#I forgot which tag I used for selfies omg

[nolvini]

obligatory Eid photos

[oro-e-diamanti]

So I just got a “shirt” exactly like the one Vic wears in that Vegas bed mirror selfie with the white panties, and I’ve literally never felt more complete. Also oops forgot to tag that goddess with words ask as me - 🦢

The fact that I IMMEDIATELY knew which picture you're referring to lmao, I'm such a simp for the woman. But omg yes I can see how that would make you feel better, the power that woman has on us including influencing our clothing style!! Actual queen

Omg that was you??? Thank you so so much dear, that was so lovely 💕

[heademptyjustvolleyballs]

Haikyuu!! on Instagram, Part 1

Daichi Sawamura: Posts a year’s worth of photos in the span of a few days and then disappears from the app for months at a time. Never replies to comments or DMs.

Koushi Sugawara: Is one of those "only posts when I do something interesting" kind of people. His “close friends” stories are straight up shenanigans, his regular stories are just selfies with different filters.

Asahi Azumane: Most aesthetically pleasing page, pictures are filtered and centered to perfection. He’s not usually in the pictures though, he prefers to be behind the camera. Keeps his account private and only accepts follow requests from family and friends.

Yuu Nishinoya: Only posts volleyball trick shots and a selfie every time he gets a haircut. Comments on friends' photos with strings of emojis that only kind of make sense. 😱🚶‍♂️🥝🥝🧱🎭🗞🙌👅 on a picture of a sunset. What does it mean?

Ryuunosuke Tananka: excessively uses #hashtags. does he do it for the #aesthetics the #views or because he thinks it will make him #instafamous ? #youdecide #instapic #tanakapics #followforfollow #noticemekiyoko

Tobio Kageyama: Goes live and straight up streams whatever volleyball match he's watching and leaves it on his stories. Any time his team is mentioned online or on the news, he posts a screenshot.  Hardly ever posts pictures of himself because he looks pissed in every photo he has. His profile pic is of his back because of that.

Shoyo Hinata: Mainly posts pictures with friends at volleyball practice. They’re a little blurry and sometimes cropped weird but they make for a fun scroll. Definitely has 🏐🙌Karasuno's #10🙌🏐 in his bio. Leaves nice comments on friends’ pics and follows literally everyone he meets.

Kei Tsukkishima: Was peer-pressured into making an instagram and is now addicted. He’ll waste hours scrolling the explore page, but will rarely post anything of his own. NEVER likes or comments on others’ posts.

Tadashi Yamaguchi: Legitimately uses Instagram as a way to keep in touch with people. Is more likely to send someone a DM on insta than he is to send a text. He has definitely bought a few shirts & backpacks from sponsored ads, the algorithm has him all figured out.

Shimizu Kiyoko: Doesn’t post often. but when she does, it’s perfection. The clothes, the background, the pose, that lighting... ma’am this is instagram not the cover of Vogue. Leaves beautiful, borderline poetic comments on friends’ posts. Her profile is private, so everyone feels extra blessed to see her on her feed.

Hitoka Yachi: Posts a mix of pics and her artwork.  Tags friends in giveaway posts if its something she genuinely thinks they'd enjoy. Can't post any pictures with the Karasuno boys without at least 10 family members frantically commenting "which one is your boyfriend?" or calling her mom.

Aobajohsai

Tooru Oikawa: Such a curated profile it makes you wonder if he instagrams for a living. Posts pics & stories regularly. He has NEVER posted a selfie. Asks friends to take pictures of him when they’re out, never posts group shots.

Issei Matsukawa: His instagram exists only so he can roast his friends. Most of his comments are just “ewwww” or “omg whyyy” Posts the most unflattering photos of others, but don’t worry, he doesn’t tag... all of them.

Takahiro Hanamaki: Posts the most interesting candids of others, captioned with adjectives, like “pensive” “courageous” and “oblivious.” Others are unsure if he’s trying to be thought provoking, or if it’s just elaborate trolling.

Hajime Iwaizumi: Posts regularly, but never captions or tags his pictures.

Yutaro Kindaichi: Posts his exercise routines for accountability, not to show off, or so he says. Presses the little heart next to every comment he gets. Only goes onto the explore page to look at cute animal pictures.

Shigeru Yahaba: Was REALLY into instagram for like... 6 months, but forgot his password and hasn’t logged in in over a year.  He claims he doesn’t miss it, but is always looking over someone’s shoulder to see what’s on other’s feeds. 

Akira Kunimi: Keeps his profile private, and ignores 75% of his follow requests, even if they’re from people he knows. Posts pics of every fancy coffee, ice cream, and dessert he eats.

Kentaro Kyotani: Only posts pictures of his dogs.  There’s only one picture of him on the profile and it’s him playing tug-of-war with his new puppy.  Random people follow him for his wholesome dog content, ok, I don’t make the rules. 

You’ll see more schools in part 2 ;)

[theartoflovingthomashunt]

Lake Tahoe Part Three

Lake Tahoe Part One: Road Trip

Lake Tahoe Part Two: Date Night

Lake Tahoe Part Three: Next Steps *This is the last part of the story (for now at least.)

* * * The Art of Loving Thomas Hunt Fan Fiction Masterlist * * *

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Characters: Alex (MC), Thomas Hunt, Victoria Fontaine, Chazz Javellana, Addison Sinclair, Chris Winters

Setting: Alex and Thomas have been secretly dating for a couple of weeks. This is part 3 of my Lake Tahoe weekend trip story. The previous night, Alex and Thomas enjoyed a romantic evening which included a dinner in town. On the morning of this part, Thomas went into town to meet with a screenwriter about a potential upcoming project. Alex stayed at the lake house where they are spending the weekend. This takes place during the last chapter of Red Carpet Diaries Book 2, between the private party for The Last Duchess and the public premiere and release of the film.

Rating: PG

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Thomas came home from his meeting to find Alex sunbathing on the deck. He smiled to himself, admiring her for a moment before joining her. 

“How was your meeting,” Alex asked as she noticed Thomas heading in her direction. 

“Surprisingly intriguing,” Thomas explained. “Apparently there are still individuals with actual talent out there.”

“That sounds an awful lot like a compliment,” Alex teased. “I hope you told whoever you met with that.”

“And risk provoking their ego?” Thomas posed. “I think not. I find people are more motivated and inspired when they feel they continuously need to impress you.” 

“Don’t forget that everyone needs and enjoys a little compliment every now and then,” Alex suggested. 

Thomas took off his jacket and tie, leaving only his button-down white shirt on.

“Should I tell you how beautiful and talented you are more often, then?” Thomas proposed.

“I can’t say I would mind that,” Alex smiled, motioning for Thomas to join her on the lounge chair.

He complied and sat next to her. He kissed her forehead and whispered, “You truly are spectacular.”

Thomas got more comfortable on the chair beside her. Alex ran her hands over his chest, unbuttoning his shirt as she went. She pushed it to the side, exposing his taut stomach. 

“Much better,” Alex leaned into him, resting her head on his chest. Thomas stroked his fingers through her hair and down her back. 

Alex heard her phone buzz on the table beside her. She grabbed it. It was from Victoria.

Victoria: How is reading scripts going? Any luck?

Alex replied: Not yet… 

Victoria: mmkay.

A few seconds later, Victoria sent another text with a link. Alex clicked it. It took her to a tabloid news website. The home page featured a photo of Alex and Thomas from their dinner the previous night. 

Victoria: Want to try again?

Before Alex could reply, her phone started vibrating again, as she received several texts in rapid succession. 

Chris: Was there some The Last Duchess press I forgot about?

Chazz: Heads up… Chazz: (photo from their date) Chazz: this has been making the rounds today Chazz: let me know if you want to address it publicly

Addison: Omgoodness is this why the two of you were so evasive at the party the other night?! 

Alex shot up from her reclined position catching Thomas off guard. 

“What’s wrong?” Thomas quickly sat up beside her. 

Alex pulled up the tabloid website and showed Thomas the pictures from their date. 

“Oh,” Thomas expressed.

“Our friends are a bit curious now,” Alex explained, showing him the texts.

“Are those all the photos they have?” Thomas questioned. “They don’t really have anything revealing. Two colleagues can have dinner together.”

Alex agreed. “I think the problem is more with our friends than in the press at this point.” 

“I concur. I don’t think this is anything more than tabloid gossip. They don’t have anything.” Thomas affirmed. “Our friends, on the other hand, are quite astute... At least some of them. What would you prefer to do?”

“I love sneaking around with you,” Alex started. She let her fingers explore his chest. “But, it would be so much easier if our friends knew. We wouldn’t have to avoid each other when we are all together.”

“I knew I could only keep you to myself for so long,” Thomas admitted, brushing a stray strand of hair out of her face. “Tell them... However, I do hope we can still find time to sneak off–just us.” 

Alex kissed Thomas softly, pushing him back down in the lounge chair. “I believe that can be arranged.”

Alex relaxed into Thomas’s arms, resting her head on his shoulder. She grinned as she started replying to her friends. 

Alex texted Victoria first: Don’t hate me!

Victoria: I can’t believe you lied to me.😞

Alex: I’m sorry. We wanted to see how things went first before telling anyone.

Victoria: 😲Wait… are you guys like… dating? I thought you just bailed on me for dinner

Alex: I think it’s safe to say we are together 😊 Alex texted Victoria a selfie of her laying in Thomas’s arms.

Victoria: OMG ALEX!!!! Victoria: I’m so happy for you Victoria: When did this start?! Victoria: How did it happen? Victoria: I NEED DETAILS!!!

Alex: I promise I will answer all your questions when we get back

Next, Alex texted Chazz.

Alex: Thanks for letting me know. We’re going to ignore the press. Let them speculate. But, we did decide to tell our friends, so you don’t have to suffer through our longing looks at the next party 😉

Chazz: Sounds good. And thank you!!!

Alex texted Addison next.

Alex: Maybe!!!

Addison: Finally!!! I’ve literally been hoping this would happen for months. I wish I could explain to you how he looks at you when he thinks no one is watching. I'm glad he finally did something about it! I know he can be a little rough around the edges but, he’s a good one!

Alex: I think so too! 😊

Finally, Alex replied to Chris.

Alex: No press… just dinner.

Chris: Make sure Thomas knows how lucky he is!

Alex: I think he knows

As Alex finished the first round of texts, more came pouring in. Alex put her phone back on the table. They could wait. 

“Are you sure you're okay with this?” Alex asked looking up at Thomas. 

He kissed the top of her head. “I was going to ask you the same thing.”

“Why” Alex questioned curiously.

“I still can’t believe you’re with me, Alex,” Thomas caressed her cheek. “Part of me convinced myself that I was just your secret tryst. I was okay with that! Telling other people makes it real. It makes us real.”

“Thomas, of course, we’re real” Alex expressed. “As is the way I feel about you. I want to share that with our friends. They should know how happy you make me.”

“As you do for me,” Thomas added. “It is a privilege to share our happiness with our friends.”

Thomas lifted Alex’s chin and guided her lips to his. Her lips parted to meet his. Her mouth was warm and inviting. He let his tongue meet with hers. Alex ran her fingers through his hair, pulling him closer. 

“I can’t wait to make all our friends jealous,” Alex teased when they finally broke apart.

Thomas pulled her back into his arms, holding her close as they relaxed under the warm sun by the lake.

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Thomas Tags: @hopelessromantic1352 ; @alleksa16 ; @mfackenthal ; @alj4890

; @the-soot-sprite ; @flyawayboo

Thank you so much for reading my Thomas x Alex stories. Please let me know if you want to be added to the tags. <3

[migleefulmoments]

Abby has a 'CC 2017 A Year in Review' post. It's fascinating. Totally convinced me they are 100000000% correct. Darren and Chris were both at 2 events. Darren wore his God Save the Queer shirt. TLOS is definitely a representation of CC.Oh, there are pictures of them in similar poses!!! They tweeted on the same day!! Darren sang songs from Glee. I'm convinced. She really knows her shit. #sarcasm is dripping off this message, btw. She's a certifiable nutcase. Go read for yourself. its Hilarious!

I cracked up when she said they were both at the LA Women’s March with the several million other people who went. How is that different from “they both live in LA”?  

The God Save the Queer T-shirt is her most treasured post-Glee “proof”. She is sure that he wears that because he is saying ‘I’m queer’.  It isn’t simply that  he is wearing a LGBTQ-positive shirt to an LGBTQ events. Darren and Mia’s entire group carried pro-LGBTQ and women’s signs at the women’s march.

They also both went to a huge Adam Lambert concert thousands of their friends.  The man was on Glee and Darren never misses a music event... of course they went.  One rando posted a Tweet claiming that Darren and Chris were talking and Abby buys it.  His 27 likes and 4 retweets is proof enough for me!  It’s cclove. 

Darren and Chris both went to spirit day- a LGBTQ support event.  That’s huge...why would both men attend an LGBTQ-positive hosted by their friend Justin Trantor if they weren’t together? It makes NOOOO sense.  THEY WORE MATCHING OUTFITS, FFS!!!! Jeans, a Jean jacket and a t-shirt is not a common outfit for a 30-ish yo man at a causal event so IT’S PROOF.  History is not wrong!

We cannot forget TLOS 6: A Love Letter to Darren Criss by Chris Colfer.   Darren released a song called Lost Boys Life written by his brother that is clearly about a man on the road missing his love. But ccers immediately declared that Darren actually wrote it -plausible deniability-because it “reeks of CC”. That along with it’s Peter Pan reference and Chris’s dedication  “Let’s never grow old together” is PROOF PROOF PROOF PROOF OMG ITS PROOF.  And O.M.G. Froggy is on the cover in the Mirror that MorInA put him in and Chris is a petty dick so we know that is about Darren.  He also called MorInA a goat - he’s such a misogynistic dick and I LOVE IT. 

“And this amazing quote that speaks for itself:“Only idiots listen with their eyes” she said. “if people don’t hear your words, that shout them. If people silence you, then write your message with fire. Demanding respect is never easy but if something you love is at stake, then i’d say it’s worth the price”.   (Ok, I gotta be honest, all sarcasm aside, how the fuck does she not see this is what she is doing and realize he was calling out people like her?  How does she believe this was something cc positive? Also all the STFF stuff...how is she so obtuse?).

Oh I forgot they both posted childhood photos on the same TBT -nobody else did that...nope never.  

Chris denied he watched AVPM -not because it’s been a decade and he forgot-or it doesn’t really mean anything to him but   because CC IS SO ON. “Denial of AVPMI know for a fact this was not a planned question. He was caught by surprise and instead of answering truthfully, Chris got flustered and denied seeing AVPM when it has been documented countless times that not only has he seen it, he was a huge fanboy.” 

Also these two nonsense statements “That time when Chris was asked if he kept in touch with D and he said “Kind of Sort of”The Promo Interview right before TLOS was released on the SocialIf it’s on social media, you’re not happenin’. I try to keep my personal life personal, and not mix the two. It’s hard to do, but I try.” All CC positive moments in 2017. 

I’m just going to leave this one without sarcastic comment because it speaks for itself: 

A Doll’s House Part 2.  

“A show chris saw when promoting TLOS and that months later we discover Darren saw as well yet not one photo or tweet placing him there unlike the myriad of other shows he sees where there are copious pics and accounts. Both loved it.” (Ok, I give it a Huh? Darren goes out all the time and we don’t know most of the time. He has said so but of course he didn’t say so with a social media post so ccers don’t count it).  

Chris wore his “cc” scarf in London...yes a scarf he wore in an actual picture of Chris and Darren from an early event is somehow a cc scarf.  Oi vey.  

and Darren’s ccfamous tweet where he used a Batman gif saying “I don’t want this” is ccproof becuase he was telling us he doesn’t want his life but he’s in too deep to get out now

When will this end? 

This was followed by Chris’ Epic Snap Chat, Don’t you wish your bunny was cute like me that can be found here (x)” in which Chris posted a filter of a bunny on his face and voice singing “don’t you wish your bunny was hot like me’ I would imagine that Mia must have used a similar filter somewhere int he last 6 months prior to this “so much shade” from Chris. Again he’s a dick.   

And there was the time Darren waited over a week to respond to a tweet, a tweet posted on May 27.  It should be noted he chose his tweet to respond of the likely thousands he was tagged in as i was right after the selfie and the CG show. Further, he replied right after Chris posted his Peru pic where he claims to have spent his birthday. (In other words I”m really grasping here) 

I Don’t Mind” a song that is so clearly about Chris even though he has since mentioned he wrote it during his teenage years in San Fransisco. Her 2017 proof isn’t that he wrote the song about Chris but that he didn’t play it in 2017 even though it was on two playlists and he made a big to do about no playing it at Elsie Fest. 

“Remember that Variety Article, an Exclusive About Indigo that originally contained this quote:Colfer’s news comes a day after his former on-screen love interest Darren Criss reunited with Murphy with a starring role on season three of anthology American Crime Story. So mysterious how it was edited out almost immediately”. 

TLOS movie and ACS Versace moving to season 2 happened on the same day- I believe that movie news is in Variety on the same day hence it gets out to press on the same day.  

Then we come to more mirror imagine photos -years apart 

Darren sang Glee songs which means he loves Chris- Hopelessly Devoted 

“The Day the Dance is Over  The video from the first time we heard this beautiful and incredibe love song about a dedicated love full of obstacles (and every version since as continued to amaze)” Another song that plausible deniability was written by Darren not Chuck.  

“And Critical to Remember, 2017, the year both C&D made a deal with Fox. This is going to majorly contribute to 2018″

(X)

[wutheringheightsfilm]

wait :0 whats ur tagging system? like ik u have it but idk what ur tags mean 😭 and for some reason i have to know bc i love tagging systems ........... 😔😔

omg...ok i love to pretend im organized (i kind of am) my tagging system is pretty general!

#x = pics. like photos of anything like aesthetic photos

#places = for cool looking locations! ill tag pics w these when they say like... idk like “Budapest, Hungary” or something

#words = for quotes mostly! like something like this:

#music = for audio posts that r songs!!

#vid = for any posts that have videos

#t = text posts including my own, but all text posts mostly

#vero.txt = my personal text posts!! only ones that ive made

#art = for art!! self explanatory 💕

#nature = for anything nature related like landscapes and flowers!!

#my face = selfies/pics of me!!

#fave = for my favorite posts/things i wanna save

#asks = for ask memes (like question form ones) and for asks i get and answered

#vampires = for anything that gives off a vampiric vibe!! i have the brand url why not use it

#ash 💫 = my tag for u!!

#mutuals = if any of my mutuals post pics or anything of themselves if theyre ok to rb ill tag them w that!!

i also tag triggers for ppl like #flashing gif for those with epilepsy, #body image /, #blood /, and some others

ill also have #ocean a lot because i love the sea

i have the tags #tv and #movies, but if i know the movie/show and if ive seen it, ill tag it with the name

for loona i have tags for each subunit too, loona 1/3 is just #one third, odd eye circle is #summer unit (because of that one loonatv where i think one of them was like summer unit hot unit) and yyxy is #eden girls, a callback to my first url (which was indeed edengirls)!

most of my other tags are things for other groups (like #rv for red velvet, #nct, #dreamcatcher, etc) or members of those groups, but i also have recently #mdzs for the novel and donghua (animated show) mo dao zu shi! its just shorter to have mdzs!!

i think thats about it!!! omg if theres one i forgot you can ask about it!!

[peakanss]

A Simself TAG

I was tagged by @literalite and someone else that I forgot :(( Thank you!

I tag @enismald, @caacti, @peryllium, @nightvy, @sammmi-xox, @ouikala, @fussysim, @unflirtytrait, @starry-eyed-simss, @sadb0ysims, @faunakii, @vatorey, @cakeiko, @bearcula, @cowplant-pizza​, @scrumptiousfries​, @kaydandthesims​, @dyoreos​   and anyone who wants to do this, just say I tagged you!

Traits: hot-headed, slob, active

aspiration: public enemy i think

1. What is your full name? Valerie something something som

2.What is your nickname? Val

3. Birthday? Feb 24

4. What is your favorite book series? The mortal instuments. THE SHOW SUCKS HAHAGASEHLFZ

5. Do you believe in Aliens or Ghosts? Despite my supernatural obsession, no.

6. Who is your favorite author? I like Leonard S. Marcus and Cassandra Clare

7. What is your favorite radio station? yeet

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? Blue raspberry

9. What word would you use to describe something great or wonderful? yes

10. What is your current favorite song? Generation why- Conan Gray or Pussy is God- King Princess

11. What is your favorite word? fuk

12. What is the last song you listened to? Why do I still?- Neiman ft. May Angeles

13. What TV show would you recommend for everyone to watch? HAHAHAH  ok: Supernatural, Shameless U.S (MA), The walking dead (MA), Jane the virgin, Total Drama Island, Teen Wolf, NARCOS (MA), and How to get away from murder.

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Deadpool, Spider man Homecoming, or Thor Ragnarok.

15. Do you play video games? Well YES

16. What is your biggest fear? Hetero Keith

17. What is your best quality in  your opinion? my dik. Or my eyelashes ig

18. What is your worst quality in your opinion? My weight and inconsistency

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? omg don’t make me choose T-T

20. What is your favorite season? autumn

21. Are you in a relationship? nop

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? My cat.

23. Who is your best friend? my dog or my demon! Annabel

24. What is your eye color? Dark brown. Don’t let my simself fool u

25. What is your hair color? Brown with auburn ombre

26. Who is someone you love? Dean Winchester

27. Who is someone you trust? my dog. everyone in the background: shut yo lonely ass up

28. Who is someone you think about Often? Austin Porter from PRETTYMUCH

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? Supernatural season 14 to come out on netflix.

30. What is your biggest obsession? Boy bands. Specifically PRETTYMUCH not so much for their music but the friendship they have with each other c:

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? Total Drama island,  Johnny Test, and A.N.T farm.

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to? My friend Monty

33. Are you superstitious? not really

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? hetero keith

35. Do you perfer to be in front of the camera or behind it? Neither tbh

36. What is your favorite hobby? Track and feild.

37. What is the last book you read? Geomerty textbook LOL

38. What is the last movie you watched? Kung Fu Panda >:) jk idr

39. What musical Instruments do you play, if any? I used to play the baritone..

40. What is your favorite animal? duk

41. What are your top 5 favorite tumblr blogs that you follow? I don’t have top 5′s lol

42. What superpower do you wish you had? INVISIBILITY

43. When and where do you feel most at piece? At home.

44. What makes you smile? my dog on some dumb shit

45. What sports do you play, if any? TRACK & FIELD

46. What is your favorite drink? Arizona green tea

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody?

Probably my brother’s birthday.

48: Are you afraid of heights? YES DEATHLY

49: What is your biggest pet peeve: Lily singh or lele pons. Hehe but on a real note people who say they do track and cant even keep a good pace while running laps at school LOL.

50. Have you ever been to a concert? Yeah 5sos and PRETTYMUCH. Can you tell how much i obsess over boybands lol.

51. Are you vagan/ vegetarian? naw

52. When you were little, what did you wanna be when you grew up? I think a chemist lol.

53: What fictional world would you like to live in? The sims bc Yuki Behr is my baby momma and I just wanna love her T-T

54. What is something you worry about? Failing exams or getting kicked off the track team.

55. Are you scared of the dark? In my room when I’m walking in the dark cuz I don’t wanna step on my dog or a thumb tac or something lol

56. Do you like to sing? hell ye

57. Have you ever skipped school? Yes in 6th grade.

58. What is your favorite place on the planet? At home or anywhere with my best friend.

59. Where would you like to live? Canada or Michigan.

60. Do you have any pets? 3 DOGS omg

61: Are you more of an early bird or a night owl? morning bird.

62: Do you like sunrises or sunsets better? Sunset.

63. Do you know how to drive? yes

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? earbuds.

65. Have you ever had braces? ew yes

66: What is your favorite genre of music? r&b, soul, and ‘rock’

67: Who is your hero? Tom Hiddleston aka loki aka best man alive.

68: Do you read comic books? hell yeah.

69: What makes you most angry? prank channels

70. Do you prefer reading a book on an electronic device or on a real book? Real book unless it’s webtoon sksksksk

71. What is your favorite subject in school? lunch. haha I’m so funny

72. Do you have any siblings? An older and younger brother and a stepsister.

73. What was the last thing you bought? Either one of those giant arizona tea cans or v bucks for my little brother agsfkfasv

74. How tall are you? 5′3

75. Can you cook? I can bake. can’t cook.

76. What are three things that you love? Austin porter, my dog, my fam and friends.  that’s 4 but OK

77. What are three things you hate? Push-up bras [those shits are uncomfortable], hetero keith, and hetero keith.

78. Do you have more male or female friends? I don’t have any friends. I’m jp female.

79. What is your sexual orientation? Idk pffff I think bi-curious. Is that a thing orr

80. Where do you currently live? Floridaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

81. Who was the last person you texted? My friend lehla.

82. When was the last time you cried? when charlie di*** in spn which was a while ago

83. Who is your favorite youtuber? Gay helmet- I mean Gabe helmy

84. Do you like to take selfies? Depends if I’m feeling myself or not but usually no.

85. What is your favorite app? Huji cam, netflix, discord etc.

86. What is your relationship to your parent(s)? I don’t like either of them but I would die for them . My mom let’s me go out more often so <3

87. What is your favorite foreign accent: OMG I LOVE THEM ALL but if I had to choose, Portuguese.

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit? Windenburg :p

89. What is your favorite number? 69

90. Can you juggle? kind of???

91. Are you religious? I mean I believe in jesus but that’s about it lol

92. Do you find outer space or the deep ocean to be more interesting? OUTER SPACE

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil? nope I’m a wuss

94. Are you allergic to anything? furries and their weird costume fetish shit.

95. Can you curl your tounge? yeah

96. Can you wiggle your ears? no

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something? neverr

98. Do you perfer the forest or the beach? beach.

99. What is your favorite piece of advice anyone has given you? I’m already tracer.

100. Are you a good liar? yes

101. What is your Hogwarts house? Gryffindor

102. Do you talk to yourself? no lol

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert? introvert :D

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? no

105. Do you believe in second chances? depends

106: If you found a wallet full of money, what would you do? Keep it. duh

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? obviously

108. Are you ticklish? yes

109. Have you ever been on a plane? yep

110. Do you have any piercings? 3 on each ear

111. What fictional character do you wish were real? UGH LOKI OR THE WINCHESTERS

112. Do you have any tattoos? I have a stick n’ poke on my chest.

113. What is the best decision you’ve made in your life? Adopted the little scared white dog at the adoption center :>

114. Do you believe in karma? no

115. Do you waer glasses or contacts? glasses

116. Do you want children? I don’t know yet man.

117. Who is the smartest person you know? This robot in my class. Let’s call him bob.

118. What is your most embarrassing memory? Getting my assed whooped in a cruise in front of thousands of people.

119. Have you ever pulled an all nighter? Doing one rn sis.

120. What color are most of your clothes? idk I have an explosive wardrope but mostly grey or yellow.

121. Do you like adventure? I guess

122. Have you ever been on TV? Yep I was the spokesman for my track team and I answered like 2 questions while I was sweaty and gross. I’ll try to find the link lol

123. How old are you? Rather not say but I am 14-18 range.

124. What is your favorite quote? don’t know sis.

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods? savory.

[aharris00britney]

ASKS 12

spoookyyyy season, lmao I tried answering as many as I could but now I am going to be deleting the rest of my inbox so sorry if I didn’t get to answer you :( also WCIFs are on hiatus rn but you can find a lot of the stuff I use on my cc finds blog

Anonymous said: hey, have you ever thought about making a blackpink inspired hair?            

Most of my hairs start off being K-Pop inspired and then don’t look like what I was trying to achieve, so if I tried making one it wouldn’t look right once I finished it haha, I have a hair based off Lisa though!

Anonymous said: are all of your hairs also male compatible? there's a guy sim i want to make who has shoulder length hair and one of yours would be great to use

I never check that since I make them for female sims, but if you change some tags in S4S you should be able to check the hair you want yourself :D

Anonymous said: would you be ok with people converting your hair?       

Sure! I plan on converting some hairs eventually but if other people do it then I don’t mind at all. Just credit me obvi and link to the original post

Anonymous said: Hey, I love your CC (especially the hairs) and your sims are so beautiful! However, I noticed that so far you only uploaded your female sims (not that I’m complaining, they’re all gorgeous!) but I was just wondering if you could upload one or two male sims sometime? They look amazing too!            

I actually have had my male model sim in my drafts since JANUARY ready to post, I just need to get his tray files haha. Will try to do it soon! Also ty

Anonymous said: Have you posted your female "model" for everything on the sims 4 gallery?

yeah they’re on the gallery! Aharris00britney is my origin ID

Anonymous said: hiya, i was wondering if you created your own hair textures or if you used ea's (or anyone else's textures)? thanks!            

I use EA textures as bases and usually edit them somehow by combining different ones together when needed.

@ellebellsims​ said: Hello! Tysm for all the lovely hairs you provide for us! I end up using at least one of your hairs for every household in my game, haha. I had two quick questions.. the first, for someone that has limited abilities in making recolors (and never with hair before) how difficult is it to add an ombre accessory or recolor for one of your hairs? Also, how difficult would it be to convert for kids?    

Recolors are really easy to do, there are tons of tutorials on YouTube that will help with that. Ombre accessories are a bit challenging but hopefully I can get a tutorial for those out one day. Converting to kids is really simple if you know Blender basics, you can use my converting to adults tutorial to get an idea of how a conversion would work.        

Anonymous said: You had a obession with the flowers lmao            

lmao, very true!

Anonymous said: wcif the ice cream in this post? /post/174729716466/icecreamedit            

the ice cream was drawn in by @ayoshi-sims​ :( so it isn’t a real thing

@wholegrainsims​ said: hey there! i saw in your about that your favorite show is game of thrones! mine too! also your hair that’s coming out on 9/30 looks like a mm cersei hair & i’ve been dying for some mm got cc! looking forward to it!            

omg true! I didn’t even think of Cersei while making it lmao, thank you for pointing that out to me :D

Anonymous said: O M G  your selfie in the 57 facts tag was the most adorable thing ever. You're like insanely handsome?? I am shook???

Anonymous said: how does you feel being extremely beautiful?          

@theforgottensimblr​ said: omg, just saw your post at the fire alarm and I just have to say that you are so cute. That's it, you're cute. Hope you're having a good day        

Anonymous said: YOU ARE SO BOOTIFUL      

Anonymous said: You are a very beautiful human being. I like your face and personality very much.❤️                  

haha thank you guys! I don’t find myself that attractive of a person so the compliments helps keep me from being super self conscious :P thank you again <3 very much appreciated

Anonymous said: not sims related, but opinions on the most recent bts comeback?            

I don’t keep up with a lot of the boy group comebacks, but I listened to it and thought it was okay? I am pretty strictly into girl groups/female singers though so I’m not the best person to ask about it haha

Anonymous said: hi austin!! i just wanted to say i love your creations and you are one of the most amazing hair creators out there! but i had a quick question: will you ever put your "dean" hair model available for download? 

I don’t know if he is saved, but if he is I will try to put him for download!

Anonymous said: ok so i have a question if you dont mind, i feel like it's kind of stupid but how do you manage to move parts of the hair mesh in edit mode without the part you selected like 'seperating' from the part you didn't select and making a big ass gap in the mesh? like does that make sense? when i try to edit shit in edit mode i cant ever bc the faces separate from eachother when i try to translate a part of it or make it smaller, etc. if this makes sense, thank you if not im sorry im just stupid.            

REMOVE DOUBLES!!!! lmao that is the only way you will get anything done in edit mode. Proportional Edit Tool and Removing doubles from the entire mesh makes it a lot easier than sculpt mode. Make sure to split edges later though

@bishyouknowit​ said: I just recently went cc free and now I see your new hairs and I just wanna download all the hairs I had from you again and put them back in my game. I love your stuff so much!! ❤❤❤❤❤

aww thank you!! I am glad you like my cc <3 good luck staying cc free haha I could neverrrr

@bangtansabotage​ said: who's your loona bias?        

Kim Lip <3 then Yves, Jinsoul, and Hyunjin

Anonymous said: Absolutely love the content you're coming out with! You're so talented. 💝

thank you so much <3 glad you are enjoying my cc as much as I enjoy making it :P

Anonymous said: Is it wrong I forgot you were a guy?            

Yes.... LMAO egfdbv I am joking :P It is fine you forgot, it isn’t like I am posting a selfie everyday showing off my radiating masculinity sfdcfbvb which I don’t even have

Anonymous said: you’re very good 👌🏼

at what 👀👀 ****** ***?

Anonymous said: Do you put your things up on Simsdom? because I just found you Em hair on there            

I don’t :( but as long as they are linking to my post and not to the download link there isn’t much I can do.

Anonymous said: Columbus never set food in North America, he landed on various Caribbean islands. Also, Delaware was the first state.

take that up with my history teacher from like 2nd grade ok rwedffvb

Anonymous said: you're in virginia? I go to college in virginia too but i'm from missouri!! it's cool to think that one of my favorite content creators is so close to me! much love!!!!           

ooooo exciting!!! I go to Radford lmao it is like 30 minutes from Virginia Tech

Anonymous said: Yooo! You're from VA! Ive never met anyone online from VA except from me!

omg that is crazy you’ve never met anyone from here before haha, I have only met like one or two so makes sense I guess

[heyangel]

I’m back like a bug what up (idk what that was but let’s just go with it) 1) tell me about your favorite tumblr users, tell me why you followed them 2) fangirl over something- BELLA YOU ARE SEEING HARRY IN 5 DAYS!!! HARRY WILL BE BLESSED WITH YOUR PRESENCE!! WHEN YOU WALK IN WITH A BOA AROUND YOUR NECK PLEASE BE CAREFUL DONT LET HARRY BREAK YOUR NECK STEALING YOUR BOA OKAY! I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT YOU WEAR! YOUR PICTURES AND VIDEOS! I HOPE YOU GET BARRICADE YOU DESERVE MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE

dont hate me im gonna miss ppl (i had to edit this because it became a lot longer than i thought it would) but ill answer my fangirl over something soooooo HARRYS DAMN 2015 HAIR WAS THE BEST THING OF MY ENTIRE LIFE????? THE FUCKING CURLS LIKE THE REALLY LONG CURLY CURLS??? YEAH THATS MY HOME???? THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES PAST WHERE I DO NOT MISS HARRYS LONG LONG LOOOOONG HAIR

honesty hour!! ask me questions

@rainbowstour so this is sara. literally my best friend idk how she puts up with me cause i am fucking Annoying but she does and im so grateful. the most Relatable person on this fucking hellsite and its brilliant. she was one of the first few blogs i followed and we unintentionally had matching urls its so great. feeling very lucky to know her

@rainbowlouie another very early friend i made who pre much welcomed me into tumblr within the first week. we truly became friends when she started a countdown for me to see harry in 2017 and i literally cant believe cara was kind enough to do so (this bitch loves louis n will kick my ass if i dont tell people about it)

@babyhoneyjpg amanda aka banan is a literal angel. not afraid to speak her mind (which i admire and love ranting with her) and shes so supportive of everything. she truly is one of a kind and i love her very much (also loves louis and would kick my ass if i ever forgot it)

@lquis con AHHH con my sweet literal angel! always so so supportive no matter what! never fails to make me smile and their damn sense of humor is my favourite thing ever I LOVEEEE

@babyhoneylive lisTEN i feel honOURED TO EVEN BE A MUTUAL WITH KERI she is so loveable and likeable and funny with a DAMN GOOD BLOG AND im just ya know lil old me!!!! probs 80% of my blog is reblogs from keri but ya know what its fine 

@iconichalo the one and only alex. the one who misses her boy that much it isnt funny. im a Harrie (shocker) but alex’s constant louis posts n reblogs keeps me THRIVING she may be tiny (5ft U SMOL LIKE UR BOY) but she is FULL OF SO MUCH LOVE FOR EVERYONE AND LOUIS

@spaceboysweater arsh arsh arsh arsh arsh i feel like i press ur damn buttons but in a banter way and i feel like thats why we get along so well. she is so easy going (shes also full of shit) anD JUST LOVES THE HELL OUT OF HARRY. she is a bitesize package of ot5 its fantastic i love her

@rosesau im gonna have to limit myself here because i could go on for literally hours about syeda and how talented she is and hard working. her blog is purely the most Aesthetic thing i have ever seen. her writing is amazing (read b&d or unfollow me lol). i love syeda so much. shes got some damn good shitposts (that arent actually shit theyre great. and she just deserves the whole damn world

@louisandthedagger my damn tumblr crush! she is the purest n loveliest girl. shes always been SO SO nice to me even from the start (which omg i cry) but camila is truly so gorgeous, i dont have the words to say it. her posts (always) are amazing and that damn good content and her selfies? ya saved my life

@imisslouissomuch AH BEL IS SO FUNNY AND I JUST LOVE HER! someone give her louis tomlinson before she stops breathing but ofgdgidsi. i love her so much (HOPEFULLY SEEING HER IN 5 DAYS)

@fondleeds lysha is the kindest soul. i could never pick a negative thing to say about her ever. she truly deserves the whole world. she is so enjoyable to talk to and SHE IS SO TALENTED with her writing and musically. i literally would lay down my life for her

@roguecurls sara is an angel. truly have been friends with her for most of the time ive been on tumblr. we literally bond so much over snapchat and spamming us singing 1d. i wish we lived closer so we could sing irl. SHE LOVES LOUIS AND I CANNOT WAIT TIL SHE SEES HER BOY

and ofc you tea @stevieftharry you’re so incredibly wonderful, i feel like i reblog your whole tumblr at times because everything you blog is amazing. your tags are 10/10 and you as a person is such a damn blessing

[sunlightbi]

hi guys !! i promise i’ll do a proper follow forever later in 2018 when we survive 2017 but today i want to give a shout out to some amazing people whom i’m very proud to call my friends and best friends. all of my mutuals are extremely special but these ones mean the whole world to me as we always talk and laugh together and i’m pretty sure i’d die for every single one of them. i hold each one of you very close to my heart :’) so here’s a list of people that make me smile every day and also make my world brighter and my dash a better place !! (1. idk how long it takes im sorry i lov y’all 2. also idk why i have this summer pic as my header but happy new year i guess)

i’ll start with the most important person for on this website @alloutshirt. lisa, you’re truly my soulmate and i can’t even imagine my life without you now. you always make my happy by just liking random posts on my blog or tagging me in pure stuff. i just want you to know that i’d do anything for you, i care about you so so much and i don’t think i’ll ever stop. i hope you’ll always be happy because you’re too precious and incredible and you have my whole heart. i love you to the moon and back, baby :’) YOU’RE ALSO THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD DON’T FORGET THAT

@twofronteeth amal even tho you never check ur activity page and have a face like a goddess (no kidding im crying every time i see your selfies) somehow we are mutuals and friends, i still don’t know why the fuck you noticed me but that was the best day of my life. please please never change, you’re literally the cutest person i know and your spelling mistakes make you even cuter !! just the way you talk to ppl makes you cute idk how you do that. you truly deserved your nickname ‘baby honey’ and i’m very proud to call you that i love you

of course i can’t even imagine myself without Pure Squad even tho it exists like 3 minutes but !!!! these people are already so important to me that i cry every time we interact

@spaceboysweater arsh i swear i couldn’t love you more because you’re one of the purest people on this website. and ur laugh !!!!! oh my god this is the best thing i’ve ever heard i need it as my ringtone. i will love you forever, you always make me smile and i wanna hug you so tight !!!!!!!!!

@babieharrie ahhh karri you’re just the most adorable person ever and i love you so so so so much. we almost made it !!! almost started a gc aksjfgffkj. you are incredibly lovely and you have a special place in my heart even tho you hate cats which i still can’t believe oh my god

@rainbowsboa 1) where the fuck are you i miss you 2) i’ve never seen a blog with more posts than yours i swear i need hours to scroll through it. but bella you’re my sunshine and you always bring me happiness, i really enjoy talking to you and omg i just love you so much i’m sorry i’m crying

@bibi-harry becca i can’t even put into words how much you mean to me !!!!!! i appreciate it so much when you come to talk to me because you’re sad or feel alone. i’m really glad i can help because you’re too amazing and flawless to be sad ever. i just hope you’ll have the best 2018, i love you with my whole heart cupcake !!

@haryslytherin eleanor baby it feels like i’ve known you for ages, you’re such an incredible person even tho your blog is a mess aklsjkdh. i love talking to you, you’re a pure bean. please make more 1d edits in 2018 that’s a need for me !! your art is wonderful just as you :) also i hope in 2018 you won’t change your icon every day

@fireprooof le !!!! just as you said i can’t imagine my tumblr experience without you too (tbh that message made me cry i love you so much). you were one of my first larry mutuals actually and i’ll never forget how excited i was that day. and i was extremely happy when you messaged me and said you miss my likes !! that was iconique. your edits give me life, i’ve never seen anything more beautiful, i just want to make a whole sideblog to reblog everything you make.  hope you’ll have an amazing 2018, i love you endlessly :’)

@louieh ghadeer aka the most iconic fanfic writer i know ;);)));)) i know this had been a tough year for you but i hope 2018 will be much better !!! you deserve the best only, i love you so so much and appreciate you more than you could imagine. i wanna give you the world and the stars and the moon and everything pure in the universe !!!!! i just hope everything will be okay darling :)

@stylesappreciation flo even tho you forgot about me i’m still here like hachi bc i love you very much a lot. anyways !!! skldjdfbhdskl you’re one of the most iconic people i know and your edits make my heart melt, i cry every time you post something new. we don’t talk as much as we used to which is sad but that’s okay, i’d sill give you my liver and everything you want. hope 2018 will treat you well baby :) ( @nosuchblue take care of her !!! i love u too erin and wish you all the best in 2018)

@liamsgrammys and @blushlouie you just go together and i can’t tell you apart. we actually don’t talk but you two are the most iconic gays ever and i’m so glad to witness ur gay relationship and reblog ur gay selfies and cry my gay tears !!!! i hope 2018 will be amazing for you, i love you two so so much, this gay experience is very important for me

@rosesau syeda aka ome of the most popular binches ever. i’m shook that like everybody knows you??? wtf??? how you do that honestly. you’re truly iconique and i’m pretty sure you make everyone’s tumblr experience much better. your text posts are my favourite thing ever and i just love you so incredibly much !!!! have the best 2018 biatch

@honeyhaz jackie !!!! the most precious flower in the land, i adore you so much. i really really really love talking to you, you’re the loveliest person ever, i hope you’ll have a lot of friends in 2018 !! you deserve only pure things darling. you make my heart burst with love every time you appear on my dash and i would just like to clarify that i love you to the moon and back :’)

@iconichalo well your url just speaks for itself so !!! i only wanted to say that alex you’re really an amazing person and i’m hella glad that we met thanks to gorgeous people we both talk to. i hope in 2018 we’ll become closer because i really like you !!! wish you the best stuff in new year darling :)

@ann-fortunately maybe i’d love you more if you stopped exposing me !!!!! alsjddgdgdkdj nevermind i actually love you very much a lot, you’re a pure puppy and i just wish 2018 treats you really well. all the love my dear !!! (also pls make more edits)

@dreamsmp3 eden baby idk when you’ll see this but i just want you to know that it’s not the same without you here, you’re incredible and i hope you’re taking care of yourself !!!!! i’m still thinking about that post i made when i just saw you on my dash and i oliterally became so overwhelmed that wrote big ass paragraph about how much i love you on the verge of tears and tbh this is Mood. you make everything better and brighter and i just want to wish you the best things in 2018, you deserve the whole world my love :’)

@lwtrainbows gio !!!! i’m so happy that i’m friends with arsh’s soulmate aldjfhfgjn you are just wonderful !!! i hope you won’t ever be sad, you need to always smile and laugh because the world needs more of this. you are one of the purest people ever and i just want to wrap you in a big blanket and give you forehead kisses. i wish 2018 treats you well sunshine !!!!

@alwaysycu well rhian you’re just an angel (my-my-my-my only angeeeel) that deserves better, always better. you make my heart go ‘!!!!’ when we talk and you’re just so nice and sweet always. i hope you’ll never be sad in 2018, it just goes against nature tbh. you were created to spread love and light so i hope next year will be the happiest for you :) i love you very much a lot

@iamlouis oh damn sarah !!! (this is just The Mood always with you) you’re a popular bitch and i’m still wondering why we are mutuals because your cool ass is too cool for me. everything you do is iconic and i’m tired bc you’re too good and pure wtf !! but i wish you become iconicer in 2018 because why not we all deserve some glow up i lov u

@delicatelou pinja you’re the softest person i know !!!! like literally. everything about you and your blog is so aesthetic and beautiful and just perfect??? h o w. i’m friends with a literal angel what the heck !! hope 2018 treats you well, you deserve the best only my pure baby. i’ll love you til the end of time darling, you’re amazing :’)

@ftdtlouis @lesbianhoran @larriez @definegirlfriends i’m only mentioning you because you broke my heart to pieces !!! but it’s new year so i gotts forgive you so you could dissappoint me in 2018 with something new. ALSMJDHNDG JOKES I LOVE Y’ALL EVEN THO I WAS HELLA SCARED YESTERDAY i just want all my mutuals to be happy and fine. is that too much to ask?.. anyways i wish you all the best i hope the nest time this shit happens i won’t be online bye

@rainbowstyles sabine i wouldn’t ever forget about you !!! you’re the sweetest creature ever, so so pure and lovely that you melt my heart. you deserve lots of love and happiness and laugh in 2018 and always. i hope you won’t ever be sad even tho it’s impossible but you are meant to be a sunshine !! i love you so so much, please don’t forget that :)

@poshlouis and @louari you two are iconic bitches and i couldn’t love you more. amanda thank you for always being nice to me and aline ,,, just thank you. you are a dream team and i love seeing you two interact on my dash !!!! hope you’ll have the best 2018, i love you two very much a lot

i hope all of my amazing mutuals will have the best 2018, you darlings mean so so much to me, i love you with all my heart !

[simmancy]

Queue Update + Replies

I noted in the tags for today that I like having each day kind of “self-contained,” almost like chapters or episodes. I’m going to keep doing that for the next couple of weeks, so tomorrow and Thursday’s queues will be shorter than normal--5 posts tomorrow, between 4 and 10 PM EST, and 10 on Thursday, between 4 and 12 AM EST. So if my queue gets weird some days--that’s why.

This will also PROBABLY be my last big reply post til we’re done this section. Unless something comes up that needs answering immediately.

Tonight’s features replies to: @mdebunny, @mad-hatter-of-pluto, @simsplyirresistible, @romeo-and-simulet, @roxigirlysims, @frost-rainbowcy, @monets-pumpkins... IDK if I missed anyone.

First things first....

mdebunny replied to your photoset “Pastel Pastille Download - Founders Yes, including CC–I didn’t want to...”

These guys are being added to the Gumdrops world the next time I play them! :D

Aaaaah I can’t wait to see what they get up to! Seriously, if anyone plops them in their game, let me know!!!

mad-hatter-of-pluto replied to your photoset “These aren’t new looks, I just really liked how the OG cast’s...”

I miss CC

I miss CC too :(  She was always really fun when she popped up.

simsplyirresistible replied to your photo “since it’s sunday…….. here’s a selfie feat. my sister (I am on the...”

I'm* so jelly I love her

IF YOU EVER GET A CHANCE, SEE HER LIVE.

There’s so much I can say about Halsey. I really, really love her. This was my second time seeing her live--I saw her in support of Badlands, as well. HFK was definitely more theatrical, but she’s... still very authentic, for a pop star. Towards the end, before singing “Is There Somewhere” from Room 93, she asked “Have you guys heard my EP?” And it was the cutest thing. Like she forgot for a second that “oh yeah, this is an arena tour that I’m headlining”... Which is exactly what she said afterwards.

I seriously love Halsey. I’ve been stanning her since my sister sent me a link to Room 93 and said, “OMG listen to this” and I’ll keep stanning her.

Also, Charli XCX opened which was kind of ???? for me--but she played like all of her bops... And did “Fancy” too haha.

simsplyirresistible replied to your photoset: “It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of...

bruh that sweater is so cute???

RIGHT???? It’s this one by WMS!!! I use those sweaters all the time on Veri.

Shifty Eyes...

romeo-and-simulet replied to your post “*opens up my game* *about to take pictures* gotta get something with...”

sims always Knows

simsplyirresistible replied to your post “*opens up my game* *about to take pictures* gotta get something with...”

is he in the cupboard?

They do always know.... And now my headcanon is that he did squeeze him into a cupboard to weep. There’s actually a closet right next to them though haha.

Justice for Chicory Cobalt

romeo-and-simulet replied to your photoset “Chicory: If it’s any consolation, Ambrosia is punished… for now. She...”

she deserves better :(

She so does :/ But, I don’t think we’ve seen the very last of her just yet.

Pastille Family Dynamics

simsplyirresistible replied to your photoset “Azura: Oh no! Which sister is having trouble? Sangria Plum: Veri....”

I mean at least she didnt eat her in the womb

OMFG. Well, I can certainly imagine Ria using that in a fight with Veri at some point, “YEAH WELL I SHOULD HAVE EATEN YOU IN THE WOMB.”

mdebunny replied to your photoset “Veri’s always been kind of weird about things, you know? Like, that’s...”

WAIT - Eggsy's extra??

Extra in the sense that Eggsy is the family drama queen. She’s way too damn much, nonstop 24/7. Ria doesn’t mean it in a bad way (the only one she has a negative opinion of is Tilly, and that’s just matter of fact. Tilly IS kind of a jerk!)

simsplyirresistible replied to your photoset “Luna: I got here as soon as I could. I’m sorry I couldn’t sooner–...”

I assume after what happened Luna will go a little easier on Veri, not entirely of course but ykno

Luna doesn’t know the whole story just yet. Veri gave Luna and Ria an abridged version that went something like, “Ries and I were hanging out and his father showed up and he was super awful and he called me names and made us break up and it was terrible.”

simsplyirresistible replied to your photoset: Sangria Plum: Right? It’s weird, right? Azura:...

lmao omg Ria so oblivious

It looks really obvious once Ria says it out loud, doesn’t it?

But just think--no one else in the house has connected the dots just yet. Some of what Veri’s doing is totally normal for her (after all, she DID mope around the house and sleep way too much after she and Ries were separated the first time; she IS more introverted than Ria or Eggsy)....

Snazzy Pants, Ver!

roxigirlysims replied to your photoset “Veri’s always been kind of weird about things, you know? Like, that’s...”

OMG THE PANTS. I'm dying

frost-rainbowcy replied to your photoset “Veri’s always been kind of weird about things, you know? Like, that’s...”

grilled cheese pants 

I wasn’t gonna let the grilled cheese pants die!!  I wonder if Ries knows she took them...

monets-pumpkins replied to your photoset: “It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of...

Wait is she pregnant????

frost-rainbowcy replied to your photoset “It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of time on the phone,...”

👀👀👀

berrysweetboutique replied to your photoset: “It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of...

:(

simphonics replied to your photoset ““It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of time on the phone,...”

😳😳

prism-pop-asks replied to your photoset “Sangria Plum: Right? It’s weird, right? Azura: Ria… Sangria Plum: It...”

oH MY GOD DID THEY DO THAT LIKE...BUT HOW OH MY GOD

prism-pop-asks replied to your photoset “Sangria Plum: Right? It’s weird, right? Azura: Ria… Sangria Plum: It...”

I...BUT...I DIDNT THINK

monets-pumpkins replied to your photoset: Sangria Plum: Right? It’s weird, right? Azura:...

SHE IS

germansam replied to your photoset “It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of time on the phone,...”

But they didn't do the do tho??? Unless it was during a very real dream walk time

Pastille women: fertile as fuck. Even in dreams.

Jokes aside: Guys, they were virgins. It was not as amazing as it could have been... It was over and done in like a minute tops, Veri didn’t even get her sweater off yet!! 

I... I really love my children, but I’ve been skipping over the more useless dialogue--I deleted a lot of writing and pictures of them being cute but awkward and a bit of “okay where does it go” type stuff--which is cute, and realistic, but didn’t fit well into the queue and dragged the scene out a looooooot longer than it was. So I cut it.

However, it WAS super unclear, so I’ll try to make it a little more clear in future :D

BONUS ROUND

simsplyirresistible replied to your photoset ““It seems like more than that? She spends a lot of time on the phone,...”

.....PEAS??

What? You’ve never had a bowl of mushy peas for breakfast?

(This was an in-game autonomous choice. Just woke up one morning and ate peas. WTF Ver. Come on)

[simprising]

10 questions tag!!

i was tagged by @yuyulie​, @simonmars​ and @emroo102​ thank you guys <3

rules: always post the rules, answer the questions given to you, then write 10 questions of your own, and tag some friends! 

@yuyulie​‘s questions:

1. favorite snacks: cereals, bread with nutella and marble cakes

2. when did you start your blog? 29th of august 2016 :-)

3. what is the worst movie that you’ve seen? some french movie i can’t remember the title but it was v dumb

4. iphone or android: apple all the way!!

5. what was your favorite subject in school? english!!

6. what is a short/long term goal of yours? a short long term goal would be to fully enjoy my holidays and my long term goal is to make ppl around me happy

7. who’s your favorite sim right now? dead: cleo, alive: clay!!

8. do you have any pets? yes i do i have the weirdest cat and i love her sm

9. what were you really into when you were a kid? i was really into writing hehe

10. What three words best describe you? ninny, cheery and anxious 

@simonmars‘ questions:

1. how did you started playing sims/get to know the franchise? when i was very young i used to watch my uncle and brother play the first sims and then the sims 2, so when i got older i started playing ts2 pets and fell in love :-)

2. is there something you usually do or like to do in all of your saves/households? if so, what it is? have them start a family lol that’s why i enjoy legacies so much

3. what is your favorite world among all the sims games? rn it’s twinbrook because i just recently got ts3 ambitions. also can we talk about how much ts3 eps bring to the game i forgot it was that huge!!

4. what was the last movie you watched? would you recommend it? i recently watched “les meilleurs amis du monde” for the 2nd time but if you’re not french or don’t understand french then i can’t recommend it to you lol. but it’s a very good and funny movie :-)

5. what was the last book you read? would you recommend it? it was beautiful creatures and yes i recommend it because i really liked it :-) on to beautiful darkness now hehe

6. what is your favorite music genre? pop music and i also enjoy alternative

7. are you a coffee or a tea person? neither i hate coffee and tea oops

8. EA gives you the right to choose the theme for the next stuff pack. What would it be? i have no idea because after pets/seasons/university i will be completed :-)

9. what are your simself’s traits? lazy, clumsy and childish!!

10. idontknowwhatelsetoaskpleasehelp ifeelyou

@emroo102​‘s questions:

1. what was the wierdest dream you’ve ever had? i was pregnant lol which happens once a month :-)

2. who would you want to be for a day? ariana grande so i can learn her makeup tips hehe

3. bad habit? procrastinating :-/

4. If you had to be named after a city, state, country, etc. what place would you choose? oh dear i’m sorry i don’t know :-/

5. what’s something that you are afraid of? not feeling loved

6. how often do you take selfies? it depends on when i feel pretty :-)

7. what’s the percent of battery on your device right this second? 96%

8. last person who made you laugh out loud? my two friends i saw today :-) ♡

9. what’s a trivia question you know off the top of your head, that’s interesting, yet totally useless? omg idk i can’t think of anything :-/

10. what do you wish someone would ask you? ask me out lol sorry but i need love

[azrielsiphons]

LORD OF SHADOWS REACTION POST

I didn’t want to make an entire reading thread like I did with Lady Midnight (which was kind of popular for my typical stuff, I still don’t know why, it was just a lot of flailing) because LoS is still so fresh and I’m afraid to spoil anyone who might not have the tags blacklisted. So under the cut, IN ORDER AS I READ, is my genuine LoS reactions. Enjoy my flailing.

Kit you precious little bean don’t steal daggers you should know better

JACE IS HERE SHIT SHIT SHIT 

He just had to go and name drop Will in like the first five pages I am C R Y I N G 

Oh Julian is being ‘scrupulously polite and kind’ over you and Mark’s “relationship”? IS HE EMMA? IS HE REALLY?

Ew Mark kissing Emma’s cheek made me want to throw up blood too, Julian 

“Did he just kill Magnus?” I HOPE AND PRAY I NEVER SEE ANY VARIATION OF THAT SENTENCE EVER AGAIN  

Take a shot every time I think to myself “ugh, Perfect Diego”

FUCKING HELL PERFECT DIEGO AND CRISTINA ARE BACK TOGETHER DAMMIT CRISTINA

Awwwww Ty my precious son you’re so concerned for Kit

I love Mark so much my sweet faerie child 

UGH EMMA AND MARK KISSING GROSS MAKE IT STOP 

CLARY TURNED DOWN JACE’S PROPOSAL HAHAHAHA WHY AM I LAUGHING 

Cassandra Clare let me make something clear if you ever kill my daughter Clary Fray I will SET THIS WORLD ON FIRE 

so clary is having dreams of her and emma and cortana and she knows she’s gonna die uMMMMMMMM????? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK???? IF MY GIRL EMMA HAS TO KILL CLARY FOR WHATEVER REASON YALL CAN CATCH ME 6 FEET UNDER THE GROUND 

THAT’S RIGHT KIT YOU DEFEND TY BLACKTHORN 

Mark and Cristina Mark and Cristina Mark and Cristina MARK AND CRISTINA 

God bless America I forgot how much I adore Jace Herondale but then at the same time he makes me miss Will and when I miss Will I want to DIEEEEEEE

take a shot everytime someone says something to the effect of “we can’t involve the Clave”

lol jace “i’m just going to haul clary off to *wink wink* get chinese food *wink wink* be back in 20 *wink wink*” 

oh wait they actually just got chinese food wtf i need me a man like that 

MAGNUS AND ALEC ADOPTED A SECOND CHILD NAMED RAFAEL DONT MIND ME ILL JUST BE SOBBING INTO MY BEER FOR THE NEXT HOUR 

More of Ty and Livvy’s relationship pls i love sibling bonds 

WTF ZARA???? PERFECT DIEGO IS CANCELLED YET. AGAIN. 

“Smug bastard. Hair’s too good. I don’t trust people with hair that good.” KIT MY SON IM ADOPTING YOU IMMEDIATELY 

Julian slamming the door in Emma’s face made me slam MY face into a door

“She refused to hurry her steps — not for anyone.” Note to self: be more like Cristina 

okay real quick these centurions talking shit about my father magnus bane are about to find my six inch stilettos up their tight assholes bYE 

okay these nazi centurions are CANCELLED 

oh my gosh my smol son ty smiling at kit kill me NOW 

DONT WORRY JULIAN IM RUINED TOO LAFJLKAFJ;L; THAT KISS SCENE MY GODDDDDDD

wow who would have thought i would like gwyn damn (also gwyn x diana??? im??? here for it???)

THEY’RE GOING TO THE FAERIE COURT FUCK ME UPPPPPP

NO FUCK OFF ZARA YOU CAN FUCK RIGHT OFF 

wait but… but kit and ty… but he just kissed livvy and they’re cute too… gdi 

i hope emma and/or cristina rips zara’s head right from her shoulders 

JULIAN AND EMMA ARE KISSING AGAINNNNN

FUCK IT WASN’T REALLY HER

FUCK 

what 

w h a t

W H A T 

HER FATHER OH TKLEJFLMY GDO EM AM AY IT S YOUR DAD WFFJTF

jk it wasn’t her dad gdi 

Diana is my mother now since she just SHUT ZARA TF DOWN

MALCOLM???????????????

oh shit yall it’s the ‘oh no we have to share a bed’ trope and i am LIVING 

julian hiding his boner is my aesthetic 

emma you can’t just casually mention my father luke garroway wtf 

I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW ITTTT ANNABEL KILLED MALCOLM

what’s wrong with Cristina’s arm… wHAT’S WRONG WITH CRISTINA’S ARM LEAVE MY DAUGHTER ALONE 

Julian just snapped at Emma and I have never been more uncomfortable please stop fighting mom and dad 

“neither julian nor emma slept well that night, though each of them thought they were the only one troubled, and the other one was probably resting just fine” real quick i just need to go drink a gallon of bleach to get over this 

all these references to will and jem are really fucking me up 

GDI JESSAMINE 

WILL AND JEM’S HEIGHT MEASURING WALL IM SOBBING JUST LEAVE ME TO DIE

“Tessa used to come and ask me too. She wanted to know where Will was.” WHAT THE FUCK A LOT OF PAINFUL THINGS ARE HAPPENING ALL VERY QUICKLY 

“I want you to be proud of me.” SHIT FUCK HELL DAMN FUCK 

MARK AND THE GNOME IM CHOKING 

Real quick Bridget imma need you to stop alluding to jem and will and also tell me how TF YOU’RE ALIVE 

oooOOOOoooo a compartment to themselves??? HMMMMMM 

Mark x Kieran x Cristina did you mean Lito x Hernando x Daniella? 

ANNABEL GET AWAY FROM MY SON JULIAN 

KLDKFLAJFK;AFALKL MAGNUS SAVING MY CHILDREN AT THE SHADOW MARKET IM SO FUCKING ALIVE 

I love my father Magnus Bane 

I LOVE MY FATHER ALEC LIGHTWOOD 

Alec talking about Jace you bet your sweet ass I’m crying 

On a serious note — props to CC for this representation of autism through Ty, and how Kit treats him so damn well. Very, very cool.

GWYN AND DIANA ARE ADORABLE FIGHT ME I LOVE THEM 

My domestic fathers Magnus and Alec are saving my life 

BRIDGET WANTS THAT LIGHTWOOD DICK EVEN STILL 

All Magnus wants to do is adopt every sad downworlder alive and I LOVE HIM ALL THE MORE FOR IT 

EMMA AND JULIAN HOLDING EACH OTHER IN THEIR SLEEP BYE FOREVER 

Don’t worry Emma I too live on the Sexy Thoughts River and the Sea of Perversion 

EMMA WANTS A SELFIE WITH A PISKIE IM CHOKING I LOVE HER 

FUCK SHIT IT’S JAIME NO DRU RUN 

Mark just had a sex dream about Kieran in the library I’m laughing so hard 

OH KIERAN GAVE HIM THE SEX DREAM WOW KINKY I NEED ME A FREAK LIKE THAT 

Actually wait I change my mind fuck you Kieran that wasn’t cool of you 

THE PLATE OF SCONES IM CRYING I MISS YOU SOPHIE AND GIDEON 

NO SIR JAIME YOU STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM MY DAUGHTER DRU YOU INSOLENT FUCKBOY 

DAMN can CC write so freaking well holy shit 

but are Cristina and Mark kissing because they love each other??? or because of the binding spell?????? will the world EVER KNOW????

POLYAMORY???? WHAT??????

Kit and Ty are … the … most adorable thing… in the whole world… 

“It's a burden being sarcastic” I’M CHOK ING TO DEATH 

FUCK YOU EREC FIRST YOU COME AFTER MY DAUGHTER CRISTINA NOW I FIND OUT YOU TORTURED MY SON KIERAN???

Jaime is evil I can smell it 

MOM AND DAD ARE FIGHTING MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOPPPPP 
Julian appearing out of nowhere sitting on a boulder in the pouring rain completely Unbothered™ like name a more iconic entrance 

DADDY JULIAN HAS EMERGED HOT DAMN SHOVE HER AGAINST THAT WALL DADDY FUCK HER REAL GOOD I need to chill i'm sorry 

BREAK MY HEART BREAK IT IN PIECES

Gdi Dru 

SLAP HIM CRISTINA YES MY QUEEN 

Wait... shit is Jaime actually a good guy? DAMMIT 

MAGNUS CAUGHT THEM LOLOLOL he isn't even concerned though bc he knows parabatai love each other extra hard bc he witnessed Will and Jem's love firsthand lol BYE 

Who tf is Ash? I mean he's Dru's age and they just had a "coincidental meeting" so CLEARLY he's a love interest but 

NO FUCK YOU JAIME I STILL DONT TRUST YOU 

DIANA IS TRANS WHAT IM SO HERE FOR THIS MY STRONG WARRIOR QUEEN 

Gwyn is the actual love of my life 

"Pyromania interests me" Ty, my son, I love you

Dad!Julian makes me WEEP

Coincidentally, Dad!Alec ALSO MAKES ME WEEP 

PRETENTIOUS HAIR PRINCE JENXKAOOAJW EMMA I FUCKING ADORE YOU 

MAGNUS NAME DROPPED MY MOTHER MAIA OMG 

Emma referring to implied polyamory as a sexy weirdness is ME 

Pffffffft Kieran calling Diego the "very handsome stupid one" is ALSO MEEEEEEE 

"The bad things can't matter more than the good things" Cristina....... my daughter........ 

Ty's letter GOODBYE ALL IM DONE 

HELEN OMGGGGGGGG

Kieran ain't got time for your SHIT Robert 

MAGNUS NOOOOOOOOOO

Sassy!Alec defending his man and not dealing with Bigot!Zara's bullshit I’m so wet 

OH MY GOD ROBERT 

NANSIZOANWPZOAPALWK THE MORTAL SWORD OMG 

what

what

what 

what 

what 

what. 

Livvy isn't dead

No 

No livvy isnt dead 

No no 

Wait what the FUCK 

THATS THE E N D ????

W H A T T H E F U C K 

BYE. 

BYE forever I'm going to go live in a world where Livvy is alive and well because fuck all this BYEEEEEEEEEE

so like 2019…. where u at

[gothicpoets]

Get to know me tag!! 

Thank you @markincolour & @peachjy for tagging me!! I enjoyed reading all of your answers and hoping you’re both having a lovely day! 💖

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people THE LAST: 1. drink: coffee 2. phone call: my mom 3. text message: one of my best friends 4. song you listened to: Cherry Bomb - Nct-127 5. time you cried: the other day? i cry every week as a coping mechanism for my weekly sufferings  6. dated someone twice: i never dated anyone... kinda thankful 7. kissed someone and regretted it: i never kissed anyone before  8. been cheated on: nah 9. lost someone special: kinda?  10. been depressed: I’ve been depressed since 1998 lmao 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah... but the hangover is so awful LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14. Blue, Black, Purple IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. made new friends: yes!!! I love all of them 16. fallen out of love: yeah kinda  17. laughed until you cried: yeah especially whenever i tell stories to my friends over snapchat about something and i can’t control myself aksakjsdks 18. found out someone was talking about you: yeah i had to find out from my best friend and it was soo funny and petty but that’s a long ass story 19. met someone who changed you: all of my best friends :( 20. found out who your friends are: yes, especially after high school 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: no, i deactivated fb years ago anyways GENERAL: 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: don’t have 1 anymore so none?  23. do you have any pets: yes!!!!!!!! i have two doggies :D their names are Shelly and Wrangler 💖💖 24. do you want to change your name: i want to change my legal name to Tina but that seems like a lot of work 25. what did you do for your last birthday: not to sound like that person but i was alone on my 18th bday and took selfies and napped  26. what time did you wake up: 7:44am? 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was getting ready to sleep omg i’m getting so old... this entire summer the latest I’ve stayed up was probably 5am? but i mostly sleep early bc i tend to get tired easily just by breathing 28. name something you can not wait for: getting my own place and decorating it with my future significant other!! i’m so emo 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: this morning before i dropped her off at work 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: wished i had more close friends irl? i have more internet friends than those irl and it’s pretty sad but ppl around here suck 31. what are you listening to right now: i just wanna run - the downtown fiction 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: i don’t think so and besides that’s such an ugly name i wouldn’t even remember 33. something that is getting on your nerves: not being properly trained at work personally so i gotta annoy my coworkers whenever i have an issue that i can’t resolve myself :/ plus i’m the youngest in my department so it’s kinda hard but i’m pulling through 34. most visited website: this demon site itself sadly 35-37. tag yourself i’m the fact that 35-37 doesn’t exist 38. hair color: dark brown and my roots are growing back with my black hair but i’m planning on re-dyeing it before i start school soon 39. long or short hair: i look better in long hair but short hair is good on me sometimes... i kinda regret cutting my hair back in May :( 40. do you have a crush on someone: i used to like 2 ppl when i was in school but they both have bfs now so i kinda backed off but we’re all acquaintances tho so it’s nice! 41. what do you like about yourself: my humor and music taste 42. piercings: none, my ears closed when i was little so i never got the chance to re-pierce them and i feel like i’ll look weird with pierced ears since i haven’t had them in years omg 43. blood type: is it sad that i genuinely don’t know or i forgot?  44. nickname: my friends call me Teeny and it’s really cute but some friends call me other stuff too but it’s mostly a meme between us! i enjoy when ppl give me their own nicknames for me aaaahhh :( 45. relationship status: depressed 46. zodiac: capricorn 47.pronouns: she/her 48. favorite tv show: grey’s anatomy, the walking dead, bob’s burgers, the flash, teen wolf 49. tattoos: i have 3!! i got 2 peonies on my left shoulder that’re together, then cherry blossoms on my arm and a heart near my wrist 50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: none 52. piercing: none 53. sport: i don’t like sports so therefore i can’t read 54. vacation: hoping i’ll visit Vietnam one day!! 55. pair of trainers: converse MORE GENERAL: 56. eating: i love sushi 57. drinking: i literally bleed both water and coffee it’s so bad that’s the only two i drink all the time  58. I’m about to go: eat before i get ready for work which i don’t wanna go at all rip :( 59. waiting for: my life to be consistent knowing what to do with my life bc i honestly don’t know anything at all and nobody’s telling me what 2 do 60. want: to be in a relationship and have monies... oh and also a corgi i love them so much 61. get married: hoping so one day!!! 62. career: I wanna become a writer :) WHICH IS BETTER: 63. hugs or kisses: both 64. lips or eyes: both 65. shorter or taller: taller 66. older or younger: older 67. nice arms or nice stomach: doesn’t matter 68. hookup or relationship: relationship 69. troublemaker or hesitant: Jinyoung HAVE YOU EVER: 70. kissed a stranger: nope 71. drank hard liquor: yeah 72. lost glasses/contact lenses: i lost my glasses once and i ended up sitting on it later and breaking it asiosakaskl 73. turned someone down: yeah 74: sex on the first date: nope 75. broken someone’s heart: i guess so?? it all ties with the drama that is really funny  76. had your heart broken: nah 77. been arrested: nope 78: cried when someone died: yes 79. fallen for a friend: no DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 80. yourself: sometimes 81: miracles: depends? 82. love at first sight: to me, u can like their appearance and all but u can’t really fall in love with them without knowing anything about them! it’s unrealistic  83. santa claus: nope 84. kiss on the first date: idk 85. angels: Angel7... i miss them

OTHER: 90. current best friend’s name: i have a few best friends and i love them all so much.. they know who they are if they read this lol 91: eye color: brown 92: favorite movie: i don’t have one omg i’m too picky

[brightlotusmoon]

CN talk of size, weight, clothing, past anorexia.

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OMG. So, we went to one those dollar plus stores, and there was a table of skinny jeans. I naturally chose a size up because they didn’t have my regular size anyway. And those bigger jeans, a size up, passed my neck wrap test perfectly. I got blue and dark blue, they were $20 each.

Went home and tried them on. They fit like thick leggings. No waist gap at all, it was like gloves. Felt like satin, sliding over the thickest part of my thighs. The inseam was a couple inches long and it bunched at the ankle but it was comfortable. Remember, I am four-ten. The 7/8 size even had enough room so I could push out my belly, which is another important test, to see how well the waist could stretch.

Curious, I looked at the tag and saw that they were mostly ramie, with cotton, polyester, spandex. Ramie is a freaking amazing material, I forgot it was used in pants! Cool. In a couple months I plan on going back and getting a couple more pairs, maybe two sizes up just in case.

Earlier at Rugged Warehouse, I looked at boys and men’s jeans. The 30 was the only one that fit for my hips but the waist gap was clown like. There were no boys jeans large enough. I tried a 16 and my thighs laughed. My hips are 36-37, my waist 24-26. Couldn’t women’s pants just be numbers like that? Are my numbers so odd? Numbers confuse me.

You know, it makes me think about Vanity Sizing and obsession over being small and slim, being able to humblebrag when your trouser and dress size is, like, two or four.

I am only four feet ten and one quarter inches. In my early twenties, I used to be obsessive about being the skinniest because I was so damn short. I once wore an infant tee that fit under my bust. I was anorexic and emaciated, but I was thinner than everyone, my weight was in the double digits and I was proud, I was tiny, I was what society and industry desired. Right? My college friends tried to make me eat caloric foods. I loved mozzarella sticks. My friends were afraid and worried, giving me tuna and cheese and steak. My face was hollow, my ribs easy to touch. I smiled in the mirror and wore children’s clothes.

At my own wedding, photos showed a glowing snow white dress hanging on a pale snow white bride who seemed hollow, and I barely touched the catered food. Months passed and my new groom cooked extravagant balanced meals that I ate with joy. For my job in a law firm Library I walked and moved every day and ate high calorie food. My coworkers gave me snacks and asked how I felt. When I gained enough weight to break 100 lbs, texting my friends, friends of friends would murmur “oh, look at your friend, who is she, she is beautiful, she is stunning, she glows, we must know who she is.” My friends smiled proudly.

I had filled out, no longer hollow, I was moonlight poured into round curved flesh, flourished and nurtured.

For some time in the past couple of years, I was at a “healthful” weight, or a weight that was balanced to fit me. In the past couple of months I lost fat and revealed muscle and I’m not used to it. I look at inches lost in my buttocks and waist and my mind will always be skewed and messed up by anorexia. In my younger years I would have cheered and felt beautiful, ideal culturally right, good enough to be Admired, look everyone look how small I am.

But these skinny jeans, a size bigger, make me happy and delighted. They bring me a joy better than the kind I had in my mid twenties when getting thinner mattered, when numbers mattered. My hips will never shrink to the measurements of Victoria Secret models. My hips are the hips of my Mediterranean and Russian-Asian ancestor women, strong and hearty. I am not a size two anymore and I don’t care. I’m not an actress or model who must fit into a sample size. Even if I were, it wouldn’t matter. I was and am an artists’ model, they love hips. I’ve worked for my mother, who teaches art anatomy drawing courses and I’m one of her best fluid models, my poses convey motion and power, and my curved form is fun to sketch. Mom paints me from memory, even when I was anorexic she filled me out gently.

Anyway I got off track. Maybe I got a little condescending. It’s fine, though. I’m older than I was and I’ve learned more. (“In modern Western usage, the word condescension, condescending, has a strictly negative connotation due to an egalitarian conception of relationships. In the past, the word could be used in a positive sense when a person of higher status was willing to introduce a high degree of mutuality into their relationships with people of lower status.”) A Tumblr anonymous pm called me that regarding my TMNT rants, condescending, and I felt thankful. I am occasionally wise with knowledge. Check out my sage mountain, yo. 28 years. Of course I want to introduce a degree of mutuality.

Aaaanyways. Uh. Wooow. Okay. The, uh, the skinny jeans found at the Dollar And More store next to the HMart. The ones made out of Ramie.

(Brand names are Bamboo for the light blue, Tush Push for the dark blue. They are basically the same except for the sequins. I like the Bamboo better, just a little. I need to take a selfie or have husband Adam take a photo. Srsly, no waist gap, not even for this lady with hyperlordosis. I feel like I won something.)

I think the whole point is that I am okay with the me that I am. I only just realized I am gendervague femme demigirl after all, which probably played a part. I think I’ll get my eyebrows waxed finally, but I’m not wearing a dress without pants. And I’ll never wear heels unless they’re boots. See this is why I love the TMNT. They’re only half human. They don’t need to worry about girly and manly things. Mikey looks amazing in a dress, does Donnie. I don’t know if they can fit in skinny jeans but they would rock them, think about the muscles. I finally have visible muscles. Physical therapy for cerebral palsy does me well.

This is literally a ranty ramble right now. *laugh*

[xingsdae]

Tagged by @xiu-dangerous and @grinding-on-baek!

THE LAST 1. Drink: Water. 2. Phone Call: Facetime with Diana @longlivethesemoments, actual phone call was with my dad. 3. Text Message: Diana again lol. 4. Song you listened to: "what U need?” by Lay (Yixing lol). I was taking screenshots of the music video for my selfie/bias tag post. 5. Time you cried: I’ve teared up multiples times today, but actual crying was probably like a few weeks ago? I forget. 6. Dated someone twice: Nah, but I have been on at least two dates with my boyfriend. At least two in the 4 years we’ve been together. 7. Been Cheated on: Nope. Unless you count the boy I liked in kindergarten. He kissed another girl and I had to pretend I wasn’t mad haha. 8. Kissed someone and regretted it: I kissed my boyfriend when he had nasty morning breath and I regretted it. And I kissed him when he had a cold sore, which caused me to have multiple cold sores and left scars on my chin and neck. But I still like kissing him. For whatever reason. I guess I love him or whatever. 9. Lost someone special: I lost my snapback. Well, I forgot it at the concert and it was too late to go back and get it because we were already downstairs and near the doors. It was cute and I only had it for a few months. RIP You will be missed. 10. Been depressed: Never been diagnosed. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Once. I blame “Chunks” for throwing up twice before me and I had to clean up the mess while I was still drunk. I like to think his vomit made me vomit.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: Blue, purple, and green.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. Made new friends: A few. I think. Unless they all hate me like my old friends do. Oh God, they probably hate me. 16. Fallen out of love: I used to kind of like Times Square. Now I hate it. Mostly because I like going to NY for the food and there’s only boring food there. 17. Laughed until you cried: Nah. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: HA. Yes. Not everyone has something nice to say, apparently. Something about me being desperate for friends? Something about being scared of me because of my race? Something about me being annoying? But who knows? They’ll never say it to my face. 19. Met someone who changed you: I breathed the same air as EXO and they looked at me/in my direction and now I will never be that happy again until I see them again. 20. Found out who your true friends are: Yep. Again. It keeps happening. At this rate, I’ll be all alone by the time I’m 25. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yep. My boyfriend. I know, it’s a shock, but I have to tell the truth. 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: The real question is, do they even know the real me??? #FakeDeep 23. Do you have any pets: I’m not into pet play, sorry. 24. Do you want to change your name: I’ll eventually change my middle and last name once my boyfriend puts a ring on it because it’s tradition and I don’t mind changing it. 25. What did you do for your last birthday: I had some friends over at my house and we played some games. 26. What time did you wake up: 4 A.M. I had to pee lol. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Skyping with my boyfriend, probably already falling asleep. 28. Name something you cannot wait for: EXO’s comeback. 29. When was the last time you saw your mother: A few hours ago. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Probably to be motivated. I would probably get more shit done. 31. What are you listening to right now: The voice in my head that tells me to be sad. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I have an Uncle Tom and I knew a Tom in middle school and we only talked because we sat next to each other in assigned seating...omg I am old. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My family. 34. Most visited website: This hell hole. 35. Elementary: I’ve been in 2, 3 if we’re including middle school in this category. Catholic school from kindergarten till the 4th grade, then public school because I moved and Catholic school is too much money anyway. 36. High School: 1 public school. 37. College: 1 state university. Husky pride. It’s like a 6 on the party school scale to everyone except those who hate big campuses. Then it’s a 10 apparently. 38. Hair color: Black (or Blackened brown or whatever). 39. Long or short hair: Long 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Don’t tell my boyfriend I have a crush on him. He thinks I’m crushing on Yixing. He’s right, but I believe in multiple crushes. 41. What do you like about yourself: I’m funny sometimes. 42. Piercings: The regular ear piercings. 43. Blood type: Like the name of that short series Kyungsoo was in, B+. 44. Nickname: “What do you want to do with your life? Be a loser? Am I that bad of a parent?” It’s a bit long, but it just sort of caught on. 45. Relationship status: In a relationship. 46. Zodiac sign: Leo. My moon sign is Cancer and my Venus sign is Virgo. 47. Pronouns: She/her 48. Favorite tv show: I’m currently watching Running Man, Elementary, Total Divas, and Shingeki no Kyojin season 2. 49. Tattoos: Not yet. I can’t commit to a tattoo idea. Also, if my parents saw it they will kill me. 50. Right or left hand: Right.

FIRST… 51. Surgery: I got my molars removed. 52. Piercing: The typical ear piercings. 54. Sport: Crying. 55. Vacation: The Philippines when I was 7. 56. Pair of trainers: I remember having sneakers with Disney princesses on them and Velcro.

MORE GENERAL… 57. Eating: My feelings. 58. Drinking: Away my problems. 59. I’m about to: Go to the next question. 61. Waiting for: All 9 members of EXO to be together again. 62. Want: Money. 63. Get married: Eventually. 64. Career: Accountant. 65. Hugs or kisses: Both. 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes. 67. Shorter or taller: Taller. 68. Older or younger: Older. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms. 71. Sensitive or loud: Both? But I guess sensitive. 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker, but for like small things. Like deciding to only eat ice cream for dinner. You know, the rebel life.

HAVE YOU EVER… 74. Kissed a stranger?: Nope. 75. Drank hard liquor?: Yes. Mostly mixed with yummy fruity stuff to make it taste not like liquor. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses?: I constantly lose contacts. 77. Turned someone down?: Like at a bar to dance. 78. Sex on first date?: Never done it. 79. Broken someone’s heart?: I mean, have you seen me? I’m kind of cute. I’m sure someone was disappointing in knowing I have a boyfriend/not interested. 80. Had your heart broken?: Nope. 81. Been arrested?: Nope. 82. Cried when someone died?: Not anyone I know. Only fictional characters. I guess that’s messed up. 83. Fallen for a friend?: Nope.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 84. Yourself?: Meh. Sometimes. 85. Miracles?: Like actual religious ones? Not really. 86. Love at first sight?: Nope. 87. Santa Claus?: I used to, but then the kids in the 4th grade made fun of me. And it all made sense why one time I looked under the tree and nothing was there and I was sad I was a bad kid, but then my mom said Santa left the gift in my parents room for safe keeping. 88. Kiss on the first date?: Sure. Never done it though. 89. Angels?: Yixing exists.

OTHER…. 90. Current best friend’s name: Diana. Another name drop ayyyy. 91. Eye color: Brown. 92. Favorite movie: I’ll say Aladdin because I just saw it on Broadway and Get Out because that was the last movie I saw in theaters. I’ll tag @ninetytwoline @jongjn @for-the-love-of-lay @tousdae @chengineering and @okaybaekhyun! This is long and really personal so only do it if you want to! :)