#I have always been a B cup but I think its because I lost like 2-4 inchs around it caused some gapping 36B to a 32B so I lost the..width??
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daintydoilypon · 22 days ago
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The quickest shit post that ever posted because I love me some salted pumpkin seeds and they even give bigger boobah? Let's go.
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tendermiasma · 20 days ago
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Anonymous asked: What are some of your favorite antique things to collect? Do you have any especially favorite finds?
Strawpage/tendermiasma
That's hard... I love furniture, it's so neat to see how they shaped and reflected trends and values and just the pure craftsmanship is so wonderful. My favorite styles hover around the 17th and 18th centuries-- Jacobean, George III, Federal/Hepplewhite/Sheridan. There's something about the crispness of the detailing of the last four that makes an ornamented piece feel so light and airy. I love Jacobean because every piece looks like it was hauled out of a fire, the dark patina is so rich. I don't actually own any originals from these periods (yet!!!) but fashion is a flat circle and Jacobean had a revival in the late 19th and a couple decades into the 20th century. I have a court cabinet from probably around the 1930s that I found here in Austin that was a part of this revival and you can see the Jacobean influence also carries a secondary Arts and Crafts influence that the US was on the tail end of. The engraving on the panels are a little bit flatter than the traditionally extremely 3D Jacobean carving, and that's what Arts and Crafts brought. They kept the dark patina look and I think it's interesting to think about how much lighter actual Jacobean furniture might have been during its time, and that we're choosing to imitate its aged look as part of its original intent-- sort of like how we thought Roman statues started out white when they were actually originally brightly painted, but we choose to make them white in most of our casual references. Regardless the charred finish looks amazing against light colored walls. It feels contemplative. Welsh 18th century design also has that quality although more pared-down but still warm and welcoming somehow. I love it.
Back to Georgian/Sheridan/Hepplewhite/Federal though, also don't actually own any from that time either, although I have been heavilyyyyyyy eyeing a credenza from one of my favorite antique dealers in Austin who randomly has some incredible pieces. I could't buy it responsibly but they're all free right there for me to study and admire. Sheridan and Hepplewhite are super similar and a good way to tell them apart is the feet. If they're tapered little unadorned pegs, it's probably Hepplewhite, and if they have a ball or box on the end or have some other angular detailing, it's probably Sheridan. THOSE styles came back around almost 200 years later in the woodwork of midcentury modern which I think is so neat. You can also help yourself date a piece with other little things, like screws. There was a period in the early-mid 1800s where screws had machine-made threads while their heads were still cut by hand with a hacksaw; the machinery for cutting screwheads came later. Philips screws weren't widely used until the 1940s so that's another possible way to tell. However you have to be careful because a lot of furniture gets repaired and modern hardware is usually used, so it's good to hunt around on it for signs of the original hardware. You can also tell whether hardware is new or possibly original by the amount of patina built up around the hardware. That's hard to fake. 
I got lost again. I also love looking at pottery and dishware because there's so much information and history in its marks. It's always such a fun little forensics game to look at its stamps and writings and symbols on the bottom to track where it's been, who made it, is it a forgery of a well-known artisan? That happened to me really recently when I found a Meissen tea set at a thrift store and it turns out I believe I have one actual Meissen cup in there from mid 1800s. The only way I could figure it out it was genuine and also its general date was because of its imperfections, which is pretty cool. Meissen had a specific way of marking B-grade dishware that they only used during certain time periods, and thankfully there's document of it, and my piece carried it. I don't care if she's not A-grade, she's beautiful and I'm a sucker for blue and white china.
I could talk a lot more but I'm just rambling at this point so feel free to ask more. I love it all so much. I've had a great time learning so much more than I bargained for with every new piece I find. I'm still mourning the Austin Antique Mall closure that happened last May but thankfully there's another great one in Round Rock and I should go back next month.
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The smoking-gun wheel marks for the date and authenticity of the Meissen cup
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My Jacobean-revival court cabinet from probably the 1930s
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In her natural habitat. I built the fake fireplace! None of the existing ones were Georgian enough for me lol
The coffee table is I believe late 1930s and the chair is a 1960s wingback that got recovered in probably the 90s and I want to get it recovered again when I can. I'm at capacity since I'm in a 1-bedroom apartment and my primary goal is a well-designed space but when I can get an office it's going to be so over
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runa-falls · 2 years ago
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step on me
pairing: mean!miguel o'hara x naive!reader
summary: you have a peculiar 'relationship' with miguel -- basically, you'll take what you can get.
warning: explicit 18+, smut, unprotected sex, man-handling, no after-care, power imbalance, toxic relationship, very one-sided, fwb, little bit of angst, kinda sad rly.
w/c: 2.4k
a/n: ik i have two series i should be writing for but-- actually i have no excuse. i've been listening to step on me for hours now so that's why this is this...maybe one more part after this ? idk yet --
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You have an interesting relationship with Miguel, if you can call it that. You’ve been fucking for weeks now, shoving each other against closet walls, over desks, or atop bathroom counters with no regard for anyone else around. 
But you’re not friends. You’re barely even friendly colleagues. 
It happened so fast the first time.
There wasn’t any growing tension that led to the snap of a rubber band. He just kissed you out of the blue. Grabbed you, quite eagerly by the neck, completely cutting off what you were saying, then pulled you in, lips pressing hot against yours. 
You had trouble wrapping your mind around what was happening so you went still, arms hanging timidly at your sides, eyes wide with surprise.
His hand grasped your jaw, holding you exactly where he wanted you. 
The shock in your body dissipated slowly as he started to lick into your mouth. Your eyes closed at the feel of his soft tongue against yours. You leaned into him, body melting at his touch.
It was the last thing you were expecting from him at the end of your debriefing.
It happened after the rest of the crew left. They were dismissed by Miguel and anxious to get home or to pick up a bite to eat, but you stayed behind, wanting to pitch another one of your ideas to him. 
Like always. 
It started off with the usual routine: 
He barely looks at you when he flatly asks why you were still there. He’s a very impatient man, always in a hurry to go from point A to point B.
You don’t mind his question because he already knows the answer.  
You jumped right into blabbing about the newest technological upgrades that you think could be beneficial for the group while he full-heartedly ignored you, gloved fingers swiping around on his holographic monitor. 
The occasional Uh-huh. Yeah, sure. Ok. Was all you were getting from him. But you continue, hoping to spark his interest, if only for a second. 
You’re so lost in your own explanations that you don’t notice he’s actually looking at you now. And walking closer. Much closer than he has ever been before. 
Now that you’re thinking back on it, he was pretty tense that day. Makes sense why the bruises on your waist are still in the late stage of healing, despite your spider-woman-enhanced abilities. 
You have always looked up to Miguel as a mentor as much as your boss. He has a lot of experience as a Spider, far more than your mere year-and-a-half as Spider-Girl (you prefer Spider-Woman, but your New York refused to budge on the name). 
You’ve been trying for months to get his attention if only for him to look over your work as an engineer because, as much power as he has in Spider-Society, he’s also quite brilliant in his own right. 
So when he kissed you, you finally felt seen by him. Because now, you’re not just another Spider on the wall. He wants you. Now you have a chance to be a bigger part of Spider-Society. 
Well, you soon found out that him wanting you, involved very little conversation. 
None — if it were his choice. 
“So what do you think?” You wait eagerly for his feedback, but he doesn’t respond, his lips just continue to brush against your throat, away from the bruise he just sucked into your skin. “...Miguel?”
“Hm?” The sharp edge of his fang runs over your collarbone. You shiver at the feeling. 
“The stabilizers.”  He bites down, gently enough not to break skin.
“What about them…?”
“I–” A hand makes its way under your shorts, cupping your center as he continues to litter your skin with more bites. “N-nevermind. We can talk about it later.”
He barely nods, head resting on your shoulder, “Lift your hips for me, sweetheart.” 
The thing is, there never was a later with him. If you weren’t behind closed doors, it’s like nothing’s changed. 
These days, he is always busy after debriefs. Except when he wants you.
But by then, your mouth is already webbed closed with his fiery red silk, so you can’t even bring it up if you wanted to. 
“Alright, good work everyone.” The Spiders around you start to shuffle out of their chairs as Miguel closes up, “Team 470B will be on call for the next one, so go home and get some rest.” Casual chatter starts to bloom around you and all professionalism goes out the door as the meeting is adjourned. 
You push back on your rolling chair and stand up, satisfied by the day of work. You stretch, body stiff from sitting for so long, and nearly lose your footing from how far you were reaching. You are planning to go straight home and take a long bath before bed, knowing by now that Miguel wouldn’t have time to see you before he’s off to his next thing. 
Just as you’re about to walk out with the rest, you hear him call out, “Not you, Spider-Girl.” You’re the only one that looks back (as you’re the only one with that terribly degrading name), but you point at yourself anyway. He looks at you with an unamused look, as if to say “Who the fuck else?” 
You get the memo and follow him. 
You silently walk a few paces behind him as you travel through the ravine that’s Spider-HQ. You hear a few, “What’s up, Spider-Girl?” and “Good Evening, O’Hara”s, as you pass the halls full of familiar (and unfamiliar) Spiders. You wave politely, sending smiles to your co-workers and friends, but Miguel barely acknowledges them. 
Once you get to his office, you’re pushed against the wall. Claws dig into your wrists as they’re held above you. It’s a bit higher than you can reach so you’re forced to stand on your tip-toes to stay comfortable. The positioning forces your back to arch slightly and your chest brushes against his.   
Your face heats in embarrassment as you lose your footing for a second, almost falling against him. Looking up, you watch as his gaze darkens rapidly with syrupy desire. He’s clearly enjoying the stumbling doe under him.
As he leans down to capture your lips, his hands lower with yours, giving you a bit of reprieve to stand back on your heels. You sigh against his lips as your strained muscles have a chance to relax.
He pulls away, resting his forehead against yours. “Gotta make this quick, I’m needed in 2997 in an hour.”
It’s always quick. Over before you’re ready. Before you can really sink into the feeling of his touch, of his lips against yours, of the hand-shaped bruises getting pressed into your outer thighs. 
“Ok.”
His hands drift from yours and trace over your suited figure before wrapping around your waist. You’re hoisted up easily by his strong arms and you instinctively wrap your legs around his hips. 
He brings you over to a couch at the corner of the room, one that’s there for decoration rather than comfort. 
You’re gently laid on your back, hair spread out under you, watching as Miguel’s eyes pour over your rapidly rising chest and puffy lips. He’s straddling your legs, body hunched over you.
His fingers lightly brush over your chest before pinching at the stretchy fabric of your suit, “Let’s get this off.” 
You press the subtle release button that sits under the spider logo of your suit and it instantly pools around you. His hands quickly make work to take it off, pulling it down and off of you with one swift tug. You sigh at the sensation of your skin meeting the cool air. 
You hear him discard the suit to the side, then he’s back on you.
He palms over your tits, flicking your sensitive nipples with his thumb leisurely, taking time to pull gasps and moans from your lips. You throw your head back when he pinches you, moaning loudly at the pleasurable pain. He takes one bud into his mouth, sucking and laving at your skin until your body starts to physically tremble from the stimulation. Then his touch is gone. 
You watch as he sits up and starts to remove his own suit from the neck to his waist, revealing his heavily muscled torso, warm skin speckled with the occasional mole. He lets you feel him under your small palm, muscles rippling as you drag your fingers downward. You’re tunnel vision as you watch them brush over the dark hair of his happy trail and pull the bottom half of his suit down. 
He’s already hard for you, precum dribbling slowly from the blush pink tip. Your hand wraps around his silken cock and he pulses at your touch, eagerly anticipating your next move. You meet his half-lidded gaze, watching his soft lips part as you squeeze around him experimentally. 
“I need to be inside of you.” He guides your hand off of him and lets it rest on his chest as he bends over you once again. Calloused fingers trail down the sensitive skin of your inner thighs and over your dripping heat. Your breath stutters when he slides his middle finger against your slippery folds and pushes in easily, making sure you’re ready enough to take him.
You always are.
His breathing labors as he works another finger into you, slick sounds growing louder as he increases the speed. You clench around his fingers unintentionally at the thought of your body affecting him like that, and it makes him groan. 
Your legs abruptly start to close around his arm as he pushes in deeper, angling his fingers at just the right positioning to nudge against your g-spot. He pushes them apart with his other hand, holding you down against the couch as you quickly reach the edge. You cry out as electricity fizzes through your nerves and leaves you completely boneless. White is all you see as heat travels through your body and out. 
Your heart beats harshly when you finally come down and your legs still twitch from the residual stimulation that’s slowly evaporating off your body. When you open your eyes, you see Miguel staring back at you.
“You good?” 
“Mhm…”
He draws his hands away from you, “Okay,” He’s practically cooing at you. “Open up for me, sweetheart.” You lazily spread your legs for him, allowing him to slot himself in between them. 
He slides himself against your heat, coating himself in your sweet slick, and grinds against you for a minute, letting his cock nudge ever so slightly against your sensitive clit just to see you squirm. 
“Miguel, please.” Your voice is hoarse as you beg.
“I got you, honey.” Your hands hold onto his biceps when he starts to push into you and you squeeze at his arms as you get used to the feeling of your body slowly stretching around him, inch by inch. You both moan when he bottoms out and have to stop to get used to the feeling. 
Then he starts moving. Hard. 
His arms hold him up next to your head as he fucks you into the couch, hips ramming against yours without care. Any semblance of softness he has shown you before is gone. 
The feeling of being filled up so harshly is overwhelming and all you can do is hold on to him, nails digging into his skin, grasping in desperation.
Miguel takes one of his arms and uses it to prop his leg higher to give him more space. Your eyes roll to the back of your head when he starts to push in deeper. As deep as he can. There it is again, that euphoric spot inside of you. Pressure pools in your stomach, igniting a feeling of limitless pleasure. Your eyebrows furrow as your body begins to tense again, already building up to another orgasm.
He can feel your walls start to flutter around him, clenching and sucking him in closer. He has to hold himself back from cumming right there as you grow impossibly tighter. “Cum for me again, baby.” His strained words pull you closer to the edge and your legs begin to shake. 
You’re practically writhing under him as white-hot pleasure finally shoots through your system for the second time. Warmth radiates from your center and your entire body is assaulted with intense bliss, all your senses numbed. 
“Fuck –” He can’t help but swear as you cum around him, pushing him infinitely closer to his climax. He’s still rutting into you, pushing your body into the couch cushions with every thrust, but his pace is becoming inconsistent as he holds himself back from finishing inside of you. 
He pulls out at the last moment, letting out a choked groan as he spurts over your stomach, hand fisting his cock as he completely empties himself.
He takes a few deep breaths above you to calm down before leaning back on his knees and reaching behind him. You didn’t notice that there was already a towel hanging on one of the couch’s arms until he grabs it and gently wipes himself off.
You’re still recovering, breathlessly laying on your back in exhaustion, barely able to move from all the energy you exerted. Your body aches wonderfully when you shift to the side, and you’re sure you’ll feel it more tomorrow. 
“Clean yourself up, sweetheart.” He passes you the towel, already getting up off the couch. The small hand-towel plops on your stomach covering the white ropes he left on your skin. “I’m gonna need the office back as soon as I finish my mission, so you’ll have a few hours.” Your body curls into itself, a bit cold as his body heat leaves you. You look up and he’s already back in his suit, brushing his hair back into place. “I’ll, uh, see you later, sometime?” 
You nod, sending him a small smile. “Ok.” 
With that, he leaves the room. 
He’s always in a hurry, but you suppose that’s just how things are when you’re trying to single-handedly hold the multiverse together.
You appreciate the little time you get with him, knowing how busy he is and all, but sometimes you wish you could have him for a little bit longer, if just to talk to him. 
For now, though, you’ll take what you can get.
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writingdungeon-inactive · 7 months ago
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Hi Smoke I just saw you take requests, does that mean you would be willing to contribute to my Halex agenda?
I don't actually know if I can send a link but I have a favorite fanart as exhibit A: https://www.tumblr.com/sunshinecovey/753258969064210432?source=share
Exhibit B: The fic situation on AO3 is abyssmal. They are always background, always breaking up for one of them to have their gay awakening, and there is soo little actually featuring the two of them in a healthy relationship. Which is all fine on its own but the contrarian in me wants good Halex to exist just because it's so weirdly rare
Exhibit C: Consider. Barbie/Ken (from the show) They're both on the same wavelength of dumb so they get each other when no one else does, and Haley is slightly smarter and translates shit for him. And Haley is high maintenance but Alex will HAPPILY be her maintenance man because he worships her.
Like I feel like he would be the kind of boyfriend to sit and take pictures for her Instagram and he WANTS to because he loves her and its her hobby, and it doesn't hurt that she's gorgeous. And he loves sitting for her fashion shows after she buys new clothes.
I rest my case! (This is such a long ask oh my god sorry lmao)
(Two writers floating down the Halex River) "Don't tell me we are about to go over a waterfall?", "Yep", "Does it have a healthy relationship and mutual understanding at the bottom?", "Most likely.", "Fuck yeah."
Warning it's one am, forgive the sleepy brain, i go honk shoe now
Exhibit A:
Haley sighed dreamily as she watched Alex pull his barbell up into another curl. She had given up on her job and lost track of what rep he was on a while ago, her attention completely absorbed by the way his muscles moved.
Her eyes and mind were transfixed on Alex's pecs and traps, watching as they tensed when he raised the bar to his chest and stretched as he lowered it, resting it on his hips as he took a breath.
She bit her lip gently, watching the sweat roll down his skin, his chest rising and falling deeply but rhythmically. The sight was almost hypnotic, each movement drawing her deeper.
“Earth to Haley.” Haley blinked and looked up from his chest, Alex’s voice pulling her out of her gawking. “What's my count?” Alex asked, somewhat out of breath as he rested the barbell again, his smile tired yet teasing, knowing she wasn't paying attention.
“Yes,” Haley said, laughing softly as Alex rolled his eyes and continued his reps.
“What ya focusing on there, Sunflower?” Alex groaned as he asked, smirking as he held the bar close to his chest.
“Your boobs,” Haley admitted happily, bouncing on his bed slightly, her smirk mirroring his, her eyes once more drawn to his pectorals as they bulged over the bar.
Alex chuckled, shaking his head. “You're something else, you know that?”
Haley just grinned wider, her eyes never leaving his muscles. "It's hard when you're… just… so… distracting~.”
Exhibit B:
Alex groaned, burying his face into his hands. “It's not working, Haley…” He shook his head and looked up at Haley, who just smiled sweetly at him.
“Lex, baby. It's working, you just think it's not,” she said gently, cupping his face and rubbing his cheek and ear with her thumb.
“It's not!” Alex whined, leaning into her touch. His eyes fell onto the paper in front of him. “I wrote waist, like you said, but you said it's wrong.”
“No, I said you were close.” Haley scoffed and playfully dropped his head. “You spelled waist correctly, but we are talking about waste,” she explained, trying her hardest not to coo at Alex as he looked at her, mouth open, confused.
“You just… used the same word…” He said slowly, now rubbing his face in frustration.
Haley giggled softly, shaking her head as she leaned her head on his shoulder. “No, I didn’t, Alex.” She kissed his shoulder softly.
“Is this like there, their, and they're?” Alex asked, staring into space like he had been told he was being shipped to war.
Haley chuckled at his dramatic expression and nodded. “Yep, exactly like that. They sound the same but have different meanings and spellings. You’ll get it, I know it.”
Alex sighed, still looking doubtful. “I don’t know, Sunflower…”
“Hey, don’t be so hard on yourself, Alex,” Haley said softly, squeezing his thigh. “You’re making progress, and that’s what matters.”
Alex smiled weakly, the frustration slowly melting away. “Thanks, baby. I don’t know what I’d do without you.”
Haley smiled back, her eyes twinkling. “You’d manage. But, come on, let’s go over it one more time, okay.”
“Fiiiine…” Alex groaned yet smiled as he picked up his pen again.
Exhibit C:
Alex leaned back against the couch, his hands resting in his lap, as he watched Emily talking with her hands as she talked about parrots, having just got one herself. He was trying his best to follow along, but Emily's excitement and technical jargon quickly left him confused.
“Did you know that parrots can have vocabularies of over 1,000 words?” Emily exclaimed, her eyes bright with passion. “They use complex social cues to communicate in ways remarkably similar to humans.”
Alex nodded, even though he was already lost. “Uh, wow, that’s… cool.”
From the corner of his eye, he saw Haley stifling a smile. She leaned in closer to him as she translated. “They are super smart and can learn a lot of words. They understand things kinda like we do.”
Emily didn’t miss a beat and continued with her descriptions of parrots. “They mimic sounds with amazing accuracy and even understand the context of certain words. For example, they can ask for specific foods and recognize their owners by voice.”
Alex, struggling to keep up, looked at Haley again. “So, wait, they talk to each other like… us?”
Haley giggled as she responded. “Kinda, It’s like we have a feathered little genius living with us.”
Alex chuckled, looking back to Emilly. “So, if I taught your parrot ‘Go long!’ would it get that I want to play gridball?”
Emily chuckled, shaking her head. “Not really. They would probably just mimic you.”
Alex laughed, his confusion turning into amusement. “That’s still pretty amazing.”
Haley’s eyes twinkled as she subtly translated more of Emily’s complex info dump. Alex felt more engaged, his questions becoming more curious and genuine.
Emily left them for a moment to go fetch some of the enrichment toys she had bought. In the moment of quiet Alex turned to Haley, his gratitude evident.
“Thanks for making her easier to understand,” he whispered, leaning closer.
“Anytime, Lex.” Haley smiled leaning in with him, kissing him softly.
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corporatefrog · 2 years ago
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╰┈➤ Welcome Back to the Channel part 15; red string of CONSPIRACY
✧.* featuring yn opening up to Kyle about their recent theories : ̗̀➛ notes - I always get nervous when I post written out parts (esp when it's a smau) but I felt like this needed to be in person for the effect. The next part will be mainly written too so get ready! tags - college au, superhero au, smau
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It’s got to make sense. It HAS to make sense. If it doesn’t make sense I’ve spent the past week thinking about it and that’s a week wasted that I could’ve used to do something else or literally anything. 
My vision blurred as I stared at the cork board, eyes tracing the same track of red yarn from picture to news article to picture to news article to picture-
It was a vicious cycle that had trapped me for what felt like hours but could’ve been minutes. Or days. Time came and went in no consistent interval. I woke up, went to class, came home and stared at this board until I couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer. 
I hadn’t made a video in a few weeks and I’d postponed the interview I had scheduled with Fast Pass with no new date set. Another lost opportunity because I couldn’t get my shit together. This is all I had right now. So I had to be right. Even if the theory made me sound like I’d never had a critical thought in my life. 
Which it does. Kyle didn’t even respond after you told him. That means no one believes you. It means your theory doesn’t make sense. This is BUTTERS we’re talking about.
Yeah but if it’s wrong, that means those people are right. Even if they’re just spreading hate on the internet to make themselves feel better, they have lives nonetheless. If I assisted someone who’s actively ruining people’s lives, does that make me just as bad as him? 
I shake the thoughts away. I’m not a bad person. I may make questionable choices but what college student doesn’t? It’s a part of growing up. So I have to be right about this. But what does that mean moving forward? What do I do knowing one of my best friends is a super villain? 
A stinging feeling begins behind my eyes as I feel the familiar pressure across the bridge of my nose that always happens before I start crying. 
Why can’t I figure this out? Why can’t I let this go? Why am I stuck-
A knock at the door startles me from my concentration. My head whips to the door as though it would open on its own to reveal who interrupted my time of focus. 
“Yn? Hello?” Kyle’s voice sounds from the other side of the door. 
Oh fuck. 
I looked back to the cork board which took up the majority of my living room. 
Why did I buy this again? I wondered, realizing how much space the board actually took up. The once tidy living room had become cluttered with empty coffee cups and takeout containers littered over the coffee table, end tables, and ground. Bits of red yarn sat on the ground from cut up scraps. Other lengths that had connected discarded evidence sat in a pile on a stool, waiting for the chance to be connected to the ever expanding web once again. 
“Are you in there?” Kyle’s voice rang through the apartment again.
I can’t let him in here! He’s going to think I’m some hermit conspiracy theorist!
…Well I kind of am a conspiracy theorist.
Deciding to ignore that realization, I lunged for the nearest piece of trash (a 3 day old Chipotle bowl that I just kept forgetting to walk the 3 feet to the kitchen trash) and tossed it into the garbage can. Speed cleaning the apartment lifted a weight from my shoulders, making the small living room feel less claustrophobic. 
Wow, I feel better already. Maybe I should open the blind and run a vacuum through real quick- KYLE!
I spun and walked toward the door, fixing my appearance in the 10 second walk to the door to the best of my ability. Even if I’ve been stuck in my apartment for a week and a half, I didn’t want to look like it. 
Unlocking the door, I put on my best “I’m totally fine and mentally stable!” face.
“Hey, kyle!” 
If I looked bad, Kyle somehow looked worse. The usually maintained curls frizzed into a blur atop his head and his shirt was clearly on backwards with a Fruit of the Loom logo showing proudly at the base of his neck. His eyes darted around the hallway and into my apartment through the sliver he could see through the cracked door. 
The fuck is up with him?
I think while also wearing a shirt backwards after throwing away a week’s worth of take out food and diluted iced coffee as though I was any better off. 
That’s not what we’re focusing on right now. I’m perfectly stable, duh. 
“You good?” I asked, leaning against the door frame to keep him from seeing my conspiracy board. 
Kyle raised an eyebrow, “You’re the one that texted me an essay about your theories then called yourself an asshole.”
“Oh those?” I forced out a laugh, waving a hand to brush off the concerns, “Those were just joke, duh! You took those seriously?” 
“They sounded pretty serious to me.” Kyle sighed, running a hand through his ragged hair in a way that somehow didn’t catch his fingers in the mess of curls, “Can I come in? There’s something I need to talk to you about.”
My eyes darted back into the apartment. The giant cork board stuck out like a neon sign saying “A MENTALLY ILL PERSON LIVES HERE!” I couldn’t let someone see me like this. Texting Kyle in the first place was a mistake. He’ll think I’m not thinking clearly, that I’m not someone to be trusted. The work I put into being reliable yn who’s always there to be a person you can lean on will be ruined. No one will ever trust me again. 
But don’t you want someone else to know? Just knowing that someone else sees your stress instead of shoving it down until it spills over?
The thought alone of telling someone about these thoughts, of sharing the burden I’d created for myself, cleared the clouds fogging my mind. He can be someone who will listen. He can be a witness so I’m not the only one who knows that I’m struggling. 
I stepped back, pulling the door open so Kyle could step through. 
“Sorry, it’s a bit of a mess.” I started, hoping to mediate the embarrassment of letting someone into my stress lair. 
Kyle shook his head as a small smile tugged at his lips, “It’s no problem, if you’ve ever seen stan’s room-” His sentence died out as he noticed the cork board. You know, the giant one covering my living room wall filled with pictures and newspaper clipping connected by red yarn. 
“Oh.” Was all he said. 
I shut the door behind him. Kyle jumped slightly at the sound, turning his gaze to follow me as I walked. He doesn’t say a word. Only staring at the cork board, the remains of trash I’d missed on my quick clean, and my own disheveled appearance. 
Might as well address the elephant in the room.
“Do you want to talk about the cork board?” I asked, continuing before he had a chance to reply, “Let's talk about the cork board because I’ve been dying to talk about this cork board all day.” Walking up to the board, I pointed to the center where two photos sat: one of the supervillain Professor Chaos and the other of elementary education major Butters Stotch. 
“Professor Chaos. His name keeps coming up over and over again. Everyday Call Girl is sending out alerts about this guy,” I move my hand to point at different tweets I’d printed out and pinned to the board, “Professor Chaos takes hostages in a McDonalds Play Place for a birthday party. Professor Chaos attempts to sign himself as the mayor of South Park using a fake charity petition. Professor Chaos hijacks the news station to declare the weather today ‘a 100% chance of Chaos’. This entire corner is just tweets about Professor Chaos!” 
Kyle sits down on the couch without a word, eyes still following my every move. I start pacing across the living room. 
Why isn’t he saying anything? Is it because he doesn’t believe me? 
“So I start to look closer at his actions, his way of speaking, everything that makes Professor Chaos who he is. But it’s around this same time that I start to text a certain person more because we have a philosophy class together.” I return to the board and point to screenshots of text messages. 
“Here Butters talks about getting grounded for eating two cookies and here Professor Chaos talks about being grounded for wearing his villain outfit then got grounded for trying to get ungrounded.” I look between the cork board and Kyle, trying to justify my hypothesis with the urgency in my voice, “No one gets grounded as much as Butters. You know that. I know that. Everyone knows that!”
“But that’s not even the smoking gun!” I exclaimed, pointing to another corner of the board, “Last week, Butters missed our philosophy class- which he has never done- and when I texted him, he said he was at a showing of Frozen on Ice with his mom in Denver. But when you look at the schedule for Frozen on Ice,” I pause for effect, “they don’t start shows for this season in Denver until next month. Right day, wrong month.” 
“But guess what was going on last week? Professor Chaos attacks main street and is tackled by Super Craig. Landing him with another defeat and some pretty gnarly bruises to boot. The kind of bruises you’d need to miss class to cover up.” I finished with a sigh, glad to finally tell someone the monologue that had been racing through my head for the past week. 
I brace myself for Kyle’s response. His eyes are locked onto the cork board and my scribbled sticky notes shouting various exclamations of discovery and panic. With a deep breath, he levels his gaze on me. 
What is he thinking? Is he trying to find a nice way to say I’ve lost it? Have I lost it?
“Yn-”  He begins but I cut him off. 
“I know it sounds crazy, okay? I know it sounds like I’m reaching by claiming the only truly nice person I know is the town’s resident fucking super villain-” 
“You’re right.” 
Kyle’s response blasts through my clouded mind. I physically take a step back as my face morphs from frantic stress to confusion. 
“What did you just say?” I ask, shoulders remaining tense as a hand twists into the fabric of my shirt. Kyle sighs, looking away and muttering something to himself. He raises a hand to his face, rubbing at his eyes before looking back at me. 
“You’re right about Professor Chaos.”
The words I hoped to hear, the words I thought would finally take the weight off my shoulders and release the stress that had gripped my nerves, only intensified the panic in my mind. 
“You mean you believe me, right?” I started slowly, trying to clarify the simple language mistake Kyle made. 
“No, I mean you’re right.”
Before my mind could begin to wrap around the first revelation, Kyle continued speaking. 
“I can’t tell you. I’m not allowed to. I shouldn’t even be telling you this. But I know someone who can, or at least someone who has permission.”
I began shifting my weight from foot to foot, holding back the urge to begin pacing again as I ran a hand through my hair. 
“You know how cryptic you’re being right now, right?” I said. 
“Yeah I know.” Kyle's leg began to bounce as his own nerves began to peak through, “I’m walking a very thin line and I’m trying not to get us both into major trouble.” He looked up to me, trying to communicate a message I couldn’t understand. 
“With who?” 
“Someone with a lot more authority than me. Someone who can explain things more if you come with me.” Kyle urged. 
What does that even mean? Let’s not forget that he said we were right. How does he know that? Why does he know that?
My thoughts fought against each other to be the one addressed first but with so many questions, it felt impossible to single out one from the mass. Everything was happening so fast. Everything changed so fast. When did the mood of the room become so urgent? Did it always feel like this? 
I took a deep breath, forcing myself to pause the thoughts. Nothing is going to get done at this rate. So I need to take the first step forward. 
“Okay… yeah.”I started slowly. Kyle nodded and began to stand but I held up a hand for him to wait, “But only if you promise we can get ice cream afterwards.”
Kyle looked at me with an exasperated expression, “Are you seriously using this to get free ice cream?”
This is what he’s surprised by? 
I raised my eyebrow at him and pointed to the chaotic corkboard, “You just told me my batshit conspiracy theory was right and now you want me to follow you to an unknown location to talk to an unknown person. Fuck yes I want free ice cream.” 
Kyle considered the cork board for a moment before sighing. 
“Fine. We’ll get ice cream.”
I muttered a quick “Fuck yeah.” to myself in celebration before looking back at Kyle, 
“Okay I’ll get my coat.” 
I grabbed my jacket and followed Kyle out the door, not nervous about where I’d be going, but scared that I wouldn’t like what I found.
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ittybittyhogan · 2 years ago
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Stargazing part 1
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Pairing: JJ Maybank x Routledge reader
Warnings: None
Word count: 770
Description: JJ and Y/N have always had feelings for each other but they each thought the other could never see them as anything other than a bestfriend.
A/N: I'm so sorry that it took me so long to post this! When I started writing this it was just supposed to be a short flashback but it got so long that I made it into its own part. I might change the name at some point when I've finished more of the later parts. I'm working on the next part I hope to post it soon. Enjoy!
This part takes place 1 year before the rest of the story.
-Midsummers-
Sarah and Kie had invited you to Midsummer because they knew it wouldn’t be very fun with just the two of them. You were all excited to spend the evening together, but you were especially excited that JJ would see you all dolled up. You and Sarah and Kie went dress shopping together, and you picked out a simple floor length light blue dress. 
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(this is your dress)
At the party everyone was having fun. You were with the girls on the dance floor when you heard someone calling your name.
“Y/N! Y/N!”
You recognized JJ’s voice and looked around to find him.
“Hey JJ. What’s up?”
“Come with me.” He whispered in your ear.
JJ reached down and grabbed your hand and led you away from the dance floor and around the side of the building, where it was much quieter. 
“Sooooo… what’s going on?” You asked him, bewildered.
“I need to tell you something…” He trailed off. You could tell that he wanted to say more but couldn’t find the right words.
“JJ you’re my best friend, you can tell me anything.”
“ I like you, Y/N. I have since we met in third grade. I thought you would never see me the same way so I tried to get rid of my feelings for you but I can’t. I hate it when you’re not around, I can’t live without you.”
You were too stunned to speak, but JJ thought the silence meant you didn’t feel the same way, so he sighed and turned to walk away, but you caught his wrist and pulled him back. His eyes met yours and you immediately got lost in the deep blue sea of his eyes.
“JJ, I like you too.” You said quietly while still lost in his eyes.
Rather than answer, JJ pulled you in and kissed you. It was a soft and passionate kiss. You had both waited so long for this moment, and it was perfect. It was everything you had dreamed of. JJ wrapped his arms around your waist and you put your arms around his neck. Eventually you both had to pull away to catch your breath, and you both got lost in each other’s eyes again. JJ spoke first:
“How much trouble do you think I’ll be in with John B when he finds out about this?”
“A lot,” you replied. “He’ll probably kill you.”
“Then maybe we shouldn’t tell him quite yet.”
“Good idea,” you said while giggling at the thought of your brother finding out that you had kissed his best friend. JJ was laughing at this too, and once you had both stopped laughing so hard, he cupped your face in his hands and said;
“Y/N, will you go on a date with me?”
“I think you already know the answer to that,” you said, while your eyes flicked down to his lips. He smiled and you closed the distance between you and kissed him again. 
“We should go back to the party before our friends start looking for us,” JJ said quietly when you broke apart.
“Yeah, they’re probably wondering where we are,” you agreed.
You shared one last short kiss before JJ gently took your hand and led you back to the party. When you spotted your friends you both let go of each other’s hand so no one would get suspicious, although the rest of the pogues wouldn’t think too much of it because you and JJ had always been very close and you two were always giving each other hugs or cuddling with each other during movie nights.
“Where were you guys?” Sarah asked when you had rejoined your friends. “We were about to start looking for you.”
“Sorry,” you said, “we were just talking about going surfing tomorrow and i guess we lost track of time.”
Sarah raised an eyebrow when she noticed your smudged lipstick and how flustered you were, but she didn’t say anything about it. 
“Where’s John B?” You asked, trying to change the subject.
“He’s over by the drinks,” replied Kiara.
“I’ll go tell him we’re all over here,” said JJ.
“I’ll come too,” Pope said and followed JJ.
“Here,” Sarah said and handed you her lipstick and a mirror. “Your lipstick’s smudged,” she explained, “I don’t think you want John B seeing that and getting suspicious.”
“Thank you, Sarah. And please don’t tell John B.”
“Of course,” Sarah and Kie replied together.
When John B came over with JJ and Pope he didn’t make any comment about you and JJ disappearing. You had gotten away with it. For now.
A/N: ahhhhhh I can't believe I finished this! I would love to hear what you guys think. If you have any suggestions for the next part please stop by my inbox.
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kaen-ace-of-diamonds · 2 years ago
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How Summer Rose Became The Werewolf MILF We All Didn’t Know We Needed
I drank the werewolf wine again so now you’re all going to hear about the Summer Rose Grimm werewolf agenda —
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OKAY. So we have presumably all noticed the show’s Highly Suspicious way of never saying that Summer actually died: it’s always “took,” “left,” “lost,” “gone,” etc. We’re just going to accept it as a fact that she’s alive.
(To be clear, I don’t believe Summer is or has ever been in the Ever After, considering the questionable reality of the Blacksmith’s first appearance/the effects of Ruby’s mental state on her surroundings in the second.) 
In the past, I’ve flirted with the theories that Summer is A) stuck in suspended animation at the bottom of a Grimm pool, or B) trapped as a prisoner in Evernight while Salem feeds off the residual magic in her body, but in recent times I’ve come to be backing the horrible bastard child of both theories.
C) Summer was Grimmified after failing to defeat Salem and, her spirit entirely broken, is now working as her right-hand werewolf to help her end the world because she believes putting Remnant out of its misery is her only option.
Stay with me, here we go.
First off  — Why did Summer go to Evernight in the first place?
As Qrow told us, nobody but Summer knows why she left on her last mission, which was apparently not one that Ozpin assigned her. And as Salem told us, when she met and defeated Summer, Summer told her some variation of, “We don't have to kill you to stop you. And we will stop you.”
Silver eyes don’t just kill Grimm. They can also freeze them in permanent stasis. What if Summer got it into her head that she could try and stop Salem that way? Hell, maybe she could even vaporize the Grimm pits along with her! Oz doesn’t believe that she can be stopped directly, only held off, so I don’t believe that that’s a plan of action he would have tried. 
But Qrow was right about Summer: she takes the information that Oz gave her, and takes it further. Salem must be killing Silver-Eyed Warriors for a reason: the most obvious one must be that her powers are the key to defeating her. And even leaving aside the very good chances that the only other Silver-Eyed Warrior she knows is her toddler daughter...
She’s the leader, isn’t she? The hero. She’s supposed to take care of everything, help everyone. Now that the idea occurred to her, how is she supposed to turn her back on a whole world that needs her?
(Ruby, with the deepest of sighs: “unfortunately, same hat, Mom”)
If she succeeds, the world will be safe, forever. Her daughters will never have to go through what she and her team have, make the kind of choices she has to make now.
So without her boss or her teammates’ knowledge, off Summer goes to Battle Tendency this bitch, hoping against hope that she’s finally found the answer.
Raven, sitting judgmentally in a tree watching her go:
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What happened at Evernight?
We can all guess where this went.
Summer at the door of Evernight Castle:
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Salem, who was enjoying a nice cup of tea and a book before this human came trying to assassinate her: what the fuck is going on down there
Summer tries to fight her and quickly finds out that she’s in over her head: Salem gives her the bad news that, surprise, she can’t be killed, didn’t Ozpin tell you, girl?
He did not, but Summer keeps trying: she doesn’t need to kill her to stop her, after all.
I have an image of her managing to Silver-Eye the Grimm out of Salem, and Salem diving right back into the pool of Destruction to power herself up again, but I’ve got no evidence to back that up, I just think that’s what would horrify poor Summer the most. 
In the struggle, Summer gets thrown into the Grimm pool too, but to her own horror and Salem’s surprise, it doesn’t kill her like it would any other human.
Divine cannot kill the divine, only alter it. Because of the God of Light’s power inside her, the Grimm pool doesn’t kill Summer, but transforms her into a Grimm hybrid. Salem hasn’t been shocked in eons, but she certainly is watching this horror unfold in front of her.
Salem realizing she can do something new with this interesting little anomaly: 
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Summer: [SCREAMS OF THE ETERNALLY DAMNED]
Grimm Symbolism
First of all, in “The End of the Beginning,” the scene cuts straight from Summer’s grave, which we know damn well is empty, to Evernight:
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It’s pretty obvious where Summer went, and where she actually is.
Second of all, it was pointed out to me that not only does the Grimm color scheme match Team RWBY’s (red, white, yellow, and black are the only ones visible on all of the Grimm), but Summer’s as well:
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So far as I can tell, Summer and the Grimm are the only characters to incorporate all four colors into their designs. In any other show I would ignore that, but in RWBY, color symbolism is everything, so it deserves at least a mention.
Does she still have her powers?
That’s completely up in the air for me, and no possible option is any better than the others for Grimm!Summer.
Option 1: she still has her Silver Eyes, but can’t actually use their power.
Option 2: she still has her Silver Eyes, and is still able to use her powers, but at the cost of badly hurting herself thanks to her new, vulnerable Grimm body.
Option 3: she doesn’t have her Silver Eyes at all anymore, and forget about the powers: a Grimm can’t use anti-Grimm abilities by its very nature.
I’m also still up in the air as to what her eyes might look like now that she’s transformed. Personally, I’m picturing her with silver eyes with black sclera: a full moon in a pure black night.
On the other hand, if her eyes were turned red like a Grimm’s or Salem’s, that’s a blood moon!
Why do you think any of this in the first place? Why couldn’t she just be a Hound?
Because of the Unspoken Plan Guarantee. Ruby’s already caught on that something is going on:
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So it’s all but guaranteed that when we finally meet Summer, it’s going to be a whole lot worse than what Ruby’s already assuming. 
Right now, Ruby thinks that the worst possible way she can find her mother is as a mindless Hound. So the show is going to have to bump the stakes of her eventual reveal up considerably in order to keep it a good surprise. If the audience is already clued into the fact that she’s been transformed into a Grimm, the twist will be that unlike the Hound, she’s kept her mind and is working for Salem willingly. 
(Incidentally, this is also the reason why not just anyone other than Oz can destroy Salem: because Nora brought that exact possibility up in “A Night Off”):
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...Okay, but why a fucking werewolf?
I’m glad you asked! Not only do werewolves absolutely fuck but there is a boatload of symbolism backing up the idea. 
Wolf Symbolism
Among all the corvids and dragons running around in this family, it’s easy to overlook the general wolfiness surrounding Summer and Ruby both, from several different directions.
Little Red Riding Hood
It’s been obvious from volume 1 that one of Ruby’s allusions is Little Red Riding Hood. So isn’t it suspicious that, in volume 9, we’ve seen neither hide nor hair of her Big Bad Wolf?
Clearly, none of the villains we’ve seen so far fit, not even the Hound, who didn’t have the autonomy and was finished off too quickly to be on the wolf’s level. Especially if she ascends to become the Woodsman of her own story as well, it’s long past time for that story’s villain to show up. Summer tried to become the Woodsman herself, taking her axe and slaying the villain so Red Riding Hood could live in peace, but was consumed by and became the Wolf instead.
(And since we do have one character who fits pretty well into the role of Red’s grandmother, who is also eaten by the Wolf...sorry, Maria, I think if you meet Summer you’re going the way of Obi-Wan.)
Odin’s Wolves
Qrow and Raven allude to Huginn and Muninn, the two ravens that Odin uses to gather knowledge from around the world, just as Ozpin gave the Branwens shapeshifting magic so they could serve as his spies. But there were four students on the team he gave special attention. What might Summer and Tai allude to in relation to Oz?
Well, Odin didn’t just have two ravens, he created two wolves as well: Geri and Freki, both of whose names translate to “greedy,” “voracious,” “gluttonous,” and such. They ran out to consume the corpses left on the battlefield (sometimes guided by Huginn and Muninn) and guide fallen souls to Valhalla, relying on Odin to give them meat rather than hunting for themselves.
Spying is only one part of a successful campaign: once you have the tactical information, you’ve got to make use of it. We’ve heard little if anything of what Summer and Tai were doing for Oz, but it’s pretty reasonable to guess that once Qrow and Raven gathered important intel, it was Summer and Tai who were dispatched to handle the situation.
Even if Summer and Tai weren’t actually given wolf shapeshifting magic, their teamwork with Raven and Qrow could easily still fit the roles of Odin’s birds and wolves.
It tracks with the real-life behavior of ravens and wolves as well:
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What Do You Know About Summer Rose, Raven Branwen
Tell Us
She Has The Other Half Of Your Bracers, Raven
In addition, it has also been pointed out that Geri and Freki have more destructive counterparts: Hati and Sköll (”one who hates” and “one who mocks”), who in some versions of Norse mythology chase the moon and sun through the sky so they can eat them during Ragnarok, ending the world. (Some sources have them as the wolf Fenrir’s children, but as far as I can tell it’s not a definite thing.)
And who do we know around here who are directly symbolized by the moon and sun?
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Speaking of which...
Ruby’s In On It, Too
To round all this off, according to RTX 2013′s RWBY art panel, Ruby was originally designed to be “kinda wolfy,” with gray hair that flipped up like ears/hackles to look "wild and wolf-like.”
It’s Beowolves that she’s shown fighting in the Red Trailer, and she has Beowolf models overlooking her bed:
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And, more recently: what did she dress up as for Halloween (her birthday!) in the official merch?
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The question is, what purpose does this imagery serve? Because Ruby’s wolfishness hasn’t been brought up directly in the show, much unlike other characters’ more blatant imagery. If this theory is correct, it’s to connect her to her Big Bad Wolf mom.
Ruby shares a certain other category of imagery with her mother as well...
Moon Symbolism
This is the more obvious symbolism associated with Summer and Ruby, just like Tai and Yang are associated with the sun. Right from the Red Trailer, the two of them have always been associated with the moon, especially the full moon. 
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The moon is also notably brought up in several song lyrics in ways that could be very relevant as well — “The moon will sadly watch the roses die,” “Rising like the moon,” “Our path was clear / The moon watched safely from above", "Enemies arise and the hate is flowing / Shattering the moon and bloodying the sky,” “When there's no more light / and the moon should crumble” — but I’m not good enough at analyzing songs to go too in depth on that point.
Now, remember the pool of Destruction that Salem jumped into that turned her Grimm in the first place? What was reflected in it again?
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[Eggman voice] THE MOOOOOOOOON
I might note here that my character tag for Summer isn’t “dead Moon Mom,” it’s “Dead Moon mom”: we can still swing it so that one of her character allusions is the Dead Moon (or Buried Moon, as it’s called in some versions) of English folklore.
How it goes is basically: the Moon protects travelers through England’s bogs with her light, but when she hears that without it, the people are attacked by evil creatures of the night, she descends to Earth to try and solve the problem, clad in a black hooded cloak. In saving a lost traveler, her light attracts the creatures, who bury her alive in the bog. 
The traveler eventually leads the worried people back to the bog to save the Moon, but Summer’s journey to save humanity from the Creatures of Grimm with the light of her Silver Eyes doesn’t go quite as well. She’s still buried in the bog, trapped in the body of a Grimm hybrid.
To sum it all up, combine a wolf with the full moon and what do you get?
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WEREWOLF, MOTHERFUCK
So where is Summer now?
In the one place we haven’t gotten a proper look at yet. 
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“Reinforce our numbers at Beacon. The Relic is there.”
It didn’t seem to me like Salem was talking to a Grimm there. Like with Leo in volume 5, somebody is on the other side of that conversation. Summer just isn’t too inclined to answer verbally: she loathes her master, but has no choice but to stay under her control.
It’s also been pointed out that Team STRQ is the Team RWBY that failed and broke down; specifically, Summer is the Ruby that lost hope and gave up, that was utterly shattered and didn’t go to the therapy dimension about it. 
The Hound(s) are an experiment, by Salem’s own description: a weapon not quite as mindless as the average Grimm but not as resentful as Summer. As a wolf, Summer is a step above them, the perfected version that Salem has been trying to recreate ever since accidentally acquiring her. 
Summer’s last ditch effort to save the world was so thoroughly crushed, every possible solution she thought to helping the ones she loves most completely lost. With those gone, the only thing she has left to offer her family and the world is the mercy of a quick death. So that’s what she’s going to give them; and to that end, here she is at the end of Salem’s leash, still fighting to end suffering in the only way she believes she can anymore.
She’s not going to be happy at all to find out that her daughters became Huntresses to follow in her footsteps (”but, baby, please don’t do what I did” / “I don’t want you to waste your life in vain” and all that), and Ruby and Yang are going to be even less happy to find out that not only is their mom alive but is now evil and wants to kill them before Salem can do worse to them. 
Absolutely nobody is happy at that family reunion except Salem, who’s watching the continued befuckening of her favorite lapdog’s life with wine and popcorn. 
How are they going to beat her?
Don’t let that header fool you, I have no actual conclusion to this post. My only solid idea re: how the actual Rose-Xiao Long-Branwen family fight might actually go is that Summer can’t be one-shotted by Ruby’s Silver Eyes like any other Grimm. She can be temporarily hurt by them, but being a Silver-Eyed Warrior herself, they can’t permanently damage, freeze, or kill her.
Cinder, rage quitting: OH COME ON THAT’S NOT FUCKING FAIR
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gangstarr · 2 years ago
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(Jolli)bee mine? - H. Styles x B. Obama
‘I seem to have lost my phone number. Can I have yours?’
Obama looked up from his coffee cup and caught the culprit. On the counter two tables away from his, a certain brunette was humming nonchalantly preparing someone else’s order. He immediately knew it was his since it’s been nearly 2 weeks since he had first written a horrible pick-up line to go with his Jollibee Premium Brew coffee:
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The just-risen sun shone softly on the city streets, bringing with it a flurry of early-morning activity. Another day with the same routine repeated all over again, yet just like what someone once said, your life might seem repetitive. But no one really knows what could happen (tomorrow).
Obama stepped in the same Jollibee, breathing in the same smell of freshly made meals and brewed coffee. The same seat he always stayed in was left vacant, people around this time of morning knew he was a frequent customer, so they opted to save that one particular table for him, and besides, he seemed a bit intimidating to them.
“Jolly morning sir, may I take your order?”
Now, this was a new face, he was usually greeted by the same tired and quite rude employee, but he guessed they might’ve fired that person because who says JOLLY morning with a grumpy attitude?
The new guy behind the counter had more energy than he could possibly muster at 6:00 AM, brown orbs sparkling, patiently waiting for him to get out of his trance. What was he supposed to do again?
“Hello, may I have a hot coffee?”
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Obama settled himself in his usual spot and watched the morning activity outside the window. The sun was now at its peak, shining its rays on the bustling city streets. Set his coffee down Obama noticed there was a pen stain on his finger. He couldn't believe that something so absolutely absurd was written on his coffee cup.
‘Did you get your license suspended for driving so many guys and gals crazy?’
- Harry Styles ;)
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He approached the counter and that certain brunette, Harry Styles, who smiled up at him innocently.
"So?"
Obama cleared his throat, "I think there's been a mistake. I think you've written something on my cup that wasn't meant for me."
"You think there's anyone here who orders coffee diluted with half a carton of milk?", his orbs twinkling with mischief.
 "I guess not”, Obama couldn't help but let out a chuckle. “But why did you write that on my cup?"
"I thought you could use a good laugh this morning. It's the least I could do for a regular customer like you."
“Hm.”
Although he has only been at this Jollibee for not more than 2 weeks, Obama couldn't help but gradually feel intrigued by Harry Styles. He had certainly noticed his bubbly personality. Maybe it was time to get to know him better.
He swiftly scribbled his number on Harry's hand not caring about the possibility that that could be against JOLLIBEE’s hygienic protocols. Obama quickly rushed out of the store before Harry Styles could say another word and nursed his coffee on his way to do the shit he does, knowing that he'd be back tomorrow morning and he'd get to see him again.
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alexbkrieger13 · 2 years ago
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Sweden's unknown WC tournament: "On life and death"
 Sweden's World Cup premiere here in New Zealand is played on Sunday.
At least the one in football, because already on Monday another championship started at the Swedish base: the Cornhole WC.
- It really is life and death, it seems, says Kosovare Asllani.
In the building where the dining room is combined with the living room, there are ping-pong tables, hanging TV screens and there is a cornhole.
- That is an important part. If we are to be here all the way, it will be 40-45 days. We've also talked about how it's not just what we do on the field, but what culture we want off the field, says football psychology advisor Rasmus Liljeblad.
It was he who recently introduced cornhole in the national team and it has quickly become popular. It's a fairly simple game where you have to throw bags on a board.
You get one point if the bag lands on the board and three if it goes down the hole.
Taken very seriously
While waiting for the soccer World Cup to start, the group stage in the Cornhole World Cup has started, with Liljeblad as the tournament organizer.
- I think it's perfect here. There will also be a small audience. We had maybe 20-25-30 spectators at a match. It will be a gathering point that I think is incredibly important for us.
And this is taken very seriously.
When Magdalena Eriksson talks about it, she weighs her hands at about the same height in front of her face and says that it is almost as important as the impending football championship, with a twinkle in her eye.
"Then we wouldn't have deserved to be included"
Eriksson forms a team with Fridolina Rolfö, but they have had a tough start. The centre-back says they got off to a bad start but a necessary win against the physios.
- If we had lost it, I think we would have withdrawn from the tournament. Then we wouldn't have deserved to be included.
When Rebecka Blomqvist is asked how things are going for her and teammate Jennifer Falk, she doesn't even want to reveal who they recently lost to.
- It was a real bummer. We'll take them in the final later, I think, she says.
- We probably ended up in the heat group, I think, says Jennifer Falk.
Really excited
It is group B that she paints as that. A group that also includes Kosovar Asllani .
- If you had met her, it would have been incredibly heated, says Magdalena Eriksson.
- We are competitive people, you cannot take part in any game without inciting or wanting to win. Of course it gets a little heated, says Asllani himself and continues:
- Even if you meet leaders, or materialists...
Some incite, others send more subtle psychs.
But according to Magdalena Eriksson, who is in group A, the biggest cheerleaders are not in the tournament.
- If Filippa Angeldahl and Nathalie Björn had been there, they would have been. Now they won the last tournament, so they don't want to come in and do worse.
Competitions good for the group
This is not the first time that the national team has competitions on the side. In France in 2019, for example, "Exploding Kitten" was played and the psychologist believes that this has an important effect on the group.
- You get a sense of togetherness and that you spend time together. If you start a match, people gather there.
In hotels, it is not always possible to get to the large open spaces that Sweden has at its base here in Upper Hutt, half an hour north of Wellington.
- Then you eat and then you go up to your rooms. There is a feeling that you are very isolated. Although it isn't. This still gives this bonus, you feel it becomes like a family.
There is also not much going on around the Swedish base, so all kinds of activities are important to cure the boredom.
Stepping into a major championship also means a lot of pressure, so having something to think about other than football sometimes looks blue and yellow as a key if you want to go far.
- It's a bit of a switch on, switch off. I think it's so damn important to be able to do. That once we're connected, we're connected, but you also need to relax in between, says Asllani.
Expect a full house at the final
The group stage, where there are two groups with seven teams in each, ends before Sweden steps into the World Cup on Sunday. It is up to the teams themselves to find match times. Then the playoffs await before match two.
For Jonna Andersson and Elin Rubensson, the first goal is to progress from the group stage, then anything can happen. There may even be talk of lay-in matches.
- So we can hope that we get a simple opposition there. We'll see. I already think that the final picture tree is drawn so that we will see how we will do before the last two group stage matches, Andersson says with a smile.
The tournament organizer Liljeblad expects several audience matches once the playoffs start and hopes for a full crowd for the final.
- WE still have a lot of days between match 1 and match 2. So taking the playoffs in between is the plan right now. But it shouldn't bother.
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hellfiremunsonn · 2 years ago
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(im in my mid twenties but this is a little tmi and embarrassing so I dont want it linked to my account)
So. I have slightly uneven boobs, no big deal some people do. I've always been slightly insecure and a guy once said "its just a handful but thats ok" and then next sentence make comments about how they aren't even and how I must pad my bra (bro hadn't even taken my bra off and I was like ok we're done).
My best friend got her nipples pierced and I told her I dont think I could because my nippers aren't pronounced all the time like hers. I showed her snd she only said "oh weird I thought everyone had nips like mine". We went on no big deal. I have thought about it since, cause I never thought someone's nipples were out when not hard? And like her nips weren't hard they became more pronounced after they were hard if that makes sense?? I was just like yeah I doubt I could get those piercings and moved on but I realized ok we dont all have the same nipples (I never really thought about it before)
Started kissing a guy recently. We hadn't really gotten into it, but he moved my top (i had on one of those tops with a bra built in cause if I can avoid a bra I will). He stopped and then legit made fun of my boobs. Because my nipples were flat? Like imagine a barbie, just round chest area no nipple. It isnt inverted you can see it. Its just...flat? If im cold or aroused my nip gets hard? Which is normal?? But i guess I am not normal?? Anyways this guy said a ton of shit, even offering to get me a boob job and a bbl?
Anyways this guy really fucked with my confidence and I was just like ok I either need to know if this is normal or not. My chest.. Or like, do all guys act like this cause the only other time a guy has seen me without a top we were definitely aroused and no comments were made. Like, I feel like a guy making fun of the person he's about to hook up with is in bad taste. I feel most guys wouldn't, at least the fictional characters I like wouldn't, but is this like a normal thing guys do or is he just a dick cause this is the second guy who has made comments so
Okay first of all men literally ain’t shit.
I know your friend didn’t mean any harm by those comments she made but that’s still a bummy thing to hear.
I HAVE UNEVEN BOOBS
And my nipples are never out unless I’m cold. They don’t get hard when I’m aroused either so they’re usually just like in that “soft puffy” state.
No two boobs are 100% symmetrical unless they’re “fake” I’m pretty sure so having uneven boobs is soooo normal I promise.
My left boob has always been bigger than my right. When I gained a bunch of weight it was still noticeable, and even now that I’ve lost all the weight cause of my meds, my boobs are still uneven!
They’re also no longer firm or perky because of this so thems bitches are a little saggy, and honestly I’ve never had someone say such off handed comments about them. My nipples literally basically point downward to the floor.
I have a short torso and a big ribcage so although my boobs are DD’s they look 10x bigger because I don’t have enough chest/torso space to even it out so they look extra massive and I hate it! It doesn’t help that I’m short either so I’m just this small bitch with big titties and I’m like pls I just wanted like a full B cup. BUT I WORK WITH WHAT I GOT.
Some people have two different sized boobs and one will be an entire cup size different!
AND A HANDFUL OF TIT IS STILL TIT SO THE MEN YOURE HANGING OUT WITH ARE JUST FUCKING TRASH.
(Like if u have a nipple, I’m putting it in my mouth I don’t care what size titties u got)
I’m pretty insecure about my boobs as well! But the way I’ve had sexual partners react to them has definitely helped because most men don’t care.
Idk where I intended on going with all of this but basically long story short, is that you don’t have to be insecure about them! Or feel SO insecure about them? We all have insecurities and stuff we don’t love about ourselves but everything about us makes us exactly that. US.
I’m sorry you’ve had people make comments like that, that’s a shitty thing to hear.
Here’s a picture of me where you can see the size difference to hopefully make u feel a little bit better.
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I GOT SAGGY TITTIES AND A FLAT ASS BUT IM STILL OUT HERE GETTING BITCHES
(I yell into the void as if I’m actually getting bitches)
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artistamateurieuse · 2 years ago
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ao3-is-down-wip-tuesday
for everyone who is as dependent on ao3 for their evening entertainment as I am - have a little something out of my wip folder <3
(this is a weird little au in which a) Thomas is Mary's twin and b) has cool powers because every second born (of the gentry?) does in this universe - just roll with it)
Plopp.
Plopp plopp.
The cup skipped on its saucer as the tea inside bubbled up – just a smidgen, barely noticeable. But it was enough to make Robert stop in his sentence and turn where he sat at the breakfast table to glare at his son.
“Stop it, Thomas.”
Thomas jumped in his seat, gaze snapping up from where it was trained on the cup. “Sorry, what?”
“Stop bringing my tea to a boil.” Patience already wearing thin, Robert tried to keep his annoyance from showing. “It’s already been brewed perfectly, thanks to the kitchen staff.”
“I don’t know what you mean.” Thomas replied, straightening in his chair and picking up his own cup. He didn’t quite manage to hide his smirk behind its rim.
Mary shot him a look across the table, the corners of her mouth lifting just so.
At the head of the table, Robert rolled his eyes with a sigh. “Thompson will be here at one, I want you to be ready and waiting-”
“Oh, Papa.” Thomas huffed. “Is this really necessary-”
“It’s your education, it’s important-”
“I’m an adult, I think I can decide for myself-”
“Thomas!” The sudden outburst silenced the entire room. Edith and Tom, having maintained their own conversation at their end of the table, looked up wide-eyed. “You will have the session with Thompson, as you always have, and you will do as he says. I won’t have this discussion each time he’s coming. This is necessary for you and your abilities, end of story.”
Thomas ground his jaw, gaze trailing mechanically away from the head of the table. Despite the anger radiating off him in almost tangible waves, he kept quiet long enough for Robert to nod and return to his scrambled eggs.
For a few tense seconds, silence spread out between them. Then Thomas muttered into his tea: “…You’d think I’d know best, with them being my powers an’ all-”
“Thomas!”
Tom’s fork cluttered onto his plate, shortly followed by the clink of Thomas’ cup. “If you’ll excuse me-” He stood up, pushing back his chair with a terrible screech. He balled his napkin in his hands, knuckles almost white in the cloth. “-I need to prepare for my appointment.” He tossed the napkin onto his plate with more force than necessary and left the room with nothing but a last scathing glare at his father. The door fell shut with a deafening thud.
“…I don’t know why he’s acting like this.” Robert spoke up into the silence, returning to his breakfast with a shake of his head. “He knows very well that he needs those lessons.”
Mary arched a brow, throwing a look to Edith. The younger shrugged, returning to her own food. “He is 26, Papa, and not a child anymore. It’s not like he just got his powers and doesn’t know what to do with them.”
Robert lowered his fork, exasperated. “Didn’t he try to boil my tea, just a minute ago?”
“I don’t think you should hold that against him.” Edith butted in with a frown. “He was lost in thought.”
Robert gestured with his silverware. “Exactly. I rest my case.” Mary rolled her eyes, recognizing the futility of arguing against her father when he was like that.
“…What is this about?” Tom asked hesitatingly from his side of the table.
“Papa’s tendency to keep steering a ship, even if it sunk years ago.”
“What Mary means-” Edith cut in, throwing a glare in her sister’s direction. “Is that Papa and Thomas have been fighting about this since- oh, I don’t even know-”
“Since the beginning of time.” Mary threw in while reaching for her cup. Edith didn’t acknowledge it.
“-since he came off age, I’d guess. It’s been horrible really, but Papa insists on him taking the lessons, no matter what Thomas says-”
“I insist on him taking them because he needs them.” Robert spoke over her, clearly fed up. “There’s nothing more sinister to it, despite what you all seem to think.”
“What are the lessons about, then?” Tom asked, too curios to let the topic go. “To keep from boiling the tea a second time?”
Mary snorted rather unladylike, earning herself a glare from her father. “Oh, he only does it when he’s not paying attention. Honestly Tom, how long have you been living with us now?”
“Long enough, I dare say.” He quipped right back.
“And you’ve still no idea what he can do.” She shook her head, tsking. “You haven’t seen half of it.”
(let me know if you'de be interested in reading the rest, once it's finished <3)
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rupsmorge · 3 years ago
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Hold Me, Please?
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Spencer Reid x Gn! Reader
Summary: Spencer doesn't realize reader's rought day at work is the cause of their quietness. So being the genius he is, he starts spewing facts just to be inturpted by a sad reader who wants cuddles asap.
Fluff, Angst, Hurt/Comfort
cw: hospital, discussion childhood cancer, death in childhood (lightly skimmed over), chronic fatigue & pain, cursing, case talk (made up case)
an: hi! this is my first fanfic so it's probably gonna be rough lol. My y/n's will most likely all have a chronic illness or disablity of some kind and a lot will mention childhood cancer or working in a hospital. Im disabled and rarely see y/n with them. Also my dream job is to be an oncology childlife specialist. anyways have fun & pls be nice to me :D
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Spencer didn't think twice about you being quiet after coming home from work. He knew how fatigued you were after working long hours at the children's hospital. What he didn't know is that your silence wasn't because of fatigue or pain, but because today was bad. In fact, bad didn't even cover it- today was hell. Being a Child Life Specialist on the oncology floor had it's perks but it also has some rough downfalls. The hardest two are having newly diagnosed kids- because you know the grueling treatment they're about to experience- and the kids who's lives that have ended too early. Today, oh lordy, today seemed to be a shit show of both. There were 3 freshly diagnosed kids and one passing all in 10 hours. Its a lot to process and recover from and one way you cope is by become quiet.
Some days you just don't feel like talking. It's not always because you're exhausted or grieving, you just aren't in the mood for speaking. So it's not Spencer's fault for misinterpreting your silence.
As soon as you changed clothes and walked into the kitchen, Reid started to tell you all the new facts he learned from a mushroom documentary he watched. He followed you to the breakfast bar, leaning against it as he talked while simultaneously watching you make a warm cup of tea.
You see, today was a rare day Spencer had off. He'd been on a case in Maine that dealt with mushrooms being used in helping with decomposition. To say the least, the unsub was not a fun guy (fungi, get it? lmao I'm dumb) and the team needed a well deserved break.
And while you usually, almost always, love his factual rambles, all you wanted was for him to be quietly cuddling with you on couch as you watch Little Shop of Horrors. Being in his arms was both of you twos favorite thing. He loved to play with your hair as he held onto you while you played with the side seam of his shirt absentmindedly.
"I know you say it as a joke but I don't think we can say 'People eat dead mushrooms, mushrooms eat dead people,' anymore. The case really ruined it. Did you kn-"
You probably didn't know but at the moment you didn't care so you interrupted him- "Spencer, I love you. But please just shut up for a minute and hold me. Please?"
Wide eyed, Spencer immediately realized why you had been so quiet and moppey; today was a "bad one". "It was a bad day wasn't it? I'm sorry, love. Come on, let go snuggle."
And with that being said, he grabbed a hold of your hand and dragged you to the couch. Spencer layed down first, then pulled you on top of him, knowing you liked to lay your head on his chest. The sound of his heart's steady beat always calms you down. Once all snuggled down and comfy you opened up.
"Today was awful, Spence. So many new commers, so many families are having their lives flipped upside down. But we also lost a kiddo today. I know I can't tell you much cause of HIPPA but, god Spencer, I'm so fucking tired of seeing cancer take these sweet, innocent souls."
As you started to cry a little, Spencer lightly traced your arms up and down with his fingers. "I know you do bubs. I'm so sorry... How about we order some Mexican food and watch your favorite musical? Try to get your mind off of it?"
"That sounds perfect. Thank you, bubba. I love you and I'm sorry I told you to shut up."
Spencer lightly laughed at your comment "it's okay. I probably would of too if I were in your shoes. I love you."
You kissed him softly and quickly on the lips then nuzzled into the crook of his neck just as Spencer started the movie. Maybe today could be a little better than before, because in Spencer's arms everything seemed to be okay again.
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halfmoondaze · 3 years ago
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Request where Reader and Jack dated in highschool (babyjack) and Jack cheated on her (whenever Dark knight came out) and they split up and years later at Doja cats birthday their both invited and reader is wearing a sexy play bunny costume and her and Doja are like best friends and whenever jack comes to say hi to her he sees reader to
“Are you sure? Because we don’t have to go if you don’t want to. I don’t want you to feel uncomfortable if you ran into Jack” 
Fuck, she completely forgot about the possibility of running into him, considering he’s friends with Doja as well. 
“It’s fine, that was a long time ago. I’m over it” 
That was a lie, you were nervous about running into him. But you figured its been years since that happened and you didn’t wanted to have to hide from him forever. 
As you stepped inside the party, you were greeted by a cloud of smoke probably of weed or vape. You and your friend greeted a few familiar faces as you walked inside until you decided to hang out by the open kitchen area with some friends laughing here and there. You were having so much fun that you completely forgot about Jack probably being here too. That was until…
“Hi Y/N” 
You turned around to see Jack looking polished with a red cup on his hand and wearing his usual confident smile on his face. 
“Hey Jack” you said smiling awkwardly at him not knowing how to react to this whole situation. 
“Its been a minute since we seen each other, how are you? What you’ve been up to?” 
“I’m good” you managed to say as the music was loud making it hard for you to talk to him. 
“Do you wanna find a quiet spot?”  “Yea, that would be ideal” 
He laughed and the both of you started walking to the backyard where it was more private and quiet. 
You quickly glanced back to see Y/B/F/N looking at you. You quickly signal her that you were ok and she shook her head and went back to what she was doing. 
You and Jack sat in one of the pool chairs and to your surprise seeing Jack wasn’t as awkward as you initially though it was going to be. But you did noticed he seemed nervous which was an unusual thing to witness. 
“How are you doing” he said scratching the back of his head. 
“I’m doing alright. I just finished college and I’m starting my first job in a few days” 
“That’s great, I’m happy for you”
“Yea, you’re not so bad yourself. I noticed you’ve been everywhere these days” 
He laughed. 
“I wouldn’t exactly say it like that” 
“Its ok, you achieved your dreams, you don’t see a lot that of that in here. You should be proud of yourself” you said sincerely. 
His face changed as he was feeling guilty as he came into terms that y/n has been by his side all this time, and he played her so dirty. She didn’t deserved that. 
“Hey, I’m sorry about how things ended up between us. I was a thot who couldn’t appreciate what I had when I had it. I never forgave myself for it” 
“Jack, that was forever ago, we were just kids-“ 
“-Its still no excuse. I should have never let you go through that humiliation. After all you were the one that was always for me. I’m sorry”
“Thanks for apologizing. I really appreciate it. But I already forgave you, I couldn’t carry that for the rest of my life” you said laughing. 
“So, who you’re talking to now?”
“No one, I’ve been mostly focused on finishing college and what I wanted to do after that” 
“That’s great. Im so proud of you, I know how bad you wanted that” he said taking her hand.
“Thanks” 
When you didn’t pulled away from his hand, he decided to go a little further. 
“I never stopped thinking about you” 
You looked into his eyes, and you could tell he was being sincere. 
“Jack-“ 
“I know I fucked up, but I needed you to know that I would like to try again with you. I never should have let you go. All these people around me made me realize what I lost and-” he paused trying to hold a straight face as to avoid crying. “I love you. I never stopped loving you.” 
You were taken back by his last statement. In all the time you were together you don’t recall a single moment he said that. But it was real, he looked at you straight in the eye and didn’t even stutter. 
You looked down and sigh. 
“I need some time to think about this” 
“Yeah, yeah sure. I understand, take how much time you need” 
You could deep down Jack was happy that you didn’t straight up reject him, so he remained hopeful. 
“I have to find my friends”
You didn’t even let him reply as you immediately left. 
When you found your friends, you hang around them for a few more hours until you let them know you wanted to go. 
That night as you laid in bed, you couldn’t stop replaying the conversation with Jack in your head. He gave you his number before you left, and you were currently starring at his contact on your phone contemplating weather you should go for it or not. But before you could make your decision, your hands already started texting him, and to your response he replied after a few seconds. 
“I never stopped thinking about you either” your text read. 
“Can we try again?”
“Yeah” 
“Let me take you for breakfast tomorrow, I can pick you up at 8?” 
“Yeah, that sounds good” 
“I can’t wait to see you” 
You smiled at yourself as you put your phone down. 
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fredshufflepuff · 4 years ago
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hello, could i request a draco fic where the fem reader loses a special ring draco has given them and is scared of telling him and what could happen? the story can go however you'd like. thank you ♡
his ring || d.m ✧˖*°࿐
summary: you lose a ring draco gave you and don’t know how to tell him.
warnings: fem!reader, implied sex but no actual sex!, fluff
word count: 1,197
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it was your birthday when draco gave you the ring, completely shocking you since draco let no one touch his rings.
and when you mean no one, you mean no one.
even vincent crabbe, draco’s close friend he’s known since first year wasn’t allowed to touch them. but that could just be because the boy eats 24/7 and always has some condiment on his fingers.
“draco, i can’t take this-” you tried saying but were cut off by the boy slipping the ring onto your finger.
“look it fits perfectly” he smiled, a blush taking over your face as you nodded in agreement.
it did fit perfectly.
but it wasn’t just some random ring he had bought, it was his ring. a ring he was gifted during his fifth year, but of course enchanted with magic so it grew to accommodate his fingers size.
he didn’t want some random store bought ring for you, he wanted something special. a ring that would remind you of him every time you looked at it.
not to mention he also enchanted the ring to cool you down whenever you were stressed, knowing every time you got worked up your body would heat up.
it was the little things draco remembered about you.
so when you woke up one day with the ring gone, you freaked.
you didn’t know how it disappeared, you went to bed every night with it on and every morning you woke up with it still there. so why did it suddenly decide to fall off your finger while you slept?
but the worst part was that you couldn’t find it anywhere. you practically flipped your bed upside down looking for it, but it was useless.
it was gone.
“i don’t understand why snape would assign that” pansy parkinson and daphne greengrass had just gotten back from breakfast to see your side of the room totally trashed.
“i mean he always- merlin’s beard, y/n! what happened?!”
your head snapped up from where you were looking to stare blankly at the girls, tears threatening to spill as you shook your head.
“i-i lost draco’s ring.”
daphne’s face feel as pansy’s mouth opened to an ‘o,’ the two girls knowing how much that ring meant to you, not to mention how you practically guarded it with your life.
“it has to be in here somewhere- you went to sleep with it, right?” pansy asked, daphne and her starting to pick up your clothes that were thrown everywhere.
“i...i think” you mumbled, your brain fuzzy as you started to second guess yourself.
maybe you didn’t go to sleep with it. maybe you lost it sometime yesterday during classes or lunch.
“you think?”
“i don’t know!” you exclaimed, explaining to the girls that you don’t remember when you lost it.
“okay well...” pansy thought for a second before suggesting, “you go retrace your steps and we’ll look around your bed.”
your eyes widened as you sputtered out a, “really?”
“of course” daphne smiled, getting caught off guard as you suddenly brought them into a tight hug.
“love you guys! thank you! i’ll be back!” you said, giving them a smile before grabbing your shoes and running out of the room.
you mentally started to go through everything you did yesterday, trying to figure out when you could’ve lost the ring- was it during breakfast? no you still had it then.
maybe during snape’s class? you had potions and worked a lot with your hands. but you remember neville complimenting your ring after that...so you couldn’t have lost it then.
you were walking down the empty corridor when you suddenly froze in your place, a lightbulb going off in your head as you finally realized where you had left it.
after draco’s quidditch game yesterday you went back with him to his dorm.
he had taken a shower and you, well...joined him, and had taken your ring off then.
you made your way back to the slytherin common room with shaky hands, hoping to merlin draco was at quidditch practice so you would be able to get in and out without him knowing.
you opened draco’s prefect door slowly before slipping yourself in, shutting it behind you as you then ran for the bathroom.
you could’ve sworn you left it on the counter, but when you looked- you didn’t see it there. a frown took over your face as you thought to yourself.
maybe it fell in the shower?
you looked on the shower ledge before stepping in, eyeing the shampoo and conditioner bottles before checking the area around it.
it wasn’t there.
“damnit” you mumbled to yourself, running your hands over your face as you groaned loudly.
“back for round two?” a voice suddenly spoke, your body jumping as you quickly spun around.
draco stood in the bathroom doorway with his broom in one hand and the other on his hip, his hair messy with sweat as he stared at you with a smirk.
“i thought you wouldn’t be back for another hour.”
“flint let us go early since we won yesterday’s game” he shrugged, placing his broom against the wall before approaching your small figure.
“what’s with the frown?” he asked, his rough hands grabbing your face softly and pecking your lips.
“i...” you trailed off, trying to look behind him to see if you could spot the ring anywhere, “i-i..”
“you what, love?”
you lowered your head as draco’s hands dropped from your face, the boy frowning as you mumbled out a quiet, “i lost the ring you gave me.”
the air was still for a couple seconds, your heart thumping rapidly against your chest as tears clouded your vision.
draco was sure to break up with you now. i mean, you lost the one thing that meant everything to him.
you losing it lost his trust.
“darling” he laughed, cupping your chin and lifting it up, “why’re you crying?”
you hadn’t even noticed you were crying.
“b-because i lost the r-ring you gave me” you sputtered out, voice cracking as draco wiped under your eyes with the pad of his thumb.
“you didn’t lose it, darling.”
your eyebrows furrowed together as he reached into his pocket, bringing out the ring you had been looking for all morning.
“o-oh my god- you had it?!” you gasped, a weight that seemed to sit on your shoulders finally lifting.
“you left it on the bathroom counter last night, i was going to give it to you today” he explained, extending your finger out and sliding it back on.
“there was no need to get so worried.”
“but i thought i lost it” you frowned, not knowing why draco was acting so calm. this ring meant so much to him, why wasn’t he more concerned?
“its just a ring” he chuckled, your frown deepening at his words.
draco noticed and quickly assured you, telling you that’s not what he meant.
“i meant, it’s just a ring. if you lose it, you lose it.”
“but you love this ring. i wouldn’t want to lose something you love” you mumbled, draco giving you a soft smile as he ran his thumb over your knuckles, the other still cupping your face.
“well then good thing i didn’t lose you.”
🏷 @dracomalfoys-wh0re @fjorelaant @eunoniaa @xlauren-malfoyx @90smalfoy @astoria-malfcy @whipped-for-the-weasley-twins @ang9lic @malfoysbiitch @Harrypotter_Whore @aetheralist @miraclesoflove
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rrickgrrimes8 · 4 years ago
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hi! i was thinking if you could write an imagine of reader being rick and lori's daughter and sister to carl, rj and judith. i don't have a specific idea in mind, but just her before and after the time jump, struggling with being there when lori and carl died, and looking for rick with daryl, her relationship with her siblings and michonne, maybe maggie and hershel too (i was thinking since carl was 10 when it all started, she was 7 so now she's 17) thank you so much, and btw i loved your imagines i've read so far 💞
Being a Grimes ~ Rick Grimes x Grimes!reader
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thank you so much for requesting i really enjoyed making this one. i also have a series kinda like this about Jacey Grimes which i’m currently making a book two for.
warnings: alluding to sexual assault or rape, suicide, death, gore (lemme know if i’ve missed anything off here)
sorry if there is any mistakes please tell if there is and give me feedback i’d love to here back from yall
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It was strange for y/n. This world would be strange for anyone really. But she was different. At only a mere 7 years old when the world went to shit she struggled as did many others. With the recent loss of her father - one she didn't entirely understand - still protruding through her heart, it was hard - so hard. 
When it happened she was at daycare. The teaching assistant tried and successfully ate the teacher in front of her. She was next and was so close to being eaten until Shane rushed in. He kicked Ms Twune and grabbed y/n. Her mom sobbed at the sight of her, covered in blood and the tears smothering her daughters face. Carl was shocked too. He wanted nothing more than to protect his little sister. His dad always used to tell him that that was his duty - his job. And he hated how he had failed in this moment. 
They made it to the quarry soon after. Y/n thought the group was nice - well mostly. The Dixon brothers scared her was what she told her brother or any of the children she had befriended. But she was lying. Yes, she was scared but only of Merle. He was creepy and mean to anyone he saw. Daryl was somewhat the same but he always found himself being nicer to the young child. And often kept her company when Lori and Shane went for a ‘walk’ in the woods. Glenn was another she found herself drawn to. He unlike Daryl happily invited her company. Glenn was sweet and funny. He never failed at making her laugh till she felt like she was going to pee. They were good friends which came to a fault when he had to go on runs. She’d scream and cry and refuse to let go of him because she was afraid that what happened to her father would happen to him. 
That’s what happened earlier that morning. Glenn and a few others were going into Atlanta, despite her dismay. Glenn assured her he’d be fine, which she didn't believe and continued her tantrum. 
“Can yer’ shut that damn baby up?” Merle spat covering his ears. 
Shane shot him a threatening glare while Glenn stayed preoccupied with the distraught girl. “Hey, it's okay. I’m coming back,” He insisted holding her tightly at his hip, “I promise you, sweet girl.” 
“No, b-b-but dada promise too a-a-and h-he,” She stopped herself, sobs erupting from her small body. 
“I know sweet girl, I know. But I’ll be back I know I will.” Glenn placed her on the back of the RV, “I tell you what I’ll bring you back some of your favourite sweeties, huh? Would you like that?” 
Giddily she nodded at his proposition, “Yes! Yes!” 
“Alright, then I’ll bring back some for you, okay?” She nodded smiling cheerfully, “I love you, kid.” 
“I luv you too, dumbass,” y/n giggled. 
Glenn looked around cautiously hoping no one heard that “Hey sweet girl you can't say that.” 
“W-what? Why?” the child began to cry again, “Y-y-you say it.” 
“I know b-but its adult words okay? Not y/n words. When you're older, alright?” She nodded her head again kissing his cheeks softly and hugging him. “Thank you, sweet girl. I’ll see you soon,” He kissed the top of her head and started towards the car smiling as she shouted, “With sweeties!”
The group returned hours later bearing a new man instead of Merle. Y/n waited patiently for Glenn and the aforementioned sweets. "Gen!" She screamed happily still unable to say his name fully. The man sprinted over to her, pulling her into a much-needed cuddle after the day he had. 
"It's Glenn, sweetheart," He chuckled while correcting. 
"Oh sorry Gen," She wrapped her dainty arms around his neck. 
"That's okay, sweet girl. I missed you." 
"I missed you too," She whispered before letting out a longwinded 'ew', "You stinky, Gen." 
The man smelt his shirt and nodded as the potent smell of walkers reached his nose. "I know yucky right?" 
"Yucky!" Y/n buried her face in Glenn's shirt ignoring the stench and just enjoying his company. She always became clingy like this after coming home from a run. He loved it. On runs, if he ever encountered a life-threatening situation - like the one today - he always finds himself realising how much she means to him. Glenn saw her as a little sister - one almost replacing the ones that were cruely ripped from him when this began. 
"How was it?" She inquired. 
"Not fun, sweet girl. But I got your sweeties and a nice man helped us out. Saved us," She beamed. 
"I like the good man. I'll give him two kisses when I see him. Maybe even one of my sweeties," Glenn chuckled. 
"Why two kisses, y/n?" 
"One for saving you. Two for bringing you hom," Glenn grinned contently and kissed her forehead. 
"Its home bubs with an e on the end." 
"Oh," She mumbled burying herself again. 
"Oh my God," Someone muttered as they exited the van. 
"Dad! Dad!" Carl screamed causing Glenn to snap his head in their direction. Carl came running towards the man, Rick, who had saved them in Atlanta. Y/n hadn't moved yet as she feared it was only a dream. That her dada wasn't really here. 
"Sweet girl," He pulled her out of his neck, "Look it's your dad." The child gazed over to where her brother had run to. Sure enough, it was her dad. He held Carl as he cried, looking to Y/n wanting to hold her too. 
"Dada!" She screamed jumping out of Glenn's arms dangerously. The girl scraped her knee on the way down but continued throwing herself into the hug. 
"Oh, Carl! Y/n!" She kissed all over his face childishly, "I luv you, dada." 
"I love you too, baby girl."
~
The years hadn't been kind to Y/n. She lost so much. Too much in fact that it had driven her to the depts of insanity and made her do things to herself, to others that she more than resented. The first loss was her mothers. She wasn't there like Carl was but the grief burned through her still. Y/n was too young to understand it really. Just how she was when Rick supposedly died. Y/n couldn't understand where her mom had gone she just knew she had a little sister now. One she swore to protect. 
She thought she had failed that when the prison fell. The young child was on her own. Injured and lost. She wandered through the woods for days until she stumbled across a group. The group were mean and despite her resistance wouldn't let her go. They hurt her in ways she didn't and wouldn't speak of it even now. But that all changed when Daryl showed up. He protected her - stopped them from hurting her. And eventually led her back to her family. Where for the first time she began to fear her father. 
Terminus was next. The people there snatched her from her family. She was forced to watch from afar as they were guided into the crate. Rick fought against them, Carl too but it was to no use. They had sectioned her off in a playroom. Every once in a while an older woman came in to fed and played with her. She hated it. Being in this world for more than a year now she knew that people like them didn't just want to play even if she did. She learnt that from the Claimers. 
Carol found her. Although having never have been all that close to the older woman - the only relation being the closeness between y/n and Sophia - seeing her after so long made her cry out of joy. Carol was happy too as she rushed out of that place to take her to safety. The pair ended up in the woods. Carol had stopped a moment ago to clean the dirt from her face, "lemme help." 
The girl sat up from where she was put down and cupped some water splashing it on Carol's face. Carol flinched as the water hit her, "Uh thank you." 
"Welcome," She looked away getting distracted by the nearing sound of footsteps. 
"Get behind me, y/n," Carol ordered to which she shook her head. 
"No it dada," She ran away from the woman and towards the group. 
"Y/n come back here!" Y/n continued ignoring Carols pleas and crashed herself into the back of Rick's legs. 
The father shot around and began to cry as he saw the child he thought he lost at his feet. "Oh, baby!" He collected the girl in his arms. Carl rushed to them too happy to see her alive after Gareth claimed he killed her. "Oh y/n, never leave me again, okay?" He looked directly into her matching blue eyes, "Promise me." 
"I promise, dada." 
Later Carol led them to Judith. Y/n was over the moon and refused to let her out of her sight, which was exactly what Rick was doing too. They found the church a while after. There they had some semblance of peace. She was glad to have Glenn back - Maggie too. Along with the new people although Eugene was a bit weird. 
At the church was also when the questions started. Daryl had told Rick about the group they were with and regretfully had to inform the father how she was there before him. Rick asked y/n - begged her - to tell her what happened. But she refused. She couldn't say what happened. What they did, which just made Rick fear more. Eventually, she spoke a little about it. She was vague and could barely string two words together without crying. He hated it. He hated how this was a reality for his daughter. He saw the bruises they left. And he couldn't understand how someone could touch his child. Or how he could be so powerless to stop it. 
Bob died. She didn't really know the man but it still upset her. Beth too. Although she was a lot closer to her. Beth was one of her only friends and was someone who would look after her when her father couldn't. They bonded and now she was gone. 
After Beth's demise, they spent lots of time on the road. They suffered, almost died countless times but they prevailed. They got stronger - she got stronger. And they eventually found Alexandria. There everything was good again like how it was at the prison or even before this hell. She liked it there and didn't understand why the others were so sceptical. 
Though that didn't last for long. Y/n began to hate the place when Carl got shot. Alexandria almost stole her brother from her. So she despised it. She refused to leave her brother's side as he adjusted to his injury. Yes, he found it annoying how she wouldn't leave him be and he often snapped at her. But she was there when he needed her. Despite the age difference and the many years of memories they had lost to this fight, she understood his pain. When he saw himself as ugly, a monster even, she made him think otherwise. She kept him afloat, which he was eternally thankful for. 
Glenn was next. 
She didn't believe it even after she was forced to see it with her own two eyes. She was next to Glenn in the lineup. She had to watch up close. Y/n had to be mocked by that man. She had to stay the whole night with her best friends brains on her face. After that night she blamed herself. She told herself that if Negan was just one person off she would be dead and he would live. He would get to see his child born and grow old with Maggie like they had spoken about. She wholeheartedly believed he deserved to live over her. 
The war with Negan shook her to the core. At the time his face filled her nightmares. He just looked so normal. He looked nice even. Yet he hurt and he hurt and he hurt. 
He killed her Glenn. And then Carl. It wasn't Negans fault although she did blame him. Carl had gotten bit. Y/n held his hand as he died in that tunnel as the home they had built above them fell. She got a letter too - even though she would rather have preferred to have her brother back. In the letter, Carl told her how proud he was of her - how thankful he was to have her as a sister. He told her to protect Judith, their dad and Michonne, who she had recently begun to call momma. 
After Carl's death, y/n shut herself from the world well everyone except her father. For days she would cry until she couldn't anymore. She would scream and scream until her voice was gone. She just didn't understand why it had to be Carl? Why mom? Why Glenn? Why Beth? Why was it never her? The following weeks she found herself wishing it would be her next. She could never bring herself to say it out loud but with any battle, any fight, anything, she wished it would be her. 
So when she lost her father her whole world fell apart. He was her consistent so why did he leave her? She was at the bridge that day. Daryl held her crying frame as Rick set off that final shot blowing him and the walkers off the bridge. Y/n Grimes' father was dead. 
She stayed in Alexandria for a while afterwards. For the sole reason to protect her siblings. Yes, siblings - plural. Somehow through all the bad some good came from it. She just wished her father and Carl could've seen it. RJ Grimes came into this world 9 months later. And he was perfect. For months she would assist in taking care of him as Michonne wasn't doing the greatest without the love of her life. Truth be told neither was y/n she was just better at hiding it. 
Until one night it all became too much. Y/n didn't know how it happened but she found herself balancing on the edge of her window. She wanted to jump - to end it. But she just couldn't will herself to do it. And when Daryl showed up she knew she couldn't. "Hey step away from ta window, alrigh'," The man ordered as he saw her shaking frame rocking back and forth. 
"I-i can't," She sobbed. 
"Ye' ya can. Jus' step back I'll catch ya," Daryl moved closer but paused when she shouted to stop. 
"I can't, Daryl. They're all gone. They're all dead," The tears clouded her eyes. She shut them tightly picturing her families faces wanting so badly to join them. 
"Please jus' step back, y/n. Yer' not alone. I'm here," He croaked the tears floating down his cheeks, "Don't jump." 
"I love you, Daryl." 
"I love ya too, okay? So step away from the window," He watched as she turned her head slightly catching his eyes. 
"I love you but I can't. Tell mom, RJ and Judy I love them as well." 
Suddenly she went to fall forward but Daryl reacted quicker. He gripped her waist pulling her into the room unwilling to release his grasp. "Yer' not leaving me," He told her as she cried into his shoulder, "Yer' cant leave me." Overhearing the chaos, Michonne entered her daughter's room to see the window wide open and the two of them crying. Daryl looked at her. The look telling her all she needed to know. Michonne began to cry herself and joined them on the ground. 
"Y/n?" A small voice called from the door frame. 
"Judith go back to bed, okay?" Michonne told her but Judith continued towards her sister. The girl said nothing as she wiped her sister's tears and held her hand.
It was 5 years later now. After her attempt, she left Alexandria with Daryl in search of her father. She didn't believe he was alive despite everything inside her wanting to. But Daryl did and after what happened they became a lot closer. He was happy she joined him. Even though the act of being out there was gruelling at times he was glad he could look after her. And if something would've happened to her while he was gone he could never have forgiven himself. Understandably Michonne was angry that y/n decided to leave. Y/n was her daughter and Michone her mother. They needed each other but she was willing to let Y/n leave to figure that out. It brought her peace looking for her father. 
The silence was her favourite and as Daryl wasn't much of a talker she got lots of it. They got a dog too, which Daryl cleverly named Dog. Everything was a messed up version of okay but it was still good. Being out there made her find her purpose. She went home a lot more than Daryl did, which pleased her siblings and mother. It was always for a few days never longer as she feared she'd stay forever and she couldn't. As much as Alexandria is good it also drives y/n to a dark place. One she was in that night. She lost so much there. And staring at those four walls drove her insane. It didn't help how Negan was imprisoned there. Just thinking how close he was made her skin crawl. She knew how Rick visited him when he was alive that he believed Carl was right about the killing. That it had to stop. Y/n knew he was right too but she could never bring herself to one admit or two face Negan. 
It felt like a story she read as a child when the Whisperers showed up. Like Negan, they scared her. So when she was told about his escape she only assumed the worst. The Whisperers took so many from them. Like Enid for example. Her story was cut short because of them. The two never really spoke but she understood how she and Carl felt for each other at a time. So ultimately it felt like she lost her final piece of Carl when she died. Y/n wished she had spoken to her when she could've. She wished she could've heard the untold stories they shared. She needed to know about Carl's final years with her. But now she's gone too along with those memories. 
The war with the Whisperers took everything from them. The Kingdom. Hilltop. Alexandria. Along with the lives they lost in the process. With the group separated she found herself protecting Judy and RJ. Michonne had gone. Where she had gone to, y/n had no idea. For a messed up reason, she began to prepare herself for her mother's death before it was even announced. That was until she got the call. She was okay and... apparently so was Rick. 
Disbelief was what hit her first. She couldn't hear his voice nor see his face so how could she know it was true. Michonne didn't know either she couldn't if he was really there, still alive. That night of the call she left. Without hesitation, she kissed RJ and Judith's heads, told them she loved them and told them to tell everyone else that and left. She left in the direction Michonne had told her. 
She left to find her father. And she knew she wouldn't return until she did. "I'm coming, dad."
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L.A. Confidential- l.r.h
CONTAINTS SMUT
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“My girl might leave me if she hears about this..” That Aussie accent mumbled under his breath as you left marks down his neck in a heated session behind his hotel door. You wouldn’t dare say a word as long as is hands would continue lingering on your skin every other night. 
“She won’t,” you told him as he unzipped the back of your dress. 
Your eyes blinked as you came out of your daydream from only a few nights prior. You stood in line at the red carpet waiting to take pictures of the band of 5 Seconds of Summer. You had began a job of being a professional photographer for popular bands or singers like them and it paid well. The only downfall was the fact that you had fell head over heels for the front man who also had a girlfriend.
Luke Hemmings was all around perfect, especially in your eyes. The way he laughed at your jokes in order for you to take a good picture of him just made your heart stop. His eyes had always lingered on you whenever you were in close perimeter. His girlfriend, Chloe, was a stunning blonde with tan skin and a perfect white smile. She was drop dead gorgeous, but Luke just couldn’t help himself when it came to you. You weren’t famous, only the people in your pictures were, but to Luke you were something else.
As soon as the boys stepped out into the light, Luke’s blue hues scanned the crowd in front of him in search of your beautiful form. You had always surprised him with the dresses and outfits you pulled off at the red carpet walks, interviews, or photo shoots. Tonight; however, you had decided on tight leather pants and an off the shoulder white blouse which had paired with your skin tone perfectly. The shoes you wore had really thrown him off. They were thick, black stilettos that crossed over your feet and allowed for your hot pink painted nails to be shown off. Luke had always been a fan of how you highlighted the best features of yourself. That’s exactly when he decided on how he was going to fuck you senseless over the-
“Luke! Luke, over here!” The paparazzi screamed over the flashes of cameras from every direction. The only camera he looked at was yours. 
*
“Well, that was a crazy crowd, Jesus.” Calum said while stripping himself of his suit jacket and plopped himself in the couch of your hotel room. 
“Yeah, well the afterparty is going to be worse.” Ashton breathed out as he unbuttoned the top few buttons of his dress shirt. You had your laptop out at the desk with the memory card inside it, scrolling through the hundreds of pictures you took for the night in order to send them to management for the band. 
They had officially hired you for the full time job for their photographer early last year so, you had made it your full duty to make sure they got the best pictures and publicity you could. Ever since you got the job, the guys instantly made you feel like you were a part of a family. They were your best friends and you couldn’t be any happier. 
“Crystal and I are going out for dinner tonight.” Mikey said as he fixed his hair in the mirror. “And no, I’m not skipping.” He adds before his friends could convince him otherwise. 
Luke took this as his chance to speak up. “Yeah, I’m going to skip out on the afterparty, too. I haven’t gotten that much sleep lately.” Your eyes dart over to the blonde just to see that he was already staring back at you. A blush made its way to your cheeks as you turned back to your computer.
Calum and Ashton rolled their eyes. “Guess it’s just you and I tonight.” Calum said with a sigh.
“Alright, well we’re gonna head out then.” Ashton announces before ushering Cal out the hotel door. Mikey bids his goodbye as well before he’s out the door as well.
Arms reached around the back of the chair, wrapping themselves around your shoulders as lips pressed against your jaw. “Real smooth.” You joked and closed your laptop before sliding around the chair and standing to your feet. You were then pushed back down, but against the bed this time and a gasp left your lips. Luke was smirking down at your vulnerable form while your elbows were the only thing giving you some sort of angle to look at him better. You stared up at him through thick lashes innocently, waiting for him to do something. His hands ached to touch you through those leather pants, he just didn’t know what he was going to do yet. 
Instead of waiting on him, your hand reached out to grab his own and placed it over the leather material between your legs. Luke’s body shuddered with pure excitement as he lowered himself over you against the bed. An elbow plopped down beside your head as a hand stroked your (h/c) hair out of your face. His eyes bored into yours and for a second, your heart beat changed pattern. You had silently hoped that his did the same as you smiled up at him. The smile that got him weak in the knees, which led to his next step of pressing his lips against yours. 
You could feel him growing hard against you as he pushed himself farther against you. Luke pulled away from your lips only to leave kisses down your jawline. There was something about the way he was acting tonight that was different than any other night. Instead of dwelling of the thought, you cleared your throat.
“Is something wrong?” You question while running a hand through your hair.
“You know I got somebody so I can’t fuck with just anybody.” Luke mumbles next to your ear which causes your cheeks to heat up. What is he saying? “But sometimes I get lonely.”
You’ve heard those words before, and it only made you angry. It meant that he and his girlfriend had been arguing. She might’ve been pretty, but she was manipulative and often left Luke a drunk mess, but ever since he met you, he hasn’t touched a drop. You were his distraction, and he loved it. He loved how you made him feel important, and needed. Chloe was independent and would rather spend her time with friends at the club than to have a night inside in bed next to Luke with a movie playing, or to go out to dinner.
“Lu, you know you can always come to me.” You soothed. Although it made you guilty that he was cheating on his girlfriend, you were also glad because there had been so many rumors about her cheating that you’d believe it. He kissed your lips in response and lost himself against you. In that moment, you cupped his face in your hand and flipped so that you were now straddling his waist. In a swift movement, he pulled the blouse you wore over your head and to the floor. A grin took over the frown on his face as his hands roamed over your curves. 
Your hands reached down and began unbuttoning his dress shirt as well as his pants while he shuddered under your touch. A hand reached behind and groped your rear, pulling you against the hard body beneath you. “Hold up.” Luke says while pushing you up to a standing position. He then curled his fingers on the inside of your leather pants and yanked them down your legs. A blush made its way to your face as you laughed. Luke then lifted you from the ground, wrapping your legs around his waist before putting you on your back. He fit in between your legs perfectly. You reached a hand down in between you and pulled his pants down just enough down his legs as he moves the lace covering you to the side. 
Kissing him, you muffled the sounds of your moan as he pulls himself out of his boxers and enters you. He pulled away and placed his forehead against your own, looking in your eyes. “Fuck, Luke.” You breathed out while looking down between your bodies as he pumped in and out of you. His white teeth shined down at you as he grinned. With a swift movement, he wrapped his arms around your torso and flipped so that you were now on top of him.
“Ride me, (y/n).”
You did as told, wincing as his nails dug into your hips. It hurt, but you loved it. He knew how he made you feel while he fucked you senseless. Speaking of, he reminded himself what went through his head at the red carpet. Before he could get too close, he quickly pulled out of you. “Lay over the desk in front of the mirror.” He demanded. This excited you, so you hurried over to the spot he told you to. Grabbing the edge of the table, you tilted your head to the side in order to look at him. 
“Like this?” You asked, but he shook his head. He entered you again causing a gasp to escape your lips. Luke reached around your head and wrapped a hand around your throat, forcing you to look in the mirror. 
“Like this, I want you to watch me fuck you senseless.” 
“O-Okay.” You stuttered, unable to contain yourself as the feel of his hand around your throat caused a different kind of feeling in the pit of your stomach. 
He then began to thrust in and out of you at a fast pace as the desk bumped against the wall repeatedly. There was sure to be a noise complaint. And thank god the rest of the band decided to go out for the night. Your climax began to draw closer as he drilled into you.
“Are you close?” He asked, getting close as well. You nodded, unable to form words as he watched you in the mirror. “I wanna hear you scream, baby.”
“Fuck, Lu.” You cursed while adjusting yourself as the desk dug into your skin.
“Louder, I want everyone in the hotel to hear you scream my name.”
“What about-”
“(y/n).” He warned. You were nearly tipped over the edge as his hand tightened around your neck and your stomach flipped.
“Luke!” Your strangled voice screamed nearly at the top of your lungs as the two of you came together, him filling you up. After a few seconds, he let you relax before pulling out of you to get stuff to clean up. He disappeared in the bathroom, and soon came back to help you clean up. Leaning against the desk, you watched as he wiped the liquid from your skin.
“We’re gonna have to go to the pharmacy before they close.” You mumbled embarrassingly. You often had to make a trip there in order to get plan b.
“I know, why do you think I got out clothes for you to change into?” Looking over, you saw a small pile of folded clothes which belonged to him causing your heart to melt.
“Thank you.”
“You know, I can’t leave her right?”
Frowning, you nodded. “I know.”
“L.A Confidential.”
You nodded again and sighed. “L.A. Confidential.”
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