#I even got up early today so I would be eepy

[bloodyarn]

Let's hope the tea I am making works. My anxiety is skyrocketing this night. Most likely because I start school tomorrow.

[againstme]

im kinda eepy now and i'm waiting on my sleeping meds to kick in, i woke up at 3 am this morning in pain. so i'll answer the music asks in the morning cause i'm probably gonna wake up early anyways cause we get pancakes and bacon on fridays.

i had to go to a mandatory hour long NA meeting, which was interesting and nice to hear people's recovery stories, though i'm not an addict. i was/am, however, very tired. and when i got home i had to rush to do my insurance application, and they locked me out of it halfway through because they have to call me in order to verify my identity and ask me for my social or whatever they need. maybe scan my eyeballs through the phone screen. who knows.

oh did i mention that i had one singular tiny breakfast sausage for breakfast today, after taking my meds at 6 in the morning, after i "woke up" (laid on the couch under my covers wishing i could sleep but failing), then immediately went back upstairs to my dark room in the hopes that i could maybe stay home?

of course, they wouldn't let me stay home. because they suck. and then, they said that even if i did go to group (i had no option but to), they would take me to the medical assistant's office, where all they did were my vitals which were normal, and they threatened to take me to urgent care, that's what they said that morning before i left the house.

and then i had to be like "i'll go to group and i'll go to the MA, but i'm not wasting 4 hours and 35 dollars just for them to give me an IV with saline and something just a little stronger than tylenol that wasn't even migraine medication. and for them to yet again tell me they don't know what's going on.

hahahahahah

[chungledown-bimothy]

LoL Worlds 2023 Finals Reaction Post

instead of a million text posts, i'm gonna just make this one extremely long one.

oh my god t1's first draft. they are not here to fuck around. but also if they don't get a solid early game advantage then uh. fear.

if that was damn near any midlaner other than xiaohu, that would have been first blood for sure. but SO well counterplayed by weibo wow

if i have to watch t1 lose worlds finals to jayce again i'm going to delete that goddamn champion from the entire game.

weiwei is doing WORK keeping weibo in this.

t1's neutral objective control my god

eyyyy atlus ty for the cloud soul

weiwei didn't die???? just maokai things jfc

what does this literally perfect neutral objective control mean if you can't fuckin win a skirmish though

XIAOHU DIDN'T DIE????

yeah okay lost the dragon and the stacking delay isn't great but the won fight is big. both gold wise and mentally

bengi isn't here D:

keria. the love of my life. guma looked dead to rights, but keria simply will not allow that.

i was so afraid zeus wouldn't be able to stand up to theshy. that really was my biggest fear for this series, and it is so reassuring that he absolutely is

god it's only 28 minutes into game 1 and i'm already struggling to stay awake

zeus fucking melted that dragon holy shit

hell yeah boys, 2 more games of that <3 <3 <3

DRAVEN!

yeah okay there's the yone ban lol

nocturne? oooh oner is feeling himself today

this is such a fun draft omg. still very scared about top lane, but the big picture t1's put together is fantastic. looove watching t1 play that clean, clean macro.

hmm don't love that start for the bot lane. not idea.

holy shit theshy (impressed) holy shit theshy (my dude you're throwing)

THE EXECUTE zeus is the only god i worship actually

wow i've got way fewer thoughts this game. the time is catching up to me and i'm too eepy for that much thought lol

lmao guma just looked at crisp and he exploded. and oner's ults have been so, so good this whole game

i know it's hope that kills you. and it's been very, very rough to watch t1's finals appearances these last few years, so i've not really let myself hope. but i can't help it at this point

zeus series mvp, but oner deserves it too

MATCH POINT LET'S FUCKING GOOOO

i really hope they stay together if they win. i don't want to have to divide my loyalties.

...oh god what if they win and then faker retires.

BENGI'S NOT THERE OH NO i'd forgored D:

xayah rakan ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

brad is fun but like. weird choice so early on imo

akali! lee sin! you fucking love to see it

lmao imagine picking kennen into zeus. the aatrox is a ballsy choice, but he's absolutely earned that at this point

oner and zeus own this series.

awww man that grand entrance was so good it's tragic it wasn't quite enough

i have so many more thoughts about this game than i have the energy to make coherent let alone type oop

damn that herald just isn't gonna die good for them

FAKER TRIPLE KILL and he's so focused it doesn't even register on his face

and he just. keeps. going. then zeus cleans up with the double kill.

fuck i have to pee so bad but i can't miss a second of this live

that should have been a pick onto keria. but no, 2 kills for t1. jfc

this is it. they've done it. oh my fucking god.

we've hit hitting them with their wallets territory. idk maybe there's some miracle somewhere but not really. not with t1 playing like this. not with their lead.

HOW DID ZEUS NOT DIE

oh my god they did it they're so cute i cannot see what i'm typing through the tears

the first professional league i ever watched was the last time t1 won worlds.

AND THEY'RE IN KOREA FUCKING HELL

holy shit they did it. fuck i'm so fucking proud of them

faker was so casual about the win, too. that boy i swear to god i have never wanted to suck a dick so bad in my life