#I hate being autistic sometimes I wish I could just sit like a crab and draw
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idk if having other people hold me accountable would help or make the fear worse 😤
#I have the server but it’s kinda dead and tbh they’ve seen all the concept art I’ve made over the last two years#what more could they want#there’s the ppl i know in real life who wanna read it but like I think makes it worse#there’s Chevy but they’re not gonna pressure me like that#and I’m#starting to think pressure would just make it worse#I’ve only made little tiny baby comics that were one page and terrible#the sequential art looked more like baby’s first animatic but like rlly bad because everything was inconsistent and idk boring#and I usually raw dog those#I’m working with a script and like 5 years worth of material#this should be easy bro. okay it’s not something wrong with me? I’m just having cold feet it’s normal#its like a pool only way to stop being afraid of it is to just plunge in there#thrust in there. just absolutely pound that thang. it’s weird that my nervous tics transfer to me typing#either way. take it easy. but do take it blah blah maybe I need to do more drugs#jokes aside o need to be inspired and motivated and have a good pain day and have a good vibe and find the perfect music and drawin postion#I hate being autistic sometimes I wish I could just sit like a crab and draw
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