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When you receive a an anonymous love letter.
Characters: Bakugou, Todoroki, Amajiki.
Note: I’m back peeps!!! Also I’m sorry if I annoyed anyone with this post because it’s a bit long, I just can’t add the ‘keep reading’ option from the device that I wrote this from. Hope everyone has a good day/night :)
He would be so pissed. Like how dare other people call YOU their “love of their life” when you literally have a boyfriend!
Like why can’t people get that you are already taken and happily in a relationship? Like he knows that you are a catch and that you aren’t the most affectionate couple but still, do people really think that they have a chance with you when you are with him?
Don’t you dare read the love letter, he is planning to tare it apart later on.
Bakugou would get so worked up that he will start investing who wrote you the freaking letter,lol. If he ever catches the punk or another idiot leaving something lovey-dovey on your locker he is planning to beat the crap out of them. He doesn’t care that he might get a lecture from Aizawa he is going to absolutely destroy the person.
Whenever you receive something like a love letter or a cute present that isn’t from your close friends or from him Bakugou needs a bit of reassurance. He will feel a little bit better if you gave him a long hug or if you pepper his face with kisses. He may not show that he is enjoying it but in the inside he is melting in your warm embrace <333
He is annoyed, really annoyed. Similar to Bakugou, why can’t people realize that you are in a relationship with him? You two are always showing some kind of PDA. Mostly because of Shoto, he is a touch starved baby that needs his affection,lol.
Anyways, if the love letters or presents continue he would like to confront the person who keeps sending you all that stuff. He would go into scary Todoroki mode. Like you know how he scared Deku on the sport festival? He would do that to the person who is crushing on you.
After he would need some reassurance. He would be scared that you would leave him for someone that is more sociable and doesn’t have so many family issues that sometimes get to him. The best way to make Shoto feel better is to give tons of cuddles and kisses!!
He gets annoyed and insecure. He would get annoyed because you are dating him, not the other person who is calling you a cheesy pet name.He would gets insecure because he feels like you will leave him for the other person.
Please don’t read the love letter or keep any of the present that the person gave you, his little heart would crumble apart. He thinks that you are open to get to know or to find out who the anonymous person is just so you could dump him afterwards. :(
Now hear me out, believe it or not Amajiki can get really protective over you. A lot of people may think that he is a shy boy who has social anxiety, but push his buttons and he gets really bold and protective over you. He would go behind you and put his arms over your waist while glaring at the person who is confessing to you. Now if that doesn’t work he will sadly crumble down to the floor because he passed out from embarrassment of not being able to make someone stop flirting with his girlfriend,lol.
After he would need a lot of reassurance. A lot. Sweetly whisper into his hear how much you love him while having him laying on your chest. Your arms are his safe place. He always feels safe and loved whenever you are with him do please continue doing that.
If in bold I can’t tagg :(
Tagg list: @pinkteamae @dukina @gabbys-simphotline @bitchybadksrma
#bakugou x reader#bakugo x reader#todoroki x reader#shoto x reader#todoroki shoto x reader#tamaki x reader#amajiki x reader#amajiki tamaki x reader#mha headcanons#mha hcs#mha fluff
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Zero to Six ~ Hong Kong - Edited Version. Part 6.
Characters: Four X Zero (OC)
Summary: Zero was the first person to be ‘saved’ by One, she was his first honorary Ghost. Her knowledge in tech meant she got the role of ‘Hacker’ she recruited new team members, looked for missions and locations and made sure every security measure was looked at. You know normal hacker spy stuff. But her tough up bringing meant that if needs be she could fight, she was maybe even better than some people on the team knew. But due to One’s protectiveness over her she had to stay hidden, she was more of an actual ghost than the rest of the team was. This didn’t mean she couldn’t have her fun though, over the months of being with the full team she had formed quite a passionate love/ hate relationship with the handsome Four. Who knows what sparks would fly if they were ever to meet. Warnings: Slight swearing, some suggestive flirting in later chapters.
Tagg list: (I know this is a edit of my original story but if anyone wants to be tagged let me know.) @raylan-c, @angelic-demonss
The night consisted of looking through the research and planning the best way to go about getting the dictators brother out of the tower in Hong Kong as discreetly as possible.
That wasn't the most exciting part about that night though, at least for Zero. In all fairness she was trying to concentrate on the meeting, but it's hard when a certain blonde haired, green eyed beauty kept staring her down. He even had the nerve to smirk at her when he caught her staring back. Dam him. She hadn't even been in his presence for 24 hours, yet she couldn't decide if she wanted to beat the shit out of him or jump him, kissing him like her life depended on it.
Maybe both?
Five had kindly offered Zero the pull out bed in her converted shipping containment while One made arrangements to get her, her own little space like the others had, a permanent home of her own sounded very nice indeed. Although Zero tossed and turned most of the night she couldn't say the next morning that she was at all that tired when she woke up, the excitement was coursing through her veins and the anticipation to actually get to do field work was overwhelming her. One knocked on the girls door and dropped off the little of Zero’s belongings that she still had, he must have been back to the hotel room and collected everything, she thanked him but he just nodded slightly. “Still pissed at me I see.” She turned to Five who was sitting at the small table having some light breakfast
“He’ll get over it.” She gave me her best smile. “Don’t worry.”
With her belongings now returned to her, she decided to go for a shower and get into some fresh clothes so she’d be comfortable for the flight. She stepped out of the shower, dried off then dressed in some black skinny jeans and threw on a long burgundy striped top. Finishing the look off with some long black boots that had laces all the way to the top and a dark green leather jacket. She slung the duffel with all her clothes in it over her shoulder and grabbed onto her laptop bag then headed out to meet Five on the tarmac. She walked in the middle, the others chatting away behind her meanwhile One was up front, no doubt eager to get the planes engine started.
Zero decided to sit in her own section, unlike the others she had some work to do and getting distracted wasn’t a option. Two took the seat behind her, Three sat across from Two. While Four and Five where opposite Zero, Five sitting in the same row as her. Four just had to placed himself on the other row by the window, the perfect place to make side eye at her. Great! Now she had to deal with a 5 hour flight feeling him burn holes into my head and be the biggest distraction from her work.
"So.” His voice rang through the aeroplane that had just got very noisy due to One starting the engines. “How are you feeling this morning sweetheart?" His voice was like honey, it would something she could never ignore no matter how much she tried. His low tones sounded way better in person than over coms.
She smiled over at Four as best as she could, trying not to show how much the nickname effected her on the inside. "Fine.” She sighed. “More excited than nervous really. It's just great not to be stuck in a room 24/7.” She smiled taking the chance to now turn the tables and tease him. “How you feeling monkey boy?"
"Why do you have to call me that?” He leaned forward in his seat and rested his elbows on his knees staring intensely at her. “You could at least come up with something that sounds a bit more sexy, don’t you think?" He looked at her with a cute pout, something she thought he was trying to melt her with.
“I think it’s sexy, monkey boy.” Three chimed in and everyone burst into laughter, but Four was glued to Zero. She just scoffed. "I think you're the only person that thinks you're sexy, well apart from that blonde you picked up at the bar, and Thee of course."
"Are you jealous, Zero? You know that was for mission purposes, besides I've seen the way you stare at me sweetheart." She just laughed, she’d lost count at the amount of times she’d scoffed at this boy.
She opened her laptop, fully intent on ignoring him the rest of the flight "Keep telling yourself that babe."
"You guys do know where all still here right?" One said awkwardly over the aeroplanes intercom. “Okay everyone strap in and shut up, we’re setting off now.”
It was about an hour into the flight, everything had been considerately quiet since four at fallen asleep against the window, Zero would steal glances at him every once in a while. Seven announced that things would start to get bumpy, and Three started to get very uneasy. "You know I usually just look at the staff to see if I should be worried." She turned to see him clutching white knuckle to his seat.
"I think you mean the flight attendants, you can just look at me." Two said.
"Oh darling, no offence but you could be on fire and you'd have the same blank expression on your face." Zero turned to raise my eyebrows at Five, who looked back at her just as amused. and a look that said ‘something is definitely going on with these two.’ Zero nodded in agreement.
"You know what sucks guys, that if we were to crash." She looked over at Four this time to see if the commotion had woke him up, he opened one eye from his sleeping state to make a face at Five. "No one would ever care. Like we never existed." He said it loud enough for One to hear in the cockpit.
"You know I can hear you, if you're going to shit yourself there's a bathroom in the back.” Zero just giggled to herself and then got back to her work So this is what it was like to be truly around them, she liked it. It was always fun to hear their bickering over coms but this was even better, a warm feeling had started to invade her heart and a warm fuzzy feeling like home crept into her veins. It was nice to be around the right people again. They fought, they were sometimes asses but this was her true family and for once in her life she started to admire One for bringing such an amazing group of people together. She had decided in that moment that there was no where she’d rather be than here 35,000 feet up with the best bunch of idiots, and if she was to die on a mission she knew she had surrounded herself with the best adopted family she could have ever asked for.
When they finally landed, the colour is Three’s face gradually started to return, Zero took the opportunity while passing him in the aisle to pat him on the back, laughing as she exit. "Hey you little shit, don't make fun of me or I'll find out your fear." He just shouted after her retreating frame. They all dumped what little bags they had taken outside of the plane as One started the debrief one last time of the plan we were about to carry out. After about Twenty mins he decided to wrap it up. "Chowtime." One clasped his hands excitedly as the rest of the team cheered.
Zero decided that sitting at one of the higher tables would be more efficient for her to carry on her work, she’d almost finished on the plane but still had one more section to complete by tonight. She whipped out her note book, not feeling safe getting the laptop out in such an open and crowded space. But as soon as she’d put the paper on the table someone had ripped it out of her hands and in its place a bowl of noodles was set down.
"Hey!" She had began to protest looking up at the thief in question.
What she was not expecting was to be met with Four’s bright green eyes. Closing her note book, he placed it safely back in her laptop bag. "Do you ever stop working?" He sat down on the stool next to hers, and suddenly she was very self conscious. She tried to shake the feeling by directing her feelings to being annoyed he’d took her work, she sighed tilting her head at him. "It's been nonstop for three years of my life, I’m afraid at this point I don't know how to do anything else with my time."
"We could change that." He smirked.
She scoffed again, cracking open her chopsticks a little too aggressively but as to get the point across that she wasn’t in the mood for his flirting. "Excuse me, I'd like some alone time with my noodles."
"No come on.” He laughed, face turning more serious when he saw how fed up she was. “I’m sorry, I think we should start over."
"What?" She turned her head to him in confusion at how serious he’d become.
"We haven't had time to talk properly since you got here, seen as we've only really talked over the wire maybe we should have a fresh start." He held out his hand. "Hello, my names Four."
He at least managed to crack a small smile from her at this, she decided to humour him this once. Putting her chopsticks down, she took his hand and shook it. "Zero."
"What a beautiful name."
“Yeah,” She laughed. “Well, you should hear my real one.”
She’d completely forgotten about the electric pulse she had felt when they had brushed hands back in the hotel kitchen. But this time she was holding his hand and it felt like hot lava now, this fact meant she held onto it a little longer than she should have. Suddenly letting go when the moment started getting awkward, she decided to focus on her noodles instead.
"You know.” He started to talk again but she didn’t look up, taking another mouth full of noodles. “I was surprised that you didn't suddenly knock me on my ass when I came in." This made her laugh. "You've threatened me with it enough times."
"Well I could say the same for you.” He leaned in closer to her, his breath tickling the inside of her ear. “But there's plenty of time yet for that sweetheart.” In a lower voice he continued. “I'll make you wait. Get you when you're least expecting it." He pulled back just to see her reaction, and was pleased with the blush on her cheeks.
She cleared her throat and decided to change the subject. "Are you nervous?" She asked not daring to look at him. "For the mission I mean."
"Why does everyone always ask me this." He huffed, leaning back on the stool.
"It's okay to be scared Four, fear is what keeps us alive." He didn't say anything, but when she finally looked up at him, he was looking at her with an emotion she just couldn't put her finger on.
"All you can ever do is your best." She smiled and finished up her noodles.
"I guess, hey! when did you get so smart?"
"Maybe about an hour ago?" They both just chuckled, finally the air around them settled.
"You guys finished? It's time to go." Seven said from behind them, putting his hand on Fours shoulder.
"Yeah, we're good." Zero smiled at Four as he passed her, her laptop bag.
As Zero started to walked out of the restaurant, Five caught her by her arm and linked them together, she then proceeded to hand Zero 50 dollars. "You were right, they did it in Vegas." She said defeated.
"Two and Three eh, maybe there hope for me after all." They both laughed as they crossed the road to catch up to the others who had already entered their hotel for the mission.
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A complicated day
Pairing: Bryce Lahela x F!MC
Book: Open Heart 2
Warning: None
Words: 1589
Note: English it's not my native language so be patient with me 😌
Here is my collaboration for 12 days of Fictmas! Hope you all enjoy it! Thanks for hosting this again @leelee10898 and @emichelle! ❤️
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"What are your plans for the holidays?" Casey asked as they walked to his place after a double shift. Her small hand was in his and her thin fingers were tangled with his as her thumb caressed distractedly his skin.
"Well, Keiki's coming back for the break so I guess we'll stay at my place."
"You aren't going to Hawaii?"
"Nah. I might have talked with my parents a couple of times and I might have put a stop to my resentment towards them, but that doesn't change what they did. Especially after all that Keiki told us."
"So, are you going to be the two of you here, alone?"
"Trust me, Cass, I've had worst holidays." His hand squeezed hers reassuring. "What about you?"
"I was thinking of going home… I haven't seen my family since I moved here."
"I bet you miss them. Like I'm going to miss you." He added with a playful wink.
"Maybe not. I'd like for you and Keiki to come with me."
"You really can't stay away from me, can't you Valentine?" Bryce shot a cocky smirk in her way as she rolled her eyes although the corners of her lips rose up a little. She stopped walking and tugged his hand, making him turn towards her.
"Hey, I mean it. I want to spend the holidays with you and Keiki as well."
"Are you sure?" He took a small piece of falling hair and put it behind her ear, gently brushing her skin and she nodded, smiling at the sweet gesture.
"Of course I'm sure! Talk with Keiki about it and let me know what she thinks." They started to walk again as Bryce's arm sneaked around her waist.
"Your family will be okay with that?"
"I may kinda tell them about you already."
Her cheeks redden a bit. "And there's a chance that they want to meet you."
"Did you tell them how great I am?" Bryce smiled confidently, his finger softly squeezing her waist as she giggled.
"Oh yeah, I told them to make the door hole bigger for your ego." She playfully nudged his side and he chuckled. "And… How you stayed with me during the attack and how worried you were about me. And how important you are for me."
"You are important for me too." He kissed the side of her head as their feet continued walking almost at their own.
The weeks passed and, after talking with Keiki about it, they organized the trip. The plan was easy. Or at least, it should have been. They had planned everything with Casey, the plane tickets, going for Keiki at her school, the presents, the luggage, everything was ready. But, sometimes, things don't work out the way it was expected.
"So, we finish our shift in one hour, you go for Keiki, I grab my luggage, go to your place and do the online check in, then we take an Uber from there to the airport." Casey closed her locker stretching her back a bit. "Should be easy."
"Ready to meet the parents-in-law, Lahela?" Jackie asked, smirked mockingly from her own locker.
"You kidding? Parents love me. Especially if they have good taste as their daughter." In that instant, all the beepers started to blare.
"E.R. A burning building." They all headed to the emergency entrar, a few ambulances already at the door. Casey ran toward an unconscious man with his face burnt as Bryce followed a bed in which a woman laid with an iron rod going through her leg. He washed his hands and prepared, once the patient was asleep, his hand started to move around the wound stable and firm as he slowly and with the assistant of a nurse pulled out the long iron tube.
"Suction." His voice commendatory and his eyes glued in the patient. The nearest nurse immediately reacted but the blood kept coming. Two hours and half, he was leaving the patient room after talking with the family and rushing to the ER once more. Before anyone had noticed, another four hours had passed and the hectic rhythm had finally calmed down.
"Okay, I'm not going to lie, that was a little set back--"
"A little? Going to Keiki's and back is four hours, the airport it's forty minutes away and we still need the luggages and do the check in and the plane leaves in seven hours!" Casey said incredulously, as they rushed to the parking lot to Bryce's car.
"--But we still can work with it!" He said so confident that Casey almost relaxed as his cell vibrated. "It's Keiki."
'Rushing late?' Keiki wrote with an annoying emoji.
'You think?' He answered with the same face. 'On our way.' He sat behind the wheel as Casey took the passage seat, they headed straight for Keiki's school, making one stop to take away coffee as Bryce asked her more about her family. He already knew that she had a big brother, two small nieces, a few cousins and a pretty good relationship with her parents. He knew that she missed them and talked to them at least once a week.
"Finally!" Keiki dropped her luggage in the backseat. "Hi Cass!"
"She gets a full 'Hi Cass' and I only received annoying emojis and complaints?" Keiki rolled her eyes and hugged her big brother and Bryce bearhugged her back. "That's better."
"Okay, we still have five hours until the flight, with a little luck we may have time to take a break before that."
"Casey?" Bryce looked surprised at his sister's shy tone.
"Yeah?"
"Thanks for including me. You didn't have to."
"Not including you never was even an option Kei, it is my absolute pleasure!" She turned her head to watch the teenager in the backseat, grinning. "They will love you."
"What about me?" Bryce asked playfully, giving her his best puppy eyes.
"You are the one dating me so you are in a tough spot, Lahela."
"Ouch."
"Nervous, Bryce?" Keiki said in what was supposed to be an innocent tone.
"Please." He shrugged cockily.
"Hey, the road is pretty clear! Maybe we have time after all!" Casey pointed, cheerfully, watching through the window until her face falled down. "Oh no! I jinx it!" A police officer was standing in the, now closed, road swerving cars to the right.
"We still have time." Bryce took her hand and laced his finger with hers as the car slowed down, until stopped at the end of a long line of cars. "Don't worry gorgeous." She squeezed his hand back, leaning her back in the seat as her head fell back, sighing and closing her eyes for a moment.
"You are right. And there's nothing we can do about it." After three hours of frustration waiting, they finally pulled over in Casey's apartment so she could grab her luggage.
"So, did you bought it?" Keiki leaned in the space between the two front seats, talking conspiracy low and watching to the building front door.
"Yeah, I retired it before work, I still have it with me." Bryce took a small velvet box and opened. Inside a white gold heart locket sparkles as he hands it to Keiki. "What do you think?"
"It's perfect for her. She is going to love it." Bryce smiled. It was not only the first time that they spent a holiday together or the first time that he brought her something, it was also the first time he brought a gift to someone this special for him. And he was ready to put all his feelings for her out.
"Thanks for giving me your opinion about it, Kei."
"I know you would be lost without me." She said smoothly.
"Don't push it, kid."
"She's coming." Bryce shoved the box back in his pocket and rushed outside the car to help her. They went to his place, parked in the building parking lot in a space that Bryce had rented for those days, and dash to his apartment.
"You grab your luggage and meanwhile I call an Uber."
"Perfect." He went towards his bedroom and, checking that Casey couldn't see him, placed the box in the bottom of the suitcase, covering it with clothes and finally closing it. Bryce was convinced that if anyone ask him how they made it to the plane, he wouldn't know the answer, he knew they had ran through the airport, like the McCallister family in 'Home Alone', that the check in had been the most slow one he ever made in his entire life and the judging looks as they embarked after delayed the plane for twenty minutes.
Keiki took the window seat, immediately putting her headphones over her head as Bryce sat in the middle with Casey at his left. She scratched her back and rolled her shoulders, yawing.
"Cass, are you okay? Today was..."
"... Awful?" He chuckled.
"That's one way to put it."
"You are here so I'm more than okay."
"You flatter me, Valentine."
"Yeah, well… After all, there's a reason why you are the first guy I take home for the holidays." She leaned her head on the side of his arm, closing her eyes as her hand found his and gently took it.
"You want to know a little secret?" He asked close to her ear.
"Shoot."
"You are the first I spend the holidays with. Ever." Her eyes kept close but her smile brightened up her whole face, showing, without words, how happy she was.
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Okay. So. I was tagged by @any-shadow on a thing where I’d need to choose pics already on my files to describe myself and, well, I still have little to no photos or pics or memes or anything that I could use (apart from some hair selfies, larp character try-outs and other stuff like that) so unless I’d use the exact same ones I did last time, there’d be no point to doing this. BUT I was also tagged by @losttinmymind and any-shadow on a couple other combined things, on 10 favourite female and male characters and 9 characters I identify with and since I have a difficult time organizing characters by gender in my head, I will do a random combination of 10 favourite characters that I also maybe somehow identify with
I’m excited to see where this takes me. The stuff’s under the cut, and also tagging everyone who wants to do this (I’m curious, though, so if you do, maybe tag me so I get to read it?)
Well. Okay. So. I’m going to take three of the first characters from that thingy I was tagged way before, because I wasn’t lying when I wrote that answer and these characters are some of my favourites and also some that I completely relate to. I’m also going to try and stay at one character per fandom to make this easier and not focused on my recent discoveries.
Samwise Gamgee (the Lord of the Rings trilogy) I’m nowhere near as amazingly kind and loyal and perfect as he is, but I’m slowly finding some of that resolution to walk through Mordor for things and people that are important enough – and the willingness to hold onto hope no matter how dark and impossible things seem to get. More than a few years ago I probably would’ve named Gandalf or one of the mightier elves for their wisdom and understanding, but Gandalf is way too dramatic, most of the elves so high up on the dignity-in-appearance mount that I could never reach it and I find myself more and more enjoying the quiet, small joys of life. I don’t actually want to go on a dangerous adventure, but I will do it if it’s something I care about or people that will need some common sense to go with them if they ever hope to survive. Mordin (Mass Effect trilogy) Because, well, Mordin. I’m not a scientist, nor will I ever be unless I find an area in which I really want to drown myself in, but the way he deals with life and problems and past mistakes is so relatable. His dry humour that is easily missed due to no change in tone of voice, the confidence with which he accepts his victories and mistakes, his own strong set of morals, the way he deals with emotions…. and, of course, ”Had to be me, somebody else might have gotten it wrong”. I relate to Mordin, a lot – which is why I broke my heart while forcing through a renegade playthrough in which the krogan genophage that could not be cured. Twelve (Doctor Who, new series) Uhh. I love how I’m getting further and further away from Samwise with these… I have rarely related to a fictional character as much as I related to Twelve. I can’t even begin to explain why, because I don’t actually know which things to point at and go ”there, that’s the reason the tweflth reincarnation of the Doctor is so relatable it would actually hurt emotionally if I allowed myself to look at it a bit closer”, but. Yeah. If it weren’t for the twelfth Doctor, I would’ve gone with Donna, but yeah. There’s just something in the way Capaldi’s Doctor acted, reacted and expressed emotions that resonated with me. I’ll come back to this topic in about 15 years after I’ve had some thought put into it. Spock (Star Trek, TOS and a bit of OAS) I could go on forever about the battle between rational thinking and those pesky emotions and how the tiniest moments have told me stories about the internal battles this half-human, half-vulcan character suffers through but instead I’m just going to link to the posts I’ve tagges as ‘Spock’ and claim I can relate to each and every one of them way too much. Way, way, _way_ too much at times. Wonder Woman (mostly the new DC films) Well, Diana Prince. She’s my hero, the example I would love to follow and someone who’s pain and determination over the complexities of human nature is very, very relatable. She’s about loving and caring even (or perhaps especially) when it seems there’s no point; about not letting anyone walk over her but also not lifting herself over others. Her anger and confusion at men in power thinking they can control the lives of others; Her anger and despair at feeling powerless next to actions and events leading to the suffering of many; Her unwillingness to lay down and let despair, anger or any other weakness take over. I am nowhere near as inspiring and amazing and capable as she is, but I keep her example in my mind when I feel the darkness wash over me. Edmund Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) Edmund the Traitor, Edmund the little brother, the doubter, the reason Aslan had to die in the hands of the White Witch. Edmund the Just. I can relate to the kid having trouble believing in a magical land after going through so much loss. I can’t relate to the kid meeting the White Witch and getting greedy over things only he could have - but I can understand the need to have something just for himself, to be seen different from siblings who always seemed to fair better in the eyes of adults. I can relate on overlooking the simple truths and finding no comfort in talking animals in their simple lives and not accepting a point of view so different from what you were offered. I can relate to pride, and coldness, and slowly realizing the biggest mistake you’ve ever made; I can relate to not seeing a way out, to having been saved by someone who wasn’t involved in any way. I can relate to learning the lesson of pride before the fall and then, slowly, but permanently, of getting back up, of remembering the mistakes of the past in order to become and build something, someone better. Lucy Pevensie (The Chronicles of Narnia) How I found Lucy annoying in my earlier days, with her blind faith and childlike belief in good things and fluffy endings. Today I can relate to having faith in an environment that keeps telling me how there should be none, and if some, not that way. I can relate to following without a doubt, stumbling right before the answers and then somehow being lifted back up, perhaps with some reproaching but always, always, finding love and kindness and an answer to prayers. Ben Wyatt (Parks and Recreation) To be quite honest, I can’t exactly remember why him. It’s been a while since I watched the show, but I remember multiple occasions in which I went “relatable”. More on this once I’ve binge watched all of it again at some point. Elsa (Frozen) Yeah, yeah, I wish I had ice magic. I actually really do. But Elsa is relatable because she had to learn to deal with her emotions via acceptance instead of fear and total control. Pretty much everything about her is relatable, and I’ll just quote this: “You can’t marry a man you’ve just met!” because seriously. Katniss Everdeen (The Hunger Games) I’m not quite as serious about this as I am about the other ones, but I, too, am terrible at realizing people like-like me. I, too, am terrible with people, with letting others do stuff for me, with accepting help and/or trusting the good intentions of others. Or at least I was, I’m getting better because I don’t live in a hellish dystopia that wants to keep people separate so the rich and the powerful can enjoy their lives while others suffer and it’s all blamed on the ones who -- wait. So. Anyway. I have this hope that I have the resilience to keep going even when I really don’t want to, having no faith in the system or the powers that be and just wanting to be left alone.
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Bodyswap AU - Part 2 ( part 1 here )
She stared at her own body through the red lenses of the mask, her shocked brain quickly putting the pieces together.
"Vader?" she asked, the vocoder failing to convey the full extent of her incredulity. Oh yes, they had a problem indeed.
Vader simply nodded, his face a mix of gravity and lingering dazedness.
She heaved herself to her feet – a process made quite strenuous by the weight of the armor – using both hands and legs to push herself off the ground, which, unfortunately, failed to make the exercise easier. She clenched her jaws in pain as she felt a stretch in her left shoulder, as if her flesh were about to tear itself open. She leaned against the nearest shelf, allowing herself to recover a bit before she spoke again, covering the sound of her heavy, relentless breathing and of that faint something that seemed to be playing in the back of her mind.
“I think I pulled a muscle,” she stated lamely. “What happened?”
“I do not know, Aphra, though I suspect it has to do with the holocron,” he said, picking through the crystal shards that lay scattered around him.
I told you so, an old man’s voice rang out, nearly causing her heart to spring out of her chest. She felt a cold shiver crawling up her backbone, and swallowed uneasily.
“Who’s there?” she asked, her booming voice hiding the sudden panic that had her rooted on the spot. “Who said that?”
Vader arched an eyebrow, not quite certain what she was referring to.
“Who said what?” he asked. He hadn’t heard anything, but if he was ‘her’ and she was ‘him’, in a manner of speaking, then there was only one plausible explanation: Force-ghosts.
“I told you so,” she answered. Oh. Right. Then he knew exactly who it was.
“Aphra, will you please tell that patronizing, backstabbing old goat to kindly dissipate and go haunt someone else?”
Aphra tilted her head in a questioning way – not an obvious motion by any means, but then he knew the collar to restrict such movements. His reaction may have been a little… personal. That was bound to raise questions. And if there was someone who would undoubtedly ask them, it was the nosy, boisterous woman whose body he was trapped in.
And Aphra was, indeed, bearing a perplexed look, her eyebrows knit together as she wondered what the kriff he was talking about, when the mysterious voice interrupted her train of thought with out a fatherly, yet utterly joyless chuckle, one that quickly died away to let her ponder what she had just heard. She took a few seconds to contemplate the situation and came to the conclusion that things might, perhaps, be more alarming than she had initially thought. She was several meters underground, in a vault that could crumble any minute, stormbound on this backwater Rebel rock – without a single bar or tech junkyard to hang at, mind you – trapped in someone else’s body – which was definitely not the most comfortable experience she had been through so far – and now, she could hear ghosts. Ghosts. Somebody pinch her. At least the spirit seemed to have taken Vader’s not-so-subtle hint.
“I think he’s gone…” she hazarded.
“No he’s not. He’s gloating in the shadows as we speak.”
“Who is he?”
“Someone you had better not trust”, he answered cryptically, his voice laced with unconcealed contempt. Vader knew that ghost well, too well for his own taste. Of that she was certain. Before she got a chance to ask what had happened between the two, a sharp beep from Beetee caused her head to swivel, with a suddenness she immediately regretted, wincing at the sudden tension of her neck muscles.
“Masters, Beetee is picking up several lifeform readings from the gallery beneath us.”
“And?”
“And they seem to be heading for this level. Primary analysis suggests kinrath.”
“You mean those big, slimy, venomous spiders?”
“Indeed, Mistress, and they are getting close. I might add that their venom has fascinating properties, though I rather doubt you wish to experiment them for yourself.”
“Uh… not really, no.” She turned to look at Vader, who was busy collecting the last pieces of the holocron. “Hey boss, this place is really cool and all but how about we get going? Like… now.”
The words had barely left her mouth that a spindly, mucous appendage shot out from behind a shelf, curling around its corner. A sharp, sibilant hiss answered another one, then two, then three, and part of her could sense a ravenous hunger, simmering, growing, focusing onto them as the clamor built up.
“Oh… I have a bad feeling about this.”
Suddenly the hissing turned to a din of shrieks, and the whole of the mob sprung out of the shadows, rushing towards their prey in a furious frenzy.
“Run!”
Now that sounded like a plan. Aphra took to her heels but the creatures were fast, and the weight of the armor was slowing her down. She heard and felt the swarm narrowing in on her, a compact mass of kinrath now filling the corridor mere meters behind her, some crawling up the walls to outrun the stampede.
Uh oh. This is bad.
She felt a squishy mass drop down from the ceiling and right onto her head, fully occulting her vision as it latched onto her helmet and began trying to tear it off.
“A little help here?”
Vader stopped in his tracks upon hearing her call. Aphra’s body was light and surprisingly nimble, and he hadn’t realized how much of a distance he had covered until he turned to look back. Not that he could see much – the hallways were, indeed, quite dark for the bare eye – but he could see enough to know that she was far.
“Use your lightsaber!” he shouted.
“No way, I’m gonna cut my head off!” she exclaimed as more kinraths began climbing onto her.
Yes, that would be most embarrassing. But not as likely as being turned into canned kinrath food if things went on that way.
“Would you rather be eaten alive? Just do it!” he ordered, still fumbling for his blaster. Hopefully he still knew how to use one. “The lightsaber, not the head.” Obviously. “Red button.”
“Everything is red!” she exploded, finally managing to throw the animal off her head.
Fair enough.
“The one on the top!” he said, aiming his blaster at the mob.
“Okay. Okay. I got this.” She ignited the weapon and began thrashing around like a … like what exactly? No matter. It seemed to be working.
“Guys you know you’re allowed to help!” she exclaimed amidst the howling of the beasts, not bothering to dodge the spider legs she sent flying around.
“Oh, but this was so entertaining…” Triple-Zero grumbled as he reluctantly turned to his companion. “Alright Beetee, you heard Mistress Aphra.”
Both droids fired in concert, until Beetee grew tired of it and aimed his flamethrower in the direction of the melee. Piercing, dissonant shrieks of agony rang out, reverberating on the walls, but they were soon silenced by Aphra’s panicked blows.
“You nearly set me on fire!” she berated the droid.
Vader bristled at the thought. Once was more than enough.
“Shall we go now?”
Aphra nodded and handed him the saber. “I’m not saying you’re a bad shot but… I think we should trade.”
“Agreed.”
They hastened the pace and quickly reached the surface, setting foot on its dry, reddish sand, so thin that every step lifted a cloud of dust. The wind had subsided to a mild, gentle breeze, and the dim light indicated it was nearly nightfall. The surroundings were calm, without a sign of life… save for the jangling tone of Aphra’s comlink – well, his comlink, which never, ever missed an occasion to disturb him at the most inconvenient of times.
“Pick it up,’ he sighed jadedly.
“Ah, Lord Vader. Glad you finally deigned to answer my calls. What is going on? I’ve been trying to reach you for hours.”
Aphra wasn’t quite sure what to respond to this.
“I… um… nothing. I’m fine, I’m all fine now. How are you?”
Tagge’s only answer was an annoyed flick of his hand.
“You still haven’t confirmed your presence at tomorrow’s meeting. Shall I see you there?”
“Uh… I… yes?”
“Good. And I still await your report on the Anthan 13 incident. Make sure you bring the file along. Tagge out.”
The hologram flickered and quickly disappeared, and Aphra couldn’t help but voice the first thought that crossed her mind:
“Wait, I’ve got homework now?”
>part 3
#long post#vadaphra#bodyswap AU#my fics#guys i don't know what i'm doing#(i mean i do have drafts and bullet points but they make no freaking sense)#and the following part will be super late too#(also sorry this is rushed (again)#anyway good night to you all :-)
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please accept me - Drautos and fem!OC (Anima)
this is the story after my previous one
previous story: https://lady-asuka.tumblr.com/post/161043296980/please-love-me-nyx-x-femoc
next part: click here
word count: 1811
tagg: @themissimmortal @blindbae @nifwrites (maybe you can give me some advices)
Anima couldn’t be happier. She had a wonderful relationship to her foster father Cor Leonis and she finally got into a relationship with Nyx Ulric – the ‘hero’ of the Kingsglaive. About time – Nyx would say. Well everything could be fine but there was one thing which bothered the young woman – her real father Titus Drautos. Her full name was Anima Leonis since Cor adopted her but – Anima Drautos seemed to be a part of her, too. But she didn’t try to speak to him since he sent her away on Father’s Day. He was anything but nice to her.
Anima tried to forget everything. Drautos was more than strange. Initially he had been happy to get to know that she was his long-missed daughter. The Kingsglaive Captain saw Anima directly after her birth – but then not anymore because her mother fled with her. But now – something had changed. Her boyfriend Nyx noticed that something seemed to bother his girlfriend and he sat down next to her as she was researching something in the library inside of the Citadel.
„Hey babe. Are you still reading? “, he asked whispering and kissed her lovingly on her right cheek. Anima blushed immediately. Sure, she was in a relationship now but it was still something new to her – especially to show affection in public.
„Yes. But this book is really boring and doesn’t really help me. “, she answered and closed the book. It was a book about „How to build up a relationship. “ Nyx took the book away from her.
„You don’t need such a shit, Ani. I know you suffer but are you really that desperate to listen to such a piece of crap? “ He asked amused and put the book away from his beloved girlfriend. He knew how hard it was for her to build up friendships and relationships in general – but he thought that this was cute about her.
„I’m sorry but … “, she said and sighed. She was desperate – for sure. She always had wanted to meet her real father. Anima finally found him – and now? She felt unwanted, causing one of her hands to tremble a bit. Nyx immediately grabbed her hand as he saw this and Anima looked at him. His blue-grey eyes looked so soft at her. Her heart seemed to skip a beat and she almost forgot all her worries and sorrows. It was almost terrifying – she never thought to feel something like that for someone else but she started to get used to it. As Nyx smiled at her she looked away – gosh not here. He knew her weakness for him but this was not the time for sexual activities.
„Aw come on~ “, Nyx teased her and Anima gave him a small punch onto his chest. „Stop that. It’s serious Nyx. Do what a boyfriend would do and help me. “, she said a bit desperate. Anima wanted to forget her real father. ‘I don’t need Drautos – I have Cor’, she always said to herself but hell – she couldn’t help herself. She wanted to get to know her flesh-and-blood father.
„If you want a solution … there is just one thing to do. “ he said determined. Nyx stood up, picked up Anima and carried her out of the library.
„What the hell? Nyx? Where are we going? “, she asked and wanted to get down again – especially after she had a clue where Nyx wanted to take her.
„Let me down. At once! “ Anima said almost angry.
“No Ani. I can’t take it anymore how you torture yourself. Just talk to the Captain now. You can still punch his face and kick his ass if he is mean to you again.” he said and he looked seriously at her.
“You made a bet with the other Glaives, right? Titus vs. me. Admit it.” she asked and stared at him.
“Well… no… uhm… yes… sorry. But I’ve bet on you my babe.” he answered honestly and let her down.
“Wow what a caretaking boyfriend I have.” she said exhausted and took a deep breath. “Well fine then. You are right. I will go to Titus. You stay here … we have to talk about your 'bet’ about me later.” Anima said and – yes, her stare could have killed Nyx right now. “Good luck babe.” he said cheerfully and he completely ignored his grumpy girlfriend. He kissed her lips softly before he left her alone to carry on with his Glaives training session with the others. Anima was like in paralysis as he kissed her. Damn – she felt so weak around this man. This wasn’t healthy at all – that was for sure.
Without wasting any time Anima looked for Drautos. She looked for him inside of the whole Citadel – he wasn’t there. Then she made her way to the Kingsglaive headquarters. This was the only place where Drautos seemed to be. Always working and barely taking rest. As she made her way into the building she met some Glaives. Anima asked them for Titus and they told her that he was in his office.
“Payback time old man”, she thought and walked directly towards it. She knocked at the door and turned around because she felt that someone was watching her. Anima was right. Some of the Glaives were watching her.
“I can kick your asses too, if you’re stalking me.” she said grumpily and the men left her alone within a few seconds. Annoyed she knocked at the door again.
“Come in”, she heard this time and didn’t waste any seconds, going in. Drautos was sitting at his desk – a lot of papers in front of him. He was a really busy man – who looked a bit annoyed and stressed at her. Anima wasn’t exactly often here. The office looked nice – but it was too messy for her taste. Paperwork everywhere. This old man really seemed to need a break.
“Anima? What are you doing here?” Drautos asked her and the young woman got some goosebumps as she heard his voice. She wasn’t sure any more about what she was up to. Anima turned around and it seemed that she wanted to leave again – but she just locked the door and turned around to Drautos again.
“We need to talk.” she said and crossed the arms in front of her chest.
“I don’t have time. You see that I have a lot to do.” he responded quickly and pointed at all of his paperwork.
“I don’t give a fuck. You’re always busy. Any time is a bad time. I get it. But I won’t accept the way you threw me out 4 weeks ago.” Anima complained and looked Drautos directly into his eyes. She had his eye color. At least one similarity. The Captain just sighed deeply.
“You got together with Nyx Ulric because of that and you still complain? You should be thankful, right?” he said and continued to write on his papers again. Anima never would have thought that he would say something like that. Well – he was right. She got closer to Nyx after he rejected her in such a harsh way – and because of that they had amazing sex and she finally gave way to her feelings for him. “Quiet again? If this was everything please leave now, okay?” he added as Anima didn’t say anything.
“Forget it! What is your problem? First you tell me that you’re happy to know that your 'beloved’ child is still alive and now you want to get rid of me? What is your fucking problem?!” she asked angrily. Great – her mother AND her father didn’t want her.
“What do you expect from me?” Drautos asked and looked up to her as he put away his pencil. “Do you expect me to take you into my arms? To cuddle you and pat your head and tell you that you’re everything in my life?” he added and Anima felt how her heart seemed to get heavier. She didn’t expect that he would be all happy to see her or something. But his words hurt her – a lot. Ani looked away. Again she was unable to stand his glance.
“No … it just doesn’t make sense to me. First you are all happy and now you just want to get rid of me. I don’t understand this.” she finally said and clenched her hands into fists. Anima felt so weak against this man. She wanted to yell at him and punch the shit out of him but she couldn’t do so. Drautos looked at her. He had watched over Anima since she got to Insomnia and he rarely had seen her like that. The man stood up and walked towards her.
“I don’t want to get rid of you. It’s just that I don’t know how to act as a father. I thought you would be dead and now 21 years later you are here - All grown up. What should I do in your opinion?” he asked as he stood in front of her. She looked up at him as he was directly in front of her.
“Show me that I’m not just a 'nothing’ to you. I don’t want to force something … I just want to get to know you. You ARE my father after all.” Anima said and looked into his eyes. These were definitely her eyes – and she had the feeling that she could see into his soul. There was a struggle, as in herself.
“Okay. I have some time tonight. I will pick you up at 8 p.m. Do you want to go out for food or something?” Drautos asked and turned around again, making his way back to his desktop. “Huh? Wha-? Uhm sure. I have time and eating sounds good.”, she answered and felt better suddenly. Her chest stopped to feel heavy and her sorrow about him seemed to go away.
“Okay then. I need to go back to work. See you later.” he said and Anima just nodded, opened the door and left him alone again. Drautos watched her as she left and a very small smile formed on his lips. As Anima left the room she bumped into a few Kingsglaives – even Nyx was one of them, who wanted to spy a bit at the door.
“What is the meaning of this?” she asked and raised an eyebrow. The Glaives stared at her – they wanted to know who won their bet. Nyx just smiled at her because he saw how relaxed his girlfriend seemed to be now. The bet wasn’t important after all – her well-being was the most important for him.
#anima leonis#nyx ulric#titus drautos#daddy drautos#ffxv fanfiction#ffxv writing#ffxv drabbles#ffxv#final fantasy xv
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Luke Skywalker and the Death Star Calculus
So one thing that I’m pretty interested in is deconstructing the hero and by this I don’t mean a simple subversion, I mean looking at what it means to be a hero in terms of costs/sacrifices etc.
Now my fave case (SURPRISE) for this is Luke because there’s so much interesting material to draw on and talk about. I like looking at him with respect to the motherfucking wreckage boyfriend leaves behind when push comes to shove. Spoiler alert: I’m going to end by drop kicking the Black Fleet crisis trilogy for lacking nuance and fucking up Luke’s characterization. Because I can’t talk about the EU without being a cranky asshole about it. I’m ok with that.
I’ll give it to Black Fleet that it deals with the Death Star calculus up front.
But I want to start here with the TTT, with Luke’s reluctance there to kill. It’s pretty noted from the get-go in the first Nohgri attack when he wipes out the team sent to capture him before going to go to Han and Leia:
Luke took a shuddering breath. He’d done it. Not the way he’d wanted to, but he’d done it. Now, he could only hope he’d done it in time.
And this pops up more than a few times there and elsewhere. Reluctance to kill is very much a characterization constant for Luke Skywalker. Of course there’s the moral side of it, but there’s also the more practical consideration that as someone who is now trained in the Force Luke actually feels deaths (and this is as early as Truce at Bakura, one day after RotJ:
Two blasts of painfully familiar human anguish wrenched Luke’s spine and stomach and Alliance pilots died.
It’s not academic for him is my point.
Moving forward to my fave, Luke Skywalker and the Shadows of Mindor you have him do this:
He stayed with them while every stormtrooper in the entire system, all at once in all their thousands, sagged and shuddered. And died.
Luke felt every death.
This has a pretty severe cost on Luke’s mental health. This is how the dude who comes to interview Luke describes him after all that:
Skywalker pushed himself to his feet. His face was drawn, and far more deeply lined than Geptun had expected from a lad of twenty-four. He looked like he hadn’t been sleeping for some few days now. His movements were slightly unsteady, and the shadows under his eyes were shading toward purple—but they were nothing compared to the shadows within his eyes.
This whole scene is super relevant, you can read it here. Luke is...not himself. Anyone who hires and investigator to judge him as a mass murderer, we can agree is...not all there.
And one super interesting thing, is how Shadows of Mindor positions what I call the “Death Star calculus” inflicting terrible damage out of necessity, to prevent even greater loss. While Shadows of Mindor doesn’t explicitly address Luke taking down the Death Star, over and over Luke mentions rather ominously his “best trick.” At the end of the novel, we find out what it is:
Skywalker lifted his face from his hands and his eyes were dark. Wounded. Haunted by shadows. "My best trick is to do one thing--to make one small move, even a simple choice-- and kill thousands of people. Thousands."
More than thousands, but we all get his point.
Now one of the annoying things from Black Fleet, as I mentioned here was how wrong it got Luke’s characterization, particularly the aforementioned Death Star calculus. I said:
...who is this Luke Skywalker who argues FOR force – to what seemed to me to be overly enthusiastic levels at times and makes light of the Death Star deaths like they’re a triviality? Sure, he then confesses to know the number of those killed but he’s a goddamn Jedi master in this timeline, I expect more restraint and self awareness/maturity and thoughtfulness from him.
I still feel that way, but let’s look at the text:
“Tagge—I remember now,” said Luke. “He was on the first Death Star when Leia was a prisoner.” He paused, then added, “He was probably still on board when my proton torpedo blew it to bits.”
Luke didn’t know what possessed him to make that claim before Akanah, and her response made him feel even more foolish for having done so. She stiffened as he spoke, and he could feel her withdrawing from him, though she barely moved.
“Do you seek honor from me for this? In time you will understand that the Fallanassi honor no heroes for killing, not even killing one who has been our tormentor,” said Akanah.
“I’m sorry,” Luke said, and wondered at his own words. Everything suddenly seemed upside down. It was strange and unsettling that the deed for which he had been so lionized now became touched with regret—regret over the killing of an enemy who had been his own sister’s tormentor.
Let’s rehearse some timelike. Unlike Truce at Bakura, Shadows of Mindor, and the TTT, the Black Fleet Crisis has Luke when he’s already a Jedi Master (16-17ABY) having trained several apprentices (his first class already “graduated”). Now Shadows of Mindor might be a more recent novel in the EU, BUT regardless, this is a callous, extremely foolish thing for Luke to say (even if he did feel like that reflexively, he knows who Akanah is and her rigid pacifism). It comes out of NOWHERE and the fact that the writer makes Luke aware of how ridiculous and cold it sounds does not in any way make it make any sense characterization-wise in that timeline. For Luke to be “touched with regret” over killing millions at THIS POINT in the timeline, a whopping SIXTEEN YEARS post Yavin makes him a fucking shitty and unaware Jedi Master. A goddamn hazard, if you ask me.
Black Fleet tries to walk that shit back. It’s almost like the writer knows he’s getting his characterization wrong (like yo bro YOUR CHARACTER should be confused but your READERS shouldn’t), but didn’t know how to fix it. He does try and this attempt is better:
With no ready answer, Luke turned his gaze back toward the flyway ahead. It wasn’t until years after the Battle of Yavin that Luke had first become aware that the Death Star he had destroyed at Yavin had a complement—officers, crew, and support staff—of more than a million sentients.
In retrospect, it was something he should have realized without prompting. But it took a new Battle of Yavin display at the Museum of the Republic on Coruscant to point it out to him. When Luke thought of the Death Star, he associated it with Vader and Tagge and Grand Moff Tarkin, with the stormtroopers who’d tried to kill him in its corridors and the TIE pilots who’d tried to kill him above its surface, with the superlaser gun crews who had obliterated defenseless Alderaan.
But the signs at the massive cutaway model of the Death Star in the museum had spelled out the numbers in its table of specifications, and Luke could still recite them: 25,800 stormtroopers, 27,048 officers, 774,576 crew, 378,685 support staff—
“One million, two hundred five thousand, one hundred nine,” Luke said quietly. “Not counting the droids.”The calm precision of the recitation brought a look of startled horror to [Akanah’s] face.
BETTER. But why does this reflection happen AFTER he makes that incredibly flippant remark and thinks that it’s “upside down” to feel regret for it? Shouldn’t regret for this massive loss of life be the motherfucking DEFAULT? He’s not Joe Shmoe, he’s fucking Luke Skywalker, head of the goddamn Jedi Order. The first thing he should feel NOW is regret that such an action was necessary.
You want the meta reason? It’s obvious. The writer wanted to pit Luke philosophically (violence is necessary sometimes) against Akanah (all pacifism all the time). He just didn’t have the chops to do it with nuance so Luke’s characterization takes a hit. Shame because there are some seeds worth considering, like Akanah asking Luke to give up his lightsaber:
“Not while I still call myself a Jedi. It’s more than a weapon—it’s a tool for training the mind and the body. And it’s become part of me—an extension of my will.”
“And a way to enforce your will on others.”
He shook his head. “Most of the discipline of the lightsaber has to do with defense.”
“What about the rest?”
“The rest—the rest requires that you get close to your adversary, close enough to have to look them in the eye,” Luke said. “An old-fashioned idea, and a civilizing one. If all you want is to kill quickly, efficiently and impersonally, a blaster is a much better choice—the Emperor’s stormtroopers didn’t carry lightsabers, after all.”
Like we laugh at lightsabers (insta-decapitators/amputators) being “civilized,” but sure there is SOME logic to this ahah from a certain point of view.
But my general takeaway is to ignore the characterization faux pas and focus on Luke at some point early on (as in before he becomes a Jedi Master, probably right after the events in the OT) realizing what it means to have dusted the Death Star, even if back then he wasn’t sufficiently adept in the Force to feel the bad vibes, and even if he were totally aware of the necessity of his actions. I like to think of him reflecting on how much he would like to avoid doing such a thing again, now that he’s fully cognizant of what it means.
And then Mindor happens.
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Tag game ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
sorry it took me so long, i wanted to do this properly with the questions and everything :)
I was tagged by the amazing @attack-on-stalking and the amazing @teatimewithamz. Thanks a lot <3 <3
RULES: 1. Always post the rules 2. Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you 3. Write 11 questions of your own 4. Tag 11 people
Do you connect with people easily? Well I really like to start mini-chats with random strangers and I usually am the one to start conversations, but it takes me some time to actually "click" with someone
Did something good happen to you this week?
I took my summer holiday and I don't have to worry about past papers chasing me in my dreams!!! XD I also joined the gym with my bestie and it is really fun.
What’s the personality trait that annoys you most in other people? Idk if that is really a personality trait but I hate when people follow trends blindly and change their personality just to fit in.
If you could participate in any existing tv reality show, which one would you choose? I am in love with Face off and I would really like to be in the show.I would not participate or anything, I would just stare creepily at everyone – admiring their skilled work from afar.
What’s something you’re insecure about?
my curvy body, some people know how to make the best out of their natural body curves but i feel awkward most of the time because of my curves. I know that if i lose weight it would feel better but hehehehehe lets not talk about how hard it is for me XD
What’s your favourite way to hang out with friends? A chill night with some good pizza good music and some nice gossip about complete nonsense ever
What’s your favourite fic trope? fluffy and cute moments that make you smile after a long stressful day. But I sometimes like some angst as well. Depends on my mood really
What’s the most embarrassing thing you’ve liked in the past? I was a MAJOR FAN of One direction, it is not embarrassing to love their music or anything (I still actually like their songs a lot ), but I was one of those REALLY CRINGY fans *shudders at the memory of it*
What do you consider to be the best period of your life? I would proudly say right now is one of the best periods of my life.I have some good friends, my family is stable, my art and grades are both improving. I also learned that it is okay to be the weird and loud that I am, Life has never been better :D
What do you consider to be the worst period of your life? When I was still in Egypt. I was bullied at school, my father was working in Kuwait and had to leave us alone and I was on good terms with my mother.It was a very lonely and conflicting time.
How did you meet your best friend? I have two besties, first one was nice to me when I got changed to top class even though everyone else hated me so we became friends.The second one was really smart and in the beginning, we would compete over who would get more positive comments from teachers XD then we became best friends (it's funny how we started as super nerds now we are struggling a lot in school lol)
Okay my own questions then, i will repeat some beacuse i can’t come up with 11 questions lol:
Is there something that you are looking forward for?
What is something you used to do when you were in your early teens that you now find really cringy?
What’s the personality trait that annoys you most in other people?
What’s the personality trait that you love the most in other people?
What do you consider to be the best period of your life?
What do you consider to be the worst period of your life?
Do you prefer sweet or salty food?
What was your dream job as a child and what is it now?
What’s something you’re insecure about?
How did you meet your best friend/s?
What was your favourite genre of music when you were younger and did it change now?
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it is completly optional and you really don’t have to do it , and also , if anyone is annoyed with me because i tagg them so much PLEASE LET ME KNOW i don’t want to be annoying anyone!
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When you ignore them and they get jealous
He started getting a little pouty when you were paying more attention to your new pet. He knew the responsibilities of taking care of an animal but why do you keep ignoring him. It’s not fair that your pet is getting all your attention and comfort words instead of him. He would first try to get your attention by calling you but it’s hard when he has limited vocabulary. Failing his first attempt he went to plan B and started clinging to you like a kola hoping that might work. Thankfully a few minutes later you were cuddling him and giving him all the affections that he deserves. “I can’t believe that you got jealous over (pet name) baby” the pout that had once disappeared appeared again “Tuna,tuna.” All you could do is to giggle. “don’t worry I only love you Toge” you could see a smile appearing on his face “bonito flacks”
He knew that you liked to keep up with your old friends and he was fine with that. But he wasn’t fine that you were chatting with a friend from middle school instead of spending time with him, it didn’t help the fact that he just came back from a mission and missed you. At first he tried to remain his cool acting like nothing is wrong at that it will only take you 10 minutes,wrong. After 30 of you giggling at someone else he got annoyed so he summoned his demon dogs. He knew how much you liked them and to play with them. It was a success! Finally you stoped paying attention to your phone, the only problem now was that the dogs had all your freaking attention. (Megumi proceeds to get jealous of his own dogs) “babe” since you didn’t respond he took matters into his own hands and went to pick you up so finally you could be in his arms again. “Umi,what was that for?” He let out a sight like he was slightly disappointed “you have been ignoring me even though I just came from a mission. I just want your attention for a while” you realize that you have been pushing him away for the last hour. “I’m sorry Umi... let’s cuddle I know that will make you feel better” Finally he was happily in your arms and so was he.
He was hoping to get some quality time with his lovely S/O but it soon felt short when you were watching your favorite anime. “just one episode” he said to himself but no. You had completely forgotten about his existence. you kept brushing him off with “just one more episode Yuji” but you kept going and going soon he grew irritated. After a while he started whining for your attention “babeeeee paaaay attentioooon toooo meeeeee.” Yeah he is not embarrassed to literally ask directly for your attention. his whining worked since now he was happy in your lap whie you played with his pink hair. ‘what was that anime that you were watching love” he saw a smile apper on your face as you began to explain “oh, it was that really good vollyball anime where all the character are hot :)” he stayed calmed until he realized that you’ve been watching Haiykuu “wait so you were paying more attention to your 2D crushes than me?” he is so dramatic he started to fake cry.
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Zero to Six ~ An Unexpected Visitor - Edited version. Part 2.
Characters: Four X Zero (OC) Summary: Zero was the first person to be ‘saved’ by One, she was his first honorary Ghost. Her knowledge in tech meant she got the role of ‘Hacker’ she recruited new team members, looked for missions and locations and made sure every security measure was looked at. You know normal hacker spy stuff. But her tough up bringing meant that if needs be she could fight, she was maybe even better than some people on the team knew. But due to One’s protectiveness over her she had to stay hidden, she was more of an actual ghost than the rest of the team was. This didn’t mean she couldn’t have her fun though, over the months of being with the full team she had formed quite a passionate love/ hate relationship with the handsome Four. Who knows what sparks would fly if they were ever to meet. Warnings: Slight swearing, some suggestive flirting in later chapters.
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Zero to Six ~ Part 1. Edited Version Zero to Six ~ Part 3. Edited Version. Masterlist.
“Hey, anyone there?”
To say Zero was a mess would have been a big understatement. After she had shut off the coms she must have sobbed for a good thirty minutes before she picked herself up from the floor and decided that a glass of rum would help calm her nerves. She knew that One would take his sweet time reaching out to her again, and wouldn’t let the others contact her either. So she waited, he mind was reeling but she knew technically Six’s death wasn’t her fault. She still felt to a degree that if she hadn’t of picked him he would still be breathing somewhere, maybe with the love of his life on a nice sandy beach. But then again if she hadn’t of picked him she would have had to pick someone else, and that someone else would have been in that car dead instead of Six.
So when Fours voice travelled through her speakers she immediately shot up from the floor, leaving her half filled glass where it sat and tripped her way over to the laptop. Picking up her headset she tried not to sound so distraught. “Four, never thought i’d be so happy to hear your whinny little voice.” She tried to sound lighthearted but failed miserably.
She could tell that he was also trying to mask how much he was hurting. “How are you Zero?” She was shocked, out of all the team Four and Six seemed to have bonded the most, probably due to their similar ages and interests.
“How- how am I? Four, how are you doing? Out of us all you were the closest to Six.” She wanted to do nothing more than hug this man right now.
“One just threw him into the sea, like he meant nothing. I really don’t want to talk about it right now Zero or I might just go out there and strangle One. But I wanted to at least make sure that you were okay.” Her heart started to beat so fast she thought it would beat right out of chest. He was worried about her in a time when he should have been worrying about himself.
“I’m sure that’s not how it was, One cares about us deeply. But I’ll respect your wishes and we won’t speak about it, but I’ll be here when you’re ready to so. As for me, I’m fine. Shaken up but fine, You don’t have to worry about me Four.”
“I know sometimes it doesn’t seem like it, but I do really care for you Zero. So do the rest of the team, but you tell any of them I said that and I’ll find out where One keeps you and murder you in your sleep.”
She chuckled at the empty threat. “Yeah, good luck with that one. One would never give up my location willing or not. Plus what makes you think I’d succumb so easily with out a fight.”
She heard the deep chuckle and knew some smart ass comment would follow it. “Believe me darling, from the moment I step through your door you’d be falling at my feet.”
“OKAY as much as I’m glad to have the old cocky Four back, I’m cutting you off now. Get some sleep you idiot.”
“Okay mummy.” He said in a mocking tone.
She couldn’t help it and decided she would have the last laugh. “Is that one of your kinks Four?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know? Maybe we can carry on this conversation when we meet.” She knew he was smirking. “Night Zero, dream of me. I know I’ll be dreaming of you.”
She couldn’t say another word so she just shut down coms and slammed her laptop shut. “Stupid little shit,” Why did he make her feel like this, especially when he wasn’t here to do anything about it.
She leaned back on her chair, stretching out her arms over her head her back clicked in several places which made it feel so much better. She needed to put a reminder on her fridge to do a work out tomorrow, she was starting to become so stiff sat at her computer all the time. There were parts of her that really yearned to be out in the field with the rest of the team, even if it was only a one time experience, who knows she might hate it and want to come back to her stuffy flat life. Who was she kidding, she wanted adventure and a little bit of risk here and there and she wanted her family. She would however have to have a little conversation with One about the safety of the team and about treating them better. Her heart had broken hearing how fragile Four could be. They might have been ghosts but underneath they were still human beings with feelings, and if One was going to crush that then she had a problem with it.
Maybe that was why she was so interested in Four? 2 years with only One as her only physical human contact and it was starting to take a toll on her, Four challenged her every time they spoke. And she loved a good challenge. She sat at her desk for two more hours, despite scolding herself for sitting too long that her bones began to ache. But she had research to do which consisted of finding a new team member and the faster she got it done the faster she could send it off to One and she could stop beating herself up about potentially bringing in a new person just for them to die like Six did. After a while she decided that she couldn’t keep her eyes open any longer. She sent the research to One, saved all the documents then shut her laptop down and proceeded to walk to the bathroom to take a nice long hot shower.
The warm water calmed her immensely, when she stepped out and put on her silk pyjamas she felt even more sleepy then she did when she was in front of the laptop. As soon as her head hit the pillow she drifted off to sleep.
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She shot up in bed, heart racing.
The loud banging coming from the front door was real, she hadn’t just dreamt it. She suddenly thought of Four’s threat from earlier but quickly shook it from her head. Don’t be stupid, It can’t be Four. Her eyes snapped to her bedside table to see 3am blaring on the digital clock. “What the actual hell, who decides to go bang on someone’s door at stupid o’clock in the morning?!”
She grabbed her gun from under her pillow, pointing it out in front of her, she was in full on attack mode. She exited her room and headed down the hall and towards the front door, all the while sticking to the walls. She waited a while, gun pointing towards the centre of the door maybe whoever had knocked got the wrong flat and moved on. But then just as she started to lower the gun the door rattled and the knocking began again, only louder this time.
“Zero! open up its One.”
Zero cocked her head to the side, was he actually serious? She carefully walked towards the door, gun still raised. Peeking through the peephole she confirmed that it was in fact One at her door. She sighed rubbing her tired eyes but opened the door just wide enough so he could slip in.
“Hey!” He made himself at home straightaway, walking past her to go sit on her couch.
She shut the door making sure it was locked, she then made her way to stand in front of him but not before setting down the gun on the coffee table. “Don’t ‘Hey!’ me you dumb ass, what the hell are you doing here?!”
“Nice gun! is that new?” He leaned forward and inspected the weapon.
Was he being serious right now? “ONE!” He’d woke her up just to come and annoy her? “I asked you a question.”
“I came to give you your plane ticket.” He stood up slightly and pulled a ticket out of his back pocket, he extended his arm out to Zero.
She took it off of him and examined it, it was a ticket back home. Home was also where their base camp was. “You never come to give me my plane ticket in person, what’s really going on? Is this about Six?”
He just rubbed his face in frustration, the first real emotion she’d seen from him since he’d entered her living space. “Can you at least get me a drink before we discuss this?”
She just sighed and looked towards her kitchen. “I only have rum.”
“Then we shall have rum!” She just rolled her eyes but continued through to the little kitchen. If she was going to stay awake through this she might as well poor herself a small glass as well.
She handed him the glass and then settled herself in the seat across from him. “So, talk.”
She took a sip of her drink but very nearly spit it out when he spoke. “I want you in the field for the next mission.”
A thousand thoughts crashed through her mind all at once, that she found it hard to focus on One as he continued to speak. She was going to get her adventure, she was going to get to show the whole team that she wasn’t just some computer nerd, she was going to be able to breath the same air as Four, she was going to be meeting her family.
“Zero! Did you hear me?” She looked to One who had leaned forward in his chair.
“What?”
“God I hope you weren’t dreaming up the perfect scenario of finally meeting Four.”
She was still in shock but managed to ask. “Did you just say that I’m finally going out in the field?”
“Just the once, with Six gone we need all the help we can get in the next mission and you are my best eyes and ears.” He looked so calm just sat there sipping from his glass when she was sat opposite him freaking out. “You will keep your identity a secret though, none of the team is to know that you’re there.”
Just like that One had given her, her deepest wish and then crushed it right in front of her. “How will that work? They will know the sound of my voice anywhere.”
“Not if you put on a accent.” This was cruel, even by One’s standards. “Listen it’s for the best that you don’t interact with any of them. You’re lucky that you have full anonymity.”
“What if I don’t want that? What if I actually want to meet the only family I’ve ever had? I don’t get why you lock me away from them.”
“It’s for your own safety, you’ll thank me one day. Look at what happened to Six, do you want to end up like that?”
She was seething now. “You really hurt them today you know, Four got in touch with me. He wanted to see if I was okay after what happened to Six.” She had to pause to stop herself before her voice broke.
“I know you want us all to work as a team but some how distance ourselves from one another. We all maybe faked our deaths but were still human One, it’s human nature to care deeply for those that are closest to us.” The tears were welling up in her eyes now. “You just tossed him off the side of that boat like he was nothing. Is that what you’re going to do to the rest of us?”
He just stared at her for a long second then necked his drink and slammed the glass down on the table next to where the gun still laid. She didn’t even flinch, instead she stared him down.
“I think it’s time for me to go.” She just scoffed and looked down at her hands that were placed in her lap, she couldn’t look him in the eyes anymore. “I looked through your research before I came here.”
He got up from the couch but didn’t make any move to the door. “I think Blaine is the perfect fit for number Seven. As soon as I land on home turf I’m going to recruit him and introduce him to the team. In a months time I’ll contact you with a meeting place to discuss your field work.”
“Great, another person I picked for you that you’re going to rip from their family and make their life hell.” He didn’t say another word and she didn’t look up from her lap.
All she heard was his footsteps walking towards the door, it swinging open and then slamming shut again. Once she was completely certain he had gone her head fell in her hands. She rubbed her face and felt a sweeping wave of sleepiness draw over her, she stood up and picked up the gun that was still on the coffee table. She made her way to the door to lock it properly, she then made her way back to bed and placed the gun back under her pillow. She hoped that just as before the tiredness would over take her and she would fall into an effortless slumber, but as she laid her head gently on the pillow and closed her eyes all she could see was Six’s lifeless body and all she could think about was how she’d put him there.
No way was she getting back to sleep.
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Soooo it’s been awhile since I’ve done one of these things and my dude @winchestersroadhouse tagged me so why tf not
Coke or Pepsi: So fun fact: Pepsi, I will not drink. If I get the “is Pepsi okay?” question in a restaurant, I’ll change my order to a Sprite or something. Why, you ask? Because Pepsi is too goddamn sugary for me. Too sweet, can’t deal. My dad likes it better than Coke for that exact reason, thouhg.
Disney or Dreamworks: Both
Coffee or tea: Mornings (or, in my case, mid afternoon), coffee. Rest of the day, tea.
Books or movies: Movies are for during the day when I’m doing other things. Books are for at night when I wanna read.
Windows or Mac: I think I’m probably one of the few people that doesn’t have a preference. I’ve had several different computers, and the last two have been Macs, but I am also equally experienced with PCs, so idaf.
DC or Marvel: I don’t really have a preference here, either. I feel like Marvel has created more movies that I enjoy (namely Deadpool and Guardians of the Galaxy; never really got into the Avengers. Sorry, Avengers fandom. Nothing against it, I just never got into it). So... Marvel, I guess?
Xbox or Playstation: Neither. I prefer games where I can sit in my bedroom on my bed and not wear pants, which is not an option if I am in the living room playing a game hooked up to a TV. Basically: Handheld games (DS or phone) or laptop games.
Dragon Age or Mass Effect: I know nothing about either games aside from their titles and assumptions I can make from them.
Night owl or early riser: Anyone who knows me in the slightest is aware that I function best at night, and I function well after noon. If it’s before noon, I’m kind of a mess. Waking up before nine is a pain in the ass, and on days when I choose when I wake up, I could sleep until it’s dark out. I’ve done it many, many times (and regretted it so I avoid doing it).
Cards or chess: Let’s play some fucking go fish right now
Chocolate or vanilla: Okay so this one Thanksgiving we were at my grandparents’ house, right, and there was this storebought chocolate pie, and my dad had had some and I had too and my dad, who was next to my Granny, said, “would you like some chocolate pie?” and she goes, “no, it’s too chocolatey" and my dad and I just both looked at her like she was completely out of her mind. Like there’s a thing as too much chocolate. I don’t like milk chocolate by itself, though. I like it in Twix, but that’s pretty much it. But dark chocolate? Shovel it directly into my face, please. As long as it doesn’t have nuts. I fucking hate nuts. And no jokes, please, because I’ve heard them too many times and they’re just annoying at this point.
Vans or Converse: Converse. I’ve always thought Vans were ugly as hell.
Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar: Uh. What?
Fluff or angst: Fluff. I’m okay with some angst but too much is like ugh.
Beach or forest: Beaches
Dogs or cats: Both.
Clear Skies or rain: Depends on the temperature.
Cooking or eating out: As long as I’m eating someone else’s cooking, I don’t really care as long as there’s variety
Spicy food or mild food: Mild
Moon or stars: Both
Whales or dolphins: Either one
Favourite Star Wars character: idaf
Star Trek or Star Wars: See above
Favourite flower: I mean... It depends on the situation, I guess.
Favorite color: Pink
TV or movies: Both. But TV is better for binging.
Science or math: Imma leave both to people who are not hindered in the college area by their level of understanding of the two subjects
So I guess I have to add a question myself, huh...?
Favorite bad fanfiction word/phrase:
imma tagg..... I dunno, I suck at tagging, just do it if you want
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How they act when they get jealous
Note: Something quick before I start binge watching anime even though it’s wedding! I wrote wedding instead of Wednesday,lol anyways I hope everyone likes this!
When Ushijima gets jealous he is all suddenly interested in showing PDA in front of everyone. He would start giving you forehead kisses or kisses on your hand and hugging you from behind.All that good stuff that he does when you are somewhere private.
It’s really easy to pick up that he got jealous. He would ask you if you feel a certain way towards the person that was flirting with you. I feel like he is more into verbal affirmation so please let him know that you are only interested in him and that you love him. He is also fine if you reassure him with affection since he gets all soft and cuddly when it comes to you!
When he sees a someone flirting with you he has no shame to grab your arm and drag you away. He also looks back at the person and gives them a snarky stare. He also gives you more PDA but then again Tendou is always being affectionate with you. Something really cute that I see him doing just because he is Tendou is that he does the ‘I’m watching you’ signal with his two fingers.
We all know that he might overthink what happened or even worst get insecure.He needs some type of reassurance after, preferably verbally but he is fine with affection or even better give him BOTH!! Pepper his face with kisses and tell him how much you love him or play with his red hair while he is little spoon! He loves when he is little spoon and you play with his hair jejsjwisjwiie I love Tendou!
Doesn’t show that he is jealous. He just burns wholes at the person’s back with his intimidating glare and then looks at you. You can definitely feel that he isn’t happy about the situation. If the guy starts getting touchy with you he has to do something. His solution is to scare the person away because Omi can get intimidating sometimes.
If you ask him if he got jealous he will never admit it, it’s best if you don’t bring it up since he can get slightly annoyed but nothing much. He is just happy that it’s over so he can spend time with you. Sometimes he doesn’t need that much reassurance but in other occasions he needs it a lot, you could do so much better with someone else and he knows it.
It’s hard to see Kita jealous honestly, he trusts you so much but that doesn’t mean that he doesn’t get protective. He is usually the type to stare and mind his business occasionally paying attention on the pickup lines and all that cheesy stuff that people tell you. He will do something if the person starts to get touchy with you or begins to really push you to go on a date with them. He handles things really maturely which isn’t surprising,holds your hand or hugs you from behind.
After he would check on you to see if you are ok or if he caused you any harm.I don’t see him as a person who would need reassurance but that doesn’t mean he shouldn’t get hugs or kisses. The worst case scenario is… I really can’t think of anything.
Believe it or not Atsumu gets jealous pretty easily, from paying more attention to a cute cat on the street or to you rambling about your celebrity crush. He gets so pouty and craves for your attention. He always goes ahead and joins the conversation,he hugs you from behind and gives you neck kisses or straight up kisses you.For him it’s a win because the person left but it’s also a tad awkward for you.
After the person has left he still has a pout on his face. He starts rambling about how they didn’t have a chance with you because this and that, it’s really fun and cute when he gets jealous maybe even hot…
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Hii can I ask a akagi x reader wherein the reader is their team manager👉🏻👈🏻
Hey thx for taking your time to request something,hope you like it and I went ahead and added some extra characters!
Note: this was my first time writing for Akagi so sorry if he is out of character. Also I want to write something like this for atsumu and idk request some characters if you like:)
When you are their manager and you are dating them 2
He got so excited when he found out there were going to have a team manager. It would be so much fun and helpful to have someone to help them out with water and taking care of them, he was just really happy.
First he was really happy that you got along with everyone then you two became best buds after he slowly realized that he was crushing on his manager. He kept it a secret but he couldn’t stop getting angry at Atsumu for flirting with you >:|
He asked you out after school or practice to see if you wanted to get some food...ALONE. After getting some Onigiri he would Get so shy when it was his time to confess but he managed to say it “ Y/N I known you are only supposed to be my friend and my manager but I can’t help to have romantic feelings for you, would you like to go out with me? But like girlfriend and boyfriend?” Obviously you couldn’t break his precious little heart so you said yes because you liked him too.
Now once being in the relationship I see Akagi as a really affectionate partner, he loves to hug you from behind and kiss you any chance he gets. Sadly he has to restrain himself from doing that in practice, because the coach and Kita could get upset and concerned about a player dating the manager. It could even annoy his teammates so you booth decided to try and act as friends at practice.(key word try)
Your plan clearly failed and was obvious to everyone. You thought that you were being slick but Akagi was being too handsy with you and he looked like a love struck puppy. Everyone was wondering when were you going to admit that you were dating. You were probably caught when you went to fill up the bottles and Akagi went to ‘check on you’ but actually just went to cuddle your and give you kisses. So you were caught by Kita and gave you an ice cold glare.
After Kita’s lecturing you were booth happy that you could keep your relationship and even make it public. (Everyone already knew you were dating though)
Akagi is a really nice and kind boyfriend, he helps you out with filling up the after bottles,doing paperwork and even cleaning up after a long and hard practice.
New manager?Ok cool,he was happy because he would have to do less work by filling up his water bottle and an extra hand by the end of the day would be great.
I think Suna would be one of the boys that would be hard to break through his cold barrier. Luckily for you you soon broke through, after you slowly started to hang out with the rest of the team, and it’s so much fun.
Like he was surprised too, he had never gotten along so well with a someone before. You just had an amazing vibe that made him more attractive to you. He thought that he shouldn’t be hanging around such a cool girl like you (you were actually thinking that Suna is the cool one here)Your relationship soon blossomed to people thinking that you were dating and it was evident to the inarizaki team too. Like they had no idea that taking a nap on your friends lap didn’t mean anything romantic or couple like. Atsumu made a bet with Osamu to see if you were dating or not.
You knew Suna was a close friend that sometimes was affectionate but you couldn’t help yourself to wonder what would it be like to be in a official relationship with him. Knowing atsumu he would flirt with the cute manager just to push Suna’s buttons and make him jealous since he knows damm well he likes you. Sadly for Atsumu Suna ends up blocking all of his sets.
I think what pushes Suna to confess is when a boy from another team flirts with you and ‘pretends’ to be your boyfriend but is actually serious about being your boyfriend. “Stop bothering my girlfriend you asshole! Don’t you get she isn’t interested? You are probably desperate to get in a relationship aren’t you? Well with that haircut you certainly won’t, now Fuck off.”(kiss noises) Besides destroying the boy he also made sure to block all his spikes making him extremely irritated. Obviously inarizaki brought another win home. Later on everyone went to celebrate and have fun but there was a slight tension after what Suna said to you, after all he also gave you a kiss (on the cheek if you were thinking somewhere else)
You tried to easy the tension between you and him but why did it had to be so awkward “hey” “Sup” you were at hesitant at first but better to ask than assume something “when I was filling the bottles and that guy came up to me... what was that” “I just don’t like people flirting with my girlfriend that’s all.” It took you a while to analyze what he just said but it soon hit you “G-Girlfriend?!” He left out a smile giggling before saying “yeah girlfriend! I’ve liked you for a while now miss manager. Want to go out on Saturday afternoon?” (Not atsumu and Osamu hearing all this and atsumu celebrating because he gets his twins pudding)
Nothing really changed in your relationship besides getting kisses in practice and getting called pet names. Sometimes you get caught making out on the storage closet or in the managers office, which can get awkward. But how can you complain when you booth get called power couple in the schools hallways or vibing at midnight at the skate park but most importantly you found someone that loves you.
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