the goofy characters in the movie, but one was your main and only favorite, Mr. Ring a Ding. He was quiet charming, silly, and kinda handso- STOP you can't be having these feelings... right? Well no time to drown in the past just a few more hours and you can re-re-re-rewatch your favorite silly guy go into town as you cleaned. While you sanitized all of the surfaces in the front of the cinema you would hear the movie in the theater get louder and louder before screams and dead silence was heard. You jostled your way through the doors to see 'Mr. Ring a Ding goes to town' playing on the screen, but... it felt different. Sure everyone was now gone but surely they must have, you don't know seen a mouse or something and all ran out... but as you looked up in the screen that's when you realized what was different... Mr. Ring a Ding wasn't there... you'd get knocked out your thoughts from tapping sounds to your left... then to your right... the sound played all around you before you saw the curtains near the screen moving around. "Helloo... who's there? I can see you moving!"
MR. RING A DINGS POV
Forgotten... that's what most people or... cartoons in my case go to becoming... forgotten. But finnaly I found a true fan! They watched me every night when they cleaned and I watched them... N-NOT IN A WEIRD WAY THOUGH! it's just that...their so corranated, like every steps thought through and every breaths a gift for me to hear, their my light at the end of the tunnel, my light... but nothings weird about that... right? I had seen my light walk out the doors to clean somewhere else so I had been irritated by that already, but when I heard a man in the crowd with dorky glasses say that my show was... 'Silly'... I snapped, takeing everyone from the crowd and putting them in picture... then my light ran in after all the commotion... GAH EVEN HOW THEY RUN IS ELEGANTLY DONE!! I would watch my light look around and I decided to have a little fun before I got to know them...
Y/NS POV
I would step errily closer to the curtains before yanking them away to see... nothing? I would sigh and turn around only to get jumpscared by the one, the only... MR. RING A DING! My heart nearly exploded from awe, fear, confusion, and mostly love because my favorite character was here... but at the same time, my favorite characters here...I stared at the 2ft man I loved so dearly infront of me as i would start wondering if the exhaustion from overworking was setting in and giving me hallucinations, but then he spoke...
MR. RING A DINGS POV
I would see my light go to the curtain I was just at and yank it away to show the empty floor. I would chuckle lowly to myself and walk behind them up on the stage... man I should have never learned perspective cause seeing them taller than me just keeps making them better and better. They would stare at me, heh I'm guessing I'm so devilishly charming but their stare wavered and never stayed one emotion so I couldn't tell how they felt so I would speak up breaking the silence with my classic song and dance... that'll surely 'wooe' them.
Y/NS POV
I didn't realize how hard and how long I was starting till he started dancing and singing his little song that played through out the movie when people asked who he was... it was so cute... maybe too cute because that added onto of the already debating heart in my chest and I guess my heart chose not to question how he is but how cute as a button he is. Once his song ended I would kneel down to meet his height... still being slightly taller as I would look into his eyes... oh my gosh he was so lifelike and adorable I had to fight back demons not to scoop him up in a hug and tell him how much of a fan I was of his franchise and of him.
MR. RING A DINGS POV
I would finish my lovely song and see them drop to their knees to (almost) meet my height as they would bore their E/C eyes into my pitch black pearls... up close I could see every masrk of their detailed skin every line under their eyes or how their eyebrows furrowed while they examined me as I would tear my eyes away to see their hands fiddle with their pants... oh yeah I have them right where I want them... I would then smirk and say my voice a smooth as quartz "my my I have a fan I can see... well it's a pleasure to meet you Y/N" I would gently take their hand from their leg into my four fingered one with a delicacy that you'd think their made of glass. I would then lean down and press a gentle kiss on their knuckles holding it their for a flash then moving away... their skin was so smooth... I almost had to pry myself off of them because the way they felt against my skin... was addictive.
Y/NS POV
When he spoke his voice as smooth as honey and as playful as ever it made my skin tingle and my stomach do a summersault. But when I didn't think it could get better he held my hand and even kissed it!... i was on cloud 9 to say the least... his skin was warm and soft and his kiss was even better. I couldn't hold back anymore I scooped him up in a bear hug... which was surprisingly easy due to his size... or lack there of. As I would hug him close, then I realized how weird I was and how he'd now never want to see me or do anything with me. But then I felt his arms go around the small of my back and he melted into my grasp... like literally he turned into a liquid and spilled onto the floor out my arms as steam blew out his ears and his antenna curved into a heart as he cooed happily to himself. I would laugh gently and stand up, saying " I'll seeyou tomorrow Mr. Ring a Din-""you can call me Lux, my light" He butted in as i spoke. "Right uh ill see you tomorrow Lux... till then-" I would lean down to his now reformed self placing s soft delicate kiss on the top on his head saying against his skin "goodnight~" as I would smile and leave out the door locking it and driving away.
MR. RING A- I mean LUXS POV
When they scooped me up into a hug I melted into their arms... my cartoon logic made sure I did it in a litaral sense as I pooled out on the floor leaving my light laughing... they laughed at me... they sound so nice happy~ I would then feel something soft and warm touch my head as I looked up to see my light KISSING ME!! I was beyond happy when they said they see me tomorrow... I can't wait to see what else I'll get from them...
ALLLLLLRIGHTY that's the end of this part... I'll see when I can get the second on in... hopefully soon haha anywhizzle thanks for all the support yall it means a lot! But till next time HERES YOUR FOOD COOOOOOME AND GET UM!!
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đĄ The significance of Spamton's character arc and connection with Kris.
Late-night thoughts and analysis by an actual crazy person.
[Warning: Some spoilers for Chapter 2]
Say what you want about Spamton, but at least he has the self-awareness to realize he's been a piece of @#$%. Not everyone can do that despite harboring negative feelings for others. He wants revenge but is internally conflicted and values Kris despite his selfish desires. If he wants to, he can easily cannon that little sucker the moment he gets his upgrade, but he doesn't. He hesitates, and even during his secret boss fight as SNEO, he still struggles and wants Kris to be the one to give up their soul.
He knows Kris is someone he connects to on a deep level, who came into his life without warning, as if by happen-chance. They don't know each other long, but they have an instant bond, and both see eye-to-eye in their struggles, at least in the main route. In Snowgrave, we see what happens when Spamton is indulged too much. He caves into his selfish desires because he comes to see Kris and Noelle as tools rather than friends. Ultimately, he admits that he manipulated them the whole time and only cares about himself.
The player's soul is selfish in the Snowgrave route, indulging Spamton to be cruel and power-trip. Spamton has garbage self-esteem, but when the opportunity comes for something to feed his fragile ego, he takes it without thinking about the consequences. Spamton, at his core, is not evil, but he's not necessarily a good person. He has what it takes to be one, but it takes one person (Kris) to see this light in him and not give up on it. Now, imagine if, at the end of the extra boss fight, Spamton remains indignant.
Imagine how different the perception of his character would be if, instead of lending his strength, he chooses to die on this hill about how he is always right and that his ambitions matter more than anything else. đ€
He'd probably bounce around in his wires and insist he'd "WIN" if only Kris's friends didn't interfere. Where would he end up? Probably in a cage like King, humiliated and alone or forced to become a weapon like in the Snowgrave route.
I'm glad Toby did not end his character arc in a predictable way that lacks growth. I would surely not love this character as much if he turned out that way. Sure, he would still have his charisma and be an interesting character, but he wouldn't be the Spamton we know and love in this fandom. He wouldn't be a character so many of us can resonate with and feel happy for once he finally realizes his pride and greed are not what matters most. He teaches us a valuable lesson in empathy.
Allowing himself to be vulnerable to Kris gives him this strange spiritual awakening that no one else has given him in his entire life. Rather than run and shun Kris, he values them until the very end and realizes that even though they cut his strings, they don't do it to hurt him. They do it to make him realize that his self-serving mindset truly holds him back. Humility, empathy, and being able to admit to his deepest flaws make him such a fantastic character. In the end, he learns to forgive them and himself. đđ©·
#musings#character analysis#deltarune chapter 2#deltarune#spamton#spamton g spamton#kris#kris dreemurr#I haven't done one of these in a while but I had the thoughts so I had lay them out.
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hello <3 does anyone have any last-minute tips for idk . enjoying a (taemin!!!!!!!) concert when you have autism + adhd? HSJSJSJS
#im sooooo nervous holy shit. it's been a While since i did the whole queuing thing for an artist#and when we did it for harry i had moments were i felt truly Terrible HSJSJSJSJ and im also nervous it won't feel real#or i won't be able to like. feel grounded or present??? and just close off emotionally???#i know this is silly and ive only listened to taemin since 2020 and never religiously like i did for bt s and seventeen ofc#but yk!!!!!! it's taemin!!!!!! and obviously feel v v lucky i get to go at all (yk. godwilling everything goes well)#also if anyone has any taemin specific tips hmu dhsjsjdh i haven't looked up the setlist bc i wanna be surprised#i know all his songs i think but not all by heart?#(also everything about queuing is Stressful HSJSJD and we have to travel 3.5 hours by train first which really is a record distance#in this country GSJSJSJD)#(anyways hiiiiiii sorry)#(oh and how be at peace with what you have djjsjdd and not to regret things constantly)#(which ig with taemin im constantly like Just So Happy To Be Here but then if it's me who could've done things differently it's >:[)#also in hindsight i think i just had a ? shutdown? meltdown? at one of the harry shows rip that wasn't great#can i even say that. idk if i get those. but i was quite literally shaking crying (not throwing up!) and couldn't explain a thing#anyways i think i'll take my adhd meds so i at least won't have a billion other thoughts in my head??#i just haven't in ages but i took them today and my heart has been Pounding HSJSJS also im sweating and nervous but yk we deal#i realise im making a huge deal out of this and it will most likely be fine#it's just like. if I don't feel anything at this????? what's the point#so no pressure HDJSJSJSJDJ maybe that's not a great thought#concerts are just... tricky and so much worse still now with covid and wearing a mask as one of the only people there#also sensorily + heat wise whew. but for the best
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just thought about that sherlock relapsed without his support system after being "dead". he's not wearing his sobriety pin anymore. he hasn't told watson about it. watson says he seems happy and he says that working as a detective abroad but not as himself was the best time of his life. I'm not sure if that's actually true????
#i know they only could cram a certain amount of stuff into the finale episode amd I think it was well done. ofc i still wonder#im sure that after sherlock telling josn he's staying#they had a heartfelt conversation abt how both of them hv been the past few years#like. they've been completely out if each other's lives for 2 years. and not in like consenting way as it was when sherlock moved to London#to give Joan some space. so they must be estranged a bit now right. i think the finale did well w showing that 1 year later#they work together again. returning to the roots so to say. and even tho it hasn't been said im surewl sherlock actually moved back in#w joan and took care of her during chemo just like she took care of him while he recovered from pcs.#actually nvm i just went back to rewatch the 1 year later scenes and so at first i thought since watson explicitly says that Rose doesn't hv#time to take care of Arthur on Thursdays that this is smth Sherlock doesn't know. bc if he had been living w them he'd hv known that right??#HOWEVER. when sherlock gets back from moriarty's funeral he asks watson 'do we still own a shovel?' we. WE!!!!#so if he's referring to stuff in the brownstone as theirs then they must live their together.#well and he also says 'as long as we're together' and i don't think 'together' would apply if they lived separated#unless he's referring to together at work#nnnngggu i think im overthinking it. like. sherlock and joan were both ok w living together while joan raises a kid#so why would it be different now. ig i just got hung up on that one thing joan said abt Rose's schedule.#but all other evidence points towards them living together#anyway i need one thousand fanarts and fanfics abt their time while joan fights cancer and their time after that#i haven't seen much fanart of elementary at all lest fanart abt post s7. there's some fics that im going to read tho <3#nnngh i made some typos but im on mobile. might fix them later#fandom related#elementary#elementary holmes#personal log stardate
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Lol I keep on doing this, saying I'd come back to tumblr to only disappear again đđ
#and i hate it bc i miss being on here#but also i don't have to force myself or feel guilty for it#bc if i'm fr being on social media is just so time consuming and also not what is good for my mental health often#and that includes tumblr#it's not even that it's a toxic place (at least not the content i'm consuming) but sometimes i just rather spend my time with people irl#meeting someone than on social media and like focus on my life#the last month or so was just really difficult for me and i haven't been feeling so bad mentally in forever#i mean it always is like that that time of the year but i feel like i was worse this year#whenever autumn comes around with the darkness and cold i seem to hit a low mentally#when i tell you how much better my mood is in summer spring how much better i feel everyday regardless of everything else#i get people like autumn but for me its literally the worst and winter too altough at some point it gets better#maybe i adapt and maybe because i spend more time outside around christmas when i go home that's usually a turning point#and ig also the lights of december make it a bit better#but mid october to november is awful#this year the weather was much worse beginning of october was much worse#i feel like i lowkey have this seasonal mood disorder idk#but i barely managed to go to classes and i had no motivation#usually i always make myself study and do the things i have to atleast altough i often terribly procrastinate#but now i was barely able to do this and i had things to do but i couldn't make myself i missed a deadline closely#luckily my professors are the best but i felt so horrible for it how i was unable to get it done#sunlight is just so good for my mood and ik how doctors say how you should avoid it because you can get skincancer#but like i'd rather than my mental health being this bad (not that i want either)#i already miss summer so much and being happier#but tbh i haven't felt this good as I do today in weeks and even this whole week was better#i exercised more than usual altough i tried to in the last weeks i couldn't as often as i normally do so maybe this actually helps a lot#and i studied yesterday today and i will tomorrow i finally feel motivation again#besides i also tried to break up with my bf so that was also tough but i couldn't lol#i tried talking to him and tell him in the nicest way but he didn't get what i was trying to do and i couldn't say more bc i felt horrible#but maybe that's for the better altough i had these thoughts for a while that he just isn't the one for me and that we're too different...#i do really like him as a person the way he treats me and i'm still into him but i just felt like it wouldn't work
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tonight I go to bed grateful not to be in my bnha phase right now
#pickle pontificates#oh boy. i see stuff starting to blow up over there right now#i have many feelings and thoughts about that series and the amount of good it did for me cannot be underestimated#but i was starting to get a bit frustrated with it around when the war arc started#and i sort of fizzled out in interest#and i stopped keeping up with the manga around the traitor reveal i think#it's bittersweet because on the one hand i cannot say enough about the good it did me#it influenced my real life and studies and hobbies in kind of a big way#but on the other hand i don't feel great about the direction it went#and I'm glad I didn't have to be disillusioned while i was in the middle of fangirling and fixating and whatever else#I'd also rather not be involved in whatever discourse I keep catching whiffs of#seeing that was always the most exhausting part of trying to scavenge the fandom and i am too tired for that#yeah. i guess I'm just glad i got to spend time with it when i did and also that I'm doing other stuff now#watch me talk about media like it's my ex rofl#not entirely wrong though... pretty sure I have seriously and directly compared reading dungeon meshi to falling in love on here#and that's been the case with other things. i fall fast and i fall hard and then we have a passionate affair for a few months to a year#and then we amicably agree to be friends with benefits forever and I move on to the next one#(at least with stuff I really like)#bnha is more of an ex that I had a great time with who taught me a lot but I'm kinda only stalking them on social media once in a while#and they're sorta expressing some mildly concerning political opinions that I probably should've seen coming#but they really weren't that much of a problem back then so it's not like i could've really done anything about it#(this is totally different from the way i do relationships irl which is that i don't and haven't ever)
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yay yippee yay :3 đ
#just me hi#making things i will never ever show to anybody: đ«đ«đ„đ«đ« pfshvbh#you know when you personal-art so hard it could literally be nuclear if anybody saw it. Yeagh kfhsvhjgs#:3 ehehehe [<- pleased]#i love you writing + art combo. i Am giving you a very deep grave though i won't lie <3#//anyway thought i was gonna get flamed today cuz i wouldn't let my mom look at some doobles i had in my sketchbook lmfsvhghs#gay đ#but we just went out for snacks and she was just talking about a lot of random stuff lol :) chilling comes out on top yet again đđ„#//anyway i gotta do some studies áŽ.Ꭰ[<- the urge to do it and the desire to Never Ever]#wanna get better at anatomy :/ and shading lmao :/ [<- does not want to do it so bad]#and also backgrounds :// but one step at a time man i don't know what a lighting is lfmvshj#shaking myself by the shoulders like you are GOING to enjoy it at some point it's not the end of enjoyment forever !!#me n mine are going to argue back and forth about it until i finally get it done so [tosses hands in the air]#hopefully i get to it today :) i haven't been trying to do timelapses this past year but maybe i'll do that when i get around to it :>#getting the funk out of the Lagoons means i realized i have been dropping a lot of things i thought were neat over time and i'm tryna pick#them back up lol :3#downside is that where i was dropping things i was picking up anxiety which is Really Cool and Epic#the Most counterintuitive function of the brain i think. doing their best but man it's like putting a rat in a room made of cheese while#it's pouring rain outside and expecting it not to start chowing down lmaoo#//anyway yea!! my things :33#kinda Do want to do studies now Yippee !!! i win yet again ehe >:3#so toodles ciao pop toodles >wĂł
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.... OK I really hope I can keep this dude â„
#miranda talking shit#Like... I just want him around me... Yeah. First visit I thought it may be how I felt. Now I'm like lol yeah#8+ hour visit later... Not even that I just... Am being used for sx like we talk so much#We talked about past experiences and love and children etc. Like... I guess we just vibe. Or rather I feel like we do#We make each other laugh and he seem to want to touch me and want to tell me about things#He talked about metal (or we about music but I'm not a metal head so) and he played songs for me#He found my reactions to them funny. Some song did some guitar thing and I was like âwoah!â#He laughed and after the song went into explaining what it was. How it was done and such#âi wonder what you think about this... Or... Well maybe you won't care. But I think you may find it interesting?â#Me already clawing at the phone: yes yes I'm interested show me!!!#I love having people show me things willingly. Like even if it's embarrassing or whatever like hey I am going to love it#He showed Warhammer figures he had painted and talked about that#I love hearing people info dump like omgggg hiiii tell me everything uwu#I took up the... Idea of being fwb and being like... Exclusive about it. And he was like âI mean... I haven't really been seeing anyone els#Mainly bc I don't want to and bc it's so... -makes eye contact with me-â me: tiring?â-deep sigh-yes so tiring.... â#He shared a lot of personal things in general and one thing in detail he definitely didn't have to#I mean I casually say I got daddy issues but that's like... Yeah my dad never cared for me and my siblings that's just how it is ya know#Idk man. Been a while I... Felt so... At ease and.... Open so quick with anyone. I liked Linus quick but not in this way#I hope I get to keep him around me for more... Like he's.... I think we have things in common but we are definitely still different enough#Want to learn everything I can about him. Plus he let's me be... Overly affectionate and serviceing him like an doting mom (how I want to#Treat everyone in my life but I know majority don't accept it). I get to bring him a drink and help him get dressed to go outside#Men who just goes along with how I want to express affection and not hate it is great#I mean. I don't think he have been touched this... Affectionately before either. I'm very intense and like.... Yeah it's like I'm in love#With you. Sorry I'm stroking your face and looking into your eyes and all :/#He just smiles. Me with basically heart shaped eyes and he's like: :)#Some nerdy brunette: hi (: me: omg? Spend all your free time with me???
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đđČđ§đšđ©đŹđąđŹ: Next time you wanna do something nice for your boyfriend, how about making sure he doesnât see the package â let alone OPEN it! â before you? Especially if itâs something with bunny earsâŠ!
đđšđ§đđđ§đđŹ: Geto x fem! reader - explicit content; minors DNI - modern au! you and Geto are college sweethearts - implied that you and Geto are early 20s - lingerie + bunny outfit - oral (m! receiving) - anal fingering (f! receiving) - use of an anal toy; butt plug - backshots/doggy style + deep impact positions - impact play (spanking) - clitoral play - praise - finger sucking - cervix fucking - unprotected sex (psa: don't be silly; wrap the willy) - pet names (angel, baby, bunny girl, little bunny, good girl, my love, princess, sweet baby, sweetie) - cameos: Utahime, Mei Mei, and Gojo - reader is very shy but is trying their best! - kind of freaky! Geto awakening, lmao - humor - mention of drool/spit and tears - will be proofread l8r.
đđšđ«đ đđšđźđ§đ: 9.2k (sigh..)
đđźđđĄđšđ«'đŹ đđšđđ: based on this ask!! haven't done a suguru fic in a long while so ehh, why not? && tysm for 8.8k, my loves xoxo



ââŠâ
Oh no.
ââŠWell,â
I have to be dreamingâŠ
âNeedless to say, I brought your package inside, Y/n.â
THEREâS NO WAY!!!
Being an introvert can have its trivial times; you should know that. Looking back on your life, you canât seem to say you had the drive to stand out, an expertise you regret not putting effort into. You couldnât do it; youâve tried but to no avail! Going out of your comfort zone is too scary, shivering or freezing on the spot whenever youâre being spoken to or fumbling with words when trying to make a point. Man, itâs so embarrassing! It sucks â youâre a grown adult, and yet you can barely get through any gathering without anxiety rattling your bones.
Some are good at talking with others or are lucky enough to be naturally blessed with a social spirit. Some people like your boyfriend, for example.Â
Yes, you have a boyfriend.Â
Suguru Geto, your partner, wasnât a complete extrovert. Honestly, heâs comfortable keeping to himself if he could choose. After meeting you, he preferred dates when you visit each otherâs dormitories and enjoy each otherâs company. However, compared to you, his people-pleasing skills outclassed yours unquestionably. Geto knew how to talk, drawing people in with his mellow tone and inviting aura. He was good at mingling and making everyone feel comfortable around him. You were a victim to it, lured in by his charm and soft ambiance.
He was terrific, a role model to you. How he would efficiently put himself out there while you stayed close in his shadow never failed to inspire you. The way he spoke, how he listened intently to othersâ concerns, and his maturity seen as a dependable figure to lean on. Itâs absurd to think that such a marvelous man fell in love with you and asked to court you.
You and Geto have dated since your junior year of college; what you once thought would be a tiny crush on one of the schoolâs notorious heartthrobs became your first and longest-running relationship! How did that happen!? You couldnât tell; one moment, you two were paired up for an end-of-semester project, and he managed to have you relax and talk with him daily. The next thing you know, heâs asking you to live with him in his apartment the second you finish graduation. Now, you two have been a couple for nearly half a decade. Itâs unbelievable to think about.
But even with how long you two have been together, there are moments where you feel as though you werenât doing your part. Being in a relationship is such a hurdle for an awkward person, aka you, such as going stiff whenever old friends of Suguru pop up and greet him or him inviting you along to parties only for you to stay glued to a corner in silence. You felt as though you wereâŠboring? Dull? Deadweight!? The list goes on, and the guilt never tires you out.
And Geto â God bless him â has repeatedly expressed and assured you that you didnât have to feel as such. His alluring purple eyes and soothing voice vouch that he doesnât mind standing in as your sponsor and speaking for you, and you are eternally grateful to the stars above for gracing a loving and understanding boyfriend your way. Nonetheless, the stress that churns your stomach doesnât go away. Heâs always been the one to voice for you, attend to you, and look out for you. Hell, even in the bedroom, heâs doing most of the work. Again, heâs never complained nor seems to ever will, but still!
Heâs done so much for you, and you want to meet him at least halfway and make him feel appreciated. So, you took matters into your own hands and decided to do something special for your man!
Here was the plan: going out and buying stuff meant talking to people, and talking meant letting strangers know about your business; merely thinking about it had you trembling a storm. So yeah, nope. You went on the Internet and found sites catering to your search. You canât say you were the type to wear anything risquĂ©, especially in the bedroom. So, you dialed up your two best friends, Mei Mei and Shoko, to help you find stuff that they thought would look nice for you to wear.
Luckily, they came in clutch and found something for a beginner like you! Itâs not something youâd wear in publicâyouâd rather dieâbut itâs a good start when implementing new things into your lifestyle. You added the item to your cart, purchased it, and waited silently for your package to arrive. To say you were anxious about this new step of adulthood was on the nail, but you beamed with glee once you got the notification that your bundle would be delivered today!
Before then, you decided to nap and wait for the item to be delivered to your apartment door. You woke up to that once you saw the notice on your phone, yawning your way out of the shared bedroom to retrieve it.
However, what you saw as you entered the living room stopped you dead in your tracks, and your eyes widened with absolute horror.
What you should have accounted for was that today was a Thursday, meaning Geto would usually come home from work on weekdays. So, while you were snoring in the comfort of your blanket, your boyfriend was the first to see a mysterious box with your name on it at his doorstep. And to add more salt to the wound, you caught him in the act unboxing the package and inspecting its contents, and youâre too shocked to fall on your knees at what he has in his hands.
Geto sat on the living room couch, the box perched on the coffee table opened with the wrappings decorating the brown table surface. His eyes find your figure to latch onto, but yours honed on what he was inspecting. In his right hand was a black lacy top meant to be worn around a chestâthe other holding onto a headband with bunny ears of velvet material.Â
This is where we lay our current scene; astounded, you could only stand in place â like Geto â at the sight before you. And with every passing second, you wanted nothing but to explode into bits. Your boyfriend had found your package and opened it!
Of course, youâd be stammering your words! âW-Where did you get that!?â What a silly question; where else would he have gotten it, dumbass?
Nonetheless, the dark-haired man answers after a forced cough. âWell, umm, I saw it at the door coming from work. I brought it in and was going to let you know, but you were asleep, and IâŠdidnât wanna bother you.â
âWhy did you open it if you knew it was mine??â
Geto raised his hands defensively, still holding onto the items. âIâIâm sorry! I thought it was something different, like the cute glass cups you liked and ordered last week. I figured I would set those up on your behalf. I had no idea it would be somethingâŠâ Your feet suddenly felt heavy, watching your boyfriend scan the lace top. âLike this.â
Any attempt to fight the mini shakes of your knees was impractical, and your throat was going so dry that you were scared to swallow.
âThis doesnât seem like something you would buy; could someone have accidentally sent this with the wrong information?â He inquires with furrowed brows. âBetter not be some fucked up prank or whatever.â
âN-No, itâs, IâŠâ Fuck, this had to be the worst scenario to admit this. ââŠ.I did mean to buy it.â
Have you ever had those moments where people would look at you after saying something that you wish you hadnât? You indeed hated those moments; they made you feel so scrutinized by the public judging you. And seeing your manâs eyes widen and his expression morphed his lips to a small âoâ shape? Oh, you couldnât breathe adequately.
âYou bought,â your quivering lips worsen when his left wrist flicks with the bunny-eared headband. âThis?â
Your hands come to your face, shielding yours from his as you silently squat down with the weight of your humiliation. The shakes rock your entire frame, and you can sense your tears forming. This officially was the worst day ever; out of all the dilemmas that could happen, why did it have to be the worst one of all?!? Your partner had found out about the out-of-the-norm purchase you made without you present to explain yourself first. Now he probably thinks heâs dating some freak into weird shit. Can this day get any worse!?!
You wanted to cry, hoping the floor beneath you would give way and ingest you out of this cold, cruel world. But alas, youâre still here and can hear the footsteps approaching your crouching state, and you jolt when Geto embraces you.
âY/n,â God, why did he say your name like that? His tone was smooth like honey, and he rubbed your back as he brought you closer. âItâs okay, baby. I didnât mean to judge you or anything; I was just curious, is all. Sorry, I opened your package without letting you know, okay?⊠Ahh, did I make my sweet angel cry?â Raven brows scrunched together at the view of you burrowing into his chest more. âAww, Y/n, Iâm sorryâŠâ
Yes, you were indeed sniffling into his sweatshirt. Although, itâs not that he opened your stuff without your consent that upset you the most. You whine while moving your face, âI justâŠwanted to do something different.â
âHmm?â Getoâs hand doesnât stop rubbing your back, speaking to you in a low mode. âWhatâs the reason, sweetie?â
âBecause, well,â you chewed the inside of your cheek as they warmed. âI just felt like I wasnâtâŠLikeâsigh, youâve done so much for me in this relationship, and Iâm so lucky to have you as my boyfriend. But I feel like I donât do my part as I should, you know?â Nothing is said from the other, so you continue. âI justâsniffâwant you to know that I appreciate you and all youâve done, although I didnât know if my words would do me justice. So, I, uhh,â your thumbs find their way to fiddle with themselves. âI asked Shoko and Mei Mei for help and boughtâŠ..this to wear for you.â
Three seconds pass without saying anything, then six. At ten seconds, the silence suffocates you and probes your unease more and more.Â
However, his chestâs sudden rise and fall startles you, along with his pleasant laughter. âSo thatâs what this is all about, huh?â Your bodyâs rigid compared to his lively motion. âMy angel was gonna doll up for me?â
âYeah, and you ruined it!â You fuss, your cute teary face all hot and puffy as you complain. âI just wanted to do something special for you after I finally muster up the courage to go out of my comfort zone and do something nice andâŠwell, sexy,â you cringed internally at the final word. Yet, it was true.Â
Geto hums through your explanation. âYouâre always sexy to me.â
âThatâs not the point!â He laughs at your remark, the sound filling you with warmth. âIââŠIâm different compared to you. Whenever weâre out, youâre so much more social than me; I feel like Iâm a burden or make it seem I need you to watch over me or somethingâŠAnd I know youâve said youâre okay with it and donât mind, but itâsâŠ.sniffâI donât know, like Iâm putting more on your plate when itâs more of a âmeâ problemâŠâ
Your eardrums pick up low chuckles. Then, like the Prince Charming he is, Geto uses his hand to bring your chin up. Your face warms up at his handsome face in your vicinity. âBaby, although I appreciate you going out your way to do something for meâbelieve me, I could jump over the moon right nowâyou donât have to go outside whatâs comfortable to you to impress me or anything.â
âBut Iââ
âI mean it; I really donât mind that I have to be some voucher for you. Itâs not a burden; thatâs just who you are. And if thatâs the case, youâre too cute as hell the way you are.â You didnât see his small smile grow because your eyes bashfully averted away from his gaze. âNow, if you want to build your confidence, donât be afraid to ask me for help, okay? No need to force yourself to change up for the sake of âappeasingâ me or feel as though youâre not fitting whatever bullshit mold of an appropriate partner youâre expected to be.â
âSuguruâŠâ
âY/n,â your name pierces your heart like an arrow as his hand prompts your face back to him; God, heâs so dreamy. âI like you no matter what. Youâre my princess; your troubles are my troubles. Iâd tell you long ago that youâre bothersome if it wasnât. But youâre not, so donât put too much weight on yourself. Promise not to stress yourself over this, okay?â He boops your nose, âRemember: communication is key, right?â
Once again, youâre reminded how lucky you are to have such a man like Suguru Geto to court you. So understanding and attentive to your feelings and wrapping you in his blanket of love constantly makes it hard not to fall in love all over again. Chewing your bottom lip doesnât even help the heat of your cheeks creeping onto your ears.Â
âYouâre right,â you almost melt under his lips as he kisses your forehead. âI promise.â
âGood girl,â your heart skips a beat. âBut what are we gonna do with all this?â He points to the open package with his chin. âNow I feel kinda bad for having you buy this for me and ruining the special occasion.â
Wincing at the box, you remove yourself from Getoâs embrace to inspect the contents. âHonestly, looking at them in real time, I regret buying them. Iâll return them tomorrow or Monday, seeing I donât necessarily needââ
âWoah, woah,â you stop in your tracks at your boyfriendâs exclamation. âWhy are you returning them?âÂ
Huh? âWell, I mean, thereâs no need for them, no? It was meant to be a surprise.â
âYeah, but you already spent so much money for my sake. Plus,â Geto picks up the bunny ear headband from the package. âIf this is what you were gonna wear for me, then it would be kind of upsetting if I didnât see you wear it at least once.â
Oh, God, no. âSâSuguru, itâs totally fine; I can justââ Oh no, heâs looking at you with that face, his eyebrows slightly trenched with a minuscule sad glint in his expression. Your stomach was doing flips out of guilt and concern, and the formidable gets worse when he asks the following:
âY/n,â you swallow spit thickly as the man dangles the headband around. âWould you please wear this tonight?â
The question nails you to the ground, frozen in place as it rings within your mind. You? Wearing this for tonight?! âNâNo, I canât!!â
âWhy not? You bought it to be worn!â
âYes, but t-that was before you looked through my package and didnât give me the chance to try it on myself!â When you thought your face couldnât get any hotter than before, the embarrassment of this predicament humbles you. âAnd thanks to youââ
âT-Thanks to me??â
ââI donât wanna wear it anymore!!â
Geto raises his other hand in defense. âOkay, okay! Look, Iâm sorry; itâs my bad. But, to be honest, Iâm thrilled that you went out of your way to think of doing something for me out of nowhere, and as Iâm looking at this outfit,â He glances at the rest of the materials in the box. âI think youâd look beautiful and hot in it.â You canât tell if your heart is thumping from his words or because youâre about ten seconds away from combusting. âSoâŠOne night to test it out, yeah? And if you surely donât like it, then you can ship it back tomorrow.â
Heâs so good at that, using his charm and words to shade you into rational thought. You take a huge breath and exhale through stressed nostrils, and your wish to dig a hole and rot away increases.Â
Of course, you bought the items to treat your boyfriend for something out of the norm; that was the entire point of the plan! But what is the use of following a plan when youâve let your guard down, and the element of surprise backfires in a way that you had foolishly unforeseen?! Thereâs no way you could put that stuff on you now that youâve been exposed. Absolutely not!
âI think youâd look beautiful and hot in itâŠâ
And yet, Getoâs words repeat like a broken record, each time making you as timid as the last. He wants to see you wear what you had bought, so eager to marvel at his partner adorning such risquĂ© clothing that you donât comprehend how you put said purchase in your cart! The thought of wearing such a thing in front of your man bubbles an excitement that is borderline frightening yet new; picturing his expressions and imagining his compliments is dangerous for your brain to form a headache.
But not as dangerous as the slight friction of your inner thighs pressing close to each other.
With a stare downcast and fidgeting thumbs, you ask, ââŠJust for tonight?âÂ
And Geto assures you with a nod.
âOnly for tonight.âÂ
âââ ââ
ââ
â âââ
Geto sat on the bed in silence, listening to the ticks of the bedroom clock on the wall as he waited patiently.
As you two entered the bedroom, the man found his place on the bed, a still figure in the dimly lit room. You, on the other hand, made a beeline straight towards the bathroom. âWait hereâŠD-Donât peek inside!â You commanded him, your voice betraying a hint of shyness. He obeyed, settling on top of the comforter.
Minutes soon went to double digits; nervousness wasnât something that usually struck Geto. But the more he sat on the bed and listened to your mutters behind the doorâdistancing the twoâthe more he couldnât help but feel an itch to worry for you. âY/n? Are you okay?â
âYâYes!â That didnât sound convincing⊠âIâll be out in just a second!â
âOkayâŠâ
And so he waited for a minute. Which turned to two minutesâŠThreeâŠ..
Anticipation transitioned to unease, calling out to you once more. âY/n?â No answer; not a good sign. The tall man gets up and strides to knock on the bathroom door. âBaby? Everything alright?â Nothing, even if he knocks on the white surface again.
CREAAAAKâŠ!
But his frets are handled once he hears the sound of the door opening slowly. He steps back to make way for the person on the other side of the door, and lo and behold, you stand.
There are things in Getoâs life that never cease to amaze himâyou being one of them. From the moment he saw you, he swore that in his life, there had never been something that looked so mesmerizing and captured his eye in an instant, and Gojo and Shoko are always sure to tease the guy for such a confession. And the time you reciprocated his feelings and accepted being his domestic other half, words could not describe the elation his poor heart couldnât handle.Â
Right now, he is experiencing those same feelings when heâs with you. His expectations were blown out of the water once you entered the plane again.
Your face was the first thing he looked to, a sheepish yet cute expression that went with the adorable white bunny ear headband you adorned at the top of your head. Your casual attire had been withdrawn to the bathroom tiles, substituted with the outfit you had been fussing about until now. Your chest harbored a black lacy negligee with intricate designs that had Getoâs purple eyes dance and trace around; the faint drapes of the gown cascaded down to your upper thighs, yet your underwear could still be seen. It matched the lacy black thong that made your boyfriend gulp thickly at how gorgeous your hips lookedânot to mention the tiny bow at the top center. And to complete the look, black stockings come up your knees.
ââŠâ
There is silence between you and him. The only sound you can use to distract yourself is the beat of your heart.
ââŠâ
But the longer you wait for a response, the louder the rhythm.Â
ââŠâ
The lack of his voice was killing you â eating you alive â and youâre sure that youâre bound to faint if this kept going. Did I wear it wrong? Do I look weird?! Oh God, please say someâÂ
âY/nâ
You squeaked. âY-Yes?â
âCan you please,â Geto takes a few steps closer, enough for his hands to come around your waist and pull you in. You almost choke on the air. âRemind me to thank Mei Mei and Shoko first thing tomorrow, okay?â
âWhâWhat theâWhat does that meanâ?â
âYou look amazing.â Three simple words have you still. âLike, seriously. Hold on, let me get a good look at you.â He leans around to look at the details of your sides, and your brain short circuits when he moves behind you and lifts the negligee to see the rear of your panties. What is happening⊠âHoly shit, this suits you so well.â
âReâŠReally?â
âReally.â You can see the sincerity in his gaze as he surveys every physical thing about you. âIâm so tempted to grab my phone to take a picture.â
âOh my God, please donât!!â Your frightened hands grab his sweatshirt with a vigorous grip, contrasting the trembling owner. âDonât take a picture, please!!â
âI wonât, I wonât!â the dark-haired partner assures you through a fit of laughter, his warm, slender hands finding your fists and pounding him. Again, you are frozen stiff when he kisses your temple. âBesides, I prefer not sharing something as beautiful with anyone else.â
You donât know how many compliments you can take before spiraling into a puddle. âYou really do like it.â
âI love it,â another kiss to your cheek while his hands now find purchase on your waist. Oxygen suddenly feels foreign when youâre so close to him to pick up the cologne on his clothes. âIt looks so much better now that youâre wearing it. You really know how to spoil me, huh, angel.â
Was it him being spoiled right now or you? How he spoke to you had your heart racing uncontrollably since you left the bathroom. Youâve been a complete nervous wreck from the moment your friends probed you to buy this outfit up until now, and now you can honestly feel that youâre feeling a sense of glee wearing it because your boyfriend likes it so much. Regrets no longer linger in your bones, goosebumps calm down on your skin, and you hum as you return the embrace.Â
That isâŠuntil you feel something pressed against you. SomethingâŠ.hard.
Curiosity sprinkles your pretty little head until it snaps and your hips sway to experiment. A subtle jolt rocks Getoâconfirming your hypothesis.
âSu..SuguruâŠâ You donât know why, but the following words felt prohibited to leave your lips. âIs thatââ
âHnnmâŠSorry,â he purrs abjectly. âGuess I got a little too excited.â He lifts his head from your shoulder to look at you, and your stomach churns at the sight of his stare, holding a misty, lustful glint. You donât even mention his hands silently moving to cup your ass. âIs that too much, baby?â
Violet eyes latched with yours make you shiver, suppressing a gasp when he throws a slick rut to grind the tent of his dark sweatpants on you. âNâNo!â You squeaked, feeling small when his smile got broader.
âSo sweet like always,â a chaste, gentle kiss to your lips feels like clouds. He then steps back out of your arms, pulling down his sweats to reveal the erection contained by the boxer briefs. Geto sits on the edge of the bed and tilts his head. âSo, will my sweet bunny girl care for me tonight?â Seeing you gawk at him, he stifles a chuckle, and it takes a good mental slap to bring you back to reality. A few seconds pass, and you finally build up the courage to walk forward and crouch between his spread legs.Â
Mini prayers replay in your brain as your hand hesitantly touches the clothed shaft, the firmness of it getting stiffer and stiffer as your fingers touch thoroughly. When youâre ready, you bring the hem of his underwear down, welcoming his cock to the open air for it to intimidate you with its girth. Precum trails from the urethra, traveling down from the corona, foreskin, and underside. God, itâs been a while since you were up close and personal with this thing; its sheer size is enough to reconsider the regret you threw out minutes ago. Too late now, though.
Come on, Y/n, you use your inner thoughts to motivate you. Youâre doing this for Suguru; donât chicken out now! So, you bring your lips to meet the head of his cock, earning a hum from the man above. Blowjobs have never been your forte; again, itâs been a while since youâve had his cock near anything outside of your lower regions. But today was different as you used your tongue to lick the lip of the cockhead, the salty flavor of his fluid teasing your tastebuds. And with the sounds of him whimpering, you begin to remember the routine as the seconds go. Your mouth takes in his tip with hollowed cheeks, and your hands grasp around the shaft before you glide up and down.
âHahhhh, yes, sweetie,â Geto soothed, biting his lip at the display of you pleasing him with your plump lips. âJust like thatâŠNnnghâŠ!â His words fuel more confidence in your motion, using this to move to the next step and take in as much of his shaft as you can. You donât go all the way to the hiltâa task that youâre afraid will have you chokingâ but once you reach halfway, your head starts to bob up and down at a gradual pace. Black brows furrow at the movement; fuck, you felt so good for him. So nice and warm on his dick; he wouldnât mind having his whole evening dedicated to this. âFuck, my love, loosen your jaw for meâŠMmmm, good girl, thatâs it. Keep sucking like that.â
Itâs not before long that you find the groove; albeit sucking on Geto amateurishly, he places a hand on your head, which you can only assume is that youâre doing a decent job. Saliva coats the limb busying your oral cavity, mixing with the excess come that escapes and spreads with your lips going to and fro. Your tongue goes on to flick and lap on his tip some more, evoking the hottest moans youâve ever heard from him. And while you stroke his member, your free hand finds his scrotum and massages the pair in unison, a buck of his hips as your thumb presses down on the testicles with a curl. Your bobbing becomes frequent, a mediocre cadence that has your partner throw his head back. The veins scraping along the upper walls of your mouth are too erotic for your mind to comprehend
âShiiiit, I canâtâNnnmm!â He hisses before he cups your wet cheeks. âYouâre doing so good, princess.â
Your eyes open and peer to the person talking above you. With a soft âpop,â you release his length before placing sloppy kisses and licks. âYew fink shoow?â You speak with a mouthful of his dick to his frenulum, humoring the dark-haired man.
âYes, little bunny,â he teases, and you can sense the throbs between your legs getting worse after referring to you with that title. âWait, I just remembered somethingâŠHold on, lie on the bed for me.â
Youâre gently pushed off him as Geto stands up from the bed, confused. You take your place atop the bed, and he grabs something from his sweatpants and heads into the bathroom. The sound of running water from the sink fills the silence before itâs shut off. He then returns to the bedroom holding a bottle of lube youâre familiar with in one hand, and the other with a wet, metalâŠfluffyâŠlooks like a kind ofâ
Eyes shoot wide open when you finally register what heâs holding, and the anxiety hits you like a punch to haunt you. âWhâW-Where did y-you get that?!â
âI saw that you left this in the box before dressing up,â no, you didnât forget a damn thing. You deliberately avoided the very item that Geto was holding because looking at it was embarrassing enough; it would be horrifying to have this in the same room as you now! Between his thumb and forefinger was a metal butt plugâa small one, nothing too majorâwith what appeared to be a white fluff ball at the end. Itâs meant to be worn with what you wore, but these bunny ears already trampled your dignity. Adding an anal toy to the frey might as well have you sign up for assisted suicide! âI figured we needed it to complete the look.â
âN-No! No, no, no, absolutely not!â Rejections fly out of your system. âThatâs too much!â
Geto blinks. âYou think so? Itâs pretty small from what Iâve seen.â
Youâve seen these before!?!? âEven then, I donât wannaââ
âDidnât you see this with the set before you bought it?â
You almost choked on your tongue. âW-WellâŠY-Yes, but,â your thumbs find themselves fidgeting, anything to distract the humiliation that overshadows your nervous state. âThat doesnât mean I wanted toâŠwear it.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause itâsââ embarrassing as hell! A bunny tail as a butt plug!? Just kill me!! ââItâsâŠ..Itâll look weird on me.â
Oh, how you didnât know how much of a switch that flipped for Geto, the other quietly thought to himself before speaking again. âY/n,â you perked at the mention of your name. âTurn around for me.â Chewing on your lips, you shook your headâyou knew what he was doing. âCâmon, now, I thought you were my sweet girl.â You flatten your lips when he comes close to squeeze your cheeks. âPlease? Wear this for me, my little bunny?âÂ
Oh, for Godâs sake, this night was getting more challenging to get through with the hour. Inner dialogue canât even bring you to a consensus, as your conscience is getting in the way of coming to a decision. On the one hand, you feel as though youâre venturing out of your comfort zone enough, wearing this flustering nightgown and these damn bunny ears. Yet, at the same time, this isnât about you; this is all meant to be for your partner, something entirely out of the norm to make him feel special. And you being reluctant to accept his wishes is just pushing you back to square one and defeating the purpose of this entire dilemma, right?Â
Your hands find your face to shield, releasing a long sigh that should have stretched to your final days. Nonetheless, you slump your arms down in defeat, and a short nod is given: â.......okay.â
Without being told again, you feebly follow Getoâs request and turn around. Your lower half is the only thing in his line of sight. Your lips canât stop quivering in such a position, and breathing becomes arduous once you feel your boyfriendâs weight dent the mattress. You jolt when his hand comes to the top of your laced thong, bringing the material down to expose the bare skin of your ass to him. Damn it! A pillow within your proximity is brought to your face, using it to hide yourself from the world.
However, âAww, donât be so shy on me, baby,â Slender fingers faintly brush from your spine down to the very crevice of your bottom, making your body shudder. âShouldnât be hiding that pretty face from me.â The sound of your gasp, when his lubed fingers teeter around your rear entrance, ignites a flame, and now he has a thirst heâs itching to indulge with. âShhhh, breathe, my love. Gonna go real nice and slow for you, okay?â
The pillow muffles your moans as Geto begins to push one finger inside your puckered hole slightly. The stretch of the digit is a pain you have never experienced, making you whimper like a poor babe. Your boyfriend coaxes you through it, adding more lube to ease your ass as his finger goes back and forth to prepare you. Adding another finger causes you to shake your head, and your entrance accommodates the insertions, whether you like it or not.
A full minute or more passes where your ass is played with, and Geto smoothes you with a rub of your buttcheeks as he removes his digits out of your lubed hole. âNow, time to test this outâŠâ A sudden chill has your arch, and the cold metal of the butt plug has you clamping involuntarily, yet the raven-haired partner reminds you to relax your body while he pushes the toy inside you. It doesnât invade with the snap of the finger; thirty seconds in, and your butthole is slowly but surely adapting to the alien plaything. And before you know it, you feel the whole thing finally be swallowed into your rear walls; you grip the pillow as your mouth releases silent cries.Â
âHaaahâŠI-Is it in?â You lifted your head to inquire.Â
âYes, angel,â he playfully smacks your ass, and you jerk at the unexpected contact. âDamn, now you look all cute and sexy with this on.â Geto then shifts to stand on his knees before maneuvering above you, removing the pillow from beneath you so you canât hide yourself from him any longer. And more trembles crawl all over your body when you feel his solid cock create friction on the rift of your ass. âLift your butt a bit for me,â your hips follow his hands, guiding you upward until you meet his pelvis. âGood girlâŠGonna start putting it inside, okay?â
You nod leisurely, grabbing the comforter beneath you as Geto pulls the thong to the side. Itâs no surprise to see that your cunt is covered in your slick, the tip of his member queued to kiss your labia. The lascivious man hisses at the sensation, anticipation climbing up as he pushes himself unhurriedly. The same goes for you, your mouth agape with quieted shrieks when the cockhead makes it inside your vagina, gripping the sheets as he slowly pushes more of himself, every inch of his penis becoming greater and greater, inaudible babbles once the base meets your folds.
Geto allows you a couple of seconds to stabilize your breathing, starting with excruciatingly slow thrustsâso painfully slow that you can feel every dent and vein that ventures inward and outward your chasm; itâs hard for your hips not to move on their own. With every pull, your inner walls clench on the shaft as if wanting more as he leaves your warmth. And every push makes you full to the brink of tears, and your brows trenched together as your fists ball the sheets.
âMmaahhâŠNnahaahâŠ!â The brush of your velvety channel feels good within the minute, and the insertion pain is now being replaced with pleasure. Your roll to the ceiling at the graze of your G-spot, the butt plug made your nerves more sensitive with how busy your lower half was. And once heâs warmed up enough, your companion turns up the speed of his ruts. âTaahhh, I, ohhhGodâŠ! SuguâOooo!!â Did he just poke your cervix!? You sobbed out loud.
âNnmm, holy shiiit, you feel so good, sweetie,â Geto moans, taking in the view before him. The lingerie you were wearing gave a beautiful image of your backside, his indigo orbs survey from the muscles of your back to your prompted ass. Holy hell, it was driving him crazy, watching how the flesh of your butt reverberates with the smack of his pelvis. It makes him want to go ever faster, harder. And donât get him started on the white bunny tail butt plug; shit was too cute to resist and toy with, pulling on the item lightly and turning it around.
The action had your holes clenching simultaneously. âShhâShhtop, Suguuu!!â You wailed out, toes curling as he taunted your anus with light pulls and pushes. âD-Donât do thatâŠ!â
âHeh, sorry, my bunny girl,â God, the way he was teasing you was literal hell on Earth with how heâs using your body right now. âYou know I canât help myself when it comes to youâŠAiisshh! Fuhuck, youâre squeezing me so hardâŠHmm? You like it when I tease you, huh, baby?â
You shook your head no in a rushed manner, the heat of your face already coursing to your ears. But then your frame jerked along with the sound of something, and it was a hand smacking on the skin of your butt.
âNow, donât be like that,â Geto chuckles above you as you cry. The same hand he used to slap you soothes the blow. âYou know you can be honest with me. At least your body isâŠDonât you like being close to me like this?â You donât reply, too busy squealing at another graze of your sensitive spots. So, he slaps your buttocks once more. âDonât ignore me, love.â
ââMmmph! Ahh-hahh, I-I,â You swallow spit before choking on it. âI canâtâŠHic, itâs shoh embarrassingâŠ!â
âAww, is the little bunny still scared?â He then bends down to your ear, a big move on his part as you swear youâre bound to shut down from the closeness. âHmm? Whatâs so embarrassing?â
A sluggish pull back before Geto snaps his hips into you harshly, another jab to your cervix practically has you seeing stars. âHoooh!! BeâBecausee!!â God, itâs so hard to think right now, the pound of your head getting harsher with the increased heat. âYâYouâAhhaa! Youu make meâŠs-sound sho dirtâEeeyahh!âÂ
âOh?â He licks your ear before nibbling on the helix. âYou donât like it when I fuck you like this? Donât like it when I whisper to your ear while you scream for me?â You shake your head no, which is extinguished once Geto stuffs your mouth with his fingers. Your tongue, played with by his fore and middle finger, has you mewling like no tomorrow. âHmmm, thatâs a funny thing to say when your pussy canât stop twitching on me. Make it seem like youâre not embarrassed to milk my cock dry, huh, princess.âÂ
âNnoohh, itâs notâhicânot like that!â A tear trickles down a hot cheek as you suck on his fingers, his thumb there unaware to wipe it. âDonât say stuff like thatâŠ!â
âWhy? Too crude for my angelâs ears?â He keeps teasing you, âEven though weâve fucked lots of times, you still act like such a cutie.â
âStooop,â Lord have mercy. Any more than this, and youâre bound to melt away sooner rather than later. âD-Donât tease meâŠâ
He canât help it, not when you sound so cute and flustered because of him. It makes him think of an idea and straightens himself off of you. But not away from you â he then grabs your leg and rests it on his shoulder while straddling the other, changing the position so you can look at each other. Something a lot more intimate as he goes back to drilling his length into your heat. With a smug grin, he asks, âIs this less embarrassing for you, sweet baby?â
Your heart almost jumped out of your throat; no, this is much worse! Your shrieks returned to erupt out of your figure as Getoâs pace increased. The new angle achieves having his dick venture deeper inside your throbbing channel, pounding to you until the hilt meets your southern lips, and the bump and grind of your clitoris with the motion is enough to have you winded. ââOhoohh!! Dooahh! N-Nooo, d-donât lookâŠ!â You try to shield your face with your forearm.
Yet Geto instantly refutes that, using his free hand to move it while he bends back down; his added weight has you whining aloud. âDonât do that,â he groans at the contract of your walls, retaliating with more rough plunges. âNo more hiding from me; I wanna see that pretty face always.â
âSuguu, pleaseeâNnnn!â Scrapes to the walls of your vaginal walls are even more dangerous in this position. âTâoo faaast!!â
âHnngh! FFfuckinâ shitâŠBut you feel so good,â Geto presses his forehead onto yours. âYou feel so good, you look so good, like holy fuck! You drive me too crazy; itâsâGhhh!- just not right how you can make me go wild. I wanna see it all, wanna see how cute you look, how dirty you look, and how fucking hot you sound because of meâand only me.â A kiss to your nose before placing one on the corner of your lips. âStarting now, I wanna see all these sides of you, so donât hide them from meâŠâÂ
You are given no room to reply to his statements as a kiss to your mouth finally seals the deal for tonight. Light pecks gradually dwell into steamy, longing smooches, tongue and teeth classing for intimacy. Itâs all it takes for you to sink into his touch finally and the comforter beneath you, submitting to him as he finishes you off. Â
Geto then rolls his hips at an erratic cadence, and relentless hits to your cervix have you blubbering helplessly into his lips. Ungovernable throbs around his girth are ineluctable, the climb of your orgasm climbing up tenfold with the brush of your clit up against his pelvis. OhhhGod! Itâs coming, Iâm gonnaââMmmmph!â
The peak of your crescendo has you moaning deep into the kiss, your writhing figure submitted to the end of your session as your cunt flutters around Getâs girth as the shocks of the climax rock your entire body. And your contraction is all your partner needs to let go of the reins and cease to his own release, his pulsating shaft expelling his load deep into your palpitating vagina. The two of you continue to kiss as your bodies heave and jolt, with the last of the aftershocks coursing through your nerves.Â
He breaks the kiss, the two of you gasping for air in sync. Drool slips from your lips and comes down to your chin, and Geto smiles before kissing your cheek. âThank you for the gift,â he commends you. âYa sure I canât get at least one picture of you?â
Youâre undoubtedly out of breath, yet your facial expression doesnât fail to display unease. âPleaseâŠstop teasing me,â you sniffle with hooded eyes.
âOkay, my sweet bunny girl,â he chortles. âWell, at the very least, letâs go another round, âkay?â
âWhaâH-huh!?!?â
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ââŠI will never listen to your advice ever again.â
âWow, rude?â
âRight, like whatever happened to âthank youâ?â
As far as mornings go, this one was ultimately out of the norm. When was the last time you woke up with your body sore to the bone? Because the moment the sunâs rays peaked through the curtains and landed on your eyes, you couldnât move a single finger or toe without feeling a sense of heaviness. Or maybe it was because you found that your tall boyfriend was still sound asleep; his slim frame was spooning you close to him. You could hear his light snore as he rested in the crook of your neck and arm to your shoulder with a strong leg between yours.Â
Your face warmed up at the realization that he was so close to your proximity, and it only worsens when you realize that you both are in the nude, which rarely [if not NEVER] happens! Whereâs your pajamas? At the very least, an oversized shirt and panties!Â
But you couldnât find them anywhere. All you could see was a black negligee and a white bunny-eared headband, and memories of last night finally started to swim into your brain. But the true horror was when you saw the butt plug from before down on the comforter, and it slipped past your mind not to scream and kick the item in humiliating terror while abruptly waking up your partner. WHAT THE FUUUUCK!??!?
And to add the nail to the coffin, your body didnât look like how you left it yesterday. As you got up to head for the bathroom, you caught a glimpse of your reflection in the mirror and felt like you witnessed a scene from a horror movie. Your skin was covered in light bruises and bitemarks, discoloration where itâs implied there were hickeys received all around your neck, stomach, and inner thighs. You were still wearing the black knee-high stockings. However, those looked utterly different from how they looked initially; tears and holes were found all over, but most prominently, the inside of your upper thigh area.
Speechless was the word to describe your puzzlementâappalled, dumbstruck, void of thinking as your reflection showcased an entirely different person. Th-âŠThereâs no way⊠Thatâs all you could say to yourself, but it was the way.
Once Geto left for work, it wasnât any easier for you to work around the house. Working remotely suddenly became an obstacle, as every time your mind recalled the events that transpired the night before, youâd become too flustered to continue your work. You couldnât even walk into your shared bedroom, too rattled to the point that you just used the guest bathroom! The notion of embarrassment was getting challenging to function today; had you known this wouldâve been the effect of buying that damn outfit, you wouldâve stopped yourself!
Hence, youâre now complaining to the people who probed you to purchase it in the first place. âA âthank youâ? I could barely enter past the threshold of my own room, and you want me to thank you!?â
It was late afternoon. You were washing dishes and drying them in the kitchen while putting them aside. But you werenât alone; your laptop sat at the kitchen island with an application running. On the screen, a window harbored two screens with different faces: one woman with brown hair appearing to smoke out her balcony, and the other with pale blue hair styling her hair to a bun.Â
The brunette, Shoko, responds to your words. âY/n, calm down; all you did was have sex in a bunny costume; nothing radioactive happened there.â
âYeah, well, I feel like I did something radioactive!â You retorted, wiping the sponge across the wet plate concerningly fast. You pick up the headband from last night and grimace. âDamn this headbandâŠGod, Iâm so sore.â
âHaving sex for an hour straight will do that to a person,â a nerve is stricken when the other speaks; Mei Mei is now done styling the back of her hair with a sly smile. âPfft, I still find it funny that you passed out.â
âItâs not funny!!â To your dismay, you only make your two best friends laugh even harder. âThis is not how this is supposed to be; I donât even recognize my own bodyâŠYou saw the pictures!â
Shoko titters, âYeah, I saw, and it looks like Geto couldnât keep his hands off you.â She takes a drag of her cigarette and exhales the smoke. âIsnât that a good thing, though? It means that he liked the gift and appreciated it tenfold.â
âExactly,â Mei Mei agrees. Your complaints seem to suggest that we completed the mission of making him feel specialâwhich was, you know, the main reason you wanted to do it in the first place.â
âOh, he felt special, alright,â you said, placing a dry plate on the rest. Although youâd been in a constant state of indignity, what they were saying was true. The whole point of making a fool of yourself and wearing a costume was meant to be outside the norm. Itâs exciting for you and Geto, and you can assume that the outcome brought a satisfying end for both parties.
âŠHowever, it would be nice if it didnât cost you a lot of hickeys and soreness. You sighed heavily, âYouâre rightâŠIâm just happy that he enjoyed it. He even said I looked cute dressed as his little bunny.â
âI bet!! Why didnât you take pictures!?â Shoko complains, her device coming closer to her face to emphasize her disheartened tone of voice.Â
âI would rather die than have photos of that of me around,â the thought alone causes an unsettling quiver.
But Mei Mei also voices her grievances. âEhhh, but I bet you looked so adorable~. You better take pictures the next time you do something like that!â
You couldâve sworn your neck was nearly to break when you snapped your head to look at your laptop screen. âAre you insane; what do you mean next time?âÂ
A silver brow rises. âOh, be real, Y/n; you really think this is some one-and-done type thing? I bet you ten dollars that Geto would love to pull those bunny ears out again.âÂ
The brunette chuckles after exhaling more smoke from her pretty lips. âAye, maybe we should find you some more outfits to wear for him. Maybe we should have you in a fox costume next.â
Your mouth drops in displeasure, but Mei Mei beats you into saying something. âMmm, now thatâs a good idea; I saw something online with cute ears and a skirt. And,â her lavender eyes narrow with a scoff. âIâm sure youâd love to wear the butt plug tail of that one too, Y/nââ
âGOODBYE!!â
You slapped your laptop screen down as your farewell to your best friends, whom youâre sure are probably laughing to themselves for witnessing your reaction.Â
Your cheeks are so hot that they are in discomfort; unbelievable. A next time!? You couldnât comprehend the possibility that youâd be wearing something like last night again. Could you even look at bunny ears the same again after what just happened?! Bunny tails, too; what you primitively thought was cute and pure has now been tarnished to a suggestive and erogenous image. No, thereâs unquestionably no way you would be put into that position ever again. No, no, nope, and no!!
DING-DONG!!
The sudden noise of the doorbell diminishes your reluctant energy within milliseconds. You checked the kitchen clock â Geto should be coming home right about now, but why would he be ringing the bell? Inquisitiveness draws up to your shoulders as you dry your hands, taking light steps to the door and opening it after unlocking.Â
You leave a small opening to peak through, âY-Yes?â
âIs that the lovely Y/n Iâm seeing~?â
That voiceâŠNot Getoâs, but familiarity sparks up, and recognition prompts you to open the door wider.Â
Pure snowy white hair is the first thing that captures your attention, along with the dark shades concealing its ownersâ eyesâa signature look of your partnerâs friend, âSaâSatoru?â
âAye, you remembered to call me by my first name that time!â The named man was dressed down in his work attire, his hand holding his black blazer while he brought his sunglasses up for his azure eyes to throw a wink at you. âItâs been a while, huh?â
âIt has!â Your perplexity was evident in your tone; you had forgotten just how tall the man was. âWh-What are you doing here?â
âWell, I was finally able to catch your boy-toy here before ditching me at work,â Gojo brings your boyfriend into view with the tug of his collar, the raven-haired man expressing nothing but total irritation. âDude owes me dinner, and I heard someone is cooking a nice meal tonight! Have room for another person?â
âWho said you were invited?â Geto questions his best friend after getting out of his hold.
âI did!â The white-haired man answers. âYou owe me for saving your ass yesterday with that file scareâyouâre welcome, by the way,â he ignores the glare of his friend. âAnd just be glad Iâm asking for a home-cooked meal, or else Iâd be draining your pockets at that new steak place that opened up recently.âÂ
âUnbelievableâŠâ Geto sighs exasperately. âHurry up and get in.â
You move out of the way so the men can enter your abode. âExcuse my intrusion~,â the blue-eyed man says as he takes off his dress shoes in the foyer and happily walks to the living room.Â
Your boyfriend shakes his head, âSorry âbout this, baby.â
âItâs okay; I was done washing dishes anyway.â
âMmm,â he brings you in for a hug, part of the routine when he returns home. âHowâre you feeling now?âÂ
Your heart skips a beat. âI feelâŠokay, still sore, but, you knowâŠâ He smelt so good, his cologne pleasantly sinking you in.Â
âHeh, sorry,â he kisses your temple. âI had a good time; you really spoiled me.â
The heat in your cheeks ventures to your ears and nape, and your heart returns to racing at an irregular dance. The memories of last night all come back to haunt you once more; images of you being bent into different positions and crying out for Geto hit you one after the other. The lewd thoughts are too much for your pretty little head, especially when you imagine the tall, dark-headed man all sweaty and panting above you with a grin on his face like last night.
At this point, your face will need an ice pack because itâs getting hot. âIâm..really glad you liked it.â
âLoved it,â he takes your hand and after removing his shoes. âCanât wait to try it again next time.â
And with those last two words, the world suddenly fell to a standstill. You didnât hear what you just heardâno, you didnât. âN-Next time?â You repeat.
âOf course!â he leads you down the hall to the open space. What, you thought youâd spend all that money on me for just one night?â No, I HOPED so! âBesides, I was looking online during my break at work, and I saw this fox variant look that I think would look real good on youââ
You couldnât believe your ears; not only did Mei Mei prove you wrong, but now you have to deal with your boyfriendâs interest in wanting to indulge more in this idea youâve brought into the relationship. What you thought and hoped would be for one night is now bound to haunt you for many days to come, and that thought in itself had you shaking in your slippers.
As well as the fact that you now owe your best friend cash for jinxing this situation. Damn her!
âYo, Suguru.â
You perk up when you hear Gojoâs voice as you two enter the kitchen area. And just when you thought this world couldnât chew and spit you out enough, the image of the white-haired man standing beside the kitchen island holding something in his hand mortifies you to the core.
âWhatâs with the bunny ear headband? I thought Easter went and passed already.âÂ

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boutta ask my bro if he has any hot friends to send my way as a distraction
#except that might make things worse bc men annoy me easily lol#but last time i talked to one of his friends i had a great time#until the dude asked me to come over at 2am then stopped talking to me bc i said no#he was a sweetie tho. if you ignore everything else#well ACTUALLY he's a terrible person but never to me. he was always very sweet to me#aside from the 2am thing. but i told him no and he just said okay and that was it#he didn't get upset or pressure me or try to convince me or anything#so. not really upset about that#like upset that this sweet guy just saw me as an object when i thought he was better than that? yes#but i won't say he treated me poorly bc he really didn't#other men have done wayyy worse#should i find some new ones? haven't really gotten a new dude in awhile#unless you count the one I've had for like a month. maybe longer#but I've known him for a little while. we've just gotten closer and he's gotten interested more recently#but I'm not interested in him at all#kinda feel bad bc he's a good dude and he would be good for me. but i just can't#i think i need people with like. bad childhoods or mental problems or whatever or else i don't feel a genuine connection#but unfortunately those relationships tend to be super unhealthy bc those types of people struggle with forming relationships#I'm not dissing anyone bc I'm one of those people too. just speaking from personal experience#but people capable of healthy relationships aren't really capable of deeply understanding me and connecting with me#ugh. he was so perfect for me why did he have to ruin it#Sera
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