#I got caught up in fears XDD

[lycanlovingvampyre]

MAG 192 Relisten

Activity on my first listen: mowing the lawn.

MARTIN: "Wait, seriously? I thought you had this whole ‘invisibility cloak’ thing going on?" GEORGIE: "Sure, but I’m not exactly keen to test it against the eyeball tower guardians. I don’t know the limits of our ‘invisibility’, and it seems pretty dumb to saunter up and hope it works on them." That's fair. Considering she just threw a pebble at them and they reacted. I'm sure that pebble stone also doesn't feel fear, which means they still very much react to other stimuli like sound, touch maybe etc.

JON: "And tell Melanie… Tell her I’m sorry." GEORGIE: "That’s… not what she wants to hear from you." JON: "Well, then… what does she want?" GEORGIE: "I don’t know. But… it’s not going to be another apology." Uhhh, I'm also at a loss here, what would be the appropriate thing to say? Way I see it, they don't really have anything left to say to each other...

GEORGIE: "Anything you’ve got to say to me, that can wait too." So, and in case he doesn't come back? I just don't understand these two girls anymore...

MARTIN: [Wearily] "Ah, sure. Lead on, Macduff." JON: "It’s, uh, “Lay on –”" MARTIN: [Frustrated] "Sh– I know, I know! I know. Go. Just go." Hahaha, theater kid...

JON: "I insist." [ROSIE SIGHS] ROSIE: [Softly] "Your funeral…" And yours, Rosie. Big Boss won't come out an yell at Jon, he'll yell at Rosie (as far as he is able to right now... Or, if this was pre-Change). That's the thing about being front desk. You're just the person everybody gets to yell at. God I hated that shit...

ROSIE: "Yes I – Yes, I-I understand, I jus– I – Sorry to interrupt." See? What did I say...

Nosy Rosie... Of course she's Eye-aligned...

Oh god, I hate job interviews. I hate being put on the spot, hate stupid questions, or the questions that are none of their business...

"'So why do you want this job, Ms. Zampano?' ‘Because I need money to live, you pompous ass,’ she didn’t answer." Yeah, stupid questions like this! Oh, because sitting at a desk doing paper crap while being on display to get yelled at by everyone is my goal in life! Sure, idiots...

"They weren’t actually Cockney, she knew that for certain. They might as well have been asking to take that table up the ‘apples and pears’." Oh, that one of these cockney slang things, like dog and bone? Do people actually say things like that? I actually do not have any British friends, I don't know which phrases are actually used in the UK and what isn't... Like raining cats and dogs? Do British McDonald’s say "chips" instead of "french fries"? The name we call fries in Austria has actually changed since I was a child. We used to call them Pommes Frites ("Pomm Free-ts", I guess it's French? I'm a total dummy when it comes to French, but “french” fries...), but now everyone says "Pommes", so we do now actually say the silent "es". ... Okay, I now googled UK McDonald's and it says fries? xDD 

"‘Jonathan Sims’, the name read. She knew him. Well, knew of him, the things they said about him in the break room, the sort of things that passed across Mr. Bouchard’s desk about him." [...] "Sims was different. He was insecure, aggressive, desperate to be taken seriously. Of course, having seen his file, Rosie kind of understood. Why on earth Mr. Bouchard had given him the job at all was a mystery to her, but it didn’t make it any easier to talk to him." That is so Eye of the Eye (does that make sense? xD). To feed Jon what people thought about him...

"She still smiles, though. Just in case." God, that gets me...

It is really cool to see all these events through the eyes (heh) of someone else, someone in the periphery.

"Behind his desk, without missing a beat of his conversation, Elias caught her eye, and suddenly she was a child again, creeping towards the rotten board in her parents’ attic, burning to know what lurked behind it, [FLOORBOARD CREAKS WARNINGLY] unsuspecting of the squirming nest of half-dead insect bodies she was about to reveal. [INSECTILE AND SQUIRMING NOISES] Then she was back in the office. Mr. Bouchard was still smiling." Hehehe, Elias doing his memory insertion thing...

"What if he got angry? She couldn’t afford to lose this job. She couldn’t." I am, fortunately, in a very privileged position of being almost unable to be fired, but I'm the same... Afraid the boss will get angry. She can't fire me, but she can make work a living nightmare for me. And she knows it. And she knows that I know.

"but… what if it made Mr. Bouchard angry? Why did the thought of that terrify her so?" Yeah that. Rosie's statement got me a lot more than that of MAG 188, which did sound very much like a social anxiety statement.

"She was working for evil. Not someone misguided, not selfish, but truly evil. And she knew she was going to sit there and ignore that fact. She knew the sort of information he had on everyone, and now she knew what he was capable of, what he might do if he thought Rosie might be a threat." Capitalism is the enemy!!!11

"People have come to see Elias. No. Not people. Not anymore." Ouch... (Thinking of Jon and Martin here because she wondered about helping them.)

"Where else could she have gone? Mr. Lukas was dead. Mr. Bouchard was missing. So many friends and colleagues dead. The violence, the gunshots. The old man and his… daughter? Their murderous joy. She couldn’t stop thinking about their faces. How they had looked right past her as they ran through the building." Rosie should get a good therapist when all this is over... And uh... this of course requires a therapist, who can do their job... Like post Change doesn't sound like fun for anyone...

MARTIN: "Oi! Dickhead! Come down here so we can kick your arse!" I'm so proud of you, Martin! xD

MARTIN: "Yeah I got that. What’s wrong with him?" JON: "Nothing. Nothing’s wrong with him. He’s the pupil of The Eye." MARTIN: "Meaning?" JON: "He won." Hmm. I thought it was clear that he won as soon as he got his Eyepocalype? xD What they think he’s doing? Sitting in a corner all sad while listening to Caramelldansen?

@a-mag-a-day

[redstringraven]

ahh hi, i just wanted to drop by and say that while i’ve absolutely LOVED your enneagram series, your mikey installment just completely blew me away. he’s my favoritest boy in the world so i love love love seeing me some good analysis.

this isn’t to say that i think overall tmnt 03 fandom handles mikey poorly—absolutely not, i’m actually consistently impressed with how much love and appreciation he gets! but i feel like a lot of interpretations of him tend to sand his edges down a little? one of the reasons he’s my favorite 03 boy is because… well, he’s kind of a mean guy sometimes! i really really loved seeing your examination of where those seemingly out-of-pocket quips come from. and while we all love those moments of thoughtful empathy from him, like with his oft-quoted insight during leo’s emo arc, i am so happy to see you acknowledge this scene as something that can COEXIST with his fear of vulnerability and self reflection, not something that DISPROVES it. does that make any sense??? i don’t know i’m just SO happy to see a properly nuanced take on 03 mikey since he’s imo the most deceptively opaque of his counterparts in other iterations.

anyways yeah i just wanted to say i found your analysis really uniquely insightful and i will definitely be keeping some of your commentary in mind as i continue my rewatch of 03 :) (also did u HAVE to call me out so hard in the section on gluttony and needing to fill the void with more stuff to consume because um. ow. /lighthearted.)

;-; fjkjkd THANK YOU so much!! i'm so glad i could provide, and especially that i was able to do the mikester justice. he's a goofy guy, sweet boy, got a lot going on in that noggin' of his.

i think you hit the nail on the head, there; mikey's just as 'capable of being mean' as his brothers are. like, don having to remind him that they're just as much 'monsters' as the folks from the underground are. mikey's definitely freaked out in these episodes, so he might be walking the line of 'average' and stress-1, but i think it's fair to say this is some of that judgement, black/white thinking and pessimism rearing its head. and this is despite after he says they shouldn't trust the undergrounders, raph asks "why?". raph's got a good track record of detecting sus behavior, yet he's pretty calm right now...should be a signal that things are fine, but mikey's not receptive of it (speaking of, he's the only one out of the three who doesn't have any dialogue throughout the scene where the y'lyntian is monologuing up until he shuts down the guy's """offer""" for them to live in the underground city; i'm going to be self-indulgent and say his 8 was doing ye ol' sussing out power and intent here).

BUT YEAH NO, i agree and think that the insight scene in samurai tourist is a great example of "both can be true". more than one thing or feeling can be happening at once, you very much make sense and i shake your hand. u-u!!!

and fHLFDSKGHLSD i apologize for the call out >xDD the enneagram can and will do that as you begin homing in on your type. i've had several instances while reading up on my own where i just caught myself staring at a wall like

thank you so much for the wonderful words and the ask!! ;w; i'm so happy you liked it and that i did good by our friendly neighborhood battle nexus champion. have a wonderful day, duder! ✌🖤🌷

[luci-cunt]

scare + sleep intimacy for andreil for the au mashup 😳

(hi ily!!!!!

K so hear me out: Andrew is a dumb bitch

I say this because I love him and also because he’s a massive hypocrite

He’s seen Neil scared, seen Neil clinging to sanity, seen Nathaniel ready to carve out a path to safety innocent bystanders be damned

But– it’s all been about self preservation, about Neil 

There was the time that new kid on the hockey team decided it would be funny to dress up as a murderous butcher for Halloween and very nearly got butchered by the foxes when Neil went four shades of milk white and wouldn’t stop saying “I’m fine” no matter what they asked. 

(and he was fine, because the guy’s costume was shit. But then the guy started blabbing about how cutting off legs first is the best option because then you don’t even need to tie up your victims and everything went downhill)

There’s the times when an older women calls out a name a little too sharply and Andrew sees Neil leave and whatever identity appear

There’s the time Neil woke up after falling asleep at his desk and his legs fell asleep 

There’s a lot of times Neil’s been scared, he’s a flighty person who’s lived a life that leads to a lot of triggers

but– again, those have all been about Neil. 

Neil being attacked, Neil being reminded of things that happened to him, Neil reacting to threats to himself. 

However, one night, they’re on the roof. 

They’re bickering, Andrew’s smoking and glaring at Neil every time he steals the stick just to take a lazy drag and stare out at the skyline. 

It wasn’t a good day for Andrew, and they’ve got their legs hanging over the ledge and Andrew’s heart is pounding and his hands are pressed firmly into the concrete to pretend they aren’t shaking with every heavy beat. It’s rare that he’s ever this close to the edge, but the all consuming fear is better when he’s the one causing it. 

He and Neil have slipped into a quiet, content silence and if Andrew could admit it, it’s probably one of his favorite things in the world. 

It’s getting late though, and cold, and Andrew doesn’t want to waste anymore cigarettes on the dumbass who’s not even smoking them, so he stands up.

But he’s an idiot, he’s been smoking and sitting still for at least an hour and the last substantial food he had was a box of old chow mien at 11:30. 

So he wobbles a bit, and he’s right on the edge and there’s not really a place to steady himself 

and 

he

slips.

He knows the moment it’s practically all over and he feels the jolt of panic all the way through his fingertips before he even starts to fall– it’s almost painful. 

But then, Neil grabs his shirt and yanks him back, the momentum sending them both sprawling, heads knocking against concrete and clothes and skin tearing. 

Andrew’s in shock, he can’t really move, but Neil’s practically teleporting. He’s over Andrew in a second, not touching but his eyes are wide and his breathing’s heavy and he’s saying something and it takes a moment for Andrew to catch up with whatever it is. 

“Well, that was close,” Andrew says, his voice sounds as flat as usual despite the franticness of his heartbeat. 

Neil freezes, and then sags, his whole body going practically limp as his forehead lands on Andrew’s chest. Instinctively Andrew’s hand goes for the back of his neck, and Neil grabs his wrist. Andrew can tell he’s straining not to hold it in a death grip, straining to make sure Andrew knows he can break out of the hold if he wants to. 

“Fuck,” Neil curses, muffled and breathless. “I can’t be on the roof right now,” he adds. Andrew doesn’t say anything, just waits for Neil to calm down a bit, he can feel his pulse – just as erratic as Andrew’s – and it doesn’t calm, not even when Neil pulls himself upright. 

They go downstairs, Neil hasn’t let go of Andrew’s wrist and Andrew hasn’t mentioned it. 

Kevin’s in the living room, he’s watching an exy game with his earbuds and ignores them as they pass. 

Andrew sits on his bed and Neil hesitates until Andrew tugs him down. 

“Yes or no?” Neil asks. 

“No,” Andrew says, not willing to do anything with Neil while he’s obviously on the verge of a panic attack. 

Neil shakes his head, “no, no not like that I just– I need to–” he squeezes Andrew’s wrist for a fraction of a second, almost involuntarily. 

Slowly, Andrew nods, “shoulders,” he says, and Neil’s hands move fast, and his grip turns deathly as his head sags, pressing against Andrew’s chest like he had before. 

It’s not a hug, that wouldn’t be comforting to either of them, but its proof Andrew’s sitting here, alive, breathing, not splattered on the pavement in front of the Tower. 

“Don’t fucking do that,” Neil whispers. “I’ll give you anything just don’t fucking do that ever again.”

Andrew’s hand goes to the back of Neil’s neck and his grip’s just as tight as Neil’s. It’s minutes or hours or maybe years before they shift to lay down, limbs aching from holding tense positions for so long. 

They fall asleep still touching though, and Andrew can’t help but wonder how the hell he managed to get here. 

How he managed to become something that terrifies Neil Josten in the worst way possible. 

(alsdfj this turned out long I got emotional ;aldf sorry there’s like, barely any sleep intimacy….)

[Psst– send me two fic prompts and I’ll tell you how I’d mash them]

[stanknotstark]

Astral Pt. 8 (Loki x Reader)

Ok guys they’re REUNITED! God i hope you all know that I wrote all 7 parts in one day because i was so obsessed with getting chapters out so i wouldn’t have to write them daily or lose my thoughts!! Ok well now i have some time to figure out where the story will go from here or if i end it here....

IM JUST JOKING it’s not over yet XDD it’s barely begun :p Feel free to send messages about what you think is gonna happen or who might make minor appearances, villain or hero, cuz i have some planned out! I’ve been doing research guys, i bought a marvel encyclopedia for the first time in years cuz i visited the store the other day and loaded up on comic books again it’s been awhile but my collection is growing again ^^

You’re standing next to Natasha when the brothers drop down from the sky in their rainbow elevator thing. Thor called it the bifrost? It wasn’t something Loki had talked about when you had been on speaking terms, he must have not found it important enough.

The brothers landed outside on Stark’s glorified patio, 91 floors up. You almost forget to breathe as you look at Loki. His hair is a little longer now, he’s definitely lost some weight, and the bags under his eyes tell you enough. His face is cold as he looks around and, angrily, lets Thor lead him inside where you all stand in various places waiting on them. You note that both the brothers are dressed casually but it’s still a bit much, Earth wise. 

You swallow as Loki first sees Tony and smirks at him, “Seems I won’t be missing that drink you promised?” 

Tony gave him a once over then shrugged. “I guess you deserve a small break. Thor filled me in on what’s been going on.” Tony said, you thought you could hear a hint of a threat lacing his words though. Loki huffed and rolled his eyes looking at the rest of the team before his eyes landed on you. 

You looked into his eyes for what felt like hours but must have only been seconds. The angry look he had been parading in dropped and you saw a flurry of reactions so quick everyone else would miss it but you knew Loki. You try your best to keep your face disinterested, not quite sure if you succeed. Still a bit hurt he told you to never come back coming to the front of your mind you look away and whisper to Nat, “I gotta go, fill me in on what happens.” Then you rush out.

You hear Tony saying, “You already scared off y/n..” as you left the room. 

You basically run to your room and slam the door shut. Your breathing had started becoming haggard on your way up and only intensified as you closed yourself in your room. Both your hands gripped at your hair and pull, your eyes squeezed shut, tight. You shouldn’t be reacting like this it was Loki, it was just Loki. He wouldn’t hurt you, physically. You had thought that you were over whatever heartbreak you had all those years before. How the fuck were you to function normally around him if just one look at him made you this panicky? Made your heart beat so hard you thought it might break out of your ribs. Made you want to cry deliriously happy and sad at the same time. 

You let go of your hair, let your tears fall, and punched the wall a few times, hoping the pain in your hands would ground you. Luckily, it did, but you’d probably have to come up with an excuse because your knuckles were blooming dark purple. You took in deep breaths, copying what Loki had taught you to do when you got to worked up, subconsciously, the thought of him causing you to freak a bit more but then you just focused on breathing. 

It’s a few hours later when Natasha comes to your room and tells you dinner is ready. You had settled and had a book open in your lap as you sat on your bed. You consider skipping dinner and you’re about to say it when you see the look Natasha is giving you. She had been the one to teach you to over come your fears, to face them head on. She probably thought you were scared of Loki because he had tried to take over the world. Oh, how wrong she was. You nodded and told her you were gonna wear something else. She left you in peace and you sighed, rubbing a hand over your face then putting on your brave face and getting dressed in something casual. A simple t-shirt and jeans would suffice. 

When you entered the dinning room, a floor below yours, everyone was seated. Natasha had left you a seat. Right next to Loki. You swallowed and studiously kept your eyes anywhere but on Loki when you sat down. You realized Loki was very tense when you sat next to him but said nothing on the matter. 

“Brother! This is dear Y/n I mentioned, she’s got a quick wit just like you, I’m sure you both will be the best of friends!” 

You smiled at Thor but it probably came off as more of a grimace because Thor gave you a frown. Loki said nothing and focused on eating his food. The whole table got silent realizing something was up between you and Loki. You cleared your throat and tried to sooth things over by looking at Loki. His eyes caught yours and for a second you got lost in them, again. God, get ahold of yourself!

Mentally shaking your head you plastered a smile on and said, “Nice to meet you, Loki, I can’t wait to get to know you.” You finish lamely then quickly look at your food and begin stuffing your face so you wouldn’t have to speak anymore. 

“Riiiiiight.” Tony said eyeing you and Loki suspiciously. Steve sat next to him frowning at your attitude. You missed the silent conversation Natasha and Clint had. 

“You’re going to choke if you continue to eat like a bilge snipe that hasn’t seen food in weeks.” Loki said in a casual voice.

You choke. You swallow what is in your mouth, Natasha hitting your back a few times, and then you laugh. 

God you missed Loki. 

“Remember when you swallowed that moon berr-” Stopping yourself short you swallowed and closed your eyes, last seeing Loki’s happy look turn into a neutral face as he glances around at the team. Damn. 

“Remember? You two know each other?” Natasha asked, nudging you with her elbow. Thankfully you see she reserves her judgement on the situation. 

Sighing you look at the team and set your utensils down. 

“Loki is...” You shot Loki a confused look as if to ask if you still were but shook your head and continued on looking at Nat primarily, “We’re soulmates. I first met Loki when I was 13 years old.” 

“In person?” Steve asked.

“No, I can astral project my spirit but because I’m his soulmate it wasn’t hard it just kind of happened when I needed him most.” 

You picked up your glass of water, noticing you are shaking a bit. You especially tried not to jump when you felt Loki set a comforting hand on your thigh under the table. Taking a drink you looked at the table, took a deep breath, then let your eyes come back up to the confused team. 

“When you needed him most?” Tony asked after a few minutes of silence. 

Looking at Tony you bit your lip. Should you....

“My grandfather killed my grandmother in front of me when I was 13, I hid in my closet and closed my eyes, when I opened them I was in a room in Asgard.” 

“She was in one of my mental rooms that I use to astral project. A fabricated room I made when I was younger.” Loki said, his eyes only on you. 

“He was always there when something bad happened and we became best friends. I was 17 when I realized I had magic, his magic.” You said looking at Nat who looked confused. “Because we’re connected through our mind and soul, I draw my power from him. The powers I have are Loki’s in a sense but at the same time my own, I can do some things he can’t and vice versa.” 

“So if Loki just like, hypothetically, died,” Tony rolled his eyes when Loki glared at him, “Hypothetically! Would you lose your powers?” 

You swallowed as a knot formed in your throat and looked at Loki with sad eyes, willing him to answer because you surely didn’t have an answer for that. 

“Possibly.” Loki clipped out, sending a glare at Tony, as if damning him for making you think of that preposterous idea. 

Tony hummed in thought. 

“If you’re soulmates, why did she react the way she did when she first saw you?” Thor asked, mostly aiming the question to Loki. Loki looked at Thor, angry, then let out a breath and held his chin high. 

“We had a falling out three years ago.” 

“No doubt your fault?” Thor said causing Loki to nod once with a roll of his eyes. 

“No!” You yelled looking at Loki with exasperation. “I’m the one that chose to leave!” 

“I’m the one that gave you an ultimatum.” Loki ground out, frowning at you. 

“You were trying to keep me safe.” You said causing Loki to scoff. 

“Ok, wait, what happened so we can all choose our sides respectfully here?” Clint asked. 

“Shield found out about my powers when I was 17, said once I turn 18 they can give me an offer I can’t refuse. I could work for them. Loki said not to do it because it sounded like they were gonna use me as a weapon, that we knew nothing about Shield and what it stood for,” You sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose with closed eyes, “I told him I was gonna take up their offer considering I had a bad home life, he argued Shield could be more dangerous and I told him I was still gonna take the offer anyways so he offered an ultimatum.” Letting your hand fall down to your lap and over Loki’s, still resting on your lap. You softly caressed his knuckles under the table. When you had closed your eyes, to pinch your bridge, you missed the concerned look Loki gave as he saw the violet bruises on your knuckles. 

“He said if I leave to never come back because he wouldn’t be able to watch me get hurt.” 

Tony breathed through his teeth, a hiss, but otherwise everyone stayed silent. 

“I left.” You finished lamely.

The table stayed silent for awhile, everyone gathering their thoughts and questions, until Steve spoke up. 

“After she left, what did you do Loki?” 

“I had Heimdal watch over her-”

“He is all seeing.” Thor said quickly to help out.

“-and I told him that if she were to find any trouble she could not handle to send me to her.” 

You looked up at Loki, shocked, who zealously kept his eyes on Steve. You offered what comfort you could by grasping his hand and squeezing. You smiled inwardly as Loki’s tense form softened slightly. 

“I’m taking it she never ran into trouble she couldn’t handle.” Steve said, more as a statement than a question.

“From what Heimdal has told me, joining Shield is the best thing to happen to her and I almost stopped that.” 

“You couldn’t have known.” You said quietly, frowning in thought, Loki finally looked down at you and your heart almost broke in half at the hurt in his eyes. 

“All you wanted was the best for me and I’m sorry I left,” You looked down and squeezing his hand before looking back up at his eyes, “I’m sorry I left and never tried to reach you again but I’m not sorry about the decision I made.” 

Loki looked at you for a bit then nodded, satisfied with something he found on your face or possibly in your eyes. “I’m sorry I never tried to reach out to you too.” Loki admitted.

You glanced at Thor who sat next to Loki, looking a little put out he never knew about the both of you. 

“Sorry we didn’t tell you Thor I kind of wanted to keep it a secret because I was going through a lot and wasn’t very trusting of strangers at the time.” You said to placate Thor, making the blame fall on you instead of Loki since their relationship was already rocky to begin with. A minor way you could apologize to Loki about not contacting him. 

Thor smiled, genuinely, then said “I’m just happy to make your acquaintance now, y/n.” 

Everyone went back to eating their almost cold meal now. Natasha and Clint the only ones that noted that you and Loki ate with one hand the entire time.

Conversations flowed between the team smoothly like you all were meant to be there, together. No one made any comments on the fact that you and Loki couldn’t keep your eyes off each other the entire time either.

Pt. 7/Pt. 8/?

Tag list: @justfangirlthingies @emelieh99  @high-functioning-lokipath​ 

[ray-ray-writings]

Ooooo bro we gonna be at this til my phone dies XDD Here's another one for Technoblade, it's shown his characters love language is gifting (his reaction to Ranboo's gift, giving pogtopia armor and supplies, giving tommy so much,and of course Philza's friendship emeralds) so what if reader caught on to this and decided mmh, Techno would like this, oo! And this too. And eventually throughout a few months decided to give him all these things to him in on go. (Bb boy would probably cry😭) -🎻

Broooo. I 100% agree. Techno would absolutely love getting gifts but wouldn’t be great at showing it sometimes. 🎻 your brain is huge

Everytime you would go out to a village, or to L’Manberg, or even just out on a walk through some biome, something would catch your eye and you would think “oh Techno would like this” and you’d snag it and on your way home you would kind of begin to doubt yourself and so you’d hide the thing away in a chest that you had designated as Techno’s gifts. Sooner or later that chest fills up and it’s completely full, so you decide to give everything to Techno at once. So you load up your inventory and make your way to his home. He’s a little surprised at your sudden appearance but welcomes you in nonetheless. “So what do I owe this pleasure?” He would ask, sitting down at the kitchen table. And you wouldn’t even respond. You would just item dump everything on the kitchen table. There’s books, flowers, jewels, weapons, and much more, just a little bit of everything. And Techno pauses and is like “what’s this” and a sheepish shrug bounces through your shoulders as you shyly smile “gifts. For you” you offered. Techno stares at the pile in disbelief for a while. He can’t believe you got all this stuff for him. Like it genuinely surprises him that you would see something and pick it up because it reminded him of you. You take his silence the wrong way. You think that he hates everything and so you try to back track, claiming it was stupid and you shouldn’t have brought it. But then you’re swept into a giant hug and Techno buries his face in your neck and just thanks you so sincerely. You give a small your welcome and decide to give him more gifts often.

After you’ve left, Techno is putting everything away ever so gently. As he’s putting everything away, tears are absolutely building in his eyes because he’s just so touched. He loses it though once he finds a little note with a simple “I saw this and thought of you. I love you Tech”. And it’s then he decides you’re all he’s ever wanted and all he’s ever going to need.

I’m still playing around with the Drabble format, so let me know what y’all think. P.S. if you send something in and I don’t respond for a few hours, I’m probably either asleep or in class. Fear not, I’ll see it and get to it. I’m just probably unconscious or doing school related things.

[onyxiana-is-obsessed]

BRO YOUR IMAGINE WHERE S/O WAS KILLED AFTER THEY DIDN’T BELIEVE HER ABOUT THE CLONE THING WAS AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! can I ask for a part 2 or an Alternative ending? Where the body the police found wasn't the reader, they somehow find that the villains used the reader to transform her into a Nomu!! Like hearing her distorted voice blaming them PLEASE I WANT TO CRY MORE xdd

I’m glad you liked it! I am so sorry this is so late! I decided to make this a part two instead of an alternate ending! You did say you wanted to cry more so I did my best to make it as angsty as possible! I hope you like it! Length: 2k Pronouns used: She/her

Warnings: Swearing, details of a murder.

Disillusioned (Part 1)

Tag list: @shiggi-trash @neon-tries-writing @happynoodle @boku-no-dumbass @peachy-yabbay

Lost Again

The weeks following the incident with the villain were hard for the Big 3, especially Mirio. They hadn’t been the same since meeting her… or him. They hadn’t been the same since the day (f/n) disappeared, and it didn’t go unnoticed. When the trio had brought up meeting the villain to the heroes, they were all extremely concerned.

The biggest concern was whether or not (f/n) was alive. Thanks to what the villain had said, the police had reopened (f/n)’s investigation, going so far as to exhume her body and have it tested.

Unfortunately, the results were the same. Multiple forensic teams had tested her DNA, but all they came up was natural DNA. Meaning the body they’d found was actually her. However, the villain had mentioned being able to create clones, what if this (f/n) was just a realistic clone? The reopening of the investigation stirred the public, causing a bit of backlash.

Why didn’t they know the first time? Why did they exhume her body? Exhuming her body meant disrespect to the family. Why didn’t they do a thorough investigation the first time? A young girl died and no one took it seriously until the Big 3 brought up the villain. How did no one realize the villain had kidnapped her? How come her family hadn’t noticed?

The backlash was rough. Not only for the heroes but for Mirio and (f/n)’s family. They did their best to comfort Mirio and he did his best to comfort them. He’d apologized over and over for neglecting to see that (f/n) wasn’t herself, but her family disagreed. Even they couldn’t tell it wasn’t their (f/n). The villain had perfectly portrayed her, to the point where it was terrifying. If they could do that, that meant the villain could be anyone.

The police quickly got the pro heroes involved with their investigation, doing everything in their power to find (f/n) or at least the villains who did this to her. They didn’t have many clues to go on. There was only one thing that was extremely odd in her case.

Why did they clean her decapitated head?

The idea was baffling, why did the villains want her to be recognized? Cleaning the head meant people would easily identify her, barely any effort needed to be put in. When committing a crime, no one would want the victim to be recognized, yet here the villains were doing the exact opposite. It didn’t make any sense.

However, as odd as that was, there wasn’t anything concrete that led them to the killers or the original villain, who had kidnapped her. In fact, even a few weeks after, the police had little to no information on who was responsible.

“Mirio?” Tamaki called, seeing his friend enter Fat Gum’s agency in his hero suit. Behind him, Nejire popped her head out. She gave him a wave as the three came close together, greeting each other.

“Hey, Tamaki. Good to see you.” Mirio greeted, waving to his friend. Ever since (f/n)’s disappearance, Mirio hadn’t been the same. He wasn’t as cheerful, his smile always seemed forced, and there was always that lingering regret in his eyes.

The trio had been through therapy, and was still going in fact, but it didn’t do much. Their change was drastic and only one good thing came out of all of this. It fueled their need to be heroes even more. They were much more aggressive, more willing to take risks, and always second-guessed anything they found even a little bit suspicious. 

“You’re here, are you ready?” Fat Gum asked, walking to the three. They nodded, wanting to hear more information. “It’s that abandoned warehouse we’ve been passed, numerous times. We think there’s a villain base there and today we’re going to find out.”

“I thought it was empty. I’ve been in there before, but I’ve never seen anything.” Nejire explained, making Fat Gum nod.

“It was empty before, but recent witnesses started seeing activity there. From what we’ve gathered, multiple villains gather there at least once a week. We’re not sure what’s in there, but none of our agents have been able to get in. So, it’s our job now.” The trio nodded, ready to go. It wasn’t a big team by any chance, just Tamaki, Nejire, Mirio, Fat Gum, Ryukyu, and some police officers.

***

The team had arrived at the warehouse and were waiting on the signal from the officers. Mirio took a few deep breaths, trying to get in his hero mindset. He needed to push everything else out of his mind and perform like a hero.

The sad thing was, (f/n) never left their minds. No matter what they did. When they’d wake up in the morning, they’d think of her, when they went to class, when they went to lunch, when they saw their hero suits… that one was a big reminder. Seeing their own hero suits would remind them about how they’d failed to help. Just their suits alone would taunt them and that was only one thing.

The three pushed all of these cruel thoughts out of their head as they got ready for a fight. However, before any orders were given, the door abruptly burst open. A woman with black hair and piercing green eyes glared at them. She waved her hand causing green energy to throw them away. They all flew away and landed on the ground, immediately pushing themselves to stand up.

Nejire was the first one to get to the villain, however, a large purple beast got in her way. The nomu quickly grabbed Nejire, slamming her down onto the ground in front of it. She let out a pained cry as it kicked her away, making Tamaki catch her with his tentacles and bring her back down, safely.

The large nomu let out a loud scream, making the heroes prepare for a battle. The woman smirked as she pointed to the trio and laughed.

“That’s them! Doesn’t it hurt?!” She yelled and they glared at her. The nomu let out another cry but… this one was different.

“No…” Mirio whispered as his resolve shattered right then and there. That shriek was bone-shaking and so familiar. He could feel his heart speed up, there was that feeling in the pit of his stomach, that sinking feeling, it was almost like a bad nightmare. It was a bad nightmare. “No. NO! (F/N)!” The same reaction went through Nejire and Tamaki as they listened to the garbled mess coming out of the Nomu’s mouth. When they focused, they could hear words.

“Your fault!” No. Please no. Anything but that. Mirio ignored all logic and ran to the nomu, throwing himself at it. After his initial shock, all he could feel was intense remorse and regret. He felt the need to beg for mercy and forgiveness. But most of all, he needed the nomu to be some miserable hallucination of his. He couldn’t let this monster be his (f/n).

“(f/n)! I’m sorry! Please! Please don’t let this be you! I’m begging you!” He said, looking at the villain. “Tell me this isn’t her! This isn’t my (f/n)!”

“Oh? Can’t you tell?” She responded with a laugh. Mirio barely had time to respond before the nomu threw him away. Once again, Tamaki caught his friend and set him down.

“Th-that’s he-her!” Mirio cried, tears sliding down his cheeks. Both Nejire and Tamaki were also crying, unable to help it. Her distorted voice, the way it sounded so pained physically hurt them. It was almost as if something was repeatedly stabbing their chests. They felt nauseous and dizzy, it was both disgusting and so fucking sad.

So, the villain lied. The situation was actually worse. At least the other way, (f/n) would’ve died, but here… she was still alive and thinking. Clearly, since she was blaming them.

She sounded just like herself… but at the same time, she didn’t. The trio had frozen up, unable to move or think. Their minds started to shut down, unable to process anything but the fact that their (f/n) was a nomu.

When the pros realized this, the trio was told to leave. No one blamed them, fighting villains was hard enough, but to now have to fight their friend, their cherished loved one, was something else. So, the pros decided to handle the situation.

As the trio was leaving, something clicked for Mirio, and he refused. He knew if (f/n) was still alive and well, she wouldn’t want him to leave her like that. (f/n) was a good person. That last thing she’d want was to be turned into a fucking nomu. A villain to hurt her friends and the other heroes.

“We… have to finish this.” Mirio said. Just those words were enough. No need for an explanation, no need for convincing, because all three of them were thinking the same thing.

So they went back, ignoring the pros. They took a stand and they pushed past their fears. (f/n) wasn’t (f/n) anymore, so they weren’t hurting her. They were hurting the monster she was put in.

The trio worked like never before. It was almost like they were able to read each other’s minds, being able to synchronize their attacks. It was deadly, and that’s exactly what they were trying to do.

“I’m sorry!” Tamaki yelled as his large tentacles threw her away. Nejire flew up into the air and used her super move to take (f/n) down. Mirio was quick to deal the final blow. As much as it hurt and as wrong as it felt, he knew he had to.

They frowned and watched as (f/n) fell over, a pained groan leaving her mouth and her body landing on the ground with a loud thud. She wasn’t going to survive and the three sat by her as she slowly started to slip away. Before she did, though, they had something to say.

“I’m sorry, (f/n). I should’ve believed you. I’m sorry I didn’t, I… I wish I could take it all back. If I could, I would do it in a heartbeat. I love you so much, so much it hurts, baby. I was an awful boyfriend and an awful friend and I’m so, so sorry. I wish I could make it better. I wish I could make you better. I’d give my life for you right now. If we could switch places right now, I’d take that chance so quickly.” Mirio mumbled and only a weakened whine left her mouth. His hand gently grazed against her face. Tamaki reached out and touched her hand, sniffling as he spoke up.

“I-I’m sorry, I should’ve known it w-wasn’t you. I’m s-so sorry (f-f/n). I’m so sorry, I f-failed you. I f-failed as a fr-friend a-and hero. Like Mirio s-said. If I could sw-switch places with you, I w-would. I’m so, so, so sorry, (f/n). I’m so sorry.”

“(n/n)? You’ll be ok,” Nejire sniffled, sitting behind (f/n) and gently rubbing her large, muscly shoulder. “It’s ov-over. I’m sorry too! I wish I knew better. We should’ve trusted you, you had no reason t-to lie or, or do what you did! Y-you w-would never h-have hurt Amajiki. I-I’m so sorry! If I could, I’d give my life for you. I’d… I would trade places with you too, if I could. You don’t deserve this but we do. We… we do.” Her tears slid down her cheeks, landing on (f/n)’s shoulder and sliding down to her collarbone.

Unfortunately, the last sound that left her mouth wasn’t comprehensible. It was the same garbled mess but if this was, in fact, (f/n)… then she knew they were sorry. She knew they regretted what they did… not like it made much of a difference now. 

(f/n) was still gone. They still lost her and it turns out the outcome was worse than what they thought it was originally. How long had the villains had her like this? Did they take care of her? Did they abuse her? Why didn’t they just kill her? Why?

It didn’t matter. There was no one there to answer their questions. All they knew was the body was, indeed, fake. (f/n) had been turned into a nomu… and now she was gone. Again.

[selfshippinglover]

all of the self insert development questions for your harry potter s/i >:3

AWWW THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH MAGNUS!! i’M PROBABLY LATE BUT YESS!! I’M EXCITED :DD

1. Does your insert have a name that’s different from yours? Does the name reflect their character in any way, or is it just because it sounds nice? How did you come up with it?

Nope! I mostly just stick with my own name just cause I like it to feel more like me in world :)

2. Does your insert have a very strong relationship with a f/o, maybe more than one? Tell us a little about the dynamic they have! This can be a bond that’s romantic, familial, or platonic, anything - even an enemy would count as a strong relationship!

~So, Hagrid and I have a very strong friendship before the whole dating thing! :DD I met well he was caring for a mythical creature and we bonded quickly just talking by it tbh :))

~McGonagall and I are best friends! we bond pretty quickly once the school year kicks off! As I’m a newer hire to the school, I’m still getting used to how everything works(I end up going via Hagrid’s recommendation!) and she actually helps me in between classes if I have any questions. We both care strongly for the lives of our students and are annoyed by the ones that are disruptive. So yeah, we also are fast friends :)

~I have a great deal of respect for Dumbledore despite his uhhh, “method” of teaching sometimes being straight up dangerous to others. Sometimes it’s even begrudging respect! I love the way he run things but I wish he’d put the students in less danger >:/ Still, I know I can feel safe to talk to him whenever I may need.

3. Who in their canon are they closest to? Who would they drop everything to come help, if anyone? Who’s the person they’re least close to? Who would they most likely not get along with, if anyone?

~I’m definately closest to Hagrid and McGonagall. I’d drop everything if even one of them was in danger.

~I mean, the only people I don’t really like ar the ones serving Voldemort....and Gilderoy =-=

4. Does your insert have a backstory? Tell us about it! How does their backstory, if any, define who they are? How does it reflect their relationships now? Their hopes and dreams?

~My backstory is very basic: I’m just another wizard in the world. Timid, unsure of what I wanna do with my life, and lowkey craving adventure.(boi does life deliver on that  one fkhjhsjg) One day while walking through many of the forests in the Wiarding Worl, I meet a half giant. We become friends very quick and he shows me around his home as well as educates me on mythical creatures. I find out that he actually works at the most well reknown school in all of the magical world and they have a slot open! I’m anxious at first but decide(after much coaxing and the reminder that he’ll be there if I need him) to give it a shot. I end up making the cut and officially and becoming an assist teacher! I go around as many classes as I can and help out :33 

~The only way my relationships are affected is by becoming closer and making new ones really.

~After having no big dreams, my dream becomes to learn how to help as many students as I can to reach their potential and to feel good about themselves! I always to preach to them about good mental health, remind them to drink often, and be aware when teachers and students aren’t feeling well. I offer to take their place if it’s a magic I know well enough.

5. Does your insert have any magical talents or otherwise special abilities? Are they passive, like the ability to befriend animals, or dangerous power that the villains want? Or if theyre evil - any powers the heroes want to stop?

I mean, as a wizard, I’ve got plenty! i try to have a decent array of everyday use kind of spells, lots of healing focu spells, and self-defense based ones. (I learn more offensive stuff at the school)So yeah, pretty passive.

6. Do they fight? What’s their weapon of choice? Do they stay on the sidelines? What would it take for them to get off the sidelines? Revenge? Saving a loved one? What’s the motivation for them to fight, or to stay OUT of a fight?

I really prefer to not use violence/engage in confrontation and will avoid it by sticking to the sidelines and only intervening when the students fight. If it were to be two professors, I’d probably stay out of it... ^-^’ the big thong that would push me out and/or through my fear would be if someone I cared about was stepping up to the plate/in danger. I can’t let others get hurt!

7. What kind of clothing style do they like? What would they never be caught dead wearing? What’s likely in their closet right now?

~I like a variety of aesethics but my insert ends up sticking to more formal attire sense it’s a school.

~I don’t really like wearing things that show a lot of skin so that really.

~Looots of formal attire, a few dresses, protective gear, enchanted clothes,  and very casual clothing.

8. How do they fit into their canon world? What’s their role to play, if any? Do they have a big destiny? Or do they more live as a side character that’s helpful for the protagonists/antagonists?

I’m mostly a side character that has her own personal arc about feeling good enough in that place and stepping up against my personal fears to help others.

9. Their favorite foods? Colors? Activities? What do they enjoy in life? How do they express their joy for things they like?

~Magic foods are freaking weird so I stick with the most looking stuff XDD

~Red and Pink are still favorite colors, hang out with the other teachers, patrol campus, learn about mythical creatures, take day trips to the shopping districts, read the newspapers, and hang out with my friends :33

~She expresses joy by sharing with others, stimming via movement, and just being all excited when talking about it :33

10. Their least favorites? What don’t they enjoy in life? How do they deal with being presented with things they don’t like?

~just don’t like the usual stuff, anger, confrontation, jerks, being forced into things you know, the usual.

~I just have a  fear reaction to most things so I try to avoid it and/or deescalate things.

11. How easy is it to make your insert angry? Sad? How easy is it to twist their emotions into negative things? By contrast, how easy are they to cheer up? What can brighten a bad day?

~As a sufferer of fear and depression, being sad comes easily. Anger is an emotion reserved for very few evil acts. I’ve learned to cope a bit better at that point so I don’t immediately fall into sadness but a few more pushes or crazy things happening would overwhelm me fast.

~I’m a bit hard to cheer up if I’m suffering a depressive episode but way easier if I just feel bad. Distraction works perfectly fine in that situation. I really just need downtime and my friends faces.

12. Is your insert a loner, or do they prefer crowds? Do they warm up easily, or do they tend to take longer to befriend others? What kinda people do they get along with? Who are they likely to be uncomfortable with?

~I’m pretty sociably flexible as long as there aren’t large crowds. (Though I don’t like meeting groups of new people cause it makes me anxious) I find it easy to befriend others since I treat others like my friends from the start. I can be nice to anyone, ya know? It mostly depends on my energy level that day tbh.

~I’m only really uncomfortable with angry people, people that boost their own ego at the cost of others, people that commit horridly evil acts, and people that are super narrow-minded about things.

13. What are your insert’s goals? Their hopes and dreams for the past/future/present! Do they intend to achieve no matter what? Could anything stop them, big or small?

Nothing big, just exsist happily and not suffer through their terrible mental struggles all the time. Later on though, she decides she wants to help and protect everyone to the best of her ability; no matter the situation. She is very easily pushed into doing things unless it’s for others so uhh, once all the bad stuff happens, the situation and fear for her students and peers pushes her into action.

14. Does your insert have any family relations? How do they get along? How do they disagree? Is it a biological family? Adopted? Or is it found family? How did this family come together, if it was one of the last two?

Not really, no? Well, idk yet. Kinda questioning if McGonagall could be an older sister.

15. Does your insert have any enemies? What’s that dynamic like? Why are they enemies? Did they ever get along in the past? Is patching up differences out of the question for the future?

I mean, the only people she has anything against are people that try to hurt the ones she loves and well, that’s self-explanatory on its own.

16. Free question space! Ask whatever you want to know!

No one asked but Luna Lovegood is underrated as hell and the movies did her dirty!!

[kny-secret-santa2019]

@mysaldate: surprise surprise, dear MJ matched me up to gift you—

I admit it was a great challenge for me since I had to be nice to Douma for Christmas HAHAHAHA

I don’t even know what happened with this one but I tried- XDD I hope you’ll like it.

~ @akaza-s-bitch

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characters: Douma, Enmu, Kotoha, Inosuke

prompts/settings (from your application): "Don’t throw that snowball, or else!" ; cuddling by the fireplace

a/n: I wrote two separate parts or rather "scenes", the overall setting is the same.

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~ Time Before Christmas ~

This was definitely not the Christmas present young Inosuke should’ve gotten. At least not according to his mother.

Douma had a totally different opinion: the boy clearly liked masks. And who wouldn’t like the face of a pretty woman as present? Well, he shouldn’t have taken that part too literal. But now it was far too late: Inosuke forcefully threw the severed head back to the tall man who had proudly offered it to him just now.

Kotoha didn’t have much of a choice than to just stand there and glare at the two in shock. It was too late to intervene anyways.

"Hey hey now.. How about you at least try it on once—" "NO!!" Inosuke had the biggest scowl on his face that a child could manage, plopping down on the floor with his arms crossed in front of his chest, whereas Douma looked heart-shatteringly sad. He had genuinely thought he had the best present ever, and couldn’t understand what was wrong with it? It had been so much work to make that head wearable too...

Kotoha suddenly felt like she now had to go and comfort two children, gluing the shards of their troubled souls together once more. Which actually wasn’t that far from reality. Kneeling down next to her son, she cooed "Hey Suke. Even when you don’t like a present, it is very rude to show it like that. It hurts the feelings of the person who gave it to you, you know? So how about you go and apologize to Douma now."

WHAT. Inosuke was mortified, but when he looked up into his mother’s face with that stern look in her bright green eyes, he could tell that he didn’t have much of a choice. She gently pushed him forward, until he eventually got up and walked over to Douma, who was still sitting in a corner and sulked, Kotoha was pretty certain that he was on the brink of tears by now too. "’M sorry", the boy scoffed, feverishly staring at his feet.

"Ohhhhh how cute!!", Douma’s face lit up in an instant, he was so easily impressed it made Inosuke even more mad at him. It didn’t help when Douma reached out and pulled him onto his lap, laughing happily despite the child’s obvious struggling to escape his grip. Awww, my two favorite men—, Kotoha thought to herself, knowing better than to say it out loud. Instead, she started: "Douma." He knew he was in trouble. His turn for a lecture now. "What did we talk about earlier? No body parts anywhere near the child?" His straight posture suddenly collapsed in itself when it slowly dawned on him. "Ummm.. but I thought... since this was a special occasion and she was ummm.. really pretty—" "Douma. IT’S NOT EVEN CHRISTMAS EVE!!" "Hmph okay fine!! But it wouldn’t stay as pretty for long so I had to give it to him now—" His and Inosuke’s pout were almost on par now. At least one thing they had in common.

Kotoha huffed in resignation. She couldn’t actually be mad at either of them for longer. She had a weakness for the two of them, and she was very well aware of that.

What a great start for Christmas time.

~~~

"Hey hey, not so fast kiddo!", Douma yelled while trying to keep up with the small ball of layers over layers of warm clothing in front of him, who was currently dragging his wooden sleigh up the hill while the pale moon shone onto the broad surface of the shimmering snow. Inosuke giggled with a voice as clear as a bell, exclaiming "Not my fault that you’re so slow!!" before eventually slipping and losing his footing. Before he could slide all the way down the hill, Douma picked him up by the back of his jacket and grinned sweetly, which only served to anger the boy even more. "Let go of me, ugly!!", he struggled and squirmed like a wild animal caught in a trap, but to no avail. Douma was just amused by it, if anything. "Aww don’t be like that! I just helped you out!!" Now it was Douma‘s turn to giggle and to remark "You’re such a good boy, you didn’t even let go of your sleigh when slipping!" It was true, Inosuke hadn’t let go of the string he had pulled the sleigh with before. "I’m a nice guy, so let me help you a bit more~" Douma turned the sleigh around with his foot, before plopping the boy down on top of it. He could pick up the warning glare of Kotoha, who was waiting at the foot of the hill and keeping an eye on her boys. On her very reckless boys. Douma smiled and waved with his free hand, and she hesitantly waved back, a doubtful expression on her face. Which she was more than right to have, as it turned out yet again.

Douma eyed the construct until he was sure Inosuke had a good hold onto the sleigh‘s handle, before chirping "Break a leg!!" He let go of Inosuke‘s jacket and lightly pushed the sleigh forward until it tipped off and started sliding down the hill.

The joyous squealing coming from the young boy on his descent was like music in Douma‘s ears. Although admittedly, he did envy him for this.

He would’ve loved to have a childhood like this. A life like this...

That was when suddenly a calm voice dangerously close to his ear interrupted his train of thought. "Hmm... how about you join him?" "Oh, so you came?!" Douma shot a fangy grin at Enmu, who had apparently just arrived at the scene. "What better thing would there be to do than this on such a wonderful night?" "Haha, knowing you I’d say dreaming?", Douma made a vague gesture towards the young man, who only chuckled in reply. "Yes, that would be quite nice as well. But this is surely a welcome change."

After taking the other two sleighs that Douma and Kotoha had brought with them, the two demons eventually joined in on the fun. Even though Douma tried his best to coax Kotoha into joining them as well, she decided to watch from the sidelines and make sure nothing bad happened to any of them.

Though there she had made her calculations without her son.

During their race down the hill, Inosuke shifted his weight to cause his sleigh to crash into Douma’s, making both of them topple over and tumble downhill. "Woahhh—", Douma tried his best not to roll over Inosuke‘s tiny body, although this didn’t go vice versa: Inosuke continued "accidentally" hitting and kicking the tall man on his way down, while Enmu was laughing in the background. "Hahahaha, so that is an upper rank Kizuki for y— wahhh!!", Douma had kicked the sleigh from underneath him, the lower ranked demon lost his hold and fell as well, eventually joining the chaotic ball on its unstoppable descent.

Meanwhile Kotoha was in shock once more, praying to the gods that her son would survive this. Why did they always have to make her worry about them like that??

These worries soon vanished into thin air though, seeing as the chaotic trio had arrived at the bottom of the hill. They had come to a halt a few meters apart from each other, their bodies shaking in violent laughter. It sounded so carefree and light that Kotoha couldn’t help but succumb to its contagiousness, crouching down next to her son and scooping him up onto her lap.

"Haha! I can’t believe that kid is not mine!!", Douma snickered, followed by Inosuke yelling in offense "You wish!!" They broke out into laughter once more, and they couldn’t stop until they were all out of breath. Kotoha was the first to recollect herself. "So, was that it already or will you guys go for it once more?" "Again!!", Inosuke wiggled from side to side, eyes glowing in excitement. "You should long be in bed..", his mother tried to scold him, but seeing the disappointed face of his, she couldn’t help but agree to stay for a bit longer. Douma slid closer to her, wrapping an arm around her slim shoulders. "Only if you join us this time~" "What?? No, that wouldn’t go well—" His grip around her tightened. "Awww my love, I will make sure you stay safe! Just this once, pleaase?" "...Only this once." "Yaaay!!"

The four of them stood up and knocked the dirt and snow off their clothes, before starting their ascent up the hill once more. That’s when Douma suddenly had the glorious idea to pick Kotoha up and carry her bridal style. Much to Inosuke‘s chagrin. He pulled a very displeased grimace, before crouching down and gathering as much snow as his small hands could manage in their thick gloves. The shape he formed with it was far from round, but it would surely serve its purpose.

Pulling at the ends of his ponytail, he got Douma’s attention. And as soon as he turned his head, he was met with a child‘s hand full of snow. Blinking in surprise, he shook his head to get rid of the cold substance that now partly landed in Kotoha‘s face. Inosuke let out a boisterous laugh, all while crouching down to gather yet another pile of snow. Instead of Douma, Kotoha warned "Inosuke, don’t throw that snowball or else—" she tapped Douma‘s shoulder as a signal to let her down. As soon as her feet touched the ground, another snowball flew through the air, but just as it was about to hit Kotoha‘s chest, it was deflected by Douma’s hand in front of her. "Hmm, that was a close one champ~" Inosuke secretly feared his mother to be mad at him: he hadn’t even aimed for her. But instead, she gave him a mischievous grin, before swiftly moving to grab a handful snow from the ground and throw it towards her son as retaliation.

"Uh-oh." Enmu grasped the situation unusually quick and slowly retreated to not get in the crossfire, just in time before Douma announced gleefully "SNOWBALL FIGHT!!"

At first Kotoha and Inosuke were the only ones occupied with each other, but that was until Douma interrupted their fight by throwing a snowball in Kotoha‘s direction. Now it was her and Inosuke versus Douma. "Enmuuu~", he whined, "you won’t let me fight alone, now will you?!" With one swing of his fan, he created a huge lotus flower of ice that he could use as a shield from the incoming attacks. "Hey, that’s not fair! I thought we had said no demon cheating today!!", the woman giggled. "Sorry love!", Douma replied, "but I need to have a chance against you two!!" Enmu suddenly approached Douma, who then let out a sigh of relief. "Ah good you’re finally gonna help m—", he was interrupted by a chunk of weirdly slimy snow, which the mouth on Enmu’s hand had just spat into his face. The second time he had gotten hit in his face today.

Now it was all clear: Kotoha, Inosuke and Enmu versus the self-proclaimed ice queen Douma. "Hey you guys, that’s totally unfair!! What did I do to you to deserve this—" "You’re totally in the advantage here. Don’t tell me you fear losing against mere humans?", Enmu taunted, his tone of voice as calm as ever. "Well yeah, if I want to keep them!!" A transparent frozen ice block hit Enmu in the face. Douma straightened his posture before mocking the younger demon. "Yup yup, revenge sure is sweet~!" Enmu wiped his bloody nose which had very likely been broken, the cuts from the tiny ice shards all over his face had already fully healed. His faint signature smile crept onto his features. "Close one, Number 2! You almost injured your precious little humans there!!" "Oh, how kind of you to worry! But I am pretty confident in my aiming skills, so no need for that! Besides, I’d say I hit the target perfectly."

In the meantime, Kotoha and Inosuke had already counted themselves out of their quarrel as soon as Douma had thrown that ice block. They had started their own little snowball fight a few feet away from the demons. Though Enmu’s "worry" sure proved itself reasonable, the two were still recklessly close. That kind of trust was something Douma had been working hard to earn, so it was not a surprise that Kotoha relied on him to not let anything happen to her or her son. Especially not in something as plain as a snowball fight.

Enmu still couldn’t understand why these two humans were so special to Douma, but he had to admit that he himself liked them better than other humans as well. But that was probably only due to the amount of time he had spent getting used to them thanks to the ice queen’s "orders".

The snowball fights certainly wouldn’t have found an ending until dawn, if it hadn’t been for Kotoha reminding Douma that she was getting exhausted, which was not exactly an argument he would’ve accepted as such, but as soon as she told him she was getting cold, he seemed to completely forget about his ongoing fight and dropped everything to leave and go home. Much to Enmu’s frustration: and there he had been so sure he might’ve been close to winning! But in the end, he knew he had no other choice than to accept his fate and follow the others on their way back home.

The moon was already past its highest point when the four of them arrived, Inosuke already fast asleep with his arms wrapped around his mother’s shoulders, she couldn’t help but smile gently. Although it still was a mystery how he didn’t wake up from the ruckus Douma had caused, constantly prompting Kotoha to give him the child to hold it himself. She kept refusing his biddings solely for the reason that she knew as soon as she would give her son to Douma, he would inevitably wake up and not go back to sleep anytime soon.

"Enmu could help with that!! Right, riiight??" "I sure could. But why would I grant you that wish? Why should I use our master’s abilities for something like this?", he giggled softly, obviously not about to budge on this. While Douma and him kept arguing, Kotoha entered the cabin and sat down on a futon, one-handedly wrapping herself and her boy in a blanket. That was until Douma approached them, cooing "Awww you’re still cold? Let me help you with that~ can’t let my loved ones freeze to death now can I~" Enmu surely would’ve rolled his eyes, if he had been listening at all. Instead, he had already zoned out, frozen in place where he had entered and staring off into nowhere. This was nothing unusual though, so none of the others seemed to really take notice of it. After taking off his Kimono and draping it around Kotoha’s shoulders, Douma turned to light the fireplace as usual. Once everything was prepared, he effortlessly picked Kotoha up, who was still holding Inosuke, before plopping down on the futon himself, carefully placing the small woman in his lap with a heavy sigh, as if this act would’ve actually taken any effort. It seemed to bother him that she didn’t appear to fully relax in his embrace, so he sighed once more, as dramatically as he could manage before not so subtly hinting "Y’know if you’re that cold.. you’d just have to come a little closer, cuz I’d say I’m pretty hot." Kotoha chuckled before eventually leaning back against his chest and pinching his cheek from below "Sure you are." He hadn’t exactly expected that, so he couldn’t keep a faint pink blush from spreading across his face.

Enmu seemed to awaken from his trance, sauntering over to the trio to grasp the opportunity and poke Douma’s cheeks as well. "Awww would you look at that? The great Upper Moon Two is fluste—" he was interrupted once more this day when Douma reached out and pulled him down as well. "Now, now, little moon. Aren’t the four of us a cute bunch like this?" Kotoha chuckled and pulled the utterly confused Enmu closer to herself as well, a warm smile on her face that would’ve made the strongest man melt. And Enmu wasn’t even that.

But just when he relaxed a bit, getting lost in her pretty green orbs, Douma’s voice reprimanded him "Hey don’t look at her like that! She’s all mine~" Now all of them were laughing and Douma tightened his embrace around his smaller companions when it eventually became quiet again, the only things audible being Inosuke’s soft snoring and the soothing crackling of the fire.

And of course it was Douma who eventually broke the silence.

"Hey. Hey Enmu. About tomorrow.. Snowball fight?"

"Snowball fight."

[one-piece-dumpster-fire]

QueennNnn!! Your art isn't awful! Its friggin beautiful and you can't change my mind!!💖💖💖💖💖 Also, while I'm sending an ask, can I have some more information about your adorable babies👀👀 (I wanna make more drawings for them uwu💕)

Ahhhh alrighty alrighty, I’m not gonna argue with you sweetie hehe😂💖! I’m just,,, super happy that you all like my art so much huhuhu, and thank you for always being such a dear to me💖💖💖!!!

AahhaAAAAh, about the babies—-🙈🌠💖! I’d be absolutely honored and delighted to tell you more about them!!! I don’t know if I should put this under a cut or not though because…. phew…. it’s gonna be a bit long xD (and I also don’t have any good drawings left of them and unfortunately need to use some terrible old sketches because??? I don’t draw our children often enough??? Pffff that still needs to change💕)

here’s a warning for me being indulgent and swooning over my Crachelle babies up ahead xD!

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Trifle

She’s a true Daddy’s girl through and through xD Her hair color is actually a very light pink but with slightly purple undertones, basically a mix of Angel’s and Big Mom’s hair- aaaand she got my bright, blue eyes😂 Trifle is a very open-hearted and kind girl, although she tends to be a bit too dreamy sometimes! Her father is her ultimate hero and she wants to be just like him while growing up. Many of her clothes are actually mirroring that as well, and she even started to put a special kind of fire-crackers into her hair to further showcase her close bound with Papa Cracker lol. Unfortunately though… she never really knows what she actually wants and is more than once lost in her own little fantasies, which can occasionally come to bite her. Flambe is Trifle’s favorite aunt and often helps her when she’s dealing with yet another girl crush again huhu xDD

Fun fact: when she was little she used to plant ‘magic seeds’ (rocks) in our garden, hoping that they would grow to give her a little sister someday. (yes, Cracker and I really regret watching Thumbelina with her)

Pretzel

Although Trifle tries to imitate her Papa as good as possible, it’s actually Pretzel who is stuck with resembling Cracker the most- but only appearance-wise! As you can probably tell, he’s the spitting image of his dad… minus the lack of eyebrows and some other little details haha xD Pretzel is a bit of a shy boy who tends to overthink certain things and often has some difficulties with making new friends- but once someone spends a bit of time with him, he truly thaws up to be one of the coolest people around! His relationship with his father is rather strained, mostly because Cracker has many high expectations for his oldest son, and if he doesn’t live up to them…. well, things can get a bit problematic xd Pretzel also got a hearing problem and communication is a little difficult, but he’s always doing his best to let people know about how he feels! His favorite uncle is Oven, who often helps him with training and getting stronger.

Fun fact: Pretzel actually dislikes his name. A lot. The fact that he was basically named after a sword constantly haunts him, even if he tries not to think about it lol

Eclair/Anne

Nothing about her ever stays the same for long, since Eclair is a true free spirit! Her natural hair color is a rich brown with some lilac undertones, but it can be rather hard to tell because she loves to change it on an almost monthly basis! Out of all the siblings she’s probably the smartest and most cunning, and always knows just how to get her way xD Eclair often pretends to be naive or even somewhat stupid so people will leave her alone or to avoid certain duties lol, but depending on the situation she might actually show her true colors to help those that are dear to her! She prefers to do things that bring her fun or pleasure rather than strict chores, and one of her favorite hobbies is painting pictures to express herself! She’s the anti-social bee of the family, although her parents often nudge her to be a bit more open and find friends xD Her favorite uncle is Mont-d’Or and she also enjoys spending time with Amande, since they can both understand her more introvert behaviour and love for artistic outlets!

Fun fact: she’s actually a bit short-sighed and supposed to wear glasses, but she never does! And if her parents were to ask her about it, she’ll simply respond and say that she ‘lost’ them again lol

Dodger

Did you ever ask yourself… ‘what if there was a kid that’s basically just like Cracker, only 100 times worse?’ no? Well too bad, because that is exactly what you’re getting with Dodger! Oh boy, where to start… as far as appearance goes, he’s a pretty solid mix of his parents- his hair is similar to mine (only more wild and spikey) while his eyes and face resemble his father. But his personality is just…. too much to handle for the both of us! Dodger is truly the definition of ‘troublemaker’, as there is not a single day where he doesn’t get caught up in some drama! He’s an unstoppable bundle of energy and keeps his good traits hidden for most of the time, since it’s soooo much more fun to just get on people’s nerves xD To make matters worse, he also has a deep love for stabbing things. Mostly inanimate objects though, but still!!! Best be careful around him! Other than that, he actually dreams of becoming strong and powerful like his Papa, and sometimes sneaks into the Seducing Woods to train his ‘intimidation tactic’ on some unsuspecting homies. (He basically wants to be able to make them wither away in fear, similiar to what Cracker did xD) His favorite aunt is Angel, whom he always plots new pranks with!

Fun Fact: His relationship with his Pa is pretty good, but there was one incident that left Dodger slightly fearful of him…

Last but not least, Cherry!

Cherry is,,, the currently reigning baby of the family- she’s just,,, hhh,,, so tiny and precious ;^; With her big ruby eyes and bubblegum-pink hair she really looks like a wildcard, but there is at least one physical similarity she shares with her father- the lack of eyebrows xD Cherry loves her parents more than anything (and tbh gets a bit coddled by us too), but that doesn’t mean she won’t get into trouble! She’s an adventurer at heart and likes nothing more than to run into a forest, befriend some random animals, and discover new things! Together with her pet bunny Bun Bun she’s ready to take on any adventure, and of course, be home again by dinnertime! 

Fun fact: when she was still a very smol baby, her older brother Dodger once tried to ship her off to an orphanage because her babbling/crying was too loud lol

in conclusion: I love my babies very much, thank you xD And I definitely need to draw them more often!!! hhhHHh there are a few small comics I’m already working on but psssssttt xD Also I’m really sorry for the bad sketches on this one, I just don’t have enough good pictures aaahh

[fisheoctrashdump]

Lillie........ I keep thinking about Lillie, so you should give me Lillie content uwu 1-20 pls

Holiday

Idk what kinda holidays would be on kartoffel?

So instead, I'm gonna do a kinda similar headcanon lol

Lillie is super big into anniversary dates. She keeps dates locked in her brain like a walking calendar, so she keeps certain dates close to her. One example is the day she met Daedin, but she also has an anniversary date for the first time Kiyan won against her. She likes to do this to compare where they started to where they are now. She does have a few bad anniversary dates, however...

Cooking

She is terrible at cooking, but she's learning to be a little better.

Her whole life she's been able to rely on other people to cook for her. Even after she started living with Daedin, he would cook for her so she didn't have to.

Currently, she tries to avoid cooking if she can, but she's been teaching herself to do better. Some of her stuff turns out edible, if she's lucky Iol

She found crockpot type meals to be the easiest, but she doesn't like eating them often

Sleeping

Lillie sleeps in the middle of her bed to feel like it's fuller. She of course started doing this after Daedin died. She tends to have a hard time falling asleep, but once she is sleeping she is dead to the world. She's an incredibly heavy sleeper, but she wakes up naturally about the same time every morning.

Driving

She shouldn't be allowed to drive, but she is. That's all I will say on that XDD

Bathing/showering

She prefers baths over showers. She finds them more relaxing, and uses the time to clear her mind. She sometimes stays in the bath so long that the water is cold by the time she's done.

Hugging

She doesn't hug people. She feels disconnected from the people around her, so hugging always comes off as awkward. She doesn't really know how to react to someone hugging her, but she doesn't necessarily hate it.

Kissing

It took her so long to have her first kiss with Daedin. She always looked for some kind of excuse to escape when it felt like things were leading to their first kiss.

Lillie and Daedin finally had their first kiss when he caught her off guard after she came home from practice. After the shock of it finally actually happening, Lillie realized that she had been scared for nothing. Afterwards, she kissed Daedin all the time. Before and after leaving for the day, before bed, out in public, while Daedin was working, etc. It didn't matter to her, she loved it and she loved him

I'm not sure what kissing would be like for her now. She's not in a relationship anymore, and I'm not sure if she will be? It would largely depend on how much time has passed, who the person is and how comfortable she feels with them, and the moment the other chooses to initiate.

Sex

This was something else she avoided, but it wasn't something Daedin pushed for all too much. For a while, they both felt rather uncomfortable whenever the subject of sex came up, and they would drop the conversation almost immediately. Lillie and Daedin only slept together once through their whole relationship. Daedin was killed maybe a month after it happened.

Lillie feels even worse when she entertains the idea of sex now than before. She also feels confused about her sexual identity. But mostly, sex is the least of her concerns currently.

General physical contact

After losing Daedin, Lillie feels in need of physical contact now more than ever. However, she doesn't feel that anybody around her can provide the comfort she needs.

Physical appearance

Okay finally did a picrew for her XD

Additional:

She's 5'6

She is kinda muscular. She's not insanely buff but it is noticeable, especially when she is wearing her training clothing

Her hair color used to be orange, but her hair unexplainably started growing in purple one day

Wardrobe

I imagine her dressing in pretty clothes, but it's loose fitting stuff. She dresses like she's still a wealthy princess, but barely acts like it. I can see a lot of lacy stuff being her go to tbh

Her training outfits are super plain. She generally just wears tank tops and shorts

Jewelry

She has a lot of jewelry, but rarely wears it. Lillie loves shiny stuff, she doesn't care how cheap it looks (or actually was). She wears a lot of jewelry on special occasions. On a normal day, she wears only the necklace Daedin gave her

Nickname

Daedin called her Princess, both to tease her and as an affectionate nickname. Kiyan calls her Boss as a joke, and pretty much everyone calls her Lil. I imagine her being the type of person to like giving nicknames to others, but I can't think of any examples

Dancing

She is terrible at dancing. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Singing

Her singing is average. She has a decent voice, and she could improve and sound really good with vocal training, but I doubt she'd want to.

Regardless, she sings fairly often. Sometimes for fun, and sometimes as a self soothing method.

Anger

She gets very impulsive when she's angry, and she's done some really horrible things to other people when mad. Daedin was her voice of reason for the longest time, and the only one who could calm her down when she was so angry she might just hurt someone.

Because of all the conflict of emotions she's been having since Daedin died, she hasn't been quite that angry since then, though I imagine if and when she finds out about Kiyan and Julius being responsible for Daedin's death, she might not be able to keep her cool and will try to hurt them.

(An interesting idea would be if Lincoln was the person to keep her calm this time, whether directly or indirectly,,,)

Soft spot

Daedin was, of course.

Kiyan

Shiny stuff. She collects shiny things because she feels very content staring at them.

Pastel colors she loves them

Big animals

Favorite possession

The necklace Daedin gave her. I don't know what it looks like yet, I just know it exists and she is always wearing it.

Her other favorite possession is one of Kiyan's old swords he gave to her. Despite them both having numerous swords in their collections, Kiyan gave her that one because it was his very first one and he wanted to have something special to give to Lillie, though I'm not sure what the occasion was

Favorite photograph

Shortly after Lillie, Daedin, and Dallon met and returned to Kartoffel, they were avoiding telling anyone about what happened. Lillie wanted to confront her parents immediately, but Daedin was trying to keep Lillie calm before they decided to do that. He took Lillie and Dallon to the area he used to live with his parents, and the three of them got cleaned up and settled in to stay there for the night. Dallon decided to take a picture of the three of them as they were considering their next moves, and told them he was glad he met them, even if it was under bad circumstances. Lillie was gifted the picture by Dallon later on, and even with the bad memories surrounding it, she considers it to be one of her favorite pictures.

Relationship with ___

Kiyan

They have been so super close since they first met. Kiyan wanted Lillie to teach him how to sword fight, and since that point their friendship was incredibly close.

Lillie has always seen Kiyan as the little brother she never had. They interact just like siblings, right down to the stupid occasional arguments over nothing. She would do anything for Kiyan, though.

Leading up to Daedin's disappearance, Lillie wasn't blind to the change Kiyan was going through. She couldn't pinpoint the source, but it almost seemed like he couldn't stand being around Daedin for whatever reason. She worked this out to be a possible issue Kiyan and Daedin had with each other that they didn't want her to know about.

She hasn't been handling being pulled away from Kiyan well. She trusts Jax, because he's been just like a father to her since they met, but between not knowing what happened to Daedin, and not knowing if Kiyan is safe, it's been wearing her down.

Josine

She's not quite as close to Josine as she is with Kiyan, or even Dallon. They have had a few bonding moments, however. When they do hang out, it feels super comfortable and relaxed.

Lately, she has been feeling that Josine is probably the only person that will understand how she's feeling about Daedin's disappearance, but she isn't exactly able to contact Josine, either. Lillie wants to feel like someone understands her, and believes Josine is the only one.

Daedin

When Lillie and Daedin met, she had no intention of getting close to him. The three of them (including Dallon) had all been through so much, but all Lillie wanted to do was get herself and the other two to safety. Past that, she didn't care what they did.

But when she saw the look on Daedin's face, the fear and uncertainty of what comes next, she felt bad for him. The three warmed up to each other a lot by the time they reached Kartoffel again, and she knew that there wasn't any coming out of this alone.

Daedin became the one person in her life she trusted entirely. Being around Daedin felt like he completed her in a way she didn't even realize she needed. They walked through the problems they were still facing together, and came out inseparable.

Daedin and Lillie came from completely different lives, brought together by a single unfortunate situation. She found a lot of her strength in Daedin, and she knew he probably felt the same about her.

Also, before they both met each other, they didn't have really any close connections to speak of. Lillie's interactions with her parents were always stiff and uncomfortable, because she felt she had to act a certain way. Daedin never even felt noticed by his parents before they died. Meeting each other ultimately led them to a better part of their lives, even if they hadn't quite made it to safety yet.

Extra:

I haven't actually decided if Lillie knows Daedin is dead or not. He will go missing, but Kiyan and Julius will bury Daedin's body themselves. I've entertained the idea of a fake suicide note, but I'm not sure. It would… be believable, considering Daedin has been suicidal before, so

Lillie has the ability to mind control. It's very limited, however. She has dramatic negative side effects to using her power for too long. Her body temperature drops, she gets a migraine, and if it goes on for too long it will lead to vomiting. After a particularly long episode, Lillie was rendered incapacitated for nearly a week as a result.

[imaginefanganronpas]

Heya! I just wanted to say that your blog is awesome! And I had a request if you don’t mind doing it, could you do a Nikei, Hajime, Iroha, Kokoro, Emma, Teruya, Yokuro, and Setsuka reacting to their S/O surprise hugging them? If it’s to many, just pick whatever ones would be easiest for you! ^^

Thank you for saying that anon! I’m just happy that I can make people happy with my stupid writing xDD And it’s not too much, it’s actually exactly 8 people, which would be the same as the entire boy or girl cast, so it’s absolutely fine! I hope you enjoy it! ^^

Nikei, Hajime, Iroha, Kokoro, Emma, Teruya, Yoruko, and Setsuka reacting to a surprise hug!

Nikei:

-Does a little squeak when you wrap your arms around his neck and nuzzle into his hair contently

-He was working on his desk and going over some notes he made, so he didn’t wear his head or coat

-He had a giddy grin on his face, eyes practically sparkling as he whips around, too fast, because he falls off the chair with a yelp

-You gasp and drop next to him: “Nikei, are you okay?!”  He didn’t look hurt, but you didn’t want to take any risks. If he hit his head, that could have been very dangerous

-He seemed fine though, immediately opening his eyes and not even getting up, just basically tackling you to the ground with a tight hug and nuzzling into your neck, because that hug made him realize how much he needed some cuddling right now, he’s been working for so long, he didn’t even realize how touch-starved he felt

-So, yeah, you didn’t leave the floor for at least half an hour, and after that time, you only moved to migrate to the couch, because Nikei was done with work today and needed all the time and attention you could provide to him. ALL Of it

-And you weren’t going to complain

Iroha

-Also a squeaker

-Because she is so small, sitting on a stool and painting, she is fairly surprised and almost messes up the painting, but she caught herself in time

-She turns around, smiling and a blush on her face, returning the hug and accidentally painting you in blue because she forgot to let go of the brush

-Oops

-She laughed sheepishly and you weren’t mad at her, they had a washing room for a reason. You just hoped you could get the paint out

-The funny thing is, Iroha was actually painting two people hugging but was kinda stuck, so this was all the inspiration and motivation she needed, good job S/O!

Hajime

-He was in the middle of punching the lights out of some training dummies, well, he was actually on his break right now, dousing himself with water and also drinking it, because the boi needs to stay hydrated

-You hugged him from behind, as tightly as possible because otherwise he wouldn’t really feel it honestly

-Hajime was startled at first and got up with you now hanging uselessly from his neck and him turning this way and that to see who was doing whatever to him

-When he realized it was you hugging him, he laughed sheepishly, setting you down and giving you a proper hug, concluding that you wanted some attention

-And yeah, you definitely did, because Hajime was a good hugger and you need as much love as possible from him

-Which he will gladly provide to you, because hugging triggers dopamine and serotonine which is good for your body and makes you feel happy and energetic!

-Then he advised you to shower because he was training and sweaty, so you did just that, but you were pleased with the outcome anyway

-Hajime deserves more love

Kokoro

-Not startled at all

-She was kinda expecting it if she was totally honest

-And she saw you  in the reflection of her ipad

-She still blushes a little though and turns around to hug you, burying her face in your shoulder while you pat her hair

-Just a pure little moment between the two of you

-When you pulled away though, she said the most terrifying thing you could ever imagine

-”I will get you the next time. And you won’t be ready for it.”

-You lived in constant fear for 3 days, because you didn’t know if Kokoro was gonna pop up out of nowhere and hug you in the shower or while you were on the toilet

-May god have mercy on you, S/O

Emma

-She would gasp as soon as she would feel your arms around her neck and fur coat, lighting up like a christmas tree and cooing at you, returning the hug as soon as possible

-She’s full of love and is ready to share all of it with you, even let’s you wear her fur coat in case you’re cold

-The hug turns into a fully blown cuddle session with both of you comfortably on the couch, occasionally doing the cute nose rubbing thing or butterfly kisses with some cookies and tea/hot chocolate on the table

-It’s all very good and pure okay?

-Emma deserved all the love and so do you

Teruya

-Thinks it’s an attack at first and almost fell back to slam you into the ground

-But luckily he realized it in time and apologized hastily, even though he didn’t hurt you yet

-But he’s happy to hug, because hugs are good and he needs some good hugs and you are a good hugger so the conclusion is to hug you and never let go

-You had no objections

-He pulled his scarf up a bit and opened his jacket a bit more, allowing you to slip inside and get your head through the scarf, before Teruya let’s go of the jacket and hugs you close

-You were at the beach and didn’t want to wait until you got to the cottages, so you were just like this, cuddling under his jacket and connected with his scarf, occasionally exchanging a kiss

-Very comfy

-Hajime brings you water so you don’t dehydrate, you two disasters

Yoruko

-Totally wasn’t surprised at all,  nuh uh, you just imagined her startled gasp and her attempt to pull away!

-Also isn’t totally blushing bright red at the contact, trying to resist the smile that’s forming on her face

-COULD just walk away, but if you REALLY INSIST on having a hug from her, then she couldn’t possibly do this, because you would just be insufferably clingy if she did that

-Totally enjoys every second of this positive attention but will take that to her dying grave

-But the way she cuddles you is certainly proof enough to show you that she cares

-She even uses her scarf thingie to pull you closer for a sweet little kiss

-How adorable

-But OF COURSE she is still annoyed, so don’t tell anyone else

Setsuka

-Is surprised at first, but doesn’t show it because she is just so EXCITED!

-You look so cute while you bury your face in her shoulder and hug her around the waist

-It triggers all of her protective instincts in the best ways and turns around, cooing at you and scooping you up in a tight hug, with you wrapping your legs around her waist like a koala, so you wouldn’t fall off

-She would honestly just let you hang there and coo at you, holding you close while going about her usual business, because she enjoys the contact very much and so do you, so why stop?

-Some people look, but it wouldn’t be the first time you two did this, so no one really questioned it

-Once the day was over you two had an intense cuddling session at home with Setsuka making sure you get all the love you need and deserve, because you deserve ALL OF IT

[icypantherwrites]

The face behind all of your angst and tears from last Friday right here, laughing  (and drinking xDD) it up at that wedding I mentioned a few times. (Also, for those following the saga of my fear of falling down the stairs in the heels while entering the reception and/or the bridal party dance... I did not, but I did fall when they got caught in my dress during a kicking dance, but I got right back up again! ;p)

AKA Icy is feeling pretty and likes this photo and since she doesn’t really use her Facebook and her phone has shit memory she’s saving this here. Sorry xDD 

[luci-cunt]

👀👀 I am sending this again very specifically because I want to see Neil throw flowerpots at Andrew sorry not sorry

k;asd XDD

Ask and ye shall receive:

(btw in this au Neil and his mother were mechanics for the Moriyama’s who use robots that look like them called “Avatars” to cause mayhem in the “Wasteland” which is just the U.S post-nuclear destruction. The U.S keeps telling the public no one survived the fallout, except people in the middle of the U.S did and are now basically the NPC’s in Westworld. Rn Neil’s stuck in a tower in the Wastelands doing matinence for the Moriyama Avatars, except Riko’s the only one anymore. idk if that makes sense, if it doesn’t just enjoy pot throwing XD) Also I just dumped the whole segment in here, it’s like 1k so watch out XD.

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Two days after Riko’s visit Nathaniel was running on the treadmill when he heard voices. 

He ignored them at first, since curious scavengers and survivors weren’t uncommon. Usually they’d pick their way around the building until they realized there was no way to get in or spot the MORIYAMA PROPERTY sign. 

But then Nathaniel heard the electronic whine of a saw starting up, and he jumped off his treadmill, grabbing for a weapon–a heavy wrench–and carefully made his way towards the sound. 

It was coming from his kitchen, on the wall behind it, and while it was muffled Neil strained to listen to what they were saying. The saw cut off sharply, and then started again, before turning off, like whoever was using it didn’t know how to use a button. 

“…know how to use that?” one voice said, Neil thought he heard a scoff. 

“Of course I do, I’m not an idiot,” a second voice said. The first voice sounded feminine, while the second was male, and oddly familiar. “For the record–” the second voice said, starting the saw back up, “–I think this is a terrible idea.” 

And then Nathaniel heard the saw pierce through the metal of his walls. 

He froze, listening as the saw cut a hole in his prison. No one had ever broken in before, no one had the guts to. So whoever these people were, they were either stupid or powerful. Nathaniel wasn’t sure which he preferred. 

Suddenly there was a loud clatter and a curse, Nathaniel jumped at the noise.

“We’re breaking in through the fridge?” the first voice said incredulously, and Nathaniel blinked at his fridge door. 

“It used to be an exit, they just put a fridge in where the door was, so it’s the weakest point,” the second voice explained impatiently. 

Nathaniel heard the clattering of them removing all his food and shelves and dumping it next to the building so they could enter, and in a moment of panic he braced himself against the door to stop them.

“After you sir,” the first voice said mockingly. “Oh, right, or after you, ass,” she added, sounding bitter. 

Three people? 

Nathaniel felt someone push on the door. 

“Come on Monster, open it up,” the woman said, and the ‘Monster’ pushed again, Neil pressed himself against the door harder. “Is it locked?” 

“It shouldn’t be,” the man said.

“Then why is it not opening?” a third voice said, this one closest to Nathaniel. 

“I don’t know! It should just open, it’s a fridge,” the man said, “Just–push harder, maybe there’s something in the way,” he added. 

“Or you could use that handy little saw we brought,” the Monster said dryly. Nathaniel’s heart started pounding. Fuck.

“Oh right, yeah, I’ll do that,” the man said, his voice coming closer as Nathaniel hear the saw start up. He bolted before it even touched the door though, and the fridge crashed open, spilling three people into his tower. They all cursed and one of them fumbled to turn off a saw, but Nathaniel barely looked at them, too busy bolting for the ladder to the second floor. He got about five steps before he heard someone on his tail, and he pressed himself to go faster, jumping for the ladder. Right as he started to climb through the hole someone grabbed Nathaniel’s ankle, yanking him back downstairs. His arms hit the second storey floor, knocking the breath out of him and he scrambled to hold on to something, kicking at whoever was holding him. 

His foot finally caught something, and the hand disappeared with a curse, Nathaniel clawed his way up and nearly collapsed as he put pressure on his ankle. He hissed, and quickly looked around for some kind of cover to block the open entrance. There was nothing besides plants though, and when Nathaniel looked back he saw a blond head poking its way up from the top of the ladder. On instinct he threw his wrench at the man, who barely managed to dodge it. Nathaniel scrambled up and dragged himself into the back of the room and grabbed a potted plant, when the man’s head popped up again he threw the plant and heard it crash to the floor. 

“Hey what’s–fuck!” the woman’s voice called, interrupted by Nathaniel throwing another pot down. The blond head appeared again, but this time when Nathaniel threw the pot a hand darted up, batting the plant aside so it smashed on the ground next to the opening. 

Panic filled Nathaniel’s body and he just grabbed a pot again to throw, but before he could the man was across the room, he snatched the pot away from Nathaniel and smashed it on the floor. 

“How about you stop that?” he said, voice dripping with barely contained anger. Nathaniel gulped, but managed a scowl. 

“Fuck you,” he hissed, punching the man’s chest. It wasn’t a very good punch, but it seemed to shock the man enough for Nathaniel to be able to bolt around him, all but diving for the door. He didn’t make it very far though, because the man just grabbed the back of Nathaniel’s shirt and slammed him back against the wall. Nathaniel wheezed, his vision swimming as his head bounced against the wall behind him. 

“Who are you?” the man asked, his voice sounding echoey.

“Concussed,” Nathaniel said, trying to blink away the silvery splotches dotting his view. The man was short, surprisingly short, leaving Nathaniel only a few inches taller. He had short hair and hazel eyes that burned where they were boring into Neil. He was wearing all black, with a pair of armbands around his forearms. 

“I said who smartass,” the man said, and suddenly Nathaniel felt a knife pressed to his throat, he almost laughed, but before he could answer the other two members of the mans group caught up to them and were standing behind the man. 

“Christ–Andrew who the hell is that?” the woman asked, she had dark skin and hair about as short as the man’s, but it was curlier. Her face was wrinkled in confusion and she was holding a massive looking machete. 

“Nathaniel?” Nathaniel’s head snapped over to where he suddenly spotted Kevin Day, standing behind the woman. His face looked pale, the 2 tattooed on his cheek stark against the white skin and green eyes wide in fear. 

“What the fuck are you doing here?” Nathaniel snarled, he couldn’t help it. Bitterness filled him, clashing with the panic. 

“I–” Kevin started, but he was interrupted. 

“Kevin who is this?” the man holding Nathaniel asked, Nathaniel turned his scowl back on that man. 

“It’s–it’s–Nathaniel, he helped me–” Kevin paused, his eyes glazing slightly as he probably relived the memory, “He helped me escape, I thought you–” Kevin stammered, Nathaniel laughed. 

“What? Thought I escaped too? Died? What did you think Kevin?” he snapped, Kevin flinched at his words. 

“I’m sorry I–”

“Shut up,” Nathaniel and the man with the knife said at the same time. Then they glared at each other for it. The man pressed the knife harder to Nathaniel’s neck, and Nathaniel had to force himself not to gulp. 

“Tell me who you are, and what you’re doing with the Moriyama’s,” the man demanded, and Nathaniel smiled at him. 

“Why do you want to know? If you know this is Moriyama property then you’re all either idiots, or powerful enough to know what I do,” Nathaniel said, it made the man’s eyes narrow on him. Either these were a bunch of scavengers looking to cash in on what they probably thought was some kind of storehouse, or they were powerful enough to know about Avatars are and were looking to get their hands on the tech.

“Andrew you shouldn’t–” Kevin tried, but Andrew–apparently–didn’t listen to him.

“Here’s what I think, Nathaniel, I think you’re an Avatar mechanic for the Moriyamas, I also think you must be pretty important since they kept you around even though you helped out Kevin,” Andrew said. So then a bit of both. Neil glared at Kevin over his shoulder.

“You told them?” he hissed, Kevin flinched. 

There was only one law that was actually enforced for Avatars, and that was no Wastelanders could know about Avatars. Hence the fake blood in the skin and Nathaniel faking Riko’s wound. If Wastelanders figured out about the Avatars, it would ruin their simulation, and then the corporation who’d made them would get less money. So anyone who let the secret spill was immediately banned from using an Avatar. 

Kevin–while immune from being punished himself, since he wasn’t in an Avatar and didn’t want to use them–was Moriyama responsibility, so by him spilling the secret, it could get the Moriyama’s in hot water, which wouldn’t be good for anyone. 

“I had to, Riko was coming after them because of me, they needed to know.”

“Hey, we were talking,” Andrew said suddenly, reminding Nathaniel of the knife at his throat. 

“What do you want?” Nathaniel hissed, Andrew shrugged. 

“Usually? Nothing, now? To piss Riko off,” he said, Nathaniel’s stomach knotted itself as he started connecting the dots. 

“So go tell him his hair’s parted weird,” Nathaniel said, hoping Andrew wasn’t thinking the same thing he was. Though, from the cold smile spreading across his face, Nathaniel didn’t feel so lucky.

“Or, we could steal his favorite mechanic.”

Shit.

[angelixii]

1-140 (anything you haven't answered already) - Felix

Oh, hello! Thanks for the ask!! 💕

3 fears - Spiders (I get frightened when I think about them) heights (slightly) and the public (anything like murder, kidnapped, ya know stupid people)

 3 Things I love - Music, Idols, and animals

 2 Turns on - ig Hats (like snapbacks) and glasses

 2 Turns off - oof I don’t really know.. ig self absorbed or a fudge boy

 My best friend - C: @straykids-sk (wuv you)

 How tall am I - 5′2

 What do I miss right now - My cat that passed away :c (her name was P.J)

 Favourite color - Blue, red, and sometimes green

 Do I have a crush - no not really

 Favourite place - my home

 What am I listening to right now - theres a website called asoftmurmur.com and it has noises like rain or waves and stuff like that

 Shoe size - pretty sure 10 in US womens

 Eye color - brown

 Hair color - light-ish brown

 Meaning behind my URL - I chose Felix cause hes my bias wrecker and hes angelic C:

 Favourite song - Theres like a million but 5SOS’s She Looks So Perfect wil always be a favorite (idk why)

 Favourite band - Ill just chose Stray Kids cause I don’t wanna write them all out

 How I feel right now - kinda tired but ig ok

 Someone I love - Ill say my best fren Georgia (@straykids-sk) cause i wuv her

 My current relationship status - single and i kinda wanna stay that way for a while

  My relationship with my parents - We all live in the same house and its just us (I have one other sister but she moved out. But shes here a lot tho) and we all get along well

 Favorite season - probably Spring c:

 Tattoos and piercing I have - none and I don’t really want any

 Tattoos and piercing I want - ^^^

The reasons I joined Tumblr - Georgia wanted me to and I thought it would be fun (I was right c:)

 Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - no :/

 Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - oh heel no she my best fren I would never

 How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - when I have school like 20 minutes at max

 Have you shaved your legs in the past three days? - I did today

 Where am I right now? - at my house on my laptop c:

 Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - reasonable level cause I’ve always had ear problems and they are sensitive (even tho I always have my earbuds in)

 Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - yup

 Am I excited for anything? - not that I can think of no

 Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - nope :/

 How often do I wear a fake smile? - not THAT often

 If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - oooof I don’t think I could answer that question

 What do I think about most? - probably k-pop

 Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Definitely behind

 What was the last lie I told? - It was kinda a joke but “i’ll do it because im the good child”

 Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - Eh depends on who it is but facetiming/video chatting

 Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - ghosts kinda and aliens, I mean sure we’ve barely discovered space, who knows whats out there

 Do I believe in magic? - sometimes yeah

 Do I believe in luck? - I mean yeah

 What’s the weather like right now?- theres nothing really going on

 What was the last book I’ve read? - uhhhhhh fully on my own (not in class)? The Maze Runner Scorch Trials

 Do I have any nicknames? - Kassadoodle, Kassidilla, Kassy

 Do I spend money or save it? - I’m trying to save as much as I can rn in my little money jar c:

 Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - nah

 Favourite animal? - Lions and Fennec Foxes

 What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - uhhh im pretty sure saying goodbye to Georgia on video chat

 What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - oo um I cant really think of one rn :/

 What is my favorite word? - yeet

 My top 5 blogs on tumblr (not in any order)

@honeylixs

@zoxsu

@tinyfigureskater

@stray-kids-dork

@straykidsmate

 If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - I probably wouldn’t say anything cause im shy and afraid people would judge me on what I say c:

 Do I have any relatives in jail? -not that I know of

What is my current desktop picture? - a pic of Bts

Had sex? Bought condoms? Gotten pregnant? Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Had job? Smoked weed? Smoked cigarettes? Drank alcohol?

no to ALL those questions C:

Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - nope don’t think I could ever

Been overweight? - …

Been underweight? - no.

Gotten my heart broken? - nah

Been to prom? - nope

Been in airplane? - nope and I never want to really

Learned another language? - I take required (cause im one of the more intelligent kids in school. I know shocker right?) Spanish classes in school but im on summer break so I dont remember any c:

Wore make up?- nope

Dyed my hair? - nope

Had a surgery? - plenty of ear surgery and had my tonsils removed

Met someone famous? - nope

Stalked someone on a social network? - nope

Been fishing? - no but my dad has always wanted to take me and it sounds kinda fun

Been rejected by a crush? - nope never really had one and if I did I would never have the guts

What do I want for birthday? - ooo idk but i have to wait till next year anyway cause its already passed

Do I like my handwriting? - sometimes when my hand cooperates

Where do I want to live when older? - with my girl Georgia

Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - nope ima good child (yeah ok suuureee)

What I’m really bad at - running :/

What my greatest achievments are - managing to keep straight A’s and I dont even study cause im online so

The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - “u bird cage” - Georgia c;

What I’d do if I won in a lottery - ooooooooof idk

What do I like about myself - uhhhhh heh ig my hair or eyes/eyelashes

My closest Tumblr friend - Georgia (yes I do know her irl but shes honestly the closet tumblr friend I have so)

Any question you’d like? - hmm idk

Are you outgoing or shy? - definitely shy, unless with people im close to then quite crazy

What kind of people are you attracted to? - funny, cute and nice people

Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? - hA no

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? - kinda

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? - oof idk

What does the most recent text that you sent say? “ohhhh no XDD” (sent to Georgia)

What are your 5 favorite songs right now? - (I already answered this question and don’t wanna answer again)

Do you like it when people play with your hair? - yes I love when freinds at school did (once we were watching a movie in Spanish and my friend next to me was playing with my hair and I almost fell asleep heh)

Do you think there is life on other planets? - totally

Do you like bubble baths? - I haven’t had one in forever

Do you like your neighbors? - only one cause I think im related to them somehow or they are to like my uncle

Where would you like to travel? - out of this hell hole country c:

Favorite part of your daily routine? - checking my tumblr and stanning talent

What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? - stomach

What do you do when you wake up? - check my notifications on my phone

Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? - I wish it was more tan than it is (im quite pale)

Do you ever want to get married? - yeah

If your hair long enough for a pony tail? - yes but I hate pony tails so I never do it (I used to all the time as a kid)

Would you rather live without TV or music? - I rarely watch t.v anymore and listen to music almost all day so

Have you ever liked someone and never told them? - I mean yeah

What are your favorite stores to shop in? - I dont really have one for clothes but I do like Walmart

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? - I mean sometimes

Do you smile at strangers? - If the smile at me first yeah

Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? - not that I can remember no

Ever wished you were someone else? - no (as much as I hate myself no)

Favorite makeup brand? - son;t wear any so I dont got one

Last thing you ate? - a Reese cup

Ever won a competition? For what? - not a big one I can remeber no

Ever been in love? - c:

Facebook or Twitter? - dont have a fb and i barely use twitter anymore but twitter

Twitter or Tumblr? - DEFINITELy tumblr

Are you watching tv right now? - i mean its always on for bg noise and light so ig so

What color are your towels? - all kinds of colors

Favorite ice cream flavor? - either Strawberry with out the strawberries or cookie dough

First person you talked to today? - my mom

Last person you talked to today? - Georgia

Name a person you hate? - C: theres too many

Name a person you love? - once again, theres too many

Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? - C: theres too many

Do you tan a lot? - I barely go outside so thats a no

Have any pets? - too many

Do you type fast? - I mean kinda yeah

Do you regret anything from your past? - everything XD

Ever broken someone’s heart? - I highly doubt it

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? - C:

Is cheating ever okay? - hell no

Do you believe in true love? - I mean sure

What your zodiac sign? - Pisces

Do you believe in ghosts? - why is this question on here twice?

Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou) - “…but not at all overwhelming, the balance of the different fragrances was subtle and flawless.” Twilight - Breaking Dawn (Do NOt ask me why thats the closest book its not mine and ive never read it and i NEVER plan on it)

oof that took like two hours heh.. its now currently 2:18am. and im very tired

but thanks for the ask anyway love! Im sorry for the wait! I was busy today. But im probably going to go to bed now

[incorrectmidc]

50 Questions! Yaayyy~

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

Tagged by @theempresskaizer and since I can’t sleep (and I really love tagging games), here I am. Thank you, Ythmir! :) I feel you about your favourite pens btw. The only store that sells my favourite pen closed down recently here and the other store that sells it is in Manila. ;^;

1. What kind of food can’t you stand? AMPALAYA (bitter gourd). It was a traumatic experience. D:

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick? if my laptop would just stop malfunctioning every 2 weeks, it would be nice.

3. Have you got any useless talents? i play three different instruments, and it’s not useful now... i think. i really wanted to be either an astronaut or a musician when i was a kid. dad refused to let me enroll at a music school in favour of a “more prestigious” university (parents’ words) so i feel it’s kinda useless now.

4. If you could be really really good at one thing, what would it be? ha! i’m an awesome procrastinator. is there even a word? lol. but srsly, i could be a good musician. if i just put effort into it. XD

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking - well, the concept of beauty is relative. my preferences are kuroba mario, cosplayers hikarin and syo seunghyo, kimura tatsunari, matt bomer

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid? my sister and i used to sneak into our parents’ room and play with our mom’s beauty kit, like we would mix the lotions, alcohols, colognes, powders and stuff while pretending to be scientists and whatnots. we even tried to eat our concoction, to see what it tastes like. xD good thing someone saw us. lol.

7. What is something you’re proud of? i can learn anything if i just put my mind into it. i’m good at studying (my dad made sure of it lol).

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate? nosy. i don’t like nosy people. i’m more of a keep-to-myself person so i really loathe these kind of people.

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower? both. tho i really don’t like to lead that much since it’s too much work. the laziest person i know is me btw. but i can be a leader when i absolutely have to.

10. What kind of student are/were you? high school, both the teacher’s pet and the kind they hate since i tend to speak my mind. college, i am the ordinary student who doesn’t have any clubs since it’s too troublesome.

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life? yepppp!

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion clowns. i don’t like clowns. i hate mcdonald’s mascot.

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable? yes. kei tsukishima of haikyuu!! especially. :P

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties? i don’t like parties. i never go to parties if i don’t have to. i hate large celebrations (birthdays, family and school reunions). i prefer the company of my closest friends and immediate family over parties. i only have 4 friends irl that i still keep in touch with tbh. on the other hand, drinking. i have yet to get drunk. lol. but when i have enough alcohol in me, i tend to become the philosopher. like, why do we even exist? are our existence significant or are we just a mere speck in this vast universe? yeah, that kind. oh, my friends and i usually go to karaoke when we get buzzed.

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone? i’m not even sure i have fallen in love yet. i get long-time crushes tho. in fact, i still like this certain guy since i was in 1st year college. XD

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends? the former. please refer to question 14 for the explanation lol

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak? my dad tells me i have a landfill for a room. lol. i don’t mind. it’s organised chaos. XD

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy my room, on a rainy day with no one else at home and i have unlimited internet connection and books and coffee. and did i just mention i’m alone?

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday? i don’t have one. not seeing myself getting married or having a child. i’m having another baby sister/brother soon tho so i think it’s enough. :D

20. What was your favorite book as a child? the two-can first encyclopedia series. i love the one that features the solar system.

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about WHAT IN THE WORLD DOES A FIDGET SPINNER DO

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated fanfiction writers. i have nothing against fanarts but i would appreciate it if the same attention is given to fanfiction writers.

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose? kimura tatsunari hehehe

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday? have the time, and the money, to visit japan and prague. and then go to russia. oh, travel the world. alone. XD

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat? depends on my mood. sometimes i just want to see the world burn.

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in? what’s a fad?

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for? telenovelas. i wanna live like the heroine back then and now i try to forget all about it. XDD

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable? kindness is something i admire and at the same time so foreign to me. sure, i can be nice but i’m never kind. i will never be kind. i know this person who’s so kind to everyone and i wonder what it’s like to be like that.

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.) i’m a hoarder of cute/pretty notebooks and pens so every year, during my birthday, my family and friends always have a new notebook/pen for me. i even got a fountain pen for my birthday last year which i haven’t used until now. XD

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones? yep. filipino/tagalog, english. this native dialect called cebuano and a little bit of ilonggo. i’m currently studying japanese (self-study cos paying for lessons is expensive). i’m shit at kanji tho.

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside? in the city tho not at the center of it.

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving? HAIKYUU!! my online bff has been convincing me to watch haikyuu!! for 4 years now and i was adamant at refusing cos i’m sure i’d hate it. i don’t even like volleyball. but when i watched it last year, i got hooked. now my main fandom is haikyuu!! //facepalm

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else? noooo. i don’t like being put on spotlight. lemme work quietly in the background.

34. Favorite holiday? CHRISTMAS! i love seeing the decorations and the lights. i even go to malls just to stare at the decors and listen to christmas songs. i even have my own christmas tree in my room. it’s a small one tho. with christmas lights and all. hihihi. and also my birthday. i can do whatever i want on my birthday. nyahahaha

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously? i only have a plan when i’m writing. i don’t even know what i’m going to do with my life. orz.

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.) yes, there is, but i’d rather not forget it and experience it all over again. i’m content with the fuzzy feeling i get whenever i remember it. ^^

37. What hobbies do you have? playing games, going to cons, sleeping a lot, reading, and writing. my only extreme hobby is going mountain climbing. we even went once without any gears. it was fun but i’d rather not do something that unsafe again. o3o

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have? the ability to learn different languages easily. wait, how can this be mildly useful? or maybe change my hairstyle at will? lol

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you that i’m 26. srsly, when i go to transact with government offices in behalf of the company i’m working for, they always think i’m an intern. wth.

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out this sounds silly, but putting back the chiller part of the fridge. i dislodged it once and i spent almost half an hour trying to put it back. XD

41. Worst injury you’ve had? i never had one. not a broken bone or anything. i only got hospitalized 2 times - when i was 2 and 9, respectively. and both because of dengue.

42. Any morbid fascinations? i like skulls and blowing zombies heads off. my most favourite game of all time is left 4 dead.

43. Describe your sense of humor corny and dry. sarcastic even.

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose? in the gundam universe, like Cosmic Era, where people can live on another planet. i would relocate to saturn in a heartbeat.

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at being patient. patience is not my virtue.

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through an hour of jogging for a whole month to prepare myself (and increase the stamina) for a mountain climbing activity 2 years ago

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.) the ugly one. i don’t really like markings on my face.

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist? for a pessimist, i’m pretty optimistic. (wait, is that a song? lol)

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you? tbh, compliments about writing and work are the ones i’m usually flattered with. tho i suck at accepting compliments.

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you this is a fact. i have a resting bitch face so people often feel i’m always irritated/annoyed by them. 

you don’t have to do it if you don’t want tbh, but i’m tagging @lustfullyleocrawford @kakihoden @passengersaraht @emigotchi @leorysxi @oh-my-otome @spyroeden @acrispyapple @devanofficial @astridapples

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Tsukiuta 50 Shuffle Songs MEME

https://sea-salt-ice-queen.tumblr.com/post/162319866897/lots-of-love-50-song-shuffle-meme

I got this from the link above and decided to do it too since I haven’t posted in my tumblr.

1. I have fear of…

Kimi ni Hana wo, Kimi ni Hoshi wo / To You Flowers, To You the Stars - Fuduki Kai & Shimotsuki Shun

- This is just too sentimental for me.

2. I hate…

Seiya mo Roudouing nau! / Working on Christmas Eve! - Shiwasu Kakeru

- Who would want to work on Christmas Eve?

3. I hate you because…

  Initium~The Moon That Marks Beginning~ - Mutsuki Hajime

- I won’t hate hajime san but… the song is too much for my heart sometimes.

4. I love…

Pluvia~Lies and Warmth~ - Minaduki Rui

- I will love the warmth not the lies xD

5. I love you because…

DA☆KAI - Haduki You & Nagatsuki Yoru

- I love the dance xD so yep.

6. She said…

Rainy Day - Uduki Arata & Satsuki Aoi

- THIS SONG IS REALLY MY FAVORITE OUT OF ALL <3 <3

7. He said…

Sol~Happy!Phew!~ - Haduki You

- a catchy song but I don’t how will I react >w<

8. We said… 

GRAVITY! - Six Gravity

- TOMERARENAI SIX GRAVITY! GET DOWN!

9. I caught a disease from… 

Albion~A White Just for the Two oF Us~ -Shimotsuki Shun

- THIS IS NOT A LIE BUT WHILE DOWNLOADING THE SONG I DID HAVE A COLD. Am I being cursed?

10. I would sing… as a love song

Yoru no Hikari / Night Light - Nagatsuki Yoru

- This will be totally a nice love song~ <3

11. I found…in my room

Kalmia to Samidare / The Kalmia and Early-Summer Rain - Satsuki Aoi

- Okay I don’t know what to say xD

12. I would kill someone if they…

Rainen Kara Honkidasu KAKERU Ver (Gendai: Jingle Bells) / I’ll be Serious from Next Year KAKERU Ver (Original: Jingle Bells) - Shiwasu Kakeru

- *O* I AM FIRED UP

13. I would marry someone if they… 

Mare ~The Logbook I Wrote with You~ - Fuduki Kai

- WHO WOULDN’T MARRY A ROMANTIC GUY LIKE FUDUKI KAI

14. I would kill for… 

Cerasus~Led to the Cherry Blossom Trees~ - Uduki Arata

- Rather than kill I might just get sentimental XD

15. Air is really made of… 

Koi Wasuregusa / The Daylily of Passion - Mutsuki Hajime & Yayoi Haru

-  A PAINFUL LOVE STORY

16. I think about…

  Inocencia - Shiwasu Kakeru & Kisaragi Koi

- I CAN’T HELP THINKING ABOUT  IT >///<

17. I am…

  Sayonara Yume Hanabi / Goodbye Dream Fireworks - Fuduki Kai

- Not really romantic but more of a dramatic XD

18. The secret ingredient is…

Caelum~Future~ - Satsuki Aoi 

- MIRAI!! Welp this is accurate for me.

19. I will dance with my love to…

SCHOOL REVOLUTION! -Tokei Jikake no Moratorium- Ver.WHITE / SCHOOL REVOLUTION! -Clockwork Moratorium- Ver.WHITE - Procellarum (Stage Actors)

- I ALWAYS DANCE WITH THIS SONG <3 WHO WOULDN’T

20. I have a crush on… 

Kimi, Mai Oriru / You, Fluttering Down Cover By: Yamazaki Taiki

- THIS IS SO ACCURATE I DO HAVE A CRUSH ON ARATA’S STAGE ACTOR YAMAZAKI TAIKI <3 <3 <3

21. I got hurt because… 

Run Boy Run - Kannaduki Iku

- self explanatory? I think.

22. My last words will be…

Kimi, Mai Oriru / You, Fluttering Down - Uduki Arata

- WHY DOES ARATA THE ONE I LOVE ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME TwT >w<

23. The song at my funeral will be… 

Koganeiro / Golden-Colored - Nagatsuki Yoru 

- hmmm at least it’s not a scary song. That would be hilarious for me XDD

24. I died because… 

LOLV  Lots of Love - Procellarum

- THERE ARE JUST TOO MUCH TO TAKE I DIED XD

25. The story of your life is…

- Hajimari no Haru / The Beginning of Spring - Mustuki Hajime & Yayoi Haru

- STUDENT STUDENTS!! Why can’t spring be the start of my love life T^T

26. I like to eat… 

Ver~The Bush Warbler’s Voice~ - Yayoi Haru

- Can I even eat it?

27. I live because…

Celestite - Fuduki Kai & Shimotsuki Shun

- I TOTALLY LIVE FOR THE SENIORS OF PROCELLA

28. I’m immortal because…

Hyourin Shiki / The Purple Moon Demon - Mutsuki Hajime

- Maybe I am the daughter of Maou sama and Kuro Ou sama?

29. My super power is…

ONE CHANCE? - Procellarum

- SAY YEAH SAY WHAT!?

30. Tonight will be… 

Sakura to Tomo ni Kimi dake wo. / Along the Cherry Blossoms, Only With You. - Uduki Arata

- I CRIED ON THIS SONG AFTER KNOWING THE WHOLE MEANING OF IT… ARATA WHY DO YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME CRY AT THE SAME TIME FALL FOR YOU MORE.

31. They insulted my mother by… 

Stella~Glittering Rising Feeling~ - Shiwasu Kakeru

- that is a cute insult? I think.

32. I will dream of… 

SCHOOL REVOLUTION! -Tokei Jikake no Moratorium- Ver.BLACK / SCHOOL REVOLUTION! -Clockwork Moratorium- Ver.BLACK - Six Gravity (Stage Actors)

- SIX GRAVITY AS MY CLASSMATES!!! <3

33. I licked… 

Athletic~Never Ending Challenge!!~ - Kannaduki Iku

- IKKUN~ won’t rui get mad if I did that?

34. My nickname is… 

Uguisu Code -Harutsugedori no Uta- / Warbler Code -The Bush Warbler Song- - Yayoi Haru

- UHH… dunno what to say?

35. My best friend is…

Gravitic Love - Six Gravity

- SIX GRAVITY AS MY BEST FRIENDS HAJIME SAN!!! <3

36. I would remove… from the world

Rainy Moment - Minaduki Rui

- Sometimes rainy moment are just depressing but calming.

37. I wanted to be… as a kid. 

Genau! - Haduki You

- GENAU! GENAU! GENAU!~~

38. I wish I could juggle… 

Childish Flower - Minaduki Rui & Kannaduki Iku

- THEY ARE PRECIOUS!!

39. I would bring… with me to a desert island

Tsuki no Uta / Song of the Moon. - Six Gravity & Procellarum

-          I WOULD BE TOGETHER WITH EVERYONE!!! OwO

40. In my underwear you will find… 

Tsuki to, Hoshi to, Maboroshi to / The Moon, The Stars and Illusions - Uduki Arata & Satsuki Aoi

- eeeerr….. IT IS AN ILLUSION!!

41. Your children are like… 

Sing Together Forever - Minaduki Rui & Kannaduki Iku

- OMG PROCELLA FUTAGO

42. I would trade my soul for… 

Nox~Record of the Wind~ - Nagatsuki Yoru

- Why not if I can have a wish.

43. I think the moon is made of… 

Amor~ From These Overflowing Feelings~ - Kisaragi Koi

- I HOPE IT IS LIKE THAT…

44. I will bask in…

November Stars - Shimotsuki Shun 

- MAOU SAMA… well that was awkward…

45. I lost the game because… 

Awai Hana / Fleeting Flower - Haduki You & Nagatsuki Yoru

- This song is so calming I always feel sleepy whenever I hear it.

46. I would lose a fight because… 

Are you ready? - Kannaduki Iku

- MAYBE I AM NOT PREPARED AND THE SONG SAYS IT.

47. My deep dark secret is… 

Me-lo-dy - Kisaragi Koi

- hahaha it’s the opposite of me!

48. My friends would describe me (as)… 

Tsukiusa. Taisou / Tsukiusa. Exercise - Kurotsuki Dai & Tsukishiro Kanade

- I love kids so yeah… I can’t believe that I play this song at my niece’s birthday and they keep bugging me to play it and dance it with them.

49. My favourite song is…

Datte Mada Mada Avant-Title / Because It’s Still the Avant-Title - Shiwasu Kakeru & Kisaragi Koi

- actually it’s rainy day but IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO ONLY LOVE ONE SONG AND ONE GROUP.

50. This meme was… 

Icicle - Shimotsuki Shun

  -          SHUN IS LITERALLY THE MEME~ OMG THIS SONG CREEPS ME OUT SO MUCH MY SLEEPINESS WILL BE REMOVE IF THIS PLAY AT THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT

  So this ends my post in my blog ^^ if you do have question feel free to ask.