#I feel so ungrateful sometimes for bein so unhappy despite not having to go through half of what she did or even my other elders or
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my grandma randomly sat me down and explained some of the trauma she’s went through and
#I feel so ungrateful sometimes for bein so unhappy despite not having to go through half of what she did or even my other elders or#ancestors#I’ve definitely gone through shit my friends and peers havent for sure but not to her extent#it felt good to be able to be there for her cause I can tell there’s some things she’s never told a soul#and she feels comfortable with me#but I wish she could get more consistent therapy#I can’t imagine having to live with that and hold it in for so long#thoughts#I also randomly got sad at the thought of her not bein here one day#I feel it more strongly usually with my parents because they have so many prominent health issues and so young#I usually see my grandma as strong and lively#but lately she’s been slowing down and obviously getting up there and that worries me :(#like I’ve never seen her as like a normal grandparent#because she’s so young at heart#but lately it hurts to see old age finally creep up on her in a noticeable way
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