#I feel like I wrote him very codotverse Crane

[wineaunt420]

This is a DC OC story‼️

Between my daughter Oc Kiera and her pops Johnathan Crane.

Tw: mentions of death, loss of limbs, mentions of religion.

Kinda hurt comfort, I guess??

More under the banner// psa I do not proof read lmao, I'm not smart enough for that.

January 6, 1988. You could say it was the day my life turned 50 fucking degrees but…I came out of the water of the womb and left half my brain behind…In some sense of the word. Nah. that day was just adding salt into the wound. I never understood why some people got it easy…normal life, normal family. No issues to call their own. Now I ain’t religious but but I guess god just likes to pick and choose his favourites, guess I just wasn’t one of em.

Its always pissed me off though, how much more favoured the more fortunate are. Like they don’t understand how lucky they are or rather how unlucky others are. I don’t know when empathy was suddenly just disregard like non recyclable plastic I’ve seen tossed out peoples car windows but alas. “The world kept spinnin”...It makes me distasteful of those people.

But anyway…January 6, 1988. I was six years old when I took the plunge. You always hear about helicopter accidents but you never think its gonna be you. I lost more than my legs that day. The…only reason I live to fight today was because my mother…broke my fall…ever since then its just been me, my dad and these stupid fucking hunks of metal. I suppose I should be grateful but you tend to get a taste of disdain for the world when you are held at not only a mental disadvantage but also a physical one. Thank you world! I really appreciate it…But ever the enthusiastic girl I am! I love to dance. Top of my class actually!

I never really liked the academics much to my dads disapproval but he can’t really get upset about it, especially when he should be grateful I'm even still alive after the not so metaphorical “flunk to the floor” I had. He loves me, ofcourse…I know he wishes I went into science or maths or…English at least, hah!...as if. Nope! Dancing. He is obviously proud of me, what will the odds set against me and all. He understands how much I love it and he supports me…I know why he worries of course.

With my history of poor coping mechanisms and just pots and pots of endless disaster brain soup it's a mystery why he doesn’t have me on permanent lock down. I should be grateful…to be alive…to have a loving father…so why am i so angry…

“Kiera…”

Why can’t I just be happy

“Kiera!”

Huh?

“Yeah? Sorry pops…” kiera zoned back in, looking up at her dad.

Crain sighs

“Lost in you’re head again?”

She nods, clicking a pen on her dads desk….

“Hey…”

Kiera looks up at Johnathan again “hm?”

“You are going great…don’t stress yourself”

Kiera smiles softly…he was good like this….always able to read me like a book and knew exactly what to say to make me feel….atleast a little calmer. My thoughts spiral and they stray…But Trust the shrink To drag me back to reality.

“I can't fuckin’ help it, pops…I'm just. Y'know…” Kiera strains, her lip quirking slightly.

“It's alright, pumpkin. I know…I might have somethin’ help keep your mind occupied. Got a few colouring books-”

“Dad I ain’t 6 anymore- oh my god….you still have my old colouring books?” She let's out a short, light Chuckle as her old colouring book from when she was a young girl is pulled from a drawr and unceremoniously dropped onto the desk, along side an old- rather disgusting pack Of Crayola.

“I haven't cleared out my desk in a while….” his hand awkwardly rubs At the back of his neck. It had been rough after the loss, but they found strength in each other.

“Clearly…” but there was no venom behind her words, she wasn't a hateful bitch…Unless she found reason in being so. Despite her distaste in taking part In such a childish activity, she found herself flipping throughout the pages regardless…pages half finnished, lazily scribbled in with pinks, purples and littered with little drawings that were dictated by no set lines. A time capsule back to the only time she was truly…Free. Free willed, free spirited and full of nothing but an overly positive view of the world. A time capsule of innocence. She knew she was anything but now. Far from it….her eyes landed on a truly poorly drawn biro sketch of two stick people. Anyone else wouldn't have had a single fucking clue who these two insignificant childish scribbles where, but to Kiera…the most significance was held. Her and John, Obviously when she was alot younger, hand in hand. But that wasn't all. It was clearly a drawing after the accident. But happy go lucky little Kiera….bless her.

forever Happy.

What the fuck happened…

“You ready To talk About it yet?”

John's voice cut through her train of thought Again.

Looking down her legs….or lack there of. She looks back up with a warmer gaze.

“No…I feel better now”

[frostbiteandglitter]

Gotham S 1 thoughts

Ok so finished season one last night.

Butch actually broke my heart and the love Fish had for him is my reason for living. 12/10 love

I have a lot of feelings abt Eddie, Im not a huge huge fan of the psychological break they gave him. Its such weird characterization from the intelligent, Witty, And generally confident Eddie we normally see in comics/ DCAU. Maybe hes gonna grow into his bad self but all of season one his majority of scenes with Kristen Kringle made me uncomfortable.

Poor girl looked ready to have a nervous breakdown. And she doesnt get any characterization really so we have no idea why Edward even likes her. She's just used as a item for manpain and to push Ed over the deep end. I wish she had more time to be a actual character. 4/10 Kris Kringle jokes

Edward needs better riddles also fight me on this 3/10 riddles.

I liked Tom when he first came in I thought it was sweet he was nice to Edward and cute he gave him the nickname Riddle man. Then he pulled a Griffith and broke my heart. 11/10 got what he deserved.

I love and appreciate that Rene broke up with Babs for her own wellbeing, Rene is sober and being around someone Especially being in a relationship with someone whos using can and will cause you to relapse. Didnt see alot of her at the end of the season tho im assuming shes working on herself tho. 7/10 Self love but missed her.

Never trusted Babs made me sad that Jason died would've been cool to have a baddie couple as foil to Jim and Lee 8/10 BDSM dead muder boyfriend.

In this house we love and appreciate Harvey Bullock. Made me laugh very hard Fish was like "We cool." Hes a genuinely good cop Imo but like a chaotic good just want him to be happy. 10/10 alcoholism.

Lee is going to break my heart I know it but I love and appreciate her anyways. 9/10 ready to suffer for her.

Bruce is so adorable I love him such a sweet boy Alfred will grow into being a mom someday Selina and Ivy have a great sisterhood 10/10 family bonds.

Jim is doing his best poor guy cant catch a break someone let him rest PLEASE 8/10 lack of sleep

Victor Zasaz looks like the I Am Legend vampires with a better jawline people have wrote fics for this man??? Sinners??? Fuck guns give him a knife and lemme see them tally marks. 9/10 Will smith would kill

Oswald cobblepot is a lil bitch. But honestly I want an educated,portly, mob boss like in the comics. What the fuck is this disco vampire shit. Codotverse Penguin and Riddler are the best ones in my professional opinion. 2/10 umbrella gun

Gotham season one overall 7.8/10 would recommend to friends but would not harass to watch.

BONUS

Jonathan Crane makes me depressed in every incarnation. Scriddler in Gotham is dead no wonder Nygmobblepot became a thing. Which is a weird ship imo but would only ship Gotham Nygmobblepot 1/10 ships sailing