#I guess I was lying 🤥

[rainbowcoloredpalmtrees]

February 🎶

tagged by: @raplinenthusiasts 💛

tagging: @longlegsnamjoon420 @senor-hoberto @ramonaflow @saraminia 🫶

[big-tees-and-short-skirts]

healthcare bullshit cw

HEY. LOCAL HOSPITAL. WHY DUD I HAVE TO FUCKING CALL TO FIND OUT WHICH PROCEDURE IM GETTING TOMORROW MORNING?!?!? NO INSTRUCTIONS SENT, JUST, "dont eat or drink for 4 hrs pls," AND NOTHING ELSE?!???

heres a baby snapper to apologize for the caps spam <3 thats about to follow

[millysastroblog]

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SHAKING MY HEAD ASTRO NOTES PT.4

# unpopular opinion !!!!!

🤦🏾‍♀️Venus in Libra, Venus conjunct Mars, are u guys talking to me or flirting with me. Because HONEY it is hard to differentiate, with yall charming asses. You all make my heart and mind hurt , chile. #Stop it 😏😍!

🤦🏾‍♀️Moon/- Lilith hard aspects = sexsist in WORST CASE (extreme ,out of ordinary views on females, womanhood, and female roles)

or the complete opposite being a hard core (feminist) but bashing men for literally existing.🤥 ! # In Worst case ,have seen it in many ppl charts!!

🤦🏾‍♀️Jupiter in the 3rd talk aloooot to the point of making my ears hurt, like 1000 words in 1 min is to much for me girl! # chiiiiiiiillllew

🤦🏾‍♀️Uranus in the 11th switing friend groups every new season of the year. These are the friends that you wont see that much because of how unpredictable they are ! like can yall settle down for once and not flake on people!

🤦🏾‍♀️Same with Uranus in the 7th in parterships they come and go like the wind blowing !

🤦🏾‍♀️Cancers placements and their victimization complex,

🤦🏾‍♀️same goes for pisces placements !

🤦🏾‍♀️cancer mixed with libra not showing ppl that they dont like them at all, holding a lot of resentment, and anger towards people # babes this is not helathy!

🤦🏾‍♀️the award of the attention whore of the zodiac goes tooooooo leo and LIBRAAAAAAS

🤦🏾‍♀️libras can sometimes rely to much on other people to the point of codependence! Wanting their friends partners pick and choose everything for them # i aint your mama babes!

🤦🏾‍♀️Opposite goes for Aries and Taurus placemenrs SUPER independent avoiding and rejecting help from others. #Hating to ask People for shit!

🤦🏾‍♀️Aquarius placements and their sometimes ultimate, god complex, wider than the univers EGOS , everytihing i say is and must be right (mixed with gemini, virgo, or mercury dominance) , get on my motherfucking nerves# somebody needs to check yall asses 🙄 !

🤦🏾‍♀️mars - uranus/mars- jupiter harsh aspects men are so fucking reckless , two steps away of putting yourself in a sticky situations #be carful, dont be breaking no windows, doors and unless u want to go to jail,

🤦🏾‍♀️12th house stelliums/Pisces Stelliums not living in the Moment at all. These are people u gotta call their names 5 times until they´ll catch up and wake up from lala land!# Practincing midfullness might solve the maladaptive day dreaming, # i suffer from ths shit to !! 🫤

🤦🏾‍♀️Virgos having this inner need to be perfect, babes u are fine just the way u are !!

🤦🏾‍♀️Down side of their internal perfectionism is that they mirror that back on to others. Being very critical and nitpicky about the smallest things !

🤦🏾‍♀️Lilith in the 5th/ Leo are over board scary party animals 🤠☠️ literally wanting to party and be drunk every fucking day #yall need to slow down and chiiiiiiiiillle

🤦🏾‍♀️Saturn in the 5th you guys despise children. Children for them are these scary little monsters !

🤦��‍♀️Venus sqaure Uranus/ Jupiter, Jupiter / Uranus in the 7th have or had a lot of suitors, relationships but sometimes they take them for granted, not taking them seriously because they have lots of options, Thinking it is all games ! # LUST before actual LOVE ! #beginning stages, # underdeveloped

🤦🏾‍♀️Venus- Mercury are dangerous charming motherfuckers hyponotizing you with their words, can use this power to take advantage of other people if not evolved, like manipulating, scamming, lying especially with Pluto and neptune prominence in Chart # siren voices 🔊

🤦🏾‍♀️Chiron in the 1st house, Chiron - ASC hard aspects are prone to pay a lot of attention to the physical appearance of others . Like having a pimple, thin hair, etc, theyll analyze your whole body and you wonder WHY??? # mmmmmhh, y’all guess? 🤔😐

🤦🏾‍♀️DARK: Mars in the 10th, Lilith in the 10, Pluto in the 10th, Neptune in the 10th, Chiron in the 10th, 10th house stellium if afflicted might be addicted to fame, success and high social status, selling their souls/ authenticity, exploiting other ppl, doing the most random insane shit , only for them to be at the top. #power greed, politicians, social media, celebrities!!

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*******{NEW ! ⬇️} Solar Return Chart Series: PT. 1/PT.2 *******

SHAKING MY HEAD PT.5/SHAKING MY HEAD PT.3/ SHAKING MY HEAD PT.2 / SHAKING MY HEAD PT.1

[katyspersonal]

😨 🤥 🕷️ 🌌 about your oc Geranea :з

Thank you for asking about her!! I still really need to draw a proper reference of her hunting outfit and weapon, but for now 80% of my WIPs are visual references and it is slowly destroying me т.т

(Asks from this ( x ) meme)

😨 FEARFUL - when scared, do they go into "flight" or "fight"?

'Fight' reaction is her default! If this is some kind of a wild predator animal (or, a dangerous beast, more appropriately to the context), she will fight without a second of hesitation, and very furiously so! It would apply to dangerous people too, like someone trying to rob or attack. She is that kind of person whose body just "knows" how to fight the exact second there is a reason to. If the threat IS too much for her to take on however, she also soon measures it and knows to run.

It applies in less drastic contexts, too, like someone making her scared or anxious in simply conversations. She defaults to scolding a person that alerted her, angrily, blushing and with her fists balled, and if she realises she picked a dangerous opponent in a conflict (like, say, starting a quarrel with people like Brador or Alfred) she will retreat. It is like a second nature, sensing whether default to fight or make an exception and fight. She has good "instincts"!

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Geranea is an okay liar when not a lot is at the stake, she could tell a small lie to keep someone's secret or get them out of trouble but would not lie for a personal gain. But when she got sent into Research Hall she had to lie, a lot. She needed to swipe various tools to help herself and others, avoid various chemicals and procedures, even help the patients that still could be saved...

Her face is not the most emotive (I swear her only expressions are 'tired' or 'angry' xD), but it is her body language that gives her lying away. When the cost of her lie being found out is high she blushes up to her very ear tips, hods hands in fists and overall looks stiff and tense. And, well, you don't want to attract unnecessary attention of cunts like Micolash or Brador of all people.... Since this is so inconvenient, Geranea tricks her own body by 'omitting' rather than straight up lying; comforting herself with how she technically says the truth actually helps her to relax and no longer look suspicious!

🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?

She has quite generic fears of heights and the dark that not even much more horrifying Yharnam experiences weeded out! She will also dwell quite strongly if she had near-death experience recently (like for example someone's weapon JUST missing her head). The fear of ghosts, however, became a thing of the past after she had to fight several! Previously, they were the exception of her 'fight' reaction, the girl was screaming and running away! I guess it is too bad that she can't punch the height or the darkness in the face, then. xD

After leaving Research Hall by herself at last, her biggest fear became being found and returned to it. She still saw nightmares about it even since Research Hall, from her knowledge, got shut down and retooled into an "Orphanage". Even with her kindness, she tries to 'not think too hard' about the fact that most likely they experiment on children now, only to not deal with feeling like returning there and saving whoever she could is her duty.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

Damn, the story of her appearing is actually such a good memory for me, oh my god! I first thought of her back in Summer 2021! Remember how I told that sometimes I am sitting and minding my own business but random memories about Bloodborne lore bits simply 'appear' in my brain, like if I caught a radio frequency? Well, one day, my brain randomly grasped at the link of "hmmm, Valtr's helmet is missing one eye, he curses "freakish slugs and mad doctors", Yamamura was spyoning on dark Healing Church business as he is a summon for Living Failures, Valtr helps fighting Laurence and Ludwig.... I need to check whether Eye Pendant looks like an eye, ONE SECOND-"

So yeah! I also was and still am 'Valtr has both eyes as we are allowed to see' truther but back then it looked like canon rather than just one of the interpretations for me, so that sorta helped x) I decided whoever owned the Iron Helm previously was missing an eye, for the reason of Research Hall taking it, sought Valtr's help (as a cop??? xD) with their shady business and was significant enough in Valtr's life to make her associated item a symbol of League's mission!

.....and this was just me trying to look like I was super planned from the start lol. x) BEFORE this tangent, I already fell for guilty pleasure of wanting to make an OC deceased member of the League, just ask @val-of-the-north! I loved the concept of her dealing primarily with plant-like "filth", since flowers and alike in Bloodborne are a symbol of reaching for the skies for salvation and many corpses, especially in Hunter's Nightmare and Dungeons, sprout mold or flowers from their bodies. They grow from blood, everyone's blood has human dregs, blablablabla.

But after the Research Hall idea I soon decided to combine the characters into one! Again, back then, existence of previous Iron Helm owner felt extremely apparent for me, I was a sweet summer child (literal summer lol) yet to learn just HOW few things in Bloodborne are indisputable :/ And I wanted to breathe life in an "mentioned character" (in Iron Helm description) more than I wanted an OC, at least back then! ...then I screwed myself over with the idea that maybe this helmet is Djura's wielder helmet (it even misses the same eye!), and THEN I screwed myself over more thinking that maybe two-eyed Valtr we see is a snapshot by "Flora of the Moon and the Hunt" of his most efficient stage of life. And THEN Val had to battle me on still keeping Geranea because I deserved one (1) break from fiddling with "the most reasonable" theory instead of just taking it easy fdhfhds

She also was a she from the very start because I just like female characters, but initially her hair was black. I always associated her with cyan/aqua color though, especially darker tones. I guess dark red hair felt like a good contrast in the end!

Thank you for letting me talk about Geranea!

[baodurs]

🤥🎂🌙🌋🙉❇️🌠 - for either... or both :o

oc emoji asks

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

my first instinct for phaedra was to say yes she's a good liar, but i'm not so sure... she's a good speaker, very poised, and good at keeping secrets & dealing with people, but i think outright lying could make her uncomfortable enough to be kind of obvious! i guess it depends on the situation and if she feels guilty. she's a competent utilitarian liar, but she's not good at prolonged deception or lying to people she knows well. if she ever tried it, she'd hesitate and just seem distressed lol

morven doesn't see much point in lying. she's usually blunt and direct (red hawke); when she does want to hide something, she's more likely to just be like "none of your business" or "i'm not telling you." beyond thinking it's usually a waste of time, she doesn't have any qualms with it, and she's a good liar when necessary. usually in the form of denying something when directly questioned—she's good at sounding dismissive or making someone feel foolish enough for asking/stonewalling them long enough that they just drop it

🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?

fictional calendars scare me i haven't thought much about it... but i think this thedas astrology doc is fun! using that, i'd say phaedra was born under eluvia* and morven was born under fervenial*

*assuming i just went for the most obviously fitting ones. but who knows!

phaedra looks forward to her birthday! as much as she is dutiful and self-effacing, she's always been more proud and less satisfied with her role than she wants to be, so she enjoys having a day where the weight of that lightens a bit and she can indulge in those "lesser" emotions. the key is that it's a limited (one day) and sanctioned (literally her birthday!!) form of indulgence, so she lets herself enjoy it

morven prefers to treat it like any other day. being celebrated is uncomfortable for her (if it's sincere, then it's awkward; if it's insincere, then it's annoying), but she rarely does anything big anyway. she likes her birthday as far as she can use it as an excuse to gather her family and friends together!

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

phaedra: her deepest desires are an inscrutable mess i fear. but the clearest and most present one is just to do right by the wardens. and she'll go very far for it! she wants them to have power and respect and she wants to be a good commander. and a good warden, really, but she struggles more with what that means.

morven: just some peace and fucking quiet to be honest!!! she has never dreamed very big. but clearly she's only willing to go so far for it, considering her entire life. she won't sacrifice much for a cause or for the greater good (she's vehemently against the circle and the chantry but too afraid of the consequences for herself and those close to her to do much about it), but she'll do anything for a person she loves

🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion?

phaedra isn't a very angry character IMO. she feels a lot of frustration or resentment, but true anger is rare for her and fades pretty quickly. so losing her temper is a surprise to her and to others when it happens; she'll just seem the usual level of cold or serious until she lashes out very suddenly and then almost immediately regrets it and tries to save face

comparatively, morven is a generally angrier person with a much longer temper. it's a more familiar and useful emotion to her. i think seeing her lose her temper is also surprising but in a different way—less "where did that come from" and more "i guess i should have seen this coming but i didn't realize where the tipping point was"

🙉 HEAR-NO-EVIL - what is the worse thing your oc could hear from someone?

phaedra: that she's selfish. as a cousland, she struggled with her own ambition vs what was actually expected of her, and as a warden, she struggles with what is necessary vs what feels unacceptable (either to her the cousland that still lives in her brain!). it's her duty to her family vs her duty to the wardens vs her duty to ferelden vs her idealized sense of honor, and for someone to tell her that her own ambition or desires still won out over all of that would be worse than anything else they could say.

morven: that she's not doing enough or hasn't done enough... i think a lot about this act 1 conversation with carver:

hawke: you will not use [bethany] against me like that! she deserves better. carver: then you should have given better. hawke: i gave everything! question me, mother, yourself, but not that.

and that's really just it IMO! she's willing to accept when she's failed, but not that she still didn't give everything she could have. she wants to be malcolm, and on some level her failures become proof to her that she's not and that he was different or better, which is not Great but is something that confirms her worldview and the way she sees her father. like, if there's a flaw, then let it be with Her (and thus not with malcolm) and not with her efforts. this maybe makes her sound more fatalist than she actually is but what can you do

❇️ SPARKLE - what is their most prized possession? what do they value?

phaedra: is it passé to say the reflection amulet from the temple of sacred ashes... i think she tries to honor the idea that when you're a warden, your old life doesn't matter anymore, so she doesn't hold onto much from her origin. but this is something that reminds her of home that she got after leaving it behind, and she has a reverence for spirits, so she appreciates whatever gave it to her.

morven: having too many Things makes morven nervous, so she values things that are useful and don't feel like they're taking up space. a decent candidate for a prized possession would be something like malcolm's grimoire. (i apologize for how many of her answers are about malcolm.) but idk let's just say that for now bc i can't think of something better on the spot!

🌠 SHOOTING STAR - if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make?

i think if someone made this offer to phaedra, she might just reject it lol... she's an envious character who wants a lot of things she can't have, but she also thinks she wasn't meant for those things/doesn't have them for a reason. it would feel wrong for her to wish them into existence (just wishing for a cure to the blight, for example, would feel to her like an insult to the wardens). she might pass the wish onto a loved one if possible <3 if she absolutely had to do it, she'd wish for something incredibly minor and practical like "i wish for mild weather on my next trip to the city" lmao

morven... hm. i think a lot of things would occur to her, and it would depend on when the offer was presented. she is not used to thinking big picture or hoping for things out of reach, so most of her wishes would be about safety/security for herself or friends. post-da2 morven is the only one who would entertain something big. first thought would be to cure carver of the blight, but i don't think she'd actually wish for it. i think she'd wish for one last conversation with malcolm, especially after legacy, bc that lack of closure is the one thing that will eat her alive until she's dead!!!!

[kirk-says-wah]

Well... did someone actually try to kill Kirk??? How do we know he's telling the truth??? For all we know he could have easily slammed his car into something and pretended like a person hit him 🤥

Kirk isn't getting a pass just cause he's cute.

I guess Kirk could be lying too 👀 but that would be so sad for Lars 🥺

[soulgathered]

🤥, 💥, 🌌, 🎁for Meya!

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

they are terrible at little white lies. like people know when they did something they weren't supposed to ( their tail is a dead giveaway ) but if they believe they need to lie for a serious cause they absolutely can. I guess it depends on the level of necessity.

💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?

grief & anger. there's a reason fray probably holds them by the collar daily & groans because "why are you like this !!" mae is a champion of bottling things up until they explode with that emotion & the aftermath can at times be quite ugly.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

their appearance. I started back when hw was at like patch 3.2 or something? so the trial was just a few days & did not include au ra. the moment I could make an au ra I wanted a character that just looked like someone from a high fantasy story. I thought long about making a purple au ra, someone who looked soft & flower-y(?) but then decided on the nightsky approach. in retrospect I am so happy about that because it later became a nice contrast to how often azem is likened to the sun.

🎁 PRESENT - what types of presents would they be most happy to receive? are they good at gift giving?

they are most happy about weapon related stuff ( big swords ! big swords ! ) & books. especially trashy erotic novels. they get such a kick out of reading them. & yes. mae does their best to give thoughtful gifts, they may not always succeed but the thought counts & the meaning behind their gifts tend to be obvious.

headcanon memes ( accepting ) // @naturesbeat .

[bolithesenate]

📚🌪️🥞🤥 and purshee for the oc ask game?

o7

books: how were they at school? what is their best subject? what is their worst subject? do they have a favourite subject?

I guess it depended on the subject. She was always really good at the theoretical and physically demanding classes, but abstract things like political and diplomatic courses as well as philosophy and the lot she never quite got the hang of. Her Master once famously called her a 'very small, dainty yellow bantha in a china shop' when asked about her performance during a political mission.

Her favorite subject was History of the Jedi Order.

tornado: what is the biggest change you've ever made to them? how have they changed from their original version?

Originally, Purshee was the Padawan of another throwaway OC that was barely more than a name. But now I've changed that to her being the first Padawan of Vima-Da-Boda (a legends comics Jedi) and thus indirectly of the same lineage probably as Grand Master Nomi Sunrider (my beloved)

pancakes: what is their comfort breakfast?

Actually, she isn't a breakfast person normally. She'll rather eat a bigger lunch than breakfast, but at the once-in-a-blue-moon occasion that she does eat smt early, it's a kind of savory-sweet jerky the togruta occupants of the Temple get from an AgriCorps outpost near Shili.

lying: are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Purshee may look innocent (or maybe that's exactly what aids her in this) but she can lie like there's no tomorrow. No tells, nuthin'. Any sort of sabbacc tournament she shows up? Already over. People just haven't realized it yet.

[jayflrt]

YUNA 🙏🙏🙏 outright lying AND THROWING GIGI UNDER THE BUS. when giselle didn't run her mouth even when she was high did she 🥸 im going to break my phone if this works out in yuna's favour

also about my previous ask, not u deleting it in middle of concert 😭 that's a core memory i guess. i deleted mine because i didn't get thoma . it was out of spite but for the better good i guess. 🧍AND I HOPE U HAVE FUN AT MOVIES!!!! what r u watching if u dont mind me asking ?? and me i have been okay minus the exams 😭

she's pretty calculative so it could work out in her favor 🤭 but it could also be mc's last straw ,, i personally would turn off my phone like who gaf about whatever heeseung did!! (i do im insane for him)

LOL when they started coming down the aisles i was deleting apps like crazy before they got close 😭 this happened during the nct dream concert too smh 🤥 LMFAOO NOT THOMA i get it tho i was so obsessed with him when he first came out 🧎‍♀️ also i'm watching the bob marley movie !! :') hope your exams are going well 💘

[moirtre]

🤥 , 😭 , 🙈 , 📣 , 💎 , ☄️ , 💖 for all the girls

🤥. LYING.    ❞ ┉ are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

juniper finishes reading out the question as the girls begin stirring. accusatory glances are exchanged between the seven, some more pointed than others. before any of them can get a word out, juniper is the one to answer the question, eager to avoid conflict.

"none of us are," she deadpans, receiving lighthearted chuckles from the others. "we've been working together for ten years? we can't lie to each other anymore."

😭. CRYING.    ❞ ┉ what makes them cry? do they cry easily?

"crying," naira scoffs at the end of the question. naryun and emmy exchange a look as jiseo takes lead.

"i cry a lot, and often. it's good for you, gets all the toxins out."

with a mutter under her breath, juniper adds, "some of us should cry more." jiseo gently nudges her in response.

"it takes a lot to make me cry. i've just never been one to cry much," naryun shrugs, looking to the other girls to pass the question to. a "same," is echoed by heri, melanie, and naira who all nod at varying levels of convictions.

"i usually build it up before it all comes out." emmy explains, her hands gesturing tears down her face with a forced pout. "and then it doesn't stop coming out." melanie adds, gaining laughs from the other girls.

🙈. SEE NO EVIL.    ❞ ┉ what's a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

the girls all hesitate before juniper sucks in a breath, deciding to answer first. "i guess i don't like being super vulnerable with other people?" emmy opens her mouth to speak up, closing it before a word gets out.

"i don't like being powerless, feels weird," melanie adds, shrugging. hums of agreement come from naira and jiseo.

"this is kinda weird, but... being unprepared?" heri speaks up quietly. her eyes don't leave the floor as she hides behind her hair. naryun reaches out to comfort the group's youngest as she speaks up.

"i try my best to keep my life compartmentalized. like, my work life is separate from my personal life... keeps things manageable. kind of what heri means."

📣. MEGAPHONE.    ❞ ┉ how loud are they? what do they speak like? got a voice claim?

"i think i can answer this pretty accurately." juniper clears her throat, receiving lighthearted groans from the other six.

"naira and naryun get so quiet you'll miss they're there entirely." naira laughs at this while naryun scoffs with a laugh.

"melanie, heri, emmy, and i are pretty much even in the middle." the end of her sentence results in a turn of heads in jiseo's direction. with a smile, she shrugs her shoulders.

"personality and drugs, i'm the party."

💎. DIAMOND.    ❞ ┉ how rich are they? can they live the lifestyle they want to?

"i think i speak for all of us when i say we're comfortable," naira answers, crossing one leg over the other. jiseo scoffs at her answer before adding, "some of us more than others." the others laugh at the comment as naira rolls her eyes.

"mels, naira, and naryun are on my rob list," emmy nudges at juniper, cutting her off before she can rattle off the rest of her list.

☄️. COMET.    ❞ ┉ what do people assume about them? are they right?

"a lot of people assume we don't like each other," naryun deadpans. the others laugh awkwardly. melanie straightens in her chair, throwing her blonde hair over her shoulder.

"we don't, but we work together so..." she trails off. "we don't have a choice." emmy completes, clapping her hands together.

💖. SPARKLING HEART.    ❞ ┉ are they a subtle or a showy lover?

"since juniper answered for all of us on that other question, i think i can do this one," jiseo speaks up, clearing her throat as the others groan heartily. she pretends to think for a moment, overexaggerating her movements.

"get on with it," naira groans as the others snicker in return.

"naira," jiseo begins, shooting the group's oldest member a look. "naira's very showy but thinks she isn't. emmy and melanie are just showy."

the australian mentioned pretends to take a bow at the accusation.

"juniper and heri are pretty subtle but, they don't take it as far as naryun." jiseo throws a side-eye to the older member who remains stoic, anticipating jiseo's next words.

"naryun isn't just subtle, she's secretive. we all work with—and see—trenton on a weekly basis and didn't find out they were dating until they told everybody else they were dating."

the others laugh as naryun begins to defend herself. "i didn't know we were dating until we told everybody," she mutters, pressing a finger to her temple.

[duusheen]

List 5 facts about a favorite sim of yours, and send this to 10 simblrs whose sims you adore ♥♥♥

I'll go with this gentleman here 🤥

I don't know how Leif's voice sounds. I usually (always) play with headphones on, listening to music or watching a true crime video, so I don't hear the game. the last time I heard him, he was a child 😂

He's the most disgustingly charismatic sim I've ever had. His relationships always have 100% on the friendship bar immediately after meeting them. I guess it must be bc he's charisma level 10 and entrepreneur level 5, which makes people think that he's a good guy 😂

I've caught him flirting with a guy at the club once, so if he says he's totally straight… he's lying 😒

Leif has never been drunk for a day in his life. I guess we have to thank Journey for that

he has a best friend! and I mean a girl. I don't know exactly how he managed not to flirt with Ainsley, but her friendship bar is at 100% and he hasn't tried to flirt with her even though he finds her attractive (like all the other women out there). Good for Ainsley, she's my hero.

[mojaves]

🤥👊🌙🍃⚾️🪤🎭🎁 for caleb hehe <3

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

answered here [:

👊 PUNCH - are they quick to violence?

definitely depends on the situation and who is involved but for the sake of not being Complicated?? yes. quick to violence but also he's very methodical about it. never goes Too far - considering most of the time it's about focusing on getting information from people, and theyre no use to him dead. so he has to be very specific and purposeful in what he does and how. very fun to watch though [:

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

he's well in his 40s now, so all he really wants is to just. settle down. he's been on his own for so long now and its starting to get to him a little bit. a lot actually. he's having a horrible time!!! he just wants to love someone and be loved. he wants a family. he wants to see his own family again. he's not gonna be particularly drastic about it. it'll happen when it happens. but he is gonna be very sad about it the whole time.

🍃 FALLING LEAF - do they enjoy being in nature? what is their favourite outdoor activity?

he LOVES being outside. he's an artist so on his days off he will just go out somewhere that looks nice and do so many sketches of everything he sees. it helps him relax, and keeps his brain from screaming at him for a bit. one of the few things that kept him sane back at the corps.

⚾ BASEBALL - can they play sports? what is their best position if they play a team sport? what's their strong suit (speed, power etc.)?

he's not a sports guy entirely because he does NOT!!! work well with other people. in terms of his strengths with that though. he is very fast, agile. powerhouse of a man. Slippery. is the best way i can describe it honestly

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?

that was his whole job basically. so the paycheck NWHAJSGDJFJGJG and thats still the case now on account of being a merc. but if it was something outside of work,, then a loved one being in danger would make him insane 1000% and he would do Whatever it takes to get them out of it no matter what. no questions asked. he does not care even a little bit about putting himself in danger like that. he's kind of grown numb to it i guess ):

🎭 MASKS - do they act differently around certain people? what's different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc.?

OH OF COURSE. ive said this in another ask before but he is actually super nice and caring and gentle, when he lets people get to know him. anyone he works with only ever gets to see his coldness + hard focus on the job at hand and nothing else. they all assume he doesnt care about people, only the money at the end of the job. and while that is kind of true, he also cares SO much about the people he's protecting, whether he's getting paid or not. unless it's rich people/corpo assholes in which case. well he'll still do the job but he wont be happy about it.

🎁 PRESENT - what types of presents would they be most happy to receive? are they good at gift giving?

honestly just give him some food and he will grow on you like moss. food is good. he will eat literally anything. it's been years since he's gotten gifts for anyone so he will kind of cry about it a little bit. maybe.

but get him art supplies??? a sketchbook??? a nice warm sweater??? well now he would die for you.

as for gift giving,,, he hasnt done that in SO many years so he's. a little rusty. but thats what adds to his charm i think. because no matter what he gets you, you can see just how much thought he put into it. and that is so. So important to me

[lashysdomain]

🤥 👻 🍟 🙈 🍀 for vayuya...

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

"Hey, I'm a great liar when people don't know who I am. How dare you." She's fucking abysmal at it to anyone she knows. If she's lying she always looks to her right though knows she does it and tries to pass it off as being coy.

👻 GHOST - do they believe in ghosts? what are their "ghostly experiences", if any?

"I've not met any, I don't think. I pretend to be one to get people to leave me alone sometimes though. 100% the local train people think I'm a ghost. I think I'd probably scream if I could see ghosts."

🍟 FRIES - do they order food often? or they prefer to cook their own food?

"Can't order food if you don't have the money to. I don't really like cooking that much either other than my hot chocolate... I try to make sure I can order from a chinese place near by every month though. I'm glad their food is good since they're the only ones who can actually accommodate my assumed fish allergy so I don't die while enjoying foods."

🙈 SEE-NO-EVIL - whats a side of your oc that they don't want to show other people?

".... I'd rather people not see that I've not changed that much since I was in high school. Sure, I'm a lot colder and crueler now to a lot of people, but I... Being mean and aggressive takes a lot of energy."

"I'd stop if I could but I really... Really can't at this point... Not with how people treat me, I'd be at massive risk. I think Luc's the only one who's seen me like that in a long time. And... Levyil I guess. That's just because I was tired though."

🍀 CLOVER - do they believe in luck? are they lucky?

"I'm the unluckiest bastard you'll ever meet. Hundreds of deaths in 4 years will do that shit to you."

"Plus, I doubt it's my fate or whatever do die so many times. I'm just an idiot."

[simarcana]

🌱🌋🤥 for Sin, please!

🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

When he was 5/6 years old he almost drowned in a river due to the currents. For some reason between ALL the times something almost unsuscribed him from life this is the one he remembers more clearly. Speaking of GOOD memories, when Sin was 8 his mom took him to see the tiger she was caring for! (she worked as a wild habitat rehabilitator back then)

🌋 VOLCANO - how bad is their temper? is it a slow boil, or a instant explosion?

Sometimes Sin is so patient it scares me? In most cases, they boil so slowly that you might think someone has turned off the heat. BUT he got arrested for attacking a police officer during a protest once so you could say he's a person that knows you have a certain amount of time to go ballistic and won't waste them on trivial things.

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Sin isn't evil but... he has a trickster personality. They lie often for fun or without realizing it. It's quite impossible to "catch" him in the act but when it comes to significant things he will get incredibly defensive towards the other person (mostly because he's not happy with himself) so he's either really good or really bad at lying, I guess.

[serorat]

👁️🤥🎂🌙🍁📷🍼❄️💚 (if that’s too many feel free to leave some out !)

Eye: their eyes are a darker shade of green than their hair, some say they have flickered to an appearance not dissimilar to a void.

Lying: given that their whole thing is "oh, I don't have Kaeris with me anymore. Guess I'll become her" I'd say their rather decent at lying! Their main tell here is that they may get over-emotional and cause themselves to break the mask (I lowkey expect to start actually crying while playing this character)

Cake: Faero was born on November 17th (defo didn't just grab a random date outta my ass what are you talking about)

Moon: All Faero wants is to see Kaeris again, and given the fact that they plan to win the death game, they'd prolly destroy universes to submit to her manipulative ways again. (Their dynamic is so interesting I prommy)

Maple: favorite season is winter. It's the snowy owl hybrid-ness I tell you.

Camera: Kaeris says not to let anybody know where you've been. Evidence can't be left anywhere. (They would never allow their likeness to be taken)

Baby Bottle: Children are loud and can't carry their weight, their nothing but a strategic disadvantage.

Snowflake: people who knee them before 4th Life call them over emotional, the people in 4th Life think they're cold and overly logical. They fall for the facade.

Green Heart: Faero loves to be held, but only let's Kaeris do it. If Faero ends up finding a Kaeris-like person in 4th Life they'd let them do it too, probably.

[mercymaker]

mallllllllll 🤥💥🌙🌱🌌🪤🎭✂️🔪📎🖍️❇️💧🌪️🌈🔥☁️🌟🌠☄️💓❤️💌💔

𝐎𝐂 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐉𝐈 𝐀𝐒𝐊𝐒!

Aaaa, this is quite a challenge! Thank you! 😘

🤥 LYING - are they good liars? do they have tells to show they're lying?

Yes, Mal is a pretty good liar because she sort of, in that moment, almost believes the lie herself. Oscar-worthy acting, you could say. And I don't think it's very easy to spot a lie even if you know her very well, which, in turn, can make close relationships a bit tricky because it's not very easy to trust her when you know how easy it is for Mal to lie 😬

💥 COLLISON - what emotions do they have trouble dealing with?

Honestly? A lot of honest, vulnerable emotions Maleane really struggles to deal with. I guess above everything it's grief. She never properly mourned her mother (or her father, for that matter) because she just locked that shit up behind a massive wall in order to focus on survival. She finds it hard being truly honest with someone, it doesn't come naturally to her, so if she is being honest and vulnerable with them that means Mal put a ton of effort into it. Being well aware on how to use other's weaknesses against them, it's only fair that she guards hers so well.

🌙 MOON - what is your oc's greatest wish? how far are they willing to go for it?

Power is incredibly tempting as it offers a way to her true wish and part of her wants to be really powerful. I think it's part of her journey throughout the game, this relationship with power and finding the perfect balance within it. But at the end of the day, Maleane wants to be free. To do as she wishes, to live without fear, to be powerful enough to protect herself, but not so powerful that it becomes her entire point of being. What's the point of ultimate power if it's only going to attract the worst of this world to try and get a taste of it? Or worse - take it from her?

🌱 SEEDLING - what is their most vivid memory from childhood?

I think it's a sort of rare, idyllic moment she had with her family. Chewing on a piece of honeycomb until there was nothing but a lump of beeswax left in her mouth. All while her mother was reading a book in the glimmering light of a candle. And her father cutting a piece off, spreading a thick layer of honey on a slice of bread and offering it to A'sherra on a small plate. Just little moments like that, which weren't that common, but they definitely dominate Mal's memories of her childhood.

🌌 MILKY WAY - what was the inspiration behind your oc? what was the first thing you decided about them?

I'll be honest with ya here on this day, but when I made Mal it was purely based on aesthetics. I didn't put that much thought into her, I kind of went "ok, night/dark elf? YES! magic? YES! looks sorta like my mage from wow? YUP!" but she quickly evolved as I played the game and just became her own person. That I'm absolutely in love with.

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for?

It's very likely to be because of the people she cares about. As self-interested as Mal is, she would risk a lot for those that earned her favor and love. And it's hard to admit that, even to herself, because it makes her feel foolish and stupid, and yet Mal does it (she'll deal with the internal conflict later)!

🎭 MASKS - do they act differently around certain people? what's different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc.?

Absolutely! Mal sort of shifts into whatever she thinks the situation demands, whatever gives her the best advantage. And it's not necessarily doing an extreme 180! Sometimes it's all about subtle little changes to the way she acts, small lies peppered here and there. Her friends definitely see a more raw, honest side of her, but at times it's hard to shed the act entirely as some of her "core" characteristics are sort of in conflict with each other. Strangers see the many different acts, be it a small meek woman on the road or a cold and intimidating drow. When she's surrounded only by the closest ones, she's much more mellow, relaxed, less alert. A great listener, actually!

✂️ SCISSORS - what is the "last straw" for them to cut someone out of their life? how easily do they let go of people?

As hypocritical as it might be it's probably if they used her. I don't think Mal finds it very hard to let go of people, even if it aches and hurts, she knows she can survive out there without them.

🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?

For starters, she tries to prevent anything bad happening to them. But if there's one thing that life had taught her is that there are so many things that are simply beyond her control. She spent so much of her life being scared and feeling powerless to control any part of it, that it's sort of normal to think that you can't prevent every misfortune from happening. She would, on the other hand, go out of her way to harm those who hurt her loved ones.

📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.

She's incredibly lightweight when it comes to alcoholic beverages. It doesn't take a lot for her to get smashed. One time some of the compot they had preserved had gone sour and turned into booze and she drank it and got absolutely hammered.

🖍️ CRAYON - what advice would you give to them?

STOP. BEING. IN. YOUR. HEAD. SO. MUCH. She's just such an over-thinker, trying to anticipate every possible scenario to come out of the situation that she gets tangled in that mess. It often times prevents her from just enjoying life in its simplicity, you know THE ONE THING she ought to do after spending all her life in isolation???

❇️ SPARKLE - what is their most prized possession? what do they value?

A little piece of amethyst that reminds her of her father. When she was little Lathorien gave her a little gem that he kept from one of his trips to Underdark before she'd been born. Mal had lost the original one long ago, but the next time she found it in someone's pockets, she kept it, cherishing the memory.

She also keeps a lot of books, scrolls, and notes that they find on their travels. At first, it was to keep herself informed, gather intel and try to find some advantage in the chaos that was swallowing them up. But then she just kept more and more unrelated stuff, to read in her leisure.

💧 DROPLET - random angst headcanon

Mal had to bury her mother's mangled corpse and she was in so much distress and panic that not only did she absolutely wreck her hands digging the dirt, but also summoned a massive storm that made everything ten times more difficult. She sat there for hours, soaked and shivering, just channeling the torrential rain until she passed out from exhaustion. Mal doesn't remember most of it.

🌪️ TORNADO - what is the biggest change you've ever made to them? how have they changed from their original version?

I think changing her magic from wild to storm? I just wanted her magic to be connected to her emotions. A controlled person who's capable of keeping her feelings locked tight being able to translate that into precise use of magic? Only to eventually lose their shit and cause devastation? ? You know how they say that if you repress your emotions they don't go away but will one day come out in a way you might not even be able to recognize? I like that metaphor for her.

🌈 RAINBOW - what advice would they give to their younger self?

Ask father things about his family. His community. Don't believe everything mother says. Even if she has your best interests in mind, doesn't mean she won't manipulate you. Keep some thoughts to yourself. And not every outsider you meet will want to harm you.

🔥 FIRE - do they have any self destructive tendencies? what habits do they have that hinder them from becoming their best self?

I think she allows herself to succumb to her darkest thoughts. That voice in her mind that assumes the worst about others and herself. When Mal is in a particularly dark place she just allows one side to win. And at times she thinks about harming herself, just going absolutely feral on her own body. Maybe as a way to kill that voice, because it IS her voice in her head. It's all part of her.

And I think it's all that overthinking, rotating and weighing conflicting thoughts, trying to get the upper hand that's hindering her growth. I think she needs to learn when she can let go and just let things unfold naturally. Sometimes you cross the bridge when you come to it.

☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon

She makes potions for everyone! I just see her spending the well-deserved 4 hours of rest in trance and then she's reading and sorting herbs and writing things down. She sorts out the vials, stacks them in piles and hands them out in the morning before they leave camp. Poisons, health pots, invisibility potions, you name it.

🌟 GLOWING STAR - what do they think about when they look at the night sky? is there someone they want to star gaze with?

At times she thinks of her father. He'd take her on week-long trips through the forest, hunting, camping, teaching her things about the wilds. At night, they'd sit around a fire or its embers, looking at the sky and he'd tell her stories of Eilistraee, about all the creatures, magical and not, that he'd encountered, tales of great heroes, etc.

And uh, star-gazing with a star, no? I think she yearns to just cuddle up under a night sky, all soft touches and sounds. But she also thinks it's embarrassing to admit to want soft things like that, so you'd have to pry that out of her like a sin.

🌠 SHOOTING STAR - if they could make any wish with no repercussions, what wish would they make?

Likely to have her parents back. Alive and well. She misses them much more than she'd be willing to admit to herself. Sure, it was her mother's death that even allowed Maleane to start to become her own person, but damn at times she just wishes she could talk to A'sherra, to both of her parents.

☄️ COMET - what do people assume about them? are they right?

Often times people assume whatever she wants them to assume. She plays meek and fearful when she wants someone to underestimate her. Or commanding and intimidating if it feels like it would prevent someone from harming her, etc. etc.

But those who get past the initial act likely assume that she's harboring some deep dark secret that demands all that masquerade to begin with. Like a distraction from something twisted that she's trying to hide. And while she IS hiding something from them, it's much simpler than some horrible dark past. It's just her fragile heart that she's shielding from everyone.

💓 BEATING HEART - what gets their heart racing?

Using magic! The adrenaline of being in battle and just feeling it course through her, seeing the devastation it can cause, protecting her team, etc.

❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?

I think it's quality time and physical touch.

I mean, she almost turned into a puddle the first time Shadowheart softly touched her hand and did her hair!!! When she hugged Astarion, she felt like years and years of hurt and longing were melting away. It took her breath away when Gale held her hand to his heart, it almost scared her how intimate it felt? ? ?? SHE'S JUST THAT KIND OF GIRL!!!

💌 LOVE LETTER - do they like love letters? what kind of messages do they leave for their partner?

Honestly? ?? I think she'd love to receive letters in general. Half her childhood she'd read letters and notes from other people and at times dream of someone writing one for her!! BUT also it feels almost, uh.. beneath her??? To write a love letter? ? It's admitting feelings, something she struggles so much to do in private, and leaving them behind as evidence on some parchment?? ?/ NO! Too cringe! Jail!

💔 BROKEN HEART - what could their partner do that would absolutely break their heart?

Use her! Use her trust in them. It's not easy for someone like her to bare her heart and admit feelings and be vulnerable. So if they took all that from her and betrayed her trust. Yeah, she'd be absolutely devastated.