#I had a minor medical scare caused by my shitty eating habits yesterday | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

damnprecious · 2 years ago

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some neighbor is having some sort of a get-together, I can just hear people laughing and some occasional louder voices and my god if the joy radiating from that apartment isn't amplifying the misery I'm wallowing in

#noopa rambles #I wish I was in high spirits and had a good time #instead I'm unraveling and have no idea what to do about this #I feel bad and I feel like a burden and like I'm simply just too much I talk too much I whine too much #yet what am I doing in this post? talking and whining and wallowing in misery #I had a minor medical scare caused by my shitty eating habits yesterday #as in I full on fainted when I was out shopping and hit my head on the stone floor - twice (apparently)#bc I hadn't eaten anything all morning #I was gonna go grab some lunch after I got out of that specific store too but meatsack went fuck you #so now I'm extra stressing out about my shitty ass eating habits caused by being a human disaster #and idk how the hell I'm gonna fix the disaster that I am #I just. idk. even where to start #and I don't even know where I could possibly even ask for help let alone how to ask for it #(didn't even end up getting a concussion but the back of my head still sure is sore)

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