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Excluding Gun, fave character? And any AU/scenario/scene you like to imagine them in?
I have a lot of PTJ’s character Favorite I not adding Manger Kim as all of the dilf are my fave and I have no idea what type of AU role can make.
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There are two characters that is my favorite and one is questionable favorite. I haven’t catch up yet on the scanlation version.
Fave:
Teahoon Seong, He is basically so second prince like in manhwa that always made the second prince being in throne that doesn’t give an f. I would Imagine him being in an AU of martial art Chinese manhwa aka those Long ass martial art technique name with “magic pills” or an AU of him being general/sword master or dark knight in fantasy world
Seogjun Baek, He just my favorite mature type of guy kind of pity that he is destined to be in a bad ending or end up being a yakuza member and bad fate. I would say a scenario of “The way of househusband” as he knows how to cook and will defiantly have his yakuza slang/ language when he retires.
Questionable Fave:
Jinho Lee, He basically made me question my mental state (LOL) but I kinda accept it as I think that it the way of me being an unhinged type of person. I would think he would be fitting scenario as Criminal Cop that is pretend to be at the side of the justice but stab them in the back when reader/character about to discover the truth and made it like accident. Another is Killing and Stalking AU (I don’t the whole story line on that but I know is that the lover is obsessive to the partner that he abused and basically broke the knee of the lover so they can’t leave him) I think it fits Jinho psychotic character to be obsessive lover when he found out his love.
Lookism:
I have a lot of favorite but I can’t remember the exact reason, I’ll put a category.
Appreciate:
Jay and Daniel as a ship they cannot be separated they need to be in a bundle. All I imagine them doing a partner dance like the Ballroom e Yousoko. Jay being the lead while Daniel being the partner. Wahhhhaaa, I just imagine them being like Daniel being Shizuku and Jay being Hyoudou there dance probably being so alluring. Or even the Yuri on Ice AU OG Daniel trying to go on the diet just to win the Cup.
Vasco was a short live attraction when Gun was introduce as Vasco Coolness got swiped by Gun coolness. Sorry Vasco fans but I still appreciate him for his effort on changing his way during middle school to be stronger and not be bullied or be a bully. And his muscles. I would imagine him being a duke of a northern land who fight of monsters on the border.
Like Like:
Jake Kim, I didn’t like him at first during his gambling arc. Probably due to his appearance and art style being unlikable but when he was backed at juvie the art improved a lot which made me neutral then the big deal background came which resulting me being his fan of his come back. In AU I would imagine him being a Mafia boss that manage the upper territory like he just protect the civilians so they won’t get cross fired by those mafia fights, you can say they work with authority. But the catch is he doesn’t care much on those people get into debts and get in trouble from the loan shark or other gang like in original he abandoning his moral just to get money for Shinu. But he still stop other mafias on kidnapping their civilians in his territory
Samuel Seo, He basically the embodiment of prefect large booba muscle. I would say I just appreciate his muscle but won’t say I would date as I also have an issue lol. The type of AU I would put him in CEO or Mafia like Jake but he is more of the underground dealer/ mob boss.
Jake and Samuel basically a duo that can’t be separate when making AU as they are basically a counter-part or partner in crime in each role.
Love their design:
Taesoo Ma, the very first Dilf looking guy I ever seen in lookism well Samuel is more of the CEO guy in 30s than Dilf in 30s. I would put Taesoo in an AU of caveman or just be a leader of Bandits that rule on the east side of the Fantasy world. He can even be the Duke of the North like Vasco.
DG, I would separate the persona of James Lee and DG since DG just playing to be idol group to the public just to cover up his past so I think he would be an underground dealer/popular noble in every AU of the fantasy to historical scenario.
Questionable Fave:
James Lee, As we see his background and his tendency of amputating his opponents I would say he is my questionable favorite as he too badass. I would say that his role is a vigilant or a dark knight in every scenario. Oh, I total see James Lee in an AU of apocalypse him being a ML or MC of every type apocalypse him being a time traveler to survive or even go on a revenge time travel. (I recommend reading re: survival as the MC is a red hair also the plot is a zombie apocalypse)
Jinyoung Park, the second dilf I ever since trying to stop myself simping (LOL) since he is too unhinged I would day the scenario would still be him being a mad scientist in a SCP probably he is the head of the SCP scientist or him being a SCP like the plague doctor. I would even think Jinyoung as a vampire or a demon in a slayer that look for cure to his immortality.
Goo Kim, our favorite menace to the society and a unhinge ace. In the AU of the fantasy I would say he would be a mercenary and the underground dealer additional he is a thief in a D&D. he gonna be the person who know stuff that he shouldn’t know and he basically do a 4th wall breaker on the type of AU.
Respect Fave:
Eli Jang, I love his dedication to Yenna all scenario I can think of him just raising his daughter and found a new love on his way because that man need someone to be with. So all type of fluff AU that involved his daughter Yenna.
Hudson Ahn, Our boi Asan and Allied member respect him for being dedicated to Taesoo Ma teaching and to Asan Public. As before in behead by guillotine. I have put there is that Hudson is a knight with high statue, war hero or a noble knight statue would be fitting to him in a fantasy AU. In modern AU I would say a hier of the big company maybe a manger of the company would be a fitting job to him.
Zack Lee, his dedication for Mira is a quiet respectful. Since he been taught by a “monk” I would say he is a monk in a Chinese fighting AU. In a fantasy AU he is a paladin. That’s all I think of.
Our favorite Female Chara!:
Lua Im, She is my favorite of all female characters in Lookism just look at her innocent-looking face that can smash your face with a suitcase (LOL). And she is the atta girl! Her role would be fitting as a model in a showbiz AU or even an archer or a mage in a fantasy AU.
Mary Kim, Do I say anymore she is a badass female character that can Judo flip you with one hand. She is a modern AU streamer and a fighter in an adventure fantasy AU.
The rest of the female character doesn’t faze me at all
Sorry if I didn’t answer right te hehe (Venti’s tehe moment)
#lookism#viral hit#viral hit manhwa#lookism webtoon#Teahoon Seong#Mary Kim#Lua Im#Zack Lee#hudson ahn#jay hong#daniel park#lookism dg#I give up there is alot of tags#Slimesam's Q&A#Slimesam's Ask
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Wool Over Our Eyes fueled me an unbelievable amount
#i was SO CLOSE to giving up on this drawing honestly#but trust the process is an actual thing#and i kinda like how this turend out now :3#cult of the lamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl the one who waits#cult of the lamb fanart#art tag name but im lazy#there are parts of this im.not very proud of because i keep making thr mistake of staying up alot#anwyas gn#true devotion#narilamb
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lone subway worker finds himself in strange Land of Runes more at 9
#my art#clip studio paint#deltarune#pokemon#pokemon black and white#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#submas#is that the tag for those guys??#deltarune kris#deltarune lancer#spamton g spamton#crossover#i love doing random crossovers it heals me#and deltarune is one of the best ones to do it with because i get to give characters dark world forms#anyways somebody please save this guy#he just keeps ending up in situations#no i dont ACTUALLY know alot about the guy. yes i find it funny to draw this#hi submas fandom i uh. i dont know alot but i like crossovers
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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happy lesbian visibilty week to her. i gave her a little bird
#yttd#my art#touko rikuno#yttd fanart#everytime i draw her it gets gradually more and more self indulgent but i promise this is rooted in canon#she refers to kai visiting her to give her materials and then leaving as#“like feeding pigeons in a park” the implication of course being that she is a pigeon#also yeah the big bird almost killing her thing but she made a pigeon metaphor which to me means she likes birds#headcanon time: she likes birdwatching or did as a kid and spent alot of time at the beach just watchin birds#i hit her with the autism beam im afraid#the highest honour to bestow#also if i were to add a symbolic meaning to the bird thing i would say her parents were really strict and restricted her freedom growing up#so she was drawn to the freedom of flight#which also plays into her icarus coding which is DEFINATELY real and canon and i DID NOT just make up#so many tags im sorry chat i promise im normal about ehr
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I don't feel loved
#:(#like really it's a terrible thing to feel but it's not as much as i am giving and it makes me feel so bad#i am not loved enough and to think that this torment would continue always makes me shut my heart and don't start for anyone#it's so pathetic but i can't help it because i don't get it as intense as i am giving and it's always that never scratching even the surface#i think about her alot but she doesn't thinks of me#i try to make him happy but it's never enough#i try to keep myself sane but i sound like a child begging to be taken along and it ain't working for me#I don't think love should be difficult or unnatural#it should definitely come in my way because i deserve it like anyone else#i should feel loved and i hope i do and i hope it changes#to wake up one day and not feel terrible or to just hope for a home where i am loved and cherished#where my love is celebrated and people don't just tolerate it#i want all those pretty giddy feeling for myself#not sorry for rambling because it's my blog !#desiblr#being desi#desi tag#anxiety#sadgirl#love#tw depressing thoughts#tw mental health
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False. A WRONG thing. A pseudo-being which exists as a mimic of something better
#rapid eyes#id tag the chara but i have no clue if this thangs got a name. o7#Creature ThingTM#fanart#my art#hi people who followed me for rapid eyes a while back. heres fanart again#drew this on call w my pal just now while loopin that song i linked. said at one point out loud 'i think this songs giving me anxiety' so l#ke! it works! LMAO#fucked w this alot. not the Happiest with it but whateeevver ylal can have it#thank u once again ta pj thumbprint brush cause i thought itd be funny for that ta be consistant between my rapid eyes fanart#also good texture lmao#tried ta make this creepy lookin hope i succeded. thumbs up!
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What inspired you to draw fan mmfc stuff
Well, i mean, what's better than spinning around aimlessly to funky music⁉️
Spinning around aimlessly with FRIENDS, duh‼️‼️‼️‼️
ah yes the DISASTERIOUS DUO‼️‼️
Yoinked sunstar aki from @lucamisu bcuz' why not :]
But fr tho, I just think drawing mmfc and people's au's of it to be very fun and entertaining! also getting to focus on things other than the major stuff I have goin' on is very refreshing, so YAAAH🗣🗣🗣💃💃
#ohhh man im very hyper#probably because the sun is still in the sky#and i was able to post this#only by a sliver though#I WIN THIS TIME MR TIME‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣#goofy ahh villains#shoutout lucamisu for saving me from all that scrolling to find drawings of their sunstar possessed aki FR FR‼️‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣😭😭😭 LMAOAOSJSHSH#BuT YAYA!! the stUff this fandom comes up with is seriously epic 😎 😎😎😎#y'alls au's deserve some attention#and i got ALOT TO GIVE‼️‼️‼️🗣🗣🗣🗣HSHSHSHSJS#also the crossover stuff is pretty fun#THIS TO MANY TAGS ILL STOP RAMBLING NOW😭😭#megaman fully charged#mmfc au#art#mega man fully charged#mmfc#aki light#daini light
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something that's been weighing on my mind ever since learning about the situation with ezra / toonimal is seeing how these predators will take the active hostility that is frequently directed towards minors in online spaces to their advantage and use it to prey on vulnerable children. i think that we as adults in online fandom should probably come together and maybe rethink the language / manner we go about interacting with kids bc clearly the way things are rn is causing active harm.
like obviously, if you're an adult and aren't comfortable with minors interacting with you or your content, you should be allowed to set that boundary and should be vocal about it, ( especially if the content you create isn't safe for them to consume. ) but i don't think talking to them like they're a blight on all that is good and holy is the way to go about it. maybe just saying you're an 18 plus account will suffice, you don't have to tell them to fuck off.
#i'm opening myself up for ppl to leave the stupidest takes on this post but whatever i need to get this off my mind#before anyone says anything about the kids on that website. they're grooming victims. they're literally kids being taken advantage of#show them some fucking kindness and be understanding that they're the victims in this situation#idk what it is about becoming an adult that causes so many ppl to lose their empathy towards minors it's weird#like yeah kids can be annoying and pushy on online spaces sometimes but a lot of them are old enough to know online etiquette lbr#alot of us were annoying kids on the internet at some point we should understand that you don't just. get a handbook for how to act online#that's shit you learn overtime but ppl seem to forget that#they also seem to forget that talking down to kids isn't gonna teach them shit they're not gonna listen to you if you treat them like idiots#what i'm trying to say is that we really need to talk to minors more respectfully and maybe give them a little grace#( obviously there will be situations where some of them need to be yanked up by the collar but there's ways to go about that >>>#without treating them like shit )#these kids need to know that there's spaces for them to be online safely without having to stumble into places that'll pray on them#we all know how much it sucked to be a kid online we should want better for the ones coming in after us ya know#sorry if this comes across as preachy it just breaks my heart and boils me blood to see kids being taken advantage of like this#especially when there's ways to prevent it idk#how do i even tag this....#mj.txt#there's trigger warning on the linked post btw#tw csa mention
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Realized I don't have a post dedicated for Nyx despite them being an important character in the story 💥
(they are included in the meme post but still)
So I have decided I must make a post for them, with all the drawings and doodles they are included in >:] (including the ones in the meme post)
All that's left is for me to remember to do that
#px.txt#orizon nyx#i think im neglecting the human characters in Orizon too much#like there is Elliot#there is barely any content with him in it#i mean i don't really think of him much#but still#and Nyx#they are important#i think of them alot#i even have their backstory done#even their dad is relevant#but i dont have a finished drawing with them in it💥#i mean they were the main character in a thing i wrote but still#also im planning to redesign them soon#specifically their hair#i mean it doesn't exactly make much sense when 3 dimensionally speaking#making their hair in blender was hard 💥#oh shoot im rambling in the tags again#well uhh ye#tags tldr i should pay more attention to my human ocs and im planning to give Nyx a redesign (specifically the hair)#i will shut up now#orizon px
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i miss how i felt before this year.
#i always felt like shit before august but not like this much. im so tired of being chronically dizzy .it feelsl ike my brain is melting.#im constantly dizzy and my eyes cant focus my head and eyes dont feel centered#despite cuting out alot of things its not going away. i cant focus anymore. all i can do is lie down for somewhat relief.#i miss being able to focus on anything at all. and just to exist. even if i felt mentally like shit.#id give anything to feel normal i really would. i just wanna feel better. im not saying no to the doctor. i WANT to#but thers so much sickness risk. thats hteo nly thing stopping me from going. otherwise id go to the doc for every ailment#i need an MRI scan badly to check what hapened back in august. i need a scan for seizures aswell and a heart monitor.#i also need updated labwork for blood and everything. but these things are out of reach unless i go to a reg doctor.#and that exposes me and i cant stand it. last time someone actively had norovirus in the next room over and that same doctor#came up to me like nothing and confirmed it with me. didnt even wash her fucking hands. i was inconsolable and traumatized further.#i dont wanna be around anyone. i wish things were easier for me i wanna go to the doctor. i feel id rather die instead. i cant take this.#i would even take an EAR INFECTION which has deafened me over feeling like this. im not even kidding.#health issues /#venting in tags /#vent art /#vent doodles /#self scribbles -#cicidraws#deleting later- - //#im convinced i had a small stroke back in august and i havent been the same since. now i cant take aspirin. every time i do it worsens dizz#dizziness. i started feeling a little better at one point and took it and it restarted my dizziness again. im sure i have something going o#my anxiety because of feeling this way has been thru the roof and has not stopped being thru the roof. its so hard to calm down.
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i see youre hypothermia-ing?
I very much am hehehe
#hypothermia brainrot real#ive been scrolling through medical forums and stuff on hypothermia and scrolling through the tumblr tag and-#(mostly bc im currently writing a oneshot of sorts (intended to be a oneshot. now much longer) between two of my OCs who are kind of rivals#enemies? of sorts? its a long story but they dont like eachother alot ghjlfdgj. up until the point where one of them is on the run but gets#lost in a forest during a snowstorm and even falls through the ice and well. hypothermia yesyes. and the other one finds them on the verge#of death and hesistantly takes them in and nurses them back to health bc even if they dont like eachother theyre not going to let them die#AND GODDD ITS GIVING ME THE HYPOTHERMIA BRAINROT#I ALWAYS LOVED THE TROPE BUT NOW AUGHHH#i did not mean to ramble this much but. hypothermia its got all the GOOD BITS. THE CONFUSION! THE SHIVERING! HUDDLING TOGHETHER FOR WAR#TH! THE CONFUSION! JUST AJKLSJGKLFJGLKDFJ#very good to use in writing frfr
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yeehaw
howdy
i introduce you to two new ocs i have yeehaw
bin and bounty yeehaw
#theyre besties yeehaw#and not only that but theyre also dating they just dont exactly say that cause they dont care enough to explain what their relationship is#also yeah one of them is named after the papertowel company/j#idk why i named them the way i did dont question me :(#also theyre a t4t couple yeehaw#and they both use any pronouns#also yes i am giving you my oc lore in the tags because i can#theyre pink and green coded btw 🩷💚#i promise ill draw them again at some point i swear#i promise to draw certain ocs alot and then i dont ik im sorry#anyways time for different tags yeehaw ill shut up now :)#yeehaw#art#digital art#original character#oc#original characters#ocs#artists on tumblr#my art#box time#oc artwork#oc art#my artwork#box’s art corner#oh yeah also i forgot to mention that they both get superpowers at some point so yeah#maybe ill explain their story more at some point later but idk#anyways#i think im done now yeehaw bye bye
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If i actually fucked up my knee bad enough that i have to take a break from morning fast walks im gonna start biting the walls i swear to god bro
#i finally got to do intox + be ashtray + give head and then god immediately smote us both#WOE debilitating joint/ligament pain and nightmare dimension panic be upon ye wretched harlots!!!#</3#angelo.text#its been like 3 days#i can walk on it and all but i cant walk fast and it feels bad and wrong alot#i think its the same knee ive previously injured? im not sure? i have injured both i j dont rember which one i fucked up worse n didnt rehab#properly. lol#uhhhhhh#yeehaw#hi#talking in tags hello<3#pspsps <3
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Something that always kinda bugged me about og fnf fans is how some of them regret not getting to experience early 2000's internet culture/media. Ignoring the fact that alot of those games are still up on NG, I couldnt think of saying anything more naive if I tried.
#personal#ezra's salt tag#the problem with gen z is alot of us DID grow up with early 2000s internet and it shows in the way some of us treat eachother#hell it shows every time I or someone else actually point this out lmao#people were WAY less considerate of other's feelings and boundaries back then. if you think it was bad now you have no idea#everyone was less considerate in the 2000s and 90s. it was much more concentrated on the internet afaik#alot of overlap between them and the people going 'this generation wouldnt last in a mw2 xbox lobby' when said boundaries are made and set#just gives big “I was spanked/hit as a kid and I came out just fine!” vibes#i used to watch blackbustercritic to wean myself off sonic. and the way he used to talk about sonic fans told me all I needed to know#big ups to my mom not letting 7 yo me be encouraged to use 'sonicfag' and 'retard' as insults. she had enough to worry about with me#theres a reason I gravitated more towards adults growing up. they werent Like This at least to me I guess
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I have a few ideas!!!
Now this is long, so... Prepare to venture into the pandora's box that is my category 7 autism event.
Below the cut for sake of space !
So long it could be the colors of the sky post... just significantly more cursed because it's tf2 lore speculation.
"You've been a real monster up there. Honestly, you probably would have ended up here anyway. I feel silly that we even bothered with a contract."
-The Devil on pg. #209 of TF Comics #6
The Devil himself called The Medic a monster. And honestly, I doubt he's far off.
Kill count alone can't be enough to get someone into Hell. As we saw, Sniper and Scout got into Heaven. It's not explicitly stated what gets one into Heaven or Hell in the TF2 universe. All we have to go off of is implication.
Sniper and Scout are paid killers. This is widely considered by humanity to be pretty damn immoral. But here's the thing. They're killers who kill killers. They're paid to kill people who also kill.
"But you left a lot of rotten @#$%s down there that need killin'." "Yer mum's right. A professional wouldn't quit when there's still more work to be done."
-Sniper's parents on pg. #61 of TF Comics #5: Old Wounds
By "rotten @#$%s" I'm going to assume Sniper's mother is talking about other paid killers; mercenaries. I believe Heaven operates on grey moral principles in this universe. Yes, Sniper's killing people... but he's not killing innocent people.
It's similar for Scout (ignoring the Mall Santa Training Facility incident for just a moment...) I don't think it's mentioned or shown anywhere that Scout has explicitly murdered an innocent person. Sure, he's been an asshole. But based on God's behavior, I don't think that's enough to bar him from Heaven either. I mean-- regardless of what Scout has done, God does state that he's His gift to women... So I don't think God is the best person either. (Honestly, God is biased and must have ignored the Mall Santa Training Facility incident all together.)
"Aw, come on, God. Don't destroy humanity. They're good people at heart. Just a buncha dum-dums tryin' their best."
-The Scout on pg. #180 of TF Comics #6: The Naked and the Dead. (Holy shit, I can't believe Scout of all people had to convince God not to smite everybody.)
So it seems God is a little forgiving when it comes to letting people into Heaven. (And... He's also just kind of a douche.) In that case... What does it mean when The Devil Himself tells Medic he probably would've ended up in Hell anyway?
Now this is definitely my own perspective, but...
There are fates worse than death.
The act of ending someone's life, while cruel, isn't... the worst you can do. That would be torture-- prolonged suffering. Unethical medical experimentation would certainly be one of those things.
In Meet the Medic, while Medic is telling Heavy the story of how he lost his medical license, he specifically says "When the patient woke up..." implying the patient survived the procedure. Maybe this is conjecture. It's possible that the medic was being sarcastic. But what if he wasn't?
Not only did he steal a man's entire skeleton, the patient might've just survived the procedure. The Medic was able to preserve BLU Spy's severed head in his refrigerator. Who's to say he didn't find a way to keep somebody alive without a skeleton? In real life, you can't survive without your skeleton. But... I mean... the TF2 universe is full of science fiction crap that isn't all that realistic. We also wouldn't know how long he could've survived without the skeleton. Could've been anywhere from hours to years. (This is a wildly different case from real life, but I this reminded me of the case of Hisashi Ouchi, who received a lethal dose of radiation in 1999 during a criticality accident. He survived for 83 days after the ordeal with drastic medical intervention. Why I started thinking about it is because the man's bone marrow was utterly destroyed, so his body couldn't regenerate new cells. Something to consider when thinking about the logistics of somebody surviving without their skeleton. Ok I'm getting distracted-- discretion advised if you decide to look that up. It's genuinely horrific. Can't emphasize that enough.)
There's also the whole brain-inside-a-pumpkin deal. Yes, the victim was a criminal; a mugger, to be specific. Sure, he wasn't the best person in life. But does that mean he deserved to have his brain meticulously cut out and relegated to being trapped inside of a pumpkin?? I'll go out on a limb here and say that's some I Have No Mouth and I must Scream bullshit. I mean... He can still talk, but... Outside of that and think, not much else. That's terrifying. I'd even say, the skeleton-lacking patient probably experienced something similar if he survived and only had some rudimentary structure to keep his body's structure. (Sidenote: The Engineer was an accomplice in the sentient pumpkin debacle... just throwing that out there...)
With incidents like the baboon uteruses, the uber-heart transplant, and Sniper's resurrection also in mind, we can establish that Medic has a clear pattern of behavior. That being... He likes to experiment on people. Not always for their benefit. (He's no stranger to experimenting on himself, either. He does state that he surgically grafted 8 other souls into his own. In the game, he can receive the benefits of übercharge. Oh, can't forget The Second Opinion or Medimedes cosmetics. Depends on whether you consider those canon or not.)
"...the Medic considers healing a generally unintended side effect of satisfying his own morbid curiosity."
-Medic's bio on the official TF2 Website
I sincerely doubt, in the Medic's approximately fifty years of existence, these are the only experiments he's conducted. They're the only ones mentioned or shown, but I sincerely believe he's got a whole undepicted track record of doing whatever the hell he wants with those unfortunate enough to find themselves on his operating table. It's no wonder he'd end up in Hell with or without a soul-binding deal.
Given the Devil's statement about feeling silly that they even bothered with a contract, I doubt it was his "corruption" that influenced Medic to behave the way he does.
"Well. You're a clever man. You tempted me once, after all. I'm sure you'll figure out a way to trick me out of my other eight souls."
-Medic on pg. #220 of TF Comics #6.
Medic does admit he was tempted by the Devil's proposition. But I believe he was appealing to the Devil's ego here. He even says "I'm sure you'll figure out a way to trick me out of my other eight souls." This doesn't read genuinely. In the next frame, he immediately jumps to mentioning the Devil's "lovely looking pen." He then proceeds to further imply that the Devil could "trick" him out of another soul with it.
The devil looks confused, bamboozled, even. The Medic is walking away all smug like this:
"Ohhhh, what have I done? See, you're well on your way! I don't like my chances."
-The Medic on pg. #225 of TF Comic #6.
This is definitely sarcasm. I'm gonna go ahead and say I don't think the Devil tempted Medic at all. Rather, Medic was the one who tempted the Devil.
The circumstances regarding Medic's first meeting with the Devil are debatable. I could definitely concoct some theories as to what might've happened, but for now I'll conserve some mental energy and process that later.
Medic's procedures are not only unethical, but extremely difficult to execute. One might say, even impossible.
"Please. I am a doctor. You will not die on my table. I'll just kill you here."
-Medic on pg. #101 of TF Comic #6.
Alright. This doesn't prove anything. But it did give me an idea... One could even say... a headcannon... [lightning crash]
What if Medic used his deal with the Devil to decrease the mortality rate of his patients?
Medic's experiments can be very drastic. He kind of just does whatever the hell he wants and gets away with it. It's possible that perhaps somewhere in the clauses of his contract with the Devil, it's explicitly written that his patients "Can't die on his table." Meaning whatever he does to them can't kill them outright.
Or, alternatively, to preserve the idea that Medic is very skilled on his own, the Devil provided him access to ✨forbidden knowledge✨... Such as some visceral idea as to the inner workings of the universe. Some divine... or cursed inclination as to the ingredients for life. No doubt it took him a while to figure out how exactly to use that knowledge. Memorizing a book doesn't make you a rocket scientist until you put that knowledge into practice.
It's nothing the Medic could ever explain. It's like instinct, it's just something he's aware of. That's why he can take a man's skeleton and leave him living (allegedly.) Why he can remove a delicate brain and put it in a pumpkin. And with some engineering expertise at his beck and call, keep that little shit alive.
The Medic isn't magic.
He just knows things nobody else does.
Alright yeah I think that's all. Unless there was something substantial I forgot to consider. Likely because by this point I'm exhausted.
Except I need to circle back for a moment because I forgot to explain what I meant by the Medic tempted the Devil. So. Quick Encore:
I think, perhaps, the Medic proposed an additional clause in their deal. He'd be allowed to handle souls. He claimed he'd use this ability to send more of them to Hell. Collect them... sort of like the soul gargoyle... and ferry them off to the Devil somehow. It just so happens being able to handle souls also makes it so you're able to interact with them in other ways, too. For example... Surgically grafting them.
And that's not something the Devil considered.
Hey, remember when TF2 comics were a thing, and there was this great scene of medic bargaining with the Devil?
Well in that scene there's this particular line which got me wondering.
First -: How likely is it that medic only went to hell for selling his soul? I mean scout and sniper went to heaven and they for sure killed more people, Scout even blew up a Santa training facility , which I'm fairly certain is terrorism. And sniper's whole thing is killing people and he's proud of it.
Meanwhile while medic did probably kill some people, it's not likely that it's more than these two. His biggest crimes are stealing a skeleton, stealing a brain and stuffing it in a pumpkin, and stealing 8 souls from other mercs, and all victims of these crimes survived, sooo...
The other thing it got me wondering... What exactly did he sold his soul for? And here I don't really have an answer, immortality clearly isn't that since he did, well, die, in order for this scene to happen. Talent or intelligence ? Doesn't sit right, I mean it implies that he didn't worked for his achievement , or even worse that he's so immortal only because da devil corrupted him, and that just stinks. So I'd like to hear your ideas if you got any.
#reblog#rambling#spoiler: i go a little off the rails by the end.#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 lore#tf2 comics#tf2 comic spoilers#medic tf2#sniper tf2#scout tf2#the devil tf2#god tf2#tf2 lore speculation#tf2 headcanons#? i guess?#Sniper's parents tf2#This was kind of a... stream of consciousness ordeal. I definitely thought about it alot over the past few days since I first saw this post#Even came up with a draft that I deleted because I started it and got interrupted so I completely lost focus.#Figured I'd just go ahead and start over. And now we're here!#also i got a little tired towards the end so... probably not gonna proofread it all over... to hell with it a proofread as i write.#as I'm editing the tags here it's midnight. I've been working on this for hours#I'll say so far about 3. give or take#tw: discussion of torture#tw: discussion of prolonged suffering#tw: hisashi ouchi#sorry i feel like... that's a valid trigger warning#really funny out of context though#eldritch implications#these tags just get worse the longer I'm awake
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