#I feel like I could do Seras
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So I did a thing...
Their suits
Alucards hair
Integras hair
Alucards sunglasses
Integras eyepatch
Alucards Hat
Integras skin
Extra traits mods
Alucards traits:
Loyal: "Loyal sims value their relationships and fully commit to them. whether they are friendship, romance or even work! They avoid lying and cheating because their loved ones' trust is very important to them."
Smug: "These Sims have excessive pride in themselves and their achievements. They are very confident and are constantly pleased with themselves."
Passionate: "These Sims are very romantic, especially when being with their loved ones."
Teasing: "These Sims love to tease their romantic interests. They get playful around their romantic interests and their loved ones."
Creepy: "These Sims have behavior that deviates from what is expected and normal. Other Sims often get uncomfortable around them and their closest ones get embarassed for their behavior."
Integras traits:
Determined: "These Sims do not allow any difficulties to stop them. They gain all skills faster by staying focused and confident."
Analytical: "These Sims are great at building mental skills. They get focused when using mental skills, writing skill and mischief skill."
Brilliant: "These Sims are extremely talented in everything."
Smart: "These Sims have better working or study performance. They build charisma skill and child social skill slightly faster. They also get confident when being at work or at school."
Reserved: "These Sims do not show their feelings or thoughts around their newly met romantic interests."
Also, yes they are married.
#This is what happens when you leave me with an obsession a game and way too much time on my hands#This took hours#it was very fun though#I wonder if I should do my other ships as well#Should I do Seras too?#I feel like I could do Seras#although her hair may be a bit hard to find#fun fact: being the Simp that I am I almost gave Integra the trait “captivating”#I still wonder whether or not I should have given Alucard the trait “coldblooded”#lookbook#?#sims 4#Hellsing ultimate#alucard#hellsing alucard#integra hellsing#sir integra#integra fairbrook wingates hellsing#alutegra#you can't see it but I have a mod installed with which the sims can have attractiveness preferences#and I gave them the looks of the other as preference#Lotus plays god
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presented without comment
(chapters 280 + 344)
#unordinary#unordinary webtoon#cw blood#i fucking lied i have so many comments#FIRST AND FOREMOST. i originally had the images in the opposite order (meaning john’s on the left and rei’s on the right)#when i was drafting this post. but then i was like. ‘oh i should put them in chapter/chronological order instead’ and it oh my god#uru you bastard that’s so much worse#(and then ofc i had to rewrite my tags accordingly)#but anyways#like literally almost everything about these scenes is mirrored/opposite#obviously they are facing different directions (and thus. each other)#they are also looking at different places in the second panel - rei is looking up and john is looking down#rei is looking up directly at kuyo. yes. but his raised head also makes him look a bit defiant. his kind of smirk also adds to that feel#he’s obviously not… happy. he’s been through a lot (is literally about to die) but his spirit remains.#there’s still light in his eyes. hope.#and he still finds the time to tell kuyo to call it quits and give him well wishes#then we have john’s half which is. ough.#and uhh cw suicidal ideation from this point on i guess?#looking down! no light in his eyes! defeated and dragging himself to the finish line!#alone.#he’s still fighting but he’s TIRED. absolutely nothing to look forward to here.#keep going because there’s no turning back now#he is doing this for the people he’s already lost (jane william sera). not for people who are here now (blyke remi isen)#rei didn’t go into this thinking he would die but ended up choosing to sacrifice himself anyways#john went in with the intention of sacrificing himself and survived anyways#i could be reading too far into it but i think you can kind of see that in their expressions in the first image set#rei looks like he’s realizing he’s about to die but john just looks like he’s fighting#he’s already made his choice#that’s about all i got (and i’m at the tag limit) so.#to everybody who hated my john-william comparison post this one’s for YOU 🫵
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They sanitized being queer so much in Veilguard and for what. Your Inquisitor still needs to be binary, and god forbid if they transitioned between games. And for what, Cullen and Solas? Girl, dump him and take his gender. It won't fix you but it'll make shit funnier.
IF more than one romance actually mattered id understand it being too complicated to allow for transition, but seriously? only solas gets more than a codex entry afaik, how hard it would have been to have the m inquisitors record voice lines and have gareth david lloyd record alternate versions of like..any gendered lines which i assume there aren't many of. they should have dropped the illusion that romances had content and just done a 'did you romance solas?' toggle that any inquisitor could turn on lol
#ask#anonymous#sanitised really is the word. when ive finished the game maybe ill properly collect my thoughts on it#im just personally a fantasty homo/transphobia enjoyer. i know some people prefer escapism jn fantasy but#i think it's a good and interesting/safe way to explore feelings and dynamics surrounding being queer#and having veilguard be as surface level as it is wrt transphobia just feels like it isnt fully capturing feelings surrounding being trans#relatability isnt everything but how do you make a trans character feel real when they face none of the struggles#the average trans person faces?#ofc. may be a product of being made by middle class-ish canadians in a liberal city but i think it may be due to ea / sensitivity readers#veilguard spoilers#also im mad about the dorian romance because it feels like they dangle it in front of your face. but also no sera or josie????#theyre literally alive no matter your worldstate. they could have so easily thrown a bone to gay and lesbian players lol#bull's whole deal being butchered is another thing let's not even get into it. weekes you CHOSE to do that.#sorry these are tipsy rantings. but. i get my dissertation results back this week and wrote about negative emotion + transness#in fiction so if i get a good result maybe ill be able to write something real about dav#as it is im too scared to properly think about the topic bc im nervousdjwjdjwjej
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Took 30 years to get there!
#hellsing#hellsing ultimate#alucard hellsing#seras victoria#schrodinger hellsing#a#I’ve no fucking clue how his being gone works like wtf is he doing he has to be doing… something? maybe? maybe not??#you see him in the street 💔 walking by himself 💔 talking by himself 💔 have pity 💔#feeling deranged and silly tonight. they’re doing a PowerPoint thing in my dorm and on one hand I don’t think anyone is gonna go#but also free excuse for mascot slideshow I lost my old one and I’m very sad about that still#but now I have PowerPoint not just Google slides I can make such sexy transitions tee hee#but then also I could do beach boys rankings hmmmmmmmmm this is hard.#assigning every beach boys album a mascot. summer in paradise can be northwestern because I am bitter about its existence
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In your AU, would you say Sera regrets letting Adam get involved with the Exterminations? Some kind of hindsight that she let someone who clearly had issues off on a very loose leash, with a naive expectation he would eventually have his "fill" and be done with it?
I know you said he serves as Michael's proxy, but perhaps she regrets not telling Michael to simply find someone else or get over himself and go down and do it himself? Adam was hers to protect just as all other souls are, and she out him in a position to be consumed by revenge.
I wish I could say yes, but that level of self reflection has been so heavily discouraged by heaven that Sera doesn't immediately go to "It's my fault, he needed me". She goes to him not having what it took, in part as a defense mechanism on her behalf. Because to admit sending Adam was wrong is to admit that heaven makes mistakes. To admit that Heaven makes mistakes is to question it's will. It's eating her up inside that he's gone. But she cannot dwell on him. She has to keep it together to fulfill her role. It's why she ends up becoming even stricter with Emily, she thinks that forcing conformity is what's going to save those she loves because she genuinely knows nothing else. Sera comes from a place of fear and good intentions. But you know what they say about good intentions. (I hope that I'm explaining this well because the last thing I want is demonization of Sera. She's just not okay, nobody is in this au.) I do like the angst potential of your ask, though. It could make for a good, eye opening confrontation if they were to re-meet later on down the line. I'll be keeping that one in my back pocket.
#I don't want to speak too much on what implications that could have for the future since it's still being written#This is how Sera currently feels about the matter#But I do like your mind...#au rambles#rapture au
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you know youre a little too deep in the brainrot when "would it be fucked up to be straight in the society of Heven" is a genuine thought you have had and seriously debated with yourself
#which sounds really silly to say out loud but then the reason it might be fucked up is because the men of heven are essentially#imprisoned and brainwashed from birth so the funny haha joke gets real dark real quick#but it IS interesting to think about. i generally assume lesbians is seen as the default given the society but thats not Textual#and like. even if it is not all angels would be#and reproduction???#i want more heven lore i want to know about their society#there was some incredible set up in there with NO follow through#and that makes me sad#nyxtalks#angela#angela odinsdottir#heven#i could honestly continue on this i think the topics really interesting#could an anchorite consent? even if theyre free? could sera consent?#(i do personally believe the way seras character is written she would be the one anchorite to be able to consent. her free will is#integral to her character. its who she IS. but its still on the edge)#how would angels feel about het in general? w people from other planets?#do they have state sanctioned assault or do they reproduce a different way?#urgh#anyway u know the brain rot has gone too far now#someone please read angela so i can talk to you about the themes of fear and love and not get stuck thinking about hevens society even more
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You got isekai'd into SYSTEMA. What now.
Be amazed.
Remember I spawned into the "everything sucks" world.
Break down and cry.
Consider death as an escape.
Summon the global chaos by leaking insider secrets that could make about 200 new conspiracy theories.
Hope that Sera's conspirator ass tries to find me before one of the hits get me first.
Ending 1: I get sniped.
Ending 2: I get jumped.
Ending 3: I get kidnapped.
Ending 4:
Ending 200: It worked! Sera insults me. I cry from both the height she's holding me at and the insult respectively. She tells me to quit sobbing so I weep in incognito mode.
Make it into the Manumission. Wipe my face. Contemplate death again.
Get interrogated.
Get welcomed in! (I am still under close observation)
Quietly fangirl about my characters in 4k then feel incredibly weird about how much I know.
Get interrogated again.
I know that Nathaniel knows that I know but he doesn't know how much I know until I make it known that I know that he knows.
Consider death as- oh. He heard that too.
Literally everyone freaks me out for different reasons. I hang out with Sonia. She calls me fat. I still like you Sonia.
Live in the manumission under witness/informant protection and try not to die.
#devarambles#i can't do shit in this world let's be honest#i'd just be a regular person#who can magically draw everyone with perfect detail (to them)#I'd at least know what's going on with everything. That foresight would save them from like... 60% of what goes down#I'd never be able to get along with Vincent. I do not have the rubber skin nor the emotional security + he would scare me to high heaven#Fucker looks like a spooked horse and he's tall NUH UH i'm not havin it. I'd maybe help him behind the scenes though. Stroke his ego a lil.#I could not be around Nate I'm sorry I'd avoid him. The fear of being known is real.#People can deal with him because nobody knows that he's intimately familiar with the core of their personalities and thats why he won't say#but I just know that this asshole can hear me thinking about how orange juice should be in cereal. I KNOW what he would think. SO NO. NO.#Uh.. What else... Sera? I don't think I have what it takes to bore through that shell of hers. Her personality is incredibly strong.#And only people like Nathaniel Sonia and Eric can get through because they're both perservering and self-assured. I don't fw distant ppl#I wouldn't chase her and she wouldn't seek me. No friendship just acquaintances type beat#Amon is cool but I don't know how I'd feel around him knowing his story. It's like hanging out with Rodtang. But he's hot. ough#Eric is cool but I know that this guy is super smart and he's a bit too silly. I'd end up telling him one too many secrets without realizin#Strohl is a genius and he'd find me really dumb and unprofessional which honestly I get. He's also just not my type of company#Which brings me back to Sonia. We'd get along. I'd be able to brush off her comments and she'd vibe with me. She'd get me good clothes too.#So that's that that's everything yay gwenchana gwenchana#ark_systema
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#ive rewatched gonzo yesterday#gonzo hellsing#hellsing#seras victoria#i love the amount of attention paid to Seras#also all of her iconic looks!#ovas are nothing style-wise compared to the gonzo tbh#so i dont understand people hating on it; like it is even good that is doesnt follow the manga frame by frame#sure some moments were really stupid but the first half is so much cooler#idk despite all the silly stuff it feels more mature than the ovas#also i have a feeling that the rest of millenium as they are would seem kinda tasteless in gonzoverse#funny that at the same time millenium is like the only thing that interests me in the ovas ughhh#i wish i could make deep art analysis and stuff but my brain won't work that way#upd as ive re-read it a minute after posting:#maybe ovas are not 'nothing' but they surely arent as stylish#especially if we're talking about soundtrack; ive seen people saying ova has a good one but..#well i do too like Carl Maria von Weber but they didn't even include the best part of the opera (Jägerchor) duh
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"please don't do that" = my inspiration to do that
#late night phonecall with my boy. gotta stop answering bc i say way too much#anyways. decided to tell him about how i would like. not eat on purpose and i was skinny#said that it was several years ago tho and didn't mention anything more recent#tbf it was most serious several years ago and hasn't gotten that bad since then#anyways. during the convo i said something about how i WAS skinny at this time then got fat over this time#bc he was asking for a bit of a timeline#and he was like. i don't think you got fat i think you got healthy#and said i look good and don't need to lose weight etc like awwww 🥰#anyways. made a joke about looking like [redacted] and he was like no please don't do that#he wants me to be healthy and eat and not lose weight etc#and i was joking at the time but that convo inspired me to grind harder to really lose some weight 💪#and i feel kinda bad bc i know he doesn't want me to and would be a lil upset if he found out#but it's my life not his#he doesn't have to find out. unless he notices that i look different. i HOPE#btw the [redacted] part isn't a rude joke or me being mean to anyone. it just could be some sort of thinspo/trigger so i don't wanna say it#i feel like it looks like it could have been someone's name. it's not a specific person or anything#ed tw#Sera
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hmmm thinkign about. slater trying and failing to make sera happy again 😐👍
#her pro/con lists…. their notes on what sera does and doesn’t like#ultimately just wanting to be her rock. make her feel safe and secure and comfortable for the first time#not understanding that sera enjoys her life as it is - risky and dangerous and thrilling#their relationship basically consists of slater scrambling trying to find new things to keep her entertained#slater voice ‘What do you mean youre bored you said you liked sitting on roofs people-watching?’#‘???? its been two hours. the stone is hurting my arse and you’ve had your nose buried in that stupid book for most of the time!’#‘oh. i’m sorry it’s very interesting. i could read it out loud to you if you want -‘ ‘NO‼️’#@ sera GIRL DUMP HIS BORING ASS#your daily dose of idiocy#serabonnie#slater adaar
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Not to be like “wish this had more narrative weight” about the wish-it-had-more-narrative-weight game but imagine if Dorian being an actual necromancer was at all mentioned or explored
#like he’s researching w someone who is doing chronomancy as a plot point#and trying to save someone from a curse as a plot point#but neither of those are at all reflected in his magic and that could have been cool#or we could have had at least a FEW conversations abt necromancy#necromancy and blood magic#and his life as a magical developer not just a magic user#also I love his personal quest honestly it was great and I’d want to keep it in the game#but what abt the idea of a necromancy focused personal quest where you have to seek out a super secret school of necromancers#are there even ferelden necromancers??#how does Solas#the king of ‘I know abt the ancient forms of magic you’re using bc you stole them of the elves’#feel about necromancy??? how does SERA? Bull????#anyway. necromancy just appearing for the first time here is such a fucking waste bc they did nothing with it
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look at my boys..... everyone look at my boys right NOW.
#hello i love them so much i love them soooo so so much#i do however feel like this is inconsistent with the books description ?? tho i could be wrong#wait no i think im thinking of derek who is not blonde canonically and teft who IS. never mind that tho im disregarding blonde teft#thats not part of my reality thats not my vision i reject it#blonde teft isnt real and cant hurt me#anyway look at them look at keras in the back (presumably) oughhhhhh my babies#sera having short hair also very not what i was envisioning but i love it#ALSO and this is hammered into every corner of the book but i KEEP forgetting it the fact that corin is like. swole as hell#like it makes sense w his dueling history but it does not register he is my little nerd what do u mean he's got arms#jin looks very cool here... baby boy <33#anyway im not buying any of the merch bc this isnt smth id wear on my body and the 'its not cheating shirt'#while very cool#unfortunately comes from my least fave series in the universe#i dont even know why i dont like w&w as much i just finished diamantine and like it should be hitting every high point for me#like its keras and he's being silly with dawn and he's being thirsty as hell and yet . i cant seem to get into it its very confusing#but omg on andrew's blog the vague little pictures hes posted......... i definitely think whatever it is is a hardcover#so maybe a hardcover re release of sufficiently advanced magic ??#idk tho bc the spine also had like a bind up type feel to it#obviously its not a bind up of AA so far bc it'd be massive#even if its just the first 2 or 3 itd be massive#but maybe a bind up of wobm ..... except idk it does look like itd be a corin book with that blue on the cover#like realistically it could just be a cover reveal for the next one too but i feel like thats very early#i know he's been working on 4 and 5 alongside each other but still#OUGH i love this universe sm sm sm#recently read
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i know i only posted joke art for them tonite but damn sertegra owns my ass
#nothing could ever replace them in my eyes#drawing ship art wasnt always my thing but i think it started with them lmao#realizing now it's been like a year since i really got into it is rlly weird#literally every time i draw it i do a little jig and hop up and down#like seras is so pretty and funny and silly and whimsical and integra is HOT AS FUCK next question.#jk im not going to mark her off as just Baddie Material she literally brings the whole dynamic together#two besties in london hype house what will they do#wow i wonder if this is projecting or not#sorry feeling mushy after drawing lots of them
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Plopped another mini, quick update into things because I am tired(tm) and I was left alone today with no drafts to do, unless I've lost threads in the activity feed and haven't realized it: There's now a 'Halcyon Lore' section in my rules with a few details to it! These are just base and basic details to explain what to expect from the fact it exists and what it is overall with a little better detail than I've had before, as well as how I plan to work it into canon settings. <3
This lore is growing by the day, steadily connecting a bunch of dots I didn't think were connected prior to this and I love it to pieces, but I also want it to be easy to follow for anyone interacting with me, too. If anyone's interested in this kindda stuff, given it does (and frankly/honestly, has been, even before I knew any of this) play into how I write Sera, it's the 'Halcyon Lore' section under my rules! <3
~Pom
#Out Of Poms [OOC]#Updating Pom.EXE [Blog Update]#Pom do you have a habit of babbling? Why yes#Yes I do XD#Most things on my blog are long because I tend to babble and like to cover every base I can for an easy read/understanding#This is definitely no different XD#But I'm actually really excited about this?#I've had Sera as a muse for so many years now#And finally so much of the odd points are making sense#She just took forever to clue me into it and I could smack her for it BUT BETTER LATE THAN NEVER#Also friendly reminder all of this base lore also includes Kasa's blogs - Honorisen and Yoroiis and Spadechip#Especially Zack and Thoma with their connections to Sera and their own stuff we're figuring out#If anyone ever has questions or curiosities tho? Hit me up#I never mind anons and such <3#Just... Remember I'll probably babble like a dorky dog XD#ALSO IF I OWE ANYONE READING THIS A REPLY let me know?#I haven't been using my tracker and I feel like I've lost stuff x.x'
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One of the really insidious ways black people in media get treated is that despite our stereotypes expanding outside of "thug" "slave" and "prostitute", we are still very limited on *what* we can be portrayed as.
It is no shock to me that the two black women in Veilguard, for instance, are either medium toned like myself or a nonhuman skin color (introduced as a woman). It doesn't escape my attention that the only black woman in Baldur's Gate list of companions is also a nonhuman skin color. Dark skinned black women are still considered too unattractive to include as potential romanceable candidates, as it *also* does not escape my attention that the darkest we've had was Vivienne who was simultaneously regarded as an incredibly unlikeable character by huge swaths of the fandom and also unavailable for romance.
But moreover- why can't the bubbley nerdy cute mage be a black woman? Why can't the shy but resourceful archer be a black woman? Why does the black woman have to be someone with their guard up, walls as high as a skyscraper, cynical and callous? Why can't the black woman be the warm and loving Wynne, or the somewhat naive yet devout Leliana? The stalwart and just Aveline? I know plenty of Isabelas, and Viviennes, and Neves, and Taashs, but I also know plenty who are Merrill, or Bellara*, or Harding, or Cassandra, and I even lived with a Sera for a while. Why can't she be Bethany or Morrigan?
The closest we had was Josephine, who again is still fairly light skinned, but at least she has a bit more flexibility. And she isn't a companion, so her screen time is fairly minimal if you're not taking the time to romance her.
*And I don't begrudge Bellara too much, as A: I adore her and B: I'm pretty sure she's our first visibly Asian companion which is a milestone in itself. My point is more that Bellara could be black with virtually no story change because I know plenty of bubbly chirpy friendly black women who have a deep love of their hobbies and interests, who are bisexual and even prefer women, with deep trauma in their pasts, and yet the choice to *not* do that speaks to a problem the media has in their depiction of black women that is far bigger than Bioware.
And it doesn't escape my attention that the men have this problem as well- Wyll and Davrin* are both regarded as boring by their respective fandoms due to the choice to play it safe and stick with the extremely good and upright and just knight character instead of giving them something more messy- Astarion and Lucanis could be black with, as said, little-to-no change in their storyline because I know-even have dated- pansexual former sex worker black men with intensely complicated feelings about sex and intimacy, and I've had plenty of ex-con soft yet dangerous men holding themselves at a distance to prevent themselves from hurting anyone as my friends and even extended family.
I know plenty of intensely nerdy and probably autistic black guys who will infodump gladly about their special interest to the point of it consuming them. I know plenty of black guys with martyr complexes who think they have to tear the world- and themselves- apart just to fix what is broken in this world. I know plenty of black guys who, despite their own inability to get their shit together, are like a port in a storm every time you talk to them. I know plenty of black guys who are extremely educated and well respected within their field, with gentle yet commanding demeanor. Any of these characters *could* be black, and yet they aren't, and the choice to do so is again far bigger than Bioware and Larian.
*Davrin, like Vivienne, being the darkest and first blatantly black male companion instead of potentially able to be ambiguously "of color" like Zevran, Fenris, and Dorian. Even more damning that they'd considered, like Sera, making Solas blatantly black in his concept art and instead chose to make him a pale egg.
As someone desperate for representation, it becomes quickly obvious as I take inventory of what roles black people are given that we still aren't considered as complex and nuanced and interesting. We're allowed to be more than we were before, but we still have a long way to go.
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Is 8tracks a good website again, does the music play now
#last time i used it was years ago and i physically could not move playlists in or out of my listen later folder#a lot of playlists aren't up anymore U_U to the person who made the pouf playlist that was entirely alt rock 1) i lov u#2) it's been wiped clean off the site and 3) i think everyone should listen to k sera thank u for showing them to me#8tracks was literally my favorite site for playlists and music 😭 i found so many cool little gems on there#yt playlists just cant do it bc they all seem to rotate between the same 3 artists and it makes me foam at the mouth (mad)#get WEIRD with it!!!! break free from your bubble!!!! this is how it feels to have a music special interest and be understimulated#makes me INSANE bc it's like. no one else seems to be bothered by having limited music tastes; don't you wanna hear#everything available to you??? does that not interest you and awe you???? anyways check out the site everynoise#it used an ai before the ai boom to algorithmically sort music genres and it's MASSIVE#they can all be clicked for samples of sound too! every so often i check to make sure norwegian space disco is still there#i am so easily excited about music and it made it hard for me to tell it was even a special interest#like that bit from it's always sunny with the magnets ksjdj oh i like music :) ''you like. listening to it; making it; writing it-?''#just music :) like that's so vague what does it even meannnnnn but here I am. anyways what was I talking about#shai speaks
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