#I had 2 days Hehehhe

[g0gglez-bl0gglez]

ART FINAL! + CHONNY!

I did the forest for the trees as a mixed media project!

[angel-anachronism]

My ghost and pals headcanons (hell yeah insert explosion and fireworks in the background as you can hear a tiger roar)

(ps: none of these are canon to Ghost and Pals lore, these are just made from my itty bitty brain cuz I wanna write fanfics) (WARNING: This is mostly Communications and The Distortionist headcanons sue me)

-Christopher and Frances have known each other since childhood. This headcanon was inspired by the canon lore, where Frances was from a very wealthy family, and you can assume Christopher was too since he has a whole mansion. I like headcanoning them as neighbours that couldn't STAND each other. I can imagine Christopher going like "Ewww she has cooties" and Frances pulling on his hair when they were kids

-Continuing that headcanon, I believe Christopher also inspired Frances to be a rebellious teenager, but unlike Frances, Christopher silently rebelled against his family in very subtle ways. (Like for example swearing and the saying "pardon me"), Meanwhile, Frances rebelled with a lot of confidence and pride.

-The Elsners and Pierres were family friends and because of that Frances was supposed to see Christopher a lot.

-Lilia was one of Frances' pals when they were very young, and thus they met Christopher. IK IT DOESN'T MAKE MUCH SENSE, BUT HEAR ME OUT ON THE NEXT HEADCANON.

-Lilia is an AFAB nonbinary lesbian (when they reincarnated). However, back when they were alive they were still in the closet (cuz y'know homophobic society), and since back in the day it was seen as scandalous to have male friends as a female, they hung around Frances a lot and one day Frances teased Lilia for some very dumb reason. Christopher was like "Hey, leave them alone!", not because he wanted to protect Lilia necessarily, but because he wanted to make Frances mad.

-And Lilia befriended Christopher but kept their friendship a secret (because society would go wild, SOCIETYYYY)

-Christopher is Aroace (because I am too), and Frances is bisexual aromantic because I said so

-later in life, Christopher was betrothed with some random girl (who soon became ASLTW from The Distortionist canon lore) because his family wanted to marry him off.

-Let's call the girl Marigold (because I like that name). Marigold liked Christopher A LOT and trusted him, thinking he's like a prince charming due to his "gentle tone of voice" and acting like a gentleman in general (When in fact, Christopher was just pretending to be a gentleman, since he was used to always pretending)

-but Christopher realized something because of her "goo-goo eyes" whenever she interacted with him. He realized he could easily manipulate her.

-And so Christopher started manipulating everyone around him. His siren-like voice worked on many, except for Frances cuz she was smart enough to realize that he was manipulative, and since she didn't like him in the first place, she began ghosting him, leaving Lilia all alone with him.

-Christopher immediately started realizing how bad it'd be for him to be left all alone, and since Frances was the first to leave, he decided to make a suicide pact with Lilia and Marigold, right after he managed to poison everyone in the Pierre mansion as Christopher was scared of his plan failing.

-After they gone oof-ed (literally), Lilia was the only one to survive. Due to how traumatic that event would be, they moved to another state and most likely changed their name. What they didn't know was that they'd return back after they reincarnated.

-Ok enough with Christopher, now let's move on to Frances. Frances never knew what happened to Christopher as she immediately left her family home after becoming an adult, became a party animal, had fun, then nine months later Henry was born.

I might make a part 2 soon so watch out for that hehehhe

[seth-shitposts]

Hello! List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last ten people that reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers :D

Hehehhe yaaaaaaay

Alice💖

1. I absolutely LOVE spiders. Especially little jumping spiders. They're the cutest!

2. Pink pink pink- it's such a good color and brings me much joy 🥰

3. When Lexie watches movies with me. I love having him near. I feel safer and don't mask my emotions. Plus it helps when the softie cries with me :]

4. I love to bake, and I love to bake for our friends even more! Before I formed as an alter, back in the high-school years there was a pilot or two who had insomnia that would bake on the nights they couldn't sleep and the next day would deliver the cookies to friends and acquaintances and favored teachers. I don't remember it, but it's close enough to the collective memories that I can almost touch it. Sebby's cookbook is going to have a baking feature >:]

5. I love cloud watching under the shade of trees on a nice spring day. I want us to have picnics with our friends. I think it would be lovely!

💙Lexie's

💚Sebby's

Pilotrio 💚💙💖

[batshikns]

Check-up List #58

Daily To-Do's:

-Got to school with in a tolerable mood: ✔️

(Got up in a tolerable mood: N/A)

-Laughed and made someone laugh today: ✔️

-Didn't get/make someone mad/upset: ❌️

-Got home in a tolerable mood: ✔️

(Went to bed in a tolerable mood: N/A)

-Showered: ❌️ (highscore: 16) (0)

-Took a walk: ✔️

-Planning to go to bed soon: ❌️

-Eat breakfast: ❌️

-Eat lunch: ✔️

-Eat dinner: ✔️

Today's To-Do's:

-Drink water: ✔️

-Play minecraft: ✔️

-Work on group project: ✔️

-Reach out: ✔️

Overall:

10/14

+ XP: Check-in with Dad and Pop: ✔️

+ XP: Check-in with Basil: ✔️

+ 2× XP: Spend less time on the computer(phone): ✔️

+ XP: Spend a whole year on tumblr

12/14

Notes:

Had a pretty good day at school, and after I had a talk with my people, a pretty good night! I realized that. I've just been doing the same type of thing over and over again, so! I'm gonna work on it!

My walk was nice, and, if I keep at it, I'll write and break down a lot more stuff to calm me down(maybe break down easier stuff first and then work my way up..?)

Goals:

-Drink water

-Tolerate school

-Call Basil if they're available

-Talk with Unofficial Dads if they're available(0.5× XP if I do it in the Big Server hehehhe)

-Keep in mind that you're trying, even if Mom, Dad, or even yourself don't realize it yet and urge you to speed up the process

-Extra points: Check-in with Dad and Pop

-Extra points: Check-in with Basil

-Double extra points: Spend less time on the computer(phone)

-Extra 0.5 points: researchers more about Buddhism!!

-Extra 0.5 points: check-in on Uncle(if/when he's open)

(edit: i haven't... gone to bed.... but! i did grab really late dinner and gonna watch a my house.wad video!)

[iwaasfairy]

fairy fairy fairy!!!! Your first kinktober 2023 fic got me screaming crying throwing up, it is so well-written!!!!!!!! I’m a real sucker for asylum-themed stories during the time when science was full of inhumane sht and women were considered mad when they don’t fit the stereotype, so perhaps it’s best to throw them in a mental institution. That lobotomy procedure was bone-chilling, you really did so well describing the scene and it really did convince me to also search where the rod should be inserted during the surgery (And it really hurts ugh pls tell me she at least passed out a few minutes bc of enduring too much pain SHDJDNND). The fic is so amazing AHHH though pls spare me bc i have some questions and i think it’s my tiny brain’s fault for missing a lot of details in the story >_<

1. reader may or may not have killed her partner bc of getting abused so she was sent to the asylum? Was she given the verdict of being a mad woman instead of going to prison bc someone pulled some strings?

2. Who is iwa really? He is a doctor, that’s for sure, but how did he know reader? Like what is their history?

Have a lovely day, fairy! Happy spooktober/kinktober 💀👻

Thank you so muCH LOVELY ♡♡♡ me too me too thiS WAS SUCH A FUN IDEA N prompt to write because it’s just really ?? dehumanising and sad by nature so I had a lot of fun playing w it

AcKJFJDJR AND Yea she most definitely passed out after, I think it’s impossible to get a metal rod jammed through your skull without having a little nap pFFFFGETRHE I laugh but it’s really not funny, some of the stuff I learned while researching for this fic was actually very upsetting

As for your questions !!! I think that Iwa probably pulled some strings to get her to come down with “insane woman disease” instead of just normal judging of second degree murder. But then again, reader doesn’t remember anything :< did she even commit the crime? was it self defence? or was there maybe another option that the judges didn’t even consider?? who knows, if Iwa says she belongs in the insane ward, she probably does right? Hehehhe

And as for their history, you can have your own backstory or ideas! I left it open for you to interpret. But personally I think Iwa probably does have prior knowledge of the pretty, soon to be newlywed down the street. Maybe his crush has dragged on for a bit longer than he’d like to admit. Maybe he’s got his own house where a sweet little housewife that doesn’t have to worry about nothing at all would fit really really well- and well, isn’t he just so very lucky that you happened to kill your fiance, and that you’re able to be in his care 24/7. Life is full of little coincidences ·◌̊ˈ*(⁰̶̶̷ ˙̮ ⁰̴̷̷๑ॢ॓).°◌̊

[dove-da-birb]

bonjour 👀 how've you been? i've been lurking on tumblr and barely interacting so i am here in the inbox with an oc also (i think she is my most tragic oc) so :D

this is pomona! yes she's named after the goddess of abundance/fruits :))

pomona is a fae (aka long lives).

she has worked in several industries since 1635 when she was captured by englishmen on the coast of ireland and sold into slavery.

her jobs were a) prostitute b) weaver c) handmaiden d) bookbinder e) tech repairer f) (currently) a professor.

image 1 is her as a princess (she has curly hair, but largely used magic to straighten it), image 2 is her as a prostitute (the clients liked her curly hair aka it brought in more money) and image 3 is her as a professor.

pomona was born on 20th june (aka the summer solstice) 1564, and was still a young child amongst the fae when she was caught.

despite ageing amongst human beings, pomona is actually very in-touch with her fae culture. she has had 3 children, all different fathers (all human) during different human eras, and the gap between each child is roughly 150-250 years, ensuring that even if her children's descendants intermarry, there will be no genetic issues.

pomona has only one (1) "legitimate child" - carpo, her successor to the fae throne. pomona does not acknowledge her marriage to carpo's father, and the two have not interacted publicly since carpo's birth in 1819. (the tea is that carpo's dad mocked pomona for mourning catherine when she passed away a few days before carpo's birth. rumours are that her grieving triggered the birth.)

these are her kids: foster (human, 1651-1695), catherine (human, 1744-1819), carpo (fae, 1819-present), annelise (1924-2024). annelise is her longest surviving child, and pomona makes sure to keep in touch foster and catherine's descendants as well.

in more tea, carpo resembles catherine so much that there is no difference between the two.

this is catherine (left) and carpo (right)! (ignore catherine's elf ears, i wanted art consistency)

hehehhe :) this is long, sorry

HI SORU

And PAIN PAIN PAIN

She deserves to be HAPPY

[fleursbending]

hiiiii me again!

can i dump my opinions about avatar here?? cuz im about to- if you don't mind hehehhe

jake with the whole tough love thing kind gets to me at times everytime i rewatch the film.

like i get that he has to do that given the kind of world they live in coz of the sky people but, there would be times where i just go "man, cut your sons some slack."

ESPECIALLY WITH LO'AK.

"you brought/bring shame to this family."

"you've done enough."

im not kidding when i say that this film trigger my daddy issues the whole way through, and I'm just ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and i know that eventually it kinda get resolved with the whole "i see you, son." but still doesn't make me less pissed.

Anyways...

I STILL LOVE THE FILM THO, JAKE SULLY IS STILL THE DAD I NEVER HAD AND LO'AK IS STILL COOL.

byeeeee! sorry you had to see this ehehehe

-🍸🍸

okay😭😭 second times a charm. this is not gonna be as concise as the first time but tumblr deleted it andddd i have a lot to say so,

it personally took me a two rewatches to fully see jake and why he is the father he's become. yes he isn't the picturesque parenting 101. yeah he is definitely harder on his kids than the usual parents.

but considering the unique set of circumstances, raising his children of war was not easy. and he purposefully let it settle that way. he knew his children would become too much like he had been before, reckless and irresponsible.

lo'ak still managed to slip through the cracks because he still became jakes carbon copy. he sees so much or his youthfulness in lo'ak it scares him to no end because for jake - that's the heart of weakness. and so he didn't let up on lo'ak, if anything he made things even more harder for him. why? because everything lo'ak had to lose is what jake already had forcefully come to terms with.

he guided 15 clans to victory, as toruk makto. but its clear as day that weighs on him negatively more than you could ever know. his dear friends, his brother - he's lost so much and came to terms with it because he had no choice.

he was hoping he could prevent it with lo'ak. but he still ended up becoming just like him.

losing a brother, his life being threatened, survivors guilt, a very distinct hatred for himself. it sounds familiar for a reason.

"you've done enough" for me, can be interpreted in two ways.

1. you've done enough. you made a mistake that you must now carry with you for the rest of my life, and for that i'm sorry son.

2. you've done enough. i'm so sorry that the guilt of your actione are going to follow you for as long as you let it. please stay with your brother now or you will regret it.

another layer to it is that he knew lo'ak was too emotionally distraught, if jake brought lo'ak with him - it would have done more harm than good. so even if the dialogue sounds backwards, he was still doing everything in his willpower to protect his children even if all his body language didnt convey that.

lo'ak and neteyam are like that in a sense, both hard headed and the same exact amount. i just think lo'ak feels and fears so greatly. it's so saddening. and i apologise forrrrr rambling sm 1!

i am rahhhhxhsb1!!1

[boycritter]

7. what’s your latest horror story from interacting with medical professionals?

14. what good has happened recently related to your physical disability?

and then for the autism one

9. What was your first special interest?

23. What's the longest you've ever has a special interest for?

48. What is your favorite special interest related item you own? Show it to us if you want.

hehehhe okay :3333

7. i don't really have anything super bad? i think the last one was being 15, going to a rheumatologist, and being told there was no way i could have fibromyalgia because i was young and didn't look like i had fibromyalgia

14. i got prescribed pregabalin!! about a year ago, when i first got diagnosed with fibro, the doctors had given me a bunch of different solutions and ideas for pain management, including medication, but i decided i wanted to try the other stuff before medication. my personal opinion is that i'd rather not rely on a medication to treat the symptoms when i could be doing things to treat the root problem. but because im abt to go into my junior year and im taking [redacted] AP classes and stress is a big fibro trigger i recently decided to take the medication, at least for a year or two to make it through the end of school and while im (hopefully) in less pain, i can put in the effort to make the lifestlye changes that help fibromyalgia :)

i've been taking it for a few days and haven't noticed any negative side effects! which is smth i was worried about bc its an antiepileptic med and i've had mixed reactions to those in the past

9. meerkats!! when i first saw those things at the houston zoo with my grandparents i was obsessed. and then when i was like 10 and went to the indianapolis zoo at the peak of my hungergames hyperfixation and saw all their meerkats were named after hunger games characters i like died of autism

23. my math special interest started around age 6 or 7? and its still going so lets say ten years. and then from ages 2-11 is the runner up meerkat special interest

48. it's my periodic table blanket! science has always been a special interest of mine (various aspects of it) and im really proud of how i was able to just. make it. with my own hands :)

[themagicmusicman]

hehehhe

1. mugs for literally everything

2. uhhhh not a big fan of either? although when i have a lollipop and its really cold out it looks like im smoking so thats kinda silly

3. bubblegum because it doesnt cause me the worst sensory overload

4. it went from “loud but has potential” to “quiet but had potential” (wheres my potential now, huh? /silly)

5. cans unless theyre in the glass bottles bcs those make a funny noise

6. tomboy, grunge and goth are all pretty sick (but i wear/wanna wear grunge more bcs oghhh gender)

7. headphones all day

8. tv shows just because i dont have to be invested for 2 hours straight and theyre easier to rewatch

9. oooo idk summer doesnt really have a smell to me. like autumn has a lot of distinct smells (but maybe thats just because of singing autumn days in primary school), as do spring and winter but summer? mmm probably when i smell my neighbours having a barbecue and forget for a minute how much i hate barbecues lmao

10. probably basketball just because i didn’t despise it and also basketballs smell so good. that or like. tennis or some shit

11. whatevers lying around my kitchen that i can easily shove down my throat in the 5 minutes before i have to catch my bus lmfao

12. sophisticated hat manoeuvres by mad dog mcrea

13. lanyard bcs they can be fun colours and i can decorate them with silly gay pins

14. uuhhhhh fuck idk man like. i actually dont know i cant think of anything lmao (i do not crave sweet shit Ever)

15. i dont think ive ever had to read one as an assignment per se, but i loved studying the handmaids tale

16. fluctuates between man spreading halfway down the chair or curled up in a ball (especially when im painting)

17. my £20 boots that are falling apart

18. when its thundering but also really humid out. thats the shit

19. usually spread out across the whole mattress, or sometimes on my side if my back hurts

20. i love writing in notebooks but i usually lose them so i write the most just in my notes app

21. how long do you have hdjshfksb uhh. i obsessed a lot about food (for instance i wouldnt eat anything other than carrots and haribos until the age of 3), music artists/bands (or just on having one of those shitty mp3 players), later on it became more about shows, horror games or podcasts, especially analog horrors (iirc it went backrooms, mandela catalog, salad fingers, gemini home entertainment, dhmis, vita carnis, boisvert)

22. any transmasc who played a female character in whatever they did (specifically kizzy edgell and morgan wilkinson)

23. ripping my eyelashes out one by one when i get stressed

24. UNAKITE

25. unironically the fucking whats on your plate song from cbeebies

26. hibernate until it stops (although i do like swimming when its really hot)

27. cuddling with My Boys under a blanket with hot drinks and snacks watching whatever silly shit we can find (if one of you is seeing this heyyyy,,, soon pls 🙏🙏)

28. am i drinking enough // mad dog mcrea (/hj), this body // nemo, boyfeel // destroy boys, blush // wolf alice, serotonin // jessia

29. idk just dont be a dick and respect my boundaries

30. the dunes near my house for,,, ahem no particular reason 👀

31. i have never kicked ass ever but if i was to, it would be in my black cargo trousers with all the chains, baggy shirt, and enough gay jewellery and makeup to put someone who doesn’t understand that transmascs can wear typically fem stuff into cardiac arrest

32. uhhh “chris is that a weed!?”, the guy screaming along to careless whisper in his car, woman dancing flaps away into space, fish titties, you better watch out you better watch out you better w

33. lmao

34. the fucking edf energy ad with zingy it in. that little guy lives rent free in my head

35. 2am usually

36. probably some facebook minion meme my mum showed me when i was 3 or smth

37. duffel bag

38. depends what kind of tea

39. lemon meringue pie bcs i dont like cake jsjdbdksf

40. a guy on the back of my bus set a can of deodorant on fire and poured hand sanitiser down the aisle so everyone slipped when they got off

41. neim

42. depends which one is more accessible/bigger

43. hoodie

44. i like the really fresh lemon-y sea salt smelling ones

45. fantasy

46. baggy vest and boxers

47. either brie or the shit with cranberries in it (blue cheese is also quite nice)

48. pineapple. spiky on the outside, sweet on the outside and i make cum taste great. i mean

49. hello jon

50. probably just me and my mates doing stupid shit as really inappropriate times

51. long term: grades and jobs. short term: being forced to go to a lunch party with my mum’s church where everyone deadnames me :p

52. i just like anything thick and blocky. or gothic

53. sore and covered in paint

54. that getting a job is a really long and stressful process :D

55. of new york

56. getting sloshed at every dnd session i go to (it probably meant like. christmas or whatever but nah drunk dnd)

57. n/a im amazing and never struggle with anything /j

58. rollerskating, painting, being able to write smut (vaguely), cooking when i can be bothered

59. something gay probably

60. junji ito

61. in heartstopper “oh. you’re being gay. good job, carry on”

62. seveN?? uhhok,,,,, nimona, jonny d’ville, charlie spring, red guy from dhmis, lady macbeth, the iron lung jumpscare, trimigasi (smh all these hoes want me for my samurai plus)

63. i’d have a hhc club, 5 songs i’d definitely play would have to be concrete angel // darren styles and chris unknown, dont know how to make you happy // joey riot, feel the melody // s3rl, jaded af // s3rl, safety net // alaguan

64. cool maths games

65. yuppp quite a few

66. tiger lily, flame lily, jasmine, lavender

67. dont have any, my luck is perfect (lying)

68. once tried cucumber flavoured crisps from japan. that shit was vile

69. (nice) most of the teletubbies actors were involved in some weird shit. the women who played po was a porn actress, the guy who played tinky winky died of alcoholism and froze to death in liverpool uh. the other two are fine theyre the good ones

70. right

71. damn idk like. the really overdone big spots that you see a lot of cartoon or childrens characters wearing

72. french or geography

73. have you ever dipped a pickle in a chocolate milkshake? bcs uh,,, i havent,,,,,,

74. pain scale is a scam and i need ibuprofen at all times always

75. i only lost it at like. 10 or 11?

76. roast potatoes

77. i have no idea i never grow plants

78. mm coffee bcs it wouldnt be atrociously expensive

79. neither

80. earth

81. fireflies i god damn hate lightning bugs

82. console

83. drawing

84. podcast

85. nah

86. mythology

87. cookies

88. abandonment

89. testosterone

90. my partners

91. i never make mistakes 😼🔥

92. boxes. theyre so silly

93. fairy lights

94. i don’t actually know. i get called ginger a lot lmao

95. autumn

96. geometry dash fr

97. jonny dville

98. 2 (mine and my mothers)

99. stone age

oi @neim-batteries-not-included cmere (if you dont wanna do them all i highly suggest you do 4, 6, 12, 21, 24, 28, 40, 44, 58, 62, 66, 76, 78 (bcs i think youll struggle with it) and 98/99 (the last one))

weird asks that say a lot

in

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

7. earbuds or headphones?

8. movies or tv shows?

9. favorite smell in the summer?

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?

12. name of your favorite playlist?

13. lanyard or key ring?

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

18. ideal weather?

19. sleeping position?

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

21. obsession from childhood?

22. role model?

23. strange habits?

24. favorite crystal?

25. first song you remember hearing?

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

28. five songs to describe you?

29. best way to bond with you?

30. places that you find sacred?

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

32. top five favorite vines?

33. most used phrase in your phone?

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

35. average time you fall asleep?

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

38. lemonade or tea?

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

41. last person you texted?

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

44. favorite scent for soap?

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

47. favorite type of cheese?

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

51. current stresses?

52. favorite font?

53. what is the current state of your hands?

54. what did you learn from your first job?

55. favorite fairy tale?

56. favorite tradition?

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

62. seven characters you relate to?

63. five songs that would play in your club?

64. favorite website from your childhood?

65. any permanent scars?

66. favorite flower(s)?

67. good luck charms?

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

70. left or right handed?

71. least favorite pattern?

72. worst subject?

73. favorite weird flavor combo?

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

82. pc or console?

83. writing or drawing?

84. podcasts or talk radio?

84. barbie or polly pocket?

85. fairy tales or mythology?

86. cookies or cupcakes?

87. your greatest fear?

88. your greatest wish?

89. who would you put before everyone else?

90. luckiest mistake?

91. boxes or bags?

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

93. nicknames?

94. favorite season?

95. favorite app on your phone?

96. desktop background?

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

98. favorite historical era?

[deergroove444]

Soooo i decided to start journaling on here since its easier and might be fun 😝

The song of the week (or day) is He’s My Man by Luvcat!! I looooooove it sm, i lovr that specific vibe. Me and my friend that im staying with listened to it in her car while we were shopping! We got some snacks, food, sushi fish and PUMPKIN SPICE protein bars hehehhe. We’ll see how they taste tommorow! I have seriously GYATTT to start eating more protein…i want to make progress faster in weightlifting. I only had around 45-50g of protein today…yikes!

Today was pretty nice, even though my ed thoughts have been wild hard for the past 2 days and i’ve had a bashing headache and stomachache for some reason??? Yes i do have tummy issues but its usually not that bad. I saw with the pookies in the library for the first time in forever and i didnt wear makeup to school! I had a cute fit on (long white skirt, cute black top, black zip up) but i was SOO COLDD DAWG. I really love my friends but i feel like i cant get a word in with them. I also feel like they are often talking about the same thing and i can’t say anything…or can’t say much. To be honest i get along with xeo the most but i don’t see them a lot and i haven’t hung out with anyone for a while. They make plans with themselves which is obviously okay since they ate best friends but im never invited and ive been feeling like they don’t want me there. At least make plans not in front of people you’re not inviting…especially your friends :,) it makes me scared that im not being a good friend. I often worry about that.

Im so tired. Ill just go to sleep. My thoughts have been unbearable…hanging out with my friend (H) has been fun but IM STILL TIRED. We walked her dog and talked about neurodivergency and our life updates and what we did today! Also what food we like and what we actually like doing after school. Then we went to the store and got nummy chocolates! Sooo yum, ive been craving dark chocolate for so long. We had sushi for dinner and i had a snack while she did the dishes! We made tea and studied on her bed :3 she took the cognitive functions test and she got INTP & INFP <33 i feel like shes more of an infp hihihi i love my pookies

Today i felt like i was going insane. A T break will be good i think. I want a f so bad and im trying to learn how to persist but also be patient and non obsessive. Not an east task for ocd lols.

Goodnighties!! I felt like i made progress with feeling actually happy even for a second. I genuinely laughed in gym, or atleast more genuinely than before. Im really trying my best to feel my feelings. I often feel as if i dont and like i just cant really feel them or not have negative feelings behind it. So im happy that i noticed a change :3

[miabebe]

congratulations mia, you outdid yourself again with jeonghan’s fic🎉🎉

you remember how excited i was for his story? now i can sleep peacefully at night knowing that it is just here, waiting to be read again

(for readers: spoiler alert, don’t read this ask if you haven’t read Accidentally Kidnapping a Mafia Boss)

as for my insights and thoughts:

(1) planning to kidnap soonyoung was so smart of yn. when i read that on the teaser. my initial thought was “she’s gonna use that brain again later in the story” and boy was i right. it was her brain vs. han’s unending luck. tbh her plans on driving han out were good but han so lucky her plans didn’t worked. what i wasn’t expecting is her to plan jeonghan’s escape. meticulously at that. i guess love does change people.

(2) why does jeonghan has to be dyeing his hair the moment minguk came? or having the shaving cream all over his face when the police arrived? even the universe doesn’t want him to be caught, it literally rained to wash away han’s wanted posters. his unlimited luck cracked me up (i felt bad for yn’s wasted efforts a little bit)

(3) bss as yn’s bestfriends omg. they are absolutely the best. their bickering added flavor to the fic, too. and jeonghan thinking they and yn have a thing, i don’t blame him. imagine having gorgeous guys around like that, would never be me. is there a bit of jealousy there too?

(4) it is both a dream and a nightmare to live in a small town because everyone’s gonna know your business. also, her mom coming over as fast as she could still cracks me up. wrong timing mom. she even stayed the night and slept beside yn. i can’t fanthom yn and jeonghan’s frustration. also, i know yn said her mom was nosy but i didn’t expected her to be that nosy, she told han yn’s business😭😭

(5) han finding out he was held hostage broke my heart. i know one way or another he’s gonna find that out coz that’s why he’s there on the first place. at the same time, my blood boils because BOHYUN😠😠. i hate him sm. yn is so brave for cutting him off. sadly han got the wrong idea and gave himself to the police coz he loves yn so much

(6) let’s give his assistant 1 a round of applause coz he is so smart he deserves a raise and a paid vacation. he thought of tracking han’s phone so he knows where han is? loyal and smart. letting the boys go with their poorly executed plan coz it means jeonghan will be safe? loyal and smart. if jeonghan won’t give him his pay raise i will hunt han down.

(7) yn sexy brain at the end!!! i said it before and i’ll say it again. the plan is so well done. honestly i am expecting her to wait for jeonghan to be let out of prison after years (i don’t know what it is called). she even got to use her dressmaking skills and made costumes. i fell in love with her more.

(8) han changing his life for yn, that’s love right there. he’s so sexy for asking yn for consent and respecting her decisions. yn going out of her comfort zone coz she loves han too. i want what they have😭😭

you are so great mia. you made me feel like a thousand emotions in one sitting. cheers to this fic, your past fics and the fics you’ll be writing in the future. 🎉🎉🎉 yay mia

ZENNN you read it and you left such a long review omg, you really do make my day everyday 🥲🫂

Ahhhh you saw through that foreshadowing omg I love that! She is actually smarter than the average person but Jeonghan is just lucky? That aspect of the fic came from a very personal place because I in general have very very poor luck and whenever I watch GoSe, Jeonghan’s luck truly makes me so stupidly annoyed 😂 I wanted to incorporate that, and you, being the best person ever, amazingly noticed that 🥲

BSS are my favourite chaotic set of friends hahaha the 70K version actually had a lot more of them leading to high levels of crack but the 29K one focused more on OC and Jeonghan's relationship and character development? And yes, I think Han had a bit of ulterior motive asking that question hehehhe

Small towns are really a bit of both hahaha I could never live in a place like that omg but these two made it work for 10 days so kudos to them hahaha and regarding her mom, yeah gosh she's a bit too intrusive but hey, it's because of her that things finally started moving ahead between our couple 🤭

Oh yeah, I needed that bit of angst just to push the plot forward - give OC the final push towards her character development and let Jeonghan too go to lengths he never thought he could for a person!

Assistant 1 truly came through ahahaha, he too had a big hand in Jeonghan's escape and his chance to have a happily ever after with OC so he's definitely getting that raise 😂

Our OC has had enough of waiting, she discovered herself thanks to Jeonghan and she wasted no time in living it 😅

I guess Han has been the one who's always respected her boundaries and OC was the one who truly looked out for him - they really did need and deserve each other 🥲😭

[wonwoonlight]

my way to you / jeon wonwoo | together

➝ Wonwoo x Reader

➝ just pure, disgusting fluff // chaebol!au // est relationship // v domestic

➝ notes: literally nothing but fluff. talks about kids??? heheh lots of soft kissing towards the end. my byun baekhyun agenda 🤍 not thoroughly proofread hehehhe

➝ word count: 5.7k~

➝ summary: Wonwoo has always imagined a future with you but is in no rush to talk about it. But, well, the universe decides otherwise and who's he to say no?

➝A/N: hi!!!!!!!!! i've missed this couple and by brain went brrrrrr hope you enjoy🤍 also, today is my last day of working in my office and my feelings all over the place so hopefully posting this would help me relax a bit 😭

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“Princess, you ready?” Wonwoo peeks through the door of your closet, looking at you who’s still staring into the mirror as you try to figure out what to wear. The distressed face that greets him is enough answer already; clearly you’re not ready yet. He huffs in amusement as he steps into the closet, his arm circling around your collarbones as he catches your eyes through the mirror. “What are you so nervous for? We're just meeting my cousin."

You look at him unimpressed, making Wonwoo laugh as he presses himself closer to you, his arm pulling you against his front.

"Alright, I know you're a fan of Byun Baekhyun but I promise he's just another hyung."

"Another hyung to you. He's THE Byun Baekhyun for me. How could you never tell me your cousin is dating him?!"

"Mmm, did I tell you they have a kid together already?" He says much too nonchalantly, his laughter echoing through your closet at the way you're gaping in disbelief.

"Jeon Wonwoo!" You turn around and hit him hard, though, really, with how buff he's getting, you're sure it's barely even a hit to him. "How did you forget to mention this kind of thing! You know how much I love that guy!"

He bites his lip to hold back a teasing grin, opting instead to squish your cheeks together and gives you a quick peck on the lips before you complain even further.

"Princess, to be fair, it is his personal life. And Yura is, like, my second cousin so I don't talk to her that much unless we have a big family gathering." He grins sheepishly; he knows you've always liked the singer, but it really goes past his head until recently because: 1. It's been quite some time since you gushed over him. And 2. He’s actually not that amused with you squealing over some man even if it’s a celebrity.

Now, he’s not jealous, but perhaps it doesn’t help that he actually knows Baekhyun so it annoys him more than if it had been some other celebrity. Plus, Baekhyun is your biggest celebrity crush; as much as you would’ve grinned and squealed a little over the other celebrities that you like (like Jung Haein, for example), it doesn’t really bother Wonwoo because that’s about it.

But Baekhyun?

You actually, shamelessly, squeal and grip his arm so tight that it hurts a little everytime Baekhyun performs on TV. Ironically, you’ve never attended his concert because your schedule is always packed everytime he’s holding one; you’ve even considered going abroad when he’s on tour, but it seems that the universe simply isn’t letting you see the singer because something always comes up.

Which is why you’re in your current predicament–because apparently one of his cousins is getting married and they’re throwing a party exclusively for the youngsters in the family. And when you’ve asked Wonwoo about the dress code and if there’s going to be media around, he has let it slip that, as far as he knows, some of his relatives are dating celebrities so you might want to dress a little more because he knows you like dressing up.

“Oh, really?” you had asked mindlessly, not actually curious, though your stance on the thing quickly changed the moment Wonwoo offhandedly mentioned that Yura would probably come with Baekhyun. You even asked for confirmation a hundred times that, yes, it is that Baekhyun.

“What is even the purpose of stressing over it?” He frowns in mock annoyance, squishing your cheeks harder. “He has a girlfriend and you have me.”

You giggle at the possessive tone, and you reach to circle your arms around his neck. Wonwoo has to lean down a little to let you do this because of his height, but what’s a little discomfort if he gets to enjoy your warmth like this?

“Is that jealousy, Mr. Jeon?”

You know it’s not. Wonwoo isn’t that kind of boyfriend and it’s very attractive, to be quite honest, the way he’s very assured with his presence in your life and the relationship between the two of you. So you know this is just him messing around, indulging you in your little game because he knows you like it when he’s acting a little jealous.

You don’t have to know Wonwoo is actually a little jealous, not because he feels threatened but because of how absorbed you get when you watch the singer to the point of ignoring him most of the time. Perhaps annoyance is a little more fitting than jealousy.

“Just wear something and be done already.” He pretends to be annoyed, though he still drops another kiss to your lips before he reminds you that you need to leave in fifteen minutes. He doesn’t give you any room to complain, already walking out of the closet to see if there’s any important call he needs to make before he turns off his work phone for the day.

It’s something that you’ve both promised to each other: to turn off your work phones when you’re out for non business functions or out on a date with each other. Chan and Seungcheol would know to call your private numbers if there’s anything urgent you’d need to attend during those time.

The rule came to be after a fight between you two just last month, one that ended up with you refusing to talk to Wonwoo for a whole night because he kept on glancing at his phone when you were supposed to be having your date after so long. Apparently, he already promised one of his partners that he’d be on standby to discuss something, forgetting that he had promised to go on a date with you that night.

Usually, you wouldn’t have minded, but it had actually been months since you got to go on a proper date with Wonwoo with the two of you being busy. Your dates had been reduced to nights in his penthouse or quick lunches in the middle of the days. Which was why you had been quite giddy that night, because as much as you’re glad that at least you got to be with him all that time, you had missed going out and spending time with Wonwoo outside. Hence the fight and everything that followed after that.

Wonwoo’s about to stand up and remind you again when you finally step into the living room, wrapped beautifully in a summer dress that stops right above your knees. You’ve finally let down whatever that was on your head when he stepped into the closet earlier, and he just can’t help but marvel at how you look despite having seen you dolled up countless times. Your makeup isn’t as bold as it usually is during night parties, and he notices you’ve opted to go for a softer look except for the dark ruby painting your lips.

Gosh. Those lips.

“How do I loo–” you laugh a little when he smothers your mouth with his, amused at how he didn’t even waste a second to stand up and press his lips against yours; he’s always had a thing for this particular shade, and you may or may not put that on for that exact reason. You hum into the kiss, ravel on the soft way his palms are holding your face while yours stay on his shoulders because you really don’t want to mess up his gelled up hair.

“Does that answer you?” He whispers after pulling away, a little out of breath even though the kiss is nowhere near intense.

Pink colors your cheek at the way he’s looking at you, and you instead choose to tease him about the color your lips have transferred unto his. You move away to get some tissue, but he gives you another short kiss because he can’t help himself and he really doesn’t see why he should hold back.

“‘Kay, you dork. You said we need to leave in fifteen minutes.” You pull away to hide the warmth that has made its way to your entire face, though you really don’t know why you’d do that with Wonwoo of all people. He already knows the telltale of your everything.

“Right. Do you think it’s possible to change your lipstick? I don’t want Baekhyun to see you like this.”

He would never get tired of the sound of your laughter.

All things considered, Wonwoo is impressed the only thing you’ve done so far after spotting Byun Baekhyun is grip his arm harder.

He hasn’t even seen the hint of you hiding a grin, and he’s about to tease you about holding yourself back when Yura herself makes her way to you with her boyfriend in tow. At this, he almost winces when your fingers actually dig into his skin.

“Hi Jeon.” She grins at him before greeting you too, and you can’t help but notice how beautiful this relative of Wonwoo is. You’ve only met her twice probably, with this being the third time, but you have nothing but good impressions of the girl because she’s nothing like the snobby part of this family. “A bit late to say this, but, about time you two got together.”

You scrunch your nose at this, a comment that you’d never get used to and have heard one too many times after Jeonghan’s parents’ party–which was already six months ago. And you’re still hearing this comment to this day like you’ve just announced your relationship with the Jeons’ youngest heir last week.

“This is Baekhyun, by the way, you might’ve heard of him,” Yura introduces her boyfriend like he’s not literally one of the best selling singers in the country. But you suppose being around rich businessmen has made Yura aware that a lot of people in this circle aren’t always aware of celebrities.

Wonwoo does the honor of introducing you, and you almost burst into a grin when Baekhyun says he’s seen you in business magazines from time to time, and he’s heard about the foundation you’re currently running; that he admires you for doing it and that he’d be happy if he can take part in it in anyway.

At his words, you finally release your lip from the confinement of your teeth and smile widely; being his fan is one thing, being a part of Daisy Foundation and listening to your idol taking genuine interest in the good cause you’re helping is another. After that, conversation flows easily, because you’re no longer standing there as his fangirl, you’re standing in front of him as one of the founders of Daisy Foundation and you inform him on your upcoming activities that he might be interested in.

Roughly, it’s only been about three months since the foundation was established because preparation takes time and you need to hand over your assignments to your successor in the company. Even so, you and Shua are already flooded with donations because of the announcement that spread through after the party. Plus, it helps that you both are used to this, so you’re really just doing your usual stuff on a bigger scale.

“Look at you, talking confidently with your idol.” Wonwoo whispers once Yura leaves, his breath tickling your ears. You smile abashedly at him, more giddy at the prospect that he’s interested in your foundation. He even leaves you his private number, promises to arrange another schedule to talk about it properly because he really wants to be a part of this good cause. 

“I’m just glad he turns out to be an actually kind person,” you say instead, your soft smile and the way you sigh in relief prompts him to smile too. He doesn’t say anything at that, simply kisses your head and steers you to your assigned table because the party is about to officially start.

It’s about an hour later that you spot Baekhyun and Yura again, this time with an adorable little kid that seems to be two or three years old. You send a questioning glance to Wonwoo, one that he answers with a nod because he knows you’re asking if the child in question is their child–one that he mentioned just a few hours ago.

You didn’t get to ask anything more though, because the family has made their way to where you’re both at and you can’t help the soft grin that made its way to your face at the sight of the small child. You’re not the biggest fan of children; you don’t hate them, but you’re really just indifferent. Yes, some of them are cute, but that’s about it.

“This is Sera, our child.” Yura introduces as she carries her daughter and she hides herself in her mom’s neck and, frankly speaking, this is the first time you ever feel like squealing at the sight of a child. “She’s a bit shy, sorry.”

“It’s okay. How old is she?” You smile, trying to get Sera’s attention by tickling her leg.

“Turning three this year. She’s fairly quiet for her age, though.” It’s Baekhyun who answers, and you can almost hear the pout in his voice–perhaps he wishes she was more talkative than she is now.

“Mmm. Lots of the kids that go to our art classes tend to be that way too. We only have three to four kids around her age though, so what do I know?” You shrug with a grin. “Do you like to color, Sera?”

Something that you said grabs her attention, and you hear Yura giggle when Sera whispers something softly as you melt at the interaction. Wonwoo observes the scene in amusement, having never seen you gush over a kid. He listens to the pair ask you about the course kids her age usually take in Shua’s studio, and you happily answer as you flail your hands here and there to explain the program to them.

Sera seems to warm up to you real quick due to this, and Wonwoo really should know better than to let his guard down because his heart almost bursts when he sees Sera extend her arms to you, asking for you to carry her in her silent way. He thought that was it, but something blooms in his chest and he really almost loses it when you grin and take her in your arms, making the girl giggle at the way you’re bouncing her up and down.

Her giggle eventually turns into laughter, her short arms wrapping around you and Wonwoo thinks he can’t take anymore of this when you turn to him with Sera in your arms, looking at him with eyes reflecting all the stars in the sky and grinning bigger than he’s ever seen.

“You like that, baby?” you say in a small voice, making Sera laugh harder at the way you’re tickling her belly.

Wonwoo decides he’s had enough, so he clears his throat and takes Sera from you, carrying her in his arms and lets her smooch his cheek because she’s always liked to do that. It would be much better for his heart to see you play with Sera in his arms than the whole thing he’s witnessed earlier. He’s loved you enough already, there’s really no reason to make his heart swell even more and fill his head with the image of you carrying your own child.

The thought of starting a family with you has always been something that Wonwoo tries not to dwell too much on. It’s much too dangerous. As much as he believes you’re both are it, your relationship is still pretty new and he doesn’t want to entertain those thoughts for now. Plus, he’s never really talked about it with you for the obvious reason of your relationship having only been going on for less than a year, but he knows you’re pretty much indifferent when it comes to them in general.

Huh. Do you want a child?

Woah.

Back pedal, back pedal.

This is not the time to think about that.

“Maybe we should enroll Sera in your class.” He hears his cousin say, zoning back into the conversation at hand. “She seems to like you a lot. It’s not often that she gets comfortable with someone this fast. Do you teach also or…?”

“Well, not always. But I can tell you when I’d be teaching so Sera can take the class when I’m around,” you offer and tell them that you understand why they might be uncomfortable or more worried if she’s handled by the other teachers though you assure them they’re all good.

After talking some more, the little family decides to go around again to the dessert stall; as Sera has actually just arrived with her babysitter, hence why she wasn’t with them earlier. 

“You really went from not knowing Baekhyun has a child to getting cozy with said child in one day, huh?” Wonwoo nudges you, a little surprised when you simply hug his arm and bury yourself into his shoulder. It’s not often that you’re shy, at least not in front of him, but with the way you’re biting your smile and hiding in his shoulder, it’s clear that you have something in your mind that you don't intend to share with him just yet.

It’s later that night that he finds out by accident. He’s in the bedroom waiting for you, wondering if you forgot you need to wake up early tomorrow because it’s been an hour since you said you’d just call Chaeyoung real quick before you join him for bed. He meant to go down to remind you it’s almost midnight, but he finds himself hovering by the stairs, heart almost stopping at your giddy tone.

“She’s so cute, Chaeng. You know I’m always a little eh with kids, right? But she’s so cute and she hides her face in my neck and stuff? And she kisses Wonwoo too! Gosh, my heart almost goes out of my chest when he holds her–Mmm. What? Not really, no. I’ve… never talked about it yet with Wonwoo, to be honest?”

A pause, and then.

“Mmm. Yeah. Our children, huh?”

You don’t know how Wonwoo barely sleeps that night with you sleeping soundly in his arms, your words followed by your soft laugh replaying in his mind over and over again.

Our children, huh? Never really thought about it before, but it does have a nice ring to it.

Frankly speaking, Wonwoo has never thought he’d find himself in such a predicament.

You haven’t been replying to his texts all day, but he knows you’re packed today with classes and everything. Seungcheol isn’t replying either, but that assistant of yours might’ve simply run out of batteries because it wouldn’t be the first time.

But when he gets home early for once and hears you before he even sees you, he definitely didn’t expect you to be on the sofa with Sera happily snuggled to your chest. 

Nope. He’s definitely not strong enough for this.

“Hi.” You grin, waving Sera’s arm as the little girl babbles his name.

“Not that I’m complaining but… why is she here?” he asks after his heart starts beating again. It’s an exaggeration, but that’s really how it felt like for a second there.

“She’s in class earlier but something came up with her babysitter who usually waits around, and her parents aren’t able to pick her up til dinner so I offered to take care of her?” Your explanation sounds unsure, and Wonwoo presses his lips together at how adorable you look right now with Sera on your lap.

After what he accidentally overheard almost two weeks ago, this really isn’t helping him with his mission to get rid of the thought. He looks down at Sera, safely snuggled into your chest as her short fingers grip the neckline of your shirt. Your arms are wrapped around her, and he can’t help but think how domestic all of this seems to be.

Fuck. How would it feel to come home to you and his child cuddled together like this?

He shakes his head in hope it’ll shake away the thought, and when you ask if he’s okay, he sends you a tight smile and drops a kiss to your cheek, telling you he’s going to wash up and that you should order in for early dinner even if it's barely 6 in the evening. Sera would be famished otherwise and you did mention her parents would only be able to pick her up somewhere after eight, anyway.

He didn't expect you'd let it go that easily. But somehow, that’s enough to satisfy you, and Wonwoo turns to head upstairs, ears red when he hears your pitched up voice talking to Sera, asking if she wants chicken also.

God knows how much he needs fucking shower to cool down before he explodes.

But, apparently, God decides he’s only allowed to cool down for nothing but a short moment because you’re nuzzling into Sera’s cheek when Wonwoo returns to the living room. He’s starting to believe he’ll just die a happy man by the end of the day. He doesn’t even care if he’s exaggerating at this point; he’s seen you with kids before, but he’s never seen you so whipped with one that he doesn’t know how to react.

Is he even being obvious with his staring?

He doesn’t really care either.

“You ordered already?” He asks to get out of his trance, to announce his presence while he’s at it. He needs you to pull away from the child because he’s too young for a heart attack. 

“Yeah. But they say it might take longer because they’re busier than usual.” You stand up from your seat and take Sera into your arms, walking to where he’s at for reasons that he doesn’t understand.

Perhaps you want to see his soul leaving him up close with how domestic you’re looking right now. God, you’re not fair at all.

“She’s been calling for her Uncle Wonwoo.” You scrunch your nose and hand her to him. You melt at the gentle way he takes her from you, at the way Sera quickly wraps her arms around his neck and giggles when he asks if she’s been good.

If you’re to be completely honest, the thought of having kids never really occurred to you even though you’re completely enamored by the man beside you. You’ve imagined getting married to him (yes, you already have even though it’s only been months since you realized you’re romantically invested in your best friend), but it has never crossed your mind that you might want to have a child with him for the sole reason of you’ve never really been fixated at the idea of being a mother–a parent with how yours treated you.

Well, until that talk with Chaeyoung, that is.

Seeing Wonwoo like this makes your inside buzz with something that you’re not familiar with. It’s not unpleasant though, and you welcome it with every fiber of your being. It makes you a little flustered, but you don’t really mind because how can you if you get to see Wonwoo smile softly at Sera and poke his nose into her cheek to make the little girl laugh.

It’s almost two hours later that the both of you end up sprawled on the sofa, with Sera on your lap and your head leaning on Wonwoo’s shoulder. The three of you are pressed against each other, Sera is falling asleep with her head against your chest and the two of you whisper to each other as not to wake her–whatever’s playing on the TV long forgotten and its faint sound serving as nothing but background noise.

“I’ve never seen you like a kid this much,” he says as he presses a kiss on your temple. His eyes travel to the fingers gripping the material of your shirt, and then to your palm that’s rubbing her back up and down to lull her to sleep.

“Me neither.” You grin up at him before your palm moves from her back to her hair. “But she is so cute though. Do you think I might be biased because she’s Baekkhyun’s child?”

The look Wonwoo gives you would’ve made you snort loudly if not for the little angel on your lap, so you settle for a soft laugh before you caught your lip between your teeth to stop yourself from laughing louder.

“Kidding,” you add when you don’t feel like laughing anymore, and then presses your cheek to his shoulder to tell him how she’s probably the most peaceful child you’ve ever seen so that probably helps. “She’s so excited in class, Won! But she tries so much not to be too messy even though we said it’s okay?”

Wonwoo stays silent as you continue to talk about the kids in your classroom, another episode from today’s open class, and then Shua who is still overwhelmed about the sudden responsibility. He’s always liked it when you do this, just go on and on about your day and what’s memorable because you want to share it with him. It makes him feel like he’s a part of your day even though he’s not physically there to witness them all the time.

When the intercom finally beeps, it’s almost ninein the evening and Sera is soundly asleep against your chest, her arms limply stay on her sides. Wonwoo goes to the door as you stay there, not wanting to wake the girl up. Yura almost squeals when she sees the position you’re in, and you smile sheepishly at Yura as you tell her that the girl has been asleep for about 30 minutes.

“I’m so sorry it took me long,” she apologizes as she tries to take Sera from you. “Baek is actually outside the country and my dinner appointment was in Incheon. The traffic to get here… God. I’m never attending dinner meetings anymore if it’s not in Seoul.”

You shake your head and tell her it’s okay and you had fun; that you’re glad you’re able to help. Yura thanks you both once again, Sera now curled in her arms, and promises that she’d treat you both for dinner some time for this favor. She doesn’t forget to thank you also about the class, mentions that it’s obvious now Sera is comfortable with you like with no others.

After Yura leaves the penthouse, you finish what’s left over your dinner and clean up before you take turns to shower. You’re sitting against the headboard when Wonwoo steps out of the bathroom, scrolling something in your phone–an action that you immediately stop once you see him already fresh in his pajamas, then pats the space next to you like that’s not where Wonwoo is heading to already.

He immediately dives into your neck, startling you a little, his arms wrap around your waist as he maneuvers the both of you so his head is laying on your chest as he listens to your erratic heartbeat. Gosh, it’s embarrassing how things like this still get a reaction out of you.

“Long day?” you ask as your fingers start to comb his hair. It’s something that comforts him, you found out only recently, and you’ve been doing it since when you feel like he’s extra tired or he’s simply there on your lap. “Sorry I didn’t get to text you the whole day.”

“Not really. Just feel like holding you.”

It’s not funny the way your breath gets caught on your throat at the obvious tone he’s using; like it’s just a well known fact you should already be aware of. Something blooms across your chest, and you’re sure Wonwoo is just being kind by not addressing the way your heartbeat picks up at his words.

“When did you get so cheesy.” You pretend to grumble even if you know Wonwoo knew how much you like it when he says things like that out of nowhere.

He chuckles softly, and then lets go of you to sit properly and pulls you into his lap instead. You don’t complain at the sudden change of position–why would you?–and you settle into the crook of his neck, sighing in satisfaction at how comfortable this feels to you. How natural too, like you’re meant to be with him this way no matter what.

“Can I ask you something?” You think you know what he’s going to say and you’re not sure you’re ready for it yet, but you nod anyway and trace his kind with mindless patterns. “What do you think about kids?”

Despite knowing the answer already, you’re still unsure how to answer him directly, too shy to say anything. You don’t want to make him awkward though, so you hum as if pretending to think even though the words are already on the tip of your tongue.

“Whose?”

Wonwoo blinks, amused at the way you’re baiting him. He’ll take anything though, and he’s just glad you’re not being weird about it.

“Ours.”

He can hear you take a sharp breath at his answer, feel the way your fingers stop moving and the way you press your head deeper into his neck. He’s not in any place to judge though, because he can feel his ears getting hot too at the topic of this conversation. You haven’t even talked about marriage, but you’re already talking about kids though Wonwoo has no one he’d rather talk this with but you.

After all, he doesn’t think he wants to have any kids if it’s not with you.

“I don’t know,” you whisper honestly, and Wonwoo takes your finger in his because you’re fidgeting a little, perhaps nervous from the topic. “I… have never really thought about it until recently but… I’m not against it… I think?”

Wonwoo almost laughs at your unsure tone, finding you adorable for no reason at all. God, he’s even more whipped now that you’re together and it’s not even funny. On the other hand, he feels himself relaxing at your answer; he knows you, and he knows you would’ve said you don’t want kids if you really don’t. So this means that at least you’re considering it–considering having kids with him. It’s not going to happen anytime soon, Wonwoo thinks, but it still makes him happy to know this is how you feel.

“How about you?” you ask back, your voice tiny.

He hums, his fingers that aren’t holding yours find purchase in your hair as he combs through it.

“I don’t mind anything as long as it's with you.” He answers honestly, his tone so genuine that you don’t even have it in you to tease him once again about being cheesy. You even tear up a little, because what did you do to receive a love this big?

You pull away from him to meet his eyes, and he sends you a soft smile that gets you giddy inside that you can’t not return the smile. The two of you spend a few moments just like that, looking at each other with silly smiles on your faces without words. It’s you who break the silence, though your eyes have moved from his eyes, instead focusing on the way your fingers are intertwined together before you say your next words, almost making Wonwoo combust inside.

“I think I don’t mind kids too if it’s with you,” you say shyly, not able to look at Wonwoo in the eyes as you say this. His heart soars beyond limit, but it's not even a second later that it breaks into pieces when you continue your words. “Though… I… I won’t be like my parents, right?”

“Oh, princess,” he whispers sadly, his palm reaching for your cheek to caress your skin. You close your eyes at the feeling, and you lean into his touch because it’s always the source of your comfort. “You won’t, okay? I promise we won’t. You trust me, right, love?”

You open your eyes as you nod, heart melting at his new favorite nickname to call you.

“You know I will call you out if you do something you’re not supposed to and I know you’d do the same for me,” he reminds you, eyes never leaving yours the whole time. “And that’s why we’re good, okay?”

“Okay.” You return his smile, though after a few moments it turns into a giggle and Wonwoo asks what prompts your laughter. “Isn’t it funny? We’re already talking about this when we haven't even talked about marriage yet."

Wonwoo grins at this, no longer caring that his heart is beating to a very erratic rhythm because this talk is too good to be true. He didn’t expect to talk about kids and marriage this soon with you. It’s something that he keeps to himself because he doesn’t want you to feel like he’s rushing you. He’s happy with keeping it to himself too, as he himself definitely isn't in any rush, he’s content having you by his side, happy that you’re both happy together. That’s already more than he could’ve asked.

“Yet?” he teases despite everything. “So you do think about getting married to me.”

You roll your eyes even though you can feel your face getting hot at his words, but you don’t deny anything and simply mumbles that he’s annoying. Thankfully, he doesn’t want to torture you any longer, and he chuckles a little more before pulling you back into his lap, sighs blissfully when you bury yourself into his neck and your lips graze the skin there.

It’s not long until you end up kissing each other; but just like your relationship, there’s no rush there–only your lips against his over and over again. The way he holds you is gentle, almost like he’s afraid you’ll break if he holds you a tad bit tighter, and your fingers don’t root themselves in his hair like they usually would–they’re simply planted on his shoulder and the back of his neck, playing with the tip of his hair.

No one fights for dominance, and you hum in pure delight when Wonwoo retorts to giving you short pecks over and over again, eventually making you laugh at the ticklish feeling against your lips. In the end, you pull him closer by wrapping your arms around his neck, and he returns the gesture by wrapping his around your waist, the content sound that leaves his lips as he’s kissing you sends shivers down your spine.

“I love you, alright?” he whispers tenderly, his lips touching yours everytime they move even the slightest way. “Always remember that.”

You nod, pressing your lips together to hold yourself back from crying. And even though you don’t say it back with your words, Wonwoo knows exactly what you mean when your lips find their way back to his.

©wonwoonlight – all rights reserved.

A/N: aaaaaaaaaah, i've missed them so much!!! idk if you guys still dig them but anyway heh this is for you @justasoftstan and @sunshinein17 🤍 pls do tell me what you think about it! i actually scheduled the post since a few days ago, and the day after i immediately went into a :// state about writing which is very odd. but, frankly, after going into that mode which essentially roots to me doubting my ability to write, i started to even hesitate to post this work. like.. when is a good time? but as always, i hope you enjoy nevertheless

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FLUFF ALPHABET: WARREN WORTHINGTON III X FEM READER (PART 2)

(part 1)

Warnings: language, a bit of angst?

Note: ik I said I was going to do only 2 parts buuuuuut apparently it's going to be a trilogy hehehhe enjoy. Plus the song is called Cherry Bomb by The Runaways.

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L love Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

During the third and fourth months of your relationship, Warren spent more time with Hank than he did with you. Apparently, ever since Warren's arrival, the doctor had been trying to get his head around a solution to get the young man his angel-like wings back. It had been quite the hassle, but he finally cracked it. It was somehow of an easy task, yet the real deal was the recovery journey, which using Hanks words, was going to be "more severe and painful than been crushed by an aeroplane a hundred times". Nonetheless, Warren agreed, unable to fully grasp what he was getting himself into.

After the ten-hour surgery to detach his metallic wings off his back, your boyfriend was sent to the infirmary wing, which from now on was going to serve as his temporary dorm. The procedure had been a complete success. But Hank's explanation hadn't been exaggerated. Since his Horseman wings had altered your boyfriend's back anatomy completely, his body was facing the challenging work of re-growing and re-adapting basically every bone, muscle and cartilage from scratch. Due to its painfulness and the importance for Warren to remain completely still in a discomforting position, lying face down on the mattress, Hank opted to induce him in a coma for the next two months. But even when you thought that had to be the tough part, it was just the tip of the iceberg. The real issue began after his back returned to its normal state and Warren was brought back from the coma, now it was time for the new set of wings to come out once more. Although he knew how excruciating the pain was going to be, he'd felt it before back in the day when his parents made him undergo similar operations which resulted in Warren's wings re-appearing. This was different, he was far older now and his immune system, unlike before, was exhausted from the overly complicated recovery.

No amount of medicaments were enough to ease the ever-throbbing pain coming from his already aching back, which had to make up space for the new limbs; The feathers peeking out and tearing his skin apart caused a constant stinging sensation as if Warren's back had a thousand needles coming out from it, and obviously; The intolerable pain form the deep cleansing done twice a day to avoid infections. It all had sent Warren into an on-and-off state of delusion. His weight dropped drastically, all the colour of his face had disappeared, he spent most of his awake time screaming in agony and even though Hank assured you Warren was doing just fine, into your eyes, he seemed more dead than alive. It was heartbreaking seeing him like this unable to help him in any way, and your boyfriend knew it. Even during a moment like this, he was still caring more about your well-being than his own. This is why he made Hank promise not to let you in into the infirmary again until his realise day, in order not to agitate you more by his current state.

The downside of this abrupt decision was that to you it seemed as if the man you've learned to love was pushing you away. It had been a kick in the balls. After all, when people are going through a hellish situation like Warren's, the only thing they desire is for the person they cared about the most to stay by their side. For them to pamper them and nurse them back to health, right? Maybe your boyfriend just didn't like you as much as you thought he did. It had been a hard pill to swallow but Charles helped you understand the reasoning behind Warren's decision. Now you were left without any other choice than to guard him only from afar.

From that moment on, people could always find you sitting right outside the infirmary or trailing behind Hank and Charles asking a hundred questions about your man's health. Yes, you knew you were acting like a complete pain in the ass but it was your only way to feel close to your angel, even if you believed he wanted you nowhere near him.

One week away from his realising, Hank, Charles and Erick left the mansion to attend some State-emergency in the White House. It was almost midnight, you'd fallen asleep in your regular spot, just outside the hospital-like room, when a piercing scream woke you up with a jump. It was undoubtedly Warren's, who had tried to grab the tv remote from across the room when he tripped over with the IV, thankfully he fell face-down, still, his fragile self had left him unable to stand up on his own again. You stormed into the room and swiftly scanned the area looking for your boyfriend, who was failing to get on his feet. You rushed to his side and pulled him up by the waist for him to shift his weight on you. Carefully, you laid him down on the mattress trying your hardest not to cause him more discomfort. You had been so focused on aiding him that you had been oblivious to his subtle cursing and silent sobs, something along the lines of him "being so fucking useless he needs a bloody nanny 24/7 because he can't even walk 5 feet".

All the bitterness you had from Warren's dumb decision, from benching you for god knows why, had left immediately as you kissed him with all the passion you could muster, hoping for the kiss to speak for itself. Although Warren's lips were chapped and dry they kissed you back with the same fervour, the machine next to his bed started beeping rapidly announcing Warren's increasing heart rate making you stop in your tracks. Not after kissing his forehead, the tip of his nose, one cheek followed by the other and finally, a chaste peek to his lips. It was then, while the young man's eyes remained closed, savouring the affection when you let out those three words neither of you thought to hear nor say ever in your lives, yet her you were with your heart on your sleeve waiting for your boyfriend to show you any sign of how he felt for you. And he didn't keep you waiting for long, as he pulled you down to with him on the bed ignoring damaging his new white wings, which still hadn't reached their final size, on his back. He was far too euphoric to care, as he kept saying over and over those very same words to you until you were a giggling mess.

M marriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

The morning after your first kiss, the Angel of Death asked you to be his girlfriend. It had been in the simplest of ways, you had fallen asleep next to Warren. Having those gigantic wings of his acting as a barrier around your body made it easy for you not to be bothered by the coldness from that mid-November night. Even when Warren's wings were still made out of a deadly-sharp metal they held some warmth to them, or perhaps it was coming from Warren's body rather than his wings. Either way, to be cloaked by them whilst having the blond man's body pressed to you, listening to the steady beat from his heart, and his arms snaking around your figure allowed you to fall into a lovely deep sleep. So much that you remained fast asleep at 10:46 AM when Warren woke up.

It was then, while Warren was becoming familiar with the fact this was the first time he ever saw you this peaceful. The morning light illuminating your features, the tear-and-makeup stained cheeks, and frizzy hair which seemed to shimmer with to the sun streams made the young man longing for each day to begin like this, with you next to him.

It was a huge step for Warren, who although had plenty of experience in the casual-dating department, had never even been on a second date with the same girl before. It was unknown territory for him, relationships were scary, messy and complicated and most of the time the people involved ended up broken-hearted and resentful of one another. Despite this, his gut was saying otherwise. And Warren being the impulsive man he was, took the biggest leap of faith of his life. Waking you up suddenly asking you to be his girlfriend, without rodeos.

The following months had been the darnedest thing in Warren's life. After your love confession, something changed in the man's heart. He never believed in the idea of marriage, more precisely, Warren's inner demons made him believed there couldn't be anyone out there for him, that he was doomed to spend his days all alone without having anyone who could love him and let them be loved by him. And then, you came along.

Ever since you both confessed your feelings to each other, Warren began daydreaming of what life would be like next to you. Filled with excitement and love, that was for sure. Although his idea of settling down only applies to you as his lifetime companion, not much for actually staying in the same country or even the same city for the rest of his life. He is well aware you're a free spirit but he is unsure you'll be down to this lifestyle for the long ride, to never truly put down roots. Perhaps buying multiple nice flats downtown in the cities you fancied the most. Big enough for both of you but nothing state-of-the-art, after all, you wouldn't be spending more than a year until you moved to the next one in the rotation.

Although Warren hasn't proposed to you yet, he's brought the idea up several times, testing the waters to see what you think. Thanks to it, he knows you have a particuliar design in mind for your "perfect" engagement ring, that you don't conceive putting up a show, and the weird despise you have for Tuesdays, so much that if he dared to pop the big question up on a Tuesday you would brush him off.

Warren might not know how and might not know when, but he sure does know he's going to ask you to become his wife, his partner in crime and in life till death do you apart! And it might come sooner than later.

N nicknames - What do they call their s/o?

Cherry Bomb: Warren took you to a rock concert on your first date, you were both having a blast, singing your lungs out to the booming music. Everything was going smoothly until some random jackass killed the mood by deciding to spit some disgusting "compliments" directed at you right after spanking you. You were livid, your face had gone a thousand shades of red out of pure rage, and in a flash, you launched yourself towards the guy and started kicking the shit out of him in such a way it would've shocked Warren if it hadn't been for the song "Cherry Bomb" which started playing in the background, perfectly timed with the ass-whooping of the century, making the following scene to seem as it had been taken out of an action movie turning it in the most entertaining thing to watch. After that night, it had become your boyfriend's favourite nickname for you, not only did it matched perfectly with your personality but it was also somewhat of an inner joke between the two.

Believe it or not, Warren Worthington III is an old-school romantic, whether he's proud of his upbringing or not, having been raised under strict formalities and tedious etiquette, resulted in him being the living proof good manners and chivalry aren't dead, even while he comes across as nothing else but a tacky punk.

Darling, Dearest but mostly Love, those are the only terms of endearment he allows himself to say when referring to you, thinking anything else such as babe or doll are quite inappropriate. You thought it was hilarious, especially after watching his face shift in utter bafflement after hearing Scott call Jean "baby girl". Needless to say, Warren spent the next 45 minutes explaining to everyone the twisted and Freudian silver lining of it.

Angel: No matter how hard you had tried not to use the cheesiest most predictable of pet names for your winged boyfriend, it was during those times when he would stand under a light source of any kind, like when he got dressed in front of you and the morning light would hit him from behind creating a halo around his figure, that you had to succumb to your desires. And how couldn't you? You had always admired his celestial looks, even with his Horseman wings. But now that his feathery ones were in their full glory, it would be a lie to say Warren didn't put to shame any angelic renaissance painting.

Doll-face: After the "baby girl" incident you had gotten a liking of pissing your boyfriend off by calling him with the very same names he hated so much. Yet, doll-face had received a different response, apparently, there's something about the mixture between the praise and the hidden lust which gets him eating at the palm of your hands each time said words come out of your mouth.

O on Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious to others? How do they express their feelings?

Both of you decided to keep your relationship secrete only for a couple of weeks, after Warren asked you to be his girlfriend. Just to get mentally and emotionally prepared for the unstoppable teasing you were going to get from your friends. The problem was, Warren was the grumpiest, sassiest, most impatient man on earth. Therefore it was quite sketchy when Scott and Peter burned down one of his favourite jackets by accident. Since he was running late to meet up with you, all Warren did was rolling his eyes and huff in frustration. Any other time he would have destroyed anything from them as payback, not after having burst out plenty of curse words at them. That had been the first of many indicators that there had to be something huge going on in Warren's life for him to show such drastic mood change. It didn't take long for The Gang to find out about your relationship. After all, they weren't stupid, plus you weren't the best at hiding it, especially taking into consideration that living in a house filled with super-powerful onlookers who could hear, see and be anywhere without going noticed was the hardest setting to achieve your goal.

Like the many times, Jean accidentally listened into your thoughts, most left her endeared with how much adoration you two thought of each other, and some others made her wish never to have been born a telepath in the first place. Or those uncomfortable times Kurt abruptly appeared into the same room you were, making you pretend you hadn't been snogging like crazy out of a sudden. Or how each night Warren would sneak into your dorm through the window, thinking he was been cautious only for Jubilee to watch the whole scene from her own window in amusement. Although they had been dying to ask you all the deeds, they agreed to wait for when you were ready to announce the big news. Until one evening while hanging out all together, where naive Kurt, asked innocently: Since you were dating. Why weren't you sitting next to each other like Scott and Jean always were? After some anxious fidgeting and shy laughs, it was pretty much useless to keep up with the facade.

Nowadays, you two are close to de-throning your fellow mutant friends as the mansion's power couple. Yes, Scott and Jean are cute, sweet, tooth-rotting fluff to say the least, but they are lacking that edge so particular of yours which makes all the boys jealous of Warren and all the girls wanting to be you.

Even when Warren isn't the biggest fan of public displays of affection, it is pretty obvious how much he cares for you, and the way he shows it is through his attentiveness to you which can't go unnoticed. Warren's most common acts of chivalry can be a great example, like him always opening and closing the door for you or pulling out your chair. And the not so common ones, like how he would always keep a hair tie with him. Since you tend to lose them frequently, that way if you're in need of pulling up your hair he can easily do so whilst you keep on doing whatever you were doing. Warren isn't a man of words, therefore he will always show his love for you either through his candid actions or with his excessive gift-giving. He's the type of guy who would buy you a brand new car because you mention you liked one you saw on the way home, he's got the means after all.

P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

As said before, Warren is very old-school, meaning he believes yours and his affections should be kept privately. In front of people, the most you can get from Warren would be a chaste kiss to your temple, having one of his wings wrapped around you, and holding your hand unless you're leaving or entering the room, in that case, he would kiss it only for having your fingers intertwining after. Or sometimes when he's in a peculiarly good mood he would have you sitting on his lap while watching a movie in the common room, for example. But that is all! Obviously, there would be times where you would feel like messing around with him and you would spank him on the go or kiss him passionately only for you to leave somewhere else immediately after. It never fails to leave him frozen and beetroot red!

Now, when it comes to bragging about you, Jesus Christ, Warren can become a complete nuisance sometimes. You are the only constant thought in this mind, so he would always bring you up to any conversation with almost anyone. "Oh shit, that reminds me of that time my girlfriend blew up a building all by herself". "I bet my girlfriend would love this". "Oh my god, my girlfriend could definitely kick his ass". "My girlfriend and I always go to this place and...". And much more. Even Peter, the annoyment made person, has complained to you about how fucking irritating Warren can get, and that you should just get him out of that spell you have him under on for the greater good.

Q quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.

Warren is the embodiment of a real life angel, that is a fact. But what also is a fact is Warren being more related to birds than he's whiling to admit.

He has many antics resembling bird's. Like who during autumn and winter he spends most of his time inside. Unable to face the freezing cold from the Northern hemisphere. Or how he would puff his wings unconsciously whenever your around to catch your attention. And how during spring time he becomes the clingiest, horniest man on earth.

But out of the bunch, the one quirck that would fit in this category would be how just like birds, he would gift you mostly jewelry of any kind, cheep or expensive or pretty much anything shiny and sparkly.

Also, how he can't help but to store in a trinket box he has hidden beneath his bed, every little detail from you: movie tickets, Polaroids, candy wrappers, ribbons, gift bags, old clothes you name it. The day you found his box Warren almost fainted, he knows it's weird and creepy yet he cannot stop. He was waiting to hear you laugh at him and his odd collection or to be at least surprised, but no. You only kissed him tenderly and began asking about the back story of some of his small "treasures". You know Warren's bird-like behaviours after all.

Perhaps the most important is how, just like many other birds who mate for life, Warren is going to become your last boyfriend, only for him to one day become your husband. After all he started asking you about wedding dates only after dating for 7 moths.

R romance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

Your boyfriend is one of the most romantic people alive and in a very old-fashioned way. Do expect a gigantic bouquet or red roses on any especial occasion. Fancy dinners and night outs, hand written love letters on your doorstep and serenades just because.

It might be cliché but when you pair it with the absurd wealth he has, fancy dinners mean having a Michelin star restaurant closed only for you two. Serenades are having your favourite singers performing outside of your window giving you a private show.

And night outs can be anywhere in the globe.

And even if your angel didn't have all those zero's in his bank account, it is in those details like never forgetting an important date, taking note of what you like and don't, always paying all his attention to you during conversations and mostly just making you his priority, what made you fall head over heels for him.

[batshikns]

Check-up List #60

Daily To-Do's:

-Got to school with in a tolerable mood: ✔️

(Got up in a tolerable mood: N/A)

-Laughed and made someone laugh today: ✔️

-Didn't get/make someone mad/upset: ✔️

-Got home in a tolerable mood: ✔️

(Went to bed in a tolerable mood: N/A)

-Showered: ✔️ (highscore: 16) (1)

-Took a walk: ✔️

-Planning to go to bed soon: N/A

-Eat breakfast: ❌️

-Eat lunch: ✔️

-Eat dinner: ✔️

Today's To-Do's:

-Drink water: ✔️

-Play minecraft: ✔️

Overall:

10/11

+ XP: Check-in with Dad and Pop: ❌️

+ XP: Check-in with Basil: ❌️

+ 2× XP: Spend less time on the computer(phone): ❌️

+ XP: Spend a whole year on tumblr

10/11

Notes:

I fell asleep on accident... grr....

Yesterday was alrighr, but I had to say goodbye to my favorite teacher... I'll see her next year and i have a book from her library, but... she was one of the best teacher's ive had. Up there with Ms. S and Mr. G.

Today is my last day of school for the summer

Goals:

-Drink water

-Enjoy the last day of school

-Say goodbye to everyone

-Call Basil if they're available

-Watch mlp with Basil if they're available

-Talk with Unofficial Dads if they're available(0.5× XP if I do it in the Big Server hehehhe)

-Keep in mind that you're trying, even if Mom, Dad, or even yourself don't realize it yet and urge you to speed up the process

-Extra points: Check-in with Dad and Pop

-Extra points: Check-in with Basil

-Double extra points: Spend less time on the computer(phone)

-Extra 0.5 points: researchers more about Buddhism!!

-Extra 0.5 points: check-in on Uncle(if/when he's open)

[seelestia]

❤❤❤ 𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀 ❤❤❤

Coming into this fandom, I didn't know I'd be able to make friends, let alone one friend, especially because it's pretty rare for me to interact with people especially in a new fandom (even if I have been in a fandom for like 2 years, I don't interact cuz I'm anti-social af :''D)

I'm thankful that I have gotten to meet and make a friend out of you, Lia :D I always anticipate and get excited whenever you go active on your blogs, when I've sent an ask and I know you're answering asks that day, I can't help but feel giddy and wait for your response :''D cuz fr your answers always make my day <3

Though we've only known each other for a small part of the year, I'm glad that I met you because fr you're like the chocolate cake I get at the end of the week after just browsing your blog and our convos :'')

Anyway- enough of the sappiness, let's get into the gifts! >:D

Don't kill me for this :''D you know I had to do it...

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[ one without the text ^^^ ]

BONUS: Your son ain't helping you bestie (^^)

HUEHUEHUEHUEHUEHUE >:DD

aight aight put the sword down tho lia, obviously I'm not just gonna let you suffer with scara and cryptid ayato ;D

Here's a 'sorry for the last gift' gift >:D

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Damsel in distress who? We love carrying tall handsome men (^^)

[ ignore how in both drawings, ayato's outfit don't look similar :'D ] - Ever so sincerely and truly yours, 👹✨ Jae (love ya liaaaaaaa <3)

OH, LORD. OH, DEAR LORD. THE SPEECH AND THE GIFTS??? JAE. 😭 you really didn't hold back with the speech because why are my eyes actually glossy rn, HELP. (/g)

thank you for gathering the courage to come into my inbox (and introduce me to those good SAGAU soup, i'm still thinking abt dipping my toes there soon) and for staying to talk to me, even tho i have a social battery cooldown that lasts for days mostly <//3 but having that cooldown doesn't make me any less happy when i see you in my notifs! and i love that we banter like neighbors that poke fun at each other good-naturedly and i hope we can keep doing that because ik for one thing, you're never ever getting rid of me now, hehehhe. (/lh)

NOW, ENOUGH SAPPINESS. I WANNA SCREAM ABOUT YOUR ART.

i keep telling you this but your artstyle is so clean and distinct, i wanna eat it like it's sour patch kids. NOM NOM. but fr tho, i love how distinct is and how it kinda has your name written all over it like i could pick it out from a crowd anytime, anywhere <3

2) second of all, do you know how honored this makes me feel. jae, you got me feeling like genshinblr's beyoncé, hello??? somebody, save me from faceless ayato and scara. caelin, turn around, please. this minecraft sword isn't enough—

3) IK THIS MUST'VE TAKEN YOU AGES, especially with the details on their designs. TYSM FOR THIS, JAE. 😭

4) me carrying ayato up with my noodle-looking but actually beefy arms, so trueeeee. i'm gonna make it my priv's theme and freak out some more about your gifts on there later, NYEHEHE.

I WANNA KEEP THIS ASK FOREVER IN MY INBOX LIKE A GATEKEEPER. this makes me so happy, aaaaaaa 😭 and i'm so sorry i didn't get to post my gift for you on your birthday GAHHHH it's taking longer than expected because i keep rewriting bits of it <//3 but it'll deffo be out soon! (vague hint: privilege. iykyk, hehe.) BUT AGAIN, TYSM FOR THIS, JAE! i love how we're doing a little holiday trade for each other and it wasn't even planned intentionally at first LMAOOO (the spiderman meme with "i'm preparing a gift for you" "i'm preparing a gift for you" 🥸)

[fyexo]

210215 Baekhyun Twitter Updates

Fan: Baekhyunnie where are you FK

Baekhyun: Why are you getting so mad!!! haha

Fan: Baekhyunnie, whenever you can pleaaasee do Beret Selca ~ㅜㅜ... Beret ...ㅜㅜ

Baekhyun: Mygreyhair.that.colour.won’tmatchnicely!? hehe

Fan: Baekhyunnie who’s still in the process of growing up (stayed up) till dawn???

Baekhyun: It’d be so nice if i’m (really) still growing up.... ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Fan: I need information on that fluffy white blanket in Baekhyunnie’s bubble... I'm curious about everything about Baekhyun..

Baekhyun: I’m changing my blanket this time...heh

Fan: It’s my first time seeing a T-Zone so clear. Baekhyun-ah do you know who stepped on my T-Zone..? (T-Zone = Forehead, nose, chin)

Baekhyun: T-Zone where did you go~~

Fan: Baekhyun-ah, what’s your dinner menu today?_?

Baekhyun: I’m currently thinking about what to eat...

Fan: Baekhyunnie who just woke up, are sending bubble messages and on twitter. Why are you so cute

Baekhyun: Hehehh

Fan: spoiler fairy Baekhyunnie, aren’t you sharing anything today~?

Baekhyun: SHINee hyungs’ MV was crazy good is all i can say, I did a reaction video yesterday

Fan: Baekhyunah...The suspenders are really really too much, I fainted, and the hair extension came out so goodㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Baekhyun: Oh I think the suspenders came out well too?.. I guess I’ll wear it more often!

Fan: I am someone who thinks that blankets have a big impact on your sleep quality, but baekhyun’s wool blankets are more than just a blanket ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ♡ Did Baekhyun who delicately chooses his pillow cover and his fabric softener, also chooses the blanket himself ?.. I’m in love with this guy’s choice in blankets...

Baekhyun: I’m in trouble...hehe I’ll be careful!

Fan: Baekhyunah there’s Pork Rib Hangover Soup at my house, come..

Baekhyun: But it’s really your home right!? I’ll come even if it’s just Bean Rice Cake..I'll go if the Corona gets any better. But I could be a nuisance to you! I’ll definitely go if it’s a restaurant!$•^^

Fan: How does baekhyunnie likes his pizza and Bulddak ramen??????

Baekhyun: Pizza and hot chicken ramen?..

Fan: Baekhyun oppa, i’m sorry but do you hate Malatang..?

Baekhyun: No, but there are people who likes it! But my stomach is weak so it hurts after eating it no matter how mild it is! Uh I think it’s because of that flavor...that thing that looks like a bean!

Fan: Baekhyunah have you tried Rose Tteokbokki

Baekhyun: There’s Rose Tteokbokki!?

Fan: Baekhyun oppa don’t ever go to KkungDeok I’ll get jealous

Baekhyun: You come too

Fan: Baekhyun-ah you should try Rose-Bulddak~

Baekhyun: I’m going to eat so much now...

Fan: Baekhyunah!!! Pizza and Makguksu combination, it’s crazy ㅠㅠ

Baekhyun: Huh?... .Combine what?.. 

Fan: Baekhyunah sushi and seasoned crab’s sauce are super delicious, It’s super awesome if you eat them together~~

Baekhyun: Waah that sounds yummy huuu soy sauce crab are already delicious... Not too salty and not too sweet, MGRG? You Know? Huuu

Fan: Will baekhyunnie’s face come out on my costmetics too

Baekhyun: ...Wi..Wipe them out.... (T/N: What he said in the CF and also a term often said in Hip Hop)

Fan: Baekhyunnie I sincerely recommend honey combo Yeoptteok. If it doesn’t taste good, I’ll pay for you instead.

Baekhyun: But I don’t enjoy Yeoptteok well...

Baekhyun: Because they are too spicy ㅜㅜ

Fan: Baekhyunah!! Soba noodles and buckwheat pancakes!!!!! They are really good

Baekhyun: True.. I really wanted to eat the buckwheat pancake made by my grandmother right now...since it’s the New Year! But I can't eat it, but my grandmother’s buckwheat pancake is the best  ❤️ hehe

Fan: Baekhyunah my mom...is waiting for you. She said she wants to feed you 5 times in a day ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Baekhyun:  ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋYour mother knows I exist?... hehe

Fan: Then I guess Carbonara Bulddak is spicy for you too.. (RE: Yeoptteok)

Baekhyun: Yup that’s spicy too!

Fan: Baekhyunah, my mom’s glass noodles are really delicious.. I want to eat them too..

Baekhyun: Let’s go eat together later hehe

Baekhyun: You all are like Tteokbokki Master ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋIt’s so funnyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋE-bokk-ri , E-bokki feeling

Baekhyun: But while receiving all these food recommendations, why do I feel like you guys like Tteokbokki so much!!?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋEveryone!?ㅋㅋㅋㅋWhat’s going on!

Fan: I had Tteokbokki today. Isn’t Tteokbokki the best Baekhyunah!!!!!???

Baekhyun: Is this the Rose Tteokbokki!?

Baekhyun: I don’t usually eat Tteokbokki! I guess our taste don’t match with this one??...

Baekhyun: Those who have eaten a lot of Delivery-Tteokbokki, which one would you recommend?..

Baekhyun: Since I have to order it, should I try Rose Tteokbokki today

Fan: Rose Tteokbokki and Buckwheat Noodle Tteok is best eaten together baekhyun..

Baekhyun: I’ll...eat them together...Ehem

Fan: [ACCOUNT LOCKED]

Baekhyun: Who’s no. 1

Baekhyun: A lot of people are saying to order the Buckwheat Noodle Tteok side too

Baekhyun: The side dish is out of stock ㅜㅜㅜHuaaaaang

Should I add cheese...?? I already added two eggs

Baekhyun: I added a little sugar and also tuna mayo and some tempura

Baekhyun: I’m letting you know my menu

1 Rose Tteokbokki - Mild flavor

Buckwheat Noodle Type, a little sugar, 2 eggs

Side dishes: Tuna mayo don’t go rolling rolling 1 (it rhymes lmao tuna mayo rolling rolling chujimayo)

4 crabsticks, 2 hashbrowns, 1 fried hotdog, 2cheese stick, 4 seaweed rolls, 1 mini fish cake soup

What else should I add!

Fan: Baekhyunah  the mild flavor doesn’t taste good. Even if you don’t like it you should’ve gotten the spicy flavor..!!!! Also you should get the squid..... ...

Baekhyun: Ah really!? Alright

Fan: Baekhyun-ah, I’m getting my tattoo retouched but I���m so nervous

Baekhyun: I also want to get a tattoo

Baekhyun: I’m going to go shower and come back  ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Let’s eat the tteokbokki together

Baekhyun: It’s arriving in 90 minutes...today...

Baekhyun: I’ll go prepare for a live