#I feel like the self injurious stimming both gets better and worse when Jason comes back | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

halsaph · 1 month ago

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Your miiinnd you’re so right that he would not want to “act weird” around Bruce and be masking and suppressing stims but evilly that always leads to more self injurious stims… I just like angst and projection so I’m thinking about Bruce reprimanding him and him and Jason can’t do anything big or loud because Bruce is right there so he just bites himself really hard and puts back on the big green robin gloves to hide the bite marks. Plus Bruce not having any idea how to react and being worried but not knowing how to deal with it so it comes off like he’s ignoring it

Ahhhh yes yes yes yes sorry I don't have anything to add here I'm just sitting here kicking my feet.

B really means well and he was. Significantly more emotionally available when Jason was a kid compared to. After. (Reading Jason's robin run hurts on so many levels. Hgngrhrmgnhrn) but I feel like the fact this is something Jason very very clearly doesn't want him to acknowledge makes him hesitant to actually. Talk to him about it. He doesn't want to cross Jason's boundaries. But like yeah it does end up more feeling like him just turning a blind eye and ignoring it.

#I feel like the self injurious stimming both gets better and worse when Jason comes back #better because it happens less often #worse because he's just internalizing it and then there's bursts of significantly more dangerous forms of it when he's alone #like we were talking about him hitting his head I think stuff like that only starts later #plus like me and my rm have talked before about how uncomfortable Jason's rapid growth after the pit would have to be #and that is ESPECIALLY TRUE in this case. he doesn't fit right anymore. its incredibly overstimulating

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