#I haven’t been posting it since I wanna make a new blog for it TT and I’m pretty particular about how I wanna set up shop

[voreyeurism]

I always love seeing your other art and ocs in different situations than normal. But I'm still down bad for your characters and want to see them all eat.

I’d like to draw more foodplay/stuffing/cannibalism stuff too, but I’ve been a bit low on inspiration for it lately 🫠 I feel like I mostly want to stuff my friends’ OCs instead of my own, but maybe chatting about my characters on here more could give me ideas!

(Though I will note that I would not consider the works I post to idolkilling to be my “other” art—it’s my main art! Belly kink stuff is, rather, what reflects “different situations than normal” in my works, since while I enjoy it and indulge for fun, my OCs aren’t belly-focused characters or anything)

[franeridart]

Anon said: I love your cartoon mice! You could make a series out of them!

I could!! I’d love to!!!!!! If you guys would be interested in me posting more of the original/cartoonish animals-and-still-life stuff I doodle I wouldn’t mind sharing at all!!!

@notanerd579​ said: hey! i’ve been a fan of yours for quite a while and i’ve had your post notifs on for some time. lately i noticed how quiet you’ve been so i looked up your page, and i somehow was no longer following you? i don’t know what happened, but i wanna make sure u know in case it’s happened to any of your other followers

Answering this publicly cause it seemed like you wanted me to, thank you so much! Both for following me again and for being worried it might have happened to someone else!! I hope not ;;;; 

Anon said: your iidayama fusion... love him so much

Ohhhhhhhhhhh I’m glad, I loved that one concept probably the most out of every other one!

Anon said: Ahhh i love your art style so much!!!! Thank for all the good Kiribaku stuff my dude!!!❤❤

No anon thank you!!!!! 💕💕💕

Anon said: So, I’m just wondering what makes u ship Seromina? My friend only said that their shipped because there the only last two in the Bakusquad, ( Kiribaku, Kamijirou )

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH oh, okay! Actually I have no clue if that’s why other people ship them? It might be? It might also be that them being the last two out of the group made people consider the ship and then start actually enjoy the possibility of it? I don’t know! Personally SeroMina is one of the ships I’ve been shipping the longest (I’ve been on it since before starting to like kamijirou, actually!) and one of the only three ships in bnha I have a seriously hard time breaking up and shipping around (the other two being ochadeku and bakushima) so I’m reasonably sure my ending up liking them was an independent thought process and it wasn’t guided by shipping other things? But it’s been so long that I can’t really say why I first considered them as a possibility, so who knows, really! Might be, might not!

The reason why I’m still shipping it right now is that I find them highly compatible, that their interactions in canon give me life, and that I just find them extremely visually pleasing - I think I have a very specific way of shipping them? In my head? I have this story about them, or... an ideal way in which I like to think they might happen, and it makes me very happy and makes me feel very warm and it’s just, it’s ideal? To me, the possibility of Sero and Ashido ending up together would make for an ideal lovestory and relationship, it just gives me the fuzzies haha it’s like, you know, they’re very very good friends, and to me that’s the most solid base to start a relationship, and they’re comfortable with one another which is wonderful. They’re the same type of silly and extra and rowdy which is fun, and I’m very very stuck on the fact that when Ashido was talking about her future agency she just assumed Sero would be in it - she wants him in her future??? how cute is that!! he wasn’t the only one she mentioned so I’m not saying it’s “canon proof” or whatever, I just like that out of the squad the only one she assumed would be with her in the future is Sero, it’s soft I like it. And I like how she’s by canon called bright and shining and eyecatching and Sero’s by canon called plain, I like the possibilities in that, the feelings in that, but especially I like the idea of bright shining wonderful Ashido with her love for everything romantic and always in search of her own shining love story one day looking at Sero and realizing that she doesn’t want anyone else!! because he makes her laugh! he makes her happy! he makes her feel like she’s perfect the way she is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with her loud laugh and childish sense of humor and overly-bright fashion sense, and I love love love the idea of Sero thinking her completely out of his league and never thinking anything could ever happen between them but like, not in a sad pining sort of way? more in a “she’s ideal and I know she’s out of my league so I’m not putting any thought in it but she ideal”, only for Ashido!!! to confess!!!!!!! To HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just thinking about it makes me feel all warm inside I’m talking too much okay I know I just love them So Much Hori please don’t pair them off with someone else I’ll cry a river

Anon said: Have you seen the newest BNHA chapter??

THIS WAS ABOUT THE KAMIJIROU ONE HELL YEAH I READ THE KAMIJIROU CHAPTER HOLY H E C K

Anon said: Kiribaku, am I right?

you’re So Right, anon

Anon said: first off, i LIVE for your art, it always makes me so happy to see the boys!! also i am impressed with the way you made sero's elbows look anatomically correct he is a Good boy but man is he hard to draw and u did that

THANK YOU!!!! I actually spent a whole lot of time trying to figure out a way to draw his elbows that made sense to me and most times I still struggle with it a lot but I’m super happy to hear the way I go about it makes sense to you!!

Anon said: I was just wondering if you were still into Haikyuu?

Hell yeah! Both following the new anime season and still following the manga!

Anon said: Blue, grey, cinnamon, periwinkle, mauve, blush, indigo, fuchsia, lavender, saffron, plum, sage, viridian, burgundy. Colors taken from mk-58

...............................anon I’m sorry I have no clue what this is about orz

Anon said: Hey there! I love your art so much! Would you ever consider drawing Genos from One Punch Man? He’s my friend’s favorite character and she would totally love it. If not, that’s ok whatever you’re comfortable with :)

Ahhhh I’m sorry anon but I don’t really make a habit of drawing OPM stuff ): I’m glad you like my style, though! Thank you!!

Anon said: IS THIS WHERE YOU'VE BEEN HIDING MY DEAR~?? I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR YOOOOOOOOU~~~~~~~

I also don’t know what THIS is about!!!! is this a song I’m supposed to know because I feel like it is but it’s been weeks and my brain just isn’t cooperating!!!

Anon said: Not a question but I NEED you to know that your bokuroteru tattoo au comic gave me the biggest motivation to start writing again (albeit for bnha, instead of haikyuu) because it's just sooo good!! Their interaction, the way bokuro seem confident and comfortable even tho they're actually lame dorks who blush a lot, the way teru confessed to the two guys, their kisses //// just gahhh everything about your comic gave me the dokis. You're an inspiration

I’m so so so happy to hear that oh my god!!! (TTATT) the fact that that comic can still make people feel stuff means so much to me holy heck I’m gonna cry ;;;;;;;;;;;;;; 💕💕💕💕💕💕

Anon said: CAN WE HAVE MORE AKANE?? PLEASE I LOVE THAT CHILD TO DEATH!!!! I'm new to the blog so Idk if this would be a request but...I just really want some Akane...

I do wanna draw more of her!!!!!!!!! I just don’t have any ideas at all!!!!!!! I hope inspo will come back to me soon ;; meanwhile thank you so much for being interested in my little rude bean TT^TT

Anon said:  !!! i just scrolled through my dash and saw some icon set post that had a a character i didn't recognize, but the image in the middle was familiar, and i realized it was your art ;; so i 1) was proud of myself for recognizing your style immediately and 2) asked op to take the post down since there was no credit and the image was edited. hope you have a lovely day! i got your back 💞

Thank you so much for looking out for me, anon!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕 you’re the best and I appreciate you A LOT

Anon said: OH MY GOD YOU DREW GALO AND LIO I JUST WATCHED PROMARE TODAY AND I THOUGHT "THEY LOOK FAMILIAR"

I have so many more ideas for those two!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m not sure WHY I’m not drawing more, honestly!!!!! my hands lately haven’t been very cooperative orz

Anon said: Ok so Idk if I lowkey offended u with my last ask so IM SO SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME IT WAS A JOKE

NOT OFFENDED SORRY FOR THE WAY I WORDED THE ANSWER seriously I’m really sorry I was just kind of already beating myself up over the fact that I haven’t been posting enough so the answer ended up sounding like that because in my brain I was like yeah fran where IS the stuff!!!!! so, yeah. It was more on me than on you, I’m really sorry for that ;;

[liu-lang]

I’ve been sitting on this for a month. I’ve mentioned before I’ve had lower back pain since December / January. I went to see a doctor and got my first x-ray on the left. He said he didn’t see anything abnormal and attributed the pain to something muscular. The pain persisted and I saw another doctor at a different hospital which resulted in my x-ray on the right. He said I have lumbar spinal stenosis. In particular he mentioned my L3 to L5 and he pointed out these “cracks” in my pelvis. This was all a lot to take in. He prescribed me some pain medication, told me that this usually occurs in ppl 50+ and it would continue to get worse. He also pointed out the curve in my spine and said it was like a snake ... I alr knew I had scoliosis but it’s in the upper portion and curves to the right. The stuff going on in my lower spine is new to me. He said it is still relatively mild but it looks old, over 6 months - which matches up with when the symptoms started happening.

I had a lot of time to think about treatment options while I was in hospital with pneumonia. Ideally I get some sort of physical therapy or chiropractic care (I’m not keen on this and a bit wary based on past experiences but just thinking of all the options) to help alleviate the pressure on my spinal cord. For the past 6 months I haven’t been able to walk or stand up or sit without any sort of pain always being present. Even standing up straight hurts. The only time where there isn’t pain is if I’m lying flat on my back. But now sometimes the pain is too much it interrupts my sleep. Every time I think about how this will gradually worsen and affect my mobility, it makes me scared.

Long story short, I’m going to go back home to Singapore again for hari raya puasa June 3 to June 7. My mum will be in sg for 2 months and wants me to see her. (This is another blog post altogether). I want to finish my teaching contract here in China. I know health is first etc etc but I just don’t want to be a failure so I’m trying to have my cake and eat it too. My contract ends in September. I’m so close to just finishing it out and meeting my savings goal. If it’s possible, I want to get a second and more detailed opinion in Singapore. The lack of language barrier would help a lot too. In order for me to do this, I have to tell my dad. My dilemma is telling my dad but not telling my mum. As of right now neither of my parents know I’ve been ill throughout my contract. I know if I tell my mum she will insist I quit immediately and move in with her in Las Vegas which is the LAST thing I need or want for my mental health. Also who knows what kind of medical care or when I could get it if I went back to the US without a job lined up.

I feel like if I were to go back to sg, not say anything and not try to at least seek treatment, I’m gonna be living with an unknown for the next 4 months. One of my friends told me to do what’s right for me. They asked if I could handle my mum’s reaction to the news and I told them no. And they said they answers my question. On one hand I *understand* as a parent when you hear your kid is sick you wanna do everything to help and take care of them. But I think bc my mum views me as her “constantly sick child” it gets very overprotective very quickly and she has Münchausen syndrome by proxy tendencies. It’s not that I don’t want her to care. I want her to trust tt I as an adult can make my own decisions about my health. Tt being said I know tt this problem I have stems from my fear of my mum’s reaction so I’m actually not able to make the best decision for my health.

TLDR ; how do I tell my dad I have lumbar spinal stenosis so I can get a second opinion but not tell my mum about it bc she’ll freak out and force me to move back in with her. bonus question : should I even tell my parents any of this in the first place

[michin--yeoja]

Hi again ^^ Sorry I'm still anon and haven't been responding. I got hit with a huge wave of work and have barely slept the last few days. But it's all over now and I'll get your gift to you soon!! Biotech is essentially trying to make a biological product! It's a huge field so there's a lot of things from like pharmaceuticals, cell therapy, to things like bio-remediation and environmental stuff. Your genetics teacher might be thinking about bioinformatics which is biotech and a lot of coding XD

But good luck with applying to med school! If that’s your dream there are always ways to make it work! I believe in you ^^ Oh I’m from around the New England area. I did my undergrad in New Jersey and now I’m doing my master’s in Rhode Island. Yes I studied in Stockholm! I traveled to the more touristy areas of Europe because I’ve never been to Europe, but I really wanna just take a backpacking trip around one day. There’s so many different places to go TT And so much foooooood      

I have been to Taiwan a few times! It’s been a while though. Most of my mom’s side of the family is back there, but my dad’s side of the family is in the US. I have a younger sister! Haha I know what you mean about being asked where you’re from though. When I was abroad I’d get asked where I’m from and I’d say the US, but then one person was like “but where are you REALLY from”. Honestly I also feel pretty out of touch with Taiwanese culture even though I have some habits. I really feel American       

I saw True Love but I haven’t had time to hear the whole thing! That’s my weekend goal. But I believe City of Angels (lol laser) was the one he sang at the fanmeet so I’m already in love with that one. So good TT And he wrote that one himself

It was only Myung in the Winter Olympics one! It’s understandable though, there were so many groups in the summer competition one and Infinite was a little neglected imo. But they still managed to get me with hamster gyu and like 5 seconds of Destiny lol. Actually MBLAQ was in this ep too! Lee Joon and Kwangsoo make the most amazing combo ever omg. I def miss the name tag eliminations though. They hardly do them anymore. I really liked the time period when they did creative versions of the game.   

Ohhhh I think I’ve heard of MBLAQ Goes to School. I should look into it haha. I’m always up for a laugh. Sesame player was amazing. Lol and those pranks XD I remember (I think it was Dongwoo) was like “when did this become a prank house” after that salt prank and I’m like lol only infinite. Can’t even safely eat food in their own home. These dorks.       

Ahhh tell me was so good. I like Infinie’s old style of music but I like this kind of softer edm music too. It’s like the stuff I usually like to listen to lol. Idk if that was a good description of the song but that’s kinda how I see it lol. And Sunggyu and Dongwoo were so good that comeback. Like that second verse was a Donggyu attack. I don’t know if I have a favorite concept from them really? They kind of have everything for every mood. But I have a running play list of their upbeat music.     

The stuff like Julia, Amazing, Lately, etc. I keep that playlist around when I’m having a hard time studying and stuff. It brightens my mood. As for english songs I kinda just….turn on the radio and find something I like haha. I don’t really have a preference with those. Ahhh I feel like I did a really bad job of getting to know you, I always just talk about myself haha. Tell me 5 random things that make you like or make you happy that you haven’t talked about!

Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry for taking forever and an age to reply back to you!!! I’m so sorry, and I don’t even have a good excuse like being busy with work, it’s just honest to goodness pure laziness on my part and not going on my laptop for forever. I hope you haven’t forgotten me and that you’ll reveal yourself!!

I hope you haven’t gotten busy again (you’re graduating this year right?). What are you focusing on in biotech? And I think you may be right about my professor meaning bioinformatics… I vaguely remember that term ^^;

You’ve certainly hopped around during your university years ^^ What countries did you visit in Europe? My parents surprised me by sending me to the UK for 2 weeks after my exams to join my sister there… It was amazing and I’ve always wanted to go there, but we ran out of time to hit everything we wanted to do. We couldn’t go to Ireland, which was my biggest disappointment. What is your most favourite memory from exchange? And what place did you like best?

I actually feel like a complete stranger… I don’t feel Canadian, Singaporean or Indian. I don’t really fit in any place completely, I’m a bit too traditional in Canada, too modern in India and Singapore… Well, I’m not exposed to the culture at all really. Funny thing… Singapore used to be not as well known when I was younger and I remember a kid trying to convince me it was part of the US. Even now, some people think it’s in India. The funniest is actually when I met Chinese international students, so many think that Singapore has only people of Chinese descent. When I explained that my dad’s family is from there and my mother from India, they thought my dad was Chinese.

What’s this whole City of Angels/Laser thing? I’ve seen mention of it, but I don’t get it… Did Sunggyu think the song was called Laser? (This shows up much I keep up with them, except for their music ^^;). You must have heard the album by now… So what’s your favourite? (Also, I didn’t know Sunggyu wrote that… Good to know and it makes me love it even more!)

Um… I think I started giffing around 2013 ish? Then I stopped while in uni, in fact my blog was basically inactive, and only just recently started fooling around on Photoshop again. I was quite atrocious in the beginning and am much fonder of my new stuff. But… I’m also quite lazy so I tend to not gif as much as I want to.

I 100% recommend MBLAQ goes to school. Joon and Mir are such jokesters. Sesame Player is still my favourite variety show to watch, all that screaming and backstabbing… And Sungyeol? He’s just too awesome. I would never have thought of injecting vinegar into bananas the way he did, that was a true genius move. Myungsoo’s, that was predictable, but that banana prank was just first class.

Do you prefer their upbeat songs more or is that just better to run to? My favourite upbeat song is Cover Girl… Have you heard the concert version where Sungyeol raps? I wish he would get a chance to do that in their songs, I think he raps pretty well.

I think we got to know each other pretty well? In fact, I too often think I wrote too much about myself.

5 things I like/make me happy… Hmm…

1. Being with my family - yes, we fight a lot, but we’re also really close and really stupid… My mother is crazy, my father is bullied… They’re what I missed most in uni.

2. I love airports/airplanes! As a child, I used to wish I could live in one ^^

3. Good books and movies… I love reading, but it’s so rare for me to find writing and plot that suits my taste. When I do, I devour the author’s entire works.

4. This is dorky… But I love learning ^^ Maybe it has to do with feeling smart? I love watching Jeopardy, especially if I get the answers right, but also to learn new facts.

5. I love puns… I quite literally cry with laughing over some of them.

Also, last post, but I saw your rant and I hope you’re feeling better :( I get the being introverted thing too. I’m pretty reserved and I like my alone time–there’s nothing wrong with it! I’m sorry you had to listen to all of it TT Please be happy!

Thank you for this! Ahh… Tumblr is my place to rant, but I tend to get over my anger quickly.                 

[this-was-a-terrible-idea]

Get to know me tag!

Tagged by @powerdragonmoon​  (OMG I ACTUALLY GOT TAGGED IN SOMETHING?!?!?! AH THANK YOU I’M SO HAPPY!!!)

Rules: answer the questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better!

Name: Tatiana!

Nicknames: Bean, Tatia, Tati, TT, Bug, I had one friend that called me Tater Tot hahaha

Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Height: 5′7″ (actually 5′7&3/4″ but Mom says the 3/4″ don’t actually count (I think she just likes being able to say she is taller than me bc she is 5′8″) and I’m salty)

Ethnicity: I’m going to say Alaskan. Not Alaska Native but Alaskan. I would say American, but I feel that Alaskans are kinda removed from a lot of the typical American stereotypes and drama that can be found in the Lower 48 so... Alaskan ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Favorite fruit: Asian pears. (I call them apple pears or crunchy pears because they are crunchy like apples and kinda look like them too :) )

Favorite Season: Fall/Autumn! (I wish we would get to experience a true fall but I live in Alaska and we have Winter, Break-up, Summer, and like this tiny little blip of Fall that lasts maybe a month if we’re lucky :/)

Favorite Book: The entire Percy Jackson and the Olympians series by Rick Riordan (the first series though. the others are good but the first five books are my absolute favorites)

Favorite Flower: I really like gardenias. My grandma has some in her garden and they smell so lovely

Favorite Scent: Trees, fresh forest air, the crisp smell of mountain air in the morning, and a scent that I can only describe as Alaska

Favorite Animal: I really like frogs :D

Coffee, tea or hot cocoa: Tea and hot cocoa

Cat or dog person: oh man this one is super hard. I’m gonna have to go with cat because they are lower maintenance and more independent

Favorite fictional character: Percy Jackson. He’s the first character who I really identified with as a kid and I have such a huge soft spot for the dude

Dream trip: Idek man, I just want to go. See the world, explore, try new things,  immerse myself in different cultures, etc. I just wanna go

Blog created: shit man idek. i know for sure it was in 2012 but as far as month goes? not a clue.

Number of followers: 293 (holy shit you guys??? this is so amazing thank you all so much!!!)

What do I post about: Honestly? I go through phases so pretty much everything but right now I think it’s mostly Miraculous Ladybug and Voltron with a dash of current events/issues and shitposting so ??? Good luck my dudes

Do I get asks on a regular basis: No :( (I think I’ve gotten maybe 20 asks total in the 5 years I’ve been on tumblr) (please talk to me if you want I am really awkward but ALWAYS open for conversations, ask games, anything)

Aesthetic: Mine in general or my blog’s? Bc if it’s my blog’s there is no aesthetic it is an eclectic mix of everything and most likely an eyesore, sorry. I think a moodboard of my own personal aesthetic would include pictures of oversized sweatshirts, cold hands clutching a warm mug, tired bags under eyes hidden by the shadows made from glasses, missed deadlines, a screenshot of the ao3 header with the time 02:00 displayed above it, a pile of half-read books, a sleeping body curled up under literally 10 blankets, a group of friends sitting in a circle around a campfire at dusk with a calm lake visible behind them, and read but unreplied and forgotten messages. (WOW some of those got very specific)

Favorite band/artist: Jared & the Mill! I love their music, and Jared is actually my cousin (I haven’t seen him since I was a baby though)! They’re making quite a name for themselves and I am honestly so proud of them :)))

Fictional characters I’d date: I’m aroace so dating doesn’t interest me at all but if given the chance I would love to hang out/get to know/become friends with Percy Jackson, Annabeth Chase, Thalia Grace, Steve Rogers, Matt Fraction’s Clint Barton, and a couple others that I can’t think of right now.

Hogwarts house: Slytherin through and through

Tag 20 followers I would like to get to know better… you only have to do it if you want to though! Sorry if I tagged you and you’ve already done it, yikes. Um let’s see... @cacopheny​, @pocky-hair​, @remus-christmasjumpers-lupin​, @anipwrites​, @oculeths​, @hownottomakeausername101​, @thor0dinson​, @beyondcynical​, @youoedipus​, @umbridgesboytoy​, @shiniestqueen​, @shelb-o-baggins​, @midgard​, @ohheyitsmattiek​, @bywheelington​, @magnus-chase-is-bae​, @alexofthewriterpeople​, @colettehatesyou​, @redrobemerle​, and @uhohdeath​! And I just want to say another HUGE thank you to @powerdragonmoon​ for tagging me!!! It means a lot that you thought of me!!!