#I haaate howmuch this bullshit affects my eating listen I have enough eating issues to begin with i dont need ths TOO FUCK
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oh my fucking god I shouldve known better than to try to view images. there's a reason I often block all images on the web by default what was i THINKING
#my posts#CONSEQUENCES OF MY FUCKING ACTIONS#it was a GIF TOO just like image but slightly worse and slightly better at stucking in your head#time to enter a very cool 'not eating' spiral#I haaate howmuch this bullshit affects my eating listen I have enough eating issues to begin with i dont need ths TOO FUCK#disordered eating#like. tw. for blocklist.#I already had a Bad Phrase in my head jus tgoing and going and going for hours but at least it was mostly words. but this is. Just#ocd kill yourself challenge. fuck you.#bringig myself to tears thinking about how much I wish 'brain bleach' was a real thing and how much it sucks that it isn't#ohh my god I need to find something distracting to watch. even if I cant eat I can at least make moment-to-moment existing slightly less#miserable by focusing at least partially on soomething else but HERE'S THE KICKER if I watch something it might also happen to have#triggering things in it bc my triggers are weird AUGHHH
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