#I feel so broken
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HE CAN'T EVEN HAVE THAT NOW
Thinking about all the jayvik Jayce pov fics where Viktor’s changed so much that Jayce can barely recognise him, and then he takes his mask off and his eyes, at least, are still the same as he remembers
I am inconsolable
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i do my best to remain resilient but my heart is so so so broken
#i feel so lost and so lonely#the earth is burning the world is possessed by demons and no one gets it#my cousin recently bought a new iphone and every time i remember i feel like gagging#i grew up in a very strict religious community and even there is not a single person whose heart is awake#i am choking from the words i fail to form#i started missing my situationship bc he was the only one who shared my state of being#i feel so broken
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i am an evil creature who demands love, but pushes away any kind shown to me
#mine#i feel so broken#I'm so sorry i can't be good#I'm too much or nothing at all#i need to be punished every time i let someone get close to me#somebody's getting hurt
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everything’s too much to handle i’ll never be anything in life. i’ll always live in anguish and despair
#everything feels so hopeless rn#so empty#i cant do anything#i feel so broken#my insides are rotten im nothing#vent
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I'm sorry i'm fat. I'm sorry i'm ugly. I'm sorry i can't fit into stylish clothes anymore. I'm sorry i don't make a lot of money and have a spending problem. I'm sorry i have 10 billion mental issues and health problems. I'm sorry i can't maintain a clean space. I'm fucking sorry
#goddddddd i fucking hate myself rn man. i feel like i've never felt so bad about myself#and i don't even put in the work to make any of those things better. i'm a complacent lazy slob.#i feel so broken#meanwhile there are people who are perfectly thin and beautiful and wear beautiful clothes and i'm over here just crying my eyes out#i want to be like them so bad#personal#pog text#will i ever feel normal and good about myself?
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I just watched season 2 of Good Omens and I now hate everything!!! 😭😭😭
#ghost's posts#whyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!#really?!???????#i did not need this#why can’t things just be happy#fuck!!!#i feel so broken
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Emotional scars?
Did you mean: Good Omens S2?
#guys idk how to recover from this#I AM SOBBING#why would you do this to us#after such a wonderful build up#how could you#this is what betrayal feels like#good omens#gos2#good omens season 2#i can't tag the ship#i feel so broken#gos2 spoilers#good omens spoilers
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i would give anything to not be disabled anymore
#my heart is in shambles right now#i am so tired of not being able to navigate my own home#i try so hard to be like.. positive and empowering about this disability shit but today i cannot be that person#i just got surgery yesterday and hopefully within the next few weeks will be doing much better#but even that is temporary#and in the meantime my home is not wheelchair accessible so i have to just. suffer in tremendous pain walking up and down stairs when i can#barely even stand#i feel so broken#i feel so so so broken#and i was too stupid to not take today off work#so im just. sobbing at my desk in pain and i don't think i even have the attendance points to spare to call in anyway#disability tag
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I almost never feel ashamed of my disabilities. there are three symptoms I feel really bad about
general inattention - everything to do with it makes me feel like the worst
GI stuff - i literally cannot control my bowels
Sleep - i hate it. it doesn!t work!! i can't do it right, it takes forever, it fucking hurts, i always wake up feeling like shit, it's bad actually
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I am struggling so hard today
#im hurting so bad. it doesnt feel like this will ever end.#i need a friend#i need something to hold on to.#i feel so broken#rain complains#vent
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i am dreaming of a past that does not exist anymore
#moments like these makes me miss the good moments with you even more#i feel so broken#it’s like okay think what u want of me and whatever but like idk#it’s so frustrating you’ve known me since birth and yet u still misunderstand me so much#how did a faceless stranger understand me better than you#saara rambles#journal#i feel sick#i am sick#but I feel like#emotionally sick#lol#hope ur doing okay#hope at least on ur end things are going well
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Procrastinated washing my hair this morning and just now remembered I have an appointment at 9 tomorrow and then afterwards they're gonna come into my place to test the fire alarms (entirely against my will, I'd rather cave in my skull than have strangers in my house atm) truly I am so tired.
#mentally ill times. i cant do life atm. for real.#i can barely get through the day#today i got groceries and then went to the library and had a huge breakdown at home from overwhelm.#i feel so broken#i would've stayed home if it wouldn't have meant library fees + no dinner#which would make things worse
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ahhhh what's wrong with meeeee I'm feeling suicidal
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tryna push myself exhausts me and sends me into a breakdown bc i can’t keep up but doing nothing also exhausts me and makes me feel useless… :) :) :)
#like what r u supposed to do#I wish I could work#I can’t even volunteer bc I’m too anxious to leave my flat and get anxious outside and social anxiety#I can’t study bc it’s too much to handle#I feel so broken#journal
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