#I feel a bit better now
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And i oup
#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#sundrop#moondrop#dca#daycare attendant#my art#they are so pretty in this#get yalls christmas gift#so happy that i remembered that i can use color in my drawings fr fr#anyways this was fun#i feel a bit better now#but still no spoons for talking :(
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The key to enjoying sjm is apparently not only ignoring parts of the fandom that are stressful, but also parts of canon that are Not Good
#sjm critical#I took a break#I feel a bit better now#I’ve loved acotar for so long#these hoes won’t take it from me#even if these hoes includes sjm
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y’all have the best timing ever-
thank you :)
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no one talks about how happiness is a choice. how much hard work goes into choosing happiness and choosing to heal and do better instead of wallowing in self pity. its important to feel your emotions, but never let yourself stay inside that hole for too long or you'll never get out. and my struggle sometimes is I just wanna stay in the hole, because its familiar. because i dont have to move. I can just be. but if i stay like that, I'm not going anywhere. I place a burden on others who want to see me and have to go down there if they want to and that isnt fair.
I woke up feeling like poo, my insecurities wrapping around me like a boa constrictor just slowly suffocating me and I thought to myself I can wallow I just be sad and let it all that weight crush me and see what happens or I can pick myself back up, wipe my knees and remind myself im a badass motherfucking bitch who yes, gets down sometimes but will always come back and beat the shit out of those thoughts placed by my past experiences and trauma like a god damn pinata.
#⌜off the air⌟ . // ooc#fsiohflskdfnd idk man im just writing out my feelings cries#i feel a bit better now
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My colleague found my secateurs 🥳
#yay!!#oddly I’m still worried he’s annoyed at me for not being fast enough on Friday but I just need to chill#he didn’t even tell me off he just said ‘it shouldn’t take that long’ and not even as a reprimand#it was just stated as a fact/suggestion#a huge part of gardening is learning what standards are acceptable in the time given for whoever it is your working for#and I find that hard because I like to make sure everything is neat and also that I’m not crushing or destroying other plants#whereas on Friday my colleague was raking up clipping without care for what was underneath#and without picking everything up#so ofc he did it a lot faster than me#oh well#this has been making me anxious all weekend it’s so stupid lol#he’s also just very highly strung I should care less#my boss certainly doesn’t care#anyway !#I feel a bit better now#sometimes you have to self therapy in the tags to stop yourself spiralling
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He texted me first =]
it was a stupid video with him and his friend
oh god his laugh
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To my younger-self called 'CookiezMS'
You're probably sad after discovering how the fandom in MapleStory MMV animation community has died down (no thanks to Youtube's audio copyright strikes here and there, and Bannedstory shutting down).
But if I still recall, you left the community because you were very dissatisfied. You wanted more creative freedom and not bound to just 'sprites'.
I want to remind you that your creativity is still thriving as illustrations, and you'll definitely meet wonderful people on the way. :')
-Jin
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Drinking wine in the shower. Self care
#Not very efficient but alas#I feel a bit better now#Angry and anxious about tomorrow though. Don't want to go to work.#I just want to sleep and feel bad about myself#But I guess I have the whole weekend for that?#Partner is out of town so it's just me and the cats anyway#nagnerd
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I had to come to campus today bc I told my friend I’d study with her during the break and it was all fine and good until I started feeling sick halfway through the train ride 😭
#reverie rambles#I’m here until like 2pm it’s currently almost 9am#I feel a bit better now#I don’t usually get motion sickness#but I guess it’s cause I hadn’t really eaten this morning#+ PMS ig#time to eat and plant myself at the library while I wait for my friend
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best of luck to you finding a preceptorship! You can do it ❤️🙌
Thank you so much!!! I do have one lined up for shortly before I graduate, and I’m really excited about it. It’s at a facility I really admire, and I’ll have the chance to work with a one of the cutest cetacean species imo 🐳
I’d been hoping for two or three preceptorships, but my school has really good relationships with our state zoo and aquarium, so I’ll be able to rotate through them as well as well as my externship facility. It was hard to watch my friends get offered multiple positions while I just have the one, but honestly that’s the field, and I know I’m really lucky to have my foot in the door at all!
#just needed a few days to mope#I feel a bit better now#mando’s externship exploits#fromdecimateddreams#answered asks
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ugh I hate the nights when I feel stupid and worthless. oTL I know Im just smart in a different way but it's still hard to bare when I feel like the odd duck out
I know Im not worthless because my skills in art are actually quite good!!
Im just having a night... im not sure what set it off, maybe its that I work in the morning and Im feeling like I need to give 120% at work even though I already give 110% far more than I should
even my laziest coworker hasnt been fired and she's been working a lot so I just need to take a breath and not let my entire sense of self ride on my work life.
#vent#self esteem#just getting the words straightened out and out of my head#i feel a bit better now
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i couldn’t shower last night cause i was home alone and at first i was like ‘tf why not im fine i can shower on my own’ but after having a shower today with other ppl in the house i Get It. i got so lightheaded n felt so strange like halfway thru my shower tht i had to get out n sit down for a moment. and then had to sit down again when i got out cause for a minute there i rlly thought i was gonna pass out
#i didn’t feel better until i had smthn to eat afterwards#i feel a bit better now#my jaw is still ache-y and tingly but i expect that#with any luck it’ll start to improve soon#plum.txt
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Soup solves everything.
#dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi spoilers#Senshi#izutsumi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#marcille donato#THE SOUP CHAPTER HAS BEEN ANIMATED#I have so many thoughts about senshi's backstory and how much that experience has shaped who he is.#This is such a powerful moment because it makes it clear how *stuck* senshi has been because of his trauma.#Up until now he has been a mystery! He's the chef guy! Don't worry about his apparent reclusiveness from society!#Don't worry about his intense need to make sure 'the young ones are fed'!#Senshi still has a lot of healing but this was the moment he could finally forgive himself.#This chapter is so important to me because sometimes you truly do need to face the most terrifying things to move past them.#This joke here is a bit too narrow to be funny for the masses...but mdzs fans know.#MDZS :handshake: Dungeon Meshi: Soup moment.#Laios and Jiang Yanli have a powerful magic call "Eat some soup and maybe you'll feel better'#That is also a spell you can cast upon yourself. Go eat some soup and you will feel better. Merry Soupmas everyone.#One more week of Thistle Thursdays....I'm not ready to say goodbye B*(
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I'm sad, I'm gonna be leaving my family (which includes my cat) on the tenth for Job Corps to try and make sure I'll at least have a decent future, but the longest I've ever left my family I don't think was even for a week.
I don't even know how long I'll be there. I'll at least be in the same state but we still won't see each other often because gas is expensive.
Like I'm excited as well! I'll finally be around other people, ones around my age and I might actually make some friends, but I won't really be seeing my family except to text and try to facetime them and the occasion we can visit.
I just hope I'll get used to it.
#personal#I don't expect to actually read any of these btw#I just needed to get it off my chest#I feel a bit better now
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Some Fords! (and Martin K Blackwood is also there)
#Some Ford wips I'm working on! I'll probably post these all seperately later. I dunno yet. just wanted them out of brain jail#The TMA crossover drawings are inspired by a fic which I cannot find the name of right now BECAUSE AO3 is DOWN????#anyway I got more drawings for it I'll post all together later#also I haven't listened to protocals yet and I need to relisten to the og so I hope I remembered Martin's level of lonely avatarship lmao#Also I just think Ford would be a bit mean to himself. ESPECIALLY his immidiately post Fiddleford leaving self#conflicting thoughts of 'I cant risk changing the timeline' and#'I was a miserable self centered idiot and Im afraid I still am so I need to to put my younger self down to feel better'#Gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#young stanford pines#gf fanart#fanart#fan art#my art#digital art#martin k blackwood#the magnus archives crossover#Edit: the fic was 'earth becomes sky in the most literal fashion'!!
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POV your research trip to a distant planet with your best friend just got the funding approved
#transformers#starscream#maccadam#arts#tried to sit down and do a proper starscream study and his head is still a mystery to me but i feel a bit better about the other parts now#i didnt draw the arm guns. srry
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